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A couple friends of mine are visiting. I bang something... the door into my face. A tooth gets loose and falls out. Another one is there to grow in its place.

I tell my friends what happened. Mykey shrugs and laughs.

I tell them I'm down to hang out still if they want.

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I am in front of a great black temple at night on a stone platform.

I hack away at a great black obelisk with my Moonblade.

I destroy the obelisk, and a pair of diamond nunchaku appear.

I pick it up and swing them around. It morphs into different flexible weapons.

I wonder if I am moving in waking life.

I wake up.

I am with Mosh and Raven on the Moon, in the Biodome on the Moon.

***

I appear near the koi pond. Raven is staring at the fish. She is very sad. I alter my aura, and heal myself, then I send her healing blue-gold energy. She looks up at me, and smiles.

I walk to her, and give her a hug. Mosh tumbles out of a portal, and dusts himself off. The three of us group hug, then hold hands without saying anything.

We link telepathically.

One thing we have in common, is how much pain and sorrow we've been through... are going through, the three of us.

I am going to come here, when my physical body dies, I am going to come here AND LIVE FOREVER ON THE GREEN MOON!

***

A portal opens. Selene and Eris step out. We go through the portal, and are on some strange mountaintop on another planet.

We follow a path of funny floating stones to a white Greek temple, the Temple of Kaos.

Eris smiles, and grabs my hand leading me to the Temple. There are great white pillars, with birds and bats circling the pillars which are eating insects which are eating bacteria which are are...

fuck! fractal hole!

Eris laughs at me, and we enter.

Dominating the center is a huge three dimensional chaosphere, hundreds of feet in diameter, floating above a pedestal, and slowly spinning.

One of the arrows shoots into my third eye, and I scream madly. I feel so much pain, pleasure, terror, delight, and pure fucking insanity.

***

I am in a candlelit sidechamber with lovely braziers, incense burners, flowers, and big pillows, mattresses, and sheer curtains everywhere. Selene and Eris grin mischievously, and push me down on a bed. "We are all goddesses and gods," I hear them say in my head.

Smoke swirls into a vortex above us. Gold dust floats through the air. I smell incense, roses, and the smell of earthly women. I turn and look at a pillow. I see extreme detail in the texture, even slightly imperfect seams.

I look into the eyes of my goddesses, and I see such amazing detail in their eyes. Eris with violet eyes, and blue-black hair, Selene her big black eyes, and snow white hair, her little pointed nose, small pouty mouth that I know so well.

"Yes, everything is real, Nomad," Selene whispers in my ear.

"I am... real," Eris giggles and she kisses my ear.

HOLY SHIT, AM I ON DMT?

"Not this time, Love, your own DMT," Selene tells me telepathically, and she unbuttons my shirt. "You are dreaming. Dreaming a Real Dream. This is beyond the Dream Plane. You are PHYSICALLY INCARNATE in THIS Dimension, and WE are GOING to FUCK!"

With that, she grabs my manhood, and she feels 100% real.

"YES! I LOVE YOU!" I sit up, and wrap myself around Selene, and kiss her passionately as I grab Eris, and pull her close. The three of us kiss, then I just kiss Eris, and I feel as if I just 8 the Apple of Discord.

"You are the Prettiest One, and You are," I say to Eris, then Selene.

"You are the Man in the Moon, and I love you so," Selene giggles as we make love.

"You are now a High Priest unto Kaos, and forever will you lick my vesica pisces," Eris laughs. "Or a Low Priest, fucker... yes... lower."

"Wherever the fuck this dimension is, I am coming HERE when I die!"

"Your will is divine, my lord," Selene grins and she kneels.

"I AM GOD!"

"You're the God of Nothing!" Eris giggles and she pushes me down and kisses my neck.

***



Selene

I go to the Temple of Chaos with Eris, goddess of Chaos. There is giant chaosphere floating in it.

I am with my friends, Lauren and Bobby.

We are outside. We see a drone plane monitoring us, in a crescent shape. It's red and yellow, and very quiet. I hate it. I am fascinated by it.

[I]I can't type much. I have fibromyalgia, I think.[/I]

I am meditating in my mediation room in BayYanLand on the Moon. My late cousin, Bobby, wanders in smoking a fat joint. he giggles and passes it to me.

"I am going on an adventure, want to come, Bobby?"

Nah. I'm going to meditate.

"Cool."

I jump into the mirror, and pop out up out of the koi pond, splashing Raven.

She stands up, and shakes the water off, smiling at me.
I give her a big hug.

'SHARED DREAM SHARED DREAM SHARED DREAM.'

Let's remember this scheme!

I ask Raven if she wants to go to the astral plane, and help heal my physical body. She says yes.

She opens a portal, and we go to the astral plane in me house. We do healing magic on my body. Colors and music flow. My physical self smiles and mumbles.

***

Vegeta appears and says it's time for our training.

We go to Professor X's Danger Room, and train w/Vegeta.

I'm in the House again. Always the same house, but it always looks different. It's a nice dream, happy dream, where I feel I have some power. That's about all I can remember.

I am on a large bed in a house, another house another dream. My ex-girlfriend is cuddling on the bed with the cat, her dead Cat. (alive in the dream)

I am cuddling with a beautiful woman. She looks like a mix of Polynesian Chinese and Caucasian. Her left eye is blue with brown flecks. Her right eye is brown with hazel and blue in it.

I AM CURSON. I AM PURSAN.

I am in a great cavern riding around an abyss screaming at demon worshippers. I am riding on Jo, my astral pet, a great black beast. I have the head of a lion, and Psyborg, the Horn of Curson, and my Whipsnake.

had 3 lucids. can only remember one. I flew up and tried to make a fireball at some boxes. no fireball. I wake up.

non

Grandma is sad because she has to move. The room is totally white and sterile.

I am dog heaven. I can't find my dog. I am overcome with grief, and fall to my knees and cry. The emotion wakes me up.

I rocket through the wormhole, and I ignore the bizarre sci-fi cyber war going on. I am on a mission! I land on the moon.
Raven is planting flowers in the biodome. I see many others milling about. most people are also planting flowers.

Raven says," we are infusing the flowers with sacred geometry. We are altering the energy of this place to make it increasingly harmonious. Bees and flowers and blossoms everywhere. Wasp's and bats and flies and moths and butterflies and wind and people pollinating. Yes we have wind now nomad!"

Raven teleports to me, and gives me a hug.

" what is with the magician getup?"

I'm going to train with Gawn in magic. I am trying to level up.

Raven laughs. Have fun. I am having fun planting magical flowers!

Okay I will come say hi when my training is over. I summon my staff. It is a long gnarled wooden staff, of a very dark hardwood, almost black.
[B]
Heart of darkness
full of rage
at the center of storm
the chaos mage[/B]

My clothes my hair my eyes become red and black. My beard and mustache grow long. I chuckle with mad mirth, as I walk to the Temple of Gawn.the Temple looks like a cathedral of dark and light. I enter, there are people praying in white marble pews. I stride forward to the mirror that the statue of Gawn is holding. I raise my arms, and read small tornado lightning storm around me.

[I]Gawn! Gawn! Gawn!
You are the only god that can save us,
I summon thee, make me your magus![/I]

Gawn appears. He looks like the devil!
Oh, save your self silly!

he grabs me, and takes me to the dream warrior planet.

The devil comes to me in my dreams, and he tells me things.
[I]Gawn is the devil,
and the devil is Gawn.
Gawn is the Dream Warrior Master.
The Dream Warrior Master is Gawn.
Gawn is Pan, and Pan is Gawn.
Gawn is Bacchus, Bacchus is Gawn.
Gawn is Noah, Gawn is Yoda
Gawn is the Dream Warrior Master the Dream Warrior Master is Gawn [/I]

Gawn is sitting is kneeling on my chest, shaking my shoulders and slapping my face awake. " Hey wake up you idiot you are late! Wake up, you are dreaming! You have to get ready, magus. "

I rubbed my eyes and stand up

" You don't need to rub your eyes or take a shower, or urinate. You're in the Dream World now,so forget about that silliness."

I grab my vampire costume, and put it on. I transform it to something much more sinister and magical. Horns grow out of it and it crackles with purple lightning. Tiny black thorns grow out of the sleeves.

Gawn disappears. Gawn?

Gawn? Where are you?

I hear hollow laughter coming from everywhere and nowhere. Damn you, Gawn!

I open a portal to the moon, cover myself with my witch blade, my symbiote, then the merkabah, then I leapt into my spaceship, and fly to the wormhole.

I am by Nimitz highway on Oahu. I hate this ugly place. This is a dream. fuck this. This is my dream. I can change this dream if I want to or leave it at will.

I stare at a wall. I direct my anger at it. I growl deeply, and it bends inward. I roar, and run at it, transforming into a lion, I leap right at the wall and come out the other side.

I am floating outer space.

Holy shit.

I am at a church. It becomes a business.

I am at a political convention. It becomes religious. I join in and sing, because I am a Chaos Mage. LOL

I float up out of bed, and fly like a rocket to Kukulkan.

I land on top of the pyramid and transform into my jaguar god self.

[IMG]http://www.gothambynight.com/scion/Tezcatlipoca.jpg[/IMG]

I AM TEZCATLIPOCA!

I am the GOD OF WAR AND DEATH. I AM JUSTICE, IF I FEEL LIKE IT.

I AM THE GOD OF THE SMOKING MIRROR.

LOOK UPON YOUR EVIL, WEEP AND MOURN, O YOU OPPRESSORS.

There are three or four Chaos Mages wearing various colored robes in a semicircle floating in the air, in kneeling positions, chanting "TEZCATLIPOCA IS GOD. JUARGAWN IS GOD. JUARGAWN IS TEZCATLIPOCA. JUARGAWN, JUARGAWN, JUARGAWN!"
It seems there are supposed to be 8.

"Right on, bro's!" A woman Chaote stands up, and smacks my face, then kisses me. She has black hair and violet eyes. I laugh.

"Stop trying to banish me!" she says.

I smile at the Chaos Mages, and offer them dragonfruits. They eat these and turn into different colored dragons. They seem to go mad with the dragon power, and fly across the countryside, terrorizing the populace.

I turn the pyramid into crystal, and invoke the entities of the Crystal Skulls. My mind implodes. I feel like I am everything and nothing. I am at peace. I am at war. there are no words the feeling the fullness of The Void gives me.