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Journal Entry non-lucid #3 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: "A Boy and his dog" dream, was dreamed up because I watched a YouTube clip called "Don't hug me I am scared-time". The rest of the dreams I have no Idea where they come from. I am not a paramedic and I have no actual problem with people in waking life. To come to think of it I had some problems with people on GTA 5, I kept killing them they got mad and started calling me names.

Dream fragment 1 "Paramedics saves lucid dreamer": I was driving an emergency vehicle, as a paramedic. Me and my partner got a call for a job. As we were in a freeway we see another paramedic respondent. The other paramedic starts ramming our car. I was shocked at first thinking that we were going to help each other, but since they kept ramming, I started ramming back. We beat them to the spot. My grandmother was at the scene. We asked her where is the person that needs our assistance. She points us to the body, it was a child just laying there. They put a blanket on top of his head because they thought he died. I opened the blanket and said, "people should stop calling with false reports. He was just trying to have a lucid dream". I woke up upon realizing what I said.

Dream fragment 2 " Uninvited guest": I was at the school and I was hanging out with my friend, just for my own reference I will call him Ed. I started walking to him and I noticed all these people watching me. They looked pissed off, as if I did something to them. I was talking to Ed and I started speaking loud so that they could hear. I said, "Yeah remember that guy, I heard (this...and that)". Basically it was to intimidate them. If they knew that I knew a guy that was tougher and more "gangster" than them they would just leave us alone, since it was like 5 vs 2.

Dream fragment 3 "A Boy and His Dog": (I was a spectator in this dream, I am only watching what is happening.) This dog and this boy were together. The boy tells the dog that he is going to die. He takes the dog upon a mountain. The mountain was red from the flaming volcano inside of it. The boy picks up the dog and raises him up high. He tells the dog that this is good bye. He tells the dog you will be a mayan god. He looked at dogs eyes and said, "you will die and burn ". (I think he tossed him in volcano or something) the dog skin got incinerated, and i could see the tendons and meat on his face. It was pretty gory. Even though this happened to the dog, the dogs first and last words to the boy was "I still love you". The boy felt guilt for what he has done. He was now inside of his house. He was a dog or dog like (I don't remember exactly). A dog investigator showed up and started asking him all of these questions. The boy tried to act like he was doing some calculus problems. I really wanted the boy to get caught and pay for his crime, but I got zapped out of the house and was now spectating outside the house. I saw this old 1930s car pull up and here comes Harry Potter and the cast. The old man, the weird creepy guy, all of them were there. They were trying to get the blond creepy kid from Harry Potter, to commit crimes such as stealing cars. The old wizard said," I don't even know who's car that is?"and he started laughing.

Journal Entry non-lucid #2 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 "Beautiful Sky": I was in the garage and I happen to look at the sky, the clouds was pink from the sunset, and so was the horizon. I told my mom to look up at the sky, we stood there before entering our house admiring the beauty. I looked at our neighbors house and it was in the middle of a lake. The lake was clean and there was some sort of large flower pedals around it. We went inside for some reason, and the living room was 60% of the house. " I said were do they eat? They have to have an underground place". We were now back inside our house, and my sister was doing my mom's hair. I found this cloth of my sister's friend that was worth $10,000. Then her friend shows up and complain about staying inside the house, since she has to wait for my sister.

Dream fragment 2 "Ice T, The Grinch": I was in an airplane, and these guys were trying to shoot up with their airplane. I kept trying to fly but couldn't. All of a sudden my airplane did some impossible aerodynamics and did a vertical take off. I then ended up to the extreme height that the airplane could go. I could now see the Earth and I wasn't far from leaving the atmosphere. I prayed to stay there longer. Down at the ground Ice T as the charterer from Law and Order, he was going to interrogate the women in charge at the airshow, but he ended up beating up a guy. He had other people hold him and Ice T would proceed to punch him in the stomach. Ice T had this weird and evil smile, he looked like the Grinch.

Dream fragment 3 "Adventures with Mike": I was in this room with mike from the show, Breaking Bad, some guy was talking to us about insurances. Mike was there, he had that same uninterested face. I thought he would be the reason why we would need insurance. After listening to the insurance guy Mike was about to do a hit on somebody. I was involved for some reason. The guards found out that he was in the building and they sounded the alarm. I started running to back of the building where only employs could enter. I ended up at a dead end. I looked at the wall and I saw it was made out of Styrofoam blocks and I moved them. I saw Mike standing still, and completely off guard. He stood still pretending to be a manikin. He realized it was me and told me to put the Styrofoam blocks in their place. They deflated like balloons and I couldn't put them back. He put on the outfit from Breaking Bad, the yellow plastic apron with the mask. I was dressed as a janitor pretending to clean up. The guards came and looked at me. One of them approached me. I was starting to get scared. He said to me, "hey you!" I replied in fear, "yes?". He said, "pick that mess over there". I was relieved, the only thing left to do was for mike to get rid of the chemist. He did the job with him, the guards left thinking that he wasn't there anymore. He mixed some harsh chemicals together and killed him. He disappeared, so I had to find my way out of the place. I ran outside and I saw these long grass that bent to the right, It was great, I went to the floor and crawled and crawled until I hit this solid object. I move the grass to see what it was. I saw this guards sitting 2 feet from me. He looked around in suspicion. It was ground control. The facility they were in was circular and had cameras all around it. The guards were on constant watch. We could hear the sirens going off in the background. I tried to be calm and keep crawling.

Dream fragment 4 "The Chase": Me and my sister went to this school and they asked us a lot of questions regarding the school. I didn't agree with what they were saying so I told them what was wrong with the school, and they didn't like it. I was driving and people were trying to steal my car. My car was wanted by some people. These helicopters flew by and started shooting bullets and rockets at my car. I was running away, but the streets changed to the hallway in my house, and the helicopter turned into beautiful girl. Of course I didn't see the change, but when the scene changed everything else changed in context of. I was still in the frightened feeling and was running for my life. She got me. And for some reason I tried to get her back she got on top of this thing. I told to be careful, as I was saying that she fell. I grabbed her and she looked at me with a long pause, just like Hollywood movies. I was then greeted by my cousin in the living room, she looked at me disappointed. The girl left to go get some bed sheets. The girl was suppose to be a friend of my sisters, but in waking life, I don't know her.

Dream fragment 5 "Cool Shirt bro" : I was walking in downtown. I saw some old friends from high school, I didn't want to go over there because I haven't talked to them in a while. Some of them were in the car, they were making jokes about each other back and forth. I came and said whats up to all of them. Even to this one guy that I do know from like centuries ago I said "man its been a long time", and his friend with all these tattoos that I didn't know. I then told them to take care and left. As I was walking, I thought why were they looking at my cloth. I looked at my cloth I had the faded up hoodie that I always wear to school, but the shirt was a picture of someone meditating. It was one of the Tibetan painting and it was vibrant in color. It looked pretty cool.

Journal Entry Non-Lucid #1 Dream, non-dream)

Background: I was having a conversation with my dad. I asked him if he has ever quieted his mind. He asked me, "what do I mean?" I said, "Have you ever went to a point in which you have less and less thoughts ? He then responded negatively, telling me that it wasn't good to do that kind of meditation and it's demonic. He told me about his "astral journey" and that it nearly made him crazy. I told him that whether or not the information came from a Buddhist monk, a scientist, or mystic's you have to analyze the information, not have a bias based on where it is coming from that is considered a fallacy. He didn't agree with me and I didn't agree with him about the astral part, but he did agree with me with the mindful meditation. He honestly made me scared about astral projection, but I that I wanted to do this more than anything else.

Date: 11/07/13
Time: 10:30 PM - 4:00 PM

Dream: So, in this dream, I was in my bed just sleeping. I then got out of my body and started to fly. It was night time and I saw the beautiful city lights. I then landed at a store, my father was there. It looked like day time by now. I said to him, "look I am astral projecting and it's not dangerous". He looked at me, and didn't say anything. I then went underground and flew back up to the sky.

Problems faced: Remembering dream, mostly because of stress (school).