Dream Fragment - checkered Early on in the night I remember standing on somekind of black and white checkered board, around me are other platforms which are striped and checkered black and white, some other people are with me. Bunny comic I am with an old friend who I haven't seen in a while - he is showing me what he has been working on recently, a dark humor comic book - in the same style as the simpsons 'Itchy and Scratchy' I flick through the comic book - the images are nice, it seems to be about a floppy eared bunny - kinda like this: But nicely colored in, one frame has a detailed pic of a giant beetle, another has a skeleton. My friend tells me that he just did the penciling, which didn't look as good as what they do now after being colored by someone else
I am Mulan(due to re-watching Mulan 2 days ago). I am in some kind of white building. I feel like it is somehow has to do with military thing.. there are bunch of people in Chinese restaurant. in the kitchen, there is giant person, showing-off eating a whole chicken very easily, as if he chewing a gum. then he says "who wants to challenge me?!" and people start to have 'eating contest'(this is due to having watched eating contest episode from High Kick). I hold my rice bowl and sit near the wall. there is my 'real' mom, too. I see some other characters from Mulan. I think I eat almost 8 bowls of rice... at last I order one chicken wing from the kitchen. tastes real honey wing chicken... I am really full. next to me there is a girl and her daddy. the daddy bring a package of sweet-rice-cake sticks? for her daughter. he open it and we share together. when I put one rice cake stick in my mouth I am worried that this 'made-in-china' stuff will make me sick. it is in my mouth anyway, so I just chew and chew, but it's just sugary, there's nothing 'tasty'... I feel like chewing rubber. -.- suddenly a man presses his finger on my throat.(I am still Mulan) the man says a line along with this meaning: if you keep swallowing then the food at the end of throat wont go down... what the hell, is he demonstrating something on me?! so I say "hey I almost threw up!!!" scene jump my parents and I at a snowy place. kids are sliding down the hill. some people are making fake hills for sliding with water, digging snow. I see a person with snowboard. next to me, one man puts a cost for sliding. its not free anymore.. scene jump I am at school. I see someone I know coming toward me, then passes. she is holding a baby who is familiar to someone I know well. then I recognize that she had a baby between....other girl I know. I am like, WHAT THE F**K??!? how can two females.... have baby?!?! I am really shocked. at this point I am almost lucid. but the scene jumps again. I am at book store with my mom and brother. I see lucid dream book by Stephen LaBerge and other books that are related to lucid dreaming on a counter.
nonLD lucid dream dream 1 - I was chatting with my friend on computer,(it was our cell group chatzy. weird!) and I said "I have to WILD in next dream". lucid dream - I woke up from dream 1 and it reminded me of doing WILD. lol I stand up from bed. still blind. I rub my eyes in the bathroom like I did in the lucid dream from weeks ago. worked! I open up the veranda and the thick sheet of ice has covered the whole town. snow!! yay!! and it's not cold at all. I fly, grabbing the tree branch. it is so vivid. I land on the roof of a house then fly away. there's a very sloppy roof, and I climb on it, hearing "no lucid dreamer cannot fly over that roof!" from a DC. I climb up to the end of roof and there's huge green sea below the house. it is scary. but I think, what do you have to be afraid in lucid dream?! so I jump over, then fly away. I land on the street where the houses that looks like from English 1850's house style, but the people are modern. this reminds me of my vampire comic, and I transform into Stella and do the summoning jutsu to meet Amy. what?! it doesnt work. really?! I imagine popping smoke but it doesnt come out at all. so I try to summon her by looking behind. after doing that for several times, I see Amy sitting on a bench. I approach to her and bring her to the street. she is somehow taller than I think. I did not see her face exactly, but she is wearing black cloak and she has black hair. I am Stella, not me. I hug her, as if Amy is really sick or something... then I shift into non LD, but dont recall anything!
Been having real bad recall lately but I'm gonna be posting more now! I dreamt of this?!?! I am next to somekind of a outside bus station, two girls who I recognize from school are sitting on a bench. It dawns on me that I had been reading in my dream diary recently and had a dream of this happening (which it didn't, it was just a false memory!) I turn to them and say 'hey, I totally had a premonition of this meeting - I dreamt about it!' And then IT dawns on me that I am dreaming!! - I then turn to the two girls and say 'never mind, that doesn't really count because this is just a dream' I couldn't keep the dream and I woke up. [COLOR="red"Mini Lucid[/COLOR] I am aware that I m falling asleep, but then realise that my two daughters have climbed into bed, but no, this is still (the start) of a dream. So I roll out of bed and climb down the stairs, everything is really dark, I hear a real cough from my wife who is next to my physical body, I desperately try to ignore this and go to the front door, but it is too difficult to open - everything is too dark and I cannot keep asleep so I wake
Dream 1 – I am driving a car. I am a bit scared that I’m gonna have accidents. Few cars crash. I run away from cops and do the road rage. At this point my vision shifts to 3rd point, feeling like playing a video game. I pick green racing car on the road and drive it very fast. Dream 2 – I don’t know how I got lucid but when the dream started I instantly knew it was a dream.(I think I did some mantra ) I am hanging on the outside of veranda of an apartment. Nearby I see a lake and mountain so I decide to fly there. The sky was blue, some baby clouds, perfect green grass field, sweet soft wind, clear river… I was so happy. I use transformation jutsu to turn into Miho. Worked! (transformation jutsu rally works well )I could feel her pointy fox ears. But my voice is still mine so I use voice transformation(?) jutsu. I was surprised that I had totally different voice. I slide on water surface, flying. Suddenly the yellow hay house reminds me of my ‘goal’ so I go up to the hill on the right side of me. There is some kinda of Korean restaurant. At this point the dream becomes unstable and shifts into non-LD.
maybe false awakening, I am in my room sitting on a bed. my brother and I are making little pictures for some kind of poem I wrote. it's in Korean, so I have to write all the pronounciation in English. there are 2 hispanic female friends to help me out for pronouncing the poem. we have to do this infront of kindergarten kids.(they are in my room) my recall is foggy. I think I went outside my room. I watch a TV; the announcer says that there's gonna be a snow blizzard tonight due to electrical-thunder-snow-blizzard in Antarctica. I see penguins suffering in extreme windy weather. (kinda sad...) so I tell my mom this news in the living room. suddenly there is another 'new' mom. I recognized that we had new mom before...(in dream) so terrible. my real mom is kinda sulky about this situation. anyway I return to my room, and the pictures and poem writings are disarranged. I ask my brother, whats going on? and he says, the DVD player is broken(I dont see the connection b/w DVD player and this poem stuff)... so I'm like, okay. a kindergarten boy is sleeping on the floor with pillow and blanket. I wake him up, saying "do you wanna sleep in my brother's room?" and he nods, slowly walking out of my room. here my dad knocked my room and I woke up.
dream 1 - I meet my friend M in high school. I say, hey how come you are here? u on break from college? we have distinct conversation about art school, but dont remember what I said.... dream 2 - I tried to do MILD but forgot, just fell back asleep. false awakening! I am in my room wearing pajama. my parents come in and they say, "dont do WILD anymore. stop that lucid dream stuff. it's dangerous you do that everyday!" I sigh, with frustration. "I only do it 2-3 times a week... it's nothing serious!" woke up again. I closed my eyes, trying lifting my dream body. I felt my dream-ear slipping off from my real body. I could only 'feel'; I was completely blind. all I could see was total dark scene... I roll from my bed, stand up, walk towards the door, grab the door frame, and go to bathroom. I rub my eyes and the dream scene is finally settled! I can see the mirror infront of me. I walk into the living room. my dad is smoking at the backyard. I ignore it, opening the veranda door, then fly away. the sky is perfect blue. I see some airplanes(like the one from Sonic) across the field. I suddenly remember thinking about 'how about asking a DC to take me to a place where dream never wakes up?' in reality, so I can stay longer in dream... so I find some people down, and I land. I feel that they are some kind of foreigners. I think about renting an airplane from them. I ask, "could you take me to a dream place where the dream never wakes up?" "sure. which plane do you want to fly?" "I need a pilot to take me though..." so I give this man 5 grand worth of dollar. he is so mad happy that he can take me anywhere. we fly an airplane over the green field. in the distant I see McDonald joker(pierro) big doll/ figure at the amusement park. and I'm like, why the place where dream never wakes up is an amusement park? after I woke up I realized that this meant a happy place where you never realize that it's a reality or dream... without realizing the 'truth' of reality was a pure innocent thing we have. and this means we are not fully 'woke up'. how abstract.... O_o ..?! dream is mystery... anyway, we land in front of the park. there is no specific entry for ticketing. it is totally free for all people. I see some kids cheerful sliding down the twirly green slide. I want to summon a friend to hang with me; Miho Kim come up in my head. so I do Naruto justu hand-thingy(idk what its called) and then slap my hand on the ground. but it doesnt work. then I realized that I missed the important thing: feeling her energy. so I visualize her and feel what it's like to be with her, then I shout "summoning jutsu!!" and slap on the ground again. doesnt work again. at this point my mom walked into my room and I woke up... why didnt it work?? I realized that I didnt visualize smoke and the popping sound for the summoning jutsu...
dream 1 - fragment? :I lie on sofa and this small, cute little brown dog comes up and lies beside me. I strike his belly gently. I'm in a big building. (I dont know where this was, I couldnt recognize it.) I see huge narrow windows and slightly sloppy stair-less way ...I run down that way and met 2-3 men. I dont remember their face exactly. they suddenly put guns out, pointing each other. (I think they all pointed me) I have a pistol too, but I am so scared that I cant even point well. I even tremble. at this point, I think 'people actually cant pull a trigger; they just point gun...they just want to scare others.' so I think that they r gonna shoot...but it feels like they r gonna shoot. T^T so, trying to be confident, I think of killing all of them, acting very swiftly. I pulled the trigger at the man who's standing on left side of me, hearing loud 'BLAM!', and I tried to shoot the man in the right side, but that man shoots me earlier. I get shot in the head. completely black out. I feel my head collapsing on the floor. I dont feel pain, but I can feel that my brain is seriously injured... at this point I kinda feel like I want to 'reborn' by pressing Y on the controller like starting again in a game. so I press it, and I feel using the game controller. my point of view is in 3rd person, and the game character is that little brown dog. the background is still the same where the shooting place has taken. I dont remember well here; the dog has to turn on something and get weapon and then kill those 'men'. but the dog got killed, game fails. reborn again, fails, reborn, fails... it is so hard to win this game. I think I got into the game and I was 'me'... I remember confronting sudden huge spider-monster... dream 2 - I am Vincent Law in Centzon ship. felt episode 16... I am SO Vincent, I dont know I was 'me'. but I am him. Re-l is lying on the bed writing something on her notebook. I think of confessing how I love her, like that in ep 12, haha but the recall is foggy... I think I grab her shoulder and turn her facing front of me, and confessed... she is sorta puzzled, but she does not tsun-tsun LOL. anyway I'm waiting for her answer...I think talk thru text messaging...
1st: I was chatting on Facebook when I suddenly got linked on a picture. The comment was "Hasn't grown since the 5th grade" and I was like "Wtf?!". It was a picture of a tree and it was really weird. What was even weirder was that the girl who linked me was my crush. I wanted to write her "That was really mean..." and when I sent it I woke up. 2nd: I was inside a room full of pictures. There was this girl and I immediately knew that it was Windhover. I looked at all those pictures and they were really beautiful. I grabbed a picture and the simpsons were painted. She said that this was something she drew a long time ago. I told her that I like it and she suddenly told me that she had success with Wild. The first "real" Wild for 2 months. She even told me that this was her second Wild that night. At that point I almost got lucid but for some reason I didn't realise it...The dream scene changed but I don't know what happened next. The last thing I remember is looking down from an elevator and the landscape was like a huge forest on a mountain. I liked it
dream fragment - something about me being in prison....and my family I was at the mountain from some kind of camping... I was in some kind of huge indoor gym. my friedns were there, singing and dancing. I come up to them and be the part of it. my friend R suddenly tickle my stomach. I tickle her back too. I lie on the floor....and R pressed REALLY hard below my solar flex. it freakin hurt. I said stop it; she presses about 6-8 seconds. I think that she is giving some kind of massage...so I ask her "hey you did that for some kind of chakra flow right?" and I think she says yes.... that was weird....
non-lucid - Notes - lucid 20-10-11 Chill out intentions, see if I can find Kaomea, otherwise just stand still so people can find me. “Bus travel, talking about dreams” I am travelling on a bus with a couple of my female friends. I notice a girl, who I made an ass out of myself in front of at one point. She has been out all night and I can tell this because she is wearing the same dress she was the night (or maybe a couple of nights?) before. It is this dress that is open on the back all the way down to her waist and is really short. It looks roughed up and dirty, which is to be expected from such a heavy session out. It is beige/brown. I know she has been out for a long time, but I don't mention it to the others. We get to the end of our drive and get out. The girl asks if anyone has a lighter as she wants to light a cigarette. I know I have one, but I await to see if anyone else wants to help her. Then the friends I am with asks me if I have a lighter, I ask if she hasn't found one yet and when my friend says no I light her cigarette. I am surprised to find that she lights it inside the bus. I get my lighter back I walk outside the bus. I have a cigarette and I see Mikkel Nyholm in a bus that is parked right next to ours. He also has a cigarette. I run into my cousin and we start talking about dreams. He mentions that obviously his dreams aren't as cool as mine and I say “Wellll yeeeeaahh... wellll” (lol). He talks about how he bought loads of cocaine and how he wanted to buy a kilo for like 10 DKK, which obviously is stupidly cheap. Then Kaiser walks over and, because he believes that Morten is talking about waking life, wanting to get high (?). My cousin looks concerned about the fact that Kaiser can't tell that he is talking about a dream. …................. “Prison with my brother-in-law” I get thrown into prison and it scares me a bit. I talk to my cousin Michael, who is also getting jailed though I don't recall our crime, if they have separate sections for rockers and the like. He explains that they haven't though they talked about implementing it at one point, they figured out it was against the constitution or something like that. We get thrown into different ends of the hallway of the jail. When I go into my cell I figure out that I am celled in with my brother-in-law. I had some suspicions about this and reads the name again but the text is a bit blurred (I remember thinking though that when I saw it was him I recognised the writing). Although selfish I am a bit relived that I am in a cell with someone I know. I enquire as to why he is in prison and he explains that he has been in a fight. I ask further and he tells me he doesn't really feel like elaborating on it, but then he does anyway. …............. “Dude, I have already been to jail, we are fucking dreaming, please understand the massiveness of the situation!” I got to a boxing match and Pil was there. I am stood by the ring looking out over the audience. Jacob and this boxing name was boxing Samir something. I am looking back out over the audience and Pil is now talking to me about Thursday, we were supposed to do something, which will carry into Friday as well. Then I think that I am supposed to be thrown into jail on Friday so we can't do it there “I'll take mental note of that” Pil say. I get Lucid. “Pil you don't understand the implications of this statement! We are dreaming”. “Oh yeah” he says as if he doesn't care, I grab hold of him telling him “Dude we are dreaming, this is massive! Think about this, Dude you are dreaming”. “Yeah well I don't really find that interesting anyway” (I need to have a chat to my mate about his attitude about being in my dreams! =P). I try and get the dream to stabilise, but the environment is really dark and there are all of these flashing lights and the dream fades. Notes: This dream is the sole product of using the dicta phone. I only remembered it when listening to the recordings =) ….............. “Dashing through the snow,with Franky's singing elves, I stop to spot a Mannequin and then I walk along” (The title makes more sense if you sing it!) I am asleep, lying on a sun bed or similar though I am inside. I have a lot of pillows. My family is talking about that someone is allowed to go and knick a pillow from me while I am sleeping, they don't know I can hear what is going on. I have plenty of pillows, but I am being an idiot and don't really want to let one go. I try and look offended as the woman steals my pillow and I stand up and lean against the sofa. I just can't stand up so I turn around and lie down again. This time in the opposite direction to what I was before. My head is close to the outer wall and I start letting my mind drift. I get the sensation that I am floating out of my skull through the wall down towards the ground. I am not really seeing much at this point, but the a white house starts flickering vague in my perceptual field and I start clinging on to this image and soon enough the dream starts manifesting, as I will it to. I look up and see my cousin's cousin Mathias in the window. The window has brown frames and opens outwards double door style. Mathias asks me if it isn't about time I let my awareness float to my own position and I agree to this. As I do this it drops to the ground and I feel embodied and start walking around. It is fairly bright, but all of a sudden the brightness is only in a smaller circle around me, while utter darkness is outside this circle. I drop to the ground and start feeling it in order to stabilise. During this I manage to grab a rotten apple that I clench my hand around and feel the mashed apple between my fingers. I also remember feeling the grass a bit. I wake up in the same spot still in the dream, but having lost lucidity (damn, this is quite rare for me :/). My cousin starts joking about what I was just doing, and I explain to him that it was rather important that I was trying to stabilise the dream. He sort of interrupts my explanation in a resigning manner letting me know he understands, but he wanted em to explain it so his cousin would understand as well (I can't believe I didn't turn lucid again! =P). Then I go through the house and look at some blue prints. These aren't technical blue prints though but situational, locational and seasonal spells. They are of little value I think, but I pick one of them. that says “The little friends have left a gift”. Then the Vegas style show music starts playing with Frank singing about the elves and how people underestimate them. Something about reconnecting with the “little friends” and the “prickly friends” and clearing our complete misunderstandings, I get the feeling the spell might be more powerful than I originally anticipated. I start walking around the house in the evening feeling content, not quite happy, just without strain. There is snow all over the place and I reach down and grab this in my hands. The texture is both melting and dry snow. It is powdery and light, while still being malleable into a snowball, which I know cause I test it, though I don't throw it anywhere. I look though a large window in the house and see a couple of rows of mannequins, and amongst the dolls there are too living people standing looking at each other, smiling lightly. I get the feeling that they are in love and acting playfully. The woman looks out for me, she looks rather concerned as if she knows me, but I just smile and carry on, just contemplating being while the elf music is playing (lol). ….............. “Celebration of life party” I have a celebration party for Aase who is intending to gear down in life. We haven't really understood that this was happening before. The reason I know it is happening now is because there is this card I have read previously where we explain it. The card says something about her having loved her life and the way it has panned out, but now she thinks it is time for her to gear down a bit.
19-10-11 Tried to keep intentions to a minimum as it worked so well the night before, but I was quite excited and experienced shitty recall. “Family zombie bashing mission” We are heading out on a zombie bashing mission. No one except me really knows how to go about this except me, so I start explaining what people can expect and how they should act etc. My family look rather surprised at me for knowing this stuff. I explain that they should start with getting hammers, clubs and other blunt weapons as they work well against zombies. Croquet mallets that sort of direction I continue to explain, work really well for smashing skulls. They look at me wide eyed utterly surprised that I know this shit. They start laughing a bit, but they do take me seriously and start collecting their gear. I walk into my room and talk to my dad. He asks me why I think he was absolutely hammered yesterday, and he explains that he was up all night making weapons for this mission. I think that sounds like a perfectly valid explanation for his drunken behaviour during the dream ^^. …........... “My flat mate doesn't know how to quest” I come back to the flat and Thure has been in charge of my questing. I have this quest that says I have to be back within an hour, and he seems to have neglected this. When I am walking around and into the room where the people who gave me the quest are standing I notice they have red circles under their feet indicating that they are hostile, and they attack me. The dream shifts into 2D and my perspective shifts “above” the scenario. I speak to Thure about it and we joke and laugh. Apparently it means that I loose 10 reputation for this, which is bad..
Home I am in some kind of a nightclub, it has many separating rooms, it's also sort of like a cosy pub. and I can see all of my old friends there, everyone says hello - it feels good to be out again. An old friend starts to talk to me in a room, I look around and it sort of looks like a hotel room. There is a bed, it is dark. The woman I can't quite remember, perhaps she is made from components of woman I've known in the past. she is very attractive. She tells me perhaps we can stay in the room for a while, she tries to seduce me and she moves into kiss me - I step away and hold up my finger - 'I'm married' I tell her. No, I would never cheat on my wife. She then tells me that there is no way that she would find out, and somehow I know this to be true - but it would still be wrong. I tell her that I need to go, I walk out of the room and she tells me that she is going the same way as me, I need to try to shake her, my wife is around here and I don't want to be next to this woman anymore. I need to get home. I'm on the other side of my home village, the village I grew up in not the one I live in now. I am waiting for my mum to pick me up in her car - my home village is mixed up with old childhood dream memories of it, and so I think it is allot bigger than it is (that is why I think I need a lift) but I remember a short cut back to my house, I cut through the park, down a small alleyway and into the old peoples home estate. At this point I have my long hair again, I am listening to some rock music and pushing both of my daughters in prams - so pushing two prams at the same time. I briefly stop to talk to someone at this point (part missing here) and then I go to my house, my childhood house. I notice my mum's car isn't back yet, I walk through the front gate and to the back porch where I can see the kitchen window, I run in-front of the house waving my hands to try to attract their attention - through the kitchen window I can see my mum, step dad (who is dead now) and my two sisters - they try to play a trick on me and switch off the kitchen light and pretend that they are not there. It doesn't work - I can still see their silhouettes! I take the back door and notice that the whole of the back entrance has been redesigned - my step dad has been busy again! The back entrance is now huge, a temporary wooden corridor structure and then after a massive stone arch and then a stone corridor connecting to the kitchen. The stone structure looks like something more fitting for a church or cathedral, it has patterns and flower type swirls over the top of the arches. I walk into the garden to see my Stepdad busy working on something with my wife. In the garden there is an old cabin/house and a weird looking structure - like small transparent tents spread across the garden vertically on the ground, spaced apart only slightly. Sort of like this: My step Dad tells me that he has been unable to walk so he uses these small transparent tents as crawl spaces to get around the garden. Though it look s like he is getting better now. He has a camera in his hand - It looks broken 'Did my wife break it?' I ask my Step Dad, my wife looks embarrassed, he then does something uncharacteristic - he places his hand on my head and says 'My dear boy, this was no fault of your wife's, it was not mine either - it was just an accident!' Well that's ok then! then something gets mentioned regarding needles and then something about the the main problems of humanity and then I had a false awakening and started to write this down, and then really woke up. I also had another false awakening in the night, dreaming of my two girls getting up and climbing into bed together - I couldn't get them to go back to sleep!
1st: I was playing League of Legends but the champions were not from the game. My mind invented some totally new champions with new skills and such. I don't remember what my skills were but I was a tank. We had a teamfight and a enemy champion used his ultimate to create a huge ice explosion and stunned the whole team. We were winning the game but when he used this technique we lost the teamfight and they could destroy our Nexus.
I was in a theater watching my Huck Finn remake animation film yay ^^ the first scene involved showing credits on a book page. then I got sucked into the movie and I was drawing the 'cartoon' of huck finn.. all I remember is that ms. Watson shouted at huck: "all that little brat does in this house is eating!!!" Lol bad recall today. I need to sleep early x_x