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+ I'm playing basketball in TVP with some guys, I'm making some awesome spin and dribble moves to drive to the basket [waking life ball handling is crap], I make some shots but keep missing. One goes over the top of the backboard, and one goes up and over the (20-25 foot) fence against the back hill of trees. The ball is stuck there on the edge of the hill (and has inflated to 3-4 times normal size?) So I throw another ball over the fence in order to dislodge the first ball. This works and the first ball starts rolling down the hill. Now we're trying to save this ball from falling down the hill (which now has no trees on it), so we run to the edge of the steep drop off and we all use TK to pull the ball back up. I make a dramatic pointing and pulling "force pull" gesture. Someone says something about a "particle accelerator!" + in some house/room, I'm looking out the window(?) and see a big pile of yellow berries: sea buckthorn. I run outside and there are huge piles of the (semi-frozen?) berries on trees and lying on the ground. I pick up a big pile between my two hands and take a few bites. Pulling off earth from a behive? The bees start chasing me, I'm running from them. + walking down some hill with a team. At the bottom along a road is a fence, tall here. As we walk along it it get lower. There are bicycles locked to this fence? I ask a friend for some bolt cutters to cut through the cable to get through the fence. I carry them in my hands and walk back a bit but don't cut anything. We reach a point where the fence is very low and I suggest just hopping over it. But there is a (fraternity?) house right across the street here and they could see us.
+ a place is taking off on top of me, I get dragged by the plane, it takes off, I have to figure out when to let go and roll on the ground + baseball on radio + in work cubes talking to SC (not there) about how she was using my cube because I had been away for a long time + CH back yard back steps climbing up, dog (old and sick sounding), growls at me a bit at top, he's mangy looking but I'm feeling warm towards him still, food bowls inside the back porch, I see the front door is open, walk towards it, see a girl standing halfway up the stairs, I go up the stairs, there are groups of girls in my old room and sister's room. Talk to them a bit (forgot dialogue) later: + brief half-asleep sexy time under a blanket in a room + LUCIDD 230 LD#230 I am in my FAH (former adult home, CA) looking at the cat food on the ground, I fill the bowl with fresh food but it still looks soggy. I get up and walk by the dresser and see Christmas-related things there, I think that I at some point took the trouble to take them out of storage. I walk to the kitchen, and I look at the cooktop. The burners are still hot and somebody left some cloth materials on top of the burners, and I get really mad. I think it was son S2, and I start yelling "you can't put those kinds of things on top of hot burners! You can ONLY PUT METAL! ONLY METAL!" Then I see the material catching fire, son S2 is near and I keep yelling at him and slug his shoulder a few times, he gets mad and almost takes a swing at me, I feel a bit bad about hitting him. Older son S1 then says "hey look there!" and directs our attention to the light fixture in the dining room. I'm looking at it through the opening from the kitchen and see that the colorful light fixture is gone, the only thing that remains are a few fragments of clear glass/crystal. I think someone has stolen the colorful fixture. I see the dining room window and it looks ajar, and imagine a thief opened it. I look to the right through the family room and to the sliding glass door to the backyard, it also looks like it's been messed with. I go to it and the entire frame falls off of the house into the back yard. Clearly a thief has pried it away from the house to enter. I go out into the backyard, I feel a lot of fear that we've been burgled. I'm afraid for my dog now, I call for him, "L! L!" then I remember that he died a long time ago. I'm feeling really fearful of what we've lost and about burglary, and think that my only hope is if I'm dreaming. I do a nose pinch and I can breathe! I'm lucid! I feel a great surge of relief and re-enter the house. I imagine (don't see) that my sons are still standing there, and I say, "well, boys, this is a dream what shall we do? Spoiler for NSFW comment: Shall I call a dial-a-<sex worker>? Well that's silly, I can just summon them. No bother, they're already in the living room I decide. So I start walking there but at the dining room I wake up.
earlier: (more detail in the dream, it faded away though) + I'm approaching a building complex with a group. It's Halloween and there are jack-a-lanterns all around on the ground. I'm hoping my friends won't smash them. There are many shapes and sizes and designs. There is an outdoor smorgasbord going on, a "block party?" Lots of pots of soup and many hot food dishes. Climbing on top of a large animal-shaped structure? Thinking of lions? + I'm lying down and discussing an algorithm that a girl "Masha" has designed. I'm wearing (gray?) sweats with my legs slightly parted. She's sitting/demonstrating and moving closer to my legs, and I think that's a bit of an awkward position. I'm asking her questions about her idea. + There is a girl sitting near a cooler talking about different types of steak. "New York, London broil," etc., I'm having trouble hearing her so I come closer and have her repeat what she's saying. She then talks about lion steak and I "remember" eating lion. It was pretty tough. Then I remember how we trapped the lion between two trucks when we were hunting it. Something else about a zebra head bobbing back and forth. (wake, recall) BTS + [very vivid/present, semi-lucid] I'm with a tour group outside in daylight. There is a large bush of flowers growing on the side of the low building / house right next to us. I'm looking at them and see orange, purple, and various other colors. I think "they, those are like California poppies!" but realize they are not exactly the same. The leaves on the bush are sort of spindly like poppy plant leaves. I ask our tour leader what kind of flower those are, are they like poppies? He answers [forgot]. I notice the very blue sky. "That's like a California sky!" I think. Then we're walking up some steps and there's a woman in front of me who's getting in my way and I'm getting impatient. I keep noticing the sky. We emerge on to the street next to my childhood home. Only I know it's not my actual CH, but rather think it is a precise copy, because we're located in a different country like Australia or New Zealand. I look around at the houses, trees, the lay of the land, it is all precisely like the street outside my CH. I wonder at this amazing sight. I know that the view is not the same, however. I look out into the distance at the water far away and see that the distant mountain ranges and their shapes are indeed different. I see with pseudo-telescopic vision large freighters moving about on the water. Some of them are partially invisible. I look at the water view for a while and it is really amazing. Next we move indoors. We're in a very large indoor hall, some famous/religious place. The floor is sacred and so the path for us tourists is walking on top of long dining tables through the room. At some point I stop and see a book on a table top, bend down and open it and flip through the pages. There are (rag doll-y?) pictures in there. I'm then on the floor and my (mother?) is saying to move back on top of the tables, I think this is because the floor is sacred. I'm not sure I can jump back up on to the table or not.
+ I'm in a (house?), leaning over a table looking at the flickering CRT monitor of the owner's home computer. I have a very clear view of the screen, it is displaying lines of bright, multi-colored text. The patterns of the light lead me to believe and ask if the monitor technology is vector (as opposed to raster, normal). The guy goes on to talk about the system, it's a Google computer, very powerful and meant or different purposes +(f) EZ? from work has sent out another email with a lot of details in it. I wonder how he sends out so many emails like that. I think he must have an automated system that does it for him, otherwise it would take too long. +(f) talking to a guy about land. He (and his family) has bought hectares of it. I imagine a large empty field of dirt. + I'm passing through a guard station [minor DS]. There are two stages. At the first state I give my name in a foreign language (including spelling it?), having done that I move to the second guard post who asks for my pass from the first post. I don't have it, I point back at the first post and say I was just there. While I'm waiting the guard receives a pass and calls out the name, I go to collect it thinking it might be mine but there's a guy who comes in from the left, it's his, he was already waiting for it.
Wretched horrible late bedtime again. ARGH. That plus caloric deficit diet and intermittent fasting (no food 8pm-noon) hits recall pretty hard. + A girl (CL's GF from Uni?) is getting into a modern VW bug and driving away. I have the same color but the original/old style of Bug. My friend is saying that it will be easy for thieves to steal the stereo system, I don't think so. We look into the back seat and inspect the system. It is awesome. Our heads are down at floor level closely inspecting the system console in the back seat. I notice it has a cassette player and say "awesome, there's a cassette player!" I think I'll be able to play all my old tapes. I also notice there's a CD player, even better. There is also a custom tape playing device, I don't know what technology it's based on, but there is a small library of tapes stored here as well. Then I notice that we're in the back seat and think it's great that there's a console or the stereo in the back seat as well. I look between the front seats and see there is also a console for the front seat. +(f) scene from a longer dream: I'm returning the circular toy helicopter blade device to a man.
Still 2 hours beyond my target bedtime. On a caloric deficit diet again now for 2.5 weeks, I think it's harder to dream on a caloric deficit, the brain has less energy to work with... +(f) flying at high speed down small city (tree-lined, urban area) side streets + football: I'm offensive lineman for 2-on-2 football the defense starts the play and the larger/adult guy goes to the left (around the building?) me & teammate are defending our (quarterback) our group is in the stands? I block with hands and forearms, the guy is trying to push through, I'm trying to avoid a holding call, this goes on for a short while. I hear a (fan?) say that there was a foul but I'm pretty sure there wasn't + in a building, I'm watching a small curious boy who's trying to get into the control rooms which I'm trying to prevent. There are doors which are swung open and overlapping with other doors preventing entry, I can see the control room through high windows placed in the doors, nothing is holding them shut though, he could just move them and get in. So I distract him, behind us is a super powerful microscope and I bring him to the console with lots of switches and levers, I want to show him something so I take a glass plate and tell him to blink on it a few times so that an eyelash falls on to the plate, and one quickly does, I say "good" and move the plate to the scope base and want to turn on the powerful lights. The kid reaches for the console and I say "be careful with that" I also switch some levers and some lights come on from above and focus on the spot. + in/outdoors daylight there is a raised mound with an inner area that's important. The stone of the walls in one place is trembling and threatening to collapse so (me? my friend?) hits the trembling stone with the base of a magical staff that freezes the rock into place. Around the back there is another such opening into the inner area with more trembling stone and I'm calling out to have it also hit before it collapses, my friend comes and does it and all is OK + inside a room in an office, (IF from med gym?), talking, wife enters from right and she's wondering where the things we gave are, why aren't they on display, IF says there are many people here and they can't please everybody. They sit at a table and start going through some books, there are icons in the books + in some area there is an older man in a room across from me who's coming towards me, sees me, stops, and turns around and returns to his laundry machine [DREAM SIGN] and presses a button to start another cycle. I have to pee and so I head to a bathroom, inside there is a row of stalls along the wall to my right and there's a kid sitting atop the stall door on each one. The last kid is wearing shorts and I can see underneath he has a poopy diaper with chunks visible coming out through the leg, I don't want to get roped into changing this kid so I move one and hope he doesn't ask me, there's a room with more stalls in it beyond but a dad is leading his boy in there ahead of me, so I turn around and go out + sitting in an audience area [DREAM SIGN], rows of folding? chairs set up, my college GF DB (but doesn't look quite right I notice?) is coming towards me and I extend out my right hand to guide her into my row and have her sit with me, she (asks?) where's the kid?, I look to my left and see just his backpack on the seat next to me, I think he took off
Woken suddenly by a noise outside, only late recall remembered +f (impression, forgotten) fight with a guy, pretty intense + bath/water/tub area, turn on water in large pond/tub, drop shampoo bottle and it gets sucked away by stream, tub almost overflows (hear change in water) reach down into water and turn faucet to off position. Walk around this area, see the carved tub small areas cut into the stone, just large enough for a person to get into, I look around the edge of the room and there's a carved/sunken area around the edge leading to another bathing area. I come up through a trap door in the floor into an official shower room and TZ is standing there. + football: we must delay until our star player gets here, on the kickoff they're going to just run around to waste time. They do this and then there's a touch-back just 1 foot into the end zone + walking on green lawn there are kids playing there, "look out for the poop!" I tell them it's in a spot over near the other side. It turns out friend PZ has moved it already and put a rat trap in its place. I wonder what would happen if I stepped in that trap. PZ is talking about her sex reassignment surgery [FALSE] in some graphic detail and I'm wondering why she did that, was it only to give moral support to her daughter TZ who had the surgery [FALSE]? + narrator is discussing how to hand in notice of taking a break/quitting from the orchestra. I see a young guy (short blonde hair, like patrol leader MR in scout) who's considering it and I tell him it's basically quitting from the orchestra
+ In CH back yard on lawn playing with old dog "L". + skiing on hot wheel tracks: climb up, a bit scared of the jump down, land OK, I am now using a single ski, it slides pretty well, I'm using my arms to keep building up momentum which is keeping my speed up. Sort of video game view afterwards, 4 pictures are hovering in the air and I'm remarking on how they're moving and fading in and out and this is making things harder than if they were stationary. Inspectors on freeway with metal markers of accidents + eating cheese crackers in former adult CA home, new owners, looking for signs of our stuff, see dirty residue in cabinets, find a box with some of my spice bottles in it, see a set of ornate coat racks with labels "put your coat here...." and on the next hook over, "...in order for it to get here". The cheese crackers are quite good. + riding on open-air bus sittin on top at the back with my right arm around a girl I really like, short-medium-length hair bright copper colored, shiny, she's telling me how we can't be together, because "You love take offs.....and I love landings." She means I like to have long, emotional goodbyes and she prefers long emotional greetings. I call her "sweetie" (kiss her cheek?). The bus is proceeding along the N side of campus, I wonder if I should pull the cord to get the driver to stop, this is a special shuttle bus and not a public transportation bus, will they stop? Girl asks me about the stop here and I say it's OK even though it's past where I wanted to get off, I'll just walk back to where I need to go. + see my wife through the window I'm in a hallway looking in to a room. She's all dressed up to go outside (black clothing) she is facing away from he I see her beautiful long black hair. THis means I have to get ready to go out, too. She is getting ready to go to the hospital to help her cousin who's sick, but she herself is quite sick. +lying in bed with wife (former adult CA home), she's talking about how my leg positions are in the way
dreams fading away rapidly after waking and moving. Need to return to the basics. Increased water intake during the day guarantees water waking at night but the downside is it sort of inhibits recall as the need to go is pretty urgent so lying quietly after waking is almost impossible. + walking through large building, it's like some huge conference. I enter a room that is a large open dormitory. Rows and rows of Beds/cots (placed end to end with aisles in between them) covered with white sheets raised about 3-4 feet from the floor are packed up against each other. At first I wonder, are they a common big bed? No I see as I get closer that there are delineations in between the cots. I see that people have rolled up their belongings and placed it at the end of their bed I wonder if they will kick this stuff off during the night. UPDATE for nap: + I go through the movie-theater turnstyle/detector, it beeps at me, I continue going but the ticket taker calls me back to give her the ticket. I dig out a small white stub from my pocket and give it to her. She asks or the original ticket/receipt, I take out my wallet and find it and give it to her, mumbling about how I already paid and have a valid ticket. She says OK and gives me directions to my screen but I don't quite understand and ask for clarification. (continuation?) I'm looking for the attraction which is like the Empire State Building, it's an amusement park. There are several cartoon-ish architecture buildings ahead and am not sure which one is my "ride." There is music coming from the one on the right so I decide that's it. I arrive at the top of a stairway leading down to the ride passenger boarding area. There is a clown/mime dancing around waiting for the next passengers and I'm the only one approaching and I feel a bit silly that he's doing this or me since I'm, an adult, riding this ride alone, I always used to do this with children before. The train is about to pull away? I get in to a free seat in a car where there are two women in the seat in front of me and the thing takes off. (continuation?) we're in some dark cave like place on a ride, the vehicle moves into a low room and hugs the walls making two right turns and descending towards the exit, there is a sloping bowl leading off down to the right, I expect that the main door will open and the train will spill us out into the bowl, we are then sliding around in the bowl colliding with one another and I"m thinking the results of this game were known ahead of time (?) + I'm upstairs, the piano delivery guy arrives and needs his $1800 for the new piano I bought myself to learn to play piano better. My dad is anxious saying "well, did you get the money from <son S2>?" I respond "why in the world would I need to get money from S2? I have my own bank account!!"
Two nights ago: + I'm standing in my CH bedroom, night, in front of the window, looking out at the view, the air is filled covered ground to sky with a roiling dark seething cloud that is making its way towards me. I lunge for the windows in order to close them before that thing gets to us. (Lightning flashes as well). My son (as he was about 10 years ago) is in the way and I sort of trip over him trying to get to the window in time. +(f) Laundry machine [med freq. DREAM SIGN], I see my wife's light bright blue fuzzy jacket, and get excited thinking (she's back again?) + Wide open space: I walk up to a small band that's playing, mostly girls. The girl leader is standing among the players and is making use of a long transparent sex-toy. I'm not really sure I'm seeing this right, it's pretty surprising, so I move in for a closer look. I take notice of a seated girl playing the clarinet. Last night: Before bed, (too late again, after 1am), I'm scolding my son because he's playing a multi-player FPS and shouting to his teammates bothering everybody in the house. I pull the plug on the wifi because he's just out of hand. Go to bed, wake up, see he'd snuck in and plugged it back on, I get up and pull it out again and go back to sleep. So what do I dream about?...Let me count the ways (at least 3 dreams)... + I wake up and check the router. My son's apparently moved it entirely out of the room now, I can't see it. My door's closed and I try to push it open to find the router. The door won't budge. My son has blocked the door from the hallway, preventing me from getting out! It's solidly shut. I raise up a foot and press hard on the door, it's still not moving, and I'm concerned about the door breaking. I'm really worried about not being able to make it to the bathroom to pee. I head back to bead, disturbed by this. + I'm sitting at a computer looking at icons of the faces of the other people my son is playing the game with. I see thugly looking faces, young men almost all of them. I think aha this is why he's swearing when he's playing, look at all these lowlifes that he's playing with, it's no wonder. + FPS multi-player game, I'm in the game playing along. It's a massive shootout and CTF game. I'm observing fast-moving players with the flag, communicating, shooting, trying to time the flag cap just right and also trying to recapture their teams flag. On the end of a high platform I see a very heavy armor with a long, lance-like weapon preparing to fire it far down below into the battle area. I think of small light armors that could attack him? He fires and there is a massive flash and a big mushroom cloud roils up into the sky from below. +(f) with (Spock, Kirk?) Something Star Trek-like. + Outdoors, there's a large open-air flying disk with some guy in it flying at us trying to mow us down. We manage to dodge his several attempts to run us over. We get him out of the vehicle and start attacking him. I say "Doesn't feel so good, does it, to have somebody trying to hurt you, now, huh!?" He fights back with/we try to stab him with sharp pencils?
Well my "I guess I can go to bed whenever I want and still LD" night 3 nights ago was an anomaly rather than the rule! Short dreams last night (but very vivid! and fun!) and the night before (less vivid). Read some Holecek (up to chapter 6 now, MY FAVORITE: "A Fundamental Meditation: Mindfulness"!!!! 2 nights ago: + It came from outer space! I'm standing outside with somebody, and I look up in the sky and see several massive doors (on fire?) falling towards me. There's no way they're going to come RIGHT AT me and hit me, right? They keep coming. I dodge. +(f) outside daylight with a girl? and walking around a canal of some sort that makes a U-turn (rectangular) and I need to remember that (something was buried here?) +(f) inside people around I see a naked girl face down on a bed who is half-human half-doll, the skin is sort of life-like but not really? Another (same?) girl is a naked rag doll and I inspect her "bits" and they're made of cloth? Last night: + Outside, nature/village, daylight. I'm in a tribe of some sort and we're collecting wood? I don't have a phone and I won't be able to reach the other guys. I'm telling them I'm concerned about this, but I can't hear their responses, I keep yelling, "I Can't Hear You! I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" I notice the trees, they are very special trees, one of them is quite old and blackened, they are all bare of leaves [DREAM SIGN] and have very gnarled limbs, like old oak trees. + Outside, daylight, nature (zoo?). I'm in the T-rex area! It's coming for me and I jump over a hedge/fence and run/slide down a hill. Have I escaped? At the bottom of the hill still in a park-like setting under tall trees so it's all in shade, (like Eucalyptus trees), there are Baby T-rexes here! Sort of half-human half-trex looking, about 2 feet tall with very sharp teeth, and they're coming for me! I run to a fence (fence is only about 3 feet high) and try to climb over but they pull me back in. I fight with them? And the really interesting part of the night: in the morning, lying in bed, recalling the above dreams, I remember that I wanted again to try The Phase dream entry (body exit) techniques. So, like in the video I had watched last night (with the weird/cosplay face hot model babe, skip to 41:00 for the technique): , I did the limb wiggle. I tried to "wiggle free" my dream hand and arm from my physical arm. I wasn't expecting anything because I'd been awake probably a minute already, and also had shifted a bit in bed probably. And it started to work! And suddenly, in seconds, I hear a massive rushing sound building in my ears! I knew this was REM Atonia building and I got really excited at this point. I was fully conscious and yet entering the dream state! The instructions say to try to exit (roll out, etc.) of your body as soon as something happens, so I did try, but I tried "too hard" and it was my physical body that moved and sat up in bed. Darn! But very close and very hopeful, especially considering this was the first time I'd tried The Phase DEILD dream entry in a long time.
To bed later than I wanted but not crazy late. Need to meditate before bed, and do LD reading. I need to start my "prep for bed" ritual earlier in order to finish it in time. + escape and rescue from Grampa's house. I approach the hedge/fence and hop/skip and gain speed and go into a gymnatic cartwheel. I'm thinking about that gymnasts do it this way. I cartwheel up and over the fence on to the side of the house. I enter the house, there is a child cowering against the wall where the dining table used to be. I lead the child out. I get everybody into the getaway car. I'm in a big hurry because I know the bad guys are coming. I rush in to the car and start to drive away but notice a child was left on the curb, too late, the bad guy is here. + ... I grab my friend from the back and fly into the air to survey the surroundings. Outside/daylight. There are many mounds/hills in a grid spreading out into the distance, things are sort of dilapidated. We approach one hill in particular and notice that long tunnels/mine shafts have been dug into it. We're both outraged by this and want to find the parties responsible for this. I land and there's a fight with some guys? + in a room, dark, with ex-gf SB, she offers sex, I think "already? again?" but go along with it because hey, why not. Sort of vague genital contact. I notice there are open windows, I'm concerned about being seen [major DS], I look out and see run-down women standing around on a balcony on the building next to us. "That's the drawback of being in a separate bungalow, windows all around". Another woman is looking in nearby. + in some common room in a hotel, there is a half-height fridge opened and I'm looking in, people in this hotel have taken their food/snacks and stored it in the fridge for later with their name on it so it would be rude to eat it. There is a small table to the left with a large dish on it and people have put (money?) in there to pay for the snacks from the mini-bar, the dish is full. I think "Only Germans would be so honest to reliably pay for the stuff from the mini-bar."
Got to bed before midnight! Yes! A fairly nice night of dreaming, too. Noticed wakings, realized I had woken (in several cases directly from dreams). Up at about 4-5 hours for bathroom break. Right back to sleep. Set strong intention before bed. Did red pearl in throat visualization falling asleep at bedtime. Early recall vague. Early: + I'm pooping in a stall open to the room in a public bathroom. The water level in the toilet is odd, it's now up to the rim, it's overflowing? Eek! I'm doing my business and things are "moving along," and I notice a guy standing at a sink nearby. Things get clogged and I have to reach back behind me and start pulling it out, yuck. The toilet is clogged and I have to ask for something to unplug it with. Middle: + Adventure theme. I save a girl from automatically closing blast doors (that slam down from the ceiling to the floor). I'm standing under them worrying about them closing and jump out of the way to the left just in time. The girl still has her foot caught and flattened a bit by the door. + Athletics: stretching with two other people (guy and a girl?). It's all about running fast and starting out quickly at the beginning. We're doing an exercise on the ground that involves pushing ourselves up and getting pulled by the friends. It's hard but I push myself up (on one arm?) and reach my other arm out, it's taken by the friends, and I pull myself up using that the rest of the way. + In an underground house complex set down from the street. I'm walking back (after the athletics above?) to the stairway. I see a guy I remember (son of the family who lives there?) lounging lying/sitting on the stairway with another person lying intimately on top of him. I'm trying to determine the gender of the second person, blonde hair, fair features, I decide it's a guy. "Yeah, I always thought he [first guy] was gay." Moving on, I go up the stairs to an upstairs hallway, (and am hanging out with some girls?) Later: + [long, vivid] I'm visiting the house of a huge family. Multiple generations of families live in this massive house. I'm looking for a bathroom and I head upstairs. I'm having trouble finding a bathroom and this is getting exasperating, how hard could it be? I open a door in a wall that I see reveals a parallel hallway to the one I'm in, and I think these are the "private quarters" hallway only for the families who live there. I see a far-along pregnant woman in that hallway who indicates that's off-limits to me, and points me to a bathroom in my hallway. I find a room with sinks in front of a mirror but it turns out to be a kitchen? There is a plate with a slice of pizza [DREAMSIGN] on it and I think about eating it? +(f) I walk past a kitchen counter (with stove?) of a house and turn the corner and I'm in an outdoor market. I'm thinking about this house being in the market. + Outdoors, night/dark, walking down a sidewalk, I encounter a (female?) police officer dressed fully in a heavy set of gear, with many things on her utility belt, walking the other way. I come to an intersection and am waiting for a walk indicator but notice that there are no working lights in the traffic light on the street. Continuing on a man walking the same way as me. I notice a group off to the right of people sitting at outdoor tables and I head in their direction. I see a pretty girl sitting at one of the tables, she has long, blonde hair. I do a nose pinch and keep walking towards the table. WAIT...could I breathe just then? Do another nose pinch, it's a bit ambiguous, but air moves so I conclude I'm dreaming. I approach the girl sitting at the table (and she's bald now? I don't care). I tell/will her to get up on the table and pull down her pants and say "show us your (ahem)". Her parents are at the table and say she doesn't have to do that. I lose lucidity shortly after that and don't recall the rest...
Bedtime TOO LATE again, argh! Started reading Holecek again from the beginning. + I'm outdoors in an unknown place and I'm calling/screaming out for my son S2 to answer me, I'm looking for him. "S2! S2!" I hear an answer and I'm trying to triangulate his location from the voice. I come upon a house and I see my wife standing on a level platform above street level, she's holding the leash to our old dog L and she says something + I'm in a house, walking around, in one room the floor is caved in in places, and I'm afraid I might fall through. I probe those places with my foot and the floor collapses entirely revealing some open wooden beams and a guy or two crawling around in the area under the floor, they're talking about the floor with me. Something about moving a heavy object.
Wonky bedtimes again. Must. Stop. This! last night: 2017-03-12: ----------------------------- More dreaming than the recall indicates. Need to return to voice recording upon waking. 3am bedtime must stop! It really suppresses dreaming. +(f) I'm DO observing my head up close. Lots of bald spots where thinning hair exposes my scalp. Odd shaped of head at the back (a big fold?) and I start pulling on it . + I'm with a group of young people and I want to get with some of the girls so I say to each one in turn "OK, it's you and me..." but each one had an excuse to decline. Previous night: 2017-03-11: ---------------------------------- Very vivid dreams tonight. Probably because of the better (1am) bedtime. Before midnight (and even 11pm) is the goal. + At CH on the deck I'm with unknown girl we vault over the deck railing and I'm trying to climb down a bit before letting go and falling to the back lawn. We're trying to get away (from being seen? [DS]), so we run through the adjoining neighbor's back yards. I'm sort of jump-flloating and know that I can fly, I'm wondering if I should show her that I can fly. I do a particularly long jump/float/fly and say "well it's the most effective way to move!" + I'm getting out of a car on GPB near AV in BH near CH, near the old mansion (MB, fast kid bully, indoor pool). I'm talking to someone (across the street?) whom I don't see about the weather. I feel the temperature, I know it is morning, and it's already fairly warm. I say "it's probably going to get quite hot today!". I recognize the location and look up to see the expected mansion on the hill. + I enter a house. I grab up a long fairly thick shiny metallic jewelry chain and carry it out. I know this is somewhat dicey but I feel I'm right to do this. I'm trying to avoid detection but there are guy following me. Eventually they confront me and I say "OK, FINE!" and plop the chain down on a table/counter. + I'm standing looking at a young man, early 20's, short brown hair, and I feel a strong sense of deja vu. I'm talking with him and saying "it's seems that we've met before..." He asks me "Are you one of the guys who was sampling my brother's pee?" I feel embarrassed right away because I "remember" [FALSE] that I am. But I had good reasons and feel like explaining them to him. + Walking outside with some guys, I'm in a really large pit/quarry with sandy sides. I'm walking on a ledge about 6-7 feet below the lip of the pit to the edge is just above head level. I'm trying to get out. I come up on a section there there is a very large outcropping hanging over the ledge I'm on. I stop and I"m leery of it. The material of the pit wall is a sort of large sized pebbles of sand. I think it is unstable and could fall. Right then the promontory teeters and falls down into the pit. Then the walls are all collapsing and I jump down onto the floor of the pit to avoid being buried. The mini-avalanche is still coming towards me, and I back up against the far wall/corner of the pit to avoid being buried. As it still approaches me I yell out "HELP!" to the guys. I don't get buried and to back to the street-side of the pit. Climbing up now the top of the pit is covered in paneled glass like in a geodesic dome. I'm carrying something heavy and am trying to break my way out.
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