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early: +(f) train/crossing buildings approaching anticipating the train coming by +(f) sitting on bench outside (with wife?), hear sounds, get up, see rat walking behind wife, gross, it walks forwards, I grab something around its front and toss it over a the fence, it goes sailing spinning around, but is heavier than anticipated. Turns out it was a rabbit, and there is another rabbit in a patch of grass/bush at my feet and I think I should throw this one over the fence too since they are probably a pair. middle: +(f, impression) in an apartment building hallway, see someone up ahead? +(f) outside running with Sensei and his kids (near a swimming pool?) + witch vs. (witch + fighter), each is waiting for the other to attack first. If one prepares its magic for attack then the other witch will drain that magic power and use it against the first witch. Want to tell Sensei about this fight. I'm gathering invisible glowing green crystals under the tables, pencils and stationary store items all over the place, scribbling something out on a pen long BTS later: + girls in group walking around inside/outside house + team combat on a bridge. Funny rifles maneuvers (loading, cocking, firing, tossing the weapons over the side of the bridge for later retrieval?). The bullets we fire are tiny like BBs. We're storming the bridge but then a HUGE monster appears up ahead and the BBs are entirely ineffective and I bolt in retreat for the door. I go through it and we're faced with a giant orangutan at the bridge entrance. We're stuck! + more about these fighting teams. We need an organized plan for attacks. We're being broken into groups and given assignments, I'm not mentioned in the initial phase and assume I will be in the later stages of the attacks, I want to be put with my friend in a group. Internal strife in the group? Someone is going around and gathering up the magic attacks and storing them to show how dangerous they area?
super late to bed (2am), there were more dreams than this but forgotten +(f) some powerful person is going to cement his/her power base by offering goats as sex objects to the men in a region. There is a view of a goat lying on its back in the road with its legs spread (ew). +(f) sitting with some people, one is a woman, her face has fox-like features: pointy eyebrows and nose. She is naked(?). She has a lot of hair on her inner thighs but none on her genitals. She also has thick hair under her arms that pokes out the front. I note her face and think it's fairly unusual. + Outside in a gray half-lit environment, there is a large open ice skating rink to my right. I'm sitting on the ground. I see a girl skate across the rough ground from my left to the my right and enter on to the relatively smooth surface of the rink. I'm trying to scoot myself to get up to speed, still sitting on the ground. I'm using some sharp/wide elements (like wide stiff putty knives) in both hands to push off the ice and get up to speed. I drop one of these and cut my hand/finger along its edge, it's very sharp and razor thin on the edge. Coming back towards the rink I'm about to enter the rink and want to get up to speed of doing some front/back crossovers. Two (male) skaters are zooming by me and I need to slow down to let them go by, they're moving fast and are doing crossovers around the corner of their turns. I follow their progress, they proceed to my right down the long edge of the rink and turn and do a jump, just a single turn, I think not too impressive but still very smoothly done. I get on to the ice and want to get up to speed. + On AH near cousins' old place. I get into my (fairly old, beat-up [FALSE]) car, and I begin manipulating the controls [DAY RESIDUE of paying more attention while driving], the car creaks and the gears grind noisily but I start driving slowly. Then I'm backing up and I go by a driveway with a chest of drawers I recognize, hey, that's OUR chest of drawers! What's it doing there? There is a carton of slides (photographs) on top and I take a look and I see [imaginary] scenes from my family's and my youth. I see myself at music camp playing [TRUE] playing the saxophone [FALSE] in a group (it's also sax I think, actually a bit too small for alto and too large for soprano), and wonder if that was one of those fun "swap your instrument" activities. I'm in this location a while and trying to think if I can just grab my stuff and go. The current "owners" are also there. A guy rolls in to the room with his legs in an elaborate structure (some sort of training device?) and he opens it and stands up. A table is over-turned and I'm looking at how it's put together.
May LD goals: 3/20 so many dreaming experiences! Early ones mostly forgotten, just too tired to form and follow out a coherent night plan last night beyond habitual bed-time intention setting. + diving board, pool, jump, underwater breath + tortillas & chunk of left over cheese in bag, making lunch, save some for me + house, wife, annoyed, outside, door/handle/lock 2nd door, bright green garden/lawn, I mowed it, looking for praise, little creek crossing + party in the park (TVP [DREAM SIGN]), people in formal clothing seated at tables, ribbons across the yard marking off reserved sections, it's all reserved! I go to emcee table (guns are there?) I'm going to leave they want to force me (to stay?), I leave and they send goons after me, I go around pillars and cars/trucks to avoid them, I push a refrigerator along with me with door open to deflect their bullets. + walking along (waterfront) park, I notice the front row of benches (on my left) have been entirely re-done to beautiful stone benches (made from river stones), I circle around and enter an inner promenade where my son S2 is and he's doing something with water and he ends up squirting accidentally a few dark-skinned thugs nearby who don't leave but hover around the periphery, I say to son "come on let's go get away from these [thugs]", we walk to a different place which opens out on to a large open terrace at the bottom of some steps surrounded by lush green nature, a girl says this is a great spot and I agree, we'll set up here. There was lots more in the night but it's fallen away.
I tried "The Phase" DEILDs approach this night, didn't get me lucid but made me much more aware more quickly on every waking. +(f) climbing the tree at the LHS? Was interesting but pretty much gone + car, mom, dad, mazda, turns in to mustang, low windshield and seats (cut head off on windshield?) I wonder if I'll fit in the seat, put on my seat belt, (dad gets in the back seat?), powerful engine the mustang is barreling up S ave. "64 people died" in accidents on GPB, explosions in the distance + in the (trailer?) at the gang headquarters, punished members buried alive up to their necks and their heads used for target shooting, grenades, etc., I can see this happening outside to the right, the heads are jerking around as they're hit by bullets, and the grenades are landing far enough away to cause great pain but not kill the buried people. One of the guy's heads is covered on the back with what looks like wooden/tree mushrooms +(f) walking outside in snow? <my instrument>?, walking outside to another building and encounter a family of skunks, the immature ones + combo lock chain, outside, enter ,concert hall, AnMa playing electronic (oboe?) sounds like my instrument, he's rehearsing a concerto, his mother RoMa is sitting nearby among the orchestra's folding chairs. People come in talking during his practice performance and I repeatedly "SHHHH!!" them to be quiet. I'm wondering why the sound this thing is producing sounds like my instrument. AnMa is also holding a computer circuit board next to the thing he's playing. + We're prisoners, and I'm whispering in another prisoner's ear (I switch from the left to the right to avoid being heard) that I know a way out (from previous dream), the lock leads to a stairway over the strip mall, I look in the distance and see the strip mall, the stores and signs. We go for an escape I have my backpack and another bag, I drop them in a hallway and go back for more medical supplies, I grab these up in my hand and head back to the hallway: my backpack is GONE, it's been stolen, I'm really upset. I'm trying to get outside, there are several very slow moving old ladies in my way and I'm impatiently trying to get around them. I finally get out and climb up on to some sort of vehicle, like a train car, I'm thinking bout the acceleration mechanism on this car. I hear something about "PhD"s and climb up out on to the top of the train where people are sitting. There is a poll going on among the people on top there: should the train be driven by someone with a Masters, a PhD, or <some third option>.
May LD goals: 3/20 LDs achieved. No LDs, unfortunately, but very vivid experiences. bedtime (11:30pm-12am): 1 cap 50mcg Huperzine-A + 60mg ginko biloba, 1mg melatonin, 1 Opti-Men multivitamin (repeat of last Friday's supplement night) early: (recalled this while recording later dreams, probably from an earlier sleep cycle so little detail) + I'm on a bed in a room Spoiler for sexy content: kneeling (bottomless apparently) on the bedspread/sheet with knees spread. I rub my (ahem) on the sheet/spread back and forth and I get the thought [50% sure] that doing this will give me powers and summon (someone?). I then see two girls sitting a few feet away from the room and ask (mental control?) them to come to me. One of them does and we have sex (girl on top CG) for a bit and I climax? 3rd person by that point and no sensation that I recall a long sequence of vivid scenes: + in the fast food restaurant (ice maker, coffee cup close-up, walk through tables) + [vivid] see dad and his vivid curly red hair, he has too much hair, "looks, boys, that's where you get your curly hair from!" I'm puzzled because his hair is too long and he looks very young. The view of my dad's face/head/hair is stable and I'm looking at it/thinking about it for a minute or more. I see a table with a picture on it in a large room, it's a celebration for my dad, there's another table celebrating another elderly man, their pictures are each on a stand on each table, and one is labelled "75" and one "76", and I know my dad is older than this + On steep street, my sons are on bikes/3-wheeled scooters going down. I can't see how they're braking, and I look and see S1 is dragging his feet on the asphalt in order to slow down (he's wearing sandals), I then show him how to use the hand brake on the handelbar (but it makes the wheels lock up?) it doesn't work well. I then think about the new style of disk brakes for bicycles. At the bottom of the hill we keep going, then my kids go ahead and I go around a guy standing by his a car in order to meet up with them on the other side. [vivid] I am in a backyard of some house (daytime/light), there is an attractive girl there and we're sitting at a table under a large umbrella. We're going to have some white wine [DAY RESIDUE: I was browsing for some white wine at the store earlier in the day]. She complains that "but the cork is a red wine cork!" and I uncork the wine and closely inspect the wine cork. It is a bit like a champagne cork, flanged (wider) at the bottom and I think this confirms her assessment. I'm trying to read the label and get the impression that it is Californian famous but fairly mass-marked wine (Mondavi perhaps? "M" impression). The bottle is dark green, traditionally shaped. A (narrator? I read?) says that "this bottle/wine was produced in a facility that also processes cumin and cardamom" I see along the bottom rim of the bottle a light/sparse dusting of brown powder, I run a finger through this and taste it [no taste] and this confirms the statement. I pour us each a small (like a shotglass) of the wine, I give the larger glass to the girl as a gentlemanly gesture. I then wonder if she is going to toss it back in a single gulp. She does, and I do the same [no taste recalled.] Then she's eating something stringy that looks like noodles, and I'm thinking about saying "what you did produced a bitter taste in the back of your mouth" (like we were Frenching?). I think that it's pretty nasty to french kiss while eating stuff. The girl gets up and there's some other guy and they say s.l. "does he [some other guy?] know about [ejaculation?]" I'm inside the house now and the girl and the guy are there and some other guy and me [observing]. There is some sex-game going on, and it seems to replay a few times? Spoiler for sexy stuff, body fluids: It settles down and the scene plays forwards. The game is this: you can choose either a trunk or a cabinet to enter with the girl, who may be dressed I think, but you could undress her and have sex. One of the guys goes into a bed with the girl and gets on top and they start a vigorous missionary position under the blankets. The other guys (and me) approach and pull down the blankets to get a feel of the girl, who accomodates this, then there's ejaculate flying everywhere and I get a bunch of it. I run to the bathroom to wash it off. I have a few drops on my face and I'm wearing a blue dress shirt. I think I can even smell it. I notice my face in the mirror with a drop on my forehead and lean over the sink to wash it off. Then a really large pool of spooge that was on my left breast pocket area drips down off my shirt. I think even I wash this off it will leave a stain and the people at work will know what it is. <transition?> Spoiler for sexy stuff: Then I'm standing in a hallway of the house, and [summon?] a sex toy that turns into a girl in doggy position and I begin walking and humping the girl through the house. I enter a bathroom and then the view changes to the girl lying on a counter looking up at me while we continue intercourse. Then I'm sitting in a corner of a bedroom and pumping it with some (rubber?) sex toy and feel a climax building (or the need to pee?) and I hear noises within the house then I stop and cover up with my jacket, nobody comes in so I take the jacket away and continue a bit? Then I notice that there is a large, unmade bed on the other side of the room and think this must be JT and DT's bedroom, since the bed is unmade. Will they be coming back here? I don't see anybody but I get into the guest bed which is on the floor in front of me and then I notice that JT's head raises up from amongst the blankets on the other bed, he has salt and pepper greying black hair, and he has on earbuds which meant he didn't hear me earlier.
There were some longer cinematic dreams in the night. Seems like I was always waking from a dream. No recording during the night so recall's somewhat fragmented now. +(f) (outside, daylight) I see my father sitting in a group on a chair, and I notice my mother sitting with him and think that's odd because she died but spend no more time thinking about it. She looked really happy. + I'm climbing up some hallway that narrows down to a tiny space and I'm trying to find an opening to get through. I see an opening up and to my left and it appears to be a bedroom with young man. I climb up there and there is a whole world there, a garden, I'm walking around doing stuff, someone made a bong out of a <my musical instrument> and I'm looking at it and wondering if I can play it. At some point in this adventure I'm in a footrace with an Indian man. I feel my legs moving incredibly fast. Some short dozing dreams wrapped up the night: + I'm parking cars with my dad into my CH garage. I see a car in there spinning its wheels on oil on the slick concrete floor. We're packing about 3 cars into this (single car, now) + at the fight: I'm sitting sandwiched in between two huge beefy muscular guys in the audience at a boxing match. I say "man the thing about these events is that everybody who comes here is a fighter!" My arms are pushed up against my side, these guys feel as solid and unyielding as tree trunks. There's a big commotion in the ring and some guy is telling a story about how he trampolined off of the floor the ring and sailed through the air (into a throng of people?) This replays in my mind a few times. + standing outside with wife in some random place talking about our bank account & interest & taxes, I'm trying to prove that even with taxes we should invest in an interest-bearing account, some guy comes by and doubts my analysis.
2016-05-18 + college friend NI and the super-steep horseshoe-shaped street [steep street: DREAM SIGN]. I notice the street has been paved (and painted [striped?] pink?) + supermarket, "you have bad breath" [DAY RESIDUE, breath awareness] (test my breath, can't tell, think about how I got bad breath), cheese, small food samples, store is empty, back in room I find a mini-fridge full of cheese, my friend salvaged them from the store? Look through the cheese and find a pack of parmesan, look closer and it's a clear plastic package of pasta in a white sauce. +(f) listening in on a phone conversation (about me?) on a portable reciver +(f) making an appointment for my next language lesson, I'm trying to think of a good time, maybe I should just go now because I'm already here? + [vivid] standing at a railing with a girl looking down at super clear ocean water [DREAM SIGN], no fish, talking about how normally the water is murky green here ,but there is another place where it is clear like this. Girl dives in and there's a huge "barnacle" hole in the bottom, she goes down in to the inner hole at the bottom of the outer hole and startles the living barnacle thing which is large and it's feathery-branches pulls suddenly back into the hole trapping her, and I dive down in and pull her out. The captain of the area is upset with me and gives me the "cutting throat" gesture to tell the girl no more diving like that. I tell her that we can't do that any more. Then in murky water and watching friends swim by with colorful shoes? Out of the water there is a table of deserts, lots of chocolate covered caramels, caramels, reading descriptions that indicate the kind candies/desserts, I pick one up and a (Indian?) woman says "that's ghee" (butter) it's covered in chocolate/caramel I try a bit it is excellent. 2016-05-19 + bed, girl throwing covers on to me from the foot of the bed, making room for her on the bed, doll-sized girl cuddles up on my chest, I tell her "I love you so much!" (she responds: "you'd better" ?) + [current] work, images moving across screen I'm giving a demo, my managers point out a problem when the window moves that the image doesn't update properly, former manager says "you need to handle the ("BEEP"? something starting with B) messages now", I'm looking through the code and can't figure it out, then realize I didn't handle the BEEP message and so will have to modify the code to put that in also, later, walking in to my office "at work" [FALSE], heading for my desk. + at the LH, I'm inside but leave and re-enter through the main door, I think I may have to explain myself to the attendants at the desk that I was already inside, I also think they'll tell me that it is closing soon, they sort of glance at me and I look sideways at them as I walk by but they say nothing. I stop and there's a girl/woman standing there and I feel she's familiar, so I ask her "do I know you?" She says something about her son "Moe," and I'm trying to remember, something about high school? We start walking down the main stairway and we're close and almost touching it's fairly intimate and I feel an attraction to her, should I touch her? She's sliding down the railing while I'm on the stairs and at one point she sits dangerously over the railing above a long fall and I guess that since she works her she's had practice doing that. + son S1 (is screaming?) lying down, he has something coming out of his chest? I go for a closer look and see it is some alien parasitic thing in the shape of a "Y" with two pincher/things digging in to him there's a lot of blood, should I just pull it out of him? I notice several small baby "Y" alien things and I pluck/brush them off of him and take out the main big one and throw it to the side as well. I turn to the alien parasites and squish them under bricks and other things they make a crunching sound as I do so. One is trying to get away and hiding under a pile of things but I dig down in the pile and find it and also crush it.
+ in some kitchen with wife mixing some porridge in a large pot on the floor. The grains are spilling out on to the floor all around the pot. I scoop them up with my hands and put it back in the pot. I think people won't like this. So I try to scoop up only the part from the top which is not in contact with the floor + [vivid] I'm on GP Blvd at Av looking up the hill in between the big house on the left and the houses on the right. They're constructing a new driveway. It's pretty steep, I imagine they're doing a ridged concrete driveway so it won't be slippery. The house at the top (I look up and see it) will finally be able to drive up to the house. (I'm standing on the corner with my dad and putting on a raincoat?) [CH neighborhood, DREAM SIGN] + I'm in TV Park [CH neighborhood, DREAM SIGN], there's another guy there we're going to play basketball. We're trotting along towards the sloping road down to this level and I pass him the ball. He passes it back to me. I look at the low basket/hoop and see its net is torn + With a couple of people, I'm scooping up large piles of cooked pizza toppings, mostly crispy pepperoni, and piling it (back on the pizza?) in front of my friend. Some (relatives?) are there and I offer them some of the pepperoni but they decline + I'm walking next to some automated food production line. There is stuffed pizza oozing hot cheese there, and other things (eggs?) also stuffed with oozing cheese. I scoop up a droopy slice of the pizza and put it on my plate, while the food moves through the stages on the conveyor belts. + I'm riding in a car (back seat right side) with my aunt [mom's sister, deceased] (front seat right side, in front of me), uncle (driving), and my sister (to my left). I'm thinking about my mom, and planning what to say. I say "I think my mom had it/took it the hardest in the <her maiden name> family," they don't completely agree. + (long, details forgotten) I'm doing something in a group/team, I have a young boy with me, I leave, but then I want to return to that region, I go to the boy and implore him to send me an invitation so I can return.
May progress: 3 out of 20 goal LDs achieved + with some people (girls?), opening a package, inside is a miniature SLR camera zoom lens. It fits in the palm of your hand. I attach it to the camera and use it and take some pictures. (unstable?), flashes of images on a computer screen, naked girls? I'm leading some girls to the bed by the front door of the house [inside], I'm undressing and the girls are undressing, we're "preparing for the 'naughty'", I take off my shirt and socks and move the girl's socks around to the end of the bed, if anybody comes home and sees the clothing lying around they'll know what we were doing. medium-challenging BTS: made it back and got (one or two) DILDs. + sorting dirty laundry, "it's time to do it it's been a week", at a computer screen in the room, old large CRT monitor. Later I'm back in the room and it's flooded with water on the floor [DREAM SIGN], and I see that my white tuxedo shirt has been soaked in some red/pink liquid like cranberry juice. I pick it up and take it to the shower and hang it on the curtain rod to drain/drip into the bathtub + arrive with wife in our [former] minivan and park, it's some kind of western-themed area? Next thing I know it's night time: we must have fallen asleep! I say it will take a long time to get home from here, wife says it will be fast (because there's no traffic?) + LD#185 I'm walking up a fairly steep paved hill outside my wife is down below I get the feeling I can fly and turn to face down the hill and get a smile on my face and take a few quick steps and launch myself into the air and I'm lucid. At the bottom of the hill I bank to the left and go the female DC that was my wife but who is now headless/faceless. I try to recall some old crushes I want to summon. I think of one by name and then imagine her face and will it to appear on the DC body. I imagine KS's platinum blonde hair and facial features. I instead get a brunette with brown eyes whom I chose to believe is HS, K's sister. I kiss her and say how I always wanted to make out with her. Then we're having sex (CG) she's on top and people are watching probably lose lucidity after a bit and I'm trying to climax but wake up or transition. <transition> + I'm walking somewhere outside, and notice a girl up ahead, I'm instantly bold, I immediately drop everything I'm carrying in my arms right there and head right to her and will her to come to me, she does. I sit and bring her on my lap and undress her, thinking that is a bit of a waste of time, engage in sex (RCG), she disappears, I keep going myself, there is a crowd gathering and watching, I move to go to a bathroom to finish off, pass my kids who say "oh great dad's going to go play chess again" +(f) approaching some structure on a short-cut road with many switchbacks. I buy some (candy?) and enter, and I have to leave and re-enter? I see the main road and the short-cut road, there are cars moving on both of them. + (f) I see my sister, she has a short bowl-cut haircut of her blonde hair, there are two long areas on each side of her head that weren't cut and that reach down to her waist, I'm looking at that bowl-cut, it looks odd on her, there are "handles" on the long parts?
May LD goals: 2/20 LDs achieved. (in-dream thoughts, comments, questions) [waking thoughts, explanations, comments] +(f) snow battle in grade school? [long] + ask permission of captain to hang shirts to dry on floating collection of rafts, jump into the water + arrive home to CH to an open door, OMG I didn't close the door? Have we been robbed? Can't tell, go around looking for things, I go out to the street and see all our things arranged in the road and a truck loaded with some of our stuff starting to drive away. I attack the driver, we fight, I scream for the other people around to call 911, then I realize they're also bandits. I fight a bunch of them I'm running in circles in the street using the truck to dodge gun shots, I pull out my gun and I'm sure he'll shoot me before I'm ready but I get it loaded then I start shooting them one by one. +[very vivid] I have a super clear view of SF and the GG bridge. I'm looking at this and admiring the view. I'm explaining to someone that the single/straight road that is in front of us leading to SF is much longer than it looks. It looks like we can easily see all the cars on it all the way to SF (which we can see), but that it's actually about 20 miles long. Then I'm flying over the bridge and there's some (vagabond?) there whom I want to avoid +(f) [some long dream] ... then I'm in a group of young people, a girl is talking about "Gwen" [?] and I nod and thump my chest with my right hand to indicate that yes, she is my girlfriend. (Wait. Gwen? Ginny? What's her name? Starts with G....[girls name starting with G: DREAM SIGN] alarm, wake, doze, BTS + I'm in former adult home, JH (older sister of neighborhood childhood crush KH) is on her way to the local community college and we're (with my wife?) talking about her schedule how long it will take to get her there, (her test?). I go to JH who is sitting in the front hallway with her back against the wall and her face lifted up with her mouth open, I lean over and kiss her, this is supposed to help her figure out her schedule. "Should I do that again?" JH indicates yes. I kiss her several more times and caress her right cheek and jaw with my left hand while I'm kissing her.
A dip in recall is impacting my goals, bleah! 1/20 LDs in May Need to really catch up! early: +(f) eating chunks of cooked turkey, it's a bit pink/under-cooked. +(f) playing basketball, go up for a layup, unimaginably I miss, then I do a almost dunk by hanging on the rim and pushing the ball through the hoop +(f) fly into a room (with a Christmas tree?) +(f) train on an elevated track? + in former adult home in CA (PTL), I'm standing with my wife in our dining room and I'm examining the ceiling. I see a rectangular large wet stain on the ceiling which I think indicates that the roof is leaking. I look around the ceiling and find other dry areas that are discolored and look like former leaks. We go into the garage and I'm looking through the roof and through a translucent plastic tarp and I see gaps in the roof through which I see the green leaves of trees outside. I point these areas out to my wife. We go outside and I see the holes in the roof and I point them out to her, "there, do you see it?" Yes, she finally seems them. I wonder about the cost of repairs: $5,000 for a new roof, how much will this cost?
OK I'm officially in the recall waning portion of my dreaming cycle. +(f) with ToZi, sharpens the "pencil" which becomes a small exacto knife blade on the paper, shreds of paper fly into the air, the knife is super sharp, cut/bleeding stubble on cheek. +(f) with wife, we're approaching the trouble-making women ahead, I tell her (wife) not to go looking to start trouble [DAY RESIDUE]
May goal: 1/20 LDs bedtime 11pm ish. Family drama in the evening, hooray, that always kills dreaming for the night. + (impression) something about mailing a package + I enter into a room, it's a party in a house (mine?) where people are eating pizza everywhere. In the kitchen? The pizza is plain cheese but with a nice crunchy crust that looks really good (I eat some?). I'm fiddling with plates of different foods on a counter and a guy comes up and while I'm cutting an apple tart thing he says s.l. "will there be any entrees left for me?" I cut the tart into 4 pieces instead of just two and say "see, here's something for you." + We're going on a tennis vacation. My former lesbian manager and her girlfriend [TRUE] are going and they're good at tennis [FALSE] and are taking their rackets. Should I take mine? This is really bugging me I don't know if I should take my racket and play them. Would I play them Australian doubles or just 2-on-1 or one at a time? I suppose I could just go there and rent a racket on-site, right? + some kids (dirty, from poverty-stricken homes perhaps) are scrambling by me. One of them climbs into a mobile plastic medium-sized dumpster. I close the lid on him as a joke. Then I feel bad and open it. + I'm sitting at a table with friends [FALSE] when a jumpy little black guy (seems like Chris Rock) comes up and tries to get me to participate in his money game on his tablet. I remember [FALSE] that he tried this before so I decline. Another friend of mine declines. The third accepts, and taps a picture on the tablet, and wins like $50. Then he taps the middle picture and wins several hundred dollars. Then he taps the bottom button and wins like $23,000,000 dollars. CRAP, that could have been ME I think. The game guy will split the money with the guy who played. That's still quite a lot of money. Well, with all that money, might as well enjoy some drinks. I try to think of and order the most expensive drink of all time [FALSE]. And I get frustrated that I can't think of it or remember its name. It is some mixed drink with a lot of ingredients. "It has the most expensive vodka, and the most expensive..." and I can't remember the kind of alcohol I'm trying to think of at first..."oh yeah, most expensive Scotch." The waitress goes off to consult with management about this drink I'm talking about. After a while she comes back and I've moved position at the table, and she places down about 3-4 "drinks" in front of me that are in containers like diner salt and pepper shakers. + (f) I'm sitting with a male midget on my lap, and I rest my hand on his leg which is on top of mine. I think he actually may not like that.
Bedtime: nice and early, approximately 11pm for finally settling down to sleep tons and tons of wakings throughout the night. 6-10 it felt like, each time with very VPAL: vivid, present, alternate-life dreams. First waking: just impressions, no recall. No recording during the night, maintaining a mental list as I go on each waking, reviewing the list. early wakings: +(f) twilight, observing (seeing through walls, or glass walls) into 3 side-by-side 2nd floor apartments, I'm going to rob them? +(f) fighting (tank?) force, outside + (impression, not sure) in CH, flying, animals? later: + (super VPAL) in the home of friends [FALSE] Setting the table, where are the knives? Get them from the pantry, their style does not match the style of those already on the table Lighting the fire in the living room: "devil matches", leading the initial flames towards the fuel by stringing along paper, etc. towards the wood. "Play" wrestling with the huge/strong man of the house in the kitchen, he's tossing me around easily, I say "watch out, I have hernia! [referring to back]", then I start fighting back and manage to get a hold on him, I think using Jiu Jitsu [FALSE]. Walking in the living room, observe the fire box (sealed metal large lockbox on a pedestal in a bowl, perforated sides can see through to see the fire inside). I see my dad chilling in the corner in a recliner talking with someone In a room away from living room, some ugly lesbians come and I'm looking between groups of girls showing some boobs, but it's not attractive they're misfigured Back in the living room sitting on the couch someone whom I think at first is a small girl but turns out later to be a midget college girl + walking through enchanted forest, glowing colors visible the (wolf guy?) will answer all + live tribes game: no weapons work, each one does not fire: chaingun, etc. I'm struggling with opponent to occupy the inventory station location, he manages to get a hold there and put a turret. I hurry in to the station I know he's close behind me, hurry hurry hurry! I'm frantically trying to switch to heavy armor so that I can withstand his attacks, I get an impression that the boomstick in light armor is a weapon that will work. + riding the glass-walled elevators: it used to be much more convenient when you could call out the name of the person you want to see and the elevator would go there. We ride to a (picnic?) place with food, people late: + eggs raining down on me from TZ, one lands right in front of my left eye, I'm in a car, I fly up to them + fight: me and son [FALSE] as a team against another team, we must touch a key to two pads on a platform against opponents, I toss my son up to the platform with the key he touches the pads, we return and throw the key to the referee. Then fight opponents: applying bone-breaking force to legs, ankles, I'm teaching son to do this, I find the correct angle of force against his leg and the opponent yields. Then my son tries with the toe of an opponent, he bends the little toe a full 90 degrees it looks gross, he stops because he does not want to continue. Looking for something (keys?) in a shelf full of equipment, keys, and tools, these are my sons's things.
+ old friends #1 In a group talking, I notice one of the guys there is CL [college friend WFP], and I say, "C!". He doesn't answer or acknowledge me. He looks quite old, but his face is somewhat recognizable. He is mostly bald with a sparse ring of hair running around his head. I try to get his attention but he is not responding to me, I realize this is because of the rift I had with his (now) wife before they were married. I start telling this story. I have some trouble with remembering events. After I left city-S, I returned to B in order to....go to graduate school [FALSE, finished it in S]. This goes on for a while + old friends #2 (in CH living room), I turn around and see MR [boy scout PL], he also looks old and not quite how I remember him but I know it is him. I also see his young son with him. I call out "M!" and go to him and give him a single strong pound on the back (makes a thumping sound) with a big hug. I'm talking about some things, and towards the end I hear my sister say "I heard you say that there are no prostitutes or whores in Amsterdam" + Job interview #1 I'm at SGI interviewing for a job. The people (young guys and girls) are quite pleasant, this would be a good place to work. + Job interview #2 I've been brought to a competitor's company for an interview. I feel a bit funny about being here. I see the guy who I used to work with, he's the one who invited me here, he's sitting at a computer working. If I came to work here I could earn a lot of money, they're going to be very successful (lots of talk about their product), but I realize I'd have to work really hard here. While I'm looking around I see one guy's large computer screen and I'm fascinated with what I see there. I can't quite figure out what is going on on this guy's screen and I keep watching. Images and text move across the screen quickly in different directions. I eventually decide that it is some sort of animated map application. Later on there is a 3-D construction made of computer PCBs with little tickets of some sort that fall off and I'm trying to pick up the tickets, I can take them with me but I won't be taking the construction. + Job interview #3 I'm interviewing for a job at Google. I have a female interviewer contact. There are other interview candidates and it is sort of a contest. We have to figure out a lot of things about Google products, all of which seem to be food items on refrigerator shelves. One guy is upset (he's Muslim?) at having to find out about non-Halal food items. I'm getting quite chummy with my interview contact girl. I'm sitting at a table with a row of computers and she is sitting on my left. I think she wants me to come on to her. I get bold and start rubbing her back. She blushes furiously and slouches down in her chair so I can't reach her back any more. I decide that this means that she does not like the contact. I notice her dress (red and white? Floral?) and her bare legs in this slouched position. OK, since she doesn't want my advances, I turn my attention to the job interview. I get a bit nervous that I've blown the interview by making a pass at her, and that this will ruin all my chances forever for a Google job since she'll tell everybody about what I did. I get up and say, "OK, tell me what I need to know and learn about these products." But there is now a guy next to the girl [RW the g v player sister friend] and he is looking at me severely, they've traded places so he is sitting next to me and the girl is standing at the end of the table so I can't reach her now. He (she?) says "you had your chance to go around earlier and talk to people, but instead you were focusing on Gina's (the girl) wardrobe."
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