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early: +(f) scene in a store, kissing wife +(f) FrJo is back, but he's on his own here now, my wife drives him somewhere? middle: + semi-lucid: recognize the dream and feel myself transforming into the lucid state, but the transition is not successful and I'm a bit sad that I missed a chance to get lucid later: + at LH, walking to right along parking lot on way home, see down in valley a campfire down below and logs laid out around it; goofy dad driving car over trail shortcut, police, weird expressions on dad's face, tell him to stop with the weird looks, police man on hood of car, 2nd police van gets behind us; I think this is my first car (FF), I'm in front passenger seat. I think we should have it detailed, I'm looking at the dashboard, it is crinkled black shiny cushioned leather, looks pretty good already. I see the steering wheel and column and there are strands of colorful (yellow) cables/wires exposed. I remember [FALSE] that this is because some plates fell off. I think I lost them I should have taken better care of them, will I have to have that repaired before I can sell the car? Who'd want to buy it with all those cables exposed? + a long stick, a large structure, I realize it is filled with spider cocoons/egg pods and push it away, then I throw some fireballs at it (which works!), then I come up close and put my hands against it and shoot bolts of fire into the internals, so everything catches fire. then I go below it and look for an entrance, I think I've been sneaky but I see my BF MR is naked inside and is throwing/spitting things at me when I open a secret door so I can't go in + object manufacturing company gets an order for a full airplane. They can charge like $500 million. They take it on a test flight, how much will that cost? Probably at least $1 million, they roll it out onto a runway then is inside some open-walled giant hangar, and it takes flight and it is a giant paper/cloth airplane that is filled with air like a sail on a ship and flies spinning ahead and everyone jumps for joy and pumps fists in the air that it worked. Walking there I'm passing by desks/chairs/tables outside and I see purple books which are offered for sale, used, about $2 each, they are books of coupons, I want to stop and take one but I keep going. Some have stickie notes attached to them with musical scores or other notes from the seller + the twin child emperors, reclining on their bed/cushion. Someones taking pictures. Long strands of we tentacle things in different colors underneath the bed. People are lining up for food items which are very expensive, the place has many boxes of sushi supplies like fish. Someone's saying "ebi....ebi...."
Updated 06-29-2016 at 11:47 AM by 65364
+ a semi-lucid moment I'm (lying in bed?) and there is a bright rectangular parallelapiped hovering just over our heads emitting light with some words written on it I think if I can focus on it (I'll get lucid?) + receiving mail at home with wife, pack of (first aid kit?), pack of glittery clothes, wife tries on some of these which turn out to be skirt outfits, I notice how thin she looks + riding my CB250 with a group. driving in car fast missing exists barely time to read signs, screech to a stop and back up to take exit, come to a stop at a stop sign dragging my hands, hold up my fingers show wearing no gloves, head up hill riding CB250 not going fast other friends (walking/biking) are faster I say "yeah it's not fast" +(f) something with parents in CH neighborhood + MR? and other guy sitting at CH? dining room table selecting a FRPG to play, I see a tag "runescape" on their stacks of index cards. They're selecting a character class they want to play, the guy closer to me is thinking about "cleric/monk warrior" + the Russian speaking guy rude driver who blasts through traffic almost hitting me and almost hitting a pedestrian, people run after him and he gets out I'm trying to figure out what language he speaks it's seemingly Russian another guy speaks it better than I do + (f) the path to the highway has changed, there is detour now, and there is a boat show/boat parking lot there now as I drive by on the right + in a gym I'm using a step-into apparatus right next to some hot girls on the left and right of me I get a close up view of them. The gym manager is talking to a bunch of us saying yes we need to bring our own dice. I say I remember [FALSE MEMORY] seeing them in a package around here just before, a long narrow container, I go looking and start seeing containers and open them up but they're empty. I keep looking and start seeing 6-sided dice on the floor in a corner I go to pick them up then look under a wall/cabinet and see lots more dice including colorful/transparent + (f) (trapping the Hulk in a field of green, yellow, and purple?) "I can't breathe through the purple", I feel my body breathing but I can't exhale any air out of my mouth through the purple, the other colors are OK + driving in nature look down a hill to the left and see BiGa playing his oboe outdoors, I say to the group in the car (there is another oboe player in the front seat, I"m in the back) that he's really busy, always playing and going after gigs like this, the driver is a band director and is talking about a new form of <my instrument>, it has a funny "low B" setup. He says it's going to be a challenge getting a "high C" out of it. Since I consider myself the best player I get out my instrument and hurry to be the first to play a high C, I am a bit unsure which thumb key to use, the high C or the high D key?
2mg melatonin at bedtime (midnight-ish), thoughts/worries won't quiet down about 4-5 hours: + I'm DO flying around outside a multistory parking garage (3-4 stories). I'm explaining to a companion how another one is better, this one has the inconvenient quality of that large cubic protrusion on the upper corner. And there isn't that tree like the one on the top of that protrusion. That tree is evil: it has tentacles (snakes?) instead of branches and is very dangerous. I'm walking on the ground away from the structure and I call back and taunt the tree and say after I recharge my energy I will fly back and defeat it. Immediately I see a man coming towards me (from the sky?), an emmisary of the tree? He is aggressive and coming to fight. I'm not ready and I retreat into a parking garage. I get on to a long rope/rubber band hanging from the ceiling and start swinging back and forth, so does the guy. I'm trying to avoid running in to him. I say that I need to recharge my energy, and ask if he could come back later (haha)? Then we're on foot and I'm walking away from the garage outside in sunlight, and we're bumping in to each other, taking some swings and I'm pushing him back. I don't want to be seen hitting him. Then I manage to get him seated in a wheelchair and I'm pushing him. He's trying to reach up behind and grab me. I taunt him "stop acting like a crayfish!". We're at some fish farm. A narrator is talking about a variety of blue fish that is sad/sick, and is not swimming properly. Some kids are sad about this and their mother/parents is trying to cheer them up. A guy (fish farm manager?) is talking about the "dog fish", it is a larger rounder fish with big fins. The fins got stuck in some vent. Then he says the fish died. Up for a quick pee, BTS, have to use relaxation. Some lucid intention setting first. later, many scenes, final waking about 10 hours: +(f) in the diving pool/board, a girl is diving + driving on the road, I'm turning around at a stop light, letting another car go, then returning "Home", which is N&A's house, A is coming out from the garage and I'm going in, the door closes but I manage to get in under the lower part of the door which is all a flap + (vague) I'm approaching some girls and kissing them. I'm careful not to kiss too long so I don't wake up. I kiss a few different girls(?), each kiss is a couple of seconds +(f) I'm in bed with my wife. There are a few words spelled out in the wrinkles of the sheets next to us +(f) sweeping the floor in an indoor (class) room +(f) I'm using a laptop/tablet with an odd-shaped screen and the hinges are noisy, like they're filled with sand +(f) in a room with lots of electronic scopes and eqiupment
took 50mg B6 + Trader Joe's Men's Once-a-day multivitamin before bed. Was very tired and taking a dozing nap before bed details later
earlier: + I'm walking by some men standing on the left, I think they're captives, they're standing by a small open (outhouse?), I do not recognize them. Later I encounter a man hiding behind a boulder, he hands me a small stick that he's sharpened so we can fight back the oppressors. One the road above our heads on the side of the hill a procession goes by, the king is draped in along white robes with some blue on the chest. middle: + racquetball. Lots of points, I miss some and win some. I'm following the ball intently. My playing partner gets some good kill shots at the front, and so do I. He does a ceiling shot. I get a shot off the back wall. late: + I'm in a restaurant, by birthday party will be here now. I see in the sunken dining room down 1/2 a floor that there are a bunch of 2-person tables with a single white man sitting at each one, facing me. I'm searching their faces expecting to see someone I know but I don't recognize anybody. I then "realize" that my friends have invited these people here, I'm not thrilled with the idea but am OK with it. +(f) I see PaKi (boy scouts) as a young man in his bed in his bedroom, I exchange some words with him then leave + I'm coming in from the drenching rain, as I come inside I see AMu (company B) at a table, also wet. I say that I'm relying on our project in order to get paid. He says that we're closing a $200M round of financing and I infer that he's offering to give me a piece of that + demonstration of siphon. On a small square table, I say to get a gallon bucket. My wife is there, I'm going to show her her to do it. Then there is a strange large black large backpack thing that is holding liquid that we're siphoning from, it has many pockets and there are many tubes coming out of it. Some people are complaining that it doesn't work. I'm telling them that they're not doing it right and I'm pushing in the tubes deeper in order to get them deep enough in the liquid to get the siphoning process to work. I see one of the tubes (the main one?) is leaking a few small pool of water (on the car seat?). I adjust it to stop the leak.
23:00 bedtime several weak dreams + I'm drawing a diagram making circle annotations (3) with (honey?). A (teacher?) is writing some evaluation, I see the letters. + something with young version of son S2 in old adult house, blowing raspberries on him + cat CH front yard feed runs back down hill after bird massive bowl of cereal inside front door 05:00 woke, can't fall back asleep 06:45 not making BTS progress, get out of bed, watched movie 09:30 BT bed almost WILDed for about 30 minutes. Noticed several dreamlets (envelope, greenery) + vivid dream: I'm in some sort of store walking along a counter looking for banana-peanut-butter M&Ms. I see piles of packages of normal M&Ms (brown, yellow). I'm waiting my turn at the counter in order to withdraw some cash because I'm not sure if I have cas hto cover the purchase. Further to the right a young woman is being helped. She does something at first, then she takes out 4 envelopes to be (mailed?), the clerk lays them out on the large counter and fans them apart and is verifying the information on the green stripes on the envelopes. As I'm standing there another young woman clerk walks by and looks at me and says s.l., "need something else?" I say "no, I haven't been helped out." She says "hmm" and walks outside for a break. I'm waiting for her to return, leaning against a wall and drinking from a water bottle, I see people leaning against the wall to the outside. After a bit I give up on her returning and walk back along the way I entered along the counter. There is an open area with people sitting about. One attractive girl is sitting on a couch-chair in a sleeveless top and is leaning back with her arms up over her head which gets my attention and gives rise to sold boldness. I approach the area but my attention is diverted to a slightly raised (athletic?) area to the right where a gorgeous redhead is leaving, her back is currently to me. I go up to her and get a ZING feeling and boldness peaks and as she turns around I swoop in for a kiss and realize I'm dreaming. The kiss is nice and I feel she has wrapped her left leg around me. I wake up, Spoiler for WL sexual content: at FULL attention Several BTS's. 12:30 final waking + long cinematic series of scenes, but very poorly recalled (typical for late dreams) I'm singing I'm watching girl escape from a hospital A guy and I are walking among stairways along the sides of houses (like in Venice canals), he tells me something about how he was left with some girl? Many more, forgotten
2016-06-10 + outdoors in nature, on trail, see an electronic scope on trail, see ToZi, I save daughter by running at her and launching ourselves through a glass wall + CH on side of house stairs to back yard, a construction crew is hauling away massive concrete slabs using a bulldozer and cables to pull it up to the street. One of the guys (my dad?) says they were brought down from the other side of the house but I don't really understand that point. I'm watching as they laboriously haul a huge slab up to the street. Then I'm on the street and there's a crane there applying bursts of force to pull the slab up. A crane has the concrete slab dangling and the slab is swinging and smashes in to a neighbor's (L on left) house, which has sort of a glassed-wall veranda, and additionally smashes into a glass display case inside the hallway there. The construction guys ask me if the residents of that house are home, I don't know but imagine they'll be coming out if they are after all that commotion. + I'm on the CH back lawn near the fish pond, I have a lawnmower with me and I'm adjusting it and starting out to mow the grass. It gets caught and I'm waiting for the blades to spin down so I can take a look underneat, my (mom?) reaches for the cord and I say "No, I can do it" and unplug it, and lift up the mower and see that it's adjusted way too low, It has completely mown the patch down to bare dirt, and there is a round raised mound of bare dirt under where the blades spin. Then I'm on the front porch and out of the corner of my left eye I see that a light has turned on, and I turn to look at it, it goes off and then on and stays on. There is some stand there which is really dirty covered with spider webs and leaves and I think it would be good if I cleaned this up, I could get a rag and a vacuum cleaner, I wonder what vaccuming up all that spider web stuff will do to the vacuum, as I hit the stand a small little brown spider scurries out and jumps down to the ground. I see very large fat flies still alive in a spider web and one of them flies away, I see something like a dragon fly encased in spider webs to the right. (bunch more, forgotten over two days) + I'm going somewhere and I think I could go get healthy food at a market on the way or I could go get a big, spicy burrito. On my way out I see two twin girls, mid-late teens, middle-eastern looking, long brown/slightly reddish hair, they look identical, I think I'd like to kiss them but don't do anything and they walk by. 2016-06-11 + I'm trying to get through an automated turnstyle into the boarding area (for a train?). I take one of my receipts and hold it up to the barcode reader and is recognized. Then I take out a slightly wrinked dollar bill and stick it into a money slot.. Then I take out another pile of receipts and am searching for the bar/square code, find it, and hold it up against the reader and try to get it aligned properly with the reader. Eventually the machine issues my large boarding pass. I take it, there's a string hanging off the end and I'm trying to tie it around something, simultaneously with moving swiftly with the crowd forwards for boarding. The crowd is rushing the train's many entrances and I'm walking quickly, I want to get a good seat, there's a woman walking my by side also quickly and I edge in front of her. On the train most of the 4-seat combos are taken I see. There are some 4-seat places available but there is a screen set up in the middle of the table. Some people are playing cards? I see some spots up ahead in another area and go there, there's a guy sitting there who says something. + battle near the ice, I can command ice. I'm powerful because we're next to a frozen lake so I have huge sheets and rolls of ice at my command which I throw using TK into my opponents, I'm dominating them, they ask me "why don't you just finish us?" And I realize that I don't want to, and say so. Then we're running over a field of square water ponds? + the strawberry/juicy cake. It's sitting nearby me it looks really good, I pull off a moist slice. + sister gives 2 bottles of medication, I'm reading the directions and the names of the meds, something short and one syllable starting with "G"? + at a party guy gets up on the table to give speech he's waiting for people to gather around, he's admiring the make of the table top, and I say don't stand on the extension when he gets too close to the edge + with CH neighborhood girls (one class ahead) one is reading another's diary. I see the writing on the pages, different handwriting She died? I say I got the video of the wedding from...KS. KS is there? + a swarm of flies is caught in a cooking pot but they're still flying around in the pot and I'm batting around the pot to mess with them. The pot keeps rotating so that the opening turns to face me and I keep hitting it away so that they (the flies) won't see me. + outside with people, one girl is accusing me of liking smoking, she makes a gesture like she saw me taking a toke before. I say it depends on what you mean "like smoking," there's another guy there and I'm sure he won't be blamed, but I'm holding up both my hands and shaking them back and forth to indicate "no," but I think they'll find out
Updated 06-11-2016 at 10:57 AM by 65364
I woke a lot, 4-5 times at least this night, most fairly early. Strong intention before bed made it hard to fall asleep, it took probably 30 minutes or more to fall asleep, I had to use backwards counting and full-on relaxation techniques to get initially to sleep. + there are two fat cats, I'm admiring them, I think they look like the cats I had when I was a kid: one tabby, one orange/tabby. I'm standing in a doorway (outside?) and my wife is nearby. There is a bowl of cat food attached to the top of the doorway via some magnetic mechanism. I pull it down and (some spills?). I need to pick up some of the wet, gooey pieces, I do this with my fingers and put them back in the bowl? + I'm standing on the street outside CH, it's dark, my Jr. High best friend DD is there. We're accusing each other of something. I get up into his face and say "WHEN DID I *EVER* FAIL YOU, TELL ME ONE CASE!!?" and he mentions something about 2002? I then retort and say "what about 1990?". Then I feel like reconciling with him and hug him and we're rolling on the ground and I'm sobbing loudly so sad at being mad at him. Then the guy's who live in the M's house drive up and head towards the driveway which we're lying nearby, I look up and the car is looming over us and moving to run us over. The car approaching replays once or twice, it has a large, strange bulbous front right bumper. + [long, vivid] I'm looking at a map and thinking about an airplane flight from (Seattle?) to some other city. I'm drawing on the ground the path of the trip, it crosses some date line and so the trip as flown that way takes two days. Some women (flight attendants?) are nearby commenting on this. Then the view is me looking down on a large folding map [DREAM SIGN], I'm trying to find (Seattle?) on the map. I'm opening and unfolding it and see large bodies of water which I "recognize" as the lakes near Seattle (?) but I can't find what I'm looking for. Then I start thinking about our family trips (with my parents) and how we'd ride for a long time fast without stopping and that we'd cover a lot of ground that way. Then the map is looking over a town on a (river bank?) and I see drawings of old fortresses. Then the scene becomes 3D and I'm flying DO up over the road, there are farming mansions along the left side, and my (wife?) says how horrible it would be to live right along this busy road. Everything is very green including the road. There are ruts/wheel tracks in the road, and cars moving along it. Then I see animals walking along that path. Then I stop while in front of me I observe animals jumping high into the air and twisting and landing: they're doing "parkour" off the top/middle of a short humpback bridge pointing in my direction. First a cow jumps high, twists and lands, and then a sheep jumps high twists and lands. I think this is pretty odd. Then a horse tries and it barely gets off the ground and falls in a heap off to my left on the side of the road, and there's a (dog?) there and the (hose?) is licking it's wounds and feeling it all over for broken bones? mid/late: + I'm in some home/mall and ahead of me to the right a girl suddenly throws up violently (looks like only water though) and collapses to the ground. A few people are around her. I calmly approach and take charge, while I imagine everyone else around is paralyzed in shock or panicking. I say calmly but firmly, "call 911!". Then I say "someone get a wet towel and bring it to her." Then I'm standing at a sink and washing/rinsing this towel while some girls stand behind me, watching. + I'm in an outdoor small bazaar, and the chain around my neck is fastened to a climbing carabiner attached to the (belt) of a guy in front of me. I fiddle with this and get unhooked. I'm quite nervous and am attacked by a guy, and fight him off? Then a second guy comes at me with a quarterstaff with multiple blades on both ends, I grab it in the middle and use strength to stop the blades from hitting me. I make some fast movement and the guy falls dead, his head cleaved in half and some large blade/cleaver still stuck in there. I move to the far edge of this area and I'm desperately scrambling to try to get out. I try climbing up some cloth structure in front of me with a knife for traction but the knife just slices through the thing. I end up climbing up and at the top of the walls I see three areas spread out before me: to the right there is a calm waiting area where people are sitting quietly, to the left there is some heavenly area with little (cherubs?) walking around, and in the middle hallway area is a sort of hell/demonic area. I notice the (cherubs?) approach a (priest/altar) on the left and for a second their "pants" fade in and out. + I'm returning "home" with my gang and we're climbing up a steep ladder, a (midget?) guy who I feel sorry for is in front of me. Suddenly he turns and kicks me squarely with the bottom of his foot right in the middle of my chest, a very strong blow. He does this a second time. I don't feel so sorry for him any more. We're gathering some things and heading out again. A friend of mine tells me to hurry up, I'm gathering things like my coat and I retort "I'm getting the stuff I need, hold on!" Then as we head out he decides not to come and I see him get into his bed and he wishes me good night. I leave out a side gate to the sidewalk and there are some cub scouts sitting around the front porch who see me sneak out the side and snicker. There are some people walking up and down the sidewalk looking for things on the ground. I see an interesting coin and pick it up. I end up with 3 strange coins, one of which has grown to the size of a pancake, they're old/valuable/rare. The guys who were searching for the coins come up and start bugging me to give them to him. After a while I realize I don't care about 2 of the coins so I give them over, but I hold on to the "pancake" coin and say "because I paid 1000 for it".
2016-06-07 +(f) kirk and spock, phasers, anti-explosion attachment on Kirk's gun, that's why I like to hang with him so I don't get blown up + I'm with a girl, Spoiler for sexy encounter, explicit: she's naked and lying on her stomach in front of me, I have my right hand on her (ahem) feeling all over it. I want to pull her on top of me into a 69, and eventually I do, and go at it for a while. Then we get up and she's dressed and wearing a light grey sweater, and I grab her nipple through her top with my lips. There are all sort of people around us (in CH basement?) but they're ignoring us. I lead her up the stairs, holding her hand. She doesn't want at first to show me her boobs. Then once (outside?) scene switches to 3rd person view. I see a close up of her face for a second, she has bushy eyebrows. I'm sitting a few feet away diagonally to the side She lifts up her top exposing her breasts and says "now you have to show me yours" to the guy who is standing near her (she's seated?). He whips is out and is stroking it and walks up to her and point it at her face and blows a load right under her nose and above her upper lip. It's quite a lot of volume and it oozes down into the left and right corners of her open mouth. I think this is going to make her pregnant. I see that she is bottomless now and spread and her (ahem) is wide open. The guy without asking her kneels down and puts it in her, I think this is a pregnancy risk since he just ejaculated. I myself am imagining the sensations he's experiencing. Then the scene sort of replays like it's a video and it's rewinding. I'm sitting outside, the girl's father is there, and (my? the sex guy?) father is coming after he heard that the guy got the girl pregnant? There are some other girls playing on a swing set nearby and one girl falls on top of a little table, hits her elbow, and rolls off, this is described by a narrator. 2016-06-08 (early) +(f) tribes dream, attacking turrets in a base (middle) +(f) long scene/situation in a large indoor swimming pool. I jump feet-first into the pool and am trying to float down to touch my feet to the bottom but it's taking too long and I take a very small/short breath underwater [DREAM SIGN] and I think that was unsafe and how could that have worked? I head towards the surface again and break the surface at last and take a breath. +(f) I'm driving in a car. I have a destination in mind but not 100% sure of the directions. At an intersection I turn right. There are severl freeway onramps in front of me, none labelled, and I just choose a (middle?) way that heads under an overpass and on to a gravelly road and I wonder if I'm going the right way. later: + [long, fairly vivid] I'm sitting in a room with a girl facing me straddling my right leg, we're dressed. We're into each other, but I'm leery of security, I see there is a video camera up near a ceiling corner of the room and it is panning around. I lead her out and intend to take her back to my (motel?) room. We're walking there and I ask her what part of the complex is her room located, she mentions something about they've already paid or are reliable(?), her room is on the near edge of the complex while mine is farther away. We walk by her family sitting outside and her father holds up his hands and stops from from following me. Spoiler for sexual situation: I end up in the outdoors hallway around my room, I notice that there is a guy in the end bathroom and the door is open. It's a narrow bathroom, I wonder why he's in that one instead of the bathroom in the middle of the hallway. He's apparently stalking for young men? A young man walks by and hovers around the door, and I notice the man inside is naked (and erect?) and sitting on the edge of a bathtub. The young man outside is then also naked and I expect them to engage in sex acts but I don't see anything. Then I'm walking with a group of realtors (I'm a member). There's a lead realtor talking about stuff and we walk by a trade rag newsstand with the publication "Hell's Hills" available. I think that's a sort of odd name and would discourage people from buying there . We walk by objects and I and another guy are peeling off the advertising stickers that others have put there. I pick up an escort add card at one point. We reach a group of people, among them is the girl from earlier whom I was trying to take back to my room. We're eating ice cream and the ice cream come off of the cone, she mentions something about this not being the right type? Then I'm in a small airplane with a few more people, I'm in the back area, the pilot and co-pilot are in the front, we're taxiing but haven't taken off yet, there are a few people with me in the back. There is a lead bad guy who is waiting for the girl, but I keep waiting for him to get off of the plane and I've made sure the girl isn't with us anyway.
+(f) I'm driving and walking through narrow winding steep roads and paths in a suburban environment + chasing cat outside CH on street/dark, cat runs up stairs and I try to grab it it runs away down neighbor driveway and I grab its hind left leg and try to hold one while it tries to keep getting away + long discussion of API planning I'm working with engineering group and I ask for their plans + at party in house there is a man holding his hand up with some (squished?) mosquitos on it. Some people ring the doorbell and I try to look through the peek hole and don't see anything, I open the door and friends come in, I'm saying that my kids won't like the ratio (of men to women), then I realize SD (male) friend is approaching me for a friendly cheek kiss so I lean in for it and then move on
+ flying/gliding we can do it on planes/drones down the hill swooping by trees, hire some assistant to make a video and edit it + pile of stones guy with truck and dog, catch his baseball, throws it to me, dog goes for it ball is on the grond, the ball is bad says I broke it I say not it was already broken, I'm running from him to my car which is a tree(?), ignition is in a hole in the ground I'm panicked I stick key in ground turn it it starts the car race away the car is morphing, DO view of morphing car heading down the hill, old-style car, new-style porches, manly cars, womanly cars. +(f) large open square, tall buildings all around, go up to one? A cabaret? + shallow sea/beach on hard flat ground [DAY RESIDUE: swimming pool], I with friend see a sea urchin and point it out, there is a weird thing with long tentacles like a plant? I can't figure out but notice it, the friend wades out into the shallow water now it's sandy there are some anemones, back to hard flat ground, I go out into water as well trying not to get my feet wet, see a beautiful blue chunk of stone and decide this is "turquoise crystal" !! very excited and my friend and I start excavating chunks from this beautiful stone. A bit to the side along a low wall of rocks I see a plaque with wording on it. I sense that this was placed here by my mother and I read her name among the words. This is a commemorative plaque telling about the history of the turquoise quartz and how it was brought here from (Italy?). I feel bad about mining it now. I cry at the thought of my mother and some DCs around me are mumuring things like "what's he crying for?" + in house with son, "show me your room" I say, he leads me up on to the roof it's a huge house + pull up to edge of water in car with wife (sister in back?), I see a full-sized cabinet upright in the water a few yards out bobbing on the waves and floating by in the current from right to left. "Whoa, that's dream like" I remember thinking but didn't do an RC! and continue on, there are broken up rocking chairs on the sand and in the water, I look at them but they're all broken, not what we need. The place is a charity where we deposited some of our furniture into storage and now we're here to get it back but it's all gone now, people must have swiftly come here and taken it away. Son has a little tent area that is dirty inside and supposedly really smells bad. On the way out of the storage room I see 4 large grey duffel bags of ours packed with clothing and think "we could really use those bags" (I could use them as gym bags?) and think I'll take one back with me when I return back home from this trip? I'm going through the contents and see my "racquetball shoes" which I do not want to take with me I want to leave here for when I play again, they're colored red & black and have cleats on the bottom. I'm trying to sort through the contents of this bag and there are other people pulling things out and I see some squash racquets and (badminton?) racquets and pull them out and some guy is talking about some "super fire blast" move you can make in squash and I'm determined to show them how to play properly, so we move on to the squash court in the next room. I have a racquet in my hand and start out in the right service box and am teaching them the service rules, I say that you can stand anywhere but you must have at least one foot entirely within the box, I go on for a while about this. Then I walk to the left wall and point out the "out of bounds" lines above which the ball may not touch the wall. "Ah HA, Hmm, OK" I hear the people say. I'm tracing the out-of-bounds lines along the left wall towards the back with the tip of my racquet, and I"m having trouble seeing the lines clearly because there are multiple lines, dotted/dashed, like the lines on a map. I walk back towards the middle of the court and say the person wins the point when the other team does not get the ball back to the front wall without the ball bouncing twice. I'm going to play one against two, there is the idea that the other guys could get in each other's ways and this is an advantage for the single player, but I also think that the two players can cover more space in the court and that's their advantage. At one point I see my jr-high friend DD.
+ on C Drive (to LH), speed change after the hiking trail, speed limit sign blue square shows 35, rocky cliffs on left so hard to climb, then climbing them with wife, clothing on trails, sleeping bags on hills, big rocky hump in middle so don't slide down, pick things up but realize this is not our stuff, piles of small child-sized skiis, in some sort of store with an archery set that is not "real" (has suction cups on it?) + sister & bro in law arrive for thanksgiving with no food, open the door and bro-in-law says immediately "shit", my (wife?) says "store out of pancakes?", because the store was out of pancakes they explain, I'm wondering at the fact that they didn't prepare food for dinner and relied on a store, at the table with deserts, talking about the mall/restaurants we had just visited and are now + collecting cabbage from salad shooters, "recuing" people from pool that empties and are trapped under tarps, they're OK and refuse help + there are slot car sets here running, there is a young woman who has desirable/old slot cars and has made a mail-order business, I'm impressed with her ingenuity, she has a huge pile of envelopes/packing with addresses written on them in green ink, they are quite large, she has filled them out in block letters, I clearly see the letters and I read the envelopes to see where they're going, most addresses seem to be in Canada. I wonder when she has the time to address all those envelopes. + on (bike?) going down urban trail/stairways, two young hot shot riders in front of me they make their way down a steep super muddy part, I get there ,they've done ahead and jumped into the water, one guy has left his white wheel and long (tape/chain?) behind, I try to call out to get their attention and eventually they look at me and I throw them the wheel into the water. The only way forwards out of this area is through the water, I have my bike with me and I suppose at least it will get all clean. I jump with bike down into the water it's about 6 feet deep or more I'm heading towards whole in the wall up ahead, I reach for the feeling of wetness in my clothes and don't really feel it, up ahead at the hole the water pulls me along it turns 90 degrees to the left and I can't fight the current so go with it, there's another hole up ahead I try to aim for it but the current is very strong again pulling me, there is a hole it exits and I go out but my bike doesn't fit through so I reach back and pull open the hole (concrete!?) wider and get it out? There are all sorts of people here and objects, we're gathering them up. I pick up a thing like a walker with a handle and an old woman picks it up too I say "it's mine!" she says "no, it's mine!" then I realize it is not mine and say "My apologies, mine looked similar" and I continue looking for my thing. I find / see a dress shoe heel with the word "Whisbe" written on it and I see a nail hole on it where it attaches to a shoe. I walk by a room / tent to the side and a group is decorating it, their faction has finally won control unexpectedly after a long time out of power, they are decorating it with their clan's ancient items and this will be their power center?
2 nights ago: + snowy star trek: kirk, spock, mccoy / buses roundabout, exploding car + half-visible man in restaurant [double take], leave, friends waiting for hours outside, sit at table, talk about selling old home, bad strategy one guy says, to buy back and sell it will take 8 times the investment, we used it to finance our move I say we doubled our money but nobody's interested + runescape/game overhead map, city routes, sea lanes, gold/ diamonds markers on the open sea on island where you're attacked, flyer advertising unique items in a harder area, hide it when sister comes by + packing up my things (laptop, duffle bag) on chairs on street so they won't be stolen + meet JW as new employee, he calls me I don't recognize him I hear him on phone and in "reality", he mentions "Wei" (from his old job) is now here too, he wants me to show him where the HR office is, it's quite a walk away, I think he can go himself, after all, I went myself, then I think I can drink a soda while we walk and agree, he says that Wei is from his wargaming club, I ask is that the one where people pound their fists into the table and yell. JW is asking about the company news (USENET) reader, I think who reads USENET any more? It's just for porn these days I think. A young girl from HR comes and mentions that the "vague" (?) software sucks. last night: fairly long night, memory overflow, detailed dreams, a bit fragmented. + in former PTL adult home, wife is away, I'll go get junk food? She returns too soon, same day + playing monopoly with TZ at a (party?) + in a toy store playing with a lego-like system? + I have an award, two pins on my lapel which I put in before entering into a competition, digging hole into electronics the woman will help + bus ride, guy yelling outside, bus moving fast I hop on and it swings around and stops at a stop + dark snowy road, baby crying, one car arrives and rear-ends another, they jump in to house, guy commands to go get stuff, in return for food he'll provide + guys have to give back things to the sitting woman: table, sculpture, etc.
earlier: + camping tent anchors -- will they hold in the ground around UL (boy scout) +(f, impression) in some place, preparing for bed like in a dorm room, group of people? later: + dice game, demonstration/magic failed, more dice inspection, dice inside of dice, rolling dice, finding the right dice that would give the right (low numbers) results, coloring the dice, etc. + in a room with old chairs, trying to get them to stand up but they're rickety and fall over, old couches + outside, I see a hot (naked?) girl up ahead, I have her on my laptop screen? I close the laptop screen so that others won't see. I'm sitting in a room next to a naked hot girl with spread legs on a couch, it's a combination of live scene/picture, I'm sitting in front of her and I wonder who took the picture, did I set up a selfie? It's like I was surprised and I'm trying to cover up my private bits by putting my pants in front of me. Then I'm outside again and see closeup of the face of a pretty girl wearing a thick application of bright pink lipstick, she has a luscious mouth. I'm looking at some girl up close and she leans her head back and I look up her nose and I see a long way and something bright is there, then her mouth is open and I see on the roof of her mouth a bright, reflecting air bubble.
early: + I'm dating my son's (S2) ex-girlfriend, L. We're very flirty and giggly together and very touchy. She's very petite and I pick her up and carry her (I think like S2 used to), I feel her weight but I can carry her easily, she laughs at this. We lie down in bed and kiss lightly. She needs to do her homework. She's lying on her back (we both are) and she sprawls her left leg over me, and I touch it with my left hand. My right arm is around her neck/head/shoulders, we're lying closely together. I ask her in a foreign language if my arm is bothering her. She answers in (English?) that yes it is because she has to read. + I have the job of completely cleaning out my ex-JrHs "girlfriend" KS's old house. I'm assembling a team to do it. We need to totally clean it and get it ready (for sale?). I have a plan in front of me on a piece of paper of multiple neighborhood houses that need to be cleaned, and how I'm going to rotate the cleaning women from house to house so that they do not encounter each other when they transition houses. Each woman will need to work on each house, doing their own phase's job. I'm wondering how I'm possibly going to get KS's house cleaned out (in one day?) when it takes 3 women working in phases to clean the other houses. + (3rd dream forgotten) DEILD alarm @ 5 hrs. Too loud. Fully woken. Massive insomnia, almost back to sleep several times but just couldn't make it. Too hungry/worried about stuff perhaps. Didn't make it back to sleep until about 9 hrs, slept until about 10:30 hours. + almost WILD. I see an image form and I realize that I'm seeing through my closed eyelids. I think I see something blue on the bed. Then son comes into our room IWL and I wake up, grr. + Walking past a group of girls that is gathering with a teacher, I'm looking at them but I walk on by to an area next to them. There is a climbing rope there and I wonder with my strength increases and weight loss if I can climb it now, I probably should be able to climb it easily I think. I imagine climbing it using my feet to hold and my arms to pull up. I reach for the rope and see that it is shortened, the base of the rope is about 6-7 feet above the ground. I reach up for the rope and start to pull myself up with my arms. I don't make it very far, it's pretty hard to make any progress at all, I feel in my arms and shoulders how hard it is to pull myself up. I see a basketball hoop with a net near my face to the side. + I'm swinging on a set of olympic rings. I'm holding an "L" position with ease. But the problem is that I'm drifting/swinging from left to right. I see I have a flat/athletic torso/abdomen with a bit of an "out-ye" belly button, I poke a finger in there briefly. I think if I drop and reform the L that I'll get a better score, I do that but now I start drifting/swinging too much from front to back as I hold the L position. +(f) view of a busy road during the Olympic games, cars are driving down some mountainous road to the athletic events. I see a river far below and I think that the water in the river is probably polluted. + recalled from a previous day (2-3 days ago): I'm playing on a tennis court, with a (female?) tennis player, I'm holding a racquetball racquet. Try as I might I can not get a ball past her, she always hits it back. I'm thinking about how I serve the ball.