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+ [long] fencing fight, fencing instructor, what kind of epee handle type should I use, straight or pistol grip? I see the grip clearly in my hand, I'm holding the straight grip (which is slightly twisted). The instructor points out that the pistol grip has a way for you to really wrap your hand around the handle, this I know. He points out that there is however a metal piece on the front of the straight grip that guards the hand/fingers, I do see this now as well. Then I fight/spar with an opponent who is also a student I think of the instructor. He is belligerent towards me. We trade fist blows. I hold back a little bit, not putting my full strength into the blows. He becomes disgusted with the fight, I'm confused. I ask him, "Do you want me to hit you as hard as I can?"

+ the girls are running away. I (or am I DO?) am chasing them and I can see right where they go because I am The Flash and can move at infinite speed. It is along a concrete sidewalk with sidewall, with little opportunity to hide. I go look where I think they should be, despite this, they disappear.

+ I have a piece of paper in front of me that I'm taking notes on. At one point I play a few notes on a keyboard and it sounds magical. It's an amazing, beautiful, simple phrase. A guy I'm with says "hey that sounded really good!" I immediately want to capture it on the paper: I hastily scribble down on the right margin of the paper, about half-way down the page the word "Interlude". Then I try to recreate the notes again on the keyboard in order to write them down. The rhythm I can recreate exactly but I can't find the exact notes. I try several times and the general tonal pattern is correct but it still isn't quite right.

A woman (wife? mother?) expels a bit of gas and comments on the bad smell.

+ plane landing
I'm flying an airplane, and I have a top-down view of an overhead map. There are several landing strips for airplanes, marked as such including the direction of landing approach. I choose a smaller one because it is more challenging to land there. I have quite a lot of altitude which I must lose quickly, so I begin circling the landing area. I pitch and roll the plane with keyboard controls to put the plane into a spiral, sometimes the roll is too much and I almost go upside down but I recover. Circling, I lose altitude to get ready to land. Then the controls stop working my plane is entirely locked up and won't respond, it'll crash, oh well I can just start another game.

+ cat attack
Outside among high rocky cliffs, a house cat attacks me and latches on to my face, I'm jumping around trying to pull it off

+ sexy birthday party
It's my birthday party. Lots of people around me are having sex. I'm scared to engage with a girl because I think I won't be able to perform, the girl would be frustrated with a guy who can't function. I get very frustrated and yell out "I hate f^&*ing birthdays!"

+ bright colors, leaking pens, bathroom observers
In (parents bedroom of CH?), there are pens/brushes full of super vivid, bright colors. Yellows, blues, university colors. I walk by the bed and see that there is ink running out of a pen/brush making a mess. In the bathroom I'm peeing, the window is open, I have flashes of super intense bright vivid colors, like golden yellow. Young people are coming up to the window and looking and I yell at them "Do you HAVE to all come and look?" I'm peeing for what seems like a really long time.

+ huge influx of young people outside CH. I'm standing in the 2nd floor hallway and look out to street level through the walls, I see tons of young people moving in crowds on the street, some are making their way to my house.

+(f) meeting TZ, no sure of reception, we shake hands, not sure I want to or what rest of family will think, he gives (instructions?) for the things that follow

+(f) moving with group down hill, I step out from hill and begin flying, I wonder what they'll think of that, I think I can control my destination by focusing on it

+(f) in area with people I see little beads/peppercorns I'm inspecting them, a guy comes by who has them interspersed in between his fingers and is rolling them around I think this will take a long time to learn

+(f) in open area an announcement comes on about how job applicants are being assigned to do something (take out the garbage?) I don't hear it well I'm confused I ask people what it said

+(f) at the ski slopes

+(f) some big important/rich family is having a party or important family event. I'm participating. One of the family members does not want me there and asks the others why I'm there at all.

+(f) flying/floating/gliding between the massive branches of very very tall, (dead?) trees, (chopping off the branches as I go?)

+(f) a bad guy has a bomb and is going to blow things/people up

+ I'm in my college rental house (tons of roommates). I'm trying to go to the bathroom. I go info NI's room and the door to the 2nd room (which I think is a bathroom [FALSE]) is locked. I wonder why I'm going there because it's not my usual bathroom. I go back to the hallway bathroom and enter and start to pee (in a bowl on a pedestal in the middle of the room?). Girls/roommates walk through the room while I'm still peeing. I turn my body so they won't see me. They giggle a bit at my modesty.

+ on the prowl to steal energy from another city, see lights in the distance this means they have energy. Climbing hill with partner, hiding in tall grass, another guy comes buy, his name is "Flinn," too, "He's a better 'Flinn' than you are!" I tell my partner (named Flinn).

+ climbing hills of grass. Sneak into a house. Pour out bits of jam from a jar to distract the cats to keep them from sounding the alarm. Come upon the owner, an old/short woman, she attacks me with scissors and/or a knife, I grab and hold her arms.

+ getting off a (train?), did I leave my documents there? The people we're with, they took and ruined the binoculars, which are broken into two pieces on the ground, I decide not to pick them up and try to fix them.

+ riding a public mini-bus, people get off at the stop, I don't get off because I think the bus is going closer to my destination (the mall), but instead the bus drives a different way, I ask if I can get off now, the driver mumbles about this ruining the schedule. I end up walking into a stage area for a concert but my instrument is not there, I think I could perhaps call and have a family member bring it to me. My (sister?) says it's OK that I do not play for (part of?) the concert

+ golf course: in order to prevent bad shots, the course is instituting a rule that all players my practice on the driving range periodically. I wonder about when it's OK to go pick up the balls by the net. I go do this, and find a bunch of crude "fake" golf balls made from clay.

+ goober fish: there is a bathtub (2 bathtubs at right angles?) of two "goober fish": basically square sponges with large holes in the middle with teeth on the middle part. I think you can pick one up by sticking a stick in the middle hole and they'll bite on it. Indeed one fish bites and in trying to shake it off the stick back into the tub. It falls in to the 2nd tub and gets stuck in a side drain? I get in the tub in order to get the fish unstuck and put it back. I think it's sad that it's not with its friend fish, it'll get lonely.

+ girl in the room. There's a girl on a bed in her room.

Spoiler for racy/sexy content:

On the wall is a picture of a boy wearing flowing white robes/shirt, naked from the waist down and erect. I think she likes this poster. Someone has their hand in her mouth, she's getting taught fellatio?

Now that's what I'm talking about. Night full of dreams, lots of girl stuff

+ (D1) sexy time, talk dirty to her, she starts giving me directions like it's a class, tells me to turn her on via talk, I say "I love every part of your body", think that was a mistake, she indeed asks, "Even the poopy parts?"

+ (F1) Cleaning up outside around the pool after a big party. Lots of bottles I'm picking them up one by one, then I decide I should get a box or a large plastic bag, that will make picking them up much faster

+ (D2) Driving the car through the large gate. Other cars and I are inside a huge courtyard, some cars look like they may be driving up over the bridge to get out but there are about 10 steps leading up and I don't want to drive up the steps. A guy comes and looks like he's going to open the gate for us to drive out, then my view switches to the outside and I'm watching him still open the gate

+ (D3) washing machine [DREAM SIGN], looking at the laundry with my sister, she recognizes a piece of cloth from our childhood [FALSE], I say yeah I use it as a tablecloth now. Water splashes into the room from the open window, I go and see the neighbor next door (we're on the 2nd floor) in her driveway spraying/watering with a hose, I close the window. The floor is flooded with about 3-4 inches of water, I'm trying to decide what to do this will probably start leaking to the apartment below us, then I notice a drainage hose on the wall by the floor, I go down and look at it, (narrator says?) it's for draining the floor so that it doesn't leak through the floor, the thing is electronic and has a weird operation like a siphon, I watch it work for a while. Then I get up and the watering woman next door has an upside down toad that shoots out its long, sticky tongue and catches and eats a dangerous wasp. She loves toads and has a number of ceramic toads on the fence.

+ (D4) Observing hot girls (short hot shorts on one, whew!) (in childhood home's parent's bedroom?), go into closet for privacy and start "some stuff," leave the door open a crack, some kids see me and slam the door shut, it's still open enough, they come and stick their heads through the cracks and I try to push them back, scene changes to my backyard [FALSE], my kids come by and accuse me of something and I adamantly deny that I did anything wrong.

+ (D5) yellow cadillac, riding with wife in new car, congratulate her on the good purchase, where are the keys to the yellow caddy, drive by our house [FALSE] with (my wife's mother sitting at the window?), pick up free grapefruit slices from a neighbor's front yard, wife throws away the white grapefruit saying it's bad for you, wife drives away on a motorcycle I'm running after her, she turns a corner to the left and rides directly into a large parked van, she bounces off of it like it was rubber and flips through the air back to me about 30 feet, I laugh at this funny scene but am concerned she might be hurt, she gets up and looks at me and says "I fell asleep!"

+ (D6) life-n-death fight, guy stabs me to start (it hurts!), I grapple with him, calling (to Sensei?) for help, immobilize his arms so he can't stab me any more, then I slice him to ribbons with using the edge of a DVD. I throw him over a railing and he falls about 100 feet to the ground, I see him hit, and I think "Oh, great, his body will probably fade away, and appear here on this level again to keep fighting." Indeed his body fades, he materializes alive on this level, I go over to him and say threateningly "You want to keep going?" He holds up his hands to indicate no, he doesn't.

My attention moves to a woman standing nearby at the railing. She's not that attractive but I know that doesn't matter.

Spoiler for sexy time a bit of scat:

I go over to her and say "I want to see your (ahem)!" She rolls her eyes and has a bit of an exasperated [here he goes again! haha!] expression on her face but does not resist as I pull down her pants. She's well-coiffed and I say "you're well-formed." I want to see under the bush to the v-jay itself and start digging through.

Spoiler for sexy time a bit of scat:

I feel something happening at the backdoor and think she's doing something there, I reach behind me and feel a big, long, sticky poop making its way out, ew! She doesn't know yet. I'm sort of petrified, don't know what to do, I ask her what she's doing and she says something about my nipples.

WBTB: wake, review dreams so far, set intention, do relaxing breathing and visualizations, "let go," long time falling asleep again, but fall asleep and have a series of short dreams:

+ (D7) little farm, 2 workers, strong smell of manure, animals put to bed under blue blankets, I have a blue blanket over me, it's from the piglet stall in front of me, I put the blanket back on them, and look at one and can't figure out which side has the eyes/face.

+ (D8) an amazingly beautiful girl is reciting something outside with people sitting around her. I realize that there are situations that I can control. I raise my hand and will her to come to me to see if this is one of those times, and amazingly enough, she walks right over to me.

Spoiler for sexy time (intent):

Her face is painfully beautiful, her lips are glossy and slightly parted, (I kiss her briefly?). I bring her up on to my lap and spread her (clothed) legs, and think about taking down my pants. I feel her butt.

+ (D9) In some sort of industrial/business setting, there is a talk about driver's insurance going on. The speaker is saying it will even allow/cover people over 50. The talk ends, and a man standing to his left sees me, I realize we know each other tangentially [FALSE], he's about late 50's with a wispy moustache, I don't particularly want to talk to him, but he comes up to me and offers a hand shake, I take it but he uses a strange grip and grasps my right forearm [DREAM SIGN] instead of my hand. He asks me "how'd your day been." I think about all of the interesting [dream!?] experiences I've had this morning, and say, "It's been really interesting!"

+ (D10) I'm (a teenager?) in a family with a bunch of other kids/teens. I'm trying to figure out if I belong. The kids are walking around. I want to get one of the girl teens into my room but the door won't close. I go into another room where there's an (infant?) in a crib, and decide to make acquaintence with the family, and go up to her and say "what's your name?", she answers "Ella." I look to the left and there's an older teen girl sitting on the chair, she says her name is "Ella," too! I say "NOOO! Too many Ellas!" I think they always get confused about whom they're talking about. She's cute though, and I think if I could try some sexy stuff with her. I think though it may not work with her.

+ walking outside on street on hill look up the hill see [FALSE] JT and DT's house. There are 3 very tall wall-height glass walls/windows [DREAM SIGN], side by side. Each window opens into the bedroom of one of their 3 children [FALSE], 2 boys and a girl [FALSE]. I look and see that these rooms are open to the rest of the house and think that they do not provide much in the way of privacy.

+ outside dirty leg I should go wash it in the lake, get up walk with soldier friends awesome let's do fencing, what's that thing in my arm (does it mean I'm pregnant?), wall of toaster ovens, which one should I select?

+ the demon building situation, jumping from column to column, will they get trapped in these huge, deep rooms?

I've just got too many waking life concerns roiling around in my head.

Slowly the jet lag time adjustment is coming around. Generally sleeping 9-10pm - 5-6am now.

+(F1) Cars, I'm in a car, trying to start it, there's a guy who stands in front of it, the car is lurching and not starting because I forgot to put in the clutch. There is a view of a lot of new cars around and I think (my N colleague JW?) wants that one over there.

+(F2) I'm talking with someone and they're referring to a 3rd person, hey are you talking about my Jr high best friend DD? I see a picture eventually and yes, it's him [looks accurate in the dream]

+ (f) I'm near my ex-gf MB, she's looking good wearing a very short sheer negligee thing. I smack her on the butt playfully and she giggles a bit at that. Then a bit later she presents something to me.

+ (f) outdoors at a playground on a hill there is a girl and her dad (?). There's a button on the side of a crypt that if you press opens a door into a secret place. In a yard I'm with a guy and we're by a back door (there's a pet animal involved?)

From memory from about a week ago:

+ I'm outside, with my arms up on a fence or a car hood. A bit white bird (like a goose) has grabbed both my hands with its feet and is over me in the air flapping its wings desperately, trying to carry me away. I feel the force it is exerting on me but it's clearly not enough to get me off the ground but the bird keeps trying. I think this is hilarious and call out for me kids who are a few feet away to check this out, "Hey! Look what this bird's trying to do!"

+ I'm coming up on my first new car parked outside on the street. As I walk along side it I notice that there are 3-4 people sitting inside the car. I open the front driverside door and see there is a guy sitting in the driver's seat with a short stub of a cigarette/joint in his mouth, he's smoking away. I get really mad and scream at them all to get out of my car. At first they don't move. Later I get in the car and I notice they've: 1) taken all the change from the change drawers, 2) taken away the door lock knobs (old push down/pull up kind), 3) taken strips of the paneling off of the doors.

I enter a fast food place (McDonald's?), the girl from the smoker group in the car is there with her mother. I ignore her even though I notice her, and I know she notices me. I go up to the counter and am trying to select the right kind of shrimp dish, the chef offers several different varieties including a "scampi" looking dish.

Back outside, a crowd gathering of young people on a stage. Some of them are smokers from the car thing?

In a back porch of some kind, there is a table with food on it. Inside the house is a young, fat girl eating some creamy thing on a cone. I use this as an example to my son, "see, if you eat that much cream you will get fat."

In the backyard of a large house. Some people are moving into the bungalow back there, I don't want them to move in there, I find out my wife has allowed them to live there. They have chickens and dogs. I am very against the dogs being there. There are two small/medium sized dogs and I take a liking to them and pet them for a while.

A crowd of supplicants arrive to ask me favor in the backyard, and I drive them out of the backyard on to the sidewalk and close and bar the fence behind them. I then turn around and head back into the yard, there is a little "moat" line that I must cross on a little rickety bridge made out of something like thin sticks of bamboo that are sharpened, I think this is a good way to keep people out.

Inside the house more supplicants have arrived. I shoo them out of the door. I then turn to the house keeper, "Tanya," and tell her that we should say "thank you but no," and not let them in to bother us. She is visibly flustered at this direction, and says that the prior owners didn't have this policy. "I'm the owner now and this is my policy" I assert to her.

I'm standing inside the house looking at a very large, tall mechanical contraption. There are rows of spools pushing some kind of long wide ribbon around at high speed, like an automated factory. At first I think there are LEDs attached to the underside of the ribbon and at regular intervals the LEDs are flashing a signal into the structure. It seems like some giant weird printing press. It is really big and full of moving parts all working at once. In front of me there is a feeder providing more and more of this ribbon thing into the machine.

2mg of melatonin at bedtime to assist in jet-leg time adjustment

a lot of dreams all night long, many wakings, no recording so early recall detail mostly lost

+(f) dream about lucid dreaming, talking about it

+(f) something with fogelbise

+ I'm in a place outdoors and I go to a locked gate to let somebody I know inside. I then lock the gate. Then (3?) people including an adult male and adult female with tanned skin appear and I know they're expecting me to open the gate for them. But I don't want to, I shouldn't open the gate for just anybody. I stand there and eventually unlock the gate, they come through. The woman walks forwards and down a path ahead, moving through the area.

Something about shooting arrows?

I'm in a building to the side of the path, and have a long key in my hand and I insert it into a large, circular, strange, curvy lock. I turn the key and pull the key out and look at it. One of the key's 3 "bumps" is now slightly bent in order to match the curvature of the lock.

I'm walking past some people sitting on a picnic blanket (on the sand?) and recognize them as my father and sister. I'm standing over them looking down and I "recognize" my father's watch so I know it's him. I know they're there to honor my mother who passed away last year.

I walk to a corner of the sand area and offer everyone to come over there with me. I lie down and run my arms through the dusty sand and say "it's great over here!". There's a girl who's topless and I realize she has developed breasts and I look at her some more but never get a solid clear view.

Netflix series binge watching wreaks havoc on sleep schedule!
3am bedtime, ~4-4.5 hours of sleep.

+ (f) I'm getting a beer at the counter at a bar. Someone says I should put pepper in to minimize the ginger. I put in too much pepper, "aw crap," I say. I pour out the beer to separate it from the pepper into another glass.

+ (fairly long) we're coming up on a building. It was an owner-built house. It is long and narrow and zig-zags a bit. I comment on its length, "easily 100 yards". Walking by on the left side, I look in through the windows and see people working in offices, that must be the administration for the factory. Inside, there are huge racks of supplies: paper towels and other paper products, bottles of cleaning/chemicals. I can't figure out if these are the products of the factory, or just supplies used in production

+ (f, vague) outdoors, enter a small cave-like building near a waterfall?

+ I'm moving through a crowd of people. There's a young girl walking by my side. We're chatting? I pick her up and carry her in my left arm like a small child, she's basically sitting on my arm. We walk a ways in this fashion. We come upon a plate of some red-berry pastries, I say we can't eat them because they've been covered with plastic wrap, but there's a plate with the plastic wrap already opened, so she (I?) eat one.

I'm trying to move through a hole in a wall to the other side, but the other side is packed with people and there's no way I can squeeze through.

+ I'm lying in bed with a family friend (OA, blonde), we're intimate, I lean over and kiss her, cupping her head with my hand. She says "call me your beloved darling" and so I do. There is another girl, a brunette now, whom I saw earlier in the dream?, kiss her also. My wife walks by holding a bead and says not to use the bead?

+ I'm standing in an outhouse (at our cabin?), it is painted in pinks and blue on the internal walls. The underlying pink was painted over with the blue, which is flaking off?, I'm inspecting the colors closely. The walls are moving around and I try to center them back over the platform. I'm careful not to fall into the hole. The seat is missing, I look around and see it to the side, and push it back into position with my foot.

+ I'm supposed to give a speech/talk to some people seated in chairs, I'm trying to rapidly finishing a burger, my wife is there, the burger/onions are almost falling out of the buns so I"m trying to stuff it all in my moth

There is an evacuation going on. Long tour busses are packed with people, I see them through the windows. In one bus the people are wearing uniforms like in a sports team. I'm not planning to get on the busses.

+ I'm negotiating the price of a taxi ride standing in an office. I'm confused if I can make it all the way to my destination, I ask for the price several times, "500" is the answer one of the times. The driver's going to McDonald's? Should I get out earlier (for a lower fare?), I'm generally confused about what's going on.

+ view from above of sleazy guy, look down from the ledge he approaches and stands against the wall below the ledge and I think he's going to sexually molest another man, or perhaps just pee on the corner. The sleazy guy is holding a little kitten and showing it off to everyone. I'm then down on his level and he presents the kitten to me but now it is a bedraggled, scraggly & nasty looking rat. The guy wants me to take the rat and let it climb on me but I move away, I don't want that.

+ (f) NMcK got fired? He's complaining to me about the group that got laid off?

+ I'm with a fire-arms instructor. He's showing me a gun and talking about the safety. I'm relating my experience with a fully automatic weapon, "how I held down the trigger and that thing just kept spewing bullets everywhere." Then I get out my favorite gun, a compact (kind of like an Uzi) automatic, I pop out the clip and look for a bullet in the chamber. I say how I like to use this as a rifle. The instructor is impressed with my gun.

+ son has shaved my cat and I see it completely furless (living room of childhood home) and think "ARGH, What did he do!?". Lying just outside my childhood bedroom door in the upstairs hallway petting my [current] cat, it really likes it and stretches out its front paws together luxuriously. Son S2 (and an old woman?) walk by in the hallway, he says "I'm tired, I didn't sleep all night"

+ nice naked puffy-nippled boobs on a hot girl sitting down in a crowd. I see her briefly from the front, then standing behind her looking down over her shoulder, then move through the crowd along the left edge positioning for another view of her and get another peek. I can't make forwards progress because there are too many people trying to walk in both directions in this "aisle." A young version of (my mother?) is up ahead on my left, there is a woman holding a food-service tray up over her head waiting for a clearing to walk back the opposite direction I'm walking in, and I stand aside to give her a land to come through.

(About 3/4 hours after bedtime)

+ I'm chasing / being chased through an indoor multi-floor structure. I'm trying to lose the people following me. I jump/float down a deep stairwell to get well ahead of them but they're already there when I reach the bottom. I exit the area through some sort of portal which I then close and lock behind me, successfully trapping them there.

Then I'm outdoors and there are trays of custom made (goat cheese?) under glass on pedestals, there are 5-6 of these all around. I look in at them and see several-digit numbers stamped on the "cheeses." A number like "7619" or "7615". That is so the customer can identify their order and pick it up. I'm wondering if I'll be able to get in my order in time.

+ (f) softball. I'm in center field. There is a play and I field and toss the ball to the infielder, which is a mentally challenged girl (?), I make sure she can successfully participate in the play and feel accomplished.

+ Street scene. I have a side view of a car is driving straight towards a road trap/block put up by a hooligan/(carjacker?). It is a trap set up so that the barrier is seen edge-on from the point of view of the driver and so very hard to see, but the driver will crash if he runs into it. The driver manages to see the barrier at the last second and hits the brakes and stops before hitting it. The hooligan is standing there right behind the trap.

I'm on the street and attacking/fighting the hooligans. I'm calling out for my kids by their names so they can come help me fight them.

+ (mostly semi-LD) (something about interacting with Jr. High / High School friends?)
I'm in an area with a lot of (students?). My attention focuses on the girls standing in a long line. I get a bold feeling, like I can just go up to a pretty girl and start kissing her. But I'm slightly hesitant, concerned about consequences. I decide at some point that there probably are no consequences, but I'm not entirely sure. I go up to a girl in line and take her in my arms and we kiss a bit. I'm thinking about what the other "people" around think of this. I take her to a room. Inside the room, the door opens and another girl tries to come in. At first I block her and hope she'll go away but she doesn't. Then I think "hey why not let her in to join us", so I hold the door open for her to enter. At this point she hesitates, and I reach and take her hand and lead her in the room, lean her up against the wall and start kissing her.

Then I'm standing outside my childhood home on the street, leaning in the front passenger side window of a car parked there, there is a driver inside and my wife is in the front passenger seat. I'm animatedly discussing the ("lucid") dream I just had, how I was kissing these girls and how cool it was. Then I freeze in horror: I've just revealed my secret LD life to my wife! She is probably not going to agree that it was fun, she'll probably be furious. She gets out of the car and walks down the driveway and appears to be thinking about it. I'm expecting her to erupt in rage and indignation at any moment. I'm in a panic, what should I do about my DJ which is stored on my ipad [false]? If I don't delete it she'll find all my secret dream encounters. But I don't want to delete it and lose the history. I see her now walking from right to left a few meters away and she gives me a "come here" gesture with the fingers of her hand. I think the s^&t is about to hit the fan. But she seems to want to know instead how to clear some button on the upper right of her ipad.