Just Another Dream Journal

I had a very strange dream that my clit was bothering me. I looked at it and it was just a little bigger, as if swollen. I looked at it again later and it was MUCH bigger. I told myself it sort of looked like a penis, and sure enough, a "head" was then visible. I was curious if it would FEEL like a mans and if I could climax, so I started whacking off. But there was no hole in the head. Then I noticed sort of gills near my hip bones. A foamy white started accumulating in those gills and I thought "Huh, this is it" (I was feeling no pleasure). But then when I whacked it was more like pumping air and my stomach filled with so much air I was twice my size. I told myself to stop before I exploded I felt a lot of pain from the air so I can only assume I was gassy while I slept. But what a strange way to express that in my dreams!!!!

I'm pressed for time. Hubby is taking me with him to the Court House to look at deeds. I'm going to try to make this entry short and sweet (we leave in 14 minutes)

I dreamed I was in a building. I was trying to escape with others. We were tunneling through the ceiling and charges were set up between rooms for a diversion. But my life was down there (the building was underground). I had all of my crocheting. Cocoa, Cuddlebug, and CeeCee were down there. I didn't have enough hands or time to get everything out. I chased the rabbit for a bit, but caught him and carried him to one of the bad guys. I made him promise to be kind to my pets. I ran off, the charges went off and my group fled.

I woke up distraught. It didn't occur to me right away, but those were all pets who have died (Cocoa being the most recent). The dream seemed to be a weird combination of Native American lore (thanks to books I've been reading), of Stephen King and of Agent of S.H.I.E.L.D which I watched before bed.

I also dreamed of the Witnesses and of trying to go to a meeting, but I was so sick I ended up leaving. One (now former) member spoke to me but I forget what she said. It wasn't a good conversation though. Other members ignored me. I blame this on a conversation I had the other day about no longer being one of JW's but wanting to return.

Now I must run off...

I tossed and turned like never before. I kept waking in severe discomfort and pain. No benadryl for the last couple days, but my dreams were extremely messed up.

I was with a Native American tribe and I DC hopped a lot though I've forgotten most of that part (I really recall only waking up and thinking how strange).
There was a massacre going on. Someone grabbed me and a bunch of us were under water. I didn't have a breathing apparatus but the man dragging me did, so I thought he would share it. Once we were under the water awhile, I was panicking but discovered I could hold my breath a very long time People were getting killed under the water.

I don't know if it was the same dream or another one, but I was in water again. I was floating on something and I saw people keep going under. There was an attacker beneath the water.

I was fascinated by 2 tribal names and I spend a great deal of time trying to remember them, but I forgot them once I woke completely.

In another dream, I was running through a huge building trying to escape an unseen killer. I was in a room with several doors. The locks were very cheap but I took care to lock all of them when someone left. There were lots of glass walls though. I saw a man get separated from his son (still had his younger daughter with him). I saw the boy was just on the other side of another wall and I tried to warn him. The killer was using the boy as bait and when he rounded the corner, a 10 year old girl zapped him with a taser. She was working with the bad guy.

I was running with a bunch of people outside. A woman in uniform was shot, but I dragged her along with me for some water (again with the water!). We dove under but I lost my hold of her and after the fighting subsided, I couldn't find her.

In a completely unrelated dream- an extremely embarsasing dream, I had a barbie that was alive. I was going to masterbate with her and she was screaming. I told her to shut up or she was going in face first What The Heck!!

There was so much more to the dreams, but I can't seem to remember...

I've been taking benadryl to help me fall asleep. It also helps with my allergies so it's a win win. But it ALSO contributes to intense and vivid dreams.

I was interrupted when I woke and came here, so I've forgotten a lot of what I wanted to write.
The most impressive was, though, which I still recall is dreaming a was pregnant. It was a boy and I named him Zhaymis.
Something happened earlier in the dream- I either got into a fight or an accident and I feared Zhaymis was dead. So I poked my stomach as I had done IRL when pregnant and I could see his foot and fist move beneath my skin. Of course, being a dream, he pushed too far out so that I could actually almost hold his fist lol, but it was an extremely enjoyable dream.

The next thing I remember, Zhaymis had been born and my husband was holding him and admiring his deep green/blue eyes. Zhaymis' hair was darker than mine though. Hubby said he hoped the boy kept the blue in his eyes and I thought it would help my hubby to love him (my hubby has blue eyes) because the baby wasn't his. I recognized that his eyes would probably change color as most babies did and the dream ended with a touch of sadness.

In another, barely recalled dream, I had to go away on a trip. I had a puppy and cats, my bird and some other animal I worried about. I scurried about trying to find someone to take care of them while I was gone. I found a couple kids who agreed, but then their father forbid it.

And I dreamed something about food. I was in a huge shopping area and I had to leave one area for some reason, so I went elsewhere and I was trying to buy cherries and cream crepes but it was going to take 10 minutes to cook them.

Another dream, which I wish I recalled more of, I was fighting monsters in a video-style dream. I could fly and I kept ending up in areas that were too touch for me. Oh yeah. But there was a bathroom scene lol. It was a person, though. There were a lot of changing stalls in the center of a room. The stalls were very long and had doors on either side. There were probably about 6 of them. I kept trying to anticipate my enemies movement and throw some sort of weapon at her when she got to the opposite stall opening. I hit her a few times, but she just kept coming.

I also had a God-mode dream where I was teriforming some land. It was more involved than that but I've forgotten the details.

That's it for now.

I have finally had a truly note-worthy dream. I took a nap from around 6:30-9:30 PM
Unfortunately, most of the details have already been forgotten.

At the start of the dream, I was driving down the road to buy another fountain drink. When I stopped, a bunch of kids climbing into my car and asked me to buy them a carton of smokes named "Crab" or something lol A carton only cost $15. so I should have known then that I was dreaming
When I went inside, the place was strange. It was packed full of people. I filled up my cup but then realized it looked different. I was disturbed that my cup was missing but I shrugged it off and told myself I must have accidentally switched with someone else. The Coke in the cup was new and still bubbled. I considered getting a store cup but they were all very small.
I went down the candy isle and everything was very cheap. And then I noticed cigarettes were being sold right there on the shelves. I spoke to someone (?) and told them where I came from that had been done away with YEARS ago.

Then I wandered off. There were shower rooms, massive bathrooms, girls applying makeup. Then I saw people having sex. Men were completely naked. Men looked at me with interest, but I just left for other areas.
Then I thought, why the heck not. At that point, I realized I was dreaming. I told myself that I better not even DARE wake up lol and I had myself a wet dream
Which woke me up briefly. And I marveled at how the mind alone can cause such reactions.

I fell back to sleep and I was in a pleasure house in Rome. It looked like the place I had just woken up from but the year was 10 BC. I spent most of the dream hiding because they had strange ID scans (yeah, in 10 BC ) and I knew I wouldn't be in the system.
I hid a bag with some of my things in it- including the necklace I live in. But it was still discovered by the religious leader of the people. He asked about it as the 2 halves slide apart and the scented cotton ball fell out. I told him it was a symbol of my people and the material inside was a fabric called Cotton which could be use to retain aromas.
He was going to have me killed, but I escaped somehow.

I ended up back at my house, in my time, completely confused and feeling I was going insane. I asked my son if I ever gave his friends their carton of smokes. He asked me what I was talking about. I shook my head and told myself I must have been dreaming.
I went to hubby's house but some guy was there working. Hubby introduced us and I left. Then I decided to go off for a Fountain Drink and the same strange time loop occurred.

The place was very similar, but I was in some future. Again, I spent most of the dream trying to hide.
Dinosaurs co-existed with people. One was cat like, and cat sized but it could whip out a barbed tongue and do serious damage or eat smaller prey.
And while walking in some woods I ran across a larger dino. I thought I was chow, but he let me pet him. His skin was smooth like a lizards but had bumps like a frog (toad? lol).
Years passed and I was finally caught because of a cellphone or something. There was something on it about Jehovah's Witnesses which were banned in that time.

I was taken before a great beast for judgement. And as I was being attacked, I had deep conversations with the people who brought me there. I told them I came from a parallel time and I was stuck there. That I hadn't meant any disrespect but after the passage of time, things still confused me.
They scoffed at the teachings of Hell and the Devil and I explained they had every right to. I explained what JW's teach about those subjects and my captors began regretting their hand in my fate.

Somehow, I was zapped back to my time but several other people were as well, including some children I had gotten close to. One of the children were being lifted away by a balloon and I saved him which caused my captors further regret. But then I was lifted by the balloon and in the distance I could see dinosaurs. I hadn't been brought back to my time at all.
As I pondered the situation, I woke up.

My re-telling did NO justice to the dreams. I just can't recall all the details anymore

Dreamed I was driving up a hill to go to a Doctor appointment. My car started shrilling an alarm and I saw I was JUST about out of gas. I placed the car in neutral and rolled backward to a gas station I had passed.
When I was very close to the pumps, my car stalled and I realized I never would have made it to the top of the hill, so I was very proud of my backward driving
My kids bumped fists, then thought such too tame so they then banged on the door of a house they thought empty.
But the owner was home and he was most displeased about the noise.

Dreamed the kids weren't doing as I asked so I went to my hubby for help. But he was much too hard on a much younger Ray. Hubby told him he could find a new place to live if he didn't start showing me some respect, but Ray was only about 9 years old in the dream lol
For some reason, Ray called hubby "Uncle".
There was a lot more to the dream but I've forgotten it.

Dreamed I found a teensy alligator. He was eating a lizard (tail first) that was as big as he was. The alligator even "rolled" as if he was in water lol
I picked him up and he bit me. It hurt a little at first, but I was excited to show him off, but he disappeared along the way.

Then I saw a large fish. Myles was excited about his discovery and was carrying it around, cradling it and petting it lol
I told him it was a fish and the fish was about to die. So we released it into a bathtub filled with water. Myles thought the fish was drowning because it kept leaning to the side and surfacing as if to breathe. I told him the fish was just looking for food.

Dreamed something about driving and something about the Congregation, but I've forgotten the details.

Dreamed all the kids wrote their father a letter. It was a bit like "This is your life", but mostly mean-spirited. Their grandmother and I were very disappointed in them.

2 HOUR NAP

Dreamed Roxanna died. I was very upset but I reassured others they had done the right thing by not telling me first. Juliet had been called in from NY to settle Roxanna's affairs.

In another dream, a 6 year old boy attacked someone who was threatening his teenaged sister. When they got home, he told her he loves her and then he kissed her very intimated on the lips. She kissed him back but then gently pushed him away. But she thought "Damn, that boy can kiss!"
She had just had a baby boy and thought about how nice it was to have both her boys love her so much they'd do anything for her.

In another dream, there were 2 bears in my bed (a larger "normal" bed).
They wanted to mate, so they kicked me out of the bed and I literally snarled at the male lol

In yet another dream, I was in a stadium full of ppl. I took out a recorder (flute) at some point. Myles bickered with me about my finger placement. I didn't change it and when I blew a single note, it was very loud and VERY shrill.
Then someone came along and made ppl move so we could squeeze in another row of seats. I helped move the chairs but I was still annoyed about the tight fit.

I also dreamed I was at Grams old place and I was using something (?) to glide around the air with. It was like one of my bandanna's, only metal. I held it above my head and twisted my arms side to side above me. That lifted me off the ground. Then I would alternate a sort of "rowing" motion which lifted me even more and allowed me limited movement. I could only stay airborne for small amounts of time but it was great fun.

5 HOUR NAP

Dreamed I almost had sex. Forgot the details.

Dreamed I was at a school and went into a co-gender restroom to change clothes. At first, my clothes were in a shopping cart. I looked for a stall and found 2 which were really gross. In a cleaner one, I struggled to wedge the cart in the doorway.
Another woman was in the restroom wearing a bra top. She complained about her hair which was black and wet. She was combing her hair in front of a mirror and one of the plastic tips from her brush fell off.
Then another woman came in and asked what we were doing. I quietly closed and then locked the stall to make her think I was using the restroom. She told us we had 5 minutes to get to class.
My clothes were now in a box with me inside the stall lol and they smelled bad, so I sprayed some vanilla perfume on them.

I woke up to another dead bird in my bed....... Grrr...

Woke a couple times, tossed and turned a little, had a couple of soda dreams which were quickly forgotten because Meesha brought ON MY BED a dead and helf-eaten bird.

TOOK A NAP

Dreamed I was in some strange dark building/room and I came across a black woman who was about to give birth. She was in a LOT of pain and I wanted to help, but she didn't speak English.
I was with the Coroner from the show Glades and I kept trying to reassure the woman that he could help, that he was a doctor.

Ahh yes, but before that, I was in a main area for entertainers and strippers. A woman was desperate for a job. She was on the verge of being fired.
She was new and wore a very neat dress but the decorative seams down the sides were unraveling and she was upset. I wanted to help but the seems looked like they were nothing more than hair ties which had been looped and the metal from the bands were falling off.
I ventured off then found the woman about to give birth.

I dreamed Zee's Case Worker brought her home. I had been sleeping and missed an appointment that I would have picked my daughter up from.
Zee covered Ray's face in a picture with a puffy sticker.
The Case Worker complained someone volunteer her to also pick up and deliver Colleen, which she wasn't happy about at all.
She was nice to me, though, and didn't seem to mind having transported Zee.

I also dreamed I was driving and saw some Chickens and Eggs on the side of the road. They seemed wild and I figured no one would mind, so I pulled over to gather the eggs. One of the chickens acted like she was going to attack me but I ignored her. All of the eggs were either cracked or rotten though.

Dreamed of a huge theatre. Well, the bottom floors held a library, rooms, dining rooms. You had to climb insanely steep stairs to get to the theater. Once there, you enter double doors and then descend into the large theater. The rows of seating continue downward.
Anyhow... the place was packed and I couldn't find my group. The stairs were just as steep going down, so I said "forget it" and went to one of the top rows to sit down.

Just then, Diana raced past me, going down to the restrooms. My group was right there at the end of the row I was headed for.
I sat next to a young Myles and he whined that Diana had spilled the drink and popcorn they were sharing and now he didn't have any. But the popcorn container looked mostly full to me. I took a gulp of my soda and then gave it to the others to share.

I dreamed I was driving to Speedway with a pink pony on my lap. When it was time for me to get out of the car, I had to move her with great difficulty.
I thought about leaving the car running while I got a soda, but I quickly changed my mind.
When I got out of the car, I saw several JW's [Jehovah's Witnesses], but Gary stands out most in memory.

Oh yeah!!! In the theater dream, I was initially with adults in the Library. One of the guys wanted to show us a book. There were 2 guys and 2 girls so I assumed we were couples.
I searched the rows of books and found a Zombie book and was surprised it was the "Sex Book" (in the dream I remembered the name lol- the Kuma Sultra or something). We were looking for books by their numbers but the one I found wasn't the right one.
I then lied to a Librarian to get access to a back room.

We were now looking for a book written by a Tenney. But I walked in on some support group or something and quickly left.
The Librarian asked where I was going because I had originally told her I would help with some task. I apologized and told her I had lied because I'm trying to find a book.
She smiled and said it was okay. That she had won 101 hunts and after I lost today, it would be 102.

THAT's when we climbed the stairs which lead to the theater and the dream changed.

I dreamed a very young black hair were very frizzy hair insulted (to his mother) a teenaged white girl who was walking by.
The girl picked up a little of the insult but mostly just seemed confused. The mom chuckled but scolded the boy, telling him that's how fights and long standing feuds get started.

I also dreamed I drove to the Farm and Tiny (the cat) ran toward the car meowing. I was confused because Tiny lives at the Trailer.

And then I woke up... to Tiny meowing outside my door lol

TOOK A NAP

Dreamed about driving and looking for an Arby's. I kept seeing Arby's signs but when I got closer to them, the signs were for something else and I was getting angry lol

I had a City Builder dream. I've not had one of those in a long time.
My map was of a mostly frozen area with some oceans and large lakes.
But I kept restarting the map because the enemy colonies always got the jump on me and were on the verge of destroying me time and time again.
I couldn't figure out how they built their troops so quickly because I was still struggling with basic resources.

I love those dreams. It's like looking at a world map and then zooming in on areas to work on. You just think about what needs to be built then choose a place to put it. Then you think about what those buildings need to create. "You" aren't there at all.

Also had the Library/Bookstore dream, only the lady wasn't upset when I didn't show up for work.
I don't know why I've had versions of that dream for decades now. I've never worked in a library or bookstore lol.

I also had 2 FA's.
In one, I was just talking to my hubby.
In another, I looked at my computer and saw it was 2:00 and woke upset thinking I had slept too long

I dreamed of sex... sort of lol

I was going to have sex with a black man in a public restroom stall, but someone came into the restroom and interrupted our plans.
I was giddy in the dream.
I felt like our choice of location was disgusting, but I felt exhilarated because we were sneaking around.

I also dreamed something about a dying planet, space, wars, flying, driving, food. Can't piece it all together though.


I do recall one snippet in which the AC unit of the RV was leaking water on the carpet inside.
I also remember getting stuck in traffic and being concerned because some of the road was crumbling away.

I recall dreaming about the RV and stressfully navigating tight spots through road construction.

I recall a Hotel and telling the maid she could clean whatever it was that was on the wall and door, but we were still settling in so nothing else was needed.
She then said she had friends who could help her- implying she could get us unpacked and organised- but I told her it wasn't necessary.

I also recall being at a large school and offering a teacher my DSi to reward a student with some game time. Almost all of the kids were miserable. Some were in tears. She was suspicious about my motives but named one student.
Then I suddenly regretted my offer because it then occurred to me the kids could actually break my device lol

I napped in the car while my son was in Court.
I had a False Awakening of Ray [son] coming up behind the car and saying he was going to jail. But then he smiled and said he wasn't.

Later that evening, I had an absolutely epic dream but I fell back to sleep and forgot most of it.
I don't think *I* had an active roll in any of the dream.

I recall numbers. Not the #'s themselves, mind you lol. It was a string of several and at the end of the dream, a random female DC was mixing up the original digits to create new strings and she was complaining that she was finally running out of combinations.
She played those #'s somehow, at the horse track. She kept winning, only the money was then given to ppl who had been somehow hurt by a curse surrounding the original digit string.

Then I had an incredibly intense sex dream.
I complained to my hubby- a random DC- that he never touched me anymore.
I made a real issue out of it and he became angry. He then, almost violently, screwed me.
Afterward, he was tender and affectionate
There was a lot more to that dream, but I've forgotten it.

I also dreamed of roads; a new road being built over a steep hill; a stadium; a storm; water; a little girl; an ancient statue. But I don't recall the story/stories behind them or how it all fit together.

Bad dreams, mostly forgotten...
I recall slicing in half, in one swipe of a sword, 6 dogs. I noticed one dog in particular. It was a slender black dog with a long snout. I watched as it's body separated cleanly, yet gruesomely.
Another dog wasn't as fortunate. The sword didn't make it all the way through him and I struggled to finish the job and retrieve my weapon.
I don't recall why I killed them, but my heart was breaking for them.

In another dream, I was with Myles. I was showing him my secret closet/escape route. The safe was there as well.
I seem to recall water ways, canals or a "lazy river" (famous in Water Parks), but I've waited too long to record the dreams and I've forgotten the details.

And now I'm all caught up with my DJ

Dreamed I was driving "Big Red" [our Motor Coach], only she was a golden and cream color.
As I drove along, I became aware of stalled traffic. A cop car was in front of me, but a distance off.
I couldn't slow or stop Big Red, so I somehow ended up outside and directly beside the vehicle. I grabbed ahold of it, lol, and planted my feet against the road to slow it down. As we went along, I thrust out one of my arms to keep from side swiping another vehicle, but we still crashed into the police cruiser.
I saw his head whip, but he seemed okay.
Don't recall how the dream ended.

I also dreamed I was living in a Hotel but I was being kicked out. I could stay longer if I could come up with some money, but that seemed impossible.
I was highly anxious because the hotel room held all of my possessions- everything from clothes to computer.
I ended up coming up with the money just barely in time.

In yet another dream, I was in a building filled with people. A person of authority (a cop?) needed to talk to me, so we looked for a quieter area. We ended up finding a room, but the door was blocked with stuffed animals. He kept pushing them aside with his foot until he could close the door.
We sat at a table and our sexual attraction toward one another was unbearable, but we didn't act out on our feelings.
>>>He looked like the guy who works at Arby's (black man with green eyes). I ate there just a few hours before going to sleep.

I had a couple more dreams- one, a nightmare, but I've forgotten them.