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Guess who reached the fucking Army fitness test standards for running tonight!!! Dead on too. 2.4km in 14:00 and I hit it exact. Pretty fucking proud man! |
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- Think of some more goals[]
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I tried to make cauliflower alfredo this evening, based on rave reviews I've read, but it was nasty. Sad day. (I'm a cooking newbie, so that probably accounts for most of its suckiness. Lol.) |
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Can't get this anger and hatred out of my head. Just constantly having those conversations in my head where I tell her everything she did to hurt me and how terrible of a person she is. |
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Tommo, next time you find yourself stuck in those thought patterns, do some EFT. The same was happening to me, for the last couple months I'd be stuck awake at night with angsty, resentful thoughts about the people that attacked me earlier this year, and one night I just thought to do some quick EFT and a wave of relief washed over me and cleaned out all the bitterness. I haven't given two shits about it since, the trauma has not resurfaced. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
That feeling when you stand in line at the supermarket with one item and you look at the person in front of you who has an entire trolley full, and they quickly glance away. Is it seriously that hard to let someone else in front of you. |
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Ha! I'm the same. |
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There is this one girl...that's how all sad stories begin right?! |
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Thanks! I will get this stuff done I swear to God. |
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Grad. Was. AAWESOME |
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Goals
- Think of some more goals[]
It is storming like crazy today. I love my company's Work from Home policy. |
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Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. Love is the law, love under will.
Crazy, the weather is beautiful today here in north Holland! |
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Dreary/raining here, which is actually nice for sleeping. Speaking of... I need to be leaving for work in about 7.5 hours. And I need to get some sleep beforehand. I was only hoping to go in for 5-6-hour-shift and then get the fuck out, but looks like I'll be doing 10-11 hours. Again, that's a rant/rave. Sucks now, but I won't complain when I get the paycheck. |
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Huh, I'm just feeling like shit today. I've this feeling of emptiness disagreement with everything that surrounds me. It's sick not even knowing what it is and how to explain it. If I just had the guts to do everything I want, to take a bus or a plane just in this moment and go anywhere else. I need to find something, to find myself. There's something missing within me, or something I've not found yet. |
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I like destruction and reality, and one invariably leads to the other.
'Dreams are real while they last. Can we say more of life?'
'We die to remember what we live to forget'
Way to go Wishful and Athylus and lol about feeling like a knight. I feel that way at times too... like when I let people with just a couple of items cut ahead of me at the register |
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Glad to hear things are getting better Zhaylin! |
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It stands for Emotional Freedom Tapping. I'm trying to look up a proper tutorial, I suppose if you youtube EFT tutorials any of them will be effective but they attach a lot of gimmicky spiritualism to it. It's pretty straight forward, when you're stuck in a neural pattern, start tapping your scalp, your face between the eyes and cheeks, above the inner points of your eyebrow, below your nose, at the cusp of your bottom lips and chin, on the side of your hand below your pinky knuckle, etc. You can look up all the pressure points and I recommend being thorough but just give a basic, broad tapping around the area to ensure you've hit on the specific pressure point a couple times, it's pretty simple really. When I did my scalp, I used eight fingers and broadly tapped all over it because there are a lot of points along the scalp to activate. |
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Everything works out in the end, sometimes even badly.
I enjoy the look on their face when I have a cart full of groceries and they have only 1 or 2 items, and I don't let them pass ahead of me. lol, go to the 10 items or less, asshole. Not aimed at you dutchraptor, just in general. I've had a few actually ask if they can go before me, and each time I said no and didn't look away. I waited for the response, but no one ever says anything, they just stand there with a stupid look on their face. Dafuq outta here that shit. |
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Why is it that a quiet, reclusive guy like me who spends most of his time petting his cat and sleeping can't seem to catch a break?! |
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It's 80° warmer than it was and it's still freezing.... |
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What other people think of you is none of your business
For the past two weeks or so this old set of memories has come back to haunt me, no idea why. And it's not even like it's that important to me, at least not consciously, because it has been years. But it is really screwing with my sleep, last night I couldn't fall asleep until almost four am because I couldn't stop thinking about it. Maybe I should try this EFT thing, even though it sounds kind of hokey. Whatever works. |
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“Never forget that once upon a time, in an unguarded moment, you recognized yourself as a friend.”
Ya I absolutely love aldi. It's a great place, especially considering how high quality there food is. |
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Thanks Tommo |
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Holy shit, I am never drinking again. |
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