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Frag - stadium
Frag - HS friends (seth)
L chain - TAZ:BoB I'm fred/freddie (wrote this down in imaginary DJ along w pictures of windows)
over the course of 5-8 lds in a chain, i meet group of people in a smallow yellowish office with windows and curtains overlooking an orange/yellow sky, we talked about something serious (a conspiracy, a plot for revolution, a threat facing the world?), then woke. the next time i got lucid i was back but they were all about 50 years older, we talked about similar things and they told me i could join their org, wake. next lucid they're touring me around the facilities, in another i was in a large hallway talking to someone. i think i had a few groundhog day loops of some scenes, but i remember getting lucid every loop. a lot happened but in the end half of the org turned against me and half of them were woth me and we fought in a huge bluish grey sanctuary and eventually i extracted the relic (crystal circle/bracelet in a large wooden box with holes - can't look at it! will go into more detail on this dream later.
Frag - sex - part of LC?
L - walking in darkish (dim red sky) city, reach junk pile and start to fly, flying feels very fake , like I'm laying my body outstretched and the scene is just moving past me, so i flip over on my back flying and admire the beautiful view above me - the wooden slats coming apart and the junk in this under-bridge area and some train tracks - this gave me a literal and figurative perspective change - LDing is not always about doing things perfectly or achieving goals, but usually the best dreams, lucid or not, are when something amazing or simple but different is happening and you're a part of it, and it inspires childlike wonder in you
NL - i drew a pretty good (not amazing but probably better than i can do iwl - for some reason I'm a great artist in dreams) picture of a wizard/sorceress girl and was adjusting the mouth and coloring (f was there possibly?)
Frag - sneaking suspicion i had a dream about 9 backyard and enjoying the sunlight
NL - FA in wl 8 room, looking at videos on phone, get up several times in a groundhog day-like loop, look at myself in mirror (my torso looked ripped, but somewhat sagging?), i go downstairs (it's now 9) and consider going out the front door to talk to a dc (was semilucid but not fully there) but decide instead to sunbathe in the backyard, when i reach the kitchen i call out "who's there?" and my dad comes through a door that doesn't exist in his signature windbreaker and we talk for a second, wake up

Created Saturday 27 October 2018

Only got some minor things today. There's a lot of other dreams I've forgotten, one of which I suspected was an LD...

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Playing TF2 as the Demoman. I repeatedly tried to blow up a sentry nest, with no luck. Even once I did clear it, I left myself exposed. This prompted unfriendly responses from my own team.

Walking around town, I think? Warp. I was taking a shower in the large bathroom. I glance to the mirror, when I see my face suddenly blurring up. But, it was some unrelated thoughts of how I got there triggered lucidity. Donned only boxers, I float cross-legged towards the mirror. I then phased through it into a blurred void. Things collapsed shortly after.

I hope to connect with people who have had similar experiences here. I do not see the benefit of toying with ones dreams as it is being promoted on this forum. I believe lucid dreams are a window/doorway into an alternate reality that is connected to this reality.

The third lucid dream that cannot leave my memory happened very early in the morning of July 20, 1993. All of a sudden, I find myself standing in what appears to be a kitchen looking at a very large table with a man seated at it who is reading a bunch of papers strewn on it. I’m looking at this man straight on from the other side of the table but I’m standing a few steps back. Suddenly, an attractive woman with very long dark hair walks up to this man from his right, which he does not see, and raises a gun to his head then blows his brains out. I distinctly felt the emotion of horror when that happened then everything went gray. I opened my eyes to look at the clock and note the time, then went back to sleep. Later that day, it was all over the news that Vince Foster had committed suicide. As the reports came in about the time of his death, it was clear that I had witnessed his murder telepathically through the eyes of the woman who was there and saw the whole thing. I have told this to many people, but because everyone I told has a serious block in their conscious to suppress any notion that experiencing something like this is possible, it was like casting pearls before swine. I’ve also come to suspect that my first lucid dream of flying was experienced telepathically as well.

The second lucid dream I experienced that is forever with me happened in broad daylight while I was fully awake on Saturday afternoon, October 14, 1989. I was walking through the open lot of my work place when three of my co-workers approached me and asked me who I thought was going to win the baseball game on Tuesday. I was puzzled that they would ask this of me as I am not know to be a sports fan since it became an entertainment industry in the early ‘70s. Nonetheless, I pondered the question for a moment then replied “There is no game on Tuesday.” They of course looked at me like I was out of touch and insisted that there was indeed a game on Tuesday. So I looked deeper in my mind and I could see people in the infield and in the stands but the stadium was crumbling so they had to close it and there would be no game that day. This was so bizarre for me to grasp that I could only respond by saying “NO! There is no game on Tuesday!” And then we broke up and went about our jobs. For those of you who can recollect, that was the day of the devastating earthquake when the Giants were to play the Oakland A’s in game 3 of the World Series. That Wednesday, the guys at work looked at me in total disbelief! - Sure, this is the internet where anyone can spew anything they like, right?

The first begins with a dream of flying when I was young, around 7 years of age, but I can’t recall for sure. I’m pretty sure it was on a Saturday night but it could have been a Tuesday night. Whatever. I’ve lost that recollection. Anyway, I was suddenly flying, through no effort of my own, in a dream and I didn’t know how I was doing it. It was daytime and the colors were very real in every thing I was seeing. I then glanced up to my right and then to my left and saw I had wings similar to a hang glider but this was long before hang gliders were ever known about. It was a totally awesome feeling but I wasn’t in control of where I wanted to fly to. I was just along for the ride! I then experienced a sudden decent that I simply could not control and went head first into the trunk of a tree and at that moment, everything went black. I woke up in sheer wonder and fear. I’ve never had a dream that vivid ever! I do remember that it was two days later at school that out of nowhere, my teacher asked the class if anyone had a dream of flying! My dream was so beyond anything I had ever experienced so I did not respond to her question. As soon as she asked about it I knew something was very odd but I just didn’t know what it could be. Nothing was ever mentioned about dreaming of flying until my teen years from psychologists looking to tag and manipulate people with their concepts of reality. I have also never revealed this dream until this posting. Nor can I recollect ever having another dream of flying that vivid to this day.

I will begin my dream journal with 3 very vivid lucid dreams that will never leave my memory