A Dreamer's Dreams

Journal Entry non-lucid #14 Dream, Lucid Dream, non-dream (Comments)
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Dream fragment 1 from 8:40pm-2:12am" Most Powerful Man in World": This man had conflict with his friend. The man was said to be the most powerful person in the world. He had all sorts of power which I don't remember very clearly but I remember that he can transform at will and cut through dimensions. He used his power to get even with his friend I woke up but I didn't record it upon awakening.

Dream fragment 2 from 8:40pm-2:12am" Samuel L. Jackson chased by Police": I was looking out the window of my kitchen. I see this purple car speeding and cops were after it. He parked his car and changed the color to dark orange. I looked at the driver and it was Samuel L. Jackson from pulp fiction, he had the hair and everythingI got up and recorded what I could here

I read Stephan LaBerge's book. I wrote down notes furiously taking it as serious as a classroom. After writing to the amount I already read. I continued to read and highlight important information. After about 1:30 I ate food then meditated before going to sleep. I felt very feverish so I put the bed sheets all the way up and gave myself a little space to breath from. I kept saying, "next time I am dreaming I will realize I am dreaming and I kept imaging myself doing reality checks.

Dream fragment 3 from 4:34am-6:11am " A Quick Lucid Dream caused by suffocation": I was asking this man about dream yoga. Not just anybody though, he is a Tibetan and has been practicing Dream Yoga for a long time, his name or title is Geshe Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche. I found him on YouTube and watched some of his videos. So, I went and I asked him if he can give me tips about dream yoga or lucid dreaming he told me, "I know the 11th step to yoga". He looked very confused, as if he didn't know dream yoga. I started gasping for air and I asked him what is going on. He looked at me still confused. I realized I was dreaming and I tried to control my breathing, but I couldn't. I tried again and again, then I thought what if it was my waking body that is suffocating. so I decided to wake up . The bed sheet was on top of me and it completely covered me. I moved it and went back to sleep.

Dream fragment 4 from 4:34am-6:11am " True Nature of Reality (False Awakening #2)": I saw TO in my house. I told him about the short little lucid dream that I had but got ruined by the suffocation. He asked me in return, "what was your 1st dream?". I thought, "Why would he want to know that, does he want to know if he was in my dream or something". I tried to remember, but I couldn't. I took out my dream journal and it said that my first dream was about turning as large as the Earth. I thought "really?" but accepted it. He then told me that he was leaving. I remembered that it was Tuesday and remembered I don't have to go to class until later on. I asked if he wants some breakfast. He said no and offered me a ride. I looked outside and I saw 2 red dark wine colored cars parked next to each other.
I saw that the fence to my house was broken. I went over to pick it up and I tried to take it to my house. When I got there I realized there is a door already there. I turn back around my house changed and their is a fountain with statues, and it looked elegant. I jumped from my house door to the bottom of the stair case which led to the fountain and the statues. It was about a 15 ft jump up for a distance of 70 ft. Apparently the walk way to the statues and fountain connects our neighbors, and my neighbors never saw me before until today. I was jumping all over the place wrecking all the garden roses and flowers. I was running back and forth. I saw a dog as I zipped past it. The dog became very excited, so the owner pulled the collar. I though to myself it would be so cool if I had a bunch of dogs running with me, and I laughed at that thought. The dog got angry and bit me. I felt the pain on my hand but it didn't last long. As I was running away I told the guy if he let's his dog free I will kill the dog. Then I thought I could sue him for that. He put the dog in this garden metal thing that transports dirt. As we were walking this man said let the dog go. I became angry but explained the situation calmly to him. Then they calmed down the dog and let it free. It turned into some hippie hipster guy with shades on. He looked mad. I laughed and said that is not our guy. Then we looked for the dog and the dog was gone. So, I turned to see where the hipster went. It has now changed into my old middle school. I was told that I have a detention to serve, so I was looking for the room. I saw CT, and I asked him if he knows where the room is. A lot of people were passing by so he got distracted and told me no and left. I was thinking at this point what if this is a dream.
Then I woke up. I picked up the dream journal beside my bed and put on the light for it. I started writing my dreams down. I reflected on what happened and I was laughing. I was thinking to myself wow I nearly had a full lucid dream. I started hearing people walk around my house. It sounded like my cousin and her friends. She came to my door calling my name and asked me what I was doing in there I tried to ignore her and kept on writing my dream. She slipped through the door and I saw her. I remembered that the door is locked so she can't get in. With that realization, she popped right back out, I ran to the door and I opened it wide open. I yelled, "how did you just do that ?" She replied jokingly," oops phantom slip!" I said, "that is not good enough". I think I believed it because of quantum physics video I watched long time ago. It was explaining particles in term of a ball. It was something like if you bounce a ball on top of a table infinite times at some point it will pass through table. Then I did a reality check to make sure. I looked at my hands. IT FAILED. I didn't continue my normal routine R.C. though. I turned and the light in my room was now on. I go to get my dream journal. My dreams were now written on separate piece of paper. I thought this will take some time to copy over. My grandmother walks in to tell me she has food for me. My mother walks in to see my room. I looked around the room with suspicion, for I felt this weird oddity about the nature of my experience. I saw the elegant letter "A" in Tibetan on my wall just like I have in waking life. I also saw my vows right underneath that. I thought maybe that is what the Tibetans meant by when they say try to comprehend the true nature of reality. I thought maybe reality is just a dream and we are waiting to be awoken. when I said that I woke up immediately. I don't have a fence to my house or a fountain with statues. R.C still failing, but I only did one.

Reflection: I woke up with a thought and that is, "most people live life thinking that they are awake so they live life asleep, but the ones live life thinking that they are asleep live life awake."

Journal Entry non-lucid #9 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:I slept late, and I woke up at 4am. I read some of Stephan Labergs book and went to sleep about 6:00am. The first dream was fueled by emotion because I was angry that day. Again 2nd dream I have no idea where it is coming from. I get celebrity appearances for some reason. Of course false awakening because I do reality checks when I wake up. I don't know where the "sign" dream came from.

Dream fragment 1 from 11:00pm-4:00am" Racist Black Guy": I was in a classroom, and my old math teacher from Calc II was passing back grades. Everybody was happy about their grades, I was also. My math teacher walked to me and said something funny then left. We were just sitting there waiting for something to happen. This girl, teacher's assistant, from Chem 120 walked in and told us to get to a chair. We all sat on same table. I sat next to, TO, he got up and asked me if I can hold his seat for him. As soon as he got up this black guy steals the seat, and he says, " I ain't even about to give back to him". He looked like a basketball player, way taller than me. I got mad after he said that, and I told him to get up from the seat. He started backing out with the seat because it was a rolling chair. He got up and he said," For real! you ain't going to stick with your own kind?" I told him that it is not about color or race. He got mad and said," You dark ass n*gga". I looked at my skin color, and then his. I started laughing because he was darker than me, and I thought he was joking. I then told him, " I love him for that" (for the joke). Despite my change of attitude towards him, he didn't change, he was still angry. He murmured something before he went in a different class room that got me mad. I went to this wall, they had little advertisement nailed to the wall. I picked out the nail, it was about the size of my fingers. I put them in between my fingers. I was now very angry. I didn't do anything though because he went inside the classroom. I carried this negative energy when I went back into the classroom. I tried to find the movable chair for my friend, but he already was already sitting down. I then put the nails next to him and sat down. The teacher's assistant then kept blabbering about how I am going to get a bad grade in class if I do that again. She told me what do you do everyday? do you waste your time? I got up and I wanted to brag about my grades, but I reminded myself very briefly that showing off is not for me and success is defined by me.

Dream fragment 2 from 6:15am-8:11am" Mr. White's Hit list": I was at a gas station with Walter White from breaking bad. He wanted to kill this man because their was a hit on him. The man was heavily surrounded by private security guards. When we got their, me and a couple of other people convinced Mr. white to leave. It seemed at first that he would listen, but instead he became desperate and tried to run him over. The security guards immediately took him inside a building. After being a little shaken by the incident, he backed up the car and parked a block away. He wasn't deterred by failing. We wanted to leave. The man with the hit on his head tried to scramble to a car. While his security guards were rushing to get going this man shows up to the car and smashes the mans face with a piece of plank. His head was torn off. It looked gruesome because it was blood and stuff mean just gushing out, but it wasn't "accurate". In waking life the skull would have been fractured and stuff like that. Instead it was like he didn't have any bone on him. White wanted to make sure he was dead, he grabbed his gun and walked out the car. He walked very slowly and very calmly, while his face looks furious. The private security guards blame his and started opening fire on us.

Dream fragment 3 from 6:15am-8:11am " False awakening": I woke up from my dream and started writing my dream in my dream journal. My sister shows up and starts talking to me about something. I wasn't listening, but instead trying to remember my dream. Then I woke up.

Dream fragment 4 from 6:15am-8:11am " Sign": I was with my dad inside a car. I started having this nasty cough. I felt it to my bone. I told him I am going to need medicine. He advised me not to take any type of medicine. I was trying to get a very light cough medicine. We arrived at our house while I was asking him. The neighborhood looked very dark at first. It looked like sun was setting. People were running back and forth. I saw this sign outside of my house, on the side walk. I think it read "Here is proof for actual claim to this property" (I assume it was talking about the sidewalk). I then questioned why it would be there. I rationalized it by saying that my uncle must have put it there. I forgot that my uncle has moved out about a couple of months ago. I then tried to remove and realized that I wasn't strong enough and I went to my garage door. Incredible details in this dream, very clear, and I actually felt more connected to this dream.

Background: I am writing this because I read that you should always write something in your dream journal. Well I went to bed after a 15 min meditation. I felt good afterwards. I went to sleep like always, but this time I tried to remember my last thought. Normally when I do the incubation I fail because my mind goes all over the place and my last thought is not about lucid dreaming. I didn't remember my last thought though. I woke up and moved around unconsciously. I tried to remember my dream, but nothing came to me. I waited and waited still nothing so I went to bathroom. I didn't let that get to me, so I did a 10 min meditation. I tried to go to sleep, I didn't feel like sleeping. So, I left and started reading Stephan LaBerg's book. I became too excited to sleep, so I stayed up. (from 8:30pm-3:00am)

Journal Entry non-lucid #9 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated for 15 min and went to sleep around 9:40am. I did one reality check before meditation.

Dream fragment 1 from 9:40am-11:51am" A suspicious Reality Check": I was eating some cracker with some people in my room. I am very strict about my room so I was telling them not to leave any crumbs. I then left them. I was with my dad, I did a quick reality check. I looked at my hands. I tried to feel my surrounding and it felt like a dream. The reality check failed though. I looked at my dad suspiciously and I said, "I swear it should have worked". He looked at me odd so I didn't pursue my thoughts.

Dream fragment 2 from 9:40am-11:51am " Four Girls in the Boys' Locker Room": I walked into my old school locker room for P.E. I had half a doughnut with me. It was caramel and it tasted very good. This guy looked at it and he wanted some of it. I didn't want to share it because I felt hungry and ate it. I turned to go to my locker and I saw of friend of mine. He was bent over next to the bench and beside him on the floor was another guy. My friend was rocking back and forth, like a crazy person. I was like what is going on. I shook it off and when I was about to open locker he threw something at me. I said kind of irritated, "What's wrong with you?" He then made a joke about Africans. He said,"do you know what they do to conserve energy because they have no food, they don't even blink." I ignored him and was about to attend to my locker. Four Asian girls walk in the boys locker room, and no they were not hot what so ever. They were trying to take their cloths out of their locker and were speaking in some Asian language. I got mad and started mumbling things at them. They laughed and left. I looked at one of them and I remembered her face. I thought it was odd since I didn't see this classmate in a long time, I said,"Anna!?" The last girl turned around. Her face changed, I didn't recognize it though. She was now a hot brunette with glasses. I asked her,"were you in my middle school class?" I thought about the name, and told her the name. She responded with a no. I asked in suspicion, "Your name is Anna though?" she said yes. I took some time to think about the oddity of the coincidence.

Dream fragment 3 from 9:40am-11:51am " Chemical": I was looking for some chemical. I found it but this girl in a bikini wanted the chemical. She walks away with it and I followed her. I think I looked at something that she owned that said dream yoga. So, I said you don't know dream yoga. She then proceeded to go backwards and do some gymnastic thing. I didn't want her to spill the chemical so I didn't question the fact that what she did had nothing to do with dream yoga. She then jumped in the pool with the chemical. I told at first in a relaxed tone to come out because the chemical is spilling. I assumed the whole thing didn't come out because it was powder and sometimes powder can act like a solid when compacted together. I then started yelling at her to come out. She came out but left the chemical in the pool. She was just standing there expecting me to go get it. I looked at what I was wearing, which I never do it a dream. I had some cargo shorts and shoes on. I didn't want to go in the water so I grabbed a stick. The environment was drastically changing. At first a normal swimming pool then it changed into a more chaotic kind of like a swimming pool blended with a pond. Then it changed into a small river. This old man showed up and said you kids are too lazy to get a stick. He tried to get it with a stick. I got a bigger stick and tried to get the chemical which was surrounded by corals and ocean stuff.

Journal Entry non-lucid #10 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: During the day I practiced awareness. I would look around and observe my surrounding. One time I looked kind of towards the sun and I started putting my awareness towards the warmth on my skin and the pain in my eyes, which I think influenced my dream. I laughed at thought that the sun can give us both a wonderful and horrible experience at the same time.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:30pm-3:53am" I Felt the Warmth from Sun ": The dream started out very vague. I was in my room and I was battling with some agents. They were destroying stuff in my room like tissue papers, and other random stuff. It seemed like we were miniature, because there was room for helicopters in my room. After a while, they disappeared and the dream was starting to get clearer. I was talking to my cousin at first, she kept telling me a behavior, characteristics, that I have and don't seem to realize it. I forgot what she said though, but I remember we were arguing about it. I came back to my room and I see her sister, my other cousin and my sister just hanging in my room. I told them to move over. It was bright day light. My bed did seem a lot bigger in my dream and the windows did let in more sun light then it would. I laid there, and the ray of the sun made my eyes in pain, I felt it heating up my face and arms. I moved around to avoid the sun. My feet which are always cold touched some one warm. I felt the warmth and the heat transfer. I woke up after that but in waking life I felt cold and my feet were cold. Funny how a dream can imitate something that has nothing to do with waking life.

Journal Entry non-lucid #9 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I had multiple awaking and I was aware of waking up, thanks to a suggestion from strinky, and also from the tutorial about DEID. It was wonderful how many times we wake up and don't actually realize it, but my dream recall suffered a lot. I would wake up and forget. I would go back to sleep with the intent to stay aware but I end up sleeping.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:30pm-2:35am" Let's Smoke Weed ": A kid from my church wanted to smoke weed. I had like a handful. He came and took it. We were in my house and he came out through the front window. It was night time and I didn't know where he went, but I started preparing the weed for him for some reason.

Dream fragment 2 4am-6am "": Some store clerk gave me a 2 dollar quarter that was nearly the size of my hand. I was shocked by it but I didn't question it.

Dream fragment 3 4am-6am "": I was in some apartment complex and I was going up a building by climbing and climbing down. This felt more like a strong visualization because, I would feel my body in waking life and see the dream. I was partially in control, but I can't say "lucid" because I was not fully conscious of the dream itself. Well anyways I saw these nice colorful neon lights and I grabbed it and started throwing it. It felt like it was my conscious choice to throw it, but I didn't contemplate that it was a dream.

Journal Entry non-lucid #9 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
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Dream fragment 1 from 9:40pm-4:35am" Game Controller": I was walking in a narrow parking lot, and I saw my friend, EY, on grass. It was a peaceful environment, there was trees all over the place. There was this black guy, he had a game with him, so a lot of people surrounded him. He was trying to prove to church people that they can control waking life by a game. I was now around some of the church people I know. This one little kid was running around chasing all the others. He had something in his hand I don't what it was, but it was funny when he chased them with it. As I was laughing he started coming after me, I jolted out of there. He was catching up to me so I kicked him as I was running. I was now back at the park and they were controlling the church people like zombies. I asked the black guy how he feels about the game. He told me it's fun at first but after a while it sucks but it becomes addictive.

Dream fragment 2 9:40pm-4:35am " Cheers ": I was walking and these cheerleaders came in front of me and started cheer leading. They were barely dressed. They had these little outfits on, showing most of their boobs and butt. So I looked. My cousin saw that and she told one of the ratchet ones to go jump me. But for some reason they wanted to take a picture of me acting like I was dead.

Dream fragment 3 9:40pm-4:35am " Not a full time Job": I was with this guy, he kept telling me that he has a job to do. He was driving like a manic. When we got their he tells me we are going to rob a store. I asked him, "I thought you said you got a job?" he responds, "I never said it was a full time job". Then the cops showed up and arrested us.

Journal Entry non-lucid #8 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
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Dream fragment 1 from 9:20pm-1:30am" Dragon Ball Z": I was watching some sort of 80s show. It had its own theme song playing. The footage was all about mountains, rivers, basically nature. The show had had this weird robot man. His head was the only thing that was nearly human about him. His brain was just floating in his head. He was shooting laser out of his eyes. He was also levitating stuff. He told the other robots that they will show the true color of these primates.This dream pretty much sounds like dragon ball z.

Dream fragment 2 3:30am-5:45am " Neighbors ": I was with this celebrity and their was a monkey in the room. The room was my parents room. I was telling the celebrity that monkey like to throw poop at each other for fun. He didn't believe me. The little monkey started flinging little poop at us and one got on my hand. I had to rush to the bathroom. It was disgusting. I don't know why I told him that fact. If I said anything else instead of that, this wouldn't happen.

Dream fragment 3 1:30am-5:45am " Messenger that doesn't experience the message": I was at a school gathering and there was a lot of people there. I saw KA there, a girl I used to be friends with.I wanted to say hi to her but I didn't want it to be awkward since it has been nearly a year. I saw her looking at her hands, and looking at the environment so I went to her and I asked, "What are you doing?" She looked at me and said, "get out of my way, I am doing a reality check". She put a little face on this stickers that showed how many times she lucid dream. I looked at it and it showed that she had 3 LD a night. I was shocked. My sister pops out and says, "are you jealous?" I said, "Yes, I am jealous, I showed her about LD. She has out bested me. I work so hard and I am getting nowhere". I then humbly went to her and I asked, " could you please teach me what you learned about LD" She looked at me and looked away. I was angry, but mostly sad, and crushed. I walked away feeling humiliated. I thought to myself, "I am the messenger who doesn't get to experience the message". I sat down on this bench, and did a cheap reality check. I looked at my hands and didn't even count my fingers. This guy sits next to me and tells me to cheer up, girls are like that. He asked me if I wanted to help the school out? So, he takes me up a hill and gives me this can of spray. This black cloud came up and we sprayed the air around it. Little by little the cloud started becoming clearer. After we did that we went back down to the school. The whole place was destroyed. Even the paint on the walls were gone. It looked like mold. I actually never told her about lucid dreaming, but I did tell a whole lot of other people about LD. She showed up in my dream because I walked into her, but she didn't see me because she was starring at my cloth and I was in a hurry to go get my seat, because my class was full and if you don't have a seat it means you will have to stand.


Dream fragment 4 1:30am-5:45am" Ocean's 11 Hangout": I was on a truck. The truck driver drove us recklessly through the freeway. I guess we were inside of a car on top of the truck because I started driving a car as soon as I touched the freeway. I saw this wall, it was like an optical illusion. I can see my friend, JS, stuck inside there. I tried to drive my car into the illusion but didn't go through it. My friend EY, brought a truck so to speak that can drill through concrete. He drilled a nice hole in it, and left. When I went inside I saw the people from Ocean's 11 or a look alike. They were in hiding and were supposedly stuck in their for a couple of months. I completely forgot why I was down there in the first place. The door was still open and I forgot about it. I was amazed by the man made water fall in their cave or hideout. A child wondered in. I directed him back outside before they find out. I thought they might kill him. They were talking about how it is suspicious that they have a lot of coke bottles. They tried to rationalize it by saying it's ok nobody will suspect a thing because his dad's, my dad, dog would drink most of it. I didn't question the fact that I don't have a dog. That child I took outside told other little kids about Ocean's 11 hideout and they thought it would be funny to try and jump them. The kids rushed in with weapons and kept on hitting them. One of the men got knocked out. Then they subdued the kids. One man also stumbled in and I told the guy from oceans 11 to put him to sleep by doing them weird neck thing. He did the neck thing and the guy said oh I think I felt something. He urinated all over himself. I told him he's useless and I woke up sometime after.

Journal Entry non-lucid #7 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: Ever since school started, I had less time to sleep and more time to stress. I guess it is on sub-conscious level because I feel relaxed, but I can't remember most of my dreams. This was the only dream worthy of noting.

Dream fragment 1 from 4:30am-7:30am" Angry Dog ": I was with my dad and sister and we were heading into a house. We didn't know the house belonged to someone else, someone we didn't know. We casually walked inside and this dog started growling at my dad. I told my dad what ever he do, he shouldn't run. My dad started running and the dog instinctively came after him. I jumped right in front of the dog to distract him then I started running the opposite direction that my father ran. I told my dad to leave, and I also told my sister to leave. I picked up a chair and blocked the dog with it. The dog tried to run around it and I hit it very hard with the wooden chair. I did this until the owner came. The dog was badly injured and had a lot of cuts and blood coming out of him. We then hanged around the owner. We didn't know they had a dog. I guess my love for my family makes me vulnerable to emotions (which is good though). If the dog only came after me I think I would have handled it differently.

Journal Entry non-lucid #6 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I stressed myself with countless reality checks on Sunday, and was a little nervous about my school starting so my dream recall was very blurry and at first I didn't remember anything. I tried many times but it came back to me later on when I wasn't trying. From one detail I worked my way up or backwards. The 1st dream is influenced by a game GTA 5, I don't know about the second. The third, I had a conversation telling my sister not to go to parties.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:30pm-2:30am" Airport ": I was in some sort of airport.

Dream fragment 2 3:30am-5:55am " Neighbors ": I heard my neighbor's alarm going off, so I rush over to see if they were ok. It was broad day light but my neighbors are very old. They are probably both in their 80s and they both have medical problems. Before his wife left to a treatment home, he used to take care of his wife. The guy doesn't have any one to take care of him, his children are not there for him. His wife got diagnosed with some brain disease which I don't know in too much detail but I know that she cannot communicate like she used to, all her words would just come out as loud slurs. I think it also affected her memories. Well I just wanted to set the back story to why it was so emotional. When I ran to their door, I saw them coming behind me, with another women I didn't know. My neighbor's wife was in a wheel chair, in waking life she is not in a wheel chair. I then came to them in relief that they were ok. For some reason I just wanted to hug them. I didn't want to leave that random women out of it, and make her feel left out, so I casually hugged her since she was the closest to me. I then went to hug the mans wife and I looked at her eyes, she was full of joy and she had this sparkle in her eyes. I was also so happy that they were happy. She was a little chubby and didn't look exactly the way in waking world, she is very skinny and look as though she doesn't eat. Her husband on the other hand looked exactly the same. I don't remember hugging him, but I am pretty sure I did. Oh yeah their house was shining white.

Dream fragment 3 3:30am-5:55am " Zefrank and The Singing Animals": Zefrank was in my dream and we were talking about how newer generation of children don't think that they should care for others. Me and Zefrank were next to an ocean. Zefrank started singing about something and it turned into some sort of music video with animals singing. I don't remember the details.


Dream fragment 4 3:30am-5:55am" Family Gathering ": I was inside my house and my whole family came to visit. My house was however bigger than it is in waking life. My uncles were there. I went and greeted everybody except my cousin, LY. I only remember of her being annoying when she was younger so I didn't say hi. She did get older, but I assumed she was the same. Then I asked a guy from my church, where all these books came from and he said it belonged to him. I was amazed and jealous that he has access to a wide variety of books. It was all over the shelves as well.

Dream fragment 5 3:30am-5:55am" Block Party": I was at a block party. I told my sister that parties are useless and a waste of time. Of course she didn't listen to me. After seeing every one dancing and myself not, I said, "what doesn't make sense is that I am in a party". After hearing me question the reality my sister and cousin came to me and they said there is a motorcycle over and I should go play with it. I then went to the motorcycle. It was actually a one wheeler, and it looked very futuristic. I got on it and it could go pretty fast. I went about a block from the block party, but I couldn't control the motorcycle very well. It was slowing down on its own. I then tried to make it go fast yanked back the handle, pushed it forward, nothing. As it was slowing down this guy from the party jumps out and steals the bike from me. Not caring too much about it I let it go and did something else.

Journal Entry non-lucid #5 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
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Dream fragment 1 from 8:30pm-1:45am" 2 Split Realities ": I was a spectator in this dream as well. I saw a women talking about an opening for a movie. She looked high class and everybody dressed in suits, and dresses. The women talking about the movie didn't really know what she was talking about, so people tried to ignore her. The main actor, the father, from the movie Taken came out dressed like the 1600s, he said, "listen to thy queen..." while toasting to the crowd with a glass of wine. I saw everybody now dressed like him, but this was not the real perspective, this was the actors perspective. Then my dream showed me another perspective, the real one. He was overly drunk slurring as he talks, leaning on people, and trying to talk to ladies. A mistress in the party, who was in charge of some sort of high and powerful organization put a hit on Ice T, the police put him on their list.

Dream fragment 2 8:30am-1:45am " Friend gets Arrested": I was now with my friend that is a security guard, CN. He asked me if I wanted to join him on his job, I told him yeah and we left. He parked his car and we started having a conversation. I saw these cops pull over and drive off. We didn't think of it as weird since he was a security guard. Then he came back with backup and told him to come outside the car. I was confused, I know that their is a hit on Ice T, but why did they come after my friend. "He is darker than Ice T, he is not black, but he is certainly darker than him" I thought. I couldn't conclude that they are racist since they didn't arrest me. They looked at the back of the trunk, his car was a 4 door family car as well. They ripped off the back bumper. I had to pick it up and put it on the side walk. CT told me, they got nothing on me man don't worry.

Dream fragment 3 8:30pm-1:45am " No Judgment Here": I was waiting with my friend, LS, we were waiting for another friend, BN. He shows up with a child, about 8 years old. We didn't bother asking him if that was his child. All of a sudden a bunch of people showed up and kept asking him to join them, he said," could you guys wait for me I will be back ?". We all said yes, but I became impatient and left. This was because I had to pee in real life to do WBTB and I just couldn't hold it in dream. I left them and I walked away, I ended up in New York for some reason. It was snowing and I just started peeing all over the floor. It was so cold that my pee vaporized. I fell or something and laid on the floor peeing. I finished and got up, this Indian guy shows up and shoots me. I spawned back to life like a game. And shot him, he came back to life as well. I ran to this dark lighted area so that it reduces his accuracy. This train was passing by me. I acted like I got hit. He got on a freight and went to floor and tried to shoot me. I was laughing like a manic. He couldn't kill me. I missed him as well. He jumped to where I was at, and all of a sudden he is Russian, and he ran out of bullets. He asked me in panic how do you reload. I laughed again like a manic, and I grabbed my pistol, I was out of ammo as well. (I don't know how to reload in waking life, but I think it is all the games I played, I did the same sequencing. I just don't know what to call the parts to the gun, but I pulled it, put the ammo in from the bottom and cock it back). I then started shooting directly to his face, he didn't die though. I left him and went somewhere else, Jessica the hot redhead from True Blood apparently ordered female escorts or something, but she felt guilty. They came after my sister, trying to kill her. My sister shook them off her backs, and she was yelling at Jessica. I think my sister asked her why she ordered them, Jessica looked embarrassed and she said, "to have sex with them". I told her it's ok no judgment.

Got up tried to concentrate on my dream, neighbors were having a party and they were playing a loud and annoying song. I had to get up so details escaped me. I used the bathroom after writing down dream. Then I ate some food with my sister. Then read a book, and meditated afterwards for about 10 mins. I woke up and went back to bed a couple of times, while listening to Robert Monroe's hemi-sync.

Dream fragment 4 3am-6am" Dual Personality": I was in a Hollywood studio. This women was playing the part of a girl who had dual personality. After she finished I asked her sister if she had dual personality in real life, she told me yes. I left them because I thought they were crazy. I was now at my middle school. I was on the second floor and my sister was at the stairs and she was trying to fix her backpack. I waited for her. I saw L.J there with other old friends. I went down the stairs, my sister was trying to talk to me about something, but I ignored her. I saw an old friend that was very close to me and he told me that he is upset because I didn't see him or talk to him after we finished school.

Dream fragment 5 3am-6am" Racist White Man": I was in this orange low-rider, and I tried to customize it and they would let me because I was n at the right level. I saw a friend over there in a motorcycle trying to act cool with black shades. I was apparently on vato's territory (from a game). I then drove a way. They were trying to kill me. I saw these grove street gangsters trying to steal cars. I also saw this racist white man pulling a black guy by the afro. He was spewing racist comments. I was angry. When I became angry, I became the white man pulling his hair. I felt the hunger for power, and the satisfaction that he was getting from pulling his hair. To quench his hunger for power he had to hurt and demean others. When I became angry, I reflected the negative angry that he had, and by that reflection became him.

Dream fragment 6 3am-6am" Janitor is the killer": This guy was looking for the killer of his family and, that killer was someone that he knew closely. It was this janitor that he knew. The man had these ugly and un-cared for hair. He had this evil smile on his ugly wrinkled face. The guy though didn't want to believe it and kept saying that he saw the killers face as a child.

Dream fragment 7 3am-6am" Helicopter Fight": I was in this helicopter and it had machine guns. Me and this other guy were in a helicopter war. Shooting at another helicopter. We didn't kill each other, it was all just practice. Then we landed the helicopter and I told them don't worry about the helicopter I will pick it up later. This black guy that looked very familiar laughed at what I said. As we were walking I asked him if he was new to the place. The dream ended without a response.

Journal Entry non-lucid #4 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I went to sleep hungry for the first dream.
Dream fragment 1 from 8pm-11pm" Disturbing mediators ": I was entering a car race. The authorities at the race were doing background check to make sure that terrorists don't get in. Once we were allowed to come in, they gave us tanks. We had a sargent, and he told us that our mission was to defend a basket of cookies & milk. I didn't complain because I was hungry and I wanted those cookies and milk. All these people appeared and they had cookies and milk. They were from a meditation group. We came out of the tank, and greeted them. I was getting prepared to meditate, but the people that came as a meditation group disturbed everybody else; they played loud and obnoxious music, this horrid version of some dub-step. The girl in charge kept telling them to calm down but they didn't listen.

Dream fragment 2 11pm-3am" Eavesdropping Spider": The earliest memory I have was with me and my dad we were on top of a hill and this women was drunk. A successful women, drunk and belligerent. We didn't want her to do anything reckless and kept telling her not to drive drunk. Later on while we are walking. I found this piece of contraption, it was suppose to control everything in the world. My dad asked me if I could teach him how to work it, I told him I don't know yet and I will find out. There was this manikin and I commanded it by the machine to move back and forth, simple commands at first. Then I started making it dance. My dad said, "what is this? you made it too complicated. How can I learn that?" I kept telling him that he will not understand. I made couch, located in the middle of the street, levitate. I found a key inside of it and I gave it to my dad. My dad's face lit up with happiness. As he was celebrating a spider from the couch ran across my body, a big spider maybe about an inch long. The spider was covered with eyes and its legs were red. It didn't bit me, but it squirmed around me. I finally flicked it and it tried to run. Luckily, I trapped it in a bottle. It stuck it's eye out the bottle like those old unrealistic classical cartoon shows. After the incident with the spider, the environment changed into my house. My sister walked through the door and told me that she was going to see old church friends, and she asked me if I wanted to join her, I replied yes. She had an argument with my dad before we left though. I tried to break the ice by mentioning the eavesdropping spider, which had his little eye popping outside the bottle looking at us. They laughed and forgot about the incident. Me, my sister, and old friend, Big Am, were walking together. We met this random enthusiastic man, we walked with this man and met the couple from "Never Let me go" the guy from Amazing Spiderman worked on that movie. Well I said hi to the couple and we walked away with the enthusiastic man, he was so happy to see us that he introduced us to his wife. She was waiting in line at the post office. For some reason they gave out post office like movie tickets from a window and you wait outside. I said hi and quickly moved because a lot of people were waiting in line. This women asked me if I was in line I said no. She then started handing out grades like teachers do in school. I saw some old friends there and they were upset that they didn't do so well. I was now inside my room and Bt was in the room with me. I was talking about mathematics with her. I told her about the complexity and flexibility of mathematics, precisely Calculus II. she told me she knows. She said it used to be one step or two step to solve a problem, but now you have 5 steps to solve one simple problem. I told her about the class I am going to take Calculus III and how the teacher is a tricky old Asian guy. I made a joke that she didn't quite get I said, "he presents problems like Confucius, a riddle".

Journal Entry non-lucid #3 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: "A Boy and his dog" dream, was dreamed up because I watched a YouTube clip called "Don't hug me I am scared-time". The rest of the dreams I have no Idea where they come from. I am not a paramedic and I have no actual problem with people in waking life. To come to think of it I had some problems with people on GTA 5, I kept killing them they got mad and started calling me names.

Dream fragment 1 "Paramedics saves lucid dreamer": I was driving an emergency vehicle, as a paramedic. Me and my partner got a call for a job. As we were in a freeway we see another paramedic respondent. The other paramedic starts ramming our car. I was shocked at first thinking that we were going to help each other, but since they kept ramming, I started ramming back. We beat them to the spot. My grandmother was at the scene. We asked her where is the person that needs our assistance. She points us to the body, it was a child just laying there. They put a blanket on top of his head because they thought he died. I opened the blanket and said, "people should stop calling with false reports. He was just trying to have a lucid dream". I woke up upon realizing what I said.

Dream fragment 2 " Uninvited guest": I was at the school and I was hanging out with my friend, just for my own reference I will call him Ed. I started walking to him and I noticed all these people watching me. They looked pissed off, as if I did something to them. I was talking to Ed and I started speaking loud so that they could hear. I said, "Yeah remember that guy, I heard (this...and that)". Basically it was to intimidate them. If they knew that I knew a guy that was tougher and more "gangster" than them they would just leave us alone, since it was like 5 vs 2.

Dream fragment 3 "A Boy and His Dog": (I was a spectator in this dream, I am only watching what is happening.) This dog and this boy were together. The boy tells the dog that he is going to die. He takes the dog upon a mountain. The mountain was red from the flaming volcano inside of it. The boy picks up the dog and raises him up high. He tells the dog that this is good bye. He tells the dog you will be a mayan god. He looked at dogs eyes and said, "you will die and burn ". (I think he tossed him in volcano or something) the dog skin got incinerated, and i could see the tendons and meat on his face. It was pretty gory. Even though this happened to the dog, the dogs first and last words to the boy was "I still love you". The boy felt guilt for what he has done. He was now inside of his house. He was a dog or dog like (I don't remember exactly). A dog investigator showed up and started asking him all of these questions. The boy tried to act like he was doing some calculus problems. I really wanted the boy to get caught and pay for his crime, but I got zapped out of the house and was now spectating outside the house. I saw this old 1930s car pull up and here comes Harry Potter and the cast. The old man, the weird creepy guy, all of them were there. They were trying to get the blond creepy kid from Harry Potter, to commit crimes such as stealing cars. The old wizard said," I don't even know who's car that is?"and he started laughing.

Journal Entry non-lucid #2 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background:

Dream fragment 1 "Beautiful Sky": I was in the garage and I happen to look at the sky, the clouds was pink from the sunset, and so was the horizon. I told my mom to look up at the sky, we stood there before entering our house admiring the beauty. I looked at our neighbors house and it was in the middle of a lake. The lake was clean and there was some sort of large flower pedals around it. We went inside for some reason, and the living room was 60% of the house. " I said were do they eat? They have to have an underground place". We were now back inside our house, and my sister was doing my mom's hair. I found this cloth of my sister's friend that was worth $10,000. Then her friend shows up and complain about staying inside the house, since she has to wait for my sister.

Dream fragment 2 "Ice T, The Grinch": I was in an airplane, and these guys were trying to shoot up with their airplane. I kept trying to fly but couldn't. All of a sudden my airplane did some impossible aerodynamics and did a vertical take off. I then ended up to the extreme height that the airplane could go. I could now see the Earth and I wasn't far from leaving the atmosphere. I prayed to stay there longer. Down at the ground Ice T as the charterer from Law and Order, he was going to interrogate the women in charge at the airshow, but he ended up beating up a guy. He had other people hold him and Ice T would proceed to punch him in the stomach. Ice T had this weird and evil smile, he looked like the Grinch.

Dream fragment 3 "Adventures with Mike": I was in this room with mike from the show, Breaking Bad, some guy was talking to us about insurances. Mike was there, he had that same uninterested face. I thought he would be the reason why we would need insurance. After listening to the insurance guy Mike was about to do a hit on somebody. I was involved for some reason. The guards found out that he was in the building and they sounded the alarm. I started running to back of the building where only employs could enter. I ended up at a dead end. I looked at the wall and I saw it was made out of Styrofoam blocks and I moved them. I saw Mike standing still, and completely off guard. He stood still pretending to be a manikin. He realized it was me and told me to put the Styrofoam blocks in their place. They deflated like balloons and I couldn't put them back. He put on the outfit from Breaking Bad, the yellow plastic apron with the mask. I was dressed as a janitor pretending to clean up. The guards came and looked at me. One of them approached me. I was starting to get scared. He said to me, "hey you!" I replied in fear, "yes?". He said, "pick that mess over there". I was relieved, the only thing left to do was for mike to get rid of the chemist. He did the job with him, the guards left thinking that he wasn't there anymore. He mixed some harsh chemicals together and killed him. He disappeared, so I had to find my way out of the place. I ran outside and I saw these long grass that bent to the right, It was great, I went to the floor and crawled and crawled until I hit this solid object. I move the grass to see what it was. I saw this guards sitting 2 feet from me. He looked around in suspicion. It was ground control. The facility they were in was circular and had cameras all around it. The guards were on constant watch. We could hear the sirens going off in the background. I tried to be calm and keep crawling.

Dream fragment 4 "The Chase": Me and my sister went to this school and they asked us a lot of questions regarding the school. I didn't agree with what they were saying so I told them what was wrong with the school, and they didn't like it. I was driving and people were trying to steal my car. My car was wanted by some people. These helicopters flew by and started shooting bullets and rockets at my car. I was running away, but the streets changed to the hallway in my house, and the helicopter turned into beautiful girl. Of course I didn't see the change, but when the scene changed everything else changed in context of. I was still in the frightened feeling and was running for my life. She got me. And for some reason I tried to get her back she got on top of this thing. I told to be careful, as I was saying that she fell. I grabbed her and she looked at me with a long pause, just like Hollywood movies. I was then greeted by my cousin in the living room, she looked at me disappointed. The girl left to go get some bed sheets. The girl was suppose to be a friend of my sisters, but in waking life, I don't know her.

Dream fragment 5 "Cool Shirt bro" : I was walking in downtown. I saw some old friends from high school, I didn't want to go over there because I haven't talked to them in a while. Some of them were in the car, they were making jokes about each other back and forth. I came and said whats up to all of them. Even to this one guy that I do know from like centuries ago I said "man its been a long time", and his friend with all these tattoos that I didn't know. I then told them to take care and left. As I was walking, I thought why were they looking at my cloth. I looked at my cloth I had the faded up hoodie that I always wear to school, but the shirt was a picture of someone meditating. It was one of the Tibetan painting and it was vibrant in color. It looked pretty cool.

Journal Entry uncategorized #1 Dream,Lucid, Comments)
Background: I have no idea how this dream came to be.

Dream: I was in my room with a friend, from Calculus 2. He was telling me that I can control the objects in my room by turning and then imagining and looking back. I tried it, made some food appear (I think). I made other objects appear as well. I didn't think of this as odd for some reason. I looked at his eyes and one eye had a black line running through it. I turned and imagined it normal again, and it was. He asked me," what did you changed?" I said, "your eyes". He laughed and smiled. Then a thought of fear showed up, what if he was possessed by an evil spirit. I quickly recognized fear for what it is a thought and I let it go. Then for some reason I wanted to check if it was a dream or if it was the physical world. I looked at my hands it had 6 fingers on it an extra thumb on the other side of my hand. I said, "this is a dream". He looked at me smiling. I looked at the other hand and it was also odd. As I kept saying this is a dream to become in full control. The dream environment began shaking, my body began shaking, I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to wake up, so I told myself this dream is about to collapse and I can't move my body. I thought maybe if I let go of my lucidity, just maybe I will not wake up. So, I did, next thing I remembered was me in a different dream scene, still in my house though, and not aware . Well it wasn't that bad, but I wish that I didn't let go of it, but as in Buddhism attachment is the root to all suffering, so letting go should be good..

Journal Entry Non-Lucid #1 Dream, non-dream)

Background: I was having a conversation with my dad. I asked him if he has ever quieted his mind. He asked me, "what do I mean?" I said, "Have you ever went to a point in which you have less and less thoughts ? He then responded negatively, telling me that it wasn't good to do that kind of meditation and it's demonic. He told me about his "astral journey" and that it nearly made him crazy. I told him that whether or not the information came from a Buddhist monk, a scientist, or mystic's you have to analyze the information, not have a bias based on where it is coming from that is considered a fallacy. He didn't agree with me and I didn't agree with him about the astral part, but he did agree with me with the mindful meditation. He honestly made me scared about astral projection, but I that I wanted to do this more than anything else.

Date: 11/07/13
Time: 10:30 PM - 4:00 PM

Dream: So, in this dream, I was in my bed just sleeping. I then got out of my body and started to fly. It was night time and I saw the beautiful city lights. I then landed at a store, my father was there. It looked like day time by now. I said to him, "look I am astral projecting and it's not dangerous". He looked at me, and didn't say anything. I then went underground and flew back up to the sky.

Problems faced: Remembering dream, mostly because of stress (school).