+ on C Drive (to LH), speed change after the hiking trail, speed limit sign blue square shows 35, rocky cliffs on left so hard to climb, then climbing them with wife, clothing on trails, sleeping bags on hills, big rocky hump in middle so don't slide down, pick things up but realize this is not our stuff, piles of small child-sized skiis, in some sort of store with an archery set that is not "real" (has suction cups on it?) + sister & bro in law arrive for thanksgiving with no food, open the door and bro-in-law says immediately "shit", my (wife?) says "store out of pancakes?", because the store was out of pancakes they explain, I'm wondering at the fact that they didn't prepare food for dinner and relied on a store, at the table with deserts, talking about the mall/restaurants we had just visited and are now + collecting cabbage from salad shooters, "recuing" people from pool that empties and are trapped under tarps, they're OK and refuse help + there are slot car sets here running, there is a young woman who has desirable/old slot cars and has made a mail-order business, I'm impressed with her ingenuity, she has a huge pile of envelopes/packing with addresses written on them in green ink, they are quite large, she has filled them out in block letters, I clearly see the letters and I read the envelopes to see where they're going, most addresses seem to be in Canada. I wonder when she has the time to address all those envelopes. + on (bike?) going down urban trail/stairways, two young hot shot riders in front of me they make their way down a steep super muddy part, I get there ,they've done ahead and jumped into the water, one guy has left his white wheel and long (tape/chain?) behind, I try to call out to get their attention and eventually they look at me and I throw them the wheel into the water. The only way forwards out of this area is through the water, I have my bike with me and I suppose at least it will get all clean. I jump with bike down into the water it's about 6 feet deep or more I'm heading towards whole in the wall up ahead, I reach for the feeling of wetness in my clothes and don't really feel it, up ahead at the hole the water pulls me along it turns 90 degrees to the left and I can't fight the current so go with it, there's another hole up ahead I try to aim for it but the current is very strong again pulling me, there is a hole it exits and I go out but my bike doesn't fit through so I reach back and pull open the hole (concrete!?) wider and get it out? There are all sorts of people here and objects, we're gathering them up. I pick up a thing like a walker with a handle and an old woman picks it up too I say "it's mine!" she says "no, it's mine!" then I realize it is not mine and say "My apologies, mine looked similar" and I continue looking for my thing. I find / see a dress shoe heel with the word "Whisbe" written on it and I see a nail hole on it where it attaches to a shoe. I walk by a room / tent to the side and a group is decorating it, their faction has finally won control unexpectedly after a long time out of power, they are decorating it with their clan's ancient items and this will be their power center?
2 nights ago: + snowy star trek: kirk, spock, mccoy / buses roundabout, exploding car + half-visible man in restaurant [double take], leave, friends waiting for hours outside, sit at table, talk about selling old home, bad strategy one guy says, to buy back and sell it will take 8 times the investment, we used it to finance our move I say we doubled our money but nobody's interested + runescape/game overhead map, city routes, sea lanes, gold/ diamonds markers on the open sea on island where you're attacked, flyer advertising unique items in a harder area, hide it when sister comes by + packing up my things (laptop, duffle bag) on chairs on street so they won't be stolen + meet JW as new employee, he calls me I don't recognize him I hear him on phone and in "reality", he mentions "Wei" (from his old job) is now here too, he wants me to show him where the HR office is, it's quite a walk away, I think he can go himself, after all, I went myself, then I think I can drink a soda while we walk and agree, he says that Wei is from his wargaming club, I ask is that the one where people pound their fists into the table and yell. JW is asking about the company news (USENET) reader, I think who reads USENET any more? It's just for porn these days I think. A young girl from HR comes and mentions that the "vague" (?) software sucks. last night: fairly long night, memory overflow, detailed dreams, a bit fragmented. + in former PTL adult home, wife is away, I'll go get junk food? She returns too soon, same day + playing monopoly with TZ at a (party?) + in a toy store playing with a lego-like system? + I have an award, two pins on my lapel which I put in before entering into a competition, digging hole into electronics the woman will help + bus ride, guy yelling outside, bus moving fast I hop on and it swings around and stops at a stop + dark snowy road, baby crying, one car arrives and rear-ends another, they jump in to house, guy commands to go get stuff, in return for food he'll provide + guys have to give back things to the sitting woman: table, sculpture, etc.
earlier: + camping tent anchors -- will they hold in the ground around UL (boy scout) +(f, impression) in some place, preparing for bed like in a dorm room, group of people? later: + dice game, demonstration/magic failed, more dice inspection, dice inside of dice, rolling dice, finding the right dice that would give the right (low numbers) results, coloring the dice, etc. + in a room with old chairs, trying to get them to stand up but they're rickety and fall over, old couches + outside, I see a hot (naked?) girl up ahead, I have her on my laptop screen? I close the laptop screen so that others won't see. I'm sitting in a room next to a naked hot girl with spread legs on a couch, it's a combination of live scene/picture, I'm sitting in front of her and I wonder who took the picture, did I set up a selfie? It's like I was surprised and I'm trying to cover up my private bits by putting my pants in front of me. Then I'm outside again and see closeup of the face of a pretty girl wearing a thick application of bright pink lipstick, she has a luscious mouth. I'm looking at some girl up close and she leans her head back and I look up her nose and I see a long way and something bright is there, then her mouth is open and I see on the roof of her mouth a bright, reflecting air bubble.
early: + I'm dating my son's (S2) ex-girlfriend, L. We're very flirty and giggly together and very touchy. She's very petite and I pick her up and carry her (I think like S2 used to), I feel her weight but I can carry her easily, she laughs at this. We lie down in bed and kiss lightly. She needs to do her homework. She's lying on her back (we both are) and she sprawls her left leg over me, and I touch it with my left hand. My right arm is around her neck/head/shoulders, we're lying closely together. I ask her in a foreign language if my arm is bothering her. She answers in (English?) that yes it is because she has to read. + I have the job of completely cleaning out my ex-JrHs "girlfriend" KS's old house. I'm assembling a team to do it. We need to totally clean it and get it ready (for sale?). I have a plan in front of me on a piece of paper of multiple neighborhood houses that need to be cleaned, and how I'm going to rotate the cleaning women from house to house so that they do not encounter each other when they transition houses. Each woman will need to work on each house, doing their own phase's job. I'm wondering how I'm possibly going to get KS's house cleaned out (in one day?) when it takes 3 women working in phases to clean the other houses. + (3rd dream forgotten) DEILD alarm @ 5 hrs. Too loud. Fully woken. Massive insomnia, almost back to sleep several times but just couldn't make it. Too hungry/worried about stuff perhaps. Didn't make it back to sleep until about 9 hrs, slept until about 10:30 hours. + almost WILD. I see an image form and I realize that I'm seeing through my closed eyelids. I think I see something blue on the bed. Then son comes into our room IWL and I wake up, grr. + Walking past a group of girls that is gathering with a teacher, I'm looking at them but I walk on by to an area next to them. There is a climbing rope there and I wonder with my strength increases and weight loss if I can climb it now, I probably should be able to climb it easily I think. I imagine climbing it using my feet to hold and my arms to pull up. I reach for the rope and see that it is shortened, the base of the rope is about 6-7 feet above the ground. I reach up for the rope and start to pull myself up with my arms. I don't make it very far, it's pretty hard to make any progress at all, I feel in my arms and shoulders how hard it is to pull myself up. I see a basketball hoop with a net near my face to the side. + I'm swinging on a set of olympic rings. I'm holding an "L" position with ease. But the problem is that I'm drifting/swinging from left to right. I see I have a flat/athletic torso/abdomen with a bit of an "out-ye" belly button, I poke a finger in there briefly. I think if I drop and reform the L that I'll get a better score, I do that but now I start drifting/swinging too much from front to back as I hold the L position. +(f) view of a busy road during the Olympic games, cars are driving down some mountainous road to the athletic events. I see a river far below and I think that the water in the river is probably polluted. + recalled from a previous day (2-3 days ago): I'm playing on a tennis court, with a (female?) tennis player, I'm holding a racquetball racquet. Try as I might I can not get a ball past her, she always hits it back. I'm thinking about how I serve the ball.
early: +(f) train/crossing buildings approaching anticipating the train coming by +(f) sitting on bench outside (with wife?), hear sounds, get up, see rat walking behind wife, gross, it walks forwards, I grab something around its front and toss it over a the fence, it goes sailing spinning around, but is heavier than anticipated. Turns out it was a rabbit, and there is another rabbit in a patch of grass/bush at my feet and I think I should throw this one over the fence too since they are probably a pair. middle: +(f, impression) in an apartment building hallway, see someone up ahead? +(f) outside running with Sensei and his kids (near a swimming pool?) + witch vs. (witch + fighter), each is waiting for the other to attack first. If one prepares its magic for attack then the other witch will drain that magic power and use it against the first witch. Want to tell Sensei about this fight. I'm gathering invisible glowing green crystals under the tables, pencils and stationary store items all over the place, scribbling something out on a pen long BTS later: + girls in group walking around inside/outside house + team combat on a bridge. Funny rifles maneuvers (loading, cocking, firing, tossing the weapons over the side of the bridge for later retrieval?). The bullets we fire are tiny like BBs. We're storming the bridge but then a HUGE monster appears up ahead and the BBs are entirely ineffective and I bolt in retreat for the door. I go through it and we're faced with a giant orangutan at the bridge entrance. We're stuck! + more about these fighting teams. We need an organized plan for attacks. We're being broken into groups and given assignments, I'm not mentioned in the initial phase and assume I will be in the later stages of the attacks, I want to be put with my friend in a group. Internal strife in the group? Someone is going around and gathering up the magic attacks and storing them to show how dangerous they area?
super late to bed (2am), there were more dreams than this but forgotten +(f) some powerful person is going to cement his/her power base by offering goats as sex objects to the men in a region. There is a view of a goat lying on its back in the road with its legs spread (ew). +(f) sitting with some people, one is a woman, her face has fox-like features: pointy eyebrows and nose. She is naked(?). She has a lot of hair on her inner thighs but none on her genitals. She also has thick hair under her arms that pokes out the front. I note her face and think it's fairly unusual. + Outside in a gray half-lit environment, there is a large open ice skating rink to my right. I'm sitting on the ground. I see a girl skate across the rough ground from my left to the my right and enter on to the relatively smooth surface of the rink. I'm trying to scoot myself to get up to speed, still sitting on the ground. I'm using some sharp/wide elements (like wide stiff putty knives) in both hands to push off the ice and get up to speed. I drop one of these and cut my hand/finger along its edge, it's very sharp and razor thin on the edge. Coming back towards the rink I'm about to enter the rink and want to get up to speed of doing some front/back crossovers. Two (male) skaters are zooming by me and I need to slow down to let them go by, they're moving fast and are doing crossovers around the corner of their turns. I follow their progress, they proceed to my right down the long edge of the rink and turn and do a jump, just a single turn, I think not too impressive but still very smoothly done. I get on to the ice and want to get up to speed. + On AH near cousins' old place. I get into my (fairly old, beat-up [FALSE]) car, and I begin manipulating the controls [DAY RESIDUE of paying more attention while driving], the car creaks and the gears grind noisily but I start driving slowly. Then I'm backing up and I go by a driveway with a chest of drawers I recognize, hey, that's OUR chest of drawers! What's it doing there? There is a carton of slides (photographs) on top and I take a look and I see [imaginary] scenes from my family's and my youth. I see myself at music camp playing [TRUE] playing the saxophone [FALSE] in a group (it's also sax I think, actually a bit too small for alto and too large for soprano), and wonder if that was one of those fun "swap your instrument" activities. I'm in this location a while and trying to think if I can just grab my stuff and go. The current "owners" are also there. A guy rolls in to the room with his legs in an elaborate structure (some sort of training device?) and he opens it and stands up. A table is over-turned and I'm looking at how it's put together.
May LD goals: 3/20 so many dreaming experiences! Early ones mostly forgotten, just too tired to form and follow out a coherent night plan last night beyond habitual bed-time intention setting. + diving board, pool, jump, underwater breath + tortillas & chunk of left over cheese in bag, making lunch, save some for me + house, wife, annoyed, outside, door/handle/lock 2nd door, bright green garden/lawn, I mowed it, looking for praise, little creek crossing + party in the park (TVP [DREAM SIGN]), people in formal clothing seated at tables, ribbons across the yard marking off reserved sections, it's all reserved! I go to emcee table (guns are there?) I'm going to leave they want to force me (to stay?), I leave and they send goons after me, I go around pillars and cars/trucks to avoid them, I push a refrigerator along with me with door open to deflect their bullets. + walking along (waterfront) park, I notice the front row of benches (on my left) have been entirely re-done to beautiful stone benches (made from river stones), I circle around and enter an inner promenade where my son S2 is and he's doing something with water and he ends up squirting accidentally a few dark-skinned thugs nearby who don't leave but hover around the periphery, I say to son "come on let's go get away from these [thugs]", we walk to a different place which opens out on to a large open terrace at the bottom of some steps surrounded by lush green nature, a girl says this is a great spot and I agree, we'll set up here. There was lots more in the night but it's fallen away.
I tried "The Phase" DEILDs approach this night, didn't get me lucid but made me much more aware more quickly on every waking. +(f) climbing the tree at the LHS? Was interesting but pretty much gone + car, mom, dad, mazda, turns in to mustang, low windshield and seats (cut head off on windshield?) I wonder if I'll fit in the seat, put on my seat belt, (dad gets in the back seat?), powerful engine the mustang is barreling up S ave. "64 people died" in accidents on GPB, explosions in the distance + in the (trailer?) at the gang headquarters, punished members buried alive up to their necks and their heads used for target shooting, grenades, etc., I can see this happening outside to the right, the heads are jerking around as they're hit by bullets, and the grenades are landing far enough away to cause great pain but not kill the buried people. One of the guy's heads is covered on the back with what looks like wooden/tree mushrooms +(f) walking outside in snow? <my instrument>?, walking outside to another building and encounter a family of skunks, the immature ones + combo lock chain, outside, enter ,concert hall, AnMa playing electronic (oboe?) sounds like my instrument, he's rehearsing a concerto, his mother RoMa is sitting nearby among the orchestra's folding chairs. People come in talking during his practice performance and I repeatedly "SHHHH!!" them to be quiet. I'm wondering why the sound this thing is producing sounds like my instrument. AnMa is also holding a computer circuit board next to the thing he's playing. + We're prisoners, and I'm whispering in another prisoner's ear (I switch from the left to the right to avoid being heard) that I know a way out (from previous dream), the lock leads to a stairway over the strip mall, I look in the distance and see the strip mall, the stores and signs. We go for an escape I have my backpack and another bag, I drop them in a hallway and go back for more medical supplies, I grab these up in my hand and head back to the hallway: my backpack is GONE, it's been stolen, I'm really upset. I'm trying to get outside, there are several very slow moving old ladies in my way and I'm impatiently trying to get around them. I finally get out and climb up on to some sort of vehicle, like a train car, I'm thinking bout the acceleration mechanism on this car. I hear something about "PhD"s and climb up out on to the top of the train where people are sitting. There is a poll going on among the people on top there: should the train be driven by someone with a Masters, a PhD, or <some third option>.
May LD goals: 3/20 LDs achieved. No LDs, unfortunately, but very vivid experiences. bedtime (11:30pm-12am): 1 cap 50mcg Huperzine-A + 60mg ginko biloba, 1mg melatonin, 1 Opti-Men multivitamin (repeat of last Friday's supplement night) early: (recalled this while recording later dreams, probably from an earlier sleep cycle so little detail) + I'm on a bed in a room Spoiler for sexy content: kneeling (bottomless apparently) on the bedspread/sheet with knees spread. I rub my (ahem) on the sheet/spread back and forth and I get the thought [50% sure] that doing this will give me powers and summon (someone?). I then see two girls sitting a few feet away from the room and ask (mental control?) them to come to me. One of them does and we have sex (girl on top CG) for a bit and I climax? 3rd person by that point and no sensation that I recall a long sequence of vivid scenes: + in the fast food restaurant (ice maker, coffee cup close-up, walk through tables) + [vivid] see dad and his vivid curly red hair, he has too much hair, "looks, boys, that's where you get your curly hair from!" I'm puzzled because his hair is too long and he looks very young. The view of my dad's face/head/hair is stable and I'm looking at it/thinking about it for a minute or more. I see a table with a picture on it in a large room, it's a celebration for my dad, there's another table celebrating another elderly man, their pictures are each on a stand on each table, and one is labelled "75" and one "76", and I know my dad is older than this + On steep street, my sons are on bikes/3-wheeled scooters going down. I can't see how they're braking, and I look and see S1 is dragging his feet on the asphalt in order to slow down (he's wearing sandals), I then show him how to use the hand brake on the handelbar (but it makes the wheels lock up?) it doesn't work well. I then think about the new style of disk brakes for bicycles. At the bottom of the hill we keep going, then my kids go ahead and I go around a guy standing by his a car in order to meet up with them on the other side. [vivid] I am in a backyard of some house (daytime/light), there is an attractive girl there and we're sitting at a table under a large umbrella. We're going to have some white wine [DAY RESIDUE: I was browsing for some white wine at the store earlier in the day]. She complains that "but the cork is a red wine cork!" and I uncork the wine and closely inspect the wine cork. It is a bit like a champagne cork, flanged (wider) at the bottom and I think this confirms her assessment. I'm trying to read the label and get the impression that it is Californian famous but fairly mass-marked wine (Mondavi perhaps? "M" impression). The bottle is dark green, traditionally shaped. A (narrator? I read?) says that "this bottle/wine was produced in a facility that also processes cumin and cardamom" I see along the bottom rim of the bottle a light/sparse dusting of brown powder, I run a finger through this and taste it [no taste] and this confirms the statement. I pour us each a small (like a shotglass) of the wine, I give the larger glass to the girl as a gentlemanly gesture. I then wonder if she is going to toss it back in a single gulp. She does, and I do the same [no taste recalled.] Then she's eating something stringy that looks like noodles, and I'm thinking about saying "what you did produced a bitter taste in the back of your mouth" (like we were Frenching?). I think that it's pretty nasty to french kiss while eating stuff. The girl gets up and there's some other guy and they say s.l. "does he [some other guy?] know about [ejaculation?]" I'm inside the house now and the girl and the guy are there and some other guy and me [observing]. There is some sex-game going on, and it seems to replay a few times? Spoiler for sexy stuff, body fluids: It settles down and the scene plays forwards. The game is this: you can choose either a trunk or a cabinet to enter with the girl, who may be dressed I think, but you could undress her and have sex. One of the guys goes into a bed with the girl and gets on top and they start a vigorous missionary position under the blankets. The other guys (and me) approach and pull down the blankets to get a feel of the girl, who accomodates this, then there's ejaculate flying everywhere and I get a bunch of it. I run to the bathroom to wash it off. I have a few drops on my face and I'm wearing a blue dress shirt. I think I can even smell it. I notice my face in the mirror with a drop on my forehead and lean over the sink to wash it off. Then a really large pool of spooge that was on my left breast pocket area drips down off my shirt. I think even I wash this off it will leave a stain and the people at work will know what it is. <transition?> Spoiler for sexy stuff: Then I'm standing in a hallway of the house, and [summon?] a sex toy that turns into a girl in doggy position and I begin walking and humping the girl through the house. I enter a bathroom and then the view changes to the girl lying on a counter looking up at me while we continue intercourse. Then I'm sitting in a corner of a bedroom and pumping it with some (rubber?) sex toy and feel a climax building (or the need to pee?) and I hear noises within the house then I stop and cover up with my jacket, nobody comes in so I take the jacket away and continue a bit? Then I notice that there is a large, unmade bed on the other side of the room and think this must be JT and DT's bedroom, since the bed is unmade. Will they be coming back here? I don't see anybody but I get into the guest bed which is on the floor in front of me and then I notice that JT's head raises up from amongst the blankets on the other bed, he has salt and pepper greying black hair, and he has on earbuds which meant he didn't hear me earlier.
There were some longer cinematic dreams in the night. Seems like I was always waking from a dream. No recording during the night so recall's somewhat fragmented now. +(f) (outside, daylight) I see my father sitting in a group on a chair, and I notice my mother sitting with him and think that's odd because she died but spend no more time thinking about it. She looked really happy. + I'm climbing up some hallway that narrows down to a tiny space and I'm trying to find an opening to get through. I see an opening up and to my left and it appears to be a bedroom with young man. I climb up there and there is a whole world there, a garden, I'm walking around doing stuff, someone made a bong out of a <my musical instrument> and I'm looking at it and wondering if I can play it. At some point in this adventure I'm in a footrace with an Indian man. I feel my legs moving incredibly fast. Some short dozing dreams wrapped up the night: + I'm parking cars with my dad into my CH garage. I see a car in there spinning its wheels on oil on the slick concrete floor. We're packing about 3 cars into this (single car, now) + at the fight: I'm sitting sandwiched in between two huge beefy muscular guys in the audience at a boxing match. I say "man the thing about these events is that everybody who comes here is a fighter!" My arms are pushed up against my side, these guys feel as solid and unyielding as tree trunks. There's a big commotion in the ring and some guy is telling a story about how he trampolined off of the floor the ring and sailed through the air (into a throng of people?) This replays in my mind a few times. + standing outside with wife in some random place talking about our bank account & interest & taxes, I'm trying to prove that even with taxes we should invest in an interest-bearing account, some guy comes by and doubts my analysis.
2016-05-18 + college friend NI and the super-steep horseshoe-shaped street [steep street: DREAM SIGN]. I notice the street has been paved (and painted [striped?] pink?) + supermarket, "you have bad breath" [DAY RESIDUE, breath awareness] (test my breath, can't tell, think about how I got bad breath), cheese, small food samples, store is empty, back in room I find a mini-fridge full of cheese, my friend salvaged them from the store? Look through the cheese and find a pack of parmesan, look closer and it's a clear plastic package of pasta in a white sauce. +(f) listening in on a phone conversation (about me?) on a portable reciver +(f) making an appointment for my next language lesson, I'm trying to think of a good time, maybe I should just go now because I'm already here? + [vivid] standing at a railing with a girl looking down at super clear ocean water [DREAM SIGN], no fish, talking about how normally the water is murky green here ,but there is another place where it is clear like this. Girl dives in and there's a huge "barnacle" hole in the bottom, she goes down in to the inner hole at the bottom of the outer hole and startles the living barnacle thing which is large and it's feathery-branches pulls suddenly back into the hole trapping her, and I dive down in and pull her out. The captain of the area is upset with me and gives me the "cutting throat" gesture to tell the girl no more diving like that. I tell her that we can't do that any more. Then in murky water and watching friends swim by with colorful shoes? Out of the water there is a table of deserts, lots of chocolate covered caramels, caramels, reading descriptions that indicate the kind candies/desserts, I pick one up and a (Indian?) woman says "that's ghee" (butter) it's covered in chocolate/caramel I try a bit it is excellent. 2016-05-19 + bed, girl throwing covers on to me from the foot of the bed, making room for her on the bed, doll-sized girl cuddles up on my chest, I tell her "I love you so much!" (she responds: "you'd better" ?) + [current] work, images moving across screen I'm giving a demo, my managers point out a problem when the window moves that the image doesn't update properly, former manager says "you need to handle the ("BEEP"? something starting with B) messages now", I'm looking through the code and can't figure it out, then realize I didn't handle the BEEP message and so will have to modify the code to put that in also, later, walking in to my office "at work" [FALSE], heading for my desk. + at the LH, I'm inside but leave and re-enter through the main door, I think I may have to explain myself to the attendants at the desk that I was already inside, I also think they'll tell me that it is closing soon, they sort of glance at me and I look sideways at them as I walk by but they say nothing. I stop and there's a girl/woman standing there and I feel she's familiar, so I ask her "do I know you?" She says something about her son "Moe," and I'm trying to remember, something about high school? We start walking down the main stairway and we're close and almost touching it's fairly intimate and I feel an attraction to her, should I touch her? She's sliding down the railing while I'm on the stairs and at one point she sits dangerously over the railing above a long fall and I guess that since she works her she's had practice doing that. + son S1 (is screaming?) lying down, he has something coming out of his chest? I go for a closer look and see it is some alien parasitic thing in the shape of a "Y" with two pincher/things digging in to him there's a lot of blood, should I just pull it out of him? I notice several small baby "Y" alien things and I pluck/brush them off of him and take out the main big one and throw it to the side as well. I turn to the alien parasites and squish them under bricks and other things they make a crunching sound as I do so. One is trying to get away and hiding under a pile of things but I dig down in the pile and find it and also crush it.
+ in some kitchen with wife mixing some porridge in a large pot on the floor. The grains are spilling out on to the floor all around the pot. I scoop them up with my hands and put it back in the pot. I think people won't like this. So I try to scoop up only the part from the top which is not in contact with the floor + [vivid] I'm on GP Blvd at Av looking up the hill in between the big house on the left and the houses on the right. They're constructing a new driveway. It's pretty steep, I imagine they're doing a ridged concrete driveway so it won't be slippery. The house at the top (I look up and see it) will finally be able to drive up to the house. (I'm standing on the corner with my dad and putting on a raincoat?) [CH neighborhood, DREAM SIGN] + I'm in TV Park [CH neighborhood, DREAM SIGN], there's another guy there we're going to play basketball. We're trotting along towards the sloping road down to this level and I pass him the ball. He passes it back to me. I look at the low basket/hoop and see its net is torn + With a couple of people, I'm scooping up large piles of cooked pizza toppings, mostly crispy pepperoni, and piling it (back on the pizza?) in front of my friend. Some (relatives?) are there and I offer them some of the pepperoni but they decline + I'm walking next to some automated food production line. There is stuffed pizza oozing hot cheese there, and other things (eggs?) also stuffed with oozing cheese. I scoop up a droopy slice of the pizza and put it on my plate, while the food moves through the stages on the conveyor belts. + I'm riding in a car (back seat right side) with my aunt [mom's sister, deceased] (front seat right side, in front of me), uncle (driving), and my sister (to my left). I'm thinking about my mom, and planning what to say. I say "I think my mom had it/took it the hardest in the <her maiden name> family," they don't completely agree. + (long, details forgotten) I'm doing something in a group/team, I have a young boy with me, I leave, but then I want to return to that region, I go to the boy and implore him to send me an invitation so I can return.
May progress: 3 out of 20 goal LDs achieved + with some people (girls?), opening a package, inside is a miniature SLR camera zoom lens. It fits in the palm of your hand. I attach it to the camera and use it and take some pictures. (unstable?), flashes of images on a computer screen, naked girls? I'm leading some girls to the bed by the front door of the house [inside], I'm undressing and the girls are undressing, we're "preparing for the 'naughty'", I take off my shirt and socks and move the girl's socks around to the end of the bed, if anybody comes home and sees the clothing lying around they'll know what we were doing. medium-challenging BTS: made it back and got (one or two) DILDs. + sorting dirty laundry, "it's time to do it it's been a week", at a computer screen in the room, old large CRT monitor. Later I'm back in the room and it's flooded with water on the floor [DREAM SIGN], and I see that my white tuxedo shirt has been soaked in some red/pink liquid like cranberry juice. I pick it up and take it to the shower and hang it on the curtain rod to drain/drip into the bathtub + arrive with wife in our [former] minivan and park, it's some kind of western-themed area? Next thing I know it's night time: we must have fallen asleep! I say it will take a long time to get home from here, wife says it will be fast (because there's no traffic?) + LD#185 I'm walking up a fairly steep paved hill outside my wife is down below I get the feeling I can fly and turn to face down the hill and get a smile on my face and take a few quick steps and launch myself into the air and I'm lucid. At the bottom of the hill I bank to the left and go the female DC that was my wife but who is now headless/faceless. I try to recall some old crushes I want to summon. I think of one by name and then imagine her face and will it to appear on the DC body. I imagine KS's platinum blonde hair and facial features. I instead get a brunette with brown eyes whom I chose to believe is HS, K's sister. I kiss her and say how I always wanted to make out with her. Then we're having sex (CG) she's on top and people are watching probably lose lucidity after a bit and I'm trying to climax but wake up or transition. <transition> + I'm walking somewhere outside, and notice a girl up ahead, I'm instantly bold, I immediately drop everything I'm carrying in my arms right there and head right to her and will her to come to me, she does. I sit and bring her on my lap and undress her, thinking that is a bit of a waste of time, engage in sex (RCG), she disappears, I keep going myself, there is a crowd gathering and watching, I move to go to a bathroom to finish off, pass my kids who say "oh great dad's going to go play chess again" +(f) approaching some structure on a short-cut road with many switchbacks. I buy some (candy?) and enter, and I have to leave and re-enter? I see the main road and the short-cut road, there are cars moving on both of them. + (f) I see my sister, she has a short bowl-cut haircut of her blonde hair, there are two long areas on each side of her head that weren't cut and that reach down to her waist, I'm looking at that bowl-cut, it looks odd on her, there are "handles" on the long parts?
May LD goals: 2/20 LDs achieved. (in-dream thoughts, comments, questions) [waking thoughts, explanations, comments] +(f) snow battle in grade school? [long] + ask permission of captain to hang shirts to dry on floating collection of rafts, jump into the water + arrive home to CH to an open door, OMG I didn't close the door? Have we been robbed? Can't tell, go around looking for things, I go out to the street and see all our things arranged in the road and a truck loaded with some of our stuff starting to drive away. I attack the driver, we fight, I scream for the other people around to call 911, then I realize they're also bandits. I fight a bunch of them I'm running in circles in the street using the truck to dodge gun shots, I pull out my gun and I'm sure he'll shoot me before I'm ready but I get it loaded then I start shooting them one by one. +[very vivid] I have a super clear view of SF and the GG bridge. I'm looking at this and admiring the view. I'm explaining to someone that the single/straight road that is in front of us leading to SF is much longer than it looks. It looks like we can easily see all the cars on it all the way to SF (which we can see), but that it's actually about 20 miles long. Then I'm flying over the bridge and there's some (vagabond?) there whom I want to avoid +(f) [some long dream] ... then I'm in a group of young people, a girl is talking about "Gwen" [?] and I nod and thump my chest with my right hand to indicate that yes, she is my girlfriend. (Wait. Gwen? Ginny? What's her name? Starts with G....[girls name starting with G: DREAM SIGN] alarm, wake, doze, BTS + I'm in former adult home, JH (older sister of neighborhood childhood crush KH) is on her way to the local community college and we're (with my wife?) talking about her schedule how long it will take to get her there, (her test?). I go to JH who is sitting in the front hallway with her back against the wall and her face lifted up with her mouth open, I lean over and kiss her, this is supposed to help her figure out her schedule. "Should I do that again?" JH indicates yes. I kiss her several more times and caress her right cheek and jaw with my left hand while I'm kissing her.
May goals: 2/20 LDs Got a bit sick of the low recall phase so decided to jolt the system with some bedtime supplements: 1 capsule of a Huperzine-A and ginko biloba combo, 1mg melatonin, and 1 Opti-Men multivitamin (my semi-regular bed-time and morning supplement). Somewhere around 5-6 hours, this amazing sequence started: + on phone with (home buyer?) talking about "my neighborhood" how we love to walk there and its still centrally located, really loud jack-hammer sounds it's from the elevated train tracks they're building, that will take years so the noise will last a long time, walking through "management entrance" to home, wife is drying our old dog "L" from after a bath The helmet guy: his racquetball locker with rqb racquest and his helmets. He wears helmets for everything because he's so extreme he'll launch himself head-first into walls in order to make the point. Outside on a driveway he dives head-first onto the ground? He gives a public service announcement about the proper use of helmets: if it gets cracked, don't use it, because it's not good any more. On that driveway I notice a bar about waist-high on the left side, and I go there to do some "low" pull-ups. While I'm there I hear family friend PZ whom I've apparently married (?) talking with a friend at the front door of the house, even through they're about 20 feet away I hear the conversation clearly. PZ is talking about me and our (apparently unsuccessful) sex life together, "I even let him use (porn?), and still he doesn't (want to have sex?)". I think this is an embarassing conversation. Then I'm walking through PZ's house. It's a mess. Piles of dishes are everywhere. I think while I'm (living here?) I should help out, so I think I'll do some dishes. I see PZ briefly walk by, carrying her daughter TZ who's toddler-age in the dream. I notice and think that PZ has amazingly beautiful brown eyes. TZ I just get a quick glimpse of, she has a short bowl-haircut. I'm stepping around all sorts of home-craft stuffed (sock?) cat-toys, they're everywhere on the ground. Each one of them as a sort of hat pulled down over its face, I lift some up to see the face?. PZ made them all as a craft project for TZ. I'm outside, there is a concert (in an amphitheater?), there are some (commercial?) sponsors on the steps trying to modify the tempo that the orchestra is playing by waving his arms. The music is amazingly beautiful [don't recall the tune]. It is night and I'm lying there with 2 male friends listening to the concert, and I notice the beautiful night sky. I'm really excited about this and keep pointing up to the stars, "Look! Look!" I yell at my friends, they're not so into it. Then down in front of us a kid starts crying, and one of the friends throws some small object like a stone to quiet him down. I'm holding a camera in my hand with a small microphone boom, and I say "that could be your darling child," thinking throwing stuff isn't going to help. Then I have a visualization of a piece of 8x11 paper with about 10-20 boxes drawn onto it and the name of some prescription ADHD medication like "Yanax" filled in to the box. My friends are prescribing a schedule of treatment for the crying kid on this paper. I curse the stupid organizers of the concert for having such bright lights [this may have been the morning sun hitting my face IWL, timing is about right] that prevent us from seeing a clear view of the beautiful night sky. I wish they'd turn off those lights. And in a few seconds the lights go off! "Thank God!" I exclaim and I take the camera and point it at the starts and take a few pictures. I notice something else: with the lights off, I can now see clearly into a hot girl's (bedroom?) across the street. Her room is a little-bit lit and now that it's dark where we are it's easy to see her inside. She seems mostly naked and I'm trying to make out the "good bits" but don't see any. She's frolicking around her room. Then she has a girl friend with her who looks like her also almost naked and they're wrestling around. Then I see a 3rd girl friend who's kind of chunky who's just lying on the floor with her butt facing the window. Then the 3 girls are lying on the grass to my left about 15 feet away next to each other. Spoiler for sexy time with some fairly bizarre gender-bending going on: It seems the middle girl is actually "P", the clarinet player from HS band who was sort of nerdy but had a smoking hot body and great boobs. She's topless with panties on, and is reaching down and rubbing and flexing her vulva through the panties, I catch a glimpse of that marvelous wrack on her. Then her panties are gone and lo and behold it seems she's a she-male with a very thick fairly large (ahem). The cute girl friend on the right then leans over the middle he/she matter-of-factly like it was nothing odd, and she starts fellating the he-she. She's really good at it and is making slurping sounds and taking all that really thick member and bobbing up and down juicily on it. I make my way over to them and am really excited. I come up to the one on the right and grab one of the boobs of the he-she and one of the cute girl on the right. I ask the girl on the right, "Can I worship you?". She sort of says "no" but I ignore this. I say to them "Suck each other's (ahem)s like you were just doing!" My bubble sort of bursts at this point as I get a closer look at them: they have patches of short thick black whiskers all over their bodies like men. They're faces are looking more manly by the second including the same patches of short black thick whiskers. The one on the left doesn't even have girl boobs and in fact looks entirely male. In fact they all look male except with "man boobs", and now are sort of he-females [what's the opposite of she-males?]: male upper body but with vaginas. It seems I'm goosing man-boobs now, and I wake up. WBTB kind of hard to get back to sleep, very active mind. I find the discipline to do relaxation techniques and fall asleep again. + there is a girl who's boyfriend is abusing her. I come up to her and kiss her face, eyebrows, cheeck, lips (some pulling), I tell her "I want to help you." She says "you should get out of here because if the cops come and see you with a beat-up girl they'll arrest you." Spoiler for slightly sexy time: I get up and move in between her legs (she's wearing full-length stockings) and wonder if she'll mind me doing this as I move closer to her <transition> + LD #184 I'm in an outdoor courtyard. There are groups of of people moving around. A petite blonde cute girl in a black top catches my attention as she walks across my vision from left to right to talk to a group there. Spoiler for sexy time: It gets confusing as I think that I'm imagining walking up to her and grabbing her boobs. But I can't tell if I'm imagining it or actually doing it, and if I'm doing it then I may get in trouble, I think her friends might tell me to leave her alone? But then I think, if I'm imagining it, I might as well imagine getting a BJ. So now she's leaning over in front of my zipper and I look down and see that I've neglected to whip it out, so I decide I should materialize my (ahem), and it appears and suddenfly the entire scene comes into super sharp focus and I'm lucid. It is a more-real-than-real visual situation [which I haven't seen in quite a while, amazing!]. I see the girl's face shining in the sun, super high resolution, I can even see the pores in her skin. Also, my (ahem) is super high resolution! [haha]. She is still leaning over in front of me and through momentum of my actions I just keep going with the BJ plan. She has a sort of wry smile on her face. I tell her "Well, get down to business!" and she does. She makes a single down/up stroke with her mouth which feels amazing, 30 more seconds of this and it's a lucid-gasm for sure. I'm thinking a bit about stabilization, and the dream fades. + I'm walking my little baby boy, each of his hands in mine. We walk by a mother with her girl and my boy puts his hand in the girl's mouth. The mother asks me "are his hands clean?" I look at her like "it's a baby, what do you think?" and she says "Oh, his hands are probably yours" meaning she understands they're dirty. I tell my baby "you can't go sticking your hands in girls mouths!" I lay the baby down on its back and it is now sort of a super weird small cyclops baby thing with a single eye but I don't really notice this or care. I start tickling it and it starts almost convulsing from the sensation, the skin around its one eye crinkles up and the eye bulges out of its face, I keep on doing this because I want to make it smile.
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