+ a semi-lucid moment I'm (lying in bed?) and there is a bright rectangular parallelapiped hovering just over our heads emitting light with some words written on it I think if I can focus on it (I'll get lucid?) + receiving mail at home with wife, pack of (first aid kit?), pack of glittery clothes, wife tries on some of these which turn out to be skirt outfits, I notice how thin she looks + riding my CB250 with a group. driving in car fast missing exists barely time to read signs, screech to a stop and back up to take exit, come to a stop at a stop sign dragging my hands, hold up my fingers show wearing no gloves, head up hill riding CB250 not going fast other friends (walking/biking) are faster I say "yeah it's not fast" +(f) something with parents in CH neighborhood + MR? and other guy sitting at CH? dining room table selecting a FRPG to play, I see a tag "runescape" on their stacks of index cards. They're selecting a character class they want to play, the guy closer to me is thinking about "cleric/monk warrior" + the Russian speaking guy rude driver who blasts through traffic almost hitting me and almost hitting a pedestrian, people run after him and he gets out I'm trying to figure out what language he speaks it's seemingly Russian another guy speaks it better than I do + (f) the path to the highway has changed, there is detour now, and there is a boat show/boat parking lot there now as I drive by on the right + in a gym I'm using a step-into apparatus right next to some hot girls on the left and right of me I get a close up view of them. The gym manager is talking to a bunch of us saying yes we need to bring our own dice. I say I remember [FALSE MEMORY] seeing them in a package around here just before, a long narrow container, I go looking and start seeing containers and open them up but they're empty. I keep looking and start seeing 6-sided dice on the floor in a corner I go to pick them up then look under a wall/cabinet and see lots more dice including colorful/transparent + (f) (trapping the Hulk in a field of green, yellow, and purple?) "I can't breathe through the purple", I feel my body breathing but I can't exhale any air out of my mouth through the purple, the other colors are OK + driving in nature look down a hill to the left and see BiGa playing his oboe outdoors, I say to the group in the car (there is another oboe player in the front seat, I"m in the back) that he's really busy, always playing and going after gigs like this, the driver is a band director and is talking about a new form of <my instrument>, it has a funny "low B" setup. He says it's going to be a challenge getting a "high C" out of it. Since I consider myself the best player I get out my instrument and hurry to be the first to play a high C, I am a bit unsure which thumb key to use, the high C or the high D key?
0:45 bedtime 2:00 still awake, take 2mg melatonin + (f, vague, impression) football? + read address outside home (3615), happy that now I finally have the address of my old school BF, I try to read address again and it is fuzzy I cannot see any digits. Closeup of some meat dish cooking in a brown sauce. I'm looking at it for some while. Some part of this is from McDonald's and I'm surprised because my friend is a gourmet. +(f) with a guy in a garage looking at toys/games/objects? + baby, laugh/tickle, dogs nuzzle faces unknown pug and old dog L (CH kitchen?), rash on baby, I get rash on hands, to go mirror, friend in the way, "I'm waiting for the sink!" he has cross/chains in hand?, look in mirror, face wrong/puffy, upset that nobody told me I had a puffy face, my eyes are too squinted/closed, I try to pry them open back to regular shape [DAY RESIDUE, mirror dream yoga exercise] wake, can't believe I missed the mirror scenario, BTS + LD#190 mirror [first LD from mirror check!]. I'm walking quickly through a garage heading for the door to the kitchen, I do a sudden double-take (I walked by a mirror?), stop and look at my face in a mirror with my left hand grasping the door frame into the kitchen, see my face is like the previous dream (wrong face/puffy), and get lucid. I walk into the kitchen, there's a girl there. I do a short pat-down lucid ritual, then I immediately hold out my hand to blast her with lightning (yay!). At first nothing comes out but then some tendrils/tube of energy forms from my hand running towards her. She sends a blast back at me (?) and they meet in the middle (?). Another girl and an older woman enter the kitchen, I try to ignore them. I then approach the woman/girl, getting a quick kiss from the first girl as I walk by her. Then I'm trying to rip the clothes off one of the girls with TK with my "be naked" gesture. It doesn't work, I try it repeatedly. The original girl is naked then and I approach and the dream fades + couch, blankets, construction, folding and unfolding couch, talking about it + I'm walking through the lobby of some hotel heading for an upper floor. There are various female clerks behind counters. I'm heading for the stairs, then "remember" [FALSE] that there are elevators around a corner through a hallway. I head to there but the walls of the corridor narrow to about 1/2 a person's width [DREAM SIGN], I can't get through so return. I'm looking for another elevator when a female staff member says I do not have access? + hot MILF doubletake (boobs), cloth/rope ladder (will it take my weight?) to 2nd floor of shop, stuck on ladder, stuck getting out finally claw my way out with help of (hot MILF?)
Updated 06-23-2016 at 10:24 AM by 65364
2mg melatonin at bedtime (midnight-ish), thoughts/worries won't quiet down about 4-5 hours: + I'm DO flying around outside a multistory parking garage (3-4 stories). I'm explaining to a companion how another one is better, this one has the inconvenient quality of that large cubic protrusion on the upper corner. And there isn't that tree like the one on the top of that protrusion. That tree is evil: it has tentacles (snakes?) instead of branches and is very dangerous. I'm walking on the ground away from the structure and I call back and taunt the tree and say after I recharge my energy I will fly back and defeat it. Immediately I see a man coming towards me (from the sky?), an emmisary of the tree? He is aggressive and coming to fight. I'm not ready and I retreat into a parking garage. I get on to a long rope/rubber band hanging from the ceiling and start swinging back and forth, so does the guy. I'm trying to avoid running in to him. I say that I need to recharge my energy, and ask if he could come back later (haha)? Then we're on foot and I'm walking away from the garage outside in sunlight, and we're bumping in to each other, taking some swings and I'm pushing him back. I don't want to be seen hitting him. Then I manage to get him seated in a wheelchair and I'm pushing him. He's trying to reach up behind and grab me. I taunt him "stop acting like a crayfish!". We're at some fish farm. A narrator is talking about a variety of blue fish that is sad/sick, and is not swimming properly. Some kids are sad about this and their mother/parents is trying to cheer them up. A guy (fish farm manager?) is talking about the "dog fish", it is a larger rounder fish with big fins. The fins got stuck in some vent. Then he says the fish died. Up for a quick pee, BTS, have to use relaxation. Some lucid intention setting first. later, many scenes, final waking about 10 hours: +(f) in the diving pool/board, a girl is diving + driving on the road, I'm turning around at a stop light, letting another car go, then returning "Home", which is N&A's house, A is coming out from the garage and I'm going in, the door closes but I manage to get in under the lower part of the door which is all a flap + (vague) I'm approaching some girls and kissing them. I'm careful not to kiss too long so I don't wake up. I kiss a few different girls(?), each kiss is a couple of seconds +(f) I'm in bed with my wife. There are a few words spelled out in the wrinkles of the sheets next to us +(f) sweeping the floor in an indoor (class) room +(f) I'm using a laptop/tablet with an odd-shaped screen and the hinges are noisy, like they're filled with sand +(f) in a room with lots of electronic scopes and eqiupment
+ swarms of snakes in (hotel) room on bed, leave room, re-enter, look for them, find them in bundles in the corners of the room and under desks, one bites me + submerged in the "murky", small pool, get out, open up the cover. Doesn't seem all that murky to me. + S2 with super weird eyes, go down stairs, kids (S1) in bed with (my parents?), I hide under sheet beyond foot of bed and someone (wife?) walks by me and stumbles over me + girl in bathroom short haired blonde says something (in German?) to me, I say "what!?" but she leaves I'm lying horizontally across multiple sinks and shampooing my very long hair. Get up, dry my privates beneath towel, to go to sauna and girl gets in front of me into sauna area but it's under construction, I'm confused about where I am and where things are that should be here 7-8 hrs waking BTS + S2 can't find lego, in the room with the super loud A/C, it must be here, there are large brick-sized pieces of colorful lego and I tell him he should use those to build with, he wants to find the "swamp-colored" sheet/poncho where there were big boxes of legos find the switch in the wall to turn off A/C, it's a rough hole in the drywall. I tell someone else about the swamp/camo-colored poncho later. + outside with French teens near bus, run to building, fly to 2nd floor balcony I'm racing against an opponent to the 2nd floor I'll surely win, but aim low and have trouble pulling up to the balcony he wins, I'm inside and invent a flying game with ball fly towards floor really see it and play around. Later I see a hand puppet with adult writing on it and coloring on it and try to read it and the mother who wrote it comes by Outside on the street, a large truck comes by and all the kids race towards it, I try to scream "get back!" but can't speak, I motion with my arms not to get too close but they swarm the back of the truck as it approaches the sidewalk from the yard backwards. Someone runs for an athletic move up over the back of someone else out on the street. Inside the room, I say to others, "can you imagine what would happen if you tried going over the back on the president of the US?" I imagine you'd be swarmed by secret service agents. Then Obama is there doing something goofy, climbing on someone's back, he gets down and straightens his golf shirt and walks away from me, heading outside. I think he's a goofy scrawny pencil-necked geek. + wife almost steps on "the baby" lying in between sharp coral rocks, I pick it up and wonder what to do with it + the (detective?) called on his phone for a drink by buddy, but he's been drinking already (cheap bourbon, some vodka, something else). I'm bodily there but just observe, then tell the story to a fairly attractive young asian woman who's sitting with a different group to the side of the same room +(f) I see an outdoor covered pathway. It is either covered from the rain, or is covered by a sheet of running water. I try to make out the faces of the people beneath the water. + outdoors the board of the company is killed by explosives, the large board table with the board members fly hundreds of feet up into the sky and turn upside down and fall to the ground. Those sitting in the gallery to the side move forwards and are unharmed. Later there is a reception for the dead, lots of people, they notice me (a relative?) and I feel a bit like crying. + sitting down to eat in a fancy restaurant booth table very crowded with people, some of which have overly skinny/narrow heads, I sit on the corner edge of the right bench. Look under the table bumping feet with people, you're supposed to take off your shoes and put them in a container at the end of the table (room side), we're eating stuff. But the food it turns out was supposed to be individually boxed portions, each one about $3000 fixed menu, but I wonder why the boxes were opened up and we were served on common platters instead. + kids who play my instrument, just learning, visiting my house, candle light, want to play duet, get music, put together music stand, recorder stand, see two playing mine, one holding it like a flute. I hear the duet [accurately] in my mind and perfectly in my head, I hope my music is still there in my case, I find it and head down but wake up
took 50mg B6 + Trader Joe's Men's Once-a-day multivitamin before bed. Was very tired and taking a dozing nap before bed details later
to bed late (1am), sleep in late (10:30am) early/middle: + at work, my workspace is too exposed, "LinkedIn" [DAY RESISDUE], desk confusion (girl's accessories), hot admin asks me for coffee, turns out we're just getting it from the kitchen + (longer scenes leading up to this) sister asking for paper towels, all they have is the roll kind I say, some man comments + LD#188 get off small bus with family, carrying lots of baggage slung over my shoulder which gets caught in the door a bit, look back in to find rest of bags and pull them out, standout outside on coast, it's HOT, I think it's going to be sweltering work to carry all these bags around in this heat. Some hot girl up ahead catches my attention, I follow her I notice she's topless, I hold back from engaging right up close to her as I remember the DoubleHelix approach of asking/declaring I want to take a picture of her (ahem), she playfully demurs and keeps moving away, I say how about a picture of you breasts? I realize I'm dreaming and say out loud "I'm dreaming" but I'm in such a hurry to follow her that I quickly lose lucidity. + playing backgammon-like game: I have one second left on my timer, I must move FAST if I want to not lose on time, but my opponent does not start my timer when he makes his move, but I still jump for my dice [DAY RESIDUE from "inception"?] and roll and move very quickly. At some point I realize that I've moved twice in a row against the rules and let my opponent move. late/last: + starts out at U lake (boy scouts), low water, climbing over rocks, think what would be a good place to fish. then in house, girl has collection of different high quality recorders, I pick one out to play, and play "over the rainbow" [DAY RESIDUE], long confusing recorder, too many wholes for all the fingers, girl has a stack of them, I think I play beautifully but realize the sound I'm imagining is partly in my head the "physical" sound I'm producing is not quite as lovely. I ask what key is this record in, she answers "C", I look at a fistful of recorders in my hand and read tags, I think mine says "F", I go to a piano and play the C key and hold the recorder in my left hand and finger a middle "C" note with my thumb and middle finger, it sounds very different from the piano C so I look at her and shake my head "no", then I try again and the notes sound the same, putting the recorder back I knock over the container of recorders and freeze in position asking the owning girl for help to pick them up without spilling them to the ground. Then I'm heading for bed and go through a kitchen area (up a few steps from the sunken living room [DREAM SIGN]), I see a picnic-style table with places set and several glasses full of a red berry drink, and on a counter to the right several pitchers of the same drink prepared for anybody who gets up in the middle of the night and wants a drink. I look at the table and there's a cat on it who knocks over a glass, I pick up the glass and put it back, thankfully it was one of the empty ones. (possibly from another night, these came to me just now as I'm reviewing dreams/memories in preparation for bed) +(f) skiing down a tight chute on the mountain +(f) clearest encounter with dream mom since last year: she's sitting with my dad, I see her, she looks at me and smiles widely, some funny discoloration about her eyes.
Updated 06-16-2016 at 07:28 PM by 65364
earlier: + I'm walking by some men standing on the left, I think they're captives, they're standing by a small open (outhouse?), I do not recognize them. Later I encounter a man hiding behind a boulder, he hands me a small stick that he's sharpened so we can fight back the oppressors. One the road above our heads on the side of the hill a procession goes by, the king is draped in along white robes with some blue on the chest. middle: + racquetball. Lots of points, I miss some and win some. I'm following the ball intently. My playing partner gets some good kill shots at the front, and so do I. He does a ceiling shot. I get a shot off the back wall. late: + I'm in a restaurant, by birthday party will be here now. I see in the sunken dining room down 1/2 a floor that there are a bunch of 2-person tables with a single white man sitting at each one, facing me. I'm searching their faces expecting to see someone I know but I don't recognize anybody. I then "realize" that my friends have invited these people here, I'm not thrilled with the idea but am OK with it. +(f) I see PaKi (boy scouts) as a young man in his bed in his bedroom, I exchange some words with him then leave + I'm coming in from the drenching rain, as I come inside I see AMu (company B) at a table, also wet. I say that I'm relying on our project in order to get paid. He says that we're closing a $200M round of financing and I infer that he's offering to give me a piece of that + demonstration of siphon. On a small square table, I say to get a gallon bucket. My wife is there, I'm going to show her her to do it. Then there is a strange large black large backpack thing that is holding liquid that we're siphoning from, it has many pockets and there are many tubes coming out of it. Some people are complaining that it doesn't work. I'm telling them that they're not doing it right and I'm pushing in the tubes deeper in order to get them deep enough in the liquid to get the siphoning process to work. I see one of the tubes (the main one?) is leaking a few small pool of water (on the car seat?). I adjust it to stop the leak.
23:00 bedtime several weak dreams + I'm drawing a diagram making circle annotations (3) with (honey?). A (teacher?) is writing some evaluation, I see the letters. + something with young version of son S2 in old adult house, blowing raspberries on him + cat CH front yard feed runs back down hill after bird massive bowl of cereal inside front door 05:00 woke, can't fall back asleep 06:45 not making BTS progress, get out of bed, watched movie 09:30 BT bed almost WILDed for about 30 minutes. Noticed several dreamlets (envelope, greenery) + vivid dream: I'm in some sort of store walking along a counter looking for banana-peanut-butter M&Ms. I see piles of packages of normal M&Ms (brown, yellow). I'm waiting my turn at the counter in order to withdraw some cash because I'm not sure if I have cas hto cover the purchase. Further to the right a young woman is being helped. She does something at first, then she takes out 4 envelopes to be (mailed?), the clerk lays them out on the large counter and fans them apart and is verifying the information on the green stripes on the envelopes. As I'm standing there another young woman clerk walks by and looks at me and says s.l., "need something else?" I say "no, I haven't been helped out." She says "hmm" and walks outside for a break. I'm waiting for her to return, leaning against a wall and drinking from a water bottle, I see people leaning against the wall to the outside. After a bit I give up on her returning and walk back along the way I entered along the counter. There is an open area with people sitting about. One attractive girl is sitting on a couch-chair in a sleeveless top and is leaning back with her arms up over her head which gets my attention and gives rise to sold boldness. I approach the area but my attention is diverted to a slightly raised (athletic?) area to the right where a gorgeous redhead is leaving, her back is currently to me. I go up to her and get a ZING feeling and boldness peaks and as she turns around I swoop in for a kiss and realize I'm dreaming. The kiss is nice and I feel she has wrapped her left leg around me. I wake up, Spoiler for WL sexual content: at FULL attention Several BTS's. 12:30 final waking + long cinematic series of scenes, but very poorly recalled (typical for late dreams) I'm singing I'm watching girl escape from a hospital A guy and I are walking among stairways along the sides of houses (like in Venice canals), he tells me something about how he was left with some girl? Many more, forgotten
2016-06-10 + outdoors in nature, on trail, see an electronic scope on trail, see ToZi, I save daughter by running at her and launching ourselves through a glass wall + CH on side of house stairs to back yard, a construction crew is hauling away massive concrete slabs using a bulldozer and cables to pull it up to the street. One of the guys (my dad?) says they were brought down from the other side of the house but I don't really understand that point. I'm watching as they laboriously haul a huge slab up to the street. Then I'm on the street and there's a crane there applying bursts of force to pull the slab up. A crane has the concrete slab dangling and the slab is swinging and smashes in to a neighbor's (L on left) house, which has sort of a glassed-wall veranda, and additionally smashes into a glass display case inside the hallway there. The construction guys ask me if the residents of that house are home, I don't know but imagine they'll be coming out if they are after all that commotion. + I'm on the CH back lawn near the fish pond, I have a lawnmower with me and I'm adjusting it and starting out to mow the grass. It gets caught and I'm waiting for the blades to spin down so I can take a look underneat, my (mom?) reaches for the cord and I say "No, I can do it" and unplug it, and lift up the mower and see that it's adjusted way too low, It has completely mown the patch down to bare dirt, and there is a round raised mound of bare dirt under where the blades spin. Then I'm on the front porch and out of the corner of my left eye I see that a light has turned on, and I turn to look at it, it goes off and then on and stays on. There is some stand there which is really dirty covered with spider webs and leaves and I think it would be good if I cleaned this up, I could get a rag and a vacuum cleaner, I wonder what vaccuming up all that spider web stuff will do to the vacuum, as I hit the stand a small little brown spider scurries out and jumps down to the ground. I see very large fat flies still alive in a spider web and one of them flies away, I see something like a dragon fly encased in spider webs to the right. (bunch more, forgotten over two days) + I'm going somewhere and I think I could go get healthy food at a market on the way or I could go get a big, spicy burrito. On my way out I see two twin girls, mid-late teens, middle-eastern looking, long brown/slightly reddish hair, they look identical, I think I'd like to kiss them but don't do anything and they walk by. 2016-06-11 + I'm trying to get through an automated turnstyle into the boarding area (for a train?). I take one of my receipts and hold it up to the barcode reader and is recognized. Then I take out a slightly wrinked dollar bill and stick it into a money slot.. Then I take out another pile of receipts and am searching for the bar/square code, find it, and hold it up against the reader and try to get it aligned properly with the reader. Eventually the machine issues my large boarding pass. I take it, there's a string hanging off the end and I'm trying to tie it around something, simultaneously with moving swiftly with the crowd forwards for boarding. The crowd is rushing the train's many entrances and I'm walking quickly, I want to get a good seat, there's a woman walking my by side also quickly and I edge in front of her. On the train most of the 4-seat combos are taken I see. There are some 4-seat places available but there is a screen set up in the middle of the table. Some people are playing cards? I see some spots up ahead in another area and go there, there's a guy sitting there who says something. + battle near the ice, I can command ice. I'm powerful because we're next to a frozen lake so I have huge sheets and rolls of ice at my command which I throw using TK into my opponents, I'm dominating them, they ask me "why don't you just finish us?" And I realize that I don't want to, and say so. Then we're running over a field of square water ponds? + the strawberry/juicy cake. It's sitting nearby me it looks really good, I pull off a moist slice. + sister gives 2 bottles of medication, I'm reading the directions and the names of the meds, something short and one syllable starting with "G"? + at a party guy gets up on the table to give speech he's waiting for people to gather around, he's admiring the make of the table top, and I say don't stand on the extension when he gets too close to the edge + with CH neighborhood girls (one class ahead) one is reading another's diary. I see the writing on the pages, different handwriting She died? I say I got the video of the wedding from...KS. KS is there? + a swarm of flies is caught in a cooking pot but they're still flying around in the pot and I'm batting around the pot to mess with them. The pot keeps rotating so that the opening turns to face me and I keep hitting it away so that they (the flies) won't see me. + outside with people, one girl is accusing me of liking smoking, she makes a gesture like she saw me taking a toke before. I say it depends on what you mean "like smoking," there's another guy there and I'm sure he won't be blamed, but I'm holding up both my hands and shaking them back and forth to indicate "no," but I think they'll find out
Updated 06-11-2016 at 10:57 AM by 65364
I woke a lot, 4-5 times at least this night, most fairly early. Strong intention before bed made it hard to fall asleep, it took probably 30 minutes or more to fall asleep, I had to use backwards counting and full-on relaxation techniques to get initially to sleep. + there are two fat cats, I'm admiring them, I think they look like the cats I had when I was a kid: one tabby, one orange/tabby. I'm standing in a doorway (outside?) and my wife is nearby. There is a bowl of cat food attached to the top of the doorway via some magnetic mechanism. I pull it down and (some spills?). I need to pick up some of the wet, gooey pieces, I do this with my fingers and put them back in the bowl? + I'm standing on the street outside CH, it's dark, my Jr. High best friend DD is there. We're accusing each other of something. I get up into his face and say "WHEN DID I *EVER* FAIL YOU, TELL ME ONE CASE!!?" and he mentions something about 2002? I then retort and say "what about 1990?". Then I feel like reconciling with him and hug him and we're rolling on the ground and I'm sobbing loudly so sad at being mad at him. Then the guy's who live in the M's house drive up and head towards the driveway which we're lying nearby, I look up and the car is looming over us and moving to run us over. The car approaching replays once or twice, it has a large, strange bulbous front right bumper. + [long, vivid] I'm looking at a map and thinking about an airplane flight from (Seattle?) to some other city. I'm drawing on the ground the path of the trip, it crosses some date line and so the trip as flown that way takes two days. Some women (flight attendants?) are nearby commenting on this. Then the view is me looking down on a large folding map [DREAM SIGN], I'm trying to find (Seattle?) on the map. I'm opening and unfolding it and see large bodies of water which I "recognize" as the lakes near Seattle (?) but I can't find what I'm looking for. Then I start thinking about our family trips (with my parents) and how we'd ride for a long time fast without stopping and that we'd cover a lot of ground that way. Then the map is looking over a town on a (river bank?) and I see drawings of old fortresses. Then the scene becomes 3D and I'm flying DO up over the road, there are farming mansions along the left side, and my (wife?) says how horrible it would be to live right along this busy road. Everything is very green including the road. There are ruts/wheel tracks in the road, and cars moving along it. Then I see animals walking along that path. Then I stop while in front of me I observe animals jumping high into the air and twisting and landing: they're doing "parkour" off the top/middle of a short humpback bridge pointing in my direction. First a cow jumps high, twists and lands, and then a sheep jumps high twists and lands. I think this is pretty odd. Then a horse tries and it barely gets off the ground and falls in a heap off to my left on the side of the road, and there's a (dog?) there and the (hose?) is licking it's wounds and feeling it all over for broken bones? mid/late: + I'm in some home/mall and ahead of me to the right a girl suddenly throws up violently (looks like only water though) and collapses to the ground. A few people are around her. I calmly approach and take charge, while I imagine everyone else around is paralyzed in shock or panicking. I say calmly but firmly, "call 911!". Then I say "someone get a wet towel and bring it to her." Then I'm standing at a sink and washing/rinsing this towel while some girls stand behind me, watching. + I'm in an outdoor small bazaar, and the chain around my neck is fastened to a climbing carabiner attached to the (belt) of a guy in front of me. I fiddle with this and get unhooked. I'm quite nervous and am attacked by a guy, and fight him off? Then a second guy comes at me with a quarterstaff with multiple blades on both ends, I grab it in the middle and use strength to stop the blades from hitting me. I make some fast movement and the guy falls dead, his head cleaved in half and some large blade/cleaver still stuck in there. I move to the far edge of this area and I'm desperately scrambling to try to get out. I try climbing up some cloth structure in front of me with a knife for traction but the knife just slices through the thing. I end up climbing up and at the top of the walls I see three areas spread out before me: to the right there is a calm waiting area where people are sitting quietly, to the left there is some heavenly area with little (cherubs?) walking around, and in the middle hallway area is a sort of hell/demonic area. I notice the (cherubs?) approach a (priest/altar) on the left and for a second their "pants" fade in and out. + I'm returning "home" with my gang and we're climbing up a steep ladder, a (midget?) guy who I feel sorry for is in front of me. Suddenly he turns and kicks me squarely with the bottom of his foot right in the middle of my chest, a very strong blow. He does this a second time. I don't feel so sorry for him any more. We're gathering some things and heading out again. A friend of mine tells me to hurry up, I'm gathering things like my coat and I retort "I'm getting the stuff I need, hold on!" Then as we head out he decides not to come and I see him get into his bed and he wishes me good night. I leave out a side gate to the sidewalk and there are some cub scouts sitting around the front porch who see me sneak out the side and snicker. There are some people walking up and down the sidewalk looking for things on the ground. I see an interesting coin and pick it up. I end up with 3 strange coins, one of which has grown to the size of a pancake, they're old/valuable/rare. The guys who were searching for the coins come up and start bugging me to give them to him. After a while I realize I don't care about 2 of the coins so I give them over, but I hold on to the "pancake" coin and say "because I paid 1000 for it".
2016-06-07 +(f) kirk and spock, phasers, anti-explosion attachment on Kirk's gun, that's why I like to hang with him so I don't get blown up + I'm with a girl, Spoiler for sexy encounter, explicit: she's naked and lying on her stomach in front of me, I have my right hand on her (ahem) feeling all over it. I want to pull her on top of me into a 69, and eventually I do, and go at it for a while. Then we get up and she's dressed and wearing a light grey sweater, and I grab her nipple through her top with my lips. There are all sort of people around us (in CH basement?) but they're ignoring us. I lead her up the stairs, holding her hand. She doesn't want at first to show me her boobs. Then once (outside?) scene switches to 3rd person view. I see a close up of her face for a second, she has bushy eyebrows. I'm sitting a few feet away diagonally to the side She lifts up her top exposing her breasts and says "now you have to show me yours" to the guy who is standing near her (she's seated?). He whips is out and is stroking it and walks up to her and point it at her face and blows a load right under her nose and above her upper lip. It's quite a lot of volume and it oozes down into the left and right corners of her open mouth. I think this is going to make her pregnant. I see that she is bottomless now and spread and her (ahem) is wide open. The guy without asking her kneels down and puts it in her, I think this is a pregnancy risk since he just ejaculated. I myself am imagining the sensations he's experiencing. Then the scene sort of replays like it's a video and it's rewinding. I'm sitting outside, the girl's father is there, and (my? the sex guy?) father is coming after he heard that the guy got the girl pregnant? There are some other girls playing on a swing set nearby and one girl falls on top of a little table, hits her elbow, and rolls off, this is described by a narrator. 2016-06-08 (early) +(f) tribes dream, attacking turrets in a base (middle) +(f) long scene/situation in a large indoor swimming pool. I jump feet-first into the pool and am trying to float down to touch my feet to the bottom but it's taking too long and I take a very small/short breath underwater [DREAM SIGN] and I think that was unsafe and how could that have worked? I head towards the surface again and break the surface at last and take a breath. +(f) I'm driving in a car. I have a destination in mind but not 100% sure of the directions. At an intersection I turn right. There are severl freeway onramps in front of me, none labelled, and I just choose a (middle?) way that heads under an overpass and on to a gravelly road and I wonder if I'm going the right way. later: + [long, fairly vivid] I'm sitting in a room with a girl facing me straddling my right leg, we're dressed. We're into each other, but I'm leery of security, I see there is a video camera up near a ceiling corner of the room and it is panning around. I lead her out and intend to take her back to my (motel?) room. We're walking there and I ask her what part of the complex is her room located, she mentions something about they've already paid or are reliable(?), her room is on the near edge of the complex while mine is farther away. We walk by her family sitting outside and her father holds up his hands and stops from from following me. Spoiler for sexual situation: I end up in the outdoors hallway around my room, I notice that there is a guy in the end bathroom and the door is open. It's a narrow bathroom, I wonder why he's in that one instead of the bathroom in the middle of the hallway. He's apparently stalking for young men? A young man walks by and hovers around the door, and I notice the man inside is naked (and erect?) and sitting on the edge of a bathtub. The young man outside is then also naked and I expect them to engage in sex acts but I don't see anything. Then I'm walking with a group of realtors (I'm a member). There's a lead realtor talking about stuff and we walk by a trade rag newsstand with the publication "Hell's Hills" available. I think that's a sort of odd name and would discourage people from buying there . We walk by objects and I and another guy are peeling off the advertising stickers that others have put there. I pick up an escort add card at one point. We reach a group of people, among them is the girl from earlier whom I was trying to take back to my room. We're eating ice cream and the ice cream come off of the cone, she mentions something about this not being the right type? Then I'm in a small airplane with a few more people, I'm in the back area, the pilot and co-pilot are in the front, we're taxiing but haven't taken off yet, there are a few people with me in the back. There is a lead bad guy who is waiting for the girl, but I keep waiting for him to get off of the plane and I've made sure the girl isn't with us anyway.
+(f) I'm driving and walking through narrow winding steep roads and paths in a suburban environment + chasing cat outside CH on street/dark, cat runs up stairs and I try to grab it it runs away down neighbor driveway and I grab its hind left leg and try to hold one while it tries to keep getting away + long discussion of API planning I'm working with engineering group and I ask for their plans + at party in house there is a man holding his hand up with some (squished?) mosquitos on it. Some people ring the doorbell and I try to look through the peek hole and don't see anything, I open the door and friends come in, I'm saying that my kids won't like the ratio (of men to women), then I realize SD (male) friend is approaching me for a friendly cheek kiss so I lean in for it and then move on
+ hunt, chasing two animals, one a (rabbit?) with severed ears pumping blood; the member of the tribe who (harvested?) glass on the prairies, I see some glass crystals and point them out + [long!] follow car down hill, read its license plate, young tall blonde woman gets out near a gate, we must speak carefully because "they" are listening, I ask what's going on, she was driving to a conference and was captured and put to work. We're at a gate and there is some automated robotics that manipulate the controls to open the gate. Inside down in a bunker a guy who's been there for a while is taking me to my workstation, he's bringing a big box and he's putting it under my desk next to my tower PC. I don't want it there because it will interfere with my feet when sitting under the desk. He's telling me how I need to physically turn off this box when I leave or else it will begin gathering information about me and feed it to "them". I'm standing in a room with glass windows out to the outside, a rolling hillside. We're drinking beer? There is a distinct thin layer of fog at a particular elevation on the hill just outside the window and I point this out to the people there and watch it for a while. In an outdoor garden with people, one guy we're with starts behaving really weird and foaming at the mouth and out of his hands. I say "what's going on with him?" Another guy says "he's (summoning? transforming into?) the (cucumber beast?)" The beast materializes on top of the fence running around this yard. This thing just needs to touch somebody, and that person immediately starts to disintegrate. I'm freaked out by that thing and I jump up in the air and levitate around watching the ground and calling out "is it gone yet?" In CH walking in between dining room and living room, I know I'm still in captivity. I'm talking with my (cousin?) I'm back in the dining room and someone mentions the captivity and that it will be long and I freak out and start hopping back and forth from foot to foot and practically scream out, "I'LL BE OUT..." (OF HERE IN A MONTH I want to say) but I"m interrupted by someone loudly shouting "SHHHHHH!!!!!!" so that I don't speak so that the captives hear my plans. wake BTS + casino: I'm in a casino trying to get set up to play blackjack. It's pretty dark. I have a vague friend with me. There's a counter we're standing at at the end of a long room where they're setting up tables. My friend wants to watch the game on TV and is complaining that there's no TV in this room. He's being stupid I think because we've managed great conditions: only us two will be playing at this table. I tell him, "This is IDEAL for us!" hoping he gets the point but he is still unhappy and I repeat "This is IDEAL for us!". I see them setting up a table in front of us, small and straight/rectangular, and a bit below our level, not the usual kidney shaped BJ table. Now I have a close up of the table in front of me pratically with my face in it and the dealer is standing to my right and haded me a dual pack of cards and I'm shuffling them, they don't perfectly shuffle together and I need to push them together with my hands. Then I'm handling my money. I'm handed two wrapped stacks of bills. I plan to play $5-$20 so I try to pull out about $100 in $20 bills but the bills sort of spread over the table. I ask for $5 chips. I get chips and I look at them and they are marked oddly, some of them are "$35" chips, and some of them are hand-written with wording and $35 written on them. I'm suspicious of them and ask about them. Outside the casino there is a sign from the head of the casino about which games can be played by (card counters?), and which games they'll be killed if they try to play, I can't make much sense out of the sign. + intersection: I'm driving in traffic approaching an traffic signal. There is a building on the left that in an "L" shape. The traffic is think and I hope to make the light. As I get to the intersection the light turns red again and I see police waiting by the building to the left so I stop and wait. When I can go again I drive forwards and now I'm on a scooter and bank to the left and up against the short edge of the "L" part of the building around the corner so the police can't see me, I think this is probably not a legal parking place but I fit in here so easily that it should not be a problem. I see my wife out in the road and she walks a loop and comes to me. + LD#187. ...I'm out on the deck of my childhood home [major DREAM SIGN], it's dark/twilight, I come back in to the dining room through the sliding glass door and get the feeling/idea that I could enter the dream state by force of will, which I don't completely believe. I get a smile on my face and turn and run back out to the deck for in order to take of flying, now lucid. I stop at the railing and things are unstable. I'm flailing a bit for solidity and decide to put my face up close to the top of the railing and stare at it. I do this and it instantly comes into very bright, vivid, stable focus. "Whhoaaaa" I say as I look at the grain of the wood, and the "specks" of colored (sand) that are sprinkled around it. I remember my LD goal of looking down from the deck into the back yard, and I look over the railing. The yard is there at proper distance below me, but the ground looks "pixelated" with a frequent repeated computer-looking pattern/texture. I walk to the left towards the corner with my head still looking down to the garden. I think about standing up straight but I decide to keep my eyes on the garden below as I continue to the left. I see the wide brick stairs come into view. On each side of the steps are ceramic pots with plants growing in them. I notice how the perspective changes properly as I walk. The yard is super vivid. Then I reach the corner and look to see the lemon tree, and there it is right in front of me, bright green leafs and yellow lemons all over it. It is too close to the railing, I could almost touch it I think. Then suddenly, without looking away, it's seemingly gone, but I realize it has returned to its closer to waking position. Content that I've done this goal I start walking without a plan back to the sliding glass door, and the idea strikes me to summon my college GF. I'm at the corner facing the house and I reach my right hand around the corner and don't look to my left and try to feel for DB taking my hand. I pull my hand back to me and look, at first I don't see anything but keep imagining that I see her and a girl appears in front of me. She's cute but doesn't look anything like DB. I will her to look like DB and try to bring up DB's face in my memory to install on the DC, but it doesn't work. I give up and decide this is DB. I step up to her and give her a nice solid kiss on the lips. As I pull back I notice that my father is to my right on the deck, a 40yo-50yo version of him. He's sort of dancing around in a silly way and leaning back and looking at us and he says "Heeewww! Heeeeewww!", I ignore him and turn my attention back to DB. Spoiler for slightly sexy time: I have DB up against the railing and I ask her "why didn't we have sex?" [when we were going out]? She responds something like "I made sure that we didn't." I say "well, why don't we have sex now, this is a dream!" and I unzip her top. I'm trying to get her legs open and bring out my (ahem) but she keeps crossing them ... and I wake up.
bedtime: about 1am long time to sleep at bed time + (impression) Something Lord of the Rings related, no concrete memories +(mostly non-visual) in a gas station fueling a car, there is a guy there saying how this car can take either unleaded or leaded. Leaded, as long as (some other condition). I get him to repeat this because I'm pretty amazed at this flexibility + we leave a (church?) and the woman church official leaves the door ajar. My wife and I go back in. I try to place the door and the latch at the least suspicious angle. I'm trying to walk without being seen, so I'm keeping some perceived followers on the other side of obstacles as I move through the interiors. Then in the large open area, there are lots and lots of people sitting at desks/tables. People are there to get church approval for their plans. At one table nearby, a guy is introducing himself and telling the officials "this is a great book, you really should look into it." My wife is at a table, trying to get approval for our plans. I'm in a room with a rope hanging from the ceiling. My task (to get final approval?) is to hang from the rope with my hands with my feet not touching the floor for 30 seconds. There is an analog clock on the wall and I try to do this and watch the second hand on the clock but I feel my feet are touching the floor and figure this will disqualify me. There is an athletic guy on my left with his rope and he successfully keeps his feet off of the floor the the full 30 seconds. Then I realize: I do not have to use the strength of my arms, I could fashion a seat by tying knots in the rope and just sit in the loop for the 30 seconds. The rest of the time is me trying to tie knots in the rope but the rope has become huge cable and chains that are long and hopelessly tangled. Outside with a (vehicle?) and some women workers, they are hooking up my (car?) to the supply lines. The supply lines seem to be electronic ribbon tables wound up into really huge spools, I see the computer-connector-looking ends as the women unroll them and attach them to my vehicle. Wake, fairly long BTS around 8am. slow BTS, WILD attempt final waking around 10:30? + LD#186 park maintenance room. ... I'm at the middle level of TV park (CH neighborhood), it is nighttime and I imagine that I could lash a small flying shield to my feet and fly around on it. I zoom down to the lowest level (BB courts) and I think that I can imagine things like laser guns and shoot things with them, which I do, up against the tennis practice wall, as I continue flying. There are obstacles outlined in bright red laser light on the edges, and I swoop around them avoiding them, having a great time flying. I think I could shoot some baskets like this but basketball doesn't really appeal to me. I fly up to around a tall streetlight up at the top of the back fence by the steep exit road down to the street below from the back corner, I think there are some people coming to this level and I want to avoid them [DREAM SIGN] (?). I look down at the gate and notice that it is made from two large solid metal doors. People wouldn't want to go down there because they could be ambushed. I go down past the doors on the steep short curving road to the street below and notice a depression in the ground to the right, sort of a place you could climb down inside and be not seen, I think this could be a place also to be attacked without warning. I climb down inside this area and I notice that there is a very dark "cave" extending a bit to the back. There is a house immediately next to me with a murky window and I think I detect some movement inside which at first I'm concerned about then I ignore it. I look back again at the "cave" which intrigues me and use my smart phone as a weak flashlight and it reveals that there is a door to a small utility room there. I think this is the utility area for the park. I decide to go in and see that it goes back farther than I'd realized. About 20 feet from me in the low light I see a box sitting on something and it grabs my attention when I think I detect it moving a little. I reach up my right hand and will the box to fly to me using TK. I feel a bit silly doing this because it won't work, but then I get an impression that the box flies towards me. At this point I'm lucid and I walk further into the utility area. As I do so I see that the area opens up to a very large open light area like a gymnastics floor. I do a quick nose pinch with a quick short inhale and am not surprised that I can breathe. There are some girls sitting around there and this gets my attention. I'm wondering what to do but caveman takes over. Spoiler for brief sexy time: I'm feeling pretty horny so I take out my (ahem) from my pants and look down briefly at it. I look up again and see the girls are still sitting around. I pick the one closest to me and go up and position myself for some "attention" and then I wake up.
Updated 06-04-2016 at 03:24 PM by 65364
+ flying/gliding we can do it on planes/drones down the hill swooping by trees, hire some assistant to make a video and edit it + pile of stones guy with truck and dog, catch his baseball, throws it to me, dog goes for it ball is on the grond, the ball is bad says I broke it I say not it was already broken, I'm running from him to my car which is a tree(?), ignition is in a hole in the ground I'm panicked I stick key in ground turn it it starts the car race away the car is morphing, DO view of morphing car heading down the hill, old-style car, new-style porches, manly cars, womanly cars. +(f) large open square, tall buildings all around, go up to one? A cabaret? + shallow sea/beach on hard flat ground [DAY RESIDUE: swimming pool], I with friend see a sea urchin and point it out, there is a weird thing with long tentacles like a plant? I can't figure out but notice it, the friend wades out into the shallow water now it's sandy there are some anemones, back to hard flat ground, I go out into water as well trying not to get my feet wet, see a beautiful blue chunk of stone and decide this is "turquoise crystal" !! very excited and my friend and I start excavating chunks from this beautiful stone. A bit to the side along a low wall of rocks I see a plaque with wording on it. I sense that this was placed here by my mother and I read her name among the words. This is a commemorative plaque telling about the history of the turquoise quartz and how it was brought here from (Italy?). I feel bad about mining it now. I cry at the thought of my mother and some DCs around me are mumuring things like "what's he crying for?" + in house with son, "show me your room" I say, he leads me up on to the roof it's a huge house + pull up to edge of water in car with wife (sister in back?), I see a full-sized cabinet upright in the water a few yards out bobbing on the waves and floating by in the current from right to left. "Whoa, that's dream like" I remember thinking but didn't do an RC! and continue on, there are broken up rocking chairs on the sand and in the water, I look at them but they're all broken, not what we need. The place is a charity where we deposited some of our furniture into storage and now we're here to get it back but it's all gone now, people must have swiftly come here and taken it away. Son has a little tent area that is dirty inside and supposedly really smells bad. On the way out of the storage room I see 4 large grey duffel bags of ours packed with clothing and think "we could really use those bags" (I could use them as gym bags?) and think I'll take one back with me when I return back home from this trip? I'm going through the contents and see my "racquetball shoes" which I do not want to take with me I want to leave here for when I play again, they're colored red & black and have cleats on the bottom. I'm trying to sort through the contents of this bag and there are other people pulling things out and I see some squash racquets and (badminton?) racquets and pull them out and some guy is talking about some "super fire blast" move you can make in squash and I'm determined to show them how to play properly, so we move on to the squash court in the next room. I have a racquet in my hand and start out in the right service box and am teaching them the service rules, I say that you can stand anywhere but you must have at least one foot entirely within the box, I go on for a while about this. Then I walk to the left wall and point out the "out of bounds" lines above which the ball may not touch the wall. "Ah HA, Hmm, OK" I hear the people say. I'm tracing the out-of-bounds lines along the left wall towards the back with the tip of my racquet, and I"m having trouble seeing the lines clearly because there are multiple lines, dotted/dashed, like the lines on a map. I walk back towards the middle of the court and say the person wins the point when the other team does not get the ball back to the front wall without the ball bouncing twice. I'm going to play one against two, there is the idea that the other guys could get in each other's ways and this is an advantage for the single player, but I also think that the two players can cover more space in the court and that's their advantage. At one point I see my jr-high friend DD.
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