+ observing a football play [DREAMSIGN]: in the endzone, a player receives the kickoff and only is able to run it back to the goal line, and dives forwards at the corner and places the football juuuuuuuuuust past the goal line corner marker right in front of the referee. + loading into a van (getting off?) at some destination/party location? The driver of the van is asking for $30 from everybody. I'm looking through my wallet and he reminds me that I already paid him so I just hand him $4.
earlier + concert, see/hear my instruments, they're not right parade outside, foreigners, guy singing in English accent with a big hook nose + talking to girls on boat before the (bad guy?) come and takes them away + flying inside a large building at high levels, thinking how to get out, I could fly through the walls like Harry Potter ghosts, it would suck to be stuck as a ghost forever, immaterial like that + swimming contest in the pool: 1) girl gives into pool at start of race and gets caught on the ropes in between the lanes. Her head is under the water. We're getting concerned as she does not move. I pick her head up and she is alive because she has some sort of small breathing apparatus on over her nose/mouth. 2) I'm racing in a very small motor boat back and forth in the lanes I think I'll win, my partner isn't in the boat? + I don't see well and I find out it's because I have cataracts + 2 spies are harassing me in the locker room. One of the guys takes my underwear as I'm getting dressed and I grab it back, annoyed. I move my pile of clothes to another bench to get away from him. His partner stuffs a huge pile of things into the pockets of my jeans, I know there could be recording devices in there so I pull all of them out and throw them away. I turn away for a second and when I get back they've taken my jeans entirely. I run after them and hold on to the guy with force hold (TK) and with another TK tendril I pull my jeans out, and I will the TK bubble holding the guy to get hot to burn him. later + room in building, multi-level sink, small sink, go outside in only towel it's a public area man sees me try to go back in cant find way, see S2 outside trying to sneak inside neighbor's apartment. People working at table in public area, family, I go by and push/reach over table to get back my papers +(f) bicycle with no wheels/portions of wheels outside building trying to get back inside a man is behind me walking up the steps + (semi lucid?) dive into the pavement to get into the dream + waiting in line at an outdoor cookie stand, when it's my turn the woman tells me about the wonderful properties of her cookies, I think they're oatmeal raisin cookies but I get a close look and they're cookies with brown M&Ms. The guy next to me in line grabs the cookie and gives it to me and says I do not need to pay for it, then he grabs me a full chocolate cookie (black/brown) and gives it to me and says it's free. I'm quite happy. Then he grabs some more smaller cookies and says I can take these, too. But now I'm feeling bad for the cookie woman and say I don't want to put her out of business.
[2 hr waking] +(f) there is recall, I'm amazed I have any, but forget it [7-8 hr waking] + I'm getting in to a dentist chair. I look down at the chair and I see blood dripping and moving around beneath thick, clear plastic covers. + a bunch (pile?) of people are huddling on a stretcher underneath a blanket, they are very cold and shivering. I try to get in from the side pull up the blanket and get in. There is now a lot of room, I see the dark material of the stretcher beneath me. +[long, vivid] I'm standing on a street corner where there is a vacant lot. I realize all of a sudden that all my things are gone!. I'm a college student and live (rent) that spot and all my things are now gone! I believe at first that the cleaning people have made a mistake and thrown everything out. Even my desk! I'm walking by the area again and realize that no, all my things instead have been impounded by the landlord because of past due rent payments. I see along the side of the lot a long narrow locked cage with all my things inside. I see bookshelves full of textbooks. I wonder how my things didn't get stolen before since they're just right there out in the open. I wander up to a nearby building looking for the landlord to try to settle the payment and get my things back. I look back at the building behind me and see a white house from the outside, with a rotating display of street address numbers where the numbers are vertically displayed from top to bottom. I sort of recognize the top number as mine, and watch as it rotates out of view. There are about 5-6 addresses on this rotating display. There are so many addresses there because this is a house of student rental apartments. I keep looking but the number I recognize is not visible ever again. I walk further and come across a cage, there are two girls there whom I feel like I recognize. Inside this square tall cage are more of my things. I see one of my big blue fabric suitcases that is very full and I think the zipper has busted, which will allow my things to poor out onto the ground. (Some brief dialogue with them?) Heading farther down the street I encounter a small, low, two-leve coffee table. "Ah, this is my table!" I think. I look at it and realize there is writing on the top of the table, and I think I read the word "dream" or imagine that I read it. The more I look at the words the more they appear to be nonsense words written using latin letters. I am talking with an old man. He indicates that I will need to pay to him, and we walk along the street back towards my lot. I'm wondering how much I will need to pay to get my things back. I don't know how long I have not paid rent. I imagine I will have to pay $3000 or more. Walking along, I see on a (stool/stump) off to the right a walking-stick insect. It is slowly moving and showing off the parts of its body, I'm amazed at how much like a stick it looks. I'm pretty sure I've seen it before.
+ racquetball, watching people play through the glass, watching a point being played, they're good, hitting low along the right-hand side of the court. The service looks long but they start to play, they're using all the walls including the back wall. I look at my shoes before entering the court? I'm thinking I need to warm up a bit before playing, maybe practice some serves +(f?) There is a (cat?) way up in a tree and I need to get it down, it's a friend's? It's stuck up there. I'm thinking of using TK to start with, but I decide instead to have a person up in the tree drop it to me and I'll catch it. I miss it and it splats on the pavement and I'm sad about this and start cooing over it hoping it's not hurt + in a kitchen (I think it's mine) with a close up view of one wall above the counter. I'm looking at the grouted tiles and fine a lose bit of grout and pull it out, and something long small and fast is underneath and starts running quickly along the top of the first level of tiles to the right. At first I think it's a mouse but it looks more like a slug. It's moving fast. I think "a ha, so this is how they get in, behind the grout/tiles!" It's still running along the tile/grout line turns a corner and runs along the wall to the right. There's a 2nd one running there now, too. I take a stick and flick the first one out to the ground where it keeps running. It's like a small bulbous bug now. I decide to step on it lightly and I feel it "pop" sickeningly under my foot. It's not dead just disabled there wiggling its legs. I flick the 2nd one to the floor and step on it, too. + [very vivid[ taking a tour of rooms in a house? sort of a ranch house. The house is now mine? Look into a bedroom, and there is a small bed along the left wall in the entry area, and there is a very disturbing stain, looks like blood or other dark bodily fluids, coming from under the pillow. I (or narrator?) says something about "well what do you expect with old people?". The stain reaches the edge of the bed and starts leaking and pooling on to the floor. As I enter the room I expect to smell something horrible from that but don't smell anything. I'm moving about the room opening windows to check the view. One window is very narrow (about 3 inches) and taped shut. I pull it open and I see it looks out not to the outside but into another room, large, that looks like a barn, I say "hey this one looks out into the barn." I look out another window and see it looks into a stone/brick large open "family room" I'm then walking in a corridor towards this room and think hey this place is great they have an amazing large brick room complex, too. I find the entrance and it feels cold a little bit from the stone and enter it. There are large oil/gas tanks here, I think this is a house on the very edge of an oil processing plant. I have a view outside and I see a sweeping vista of green pine trees but in the foreground are large oil storage tanks. I wonder about the tanks getting refilled.
Some very nice vivid dreams. There were more earlier, but didn't record in the night so forgot them. + I'm standing on the curving edge of a steep drop-off with other people outside. To my left my attention is drawn to very bright yellow beautiful flowers. They are vertically stacked along the stem, and they're a crinkled shap like snap-dragons, which I think they are at first. I see that there are several sets of these flowers growing on plants along the edge. I go and look at them closely and determine they're not snapdragons. They're more frilly than solid and have taken on a slight orange-ish tinge. I lean forwards and take off flying over the open space? I feel the acceleration when I bank and "pull up" but I don't see anything. Later I'm talking to someone about my flying and I say this to them. + Outside, daylight? along dirt/wet pathways. Behind me is a large crowd of people at a distance, I move away from them. I look back and they're still coming at me so I start running. They seem to be closer. I run in to a house and hide inside. I peek out of some small openings at the road outside, it's quite bright outside but nobody can see me because I'm in a darker inside and the windows are small. I'm surprised to see nobody is outside looking for me. I'm outside starting a fire with some guy. He's gathering dry brown leaves right there on the ground and lighting them. We're putting very small twigs on the fire, I'm leaning over and blowing gently on it, it almost goes out bit catches. Then the fire is burning in a small pit/hole in the dirt, and the special feature of this pit is that there is a hole dug out of the "back" of the pit, which I think is giving excellent air flow to the fire, and allowing it to burn very well. + I'm a passenger in a car which is driving up a ramp (covered in snow?) that is leading to a level above ground level (but open to the sky). There are some people around. I think this is a sneaky back way to get to the place where we're going and I "remember" having been before. I'm not entirely sure this path will lead there, but apparently it does. Our car jumps over the side barrier and is heading for a tall structure a short distance away. We're not going to make it to the top of the structure: we smash through a little bit below the top and land on the ground. I tell the (driver?) that I should have pulled on the instant-stop brakes to avoid the collision. I'm walking and there are some people in the distance. Encounter a female DC and get bold and grab her and Spoiler for brief sexy encounter: spread her legs and give her some oral attention. [Lightly lucid?] I'm concerned about the dream ending, but I hold on I'm then sitting with another girl on my lap, our heads are nuzzling each other. There's another girl there standing nearby. I'm telling them they need to sign up for the next class. I say this several times. The standing girl says her parents want to talk to me. I tell her again that she still needs to sign up for the next session. +(f) I'm sitting in the driver seat of a car, I see a guy I "know' / "recognize" from before [FALSE] approach the car from the front, I'm looking at him through the windshield, we converse briefly about something?
bedtime finally not atrocious: head hit the pillow at 00:40. Some intention setting and affirmations before bed. Lots of dreams. Probably more that noted here, no recording until final waking, and epics tend to obliterate earlier dreams. 18 minutes of voice notes! early: Quick notes: + rental car, mustang, white doors closing, keys (could steal), dealer, "not too overpowered", (shakes his head), I think I could gun it later. + [semi-epic] at guy's house, dog holding ear, nanny & girl (?), in house alone, semis entering his garage, police come, "he was going to murder you in one hour" + police on streets on hill: look down, swanky party busted by cops; indoors, leading regent gives speech, appoints new chancellor of University: JH (boy scouts, frizzy hair): grizzled, old, red eyes, he can barely talk, he makes no sense, I feel sorry for him + DO: watching video of ME at (high school graduation?): who filmed me? View fully zoomed and centered on my face: tears are streaming down my eyes. I'm singing along with the other students: (national anthem?) no sound: my eyes are doing weird things, like rolling back in my head, I'm really embarrassed, I didn't know that I was being filmed. + football scrimmage, "C vs. C" overhead view: lots of laterals, tackling. later: + [semi-epic] in my "kitchen": burger meal on plate, big crowd of guests appear, can't eat now, make tea for everyone, boil water, girl talks about helping her learn how to catch balls, back in kitchen burger is still on plate, but fries/side dishes are gone burger is alone, I sneak a quick, big bite of it stuffing it into my mouth, guy friend walks up just then, great I think, just as I bite, I look for tea in the cabinets, open cabinet and many colorful packages, take out two fancy tea packs: one on right has white flakes in it, lots of dried fruit?, pack on left is dark red/brown pieces of tea like roiboos. + [semi-epic] at the theater: I'm in balcony, leaning over railing to the right and talking to a girl and a guy on ground floor, discussion of school, I start to say "enjoy your final years of school" but realize I don't know how many years she has left or is graduating, girl says something like "(help me?) and I'll give her to you (girl sitting behind me?) the play begins I decline I lift my left arm and put it around my (date? wife?) on my left she leans in puts her head against mine, attention moves to the stage: Guy from former work [N] has thinning hair is acting on stage, he's with another guy, there's a fight, one guy really slugs the other one on the back/shoulder and the hit guy's body tremors. One guy produces bills ($50 / $100 / $200) the $200 one (close up) I know is fake, it has some random guy's picture on it, it's pretty funny though. Then the guy and girl I was talking to earlier are on center stage and the guy produces some blue windex-looking stuff + On U lake in boat, wind, calm behind Rt island, I think I haven't been here a long time and want to next time take the boats to the island, study Rt island closely, it is not quite right, too many trees and there are other little rocks in the water
Meh. +(vague, f) playing pool? +(vague, f) on a freeway in a car? + Getting into a large back seat of a SUV-like vehicle. There are about 4-5 seats in this row. The far seat on the side away from me is occupied by a girl. I want to go sit next to her but think it's wouldn't be prudent. + I'm inside a large room/building like a library with desks and bookcases all over, we are shepherding some "bad?" guy with us and tell him to get into a little cubby like under a desk, and to stay there. + I'm in a home, a living room, I'm sitting on a couch and one of my cousins comes up (don't see face) and sits beside me, close. She's wearing red dress. She pulls her legs up under her to the side on the couch. I know what somebody close to me had died recently but didn't think of whom it was. I know her family was also affected. I ask her "So....how are things?" (referring to the death). She answered "we had a simple dinner, just spaghetti." I put my right and on her leg. Some people come in to the party. One of them is JM [company 3] (sort of looks like him). I get up and shake his hand. He hands me a birthday present, it's a small rectangular long and narrow package like a pen would be wrapped in. I open it and I see some purple things inside. I then realize that the present was for the host and now I'm going to get it for opening his present and feel pretty stupid about that.
+ I'm playing basketball in TVP with some guys, I'm making some awesome spin and dribble moves to drive to the basket [waking life ball handling is crap], I make some shots but keep missing. One goes over the top of the backboard, and one goes up and over the (20-25 foot) fence against the back hill of trees. The ball is stuck there on the edge of the hill (and has inflated to 3-4 times normal size?) So I throw another ball over the fence in order to dislodge the first ball. This works and the first ball starts rolling down the hill. Now we're trying to save this ball from falling down the hill (which now has no trees on it), so we run to the edge of the steep drop off and we all use TK to pull the ball back up. I make a dramatic pointing and pulling "force pull" gesture. Someone says something about a "particle accelerator!" + in some house/room, I'm looking out the window(?) and see a big pile of yellow berries: sea buckthorn. I run outside and there are huge piles of the (semi-frozen?) berries on trees and lying on the ground. I pick up a big pile between my two hands and take a few bites. Pulling off earth from a behive? The bees start chasing me, I'm running from them. + walking down some hill with a team. At the bottom along a road is a fence, tall here. As we walk along it it get lower. There are bicycles locked to this fence? I ask a friend for some bolt cutters to cut through the cable to get through the fence. I carry them in my hands and walk back a bit but don't cut anything. We reach a point where the fence is very low and I suggest just hopping over it. But there is a (fraternity?) house right across the street here and they could see us.
+ a place is taking off on top of me, I get dragged by the plane, it takes off, I have to figure out when to let go and roll on the ground + baseball on radio + in work cubes talking to SC (not there) about how she was using my cube because I had been away for a long time + CH back yard back steps climbing up, dog (old and sick sounding), growls at me a bit at top, he's mangy looking but I'm feeling warm towards him still, food bowls inside the back porch, I see the front door is open, walk towards it, see a girl standing halfway up the stairs, I go up the stairs, there are groups of girls in my old room and sister's room. Talk to them a bit (forgot dialogue) later: + brief half-asleep sexy time under a blanket in a room + LUCIDD 230 LD#230 I am in my FAH (former adult home, CA) looking at the cat food on the ground, I fill the bowl with fresh food but it still looks soggy. I get up and walk by the dresser and see Christmas-related things there, I think that I at some point took the trouble to take them out of storage. I walk to the kitchen, and I look at the cooktop. The burners are still hot and somebody left some cloth materials on top of the burners, and I get really mad. I think it was son S2, and I start yelling "you can't put those kinds of things on top of hot burners! You can ONLY PUT METAL! ONLY METAL!" Then I see the material catching fire, son S2 is near and I keep yelling at him and slug his shoulder a few times, he gets mad and almost takes a swing at me, I feel a bit bad about hitting him. Older son S1 then says "hey look there!" and directs our attention to the light fixture in the dining room. I'm looking at it through the opening from the kitchen and see that the colorful light fixture is gone, the only thing that remains are a few fragments of clear glass/crystal. I think someone has stolen the colorful fixture. I see the dining room window and it looks ajar, and imagine a thief opened it. I look to the right through the family room and to the sliding glass door to the backyard, it also looks like it's been messed with. I go to it and the entire frame falls off of the house into the back yard. Clearly a thief has pried it away from the house to enter. I go out into the backyard, I feel a lot of fear that we've been burgled. I'm afraid for my dog now, I call for him, "L! L!" then I remember that he died a long time ago. I'm feeling really fearful of what we've lost and about burglary, and think that my only hope is if I'm dreaming. I do a nose pinch and I can breathe! I'm lucid! I feel a great surge of relief and re-enter the house. I imagine (don't see) that my sons are still standing there, and I say, "well, boys, this is a dream what shall we do? Spoiler for NSFW comment: Shall I call a dial-a-<sex worker>? Well that's silly, I can just summon them. No bother, they're already in the living room I decide. So I start walking there but at the dining room I wake up.
earlier: (more detail in the dream, it faded away though) + I'm approaching a building complex with a group. It's Halloween and there are jack-a-lanterns all around on the ground. I'm hoping my friends won't smash them. There are many shapes and sizes and designs. There is an outdoor smorgasbord going on, a "block party?" Lots of pots of soup and many hot food dishes. Climbing on top of a large animal-shaped structure? Thinking of lions? + I'm lying down and discussing an algorithm that a girl "Masha" has designed. I'm wearing (gray?) sweats with my legs slightly parted. She's sitting/demonstrating and moving closer to my legs, and I think that's a bit of an awkward position. I'm asking her questions about her idea. + There is a girl sitting near a cooler talking about different types of steak. "New York, London broil," etc., I'm having trouble hearing her so I come closer and have her repeat what she's saying. She then talks about lion steak and I "remember" eating lion. It was pretty tough. Then I remember how we trapped the lion between two trucks when we were hunting it. Something else about a zebra head bobbing back and forth. (wake, recall) BTS + [very vivid/present, semi-lucid] I'm with a tour group outside in daylight. There is a large bush of flowers growing on the side of the low building / house right next to us. I'm looking at them and see orange, purple, and various other colors. I think "they, those are like California poppies!" but realize they are not exactly the same. The leaves on the bush are sort of spindly like poppy plant leaves. I ask our tour leader what kind of flower those are, are they like poppies? He answers [forgot]. I notice the very blue sky. "That's like a California sky!" I think. Then we're walking up some steps and there's a woman in front of me who's getting in my way and I'm getting impatient. I keep noticing the sky. We emerge on to the street next to my childhood home. Only I know it's not my actual CH, but rather think it is a precise copy, because we're located in a different country like Australia or New Zealand. I look around at the houses, trees, the lay of the land, it is all precisely like the street outside my CH. I wonder at this amazing sight. I know that the view is not the same, however. I look out into the distance at the water far away and see that the distant mountain ranges and their shapes are indeed different. I see with pseudo-telescopic vision large freighters moving about on the water. Some of them are partially invisible. I look at the water view for a while and it is really amazing. Next we move indoors. We're in a very large indoor hall, some famous/religious place. The floor is sacred and so the path for us tourists is walking on top of long dining tables through the room. At some point I stop and see a book on a table top, bend down and open it and flip through the pages. There are (rag doll-y?) pictures in there. I'm then on the floor and my (mother?) is saying to move back on top of the tables, I think this is because the floor is sacred. I'm not sure I can jump back up on to the table or not.
+ I'm in a (house?), leaning over a table looking at the flickering CRT monitor of the owner's home computer. I have a very clear view of the screen, it is displaying lines of bright, multi-colored text. The patterns of the light lead me to believe and ask if the monitor technology is vector (as opposed to raster, normal). The guy goes on to talk about the system, it's a Google computer, very powerful and meant or different purposes +(f) EZ? from work has sent out another email with a lot of details in it. I wonder how he sends out so many emails like that. I think he must have an automated system that does it for him, otherwise it would take too long. +(f) talking to a guy about land. He (and his family) has bought hectares of it. I imagine a large empty field of dirt. + I'm passing through a guard station [minor DS]. There are two stages. At the first state I give my name in a foreign language (including spelling it?), having done that I move to the second guard post who asks for my pass from the first post. I don't have it, I point back at the first post and say I was just there. While I'm waiting the guard receives a pass and calls out the name, I go to collect it thinking it might be mine but there's a guy who comes in from the left, it's his, he was already waiting for it.
Wretched horrible late bedtime again. ARGH. That plus caloric deficit diet and intermittent fasting (no food 8pm-noon) hits recall pretty hard. + A girl (CL's GF from Uni?) is getting into a modern VW bug and driving away. I have the same color but the original/old style of Bug. My friend is saying that it will be easy for thieves to steal the stereo system, I don't think so. We look into the back seat and inspect the system. It is awesome. Our heads are down at floor level closely inspecting the system console in the back seat. I notice it has a cassette player and say "awesome, there's a cassette player!" I think I'll be able to play all my old tapes. I also notice there's a CD player, even better. There is also a custom tape playing device, I don't know what technology it's based on, but there is a small library of tapes stored here as well. Then I notice that we're in the back seat and think it's great that there's a console or the stereo in the back seat as well. I look between the front seats and see there is also a console for the front seat. +(f) scene from a longer dream: I'm returning the circular toy helicopter blade device to a man.
Still 2 hours beyond my target bedtime. On a caloric deficit diet again now for 2.5 weeks, I think it's harder to dream on a caloric deficit, the brain has less energy to work with... +(f) flying at high speed down small city (tree-lined, urban area) side streets + football: I'm offensive lineman for 2-on-2 football the defense starts the play and the larger/adult guy goes to the left (around the building?) me & teammate are defending our (quarterback) our group is in the stands? I block with hands and forearms, the guy is trying to push through, I'm trying to avoid a holding call, this goes on for a short while. I hear a (fan?) say that there was a foul but I'm pretty sure there wasn't + in a building, I'm watching a small curious boy who's trying to get into the control rooms which I'm trying to prevent. There are doors which are swung open and overlapping with other doors preventing entry, I can see the control room through high windows placed in the doors, nothing is holding them shut though, he could just move them and get in. So I distract him, behind us is a super powerful microscope and I bring him to the console with lots of switches and levers, I want to show him something so I take a glass plate and tell him to blink on it a few times so that an eyelash falls on to the plate, and one quickly does, I say "good" and move the plate to the scope base and want to turn on the powerful lights. The kid reaches for the console and I say "be careful with that" I also switch some levers and some lights come on from above and focus on the spot. + in/outdoors daylight there is a raised mound with an inner area that's important. The stone of the walls in one place is trembling and threatening to collapse so (me? my friend?) hits the trembling stone with the base of a magical staff that freezes the rock into place. Around the back there is another such opening into the inner area with more trembling stone and I'm calling out to have it also hit before it collapses, my friend comes and does it and all is OK + inside a room in an office, (IF from med gym?), talking, wife enters from right and she's wondering where the things we gave are, why aren't they on display, IF says there are many people here and they can't please everybody. They sit at a table and start going through some books, there are icons in the books + in some area there is an older man in a room across from me who's coming towards me, sees me, stops, and turns around and returns to his laundry machine [DREAM SIGN] and presses a button to start another cycle. I have to pee and so I head to a bathroom, inside there is a row of stalls along the wall to my right and there's a kid sitting atop the stall door on each one. The last kid is wearing shorts and I can see underneath he has a poopy diaper with chunks visible coming out through the leg, I don't want to get roped into changing this kid so I move one and hope he doesn't ask me, there's a room with more stalls in it beyond but a dad is leading his boy in there ahead of me, so I turn around and go out + sitting in an audience area [DREAM SIGN], rows of folding? chairs set up, my college GF DB (but doesn't look quite right I notice?) is coming towards me and I extend out my right hand to guide her into my row and have her sit with me, she (asks?) where's the kid?, I look to my left and see just his backpack on the seat next to me, I think he took off
Woken suddenly by a noise outside, only late recall remembered +f (impression, forgotten) fight with a guy, pretty intense + bath/water/tub area, turn on water in large pond/tub, drop shampoo bottle and it gets sucked away by stream, tub almost overflows (hear change in water) reach down into water and turn faucet to off position. Walk around this area, see the carved tub small areas cut into the stone, just large enough for a person to get into, I look around the edge of the room and there's a carved/sunken area around the edge leading to another bathing area. I come up through a trap door in the floor into an official shower room and TZ is standing there. + football: we must delay until our star player gets here, on the kickoff they're going to just run around to waste time. They do this and then there's a touch-back just 1 foot into the end zone + walking on green lawn there are kids playing there, "look out for the poop!" I tell them it's in a spot over near the other side. It turns out friend PZ has moved it already and put a rat trap in its place. I wonder what would happen if I stepped in that trap. PZ is talking about her sex reassignment surgery [FALSE] in some graphic detail and I'm wondering why she did that, was it only to give moral support to her daughter TZ who had the surgery [FALSE]? + narrator is discussing how to hand in notice of taking a break/quitting from the orchestra. I see a young guy (short blonde hair, like patrol leader MR in scout) who's considering it and I tell him it's basically quitting from the orchestra
+ In CH back yard on lawn playing with old dog "L". + skiing on hot wheel tracks: climb up, a bit scared of the jump down, land OK, I am now using a single ski, it slides pretty well, I'm using my arms to keep building up momentum which is keeping my speed up. Sort of video game view afterwards, 4 pictures are hovering in the air and I'm remarking on how they're moving and fading in and out and this is making things harder than if they were stationary. Inspectors on freeway with metal markers of accidents + eating cheese crackers in former adult CA home, new owners, looking for signs of our stuff, see dirty residue in cabinets, find a box with some of my spice bottles in it, see a set of ornate coat racks with labels "put your coat here...." and on the next hook over, "...in order for it to get here". The cheese crackers are quite good. + riding on open-air bus sittin on top at the back with my right arm around a girl I really like, short-medium-length hair bright copper colored, shiny, she's telling me how we can't be together, because "You love take offs.....and I love landings." She means I like to have long, emotional goodbyes and she prefers long emotional greetings. I call her "sweetie" (kiss her cheek?). The bus is proceeding along the N side of campus, I wonder if I should pull the cord to get the driver to stop, this is a special shuttle bus and not a public transportation bus, will they stop? Girl asks me about the stop here and I say it's OK even though it's past where I wanted to get off, I'll just walk back to where I need to go. + see my wife through the window I'm in a hallway looking in to a room. She's all dressed up to go outside (black clothing) she is facing away from he I see her beautiful long black hair. THis means I have to get ready to go out, too. She is getting ready to go to the hospital to help her cousin who's sick, but she herself is quite sick. +lying in bed with wife (former adult CA home), she's talking about how my leg positions are in the way
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