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    1. 2015-03-30

      by , 03-30-2015 at 10:17 AM
      tons of wakings via intention. Nothing at first and felt very tired throughout the night, a bit frustrated, but at some point the dreams started flowing in. Didn't try to repeat (mental journaling) recall, but just went right back to sleep each time with a brief mantra. One longer BTS success that led to some nice late NLDs: funny/sexy, vivid/present

      Adding more notes but Im short of time so it's just more detail not into coherent prose.

      + fight off a mountain lion in a (hospital?) room with a stool, jab at it several times, keep the stool between me and the lion, maneuver it to the door of room, guy in way, "Clear the door!" guy still in way at front door, push lion out, try to pull door shot, little tiny toy living dog in way, pull door closed.

      + bus, guy gets off on Gr.Pe.Blvd. at Ma. Str (steep), girl bent knee, do "broken egg" o n her knee, see sailboat at top of Mar, buyers speaking of bad investment due to seller's undisclosed $75 million massive swimming pool debt, I show pools, fly over pools, look down, they're impressive but empty, second set, also no water, to left is outdoor roofless army squash courts, they're practicing services in unison. In near court meet scary lesbian, my team insignia ripped clothing with three vertical stripes (like monster energy drink), this insignia is in clothing and on buildings, we must scatter to run away (from something?), girl writes letter, I read it for a while, I'm looking for my name I think she wrote something about me as I'm not quite a core member, don't see my name, I generally have no trouble reading at the bottom it says "I won't eat <???>[forgot] and squirrels, … I won't go to Un. Lake", letter posted in clubhouse on the wall along with bunch of other things, glued to wall, like a large phone booth or a very small shed.

      + outside crowded sidewalk (like West end of Sol. Ave in B) I go on a ladder, view is great, on left sidewalk woman lies, (pee/booze pouring down street) nobody helps, it's because she's drunk, her drunk companion is there, they have a cat, poor cat, it escapes and runs away to the right and I'm happy, workman comes (I think he asks me to get down) so I climb down, tell wife "man the view was great up there!", realize no shoes, see my white sneakers a few meters away at base of ladder, tip-toe back don't want socks get dirty/wet, will someone take my shoes? Pick them up.

      BTS

      + lunch in the cafe with colleague sitting across from me, it's Ch. Og. from Bl. We're silent for a long time, it's a small round cafe table, outdoors, the next table to the right is very very close the guy on my side is practically shoulder to shoulder with me, to make conversation I ask CO "What've you been working on lately?" Young guy (stranger) at next table (very close) answers me mistakenly, starts talking about some business thing he does, I look over at him, see his face, dark hair, he gets embarrassed when he realized I wasn't talking to him, I say "That's OK, I'm closer to you than to my friend across from me, it makes sense." Then I take a small bunch of his french fries from his plate and eat them "because we're friends now!" with a wry smile on my face the whole time, I think I should give him some of my food, look at my plate all I see is more french fries; return to work, think that it wasn't all that far to the restaurant, tell a colleague (Ol. Sem. from Lx) that the restaurant isn't farther from our other place of work where (he still is)?, he disagrees, I think more it's just a couple of blocks in either case.

      Spoiler for erotic themes, explicit :


      walking through rooms, I think the 4:30 stripper class may be in session, the teacher may not want me based on what happened last time

      + a 3D billboard: the message speeds through space up to the board (whoa that's cool [and dreamlike?]), it's for an alcoholic drink, guy with heavy Eastern European accent says "Coff-ee braaaayyyyk", the ad promotes adding whiskey to coffee?, discussion of cocktail better than this with some ingredients listed (forgot), open door, see wife in next room through crack in door, enter room, desert table with ice cream, cherry pie, something else, is it free?, I'm looking for evidence of payment on the counter in front of her, I want the cherry pie, but woman offers me ice cream and hands it to me, I take it, there's a scoop of raspberry-red colored ice cream in a dish.
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    2. 2015-03-29 very vivid, present dreams

      by , 03-29-2015 at 07:08 PM
      Very vivid, present dreams. Mental journaling so details have faded, but definitely "I was there" all night long

      + Objects are flying in the air, come indoors, TZ is there, candies on floor, wife takes them away

      + I hear music, I "recognize" the piece, I'm discussing it with some guys, I always have trouble remembering the composer of this piece. I'm working really hard to remember it. Argh, my son played this piece on the piano, who is the composer? "B….B….B…B… Bar….BARTOK! Bartok." [IWL: the piece I remembered wasn't the one I heard, but for the piece I was thinking of I did remember the correct composer finally]

      +(f) Walking along outdoor elevated walkways, I hear a muslim say: "Not all sharia law is the same", and some other things (forgot).

      + I'm in a scientific laboratory. There are two pieces of equipment that I'm inspecting. One on the wall a bit farther on, and one under a hood right next to me. There are parts that are moving quickly in the mechanism. The main moving part is the japanese hand-prayer drum from Karate-kid II.



      I ask what this is. The woman scientist answers "it's a timer, a 777 timer". I see under the hood an open metallic sphere, I see and know it contains mercury. I don't want that stuff getting on me so if they carry it anywhere I plan to step back.

      Discussing scientific instruments (built from the karate-kid #2 japanese hand-twisty-prayer-drum thing) with scientist woman, I'm leery of the sphere containing mercury

      + super present/vivid: I'm on the lower floors of a house. I'm in some sort of shower/bathroom, I think there must be another one on the upper floors. There's a big fluffy white dog walking around. I go out to the front of the house. I go back in and say "I'm going to look around the upstairs."

      I start climbing the stairs and see two small green teacups, the kind we have (IWL: and now use as a water bowl for our cat). Each one is full of water and on a different stair. I wonder if they use them for animals. Farther up the staircase on the left there is a fireplace. It is glowing warm, I go past it but see it in passing and return to it and give it a proper look: things are glowing red in there but there's no visible fire. I think this can heat the house, it's really interesting looking, in an alcove in the middle of the staircase.

      On the landing I see a room ahead of me, a girl/woman is changing in there and I step back away, not wanting to embarass/intrude. There's some dialogue here that I forgot. I go through the room to another and sit on a couch. A woman there asks something about <my sister's name>.
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    3. 2015-03-10 mostly just fragments

      by , 03-10-2015 at 08:37 AM
      Fragments galore, to bed late and up early so missng juiciest REM

      +(f) Gas station (it detected our car),

      + enter top of large empty parking lot on sloped hill, I'm in car with my kids, at bottom i see outlet on the ground tell son S2? To plug in the vacuum, son S1 drives car close to S2 son S2 falls and his head bumps along the right rear wheel of the car as son S1 drives it slowly by, I scream at him that he could have been killed and to get out of the way

      +(f) house, long narrow room, guy wants key to unlock the device

      +(f) prison girl eats apple bits off of floor, she moves/eats really fast, runs around corner

      +(f) in shallow pool with a girl, I'm close to her, I realize she's naked, I dive underwater and open my eyes expecting the view to be blurry but it's pretty clear, I get several good peeks at her from the front

      +(f) lots of young workers scraping the stuff from under the thing, building something out of boards:nailing, gluing, the pieces are still loose, the guy says so, I say it's not done yet
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    4. 2015-01-27 Comp (SCoAA) night #3: plant access code, motorcycle, redhead, butt-window, lattice donut

      by , 01-27-2015 at 11:37 AM
      Weird night, half-busted WBTB, upside down night: coherent dreams early, weak fragments galore later

      + 2 kids have bowling balls in school which are rolling through the hallways, banging into wall in the classroom

      2 kids have bowling balls: one blue, one red/orange. I try my fingers in the holes but they do not fit. The balls are rolling through the hallways, I tell the kids that someone may get killed if the balls fall down the stairs. In a classroom, one of the bowling balls bangs hard into a wall, I look at the wall for damage and their appears to be an indentation on the baseboard.

      + driving to work, preparing to transmit the access code via potted-plant

      I'm in my car driving towards work on CeExprwy, and I think that I must start preparing my transmitter to send the access code. I think about the transmitter and wonder about its range. Getting closer I start to try. The code is transmitted by touching small plants in a particular order all planted together in a single pot. The correct code involves strawberry plants and some other herb. I have trouble figuring out which plants are which, I'm looking at the pot and the plants and see the little leaves and the dirt.

      I arrive at work and 2 security guys approach, they laugh since it's so easy to figure out the right plants. They take my tablet/phone and start doing things, I'm a bit concerned about this. One of them says something to me and waits for a response but I don't answer him, he then says "no response, eh?"

      + art class in school, teacher draws plant/flower, assistant copies, redhead with head leaned back by door ('look out for the door')

      In a classroom (kindergarten level), the teacher is giving a draw-by-example class, where she makes several gestures and the results is a drawing of a flower. 3 Asian men are appreciating this and think it's well-done. The male class assistant is attempting to copy the gestures the teacher is making on "my" workbook, I look at his work and it's a really poor copy of the teacher's work. There are a number of different boxes on the paper with individual pieces of the final work. I look at him and he looks at me and knows the work is crap and crumples up the paper.

      I move to leave the room. Seated near one of the two doors at a desk is a teenaged girl with bright red hair and intense (blue?) eyes. She is sitting with her head leaned back fully. I wonder if she is inviting me to kiss her? I don't. I see that the door is near her head and say "look our for that door hitting your head," she doesn't seem concerned.

      + motorcycle: revving and spinning wheels, our target drives by; restaurant stake-out guy with girl outdoor tables, I sit nearby to keep an eye on him

      a motorcycle appears (in a white void?) It is bright red/primary colors. It is a standard style, looks like a 1950-1970's model. It is fairly loud, and it takes a lot of gas to run. It is revving its engine and spinning its wheels but it's not really going anywhere. At one point the back wheel appears to be two wheels (like a trike-style motorcycle) with almost no tires and very small. All our attention is on this motorcycle spinning its wheels and not going very far, at that point farther into the scene the guy we're supposed to be tracking quickly drives through an intersection and drives away.

      Sitting at a restaurant outdoors (the guy we're supposed to be tracking?), the guy is sitting with a girl. I sit at a table nearby to be sneaky and order something, (this restaurant has been chosen because the dishes take a long time to prepare?)

      later:

      +(f) driving on electric scooter/cart, GPB, taking forever it's so slow, outdoor daylight

      +(f) walking through shopping center/stores, people

      +(f) elevator, get on choose floor (35? 38?), doors open, not level with floor, get out, get on top of it?

      +(f) outside some store front indoors

      + leaving room, black wool cap on couch, "where's the black cap?", guy drinks shot, messy room bed w/sleeping bag, thermos

      I'm in a room, looking around, on my way out I notice a small black wool cap sitting on a chair/couch. Outdoors in the hallway someone asks "where's the black cap?" and I say I don't know then I realize I saw it and say so. A man comes out of a room and tosses back a shot dramatically leaning far backwards, the shot is a pale amber-colored liquid.

      I re-enter the room and look around, I see a water boiler/thermos and think this is where the guy keeps his booze. There is a sleeping bag set up on a cot, opened up, the room is full of clothes and is messy, I think it took this guy a while to bring all of these things here (he's like a counselor in a camp?).

      + bathroom butt against window/blinds, advertisers hawking outside more and more people appear, donut shop

      I'm in a dark room 2nd floor overlooking a dark street scene, it's early morning. I have to go to the bathroom and maneuver my butt to the toilet but it's in such a place that I must stick my butt right up against the bottom of the window. There are venetian blinds on the window and there's a gap at the bottom so that my butt would be clearly visible to anybody outside who's looking. I'm not really concerned about this.

      Outdoors down at street level there are several advertises hawking their service/wares. Some of them are in competition, one of them has a map.

      I'm in a hurry, I walk by a small donut shop. I stop and go in I want a glazed donut. The shop is small more like a large booth, only room for a few people to stand. There is a tall corner counter where the donuts are displayed under clear covers, and a woman stands inside the counter area. The donuts look really fancy. I ask for a glazed donut, she says yes, then, "it will take a few minutes to prepare," I say no, I do not have time, I'll choose another one. I look closely at the donuts, they are highly intricate, not solid, several of them appear to be finely woven lattices in the shape of a donut.


      There are 3 mini-glazed donuts for 10 cents each, I decide to get these instead. I pay by tearing off 3 small chunks of a donut that I already had. The three chunks need to all be the same size or they won't be valuable.

      I walk out thinking I made a very good deal, I probably made money on the transaction.

      Updated 01-30-2015 at 08:49 AM by 65364

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    5. 2015-01-25 Comp (SCoAA) night #1 boy scouts

      by , 01-25-2015 at 10:59 AM


      I can't even remember the last time I only recalled one dream. Usually on the worst night my memories are poor but still I recall at least half a dozen scenes, usually more.

      I took two capsules of motherwort before bed, concerned that they might suppress dreaming, well guess what, THEY DID. I slept OK, but no middle of the night wakings recalled, and only one short dream. At least it was more than a fragment!

      + in a car with new staff members from the boy scout troop (scouts who recently were promoted from patrol leader). I'm telling them about how the staff (later teen scouts who have graduated from the patrols but are still active in the troop, they basically run the camp under the supervision of a few parents/leaders) arrange their tens and sleeping bags. "We usually all set up tents in case of rain, but usually sleep out under the skies nearby the tents. Since you are all staff now", I look around and these kids they look really small, way too young to be staff members I think, "you get to set up your sleeping place on AR <staff hill>." We're then moving by AR and I look up on the top and see a few staff already standing there.

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    6. 2015-01-12 kild, ld #94

      by , 01-14-2015 at 07:21 PM
      + girl who wanted the most expensive music recording device, roller-coaster-like ride up a bridge spire

      A girl kept upgrading her music recording device to the best one she could find. The "DD-<numbers>" units. We're driving in a car approaching a bridge with a great view, I say "you're in for a treat!" We drive up the support of the bridge vertically like a roller-coaster then after the top down the other side, people are visible walking/(sliding?) down the cables. There is a large green area(?) where the cell phone signal is blocked and the girl can't check something about the price on the music device. We're in a store and she finds yet a higher end more expensive DD-?? device and wants it, I say what's the point of these expensive music recording devices, you could just re-record your music on (tape?) if you wanted to.

      + guy throws a fish at me, poor thing flops on the ground and is ripped in half by the impact

      In a store, unexpectedly(?) there are large fish tanks across the room. There is a guy there and as a joke he tosses a large live fish at me (I think it's a carp?) pretty large, about 2 feet long, and it SMACKs hard on to the ground near my feet, I reach my hand down to it but an leery of it biting my finger into its mouth. The guy comes over and lifts up the fish from the head and only the front part comes up, the fish has been ripped in half by the impact and you can see it's insides. I say something like "good job" sarcastically to the guy and he's not happy about ruining the fish.

      + son S2 is procuring laptops with great graphics, I'm going to sleep but wary of the strange woman in the corner, bunch of kids on my bed I show them how to do front somersaults

      In a room like a dorm room, I'm sitting on my bed, my son S2 is saying that he's managed to get approved for our group to get new laptops with the best new graphics, he had to do it now because once the term starts these requests will not be approved. I see over in the dark corner of the room across from me in flashes of light I see some older woman is lying in a bed, I'm trying to get a clear view. I getting into bed for sleep and I do not want to sleep with that unknown woman in the room.

      Another younger woman, a mother with kids, is at the root of my bed going in to the next room for a shower, she has some daughters who are naked and are going in to the shower. At the head of my bed is a clothed girl, so I help her do a front sommersault towards the foot of the bed. Then my bed is filled with kids and I'm constantly helping them to do forward sommersaults. I show one with my hand (I see my hand, looks normal) the rounded shape his head should take so that he doesn't land on his head. An adult (form er colleague from KG?) does a sommersault off the foot of the bed and has to lean diagonally to avoid hitting a desk or table there.

      + (long) preparing camp against the nazis, our friends vanish, enemy scout animals/monsters attack our scout thing, beat them to a pulp, train in the distance picks up (soldiers?) & medicine, captured for court martial, "do not commit the crime of 'hearing'", 2 small girls are named by enemy captain, calls one of them to do a delivery.

      At one point, I see in the far distance a scene where a train pulls up to a station, and car by car, people fill the car, then medicines flow into the car, then the train advances one car, and the next empty car is filled first with people then with medicines, this happens about 3-4 times.

      Generally a dark/scarry/forboding feeling throughout this. I'm with some others preparing an outdoor fortress/ camp (for the winter? a siege?) against the bad guys who will be here soon. We're doing things like scavenging scrap metal and piling it up in our compound behind fences. Most of the people vanish except I have the feeling there's one other guy but I don't see him. I pass over a deep cave going into the ground and say "we may have to go deeper down" to be safe. At one point I'm at a dark place on the road and I see an enemy scout raise up, I freeze but they can still see me. There are two strange little beasts and they attack our beast. I come to its defense and pound one of the small enemy beasts to a bloody pulp.

      I have a thought about capture and the scene transitions (I actually noticed the transition!) and I think "we'll be court martialed". In a room with prisoners and guards, the guard is screaming about not "committing the crime of 'hearing'" (meaning prisoners communicating and understanding one another). The enemy commander gives two small twin prisoner girls rhyming names (don't recall them) and summons them to him, they need to deliver some roll of documents somewhere.

      WBTB

      + (KILD, LD #94) walking along line of hot girls, checking them out, they're shy, lean over kiss one and get lucid

      I'm walking along with a group of girls. I'm checking out the rear of the one in front of me, she's hot. She immediately covers up her butt, pulling down a sweater and placing a backpack right in the way of the view, I think this is funny. No problem, ah there's another sweet one with a tight body-fitting long sweater on with a great a$$, I'll just go and check her out for a bit. I realize I'm walking along besides a girl and I get bold and lean around in front of her and kiss her, as soon as I kiss her I think "I'm dreaming," and stay in the kiss for a while, feeling the lucidity, but visuals are gone (must have 'closed my eyes') and I soon wake/transition.

      + toy vending machine, cost is 198 (298?), girl tells me order is ready, MILF leans over showing cleavage including nip slip, fascinating eye'd girl (violet? gray?) at counter, calls to Japanese boss for assistance, language confusion

      I'm in some busy room, there's a small toy vending machine in front of me, made out of plastic, there's a roll I want to buy and push a toy button and an odometer-like display comes up and shows a price of (198 or 298?), I think wow that's an expensive roll. At that point a blonde girl comes up to me and starts discussing my (order?), I'm confused about langauges and start speaking a <forgeign language> asking "where is it? How do I get there?". I get attracted to her and start to touch her arm and caress it but she looks a bit freaked out and edges away. At that moment I look to her left and an attractive middle-aged woman with deep cleavage showing is leaning far over doing something, I admire the view, and realize there's a bit of nip-and areola-slip going on there.

      I move to another room and come up to a girl at a counter. I reach up and take off a necklace of some sort that I"m wearing it's related to the object I ordered and need to pick up. More langauge confusing, we start in <foreign language> and she switches to asking a question in English at one point and I notice the shift but I answer "yes" in english. I'm then captivated by her eyes which at first I think are a deep violet color which I think matches her top, then her eyes become completely gray/silver, very remarkable. Her manager comes by, a Japanese man, who goes and stands a bit to the left of us with his back to us and she asks him some question. I"m not sure about where I'm supposed to go and when, but I know that I would not mind coming back to this place again!
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    7. 2015-01-14

      by , 01-14-2015 at 06:39 PM
      lots of night wakings and lots of recall, but consistently short, mostly disconnected scenes

      00:17 pre-bedtime

      04:35 no recall

      07:47

      + (f) parking garage? (voice notes, don't remember this!)

      + the gym admin wants $300 ($300!!!!) for the task of simply retrieving my file from the back room, I'm flabbergasted; haven't been at my locker in long time, combination lock

      I approach and look at the combination locks, I start spinning one? Locks that have been not used for a long time have little boxes placed around them, I look on the back of the locks and (the combination is written there?)

      10:00 ?

      + I'm waiting for HOURS for my burger in the fast food joint, there's a massive, pressing crowd at the counter I'm pushing them away to maintain my place, I keep telling people I've been waiting for HOURS.

      + The taco place buffet doesn't have tacos or burritos, only less desirable stuff, I go looking for the tacos, find them but they're paid, not part of the buffet so don't take any

      + in a large open grocery store, see someone with a bacon/egg/muffin at the checkout, go to the bacon/egg/muffin counter, select the ingredients, and they cook it for me, I wonder what happens if they break the egg

      I choose a slice of tomato, a cooked/poached egg, a slice of cheese? and a muffin and give them to the (lady?) to cook and they start cooking it. I wonder if they break the poached egg so that the yolk runs out if I can ask them to make another one.

      + guiding friends (man/woman/child) from the subway to the playground, they want to take a taxi but I show them the playground is right across the street; playing basketball in the playground

      + lying down in a driveway in winter beside a rolling country road, cars drive by, looking for police cars coming down the road, hoping nobody will run over me

      I see the cars driving by while lying down on frozen/frosty ground, I see some cars with lights go by must be a police car, I see a driver inside, but he pays me no attention.

      + a guy makes a great fast move climbing over the naked black giant demon thing and scores a basket, is that thing really naked? yes I sort of see it's "thing"; I'm studying (magic?) there's a bad guy over there, I will never join him

      + outdoors/daylight/huge building: it's a multipurpose building, read the titles on building, restaurants, etc., automated gate, weird simultaneous naked/clothed/jeans, super thick wall street journal on ground, picture/painting of the very large east coast wedding party

      The building is huge like a sports arena and is standing to my right about 100 feet away. It's something to do with Russia on the other entrance?

      The fence closes slowly and automatically, I"m watching the mechanism of it up close right in front of the door.

      I feel like I'm naked ("feel the breeze" on my stuff), I look down, and I see I'm wearing jeans, yet I'm still naked. It's like my skin has jeans camoflage drawn onto it, sort of, I can see my thang hanging down but it's jeans colored. I can't figure out if I'm nakeed or not, doesn't look like it but it feels like it.

      I walk by some outdoor cash registers where people are buying things,on the ground I see a massive folded newspaper, it's about 1 foot thick, I rifle through a few pages without actually reading anything and imagine this is the Wall Street Journnal.

      Nearby in a checkout line is a wedding party, there's a picture/photo there of a large "East Coast" wedding party, it's stylized and seems half-painting half-photograph.
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    8. 2015-01-06 sexy soylent green, orchestra auditions, "I'm sleeping, not dead!", The Phase success(?)

      by , 01-06-2015 at 10:44 AM
      (early)

      + (f) selling stock?

      + kissing the move star

      In an open top car, a beautiful (movie star?) has her face up close to mine filling my vision, I kiss her several times (quick pecks)

      + saving child from car, "help me out!", sharp pipe dangerously close to "the family jewels"

      I'm in the back seat of a car, driver's side, pulling a (child?) out to safety, I'm opening the door and pushing it with my body/arm, another (shiny blue?) car is pushed up against our car making it hard to get out, I sort of shove the blocking car a bit away. I ask "help pull me out!" to some (friends?) standing nearby, and they grab my left arm and slowly I emerge from the car. While they're doing this I look down and I see a severed vertical metal pipe with very sharp edges (like a traffic sign pole) move directly underneath my crotch, I'm barely making it over the pipe and I really hope that my friends do not drop me, I anticipate contact but it never comes. Once outside of the car I'm talking with people.

      + (long) invitation-only complex, sexy soylent-green

      I'm approaching a very fancy complex in the distance, the entire area is invitation-only a famous guy must first invite you in but I go in anyway, along a walkway up to a mall-like complex. It's dark-ish outside. Approaching, there are several different "stores" there, all with writhing sexy people in them. The one on the right is "the hall of bestiality" which holds no interest for me. The one on the left seems like a strip-club of some sort and there's a line of people waiting to get in. One by one sexy women in skimpy outfits come out of the club to escort the next customer inside, most of them are dark-skinned. They also have some sort of object with them. One comes out and beckons to me, I do not find her particularly attractive and I see that she is carrying a large roll of something that I think she wants to wrap me in, I do not care either for her or the idea of getting wrapped but I do want to get inside the club, so I go with her.

      She starts wrapping me in something in between cellophane and thin styrofoam packing, it doesn't hold well around my body and I have to hold it up to keep it from falling away and exposing me.

      She escorts me to a shower area, there are a row of about 5 showers there with doors on the front, the two on the ends have higher doors then the ones in the middle, we approach the one on the right and it's in use but the guy in there leaves and moves to one of the middle ones, I go in and take a short shower, I see and feel the water.

      Next she escorts me (I'm always being led from place to place) through a room that looks like some sort of industrial kitchen. I think "oh man I hope they're not preparing us to eat", I have a thought of soylent green and wonder if we're being prepared as some sort of food items.

      In another room a man gives a bunch of directions for how the "customers" should be prepared, including applying 0.5 volts of electricity to their heads for 30 minutes. I'm thinking we may never get out of here.

      My wife is being also escorted around by a young man (Jeff?), she mentions how she likes it so much but that she (realizes it's not genuine?).

      (late)

      + orchestra strings audition; "don't follow me!", "I'm sleeping, not dead" @ grandparents house, buxom girl asks me incomprehensible questions, kids take pictures of dead body and post on internet

      I'm observing a youth orchestra rehearsal, the cello/bass section are holding live auditions for moving up in the section, I see and hear various young female cello players playing a solo selection from a very familiar piece (can't name it), and they are dragging the bows across the strings to get double-string sounds very artistically, I think about this for a moment. I wonder if the bass players will also audition. I wonder if the auditioners will immediately move up in their sections or not. Then the orchestra (string section only) starts accompanying the auditioning soloists with very fast tremolo.

      One of the young female musicians gets up and says "do NOT follow me, absolutely under no conditions should anybody come after me!" and a runs down the street. Well, I think, saying it like that is just begging to be followed, haha, so I say "come on, guys, let's go!" and run down the sidewalk after her. I have some notion that she was going to / or had encountered a dead body. We arrive at the driveway to my grandparent's house where there is a youngish woman lying in an open coffin, apparently dead. I'm looking at her and I start to see movement, breathing, her head's moving, she's not dead apparently! She opens her eyes and looks around but remains lying there, she says "not dead -- sleeping."

      I'm moving through a large crowd of people on the driveway by the front door but there are too many people, so I go inside the house squeezing in the front door. Inside in the living room I see a youngish woman lying on her stomach on a couch with her head facing me, propped up on her elbows, she has large breasts which are hanging down and resting on the couch, a few stretch marks and no nipples visible. She seems familiar and I walk by her to the left and acknowledge her by briefly patting her head as I go by, she has bronze/brass-colored hair (with two short pigtails?). She (grabs my hand?) and turns and says something to me, she is not very pretty I realize, and I think that I've gotten together with another girl and hope this one isn't hurt by that.

      I'm kneeling down by the couch and her arm is resting on my leg, and I reciprocate and rest my right arm on top of hers, I feel the contact/warmth. She asks me something I just can't understand, something like "How are you outside? And Inside? (meaning location, relative to this house)" but I just can't make it out and ask her twice more and each time she repeats the same barely comprehensible thing.

      Back outside the house? I hear/think that my kids have taken pictures of some dead body in an open coffin and posted them on the internet, I think this is entirely inappropriate and intend to tell them so.

      + (The Phase success? lucid in the void?) power flight through structures, avoid titan, @parent's house waking at sunset, getting a slice of chocolate cake from the fridge (sister)

      This is possibly my first successful "The Phase" attempt. I have tried once or twice earlier in the night but didn't find any success with it.

      Clearly, *something* happened.

      I'm lying on my right side and I realize I'm awake. I try to immediately separate by visualizing myself lunging out of bed but nothing happens. I then quickly visualize rotating on my vertical axis, hmm, something seems to happen, not sure, I move to attention to visual, and I see something like a pamphlet appear, so I "push" into this vision, and I feel like I've "entered" a scene very much like "getting lucid" feels like, and still see the pamphlet but a bit closer and more like "dream" vision. I think I've entered the dream state! But the pamphlet vanishes and I'm left with no visuals. I feel my wife moving in the bed but I remain in this dream like state in the void.

      Then suddenly I hear a roaring grow in my ears, it gets extremely loud and it feels like my whole body is shaking. It subsides and then repeats, even more intense, sort of unpleasant, but I stay with it hoping it will lead to a dream (could already have been the dream in retrospect), but it subsides.

      So I imagine a dream location I want to appear in and start flying, eventually I enter a non-lucid flying dream, I have some sort of girl on my back whom I'm showing around, I'm gliding at first but switch to powered flight, think about skimming the rooftops of the tall buildings downtown and impressing her, then there are some large reddish structures around, very tall, and I'm flying below and among the large shapes which look like red construction cranes. Some sort of giant (really big, bigger than the cranes) being appears and (starts shooting bolts of energy around?). I evade and head back the way I came.

      I'm in my parent's house, I just got up, I'm in the living room, everybody else is still asleep, I look out the window and see a colorful sunset, my God, did everybody sleep through the entire day?

      I go into the kitchen, thinking about food, don't see anything good, look in the fridge, and see on a lower shelf slightly hidden a plate of what looks like a white frosted cake with yellow (pineapple?) chunks in it, I take this out and it is actually a collection of many different slices of different takes with very ornamental frosting on top, I'm selecting a piece, I decide on a chocolate piece and am trying to scoop it out but can't. My sister appears and says something like how it takes so much effort to make these cakes and it nobody eats it she won't bother, I say that I like it. I see a piece lying on its side with chocolate chips spread through the cake piece.

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    9. 2014-12-19 medium length multi-scene

      by , 12-19-2014 at 09:00 PM
      Yay, a coherent multi-scene nicely recalled dream:

      + czech orchestra & many conductors; Missouri conservatives; football; old dog & young kid, dog enters neighbor's yard, go get him, talk about kids schooling; high school outdoors hot dog lunch

      Czech orchestra:
      I'm walking through an atrium-like open indoor space. I hear an orchestra playing. I hear them making some mistakes, they're perhaps a student or an amateur orchestra. As I walk through the crowd of white people standing around (most are women/girls), I notice that a bunch of them are moving their arms like they're conductors to the orchestra, just standing there in the crowd, however. One of them is a small girl. They are speaking a slavic language, but it's not Russian. It turns out they're Czech.

      Missouri conservatives:
      I'm standing at a table near a (glass) wall/window (dream sign) with a group of men. I know that we're in Missouri. I see their faces, they look normal. One has a sweater on. I think they're pretty conservative. We're standing around for a while. The talk moves to football and the TV show. They're astonished that in some places, there is only one broadcast of a football game, they're used to multiple broadcasts where each team's fans can watch the broadcast focused on "their" team.

      Football game:
      kickoff, the kickoff comes down and actually goes out the end zone. Wait, it's a field goal, the kickoff actually scored a field goal! Replay, watch it again, yup the refs hands to up signaling a score. Switch to playing football with a group of small black boys in street clothes, we're pushing a football around and I'm encouraging a small boy to take it and run.

      Old dog:
      I'm holding my old (deceased) dog L in my arms, I'm looking at him and think he doesn't look good: old, sick, he has a large discolored spot on his back. I put him down at his water bowl, I think he's been without water for a long time, I look into the cabinet where he was sleeping and think no water was put there. I think about him trying to drink the water, he's weak but seems to be able to do it. The water is not clean and has bits of food floating in it, I pick up the bowl to empty and refill it in the sink.

      Then my son S1 is there as a small boy and makes a funny non-sense rhyme, and I rhyme back to him in nonsense words.

      I notice through the dining room glass window (real memory of old home) that dog L has just trotted out the front door. I move to follow him, I notice that there are a lot of piles of leaves around the porch but that a large, regular rectangular area covering most of the porch has had the leaves cleaned off.

      I follow dog L and think how much I'd love to walk with him like this one more time, just him and me (semi-lucid thought?)

      Dog L enters a gate into a neighbor's yard (false memory), I follow, at the gate I see the woman owner is there, I make a hand gesture movement indicating "can I come in?" I apologize for the dog coming in, I pick him up. There is a teen girl in the yard at a well(?)

      Start walking down a flight of steps and am talking with (neighbor man?) about schools, he says "your boys probably go to <such and such> school?" I say "no we had them in school but then homeschooled them, but when they were in school (we made sure they had a flexible schedule?). Then "when you're 16 and 18 you've got it made in the shade."

      Walking along a concrete division, the other guy is a high school student. We're walking in the wide-open court of the high school, it's lunch time, in the distance I see a high school boy sitting at a table with a large plate mostly empty but with a few scraps of hot dog/sausage on it.

      Approaching the hot dog stand the cook is serving up hot dogs, at first I see what look like chili dogs, as I step up to the table I see there are chili dogs and a giant corn dog, a deep-fried hot dog about 2 feet long, 3x in diameter fof a normal hot dog. The cook starts slicing the hot dog in half along its long axis, I wake up.
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    10. 2014-12-01 sleeping/waking, Lake Tahoe Blackjack vacation with MR, goosing the crowd

      by , 12-01-2014 at 01:21 PM
      + I'm really mad at a guy, he's walking my dog the wrong way. He's not using the 2-dimensional leash/wall the right way. I see my old dog.

      + I'm in bed, apparently outdoors. The sun is shining down on the blankets making it too warm. I think it's just not possible to fall back asleep once the sun is fully shining down on you and decide to get up

      + I'm in bed with my wife, dozing, awake. Our bed is outside in some yard. We're house watching a house for somebody else, but we don't go inside. I think it would be nice to go inside because it's a large house. I don't want the neighbours looking at us, it's probably illegal to sleep outside. The house we're watching has a nice looking motorcycle with an oange front guard, I wonder if the owner would let me ride it. We're up, I see lots of little bits pieces of fluff / paper all over the ground and in the dimples of our mattress, I pick a few of them up and then stop. I think I want to go get my dog who's down the street in the car.

      + summary: Lake Tahoe Blackjack vacation with best friend MR

      Arriving at a location (flying), it's a train station, and someone tells me the tall windows are there so that people who live there can stand at the windows and peek out, I think they might flash passers-by. Still flying, arrive at the parking lot for our casino. The building is alone on an wide open flat area, not very large. The parking lot is large and mostly empty, I see about 5 vehicles in the lot and think "woohoo not too crowded we'll have a great time at the tables!". I circle over the parking lot flying backwards quickly in celebration. On the ground I imagine entering and finding an empty blackjack table.

      Inside at the table, MR and I are getting ready to sit down to play blackjack. I want to sit at 1st base, MR is behind the stable standing next to the left of the dealer, he wants to be there but I tell him they won't allow it, and a pit guy tells him the same. MR says he has a very particular place where he wants to sit, so I move down the table towards 3rd base, there's some guy there standing in the very middle of the table and I try to manoeuvre around him, and think about asking him to move down, but I don't.

      We get to playing. I'm trying to count cards but keep realising I've forgotten the count. I'm trying to count the cards as they come out. I almost count a 2 but then remember that only 3-4-5-6, 10s get counted. At one point the dealer is dealing both on the regular table and on a diagonally slanted table to the left of our table near the floor, many cards are quickly gathered up I don't have the chance to see them.

      At one point I'm holding the bottom few cards of a deck while the dealer deals out the rest, and I hand him the rest of the deck.

      My friend is networking with people more than playing . I say ("he went to <XYZ> business school!").

      I'm counting my "chips," which have turned into knitted white little doilies, I'm separating them to figure out how much money i have. My initial buy-in was for $100, I think I'm *way* down (to about $30) but it turns out I'm close to even.

      One hand, I'm dealt an 11 (9-2 I think) and the dealer shows an Ace. "Gotta double!" I say and put out more chips. I have a 19. The dealer draws a bunch of little cards including another ace, and apparently makes "21", I'm upset, then another "3" card pokes out from the pile of dealer cards, the dealer has busted! I wonder how many times the dealer cheats by hiding cards to avoid busting.

      I get confused between the cashier and a small table. I think "time to color up?" and hand in my chips. I get a receipt back instead of cash, I wonder at that for a bit but figure it's a way to keep the player in the casino. I read the receipt to confirm, I can't find the money amount, I am closely looking at the receipt, moving my finger tip over the words line by line (they look like real words, nothing is blurry) but I don't see the amount. They say the balances are listed by the names, I see my wife's name, I eventually see my balance, something like $136, I'm up $36, woohoo. In pencil written on top of the receipt is "45 burrito", they tell me that's good for "a 45 minute burrito meal" in the restaurant. I imagine the restaurant is a buffet and that they must time the comp'd meals of they'd lose money.

      Sitting at a blackjack table I smell something. I hear someone way "smoke." I stand up and go outside the automatic double glass doors into an atrium and see smoke and smell it more strongly and see people walking around. My chips are left on the table, I return and see my chips (a green stack) and MR's chips (a blue stack) there are people standing next to them (former H VP from "Be" company?), nobody's taken them.

      I think about offering MR to drive in the morning to my favorite Tahoe beach. Even though it's winter I would still love to go there, I haven't been there for years even though I've been back to California several times since we've left. I'd offer to drive there so MR can continue sleeping.

      nap / melatonin hangover:

      + (semi-lucid/bold) goosing in the crowd. Every one is facing away from me. There's an old woman, yuck no, there's an old man standing next to her, he seems inexplicably more attractive, but no, see a hot girl and go to give her a "full body" hug from the back while I experience the dream fading feeling.

      + I'm trying to turn off all the lights in an outdoor covered hallway. There are many light switches, all of which work to turn off another light. The main character (me?) drops his pants, and I observe that the servants all copy dropping the pants down to their knees, I see the male's "stuff" but the women only slightly push down their pants, nothing is visible.

      + job offer from JR ("Re" company colleague) (in a wheelchair). JR keeps after me about this position: they offer me fully paid training and then the job. I'm concerned I'll be away from my main job too long and get fired. RM (the VP) is following me while I try to ask JR if RM knows about this offer, JR says yes, in fact RM is behind the whole deal. Some (black?) girls say I should take the training option that is in Africa instead of South America. I'm surprised the training is outside of the US at all.

      Updated 12-01-2014 at 01:24 PM by 65364

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    11. 2014-11-22

      by , 11-22-2014 at 02:29 PM
      ....followed by a night of insomnia due to failed supplement attempt

      b4 supps:

      + I'm getting fitted for my personalized Indian mini canoe

      (alarm) +(f) standing around with people, see a large hole in the ground, say to a group member "hey that's like yours" (?)

      (supps)

      (insomnia 1/2 the night)

      (get up for a couple hours)

      (back to nap for 2nd "half of night")

      + auditioning for a model job, the casting people are beautiful blondes (man and woman), they want me to be a train engineer but I haven't brought any props

      + going to look for someone with an adult and a boy

      (now late afternoon with a melatonin hangover, that wasn't worth losing a Saturday...)
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    12. 2014-11-20 motorcycle gang fight, getting back with DB, goose the girl

      by , 11-20-2014 at 10:29 AM
      +(f) in some dark place searching for/avoiding bad guys

      + Indoors, normal lighting. At a computer terminal/ATM, the keyboard has very small (short) chicklet keys which are hard to type on accurately. I'm trying to get to and use the ATM, some guy is in my way and I slowly lean by him on the right looking at him inquisitively to see if he minds me going past him.

      + kill gang members, take their guns and motorcycle, evade cops
      Outdoors, daylight. I shoot two gang members dead, it's pretty bloody. They're each on a motorcycle and have an automatic rifle strapped to their back, I use a pistol. I approach one who I know is dead and lying on the ground but I consider a possibility where he is not dead, and he suddenly sits up and shoots at me and I fee the bullet hit me in the forehead and I know I'd be dead. But that didn't happen so I continue on, I go by the other guy to the left who's sprawled out on the ground and very bloody and grab his automatic rifle off of the ground, and I sling it over my back. It's looks like an olive/army green bow-saw

      To wake up from the dreams spontaneously-gl39.jpg

      I get on the 2nd guy's motorcycle and prepare to ride away. I have my hands on the handles and pull in the clutch cable and look down to my left foot to click down the shifter to 1st gear, let of the clutch and start riding on the road. I see a police car behind me amongst other cars and get concerned. I pull off soon to the right in a sort of hilly construction area with steep rolling hills doing down, the police come after me, I stop, and they go forwards not paying attention to me.

      I return to some room like a hotel room and am surprised to find it empty, a team of cleaning personnel (husband + wife + kid?) are there. It's fairly dim in the room. I ask something about the fee, and the man starts to answer, but the woman, who doesn't want any trouble with gangs, shushes him.

      In some garage the automatic door is opening and closing I'm trying to get to something outside. It's night/dim lighting.

      + getting back together with ex-gf DB, I'm with DB and am planning my weekend, I want to invite DB for Saturday and call another GF for Sunday, DB says she wants to go out both days. I plan the end of our date, I will hug her and gently kiss her left temple, I wonder if she'll object since we're not together any more.

      Inside a (van?) making a phone call on an old-time telephone with just a "cup" receiver.

      I'm looking at an apartment complex across the street from me, there's a view of the (city?) in the distance to the right, and I think the guy in the corner apartment in that building has pretty nice view, it probably has higher rent because of the nice view.

      In a house, on an upper floor, (wife? DB?) comes home, the house is now like a large inflatable kid's slide, all pure bright white, and I jump down several levels to the ground floor

      + (semi lucid) I'm walking through a group of people, I'm looking at them in detail, they're mostly short men, I'm looking/waiting for a (particular?) girl, once I walk past the guys, the girl comes around the corner from my left, she's taller than the guys, she has medium-short hair (dirty blonde?) and is wearing a knit sweater top, and I immediately pin her to the wall with each hand on a breast and look into her eyes and wonder about holding the dream, but it fades.

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    13. 2014-11-19 work task, choke hold bully, blackjack

      by , 11-19-2014 at 10:56 AM
      + CEO (N.) JH calls me and one other guy into a meeting. I move to shake his hand and introduce myself but he leaves me hanging and does not take my hand, he already knows my name and says it, introducing me to the group. He says I'm here to solve the problem that nobody else has been able to solve, it's either a problem with the hardware or the driver. I don't feel confident, these guys here surely know the driver much better than I do. The problem must be fixed in just a few days, there's a (trade show?) coming up soon.

      In a cubicle area there are several desk/workplaces there one guy is working there, I'm trying to find a place to put my big fluffy coat, I don't see any coat racks, will I have to put it on my computer? Each workplace has one of every kind of computer, in particular a windows PC and a mac. It's better to use the mac because it has better diagnostic tools so finding the problem will be better, I see the computers on the desk and select the mac.

      There is an important public presentation/talk soon, I'm expected to go, the admin (a young man) says that formal wear is required. I ask about time/directions to the place.

      In the cafeteria, it's quite "fru-fru" with a private organic garden growing vegetables on an island table in the room, and a private gardener/chef overseeing it. The veggies are all really small, I put a teeny tiny radish in my mouth and chew. I see lots of bunches of little carrots. I ask them if they have any hot peppers, I don't see any.

      In some other place I'm thinking that solving this problem is really important for the company, the CEO may personally give me $1 million if I solve it. He may even give me $10 million, and I'd be set for life.

      (A number of other scenes with me being concerned that I have no clue how to solve this problem, and thinking about the reward)

      + I'm walking across a street I see/sense a bully up ahead is pursuing a scared boy to torment him. As a man it is my duty to stop this, I run after him and pursue him through a building and outside. I eventually catch up to him and grab him quickly putting him into a choke hold with my right arm. I gradually increase the constriction, pulling on my right elbow with my free left hand. He's not struggling much. At one point I feel him swallow. I am cheek to cheek with him for a while. At some point I let him go and realize we're both in our underwear, we find our clothes nearby, I see my white t-shirt wadded on the ground and pick it up.

      + I'm standing outside and my wife approaches and says to put the water into the car. I'm confused about what water she's talking about, I look down and see a 4-5 liter bottle of water, it looks kind of dirty, I ask her if this is the water she says yes.

      I see a dealer up close dealing a hand of blackjack, the player takes a hit and stands, the dealer has 14 and the player says something like "18 beats 14". I'm sitting at the table at extreme 1st base, almost around the corner with the dealer. My wife is in the middle of the table. We're playing a hand and some cards are on the table. The dealer recommends playing some special option cards that will greatly increase my winnings, by around $180. I've won a lot of money on this hand, I think you can win a lot of money this way. I say though "sometimes you can burn through your entire bankroll in just 10 minutes."

      + (f) in a large (cafeteria?) room with young people, a girl?
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    14. 2014-11-17 girls & bits (& bites)

      by , 11-17-2014 at 02:47 PM
      + I'm in the kitchen of my parent's house, the fridge is open and I'm taking out a small piece of cold/frozen pumpkin pie and eating it. JG appears, looking beautiful in a lovely dress, her hair down for a change, and I am so happy to see her, I feel like hugging her but don't. She says she, too, wants a piece of pie.

      + walking down the street some kids are following me. I walk through a barrier (like to prevent vehicles from entering the sidewalk), and look down and see a kid is right next to me and is pushing their skateboard to interfere with my feet. I push it out of my way, annoyed, and keep on walking. They're walking really close behind me and I'm a bit nervous. I climb over some barrier and "fall" down, and one of them falls right on top of me. It's a girl it turns out, and she's wearing really short jean shorts, barely descending down to cover half of her butt cheeks. She's lying on top of me with her body perpendicular to mine and her butt right in front of my face. I want to get her off of me so I get the idea to bite her right butt cheek, hard. I do so, and instead of jumping off of me she indicates how much she likes it. I try biting her left cheek, also hard, and she just wiggles in pleasure.
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    15. 2014-11-10

      by , 11-10-2014 at 10:41 AM
      Again 2 major recall wakings, first one basically entirely forgotten, 2nd one amazing, 3mg melatonin @ bedtime probably hindered early recall

      + (long, involved, forgotten) My g/f is in an open aired room with walls made from alternating primary color short blocks , I'm concerned that people from all over will be able to see us when I join her.

      plethora of many short scenes:

      + standing with mother on mountain trail, looking up in amazement at distant tall craggy mountain peak high above us through the mist

      + nuclear bomb experiment observers: they watch for fun, and have rad badges and when they indicate "full" you have to leave

      + in a very deep pool, an (opponent?) or two are working underwater on a large contraption, I dive in and wave to them, I spin around in the water and lose my bearing and get dizzy and become concerned about drowning

      + standing in childhood home: my room by window I see dark/brown clouds in sky, then in sister's corner room, I take a selfie out the left window spending a long time trying to get the view of the distant water and city behind me just right, without revealing my location, there are heavy dark clouds

      + a woman and child have come to meet me, they've walked 40 blocks by foot, the large wide road stretches into the distance up a hill, urban environment, I see it's about a mile for only 5 blocks, they must have been walking a long time

      + assault team taking on a large technological bunker, they're blowing off the security doors with thermal detonators

      + I'm observing and discussing a multi-chambered deep-sea diving device, the chamber on my left has a park-exit-multi-pronged gate vertical thing, that I say is for maintaining stretch in your torso so your organs don't get crushed at deep depths

      + I pull my g/f into my embrace with my Doc Ock arms, she laughs

      + there's a kid's ride made up of a device on a small circular track about 1 meter off the ground, there's a handle that jutts out and the kids are supposed to hold on to it for a ride.

      + passenger in cab drive past family on the street, shouldn't I give them a ride? On chartered bus see wife walking on street ahead I tell bus driver to stop for her, she comes in side door I take her bags, she says I should take out the garbage, I'm wondering about the 2ndary drivers who are on the bus, I say we'll be stopping not far from our initial planned destination
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