My paranoid adventure into the mind.

Same result as yesterday. Zilch.

Definitely have to actually follow the suggestions of past comments to address this -_-.

Tonight surprised me.. I couldn't remember anything at all. Even at days when I don't remember anything, I can still faintly recall images or events that happened, yet there was nothing today. Nothing.

Been nearly a month since this DJ has started!

Trip to the cold Antarctica

The dream started when I got this ticket to a program in Antarctica from a friend who I haven't seen for some time (IWL). She said she had two and wanted me to come with her. Excited, we decided to meet up there. Fast forward and I'm on this large glacier which I thought to be Antarctica. There were penguins around along with some other people with me who were apparently the program supervisors. They were creating holes in the glacier which would fill up with water so that the penguins would have a swimming pool. What? Penguins deserve comfort as well! One of the supervisors who was there with me made this large rectangular pool. Apparently there was a problem where the water wasn't filling it up completely and I fell in the water as well. I wasn't really terrified and I swam across to this rope ladder which led up. Once back up, The scene changed into this building which was similar to a house but more like walls and a roof, and we were still on the glacier. There was a glass wall where the penguins were on the other side, and there was this little hallway which led to a dead end on my right, but it was turned the other way, towards my back. There were people in there along the walls who were the other ones that were admitted on the program. I couldn't recognize the girl who wanted to meet up with me but if I called her name she'd walk up to me. We had to stay in this small house for a couple of hours. Fast forward and I was eating chips. I was talking with my friend and I left to another room in the house where they were selling something. There was more that I did her but I forgot. Fast forward and we were leaving. I had to carry a bunch of bags of food which were apparently mine. I left with the girl and the scene changed. I was in my current school's track field but the school looked like my old one's, and my class was the old one as well. For warm up my old teacher said that it depended on what I wanted to play after it. I picked something and then he said to go do 5 laps. I went to go run it and I spotted a person from my current class. I ran around to find the girl I went to the trip with, along with a friend of hers. I forget what happens after this.

Playing a game

I was in this empty living room with two girls I can recognize IWL. They had these bags of candy with them. One of the girls wanted to be kind and give me something (probably candy, but I can't be sure.) but I was mad and didn't accept it. I walked upstairs and said I'll go back down. So I did and when I went up to the girl again I took her away from her. The strange thing is that the bag was magnetically attached to her so there was this force trying to resist me taking it. It wasn't strong enough to completely stop me though. The girl then mentioned, while she was slightly angry with me, that if I go too far the bag of candy will instantly pop back to her. There was then this circular area outlined and I avoided stepping out of it. So I very carefully managed to get upstairs. Keep in mind that the whole time that magnetic-like force kept going on. I then felt very triumphant. The scene changed into this sort of save the princess like game. The setting was the same though, a house. The princess, who was that same girl from before, was out the porch and was being held captive by this lizard monster, in some ways similar to the lizalfos from the legend of zelda skyward sword. I tried to save her but instead the characters changed. I wasn't the person saving the princess anymore and the princess was a different person as well. As well as the monster, who was this snake like creature spewing corrosive substances out of his mouth. There was also much more people around, and they seemed to be filming but me, viewing the scene from a 3rd person perspective and not being visible, never really minded them and thought it was real. The creature spewed the acid and it landed on top of the princess. I was thinking "oh no! the princess is going to die!" but she never did even after the acid came up on top of her again. The savior then slayed the beast and they sat there on the porch interacting with each other in some way.

Support

I was on the wall with other people, one of them being a friend IWL. We just recently finished a game of league of legends and wanted to do another. My friend was telling me that he wanted to support this time, which is a role in the game, and I didn't mind. We then went on to play a game.

I could only remember images in dreams and can't really remember it chronologically. I wrote everything I could the best, but it didn't exactly happen in this order.

Runner

I was going to practice running for track and field. I was taken to this ice rink area and the coach told me to run around here. I was with someone else I couldn't recognize. This person was running great on the ice while I was OK but going slow, so the coach was nagging at me. The scene changed and I'm in this house basement. There's a group of people here and they're encouraging me to go run around the school. Apparently this was the basement of the school. I was competing with some other people. I ran out an exit door and a kindergarten line suddenly appeared out of nowhere. I couldn't really run so I waited until I could go again. Now I was running on grass. Another line appeared again so I waited it out and got through. I went around to another corner of the school and stopped. There was a couple of people I know in waking life there, along with some of my family. To the right lead to an open field with a fence in front, and to the left showed the street and a bicycle rack. A friend of mine who I haven't seen in about a year now came up behind me and was asking me to do something.

There was another time where I was running around the school hallways and I seemed to be in the past because one of the people I was competing with the first time, who was here again this time, looked around a corner and found himself running the same way he was the first time. The "him" from the past just barely missed eye contact with him.

Uhh.. I was snoring all night tonight.. I definitely didn't not remember any dreams..

Nearly forgot to write this one .-.

Searching

I remember having a lucid tonight but I forgot the first scene so this is a dream scene change where I retained lucidity from the last.

I was on the sidewalk. There was no one else around me and I was walking down the street. I remember wanting to look for my subconscious again, but that's when a car passed by me. The woman driving the car was literally staring at me. Now that I recall it, I felt as though she had this evil presence and she put her head out the window when she passed by me just to keep staring at me. But it didn't bother me at the time because I knew it was a dream. More cars started to drive by the road and I stopped a car to find a chubby man driving it. I asked him what he represented, but he didn't really give any significant answer. I left back to the sidewalk and decided to look around the grassy hills on the other side. I kept trying to look but couldn't find her (my subconscious). There was suddenly these people in a cafe, but I can't really describe it. It was as though I was in a cafe, but I felt as though I was still in the hills. I forgot everything after this.

Don't come

I woke up in my house. The dream was too hazy for me to even think about it being a false awakening. Also, I woke up in my parents' bed. I got up and then someone said I had to not go to the next room because there was someone there and she was busy with something. So I waited and she finished. I went to the bathroom, but I could not recall any experience with mirrors there.

I also remember getting some riot points and wanting to buy a skin (League of legends.).

I could actually recall one short dream tonight!

Next class

I was in the gymnasium for my first class. It just ended and everyone seem to have left. The gym had around the same shape as my current one but there was a stage set on the far wall. A bunch of little kids, around 5th graders, came and they were getting ready to play pin dodgeball. I was leaving too but I accidentally knocked over a pin and bent over to pick it up. The bottom was slanted and it took some effort to set it straight. I was heading by the door and for some reason the teacher of my next period class was there. He was going to lead the class I just had over to the next. Bear in mind this teacher was the one I had last semester, he doesn't currently teach me. We were heading up these stairs and we went through these hallways which looked very similar to a basement. We then reached a three way intersection and we went through one way. But around 3 other people went the other way. I was worried they were going to skip so I followed them and they were just sitting around this area. I forget what they said but I wasn't worried anymore so I went back to the classroom. I had to sit in this very deep black chair, which I assumed to be painted that way, so I was about to sit down when a girl behind me left her chair and sat down there. I told the teacher and asked me if I think she was actually a girl. I don't know .-. . All her friends were staring and giggling. I said no and they all burst out laughing. The girl, who was just smiling at me with a mad expression just turned around and I went in her chair. I don't know what happens after here.

I think it's safe to say that school related things or people is my dream sign, but I'm not assuming anything yet. I'll give it another week (If I can remember any dreams during it ;-; ).

The dreams I had just barely slipped out of my mind earlier today :/.

I've been slacking off in daily reality checks and general awareness these past few days. I gotta step it up.

A type of school

I was in this sort of school. I was in a room that didn't really seem like a classroom and I was the only one in it and I was in the only desk. A teacher, who I could sense behind me, was giving instructions, and I thin he was teaching me a language. It seemed to be summer school, though I forgot what made me think that. I left the desk and went to another classroom and there were 3 other people with me. There was a girl, a fat person and someone else. We did something there and sat in the hallway to eat lunch. I forgot what else happened in this dream.

League of Legends

This dream was actually part of the last one but I decided to separate them because unless you play the game you really won't understand what's happening here.

I was in bottom lane playing the role of AD carry on blue team. I was in the same perspective as the game but I didn't have a physical body. I was playing as Striker Ezreal and my support was Blitzcrank. He was tower diving the enemy AD carry so I decided to tag along. Blitz grabbed him but he somehow went towards him instead and the AD carry went to the position Blitz was. I tried to Q him but the Mystic shot just barely missed, so we went around the tri bush. But the enemy team, led by a Riven with a resource bar similar to the Rek'sai and Tryndamere have came along. Weirdly enough, they didn't acknowledge my presence so while Blitz died I was able to get away by E-ing over the wall to a blue buff with the same terrain as the purple team's red buff. I wanted to try and escape somewhere else from here, but decided to recall (Recall is a spell in the game, I don't mean to recall the dream).

Still no more luck on the dream recall situation. Only one dream. (But they're more fragments that I just tied together than just a whole dream recalled).

Long jumps and neighbourhood

I was at school in gym class. We were doing some event thing so everyone in class were just walking around the halls, while everyone else in the school were at their classes. I remember that a cake suddenly appeared in front of me on a plate and I was taking bites along the way. None of the class seem to cared. We reached the gymnasium again and we were doing this long jump sort of thing. I recall not jumping very far. Then the teacher said to get in partners and one partner had to be in the middle of the other's path when they were running. Basically, when the guy ran and reached a reasonable distance from his partner, he then had to jump and his partner had to grab his foot in the air and push it up, making him go further. I was the one running and my partner, sure enough, was able to push me up making me go further. I remember staying up in the air for a very long time, slowly going down as though I was experiencing a low amount of gravity. It was very cool. The problem was when I was landing, and I was sliding on my side. I couldn't stop myself from sliding to eventually hitting the wall, though it was more like hovering over the ground, but my knee hit the wall before my head, and for some reason I didn't feel any pain. Our class then continued down the hall and I was eating my cake also. The scene then changed and I was on the bus. I passed my stop and had to stop at the next one and walk further. I remember a person I know from waking life being there, only in real life he doesn't take my bus. He stopped at the same stop as me and we continued down the same path eventually going separate ways. The scene then changed and I was in an empty classroom. The desks were arranged in such a way that they represented my neighbourhood. The guy I talked about earlier was there too. He was in some section of the area I recognized. He said he owned around three desks there, or "houses". I then went to my own desk, or "house," and there was more to the dream than just that but I forgot.

I dropped from an average of 2 dreams per night to 1. And it's really irritating because I'm able to easily recall another one but by the time I started writing it in my dream journal I forget about it.

The school and game system

It started in my current school. I was going to go outside to take a bus ride home when there I found out there were no buses I could take. So I had to take an alternate bus route home. Though, the bus stop I was heading to was the on the street of my old school. I remember the giant field behind it. Also, the school changed to the structure and ground of my old school as well. There was a giant part of the school missing though. Along with this, there was a giant building in front of the school. A large fishing pole was cast from the top of it, and at the end of it was a gaming system of mine. I really wanted it back, but decided to give up on it. So I went to this other bus stop and there were some other students there as well. I waited for a couple of seconds when a bunch of doctor like people with face masks came out of the school. And along with this, a sudden crowd of students were spread out across the entrance. The surgeons, I'll call them, said they needed to bring everyone back to the school for some tests. When we went back inside, the area appeared to be a train station platform. I was walking around and may have been doing some other things but appeared on the screen of a computer. I was literally in the screen of the computer. I was reading some things about me, which I forget, while walking up. I finally reached the top of the browser. I asked the owner, who was one of the surgeons, if I could go to this tab which had this title which was school building or something like that. He accepted and I went in only to find myself in a hallway. It was all empty. I walked across and this is where my memory really becomes hazy. I was either becoming a pawn which had to overcome challenges from monsters that came from the game system I was talking about earlier, or I just had to do something. Either way, a monster spawned across the way. If anyone is familiar with the Monster Hunter series, it was the mixture of Rathian and Yian Kut-ku which had no skin, similar to the colossal titan from Attack on Titan, and was a sub species called Omega Rathian. Only it was very undersized, reaching to about my chest in comparison. I didn't have any weapons to fight it so I went around and ran away. Some DC's appeared and tried helping me escape. At the end of the hallway I made a turn left into a door and turned left again into the top of these stairs. But the monster made it through and was coming towards me to do a tail flip, similar to the ones Yian Kut-ku does in the games. It very easily missed me though and the scene changed back outside the school. I had the game system I wanted earlier. I was watching some DC friends go on a bus which was on the bus stop I didn't want to go to earlier. I then walked along the street to the bus stop I needed to head to. When I reached the other side of the street from it, a GUI popped up in my vision saying information about the bus that was coming. At the bottom of it, it said "the place to find shy girls!" Ah, so this is the nonsense that dreams can demonstrate. I knew nothing before this . The bus then came and I head on my way home.

Not bad. I can't quite remember everything that happened in this dream, and sadly it's the only one I remember.

Fell into the influence of heroin

This dream probably happened because we recently finished the drug unit in health.

I was in school and I think they were teaching us about drugs. But for some reason, it was my teacher last year. I forget what I was thinking about it, but the scene changed and I was and I was in the hallway. There was a group of people and I think they were drug dealers of some sort. They were trying to give me a cookie, but I knew it was injected with heroin. I very easily refused, and tried to walk away. But they persevered and threw the cookie at my mouth. It hit some other part of my face but missed my mouth. Though, a small piece fell in my mouth and I ate it. I instantly panicked. But after a few moments I realized that there was no effect, so I thought that it wasn't enough to get me drunk or more importantly addicted. The scene changed again back to my classroom, but the wall with the chalk board continued into this large room bigger than the class room. Though it was really dark and had a large television screen close to the wall that had the chalk board. We were playing some interactive activity on the screen. I was feeling an addictive effect from the heroin but was able to suppress it. I was then scared because I may become addicted. The scene changed again to the lobby of my current school. I went up to last year's teacher and asked him what he thinks about drug addicts. and what a strange question to ask out of all the possible more useful ones. He said that he doesn't like them, disrespects them, and would definitely not ever teach one. The scene then changed to the room of a house I don't recognize. There were strange spheres floating in the air of varying colours. The addiction came back again and I finally fell victim. I consumed a bunch of heroin, which was apparently those spheres, then I looked up at the sky. It was night and there was a full moon. That's when I woke up.

Tonight definitely wasn't favorable. I could only remember fragments of dreams, and as such I won't give any titles.

I was trying to get something from a doctor because either I or someone else I knew was sick. We were in this park under a tree. I was also with my grandma.

I was walking back towards my house. I found this woman who seemed like a family member, so I hugged her. I then remember that sometime later I was walking elsewhere, and my destination was across the street. But because there were no intersections from where I was, I walked backwards from my destination to one so I could get across the street. While there, my brother appeared at the other side of the street, where I was before, and threw something at me.

I was at a party, and they were serving drinks. There were lots of men and women partying. There was an area of the place that wasn't very lit up, and I was walking around there. I then walked across a hallway and was looking around rooms. There were people doing various things in there that I can't remember.

Tonight was great! Remembered two nice dreams and also had a very strange way of getting lucid.

Let's shared dream!

The dream started at my house. I wasn't located far from the kitchen, which had my mother and sister in there. My mother was talking about some show she really wanted to watch, and was making some kind of oatmeal for herself. My sister was also there but I forget what she was doing. She was talking about how she really wanted to lucid dream, though she doesn't actively try to induce LD's in waking life. Then I suggested, "why don't we both dream together in a shared dream?" She really enjoyed the idea. So we both went to sleep in our own rooms, but for some reason both our rooms seemed to be merged into one. We went to sleep and I was in another dream scene where it was this city. It had large skyscrapers and other buildings, and it was night time. There was no one else around me. I was instantly lucid in this "dream in a dream," which at the time I thought to be just a dream. I was looking for my sister but I couldn't find her. I then exited the dream to ask my sister where she was. While she was sleeping? She told me where she was so I went back in the dream. To clarify, I wasn't really going to sleep at that time. It was more like hopping to another scene and thinking it was my dream. I found her near a town center. I said that instead of staying this city we should go do something cool. So I transported us to this small area where titans from the anime Attack on Titan were attacking. By this time I was half lucid (should probably add that to my colour code.), and the titans were attacking this small group of people in a living room. I forgot, but I was probably using the gear from the anime as well to kill them. Then a titan in clothes who looked a lot like a teacher of mine appeared. He started talking about various intelligent topics. Haha, that's a lot like him in waking life. But the gas in my gear ran out, and I thought that humanity was a goner. Then suddenly, all the titans ceased being hostile. Then a female titan who acted but not that much looked like my aunt came, and I grew to the titans' size and she let me piggy-back ride on her.

That's when I woke up. I recalled this dream and went back into another.

Joker to Anger

I started in class and the teacher was checking homework. I didn't finish it (That's very out of character of me(no lies)), so I tried to hide it with my textbook and pretend it's not there. The teacher said someone else needed a textbook, so she ripped half of the back page of the textbook, took the textbook then gave me a different one. Wow, I feel sorry for the kid having that half ripped up textbook . The scene then changed to a different classroom. Everything was the same, only that I was sitting at the far back of the class room at this long rectangular table. Also, I had my laptop there with me as well, and I was using it. Teacher came towards me, not with any mad expression. She then started fooling around with the PC, with everyone else surrounding us. I was angry but she retained her joke-like expression. I clearly remember how her smiling face looked like. Anyway, I tried to shut down, but I accidentally hit switch user, and for some reason it just went back to my user. I then remember her pressing the MapleStory icon, which I don't have downloaded, but I quickly closed it. Second attempt, and I hit restart. That's when she finally left and went back to teaching the class. During the time I was thinking she should be teaching instead fooling around here. Someone else in the class took my laptop and started it up again. He was trying to search for something on the internet. My teacher was mad and told everyone that she was mad at someone. When asked who, she wrote his name on the board. Then she drew arrows to these Google Chrome icons, and my view zoomed in to these icons that were leading to the same icon at different locations on the board. I assumed she was angry about his internet surfing. Fast forward and now people (I felt?) were leaving the class room. I looked at the board again and at the bottom right corner I saw, "[My name], happy birthday!" and it said April 28 2015. I just chuckled and left. It's not actually my birthday then (and actually another one of my family members'), but honestly, in waking life, I really would have just chuckled and left if I saw that. I'm just that kind of guy .