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Non-lucid by vivid. I was part of a team of detectives investigating something that seems like a murder but there was no body or anything. It was like the dream started after the fact. I was with this woman with short blond hair which for me is strange. I can actually remember what she looks like even now. I've never seen her before in real life but she was crystal clear in my dream. We are outside in the eating area of a restaurant which seems to also be off of a square or something because there are many other places just paces away with other outdoor eating areas. We are questioning people & trying to find out who saw what etc. Again this place in itself was very clear to me. Then I woke up prematurely because I was having a bad reaction to something I ate in real life, lol


I recently have talked about all these houses in my dreams & I thought it may be my subconscious bleeding over into my dreams of hating the house I live in & have to wait until I pay it off before I can move. But last night I started analyzing this house subject. For years I would go to sleep & construct this dream house of mine. It's a house I started building years ago almost trying to will it into existence. It was the house I would build if I won the lottery. Anyway, for some reason I stopped building it when I made lucid dreaming an actual lifestyle choice. So last night I started again & my dream that I had was much more visible.

Ok, I finished reading a fiction book called "Lucid" by Adrienne Stoltz & Ron Bass. I enjoyed the beginning of the book & thought it had potential but it turned out to be a book that would have been better represented in movie form & left you hanging in the end. It also did not explain lucid dreaming other than a couple of sentences which was an insult to those of us who actually have lucid dreams.


I did start another fiction book, also called "Lucid" but is by Jay Bonansinga. It seems to be a whole lot better. They have tried to explain it in more detail. Therefore, I have higher hopes for this book.


On a separate subject. I have had a crazy amount of sychronicities lately.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

I woke up & knew I was dreaming but my husband kept talking to me right after I woke up so I lost the details but it was just an ordinary dream.

No lucids & I did dream but I totally forgot cuz I had to jump out of bed & leave pretty abruptly. I was running late & both my daughters needed me to do shit for them while I did my weekly shopping. SO frustrating. But on a positive note. I went to the library & checked out 3 Fiction Lucid books. I'm really hoping it will spark something good in my dreams! I had never thought to get one that was fiction. I mean you'd think by now that'd crossed my mind, lol. Tonight will be my first night of reading but then I can't read again until Sunday night cuz I will have 2 of my grand-kids over the weekend. We sleep on this double decker futon on the floor in their room when they are here & I read to them from their books... It's something I have done since my first granddaughter was born.... Due to the range of the kids I don't have a frame for the futon so when they are babies they won't roll off. Basically I put 2 futon mattresses on top of each other & it's really comfy. I also use the ends of the crib for a headboard. I always joke that I have a hidden crib in their room, which I do. I've broken it down & used it in various ways verses storage for when any new baby should pop up in the future, lol. I also have 2 other beds for the older kids when they are all here.

7/6/16
Dream 1:I was part of something like a North Korean space program. A bunch of Korean officials in suits came to my house and frogmarched my brother and I out towards a large hanger. When we got there we were strapped in and given instructions about what to do. We then flew up and were in a space centre with a few other people, doing some experiments.

Dream 2: I was going to Phillip Island for an excursion. We were taking the bus and on the way there we stopped at this town with a bunch of old fancy stone buildings. I went into a sandwich bar and ordered something. I wasn't able to pay for it, having no money, but the woman serving me said my mum had called and said she would pay them back. I continued to eat my sandwich, not thinking this to be strange at all haha.

Dream 3: I was talking with my brother about Ne Obliviscaris, and how they originally wanted a cello player. I then made him listen to a demo tape of theirs with a cello player, it sounded quite eerie.

Dream 4: I was at a rave thingy where my 12 year old cousin was a DJ as well as beatboxing and stuff like that. Everyone seemed to love it.

Dream 5: I was playing a video game and after a fight my avatar was doing a victory dance on the screen.

6/6/16
Dream 1: I was fighting a boss in some sort of MMO with some other people, then trying on a few different gear combinations

Almost did a WILD I believe but I reality checked and started moving too quickly, I hadn't quite fallen asleep yet lol.

Fragment: At school

5/6/16
Fragment: Doing the final boss in Waterworks.

This wasn't a nightmare but it was really creepy non-lucid. I was in this factory. It was like I was just watching all of it really instead of being in it. There was this evil woman & man & they were doing horrific things. They were dipping people in vats & melting peoples faces off. It was a whole weird process. Then there were these detectives that came in & were investigating while these evil people who were rather not intimidated by anyone. They thought they could just get away with these atrocities. In the end the detectives gave them a taste of their own medicine & dipped them in the vats & melted their faces. The odd thing was that it seemed that none of these people died. They were left alive.

I don't know what to make of it all.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple
Astral Projection/AP-Brown

I was in some competition. It started with teams & then it got down to 2 people. There were food competitions where logic was so out of the window & abstract. It was hard to understand let alone explain.

No lucids lately & I just don't get it. Which is surprising because I saw the documentary "The Nightmare" on Netflix about sleep paralysis & my husband got a glimpse of the kinds of things that I have endured do to sleep paralysis. For me I believe there is something in our bodies to keep us from acting out our dreams but there are definitely other entities present around us all of the time. I would highly recommend this documentary.

D:1 My aunt Jill & I are kids again. She's only a couple of weeks older than me. We are in what looks like my childhood bedroom but it's hers & it has another window in it. We are covering the windows & hiding from people but I don't know who. Non-lucid.

D:2 There are lots of people & I'm walking through a college. Mike is with me. We walk into an auditorium. I can't shake the feeling that this is some kind of set up. We start walking into a classroom but it's like the ones with hard wood seats & the rows are like a theater. The professor is walking slowly down to the front from all of the way in the back. He never quite reaches the first couple of rows. Katie, my grandkids aunt is in the front row. She's a little younger than me. Mike looks at her her & leans down towards her & she is looking at him different. I feel someone lean forward from the second row to tap me on the arm & it's Christian. He is my oldest friend & I trust him with my life. I look back & Katie is pulling Mike to him & they start kissing. Christian grabs my arm & looks straight at me & tells me that everything will be okay. Then I woke up. Non-lucid.

Explanation of details: I was just talking about Jill & my old bedroom. I was also just talking about Katie & Christian. Yesterday we went swimming & when we were walking up the steps I could see that there were a lot of people kissing in the lazy river. I've been looking up people I went to school with lately so that probably explains the class. Or it could be that I deleted a picture of a rented book I had taken. It was the one I returned to the college when Lisa died.

Side Notes- Too burnt to go swimming again today so maybe I'll take a nap & try to get a lucid.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Explanation of details-Blue
Side Notes-Purple

4/6/16
Dream 1: I was part of a space training program, in competition with my mum I think. We had to try and both land a space craft and then search through it to find bits and pieces. We then headed back to the command centre and watched our performance on the big TV's.

Dream 2: I was watching tv at my grandparents house.

Fragment: Something about being frozen solid.

Dream 3: I was at a giant theme park place with a few friends. We went on a cruise down a river, looking out across all of the different rides, then went to a giant shopping complex. Everyone there, including us, was dressed up in costumes, mostly of superheroes. We went into a book store and starting searching for books about ancient Greek mythology, but I think we got kicked out. We tried to sneak back in to get the book, but our plan was foiled. We then went out to a basketball court I think and started playing with some people.

3/6/16
Dream 1: I was reaching down to replace something with something else, there was something about a group of French people living in England.

Dream 2: I was waking down the street with two other people, I'm not sure who they were but I think one of them was a girl I was interested in.

I woke up from a non-lucid but my recall sucked from lack of sleep.

I was in a house & the whole dream was so full of twists & turns that it was ridiculously complicated that even I couldn't sort it out to write it down, lol. Not lucid though.

2/6/16
Dream 1: I was playing a game of basketball, however I was significantly taller than everyone else (more so than normal hehe, like around 7 feet tall instead of my 6 foot 5) I kept on blocking peoples shots and stealing from them, most of all with little fouls so I was having a very good game. At the end I was talking to my coach when he mentioned something about a recruiter for the state team looking at me.

Dream 2: I was in a lecture theatre I believe where John Haughm, frontman of Agalloch, was giving a lecture. After it finished I went down to him and started talking to him. I asked him a few questions about the band and he sat down with me and we had an in-depth conversation about Agalloch. Overall it was a really nice dream, left me feeling very satisfied until I woke up and realised it was all a dream lol.

Dream 3: I was either in a hospital or reading a magazine dedicated to the opening of a new hospital. The first thing I saw was a girl I used to know who was the first person to give birth at that hospital, there was a photo of her, her dad and her baby. I then had a bit of a tour of the hospital, all in all it was pretty flash with lots of wood panelling and colour.

Dream 4: My brother was talking about elder scrolls lore, in particular about this ape like race that walked really funny.

I was in some warehouse like place & talking to Jim Parsons who was being felt up by my ex-husband. I Jim it was in his best interest to stay away from him because he has unprotected sex & shares needles w/ his meth friends, not to mention he probably has aids now & it also homeless. (All of this shit about my ex is true but of course he doesn't really even know Jim Parsons). Later I was looking out a motel window & could see Jim on his stomach with his hands on a window to a room a little farther down & across from my room. My ex was having sex w/ him. Then I woke up. I can't even imagine where any of this dream came from but it was really weird.