Woke up for something and was expecting a phone call so got my phone and placed it on my nightstand. Asleep, dreaming that there are sheets of scalloped paneling waving back and forth in my room. I'm in bed and I look at my DH and ask if I am dreaming. He said no. But I did the hand test and I was confirmed. Started to fly out of the room and then the phone rang and woke me up. Went back to sleep and woke up lucid again. There was no real trigger I just did the hand test and was then lucid. Flew through the night sky. Conjured my subconscious. It took many forms this time. While trying to find myself (sub) there were trains and plains and I was in a hurry. I needed to ask something about my cat's eye. On the surface I can't stop worrying, but I want to know how I really feel, subconsciously. Several dream figures were giving me the run around and I started to get frantic because I could feel myself starting to wake. Out of nowhere, a woman in her 70's or 80's came right up to me and and said he is very ZEN and is healing and will be fine. She then mentioned my other 2 cats and mentioned a third, named Aspen. What does that mean - I don't have a cat named Aspen. Then I had a conversation with another dream character about how wild it is to be able to speak with your subconscious. I'm creating the entire conversation, but I am only directing one side of the conversation, as I have no idea what the subconscious will say in return. Wild!
kind of trippy, somewhere there are lots of buildings and mechanical objects. Once again realize I'm topless and I recognize I'm dreaming. Lucid immediately. Flying around these urban landscapes, wondering what I want to do. Called for J but nowhere to be found and I was ok with that so I conjured my subconscious. It took the shape of my older male cousin. I asked how come I can write beautiful music in the dream state but I can't remember it once I've awakened. I'm stuck when writing music in real life but it is amazingly easy to do while dreaming. My subconscious said that I need do "real' work on myself, both inside and out. Marry the creative with the physical life. Stop living in my head. I also asked what should I be doing with my life - the answer was I'm a long ways off to getting the answer to that question. Do more work. I asked about J not showing up. Subconscious said I'll have to wait another week or so. Then there were storms brewing off in the distance - looked like tornadoes - I felt like I was going to wake so I rubbed my hands together to stay grounded. Went to the basement of some monstrous building to wait it out.
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