10-22-08 Dream notes. Mini LD Flying.
10-16-08 Fragment 3 lucid fragment: taking picture of the moon through the orange autum leaves on a tree. Became lucid. Was disappointed that these pictures would never turn out. Dream over.
Updating.... 10-15-08 I was in a room. These girls were all working of these projects involving weaving. Some were rugs. Some where....well, I actually don't know. They had edges that were made from carved bamboo slices. At some point I became lucid. I tried to remember what to do. Finally I remembered to tell other dream characters that this was a dream. So I call out to get their attention and say, "Hey everyone--this is a lucid dream!" They all stared at me with blank looks on their faces as if they had no idea what I just said, as if I had been speaking a foreign language. So I say it again. I turn around and look at the group of girls standing behind me hoping for a better reaction. But I still just got that blank look. I'm not sure how this dream ended. I either woke up or just lost lucidity and went on to other dreams. I think it was the latter.
I jumped out of a building and I saw some female ninja running down the wall. We hit the ground at the same time. She's wearing a typical ninja outfit except it's brown, and her mask is a darker shade of brown. She also has a Chinese straw hat on. We're both running and she vanishes in and out of perception view..I don't know if she's teleporting or just moving fast as hell like DBZ. I stopped for a moment, and she turned around and threw something at me. I held out my hand (three green fingers), and immediately caught the sai. She threw another one and I did the same. It was like I didn't have to focus on the object, but more or less my hand and and everything else just guided it in. I told her I was the best with sai's and some lady came up and started asking me question....all her words were weird. Like her sentences didn't make any sense. I tried to answer them, but it was just off.
I haven't been on in a while due to night terrors and other problems due to my epilepsy getting in the way but I am here now, and I feel like I want to do this more than ever. I started this process because of my night terrors and now they are back with a vengeance and I wish I knew the reason. I could make a few guesses but I really think none of them would suffice. I dreamt of a a girl (that I don't remember remembering) being raped. I dreamt that I literally blew up my cousin. She used to be my best friend and I seemed to be happy about it in this dream. It may sound stupid in writing but sadly (and pathetically) it isn't. I dreamt of my brothers death. I dreamt that I was crying and crying and running and crying and couldn't escape whatever was chasing me. I started this to escape this dreams where I ran. Not only that but also to maybe escape the boredom of my life and the sadness i felt. As these nightmares hit me with a new, and almost fresh, sting I can't help feeling helpless. Since I don't seem to be getting any better at what I am doing. I hope that this changes. and that I don't lose hope. And that I can defeat this thing devouring me every night. As i type this and I know no one will read it I feel comfortable with that. I never really felt like anyone heard my call in the first place. But I will be fine.
So I went to bed with the intention of getting Lucid... And I sure did... Here's how my night went. I was in a dream, doing something... Can't remember what, and I became Lucid. I can't remember what I did in this one, but I know I was definitely Lucid.. You'll see why I can't remember what I did in a second... After about 5 mins of being Lucid, I woke up, then DEILD back into a dream, and became Lucid again... It was raining, and I lifted up my hands and changed it to be sunny. Then I had an FA, and did a nose plug RC and became Lucid... again... Then I was at school, and was talking to some chicks, and I woke up... At this point I was just lying there like, 'uh... ok, lets keep going!' (WBTB) So I went back to sleep with the intention of becoming Lucid again, and I did. Now I told my sister that we were dreaming, and then went and flew around for a bit... Then my lucidity faded, and I had an FA, did a Nose Plug RC and became Lucid again.... This red bit repeated over like, literally 7 times.... :/ So when I woke up I was just like "duh herp derp what just happened'... xD
-Adallia the Mystery- I was at my high school, there was a large commotion filled with ambulances, police cars and... moving vans. Still, I was but a teenage girl, in this dream at least. I was a brown-haired, short-short teen who seemed a bit bitchy, to say the least, and for some reason, I needed to get into the room that the officials seemed to be protecting the most, and so I was able to walk right on by, easily too. As I walked to the room, I kept hearing something about this girl Adallia. Something about her being either dead or missing, or both. I went into the room, who I assumed was Adallia's. Inside, there was just a bunch of boxes, almost like instrument boxes, though I walked outside, looking at the night street corner and suddenly seeing a young female's lifeless body in my vision, snapping back and forth over and over again, only at different angles. I could only see her body and the environment around her. I screamed loudly, everyone stared, I screamed "It's Adallia! All I can see is Adallia!". After that, I only remember seeing a view of the arm of a fallen dead person, pale and lifeless with a glove on that represented a fox's paw of some sort, something about how Adallia was still alive and that this was only a cod to cover up another murder she committed. That didn't explain why I could only see her body, or someone's body. I was horrified.
Dreamt that there was a large ape who for some reason was angry at me and wanted to keep me in his apartment. I sent a friend to go get whatever it was that the ape had lost so that I could leave and I was forced to wait. Things started to look up when another pair of friends came into the apartment. I told them to go on without me. As soon as they opened the door to leave, I pounced, running down the stairs, jumping down entire flights because I knew this ape would reach me. When I reached the bottom, I noticed that this is the least practical exit ever conceived. This lack of convenience let the thing catch up a bit before I was out the door and running even harder. Unfortunately the ape caught up to me and... I don't know what happened from there. Next dream had me at my college suite. It was a lot more spacious, kind of like a nice apartment. The three televisions that are here were arranged in a more pleasing manner, and for whatever reason there were children's books on a bookshelf here. It looked like generation 3 my little pony stuff. Moving on, I had to go to class. The classroom itself was to the left of my suite and it looked a lot like my room. The class ended quickly, with not much learning happening. At the end there were two people on the ground looking quite close to doing the nasty. I left the room when a less than awesome thought occured... They might use my room to bump uglies. I needed to make sure that they wouldn't. I turned into something not unlike Mr. Magoo in appearance and knocked on the door. They ran away from me and I chased them down, now only wanting the thrill of the chase. I tackled them onto the ground and went back to my room. When I arrived someone who creeps me right the hell out in real life came in after me and handed me my flip flop. Were I not comfortable in my bed, I felt like I may have simply beaten him with it. The rest is kind of a blur, though I vaguely remember the caferteria being involved somehow (it was a mix of my high school's caf and college one.)
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