non-lucid

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I get some background info in the beginning of this dream. There is this semi good looking guy that is famous on the web for a dreaming site...an admin or something, IDK. Well, I am looking at this guy. He is kind of in a restaraunt back area outside, concrete, umbrellas... He then sees the guy from the internet. They were talking about marriage, kind of being silly, but the dude from the beggining wanted a relationship with him...Like, he is bi. Something about having 5 guys and girls like him...IDK. The internet dude tries his best to turn him down nicely.

Once again, I don't have any issues with bis or gays, but for some reason they show up in my dreams .

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I am walking down the road, and I see some motorcyclists. It's odd because it's summer and all, yet they are wearing shorts, but they were also wearing winter coats, because "that's what motorcyclists wear" . They were only walking to the motorcycles on out left. We are walking up a hill, more trees in front of us, and like a school behind us to our right.

The scene changes, and it seems to be that we're going down the same hill. I have to be on this bike...but this "bike" is just two wheels with sticks on one end of each! I complained how hard it was to go on my "bike". I was probably with my parents, or a few friends or something... Then, we are at the bottom of the hill and there are these 3 babies. We have to clean their diapers . It was stinky, and I said how I wasn't looking forward to being a parent! But then I noticed that we weren't using diapers, but pads. I mentioned this, and they said that they are used for PUPPIES. Now I look at the babies that are now puppies.

I was watching a video, on a laptop I think, of this raccoon, or something. Aparently, once it was rounding the corner, almost getting hit by cars, but there wasn't that much traffic, so they missed him. Once he rounded the corner, another car almost got him from behind. So, now I am him, and this happens to me. Odd thing is I am him, but I'm not really a racoon....Well, I am on this wheel type thing, and that same thing happens to me as I round a corner. I notice one car behind me, but it isn't worried about again. I see these cone type things on the side of the road, and a few police are getting me. When I hit a cone, the police are going to get me.

But then I am back to looking at the laptop, and I am not him anymore. A couple small other things happened, but I forget .

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In this dream, I start off playing sims . It is nightime in this neighborhood. Of course, this is one of those sim neighborhoods that I have never played before, don't really exist. I decide to switch households, because one of the sims phones went off signifying they had an oppurtunity (don't ask), and at that house it was kinda small, and the music was BLARING. So, I go to it, but right away it is day and I am playing with some girl sim...

I still am WITH her, but I'm kinda in it right now. It looks like the real world does, excpet there were some vendors there that my sim was going to go to that don't exist in sims, but in this dream they did. I saw a few vendors outside, and it looked good, I wished they had that in sims! We stop at one of the vendors, and one of these sims was a magician. She changed the sim I was with arm to like wooden...

Slight scene change, and we are still in sight of the vendor, but now I am on the side of the road. I see this guy that I had seen previously, aparently. Wearing this outfit that like dirt bikers wear, all of the colors and everything. He has these sunglasses, and did the nod thing, and an eyebrow through his sunglasses. He did this once when he passed me in his car. This time he does it again, I watch intently. Then, they go farther, and he looks out again, then so do his 3 buddies. It was odd, because I thought that I was in my bed then, when this happened...But then he moved his head out of the window again (yet he is the driver...), but this time he takes off his sunglasses. He doesn't look all tough like I thought he was he looked sensitive, and cute *swoon*. I was sad when he rounded the corner.EDIT:Also, his face was SO vivid! Usually I don't look directly at DC faces.

June 25-26, 2010.

This was the last half of my dream. Some friends and I went on this journey or something. I can't remember what we did, though. We came back to our home base or something..it looked a lot like my church in real life. We went to bed and then we woke up to find that there was one foot of snow on the ground. We had to journey to my house for some reason I don't know. So we set out, stumbling and slipping. Three of the teenagers carried the little ones piggyback. Halfway down a slope, we all tripped and fell down the rest of the slope. One little girl (who looked a lot like a girl at my school) was complaining that her leg was hurting and she thought it was broken. I told her, "Don't worry, my dad is a doctor." Then she stumbled and fell into an icy cold creek! I don't think she knew how to swim, because she wasn't. I dived in and saved her. Then we arrived at my dad's house and he kept telling us to be quiet. Then I woke up.

Pokemon and Friends:
There was a pokemon battle going on. I think a friend was the one who was battling and needed some help but don't recall much of who was winning or what was happening. The hall was circular, red and the ceiling was pretty low. It stretched out a bit kinda like a tube and was full of people. Who I preceived to be me was standing at the end of the hall raising a pikachu in the air who was supposed to me, take it to help you my friend. He also had a pikachu, possibly in play. I think we started communicating with people saying "2 pikachus". Then there was something regarding a comment on a website changing "a to something else" but can't recall what this was about.

Thoughts: Totally random and quite weird Guess its good that I remembered it considering that I didn't get 8hr or so for the recall I have no clue what the website thing was about and I think I was in 3rd person here, so, I was seeing this occur from the side instead of being directly involved.

My dreams lately have been very fuzzy. Granted, if I remembered the entirety of this particular dream, I believe my head would explode.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I'm the writer and the reader and the characters in the book all at once. "I finished reading the book," I tell someone, "And I was all 'I can't wait for the sequel!', but I still have to write the goddamn sequel myself and I have no idea what happens next!"

I flip over the book and look at the cover. It says, "Supernatural" at the top, above the actual title. Of course I'd be writing for a franchise, I grouse. I flip the book over again, and it's suddenly pages and pages of notes on loose-leaf paper.

Blue is Castiel and orange is someone else, a woman with an angel name. Lucifer? Samael? I'm planning a trip to Squamish by bus, but I haven't left Ixburg.

Also, notes from earlier in the night read, "You know, I actually am going to have to explain this Misha Collins obsession. I waffle on apparent evilness."

Hack Writers. Scare Factor: 2.

ETA: I have proof that Collins stalks his online stalkers. I'm very concerned.

More odd dreams.

~Harry, Ron, and Hermione from Harry Potter were trying to find the sorcerer's stone. Hermione took out a huge book and started reading something out of it. It was a warning about how you had to be careful not to be turned to stone when trying to get the sorcerer's stone. They left the book and then were in a big stone hallway, opening a door. There was nothing inside the room the door opened into except a pedastal in the center with the stone on it. They just walked into the room, but a guy came up to the doorway and was all astounded that they hadn't died. He took one step into the room and turned to stone.

Then, Harry, Ron, and Hermione went back out of the room and got into a roller coaster car that was suddenly there. Hagrid was in it, too. The car took off up a bunch of hills and around turns, and out into a forest. Then the car dumped them into my yard.

Now the dream was from my point of view. Some awards ceremony was going on. It didn't last very long, though, and as everyone left some guy took my dad's truck. My dog Molly started running around, and for some reason I found that absolutlely hilarious, because I was laughing so hard I couldn't breathe.

~This dream is all scattered and weird, and I can't remember all of it. I'll just list the parts I can remember, instead of trying to connect them all together.
~~My friend showing me a bunch of letters he had written to some place to get money.
~~Me almost missing the bus at school, and when I got on it was totally different than a normal school bus. It was yellow, but that's the only thing that was the same. It had big tinted windows, a really high ceiling, and it looked more like something a spy would drive than a school bus.
~~Running across a yard with two other people, and we all have big metal ladders. It's storming. I look up and see a single cloud moving all over the place, and I know it's about to shoot out lightning. Me and the person closest to me drop our ladders, but the other person keeps going and almost gets struck by lightning.
~~Everything is all apocalyptic. The wind is really strong, trees are all burning, the sky is swirling gray and black, it's thundering. People are running everywhere.

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There's something else I can almost remember, but can't quite get it.

I don't remember the beginning of this dream - its probably the longest one I've had for a while. What I do remember though, are small fragments. It started while I was playing a video game. I thought that this game was rubish because I was driving a car in a city, and the road was made of sqares that moved down when I drove on them, so i kept crashing. After this, I remember watching a war in the city between two robot armies and then they jioned together to fight some other robots that appeared. The next thing I rememeber is being in a building with two or three people in a different city. The city was infested with zombies but i dont remember what we had to do in the building. Anyway I sent a scout helicopter (a mini rc one) to do something (cant remember what) but then a monster/zombie saw it and soon there were loads coming towards the building. I wasn't scared because I knew that we had enough machine guns to stop them. After that I remember going into a zombie infested shopping centre/mall, but the zombies didnt attack if we didnt disturb them. I went into a shop that sold antiques with lots of people inside, and met one of the twins from skins (I dont know which one). She said she lost her sister and naomi so I said i'd help her because it was better than just staying in the shop bored. Then someone shot their gun (i think it was me) and the zombies started to run towards the shop. I pulled down the meshes (things they pull down when they close the shop) but there was a gap where there was no mesh to pull down (the meshes were weird because they wernt flat, they were shaped like tall hill-like things, that are hard to explain). Everyone in the shop started shooting them so they didnt get in. After that we left the mall, then the next thing i remember is seeing lots of zombies escaping the mall, with lots of soldiers shooting them. I tries to help by shooting, but my pen (that was a gun in the dream) didnt workbecause it was a ball-point pen and the soldiers were angry at me because they thought i was have shot the because i was behind them and the zombies were directly in front of them. After that I remember being in an allyway with the twin from skins and then a bunch of bikers were there but I dont remember the rest. I then remember running out of a garden because a REALLY fat zombie (she was shaped like a ball) was chasig after us and was getting even more angry becuase we were using her trampoline to jump over the fence, and she didn't like that (or she didnt like us touching the netting around it). I then remember going back into the fat zombies house, and she had lost weight, and turned to normal. I then said sorry to her for the trampoline thing. I became lucid here and walked around her house, rubbing my hands trying to stay lucid. After that I came out of lucidity and did something else that I can't remember but it might have been something I wrote already because i'm not even sure if its in the right order :S.

I was in school, there were alot of people there. Then i asked gr3g where my bookbag was, he told me that it was near the elevator. Then i went there and my bag wasnt there, then i went back to greg and i asked him again where my bag was then he said that it was near the staircase, and not to be soo annoying, because he was with some girls. Then i went over to the staircase near the gym and i look for my bag and its there, while iam there looking i see gr3gs bags there. My mom helped me look for the bag, then we left and i began to follow her, i had to go back because i took the wrong bag, but then the thing was that i took another extra bag, so i had to leave it, and that extra bag was andr3s gvs bag , it was a pinkish bag. Then when i began to walk back to my mom , i started to get these nasty cramps on my legs and i coulndt walk because i would get tired very quickly. So then i think my mom came back for me and then we went to this rotunda, I rememer saying RoundPoint. Then there was this vendor selling glasses, and my mom started to mess the glasses around, there were green, and red, I remember they were like these world cup glasses. Then i said that we forgot to buy glasses. because i had thought that i came back from colombia. Then my mom told me to go buy a calling card. She gave me a whole bunch of coinss. Then i go and i ask her if its the right one, then all the coins fall down to the ground.

I remember being in this huge gym,and there were people playing a game like a type of bowling.

I was in this party/ghetty, and i remember i had a glass cup on my right hand with a drink in it. And i was dancing wit this girl, then i turn around and leave. I remember andr3s f3rnand3z was there, and also ang3lic& izAg11r3 , then andres said, hey you know nico right from Zt.KeBin. Then she was like no i dont cause i was in another class. Then i said ive seen u so many times before, then she was like yea me too! Then i said i think i saw u at cam1s mon1z.

Fragment:
There were two girls in an apartment. It almost reminds me of a dream I had about 2 girls in an apartment a week ago. The last thing I remember is having sex with one of them for a while and I think I finished in RL lol

How to kill a man:

I think I had this dream before, but in a different setting. I was with this one guy who wanted me to kill him for fun. If he dies he can bring himself back to life in a couple days so it was a game to him. I had these circle blades and he was in my backyard running while I threw them at him. I kept missing except for a couple times when I would hit him. It was really vivid and graphic. He eventually came up to my balcony and stood in place for me to finish him. I hit him a couple of times in the stomach and around the body. He asked me to finish him already and suggested slicing his throat with a blade. I remember the last dream I had I did that to him and said I wanted to try something knew. I ended up finishing him, but its blurry and I can't exactly remember what I did

I eventually took a flight to London to go see my cousin and when I got to the apartment he said he had to go to school and he would see me later. His friend was there and I was really pissed because I just flew all the way to see him and he ended up leaving. His friend couldn't find his keys so I started helping him look. I ended up lifting up the couch and finding my friend alex's backpack. He had a lot of money in it and I decided to keep it to use in London. (hes a millionaire so it doesn't matter ) I was hiding the backpack from the friend while he looked.

regular dream: 6-26-10


It was the second last day of school and I was taking some kind of math or history exam. I was doing pretty good but then the teacher told everyone to pack up. I didn't get to finish so I shoved the test in my backpack without him noticing and went home. When I got home I noticed that all my clothes had been spread out on the floor in a giant mess and my room was more of a public clothing store. I didn't want anyone to come in and see how messy my clothes were so I picked them up and put them in piles around the clothing store. I noticed that I had two new shirts that I remembered buying. One was a Miley Cyrus shirt which I never intended to wear.. and the other was a t-shirt from a trip of some kind. I realized that the school bus would be coming soon so I just threw on my purple sweater even though it was a bit hot out and started to go out by the bus. I went through my garage for some reason, instead of the door. In order to close the garage, I had to press the button and run out and jump over the invisible line thingy(happens in RL all the time). But I kept hitting the invisible line, causing the garage door to stop. Somehow I finally got it to close. I kept hearing bus sounding cars go by and kept freaking out that I would miss the bus on the last day of exams but the bus never actually passed. I started walking down to the bus stop, kind of jumping up in the air and flying like I was Elsia. This car almost hit me on the way there.. When I got there, there was these stairs thing leading to a wooden platform that some of the people by the bus stop were standing on. I flew up there and like a minute later the bus came. Everyone else went down the stairs but I just jumped high up in the air and floated down. The bus driver gave me a look of awe and I smiled. I got on the bus and sat next to this girl and like hugged her or something.. I guess I was just trying to be friendly but it made me look like a lesbo.. yea thats all I remember.

Fragment:

I am in England, but the people I’m with are looking over a wall down at a structure. Everything we’re standing on is suspended in the air / space. Behind us is the building we’re supposed to be in. Every time I look beyond the wall, I feel terrible vertigo. Eventually we walk across to the building.

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Dream:

I was sitting on a couch with my friend (from real life), who is also a lesbian in RL, and we end up flirting or something. I can’t quite remember what happened, although it was all along the lines of weird physically tangled-up flirtation, but we both wake up. She has to go, so she goes downstairs, and I see her being driven away in a car, but she left her mini-PC laptop.

A little boy comes to the door (who my dream-self believes is her son.) I don’t realize it at first, but he’s suffering from various birth defects. For one thing, the shape of his head is abnormally lumpy, and for a second thing, his posture is slumped. For some reason, I think it necessary to explain what lesbianism is. So I start by telling him on the floor, and then I lift him onto the bed and finish telling him there. I finish and attempt three times to kiss him on the forehead, but I can’t bring myself to touch my lips to the lumpy head. Eventually I do, and he leaves. So I walk out into the hall and turn to my left, where I find several rooms filled with kids of various ages, although mostly pre-teens and teens. It’s a party. For some reason, I realize that I have an older girl and a younger boy. I think that it’s my daughter’s birthday party.

My dream-self knows that this is not “when” I’m supposed to be in my life. It’s as if I’ve gone forward in time. I look around, trying to see who my daughter might be. I decide it might be the brunette sitting between some other kids, on the wall against the left side of the room. I talk to her, but now that I look back at it, I can’t recall whether she actually is my daughter. My daughter does turn out to be a seventeen-eighteen year old brunette who actually knows nothing about me. I learn that I am not a good parent, that I hardly know my children. (I’m not sure whether this is because my dream-self of this time is actually a bad parent or because my dream-self, coming to that time, is so ignorant of it all. It could be both.) I feel guilty about this. I also try to find out if I’ve done anything worthwhile in my life. There is a brief time in the dream, when the dream feeds me information about my work life, and it shows that I’ve done things. This part is very fuzzy. In any case, I have the fear that I haven’t accomplished anything in my lifetime.

The next part I remember is when my daughter and I are walking down the street. A man and a woman pursue us down an alleyway to a larger square. The man is Will Smith. My daughter jumps from the ground to the top of the building. I can’t quite make it. It turns out that Will Smith and the woman are trying to get a job in media or some sort of commercial, and I promise to help them if they let up. For some reason, I know that Will Smith is going to be some super hero after we work with him. I know that there is something amazing in store for him.

I was in my bedroom and had what I think was an FA. I woke up and started to clean a bunch of bugs that had all congregated on my window. I grabbed a sock out of my droor and started brushing them off, hoping none would land on me or my bed. (my bed is directly inderneath my window)

I was in my living room watching T.V. even though it was off. There wasn't any picture showing, just a black screen. My sister was sitting on the floor to my side and started throwing Legos at me. I grabbed them and threw them back. This went back and forth for a little while until I woke up.

11:30p-1:50a
Biological security in a haunted building *coughs*
My new work site was a haunted site. I was pretty stoked about this! Dennis was my site supervisor, and Ryan was a co-worker of mine.

Jack handed me something. He needed me to use the microscope at work to look at the molecular structure of whatever it was he had handed me. He also requested I get samples from the site. I agreed to this.

I remember slipping and falling in some mud. Carissa told me if Dennis saw me show up to work with mud on my pants, he would freak out! I told her not to worry, and wiped off the mud. Good as new! You couldn't even tell I'd fallen

I got into work, and proceeded up the stair case in the middle of the room. Ryan told me I should drink some water before I started into my shift (SC telling me I'm thirsty? Hehe). I ignored him and told him I would be fine.

I took this contact case out of my pocket and sat down at a microscope. I took out some tweezers to handle the samples Jack had given me. I put them on a slide, and slipped them under the microscope. Someone (Ryan, possibly, the dream was fading) was really impressed that I knew how to use one

Woke up at 1:50a. Used the washroom. I drifted in a light sleep for the next 3 hours. I remember a fragment involving my bunny, but not much else.