non-lucid

Me & my mom were at this place late at night that for some reason had this playground. All of a sudden I turned around and saw my best friend. I haven't seen him in a long time so I was really excited to see him & he had his skateboard wit him so he boarded to the swings as I ran alongside him.

Non-dream Dream

Lots of tiny fragments today:

Fragment 1:

I am making my major league baseball debut with the Angels. I am playing right field for some reason (SS,3B,P in real life) and I am doing very well. I get an outfield assist after backing up an errant throw to first base.

Fragment 2:

I am at my wedding and everything is going very well. I look awesome. I am snowboarding at the wedding with my brother and AC, and I am doing well. The venue is MG but it changed to the Anaheim back yard. We get put on the spot frequently throughout the wedding but we don't give a sh*t.

Fragment 3:

I am bowling and Em is there directing / coaching people.

Fragment 4:

I am talking to Obama.

I got up today and moved (apparently you loose memory of your dreams by doing that). Anyways, I was quite disappointed at the fact that I didn't remember any dreams from last night. Before I want to start trying to lucid dream I wanted to compile some entries in my dream journal to prepare me for what is to come.

After a couple of hours, I suddenly remembered a small segment of a dream I had last night. I was explaining lucid dreaming to my mom (or at least I think it was my mom - she was to my left) and I tried to fly by raising my hands and jumping. The thing was I actually went pretty far up and forward.

It was so crazy because I am constantly thinking about this and I almost convinced myself I did this in real life, but it is not possible! My mind tricked me into thinking I wasn't dreaming... I think that lucid dreaming may be harder than I thought.

I woke up on phone and I Wonder where I am. then I accidentally all over the phone and on my Dog. I Was very disappointed when I see that my Dog dead. And my Phone break. All over the kitchen floor my mess there. So I Had to pick it up and it very dirty in side. I Drank the soda and juice and reestablish connection to netwok and accidentally all over your face this time. Was not happy.

Moving to a Moon
Non Lucid: So I have finally arrived at one of Saturn's many moons to settle with the rest of the pioneers. It's like an earth mixed with mars, but instead of a small white Moon, there is a giant gas planet with rings and all that nice stuff. The sky is tinted orange, and while it looks like there's a dust storm up there, it's completely clear down here. I'm in my "hut" which looks like something from Red Faction: Guerilla, I ask someone (I don't recall who it was) whether or not I can fly back to earth and rejoin my people (perhaps I haven't thought this journey through, but it sure is lonely up here). I look up to see the sun "rising", it's coming out from behind Saturn, which I can see almost all of, including the rings. But the sun is actually larger than it appears here on Earth, and you can look straight at it (The dust cloud must just enough light, or you know, maybe it's a dream). One day on the moon (meaning day AND night) lasts 40 minutes. A look around at the ground reveals an orange soil with some small weeds covering it, much like my front yard. The terrain (outside of the settlement) is rocky, which leads me to believe that this dream is heavily influenced by the same game I mentioned earlier. I then go for a walk, on my way back as I am passing some car dealership (A car dealer ship on a moon on Saturn that has just been settles? I really need to recognize these dream signs) and am antagonized by two men in suits. They steal 600 of whatever currency is used here and run off. I only got a good look at one of them, who when appeared again on my walk back. He materialized in front of me for around 3 seconds. In a business suit, coarse brown hair, parted on the right (his right) jogging slowly. He looked a lot like Jason Batemen in "The Ex" now that I think about it. He promptly disappeared and I continued on my way home. When I got home I found my house was the scene of a murder. Much of it was blocked off by yellow police tape. I talked to one of the officers (The chief I think) and asked him if there was a lot of mugging going on, he said yes, especially in front of that car dealership. (I wish I could remember the name of it, because it was important. I believe it started with an I or an L)

All I seem to be able to recall is something about a glowin blue or green cilinder, about 4ft. Long being inserted one by one into some sort of machine in a panel.

(Note: I'm not sure what time span this is supposed to be in, considering there are objects intermingled and situations from various years of my life.)

From what I can remember, it started off with Leah getting these weird phone calls at like 3:30 in the morning and wouldn't tell me who it was or where she went.

After awhile, while our mom was at work, and I was still somehow at home, she'd bring them around. They were thugs of the worst kind. She started drinking again, and convinced me to drink too, even though I didn't want to be around those guys. Apparently I was being my usual drunk self and pissed one of those guys off.

Leah came and woke me up the next morning with a GUN, and she said "If you don't wake up, I'm going to fucking shoot you right now." She tapped me with the end of the gun to really rouse me. Then she said "I know you've been talking shit about me and my friends and you're going to tell mom what I did." I swore up and down that I wouldn't and was like "Are you seriously threatening to kill me??? What the hell? Why are you doing this?"

I'm not sure I remember her answer, but she walked out of the room.

Somehow it transitioned to Leah and I following my mom walking in our neighborhood or something. Leah was threatening me again telling me that she had 3 different kind of guns and that she wasn't going to hesitate to use them if I told mom what was going on. I started to freak out and then she pulled one out. Then she said, "I'll shoot mom right now if you don't stop."


I don't know what happened after that. Maybe it transitioned into a later time period. I'm not sure if Leah was present but I remember walking up to our driveway and supposedly Leah's car windows were all smashed in. And then oddly, Donn's old Porsche also had the windows smashed in. My mom's was the worst. Not only were her windows shattered, but it looked like someone took a hammer and bullets to her car and just had their way with it. My mom practically collapsed in tears and I tried to get her to walk to the house so we could call the cops. We saw the cats outside the door, and my mom said "Thank god! The cats are still here, they didn't get hurt." I secretly thanked god too, cause I don't know what I would have done if any of them got killed.

As I walked through the door, I noticed my car (which happened to be my old Toyota Corolla) was left completely untouched. It was also parked on the other side of the block, for some reason, but close enough that someone could tell it belonged to the house. I was perplexed by this but also slightly relieved.

i was in a building and my mom and family where there and i looked out side and it was flooding i told them and they where freaking out then i saw a big bag and said lets close the end of the bag bag and fill it with air then it worked and then i woke up

0321 AM : Kiss with guy friend.
I was at school,at board resolving a math exercise when my best friend come to me and kissed me. I pushed him and gave him a punch but my mouth was starting to have an insupportable taste. I took the lighter and I set fire to my mouth. The classroom was empty, only the teacher was there watching us. The teacher started to talk in slow motion: "I warned you, now you have to suffer the consequences!"

If someone is waching this: Sorry for my bad english.

Candy Display

I was leaving a room where there was some kind of gathering. I saw these things in a display case that looked like little brains. It turned out they were little candies. I said, "What are these? Little brains? WTF?!"

From across the room, someone responded, "WTF!"

I thought that was so funny and so appropriate!

Blond

A strange DC wanted a girl to be with him. He was saying, "Just give me a chance. If you don't like me after giving me an honest try, I understand. Then he told her to go in the kitchen and make him some food when he's nervous (that meant right then).

That's when I got a look at the guy. He was tall, lanky, and his hair was disheveled. I told him not to order her around if he's trying to get her to like him.

She was going to make him some eggs, but needed help. I asked my wife if she would help her because I figured she wouldn't want me to help this pretty blond (The blond that Peter Parker took to the jazz club in Spider-man 3. She pressed up against me from the back. My wife wasn't saying anything. I reached around and grabbed the girls ass and squeezed. It was nice.

Later, I looked at her and apologized just mouthing the words. She said it was OK.

Sometime between 7/12/2012 And 7/15/2012 Fragments
I was with L and she was having an emotional moment at a bar we were at she was crying cause everything was beautiful and pointed at the beer taps and said something along the lines of "Oh my god they have so many beers" with teary eyes. The bars beer taps seemed to be made out of cardboard and her tears were very large the bar looked much like the bar at my old job but we were on stools. The feeling of the dream was nice I though L was cute.

I was in a room with a group of my friends and L, she went into the bathroom and my friends started hitting on her we were in my friend J's house except the furniture and some rooms were rearranged differently and the house was smaller I got defensive but realized I was doing so and it was pointless so I stopped. The general feeling in the dream was comfortable even with my friends hitting on L.

I was running around a mall/auditorium with S and we were sort of playing a game but for a she stopped with excitement in her eyes and we kissed we then morphed together into this strange thing that grew taller sort of had the texture of clay with parts rotating in different directions (First morphing dream ever)

I was in a mall again and I was exploring for a while I made my way upstairs and saw someone I'd never met before but seemed to know in my dream we made plans to meet up and have a beer.

Date: 15/07/2012
Place: I's bed
Time of getting into bed: 2.05am

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red


I haven't missed the 14th. I went to a party and didn't sleep until the next night.

Dream 1 - 3.42am
I woke up and immediately forgot this dream, it was slipping as I was writing and I was lucky to get this much down!
I am dreaming about something illegal - there are TV screen up high.

Dream 2 - 8.53am
I am flying to complete certain tasks. It is almost like Mario, I use different items to gain invisibility or super powers. Suddenly an evil looking bird is chasing me. It has yellow, piercing eyes.

Dream 3 - Lots of fragments.
Again, I struggled to remember the full dream/s. I just scribbled down what I could remember and I'm not sure weather it was all the same dream or several.
My mum's neighbors are on crack, their house is dirty and they have dodgy people coming to visit them.

An ex boyfriend tells me he is lonely since I left, I try to cheer him up by finding him a new boyfriend.

I'm getting ready in a bathroom to go somewhere, I leave and go to a bar occupied by lots of people.

Dream 4
There is a pool of beautiful water. I believe I am on holiday somewhere. There is a wooden makeshift ladder leading high into the sky. A little Indian man tells me to climb up and jump off, into the water. I hesitate but he tells me it's perfectly safe, and I will not get hurt. I am a bit scared but I do it because I want to feel young and carefree. I jump, and the man is right, it doesn't hurt, but I go deep, deep underwater. I start swimming up to the top, but can't see the surface. I panic and try to swim as fast as I can but I run out of air and breathe. Amazingly, I can breathe fine. So I suddenly realise I'm dreaming.I calm down, and take some big, deep breaths of water. I swim around a little bit, the water is perfectly clear and blue. I can see sand at the bottom, dotted with shells but all in all it is vast and empty. It is quite therapeutic and relaxing to just swim and float in silence, with nobody around. I wake up.

Dream 5
Me and my friend I are talking to some young teens. One of them, a young lad with longish hair is really cute, and I find I am attracted to him. I try to flirt a little, but his friends keep distracting him or me. He shows me a book he has, and although I'm not interested in it I pretend I am so I have an excuse to talk to him. I give him some long piece of material to remember me by and I leave. I have no idea what the material was or what it means. We go to an aquarium, which in=s inside a restaurant. All the fish / turtles etc are all crammed into tiny little tanks with no room. It is dark but everywhere is lit up with UV light. We realise we left a baby with the kids we were talking to earlier, so we have to go back. When we get back the place is a mess, with beer cans and rubbish everywhere, but the kids are no-where to be seen. I get's angry but then we find the baby is safe, so we aren't too bothered.

Date: 13/07/2012
Place: I's bed
Time of getting into bed: 3.59am

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Dream 1 - 5.30am
Before going to bed I was explaining to my friend I how to lucid dream. He was interested so I told him to keep a dream journal.
I kept waking up, and asking / checking weather I had recorded any dreams. I didn't realise I wasn't really waking up until the morning. As I was falling back to sleep, I was trying to have a lucid dream

Dream 2 - 7.12am
[COLOR="#00bfff"]Same as above, but this time we are downstairs at I's house, listening to music.

Dream 3 - 8.29am
I lost all of the beginning of this dream because I was pretty tired and didn't write it down fast enough.I am washing up yellow, plastic knives and forks.

Dream 4
I am making a sticker book, a little Indian boy comes up to me to see it, he asks me to read 'Aladdin' to him. I begin to but his mum comes and tells me not to, then takes her child away. I was watching an Indian film before bed. I write kid's books for a living.

Dream 5 - 9.54am
I am buying motorbike gear in a motorbike shop. A guy there invites me back to his house for his birthday party, I say no. However, even though I say no, I still go to the party? I buy me and my boyfriend a bike helmet, he wants a bright pink one but I won't let him so we both get black ones. I buy a secondhand bike that needs a bit of TLC, and drive it home. It has no brake lights, and at one point I have to get off and push it home, with people passing by in cars laughing at me. I drive / push it over a big wall, along a tall cliff edge and into a big crowd of people. I can't get by so I just push through, they start to argue and complain, but it soon ends up being chaos with people everywhere. I finally get home and get ready for the party. When I arrive some blonde smiling guy starts flirting with me, offering me some of his expensive champagne-mixed-with-something-else-drink. I think he's arrogant and showing off so I decline.

Dream 6 - 11.10am
Me and some other people are at some sort of event, which has celebrities attending. I am watching the crowd out of my hotel window, and can see the minor celebrities posing for photos and the paparazzi below. I soon go to join the crowd, and we are seperated into groups. The groups are determined by age, I am put in the 30 year old group, which only consists of one other guy. I am 26 in RL. The guy with me is pretty depressed, he complains that he will die young because his Grandma had cancer, and so will he. I try to make him feel better but he just get's worse. I return to my hotel room, which is now on the ground floor. As I get into bed, I hear a tapping on the window, so I go and see who it is. It's a cute, blonde guy who say's he's been watching me all day. I lean out the window to kiss him, and I nearly get pulled out because the kiss is so powerful and intense. I invite him inside, and we have sex. I'll spare the details, use your imagination After he leaves, I get a bath, I notice the bath has tiny fish swimming around in it. Someone keeps coming into the bathroom and disturbing me.

Dream 6 - 11.10am
Me and my boyfriend are walking down the street. I see my biological father enter a building.Haven't seen him in RL for about 11 years. He's not a nice person. My boyfriend doesn't believe me, but then we see some woman who we know is his wife follow him. I panic because I don't want to confront him, but his wife takes us to a shop away from him so he can't see me. The shop she takes us to is posh, and I feel out of place. I am already carrying a bag, and I'm worried they'll think I've stolen it from them when I haven't. I look around but I can't afford anything. I see some toothbrushes in the shape of parrots, and some in the shape of a walrus. I think these are funny.

The dream then skips to me and my boyfriend, sat on a sofa with my dad and his wife watching movies. My dad is falling asleep and I am being pushed off the edge of the sofa. The sofa is dark blue. We are watching 'Supersize me.' Google it, it's a documentary about a man who just eats McDonalds as an experiment, good film.I keep telling them all what it is called, but when it starts it is called 'Super Squeeze Me.' I am very confused. This is not right? What's going on? I wake up, I was very close to getting lucid!

Date: 12/07/2012
Place: My bed
Time of getting into bed: 11.18pm

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Dream 1 - 1.32am
I am rather drunk, I am sat on a chair, wobbling a bit and conversing with other people. I am wearing a white shirt and black suit jacketThis is my favourite outfit for events, parties etcI start to unbutton my shirt, fumbling as I do because I've drank way too much. I'm not even sure why I'm undoing my shirt. I leave it laying open. I start bragging to another guy sat opposite me, about something which I don't remember. He doesn't believe what I'm saying but I don't care. Someone calls me on my phone, asking if I can give them a lift home, I agree and arrange to meet them outside. I watch out the window and see them arrive, so I go to meet them. I would never drink and drive in RL!

Dream 2
I am in a room with my bf and our nephew. They both want to watch an Anime series but I don't, however I give in and put it on. They both watch in silence. The TV is large and located in the doorway of the room, very inconvenient. However nobody passes. The boxes for the DVDs are yellow with black writing. The storyline of the Anime is a young Japanese boy fighting aliens trying to take over the world. I keep adjusting the angle of the TV so I can see, and then I settle into a green folding chair to watch.

Dream 3 - 7.52
I go to my mum's house. There is a stranger staying with my mum, a young blonde American woman. She explains the stranger recently split up with her bf, and has nowhere to go, so my mum has let her stay for a while. I don't really like the stranger and think my mum shouldn't be taken advantage of, but I don't say anything. My bf keeps being nice to the stranger, and I get annoyed with him. She is selling a gold car to make back some of the money the bf stole when they split up, it seems like she has had a rough time and I ease up a bit on her. We sit inside her car, and load some of our belongings into it, and decide to go on a road-trip. I suggest we visit 'Felix the Cat tattoo Studio' in Birmingham, USA. I want us all to get tattooed. As we sit in the car, the girl's boyfriend comes and begins to wash the car, she tries to stop him but he insists. He thinks this will win her affection back but they just argue. I stay quiet, my hair begins to fall into my mouth, I try to remove it but it is stuck, and I am continually pulling it out of my mouth, it is also peroxide blonde. I recently bought a gold car, but it was from a man. I also got a tattoo recently, but I've no idea where Felix the Cat came into it! I have black hair, not blonde. I did wake up with a dry mouth though.

Dream 3
We are on a large, old fashioned steam train. It is open air and slow, like you would get at the seaside to take visitors around the sights. It is red and black. We are trying to get off at our flat, which is number 19, but everytime we go by (we being me and my boyfriend) our flat door is not 'ready' to open, so we stay on the train. It appears we need to press the door button as we go by on the train (it's that close to the door that this is possible) and then get off the train when it passes the door again. (So the train is on a loop) we do this, but as we pass again, the door has been open for a while because we pressed the button too early. Eventually we do this but it takes some time to get it right. I don't live in a flat or at a number 19.[/COLOR]

Dream 4 - 8.41am
I am on DV chat, talking to someone about religion. I am then making my dad a picture for his birthday, along with my sister. I look at the time and it is 3.40am.. This is the first time I have ever checked the time in a dream. I've been practicing the clock RC during the day, so this is probably why - I didn't RC in the dream though![COLOR="#00bfff"]I am then planting a tiny plant, the room is a mess thanks to my little sister.

Dream 5
I am playing on an arcade machine, like the type you get at seaside resorts and gambling places. It's one of the ones with a grabber claw hanging. I don't put any money in but it is releasing capsule type balls containing prizes ( mostly sweets) and I collect a handful of them. I decide to give them to my nephews but I don't tell them where I got them from, because then they will want them all and I don't think this is fair.

Dream 6
I am dating some guy who is out in the wilderness / the jungle as some sort of animal investigator. I try to get in to talk to him but they won't let me in as I'll ruin the investigation, however I insist and they let me in. I find him and draw pictures of him to impress him, however he is not impressed and falls in love with a monkey in the wild, and leaves me. I am pretty sad. I walk back, taking note of how beautiful the grass and trees look, and there is what looks like a coastline too.

Dream 7 - 10.16am
I am watching a friend fall in love with someone they met on the internet. I think she is gullible and silly for trusting the words of a stranger on the internet, and so I pretend to be the person, mimicking them on the internet. It works, and my friend thinks I am the person they fell in love with. I tell her to do stuff and she does whatever I say. I tell her to tattoo a butterfly onto her chest, and she does. I then tell her to let off fireworks inside a public building and she does, no one is hurt but they are scared. Eventually I am found out, and they call the police. I try to explain it was a joke just to see how far she would go, but I am jailed for a year.

Monday 16th of July 2012

The first dream was kinda weird, I have seen two decapitated in the head, minecraft like people. Before going to sleep I was playing minecraft. It wasn't scary at all, besides I think that I was the one murdering them. The place was a little bit weird, I think I saw something like a volcano crater where those two persons were siting even with their heads chopped off.

The second one is about music, I remember listening to the song Disturbed - A Welcome Burden. Nothing else.