non-lucid

Okay, so the night before yesterday, I remembered some dreams. I didn't write it down yesterday and now it is almost entirely gone from my mind. I do have the keywords I wrote down right after awakening and they are very funny. xD First of all, considering the handwriting I think I was extremely tired upon writing them, lol.

Some guy was evil
Me rabbit form (I have vague images of me being half transformed into a rabbit. I could jump to the ceiling)
Beat the guy due to starcraft? (wtf starcraft)
Daniel move, walk with furniture (This is something daniel kinda wants to do irl as well. To move somewhere and walk there with the furniture)
Dog challenge
Talk with a wheel (okay, wtf. This takes the prize)
Edi make fun of animal planet

PART 1 - DRAWING

Something about drawing...

ANALYSIS

I've been learning to draw and practiced some new things yesterday, likely trigger.

Wasn't able to get ahold of the voice recorder, hopefully will be able to try it tonight.

I've been waking up through the night a lot lately, which is unusual for me. I think it's because I feel compelled to sleep on my side, but I'm concerned about how that may affect the "ailment" I'm currently dealing with. May give it a try tonight, see if I have recovered enough for it to be comfortable and without negative effect. Would be interesting to see how it would impact recall.

Me (a paladin I think) and a group member (mage?) are on a rocky and grassy hill with a cave at the top. The cave contains two fast spawning titansteel nodes (one for each of us) and a green ogre that we have to continually kill to farm the nodes. We eventually leave the cave and find a bandit camp on the same hilltop. We meet another player (hunter) who rushes to the cave and steals my titansteel node, as I can see on the minimap. I grab small boulders that all have the exact same shape (circular with random rounded edges) and throw them infront of him, spelling out a word because I think that they look like they could be letters, all I can remember are the letters o, and e+r ("loser" maybe?). My partners tells me to warn him if the authorities are coming, and as i chase the thief down a narrow valley on the hill a large mob of people appear at the bottom. One walks up and yells something, and then kills the thief. I then retreat back up the mountain, running away from the mob and shouting to my partner to let him know that they are coming and we are in danger.

Don't remember a huge deal of last nights dreams.

I was dreaming of the simpsons and Mr Burns was really ill. Then it faded and suddenly my best friend Stuart was standing in my living room telling my mum he was going deep sea diving. He asked me did I want to come and all of a sudden we were standing on a dock with wooden slats, I could feel how cold the wind was and see the water all round the dock. At the end of the dock was a building with glass doors and I followed Stuart in while telling him that I needed a snorkel. He said that we could just share his. Inside the building I remember that the wall looked like it was made up of mostly green light, with pink and yellow at the top corner.

Then I woke up.

After waking up this morning, it was too early to get up to go to uni and I was feeling groggy so I went back to sleep. I fell into sleep paralysis (although my brain wasn't fully awake, it was pretty much still half-asleep) and I tried to lucid dream. Luckily it seemed to be a pretty deep sleep paralysis (previous times I would just wake up once I noticed myself breathing) and so I held onto it mentally to delve into lucidity.
I closed my eyes and imagined going through this weird place, and went through some weird tunnel thing at a factory. Just like how you close your eyes and imagine that you are somewhere. I was doing this for a while and thought that I was still just imagining it, as opposed to dreaming it.
I have a feeling that I was actually dreaming though, but I really can't be too sure. Silly me didn't do a reality check :/

I haven't written anything down in my physical DJ in a few days since I've been lazy but I've managed to remember a few frags of dreams that when I woke up, I thought were the most vivid and lengthy dreams in a while.

1: I was in some sort of farm patch and was cutting lettuce off the groun (been watching too much travel channel) and then threw them into a truck behind me. Then it was carrots. After that I reached into a big bush and felt a pain in my right hand. I noticed my pinky was gone! (Should've gotten lucid. Oh well ) It was as if my pinky was cut off.

Spoiler for Kinda Gross:

It was all scabby and overflowing with puss. When I touched it, it felt as if my pinky really were gone and it hurt like a mofo.

Then I continued on with cutting the vegetables.

2: I was in a very large airport like structure and there was an alien spacecraft floating above us They said that if we did not meet their demans that they would burn us alive with acid. After a minute or two it started raining, only it was raining acid. A drop landed on my head and it began to burn. Then, another drop landed on my wrist and also started to hurt. I looked down and there was a small welt where the dorp had hit. All this acid went straight through the roof, but when I put my sweatshirt on it protected me form the acid. I noticed other people running away trying to get away form it.

I was then in another circular room with several people whom I don't remember. There was a T.V. on the wall of a past dream I had (it was a sex dream, lol). They said that they had been monitering my dreams. I asked them "Wait, so you can see all of my dreams?"
"Yes." one of them replied. I started to feel embarressed about them seeing me have sex in my dreams. But then the dream abruptly ended. I'm glad it was just a dream

I've never really heard of the term "lucid dreaming" until last night aimlessly surfing the web. I was intrigued by the idea that I could in some way take control of my dreams. Recalling dreams I guess I'm a bit average, I can usually remember the basics of a dream about every other night. Last night I downloaded a few mp3's just out of plain curiosity. I listened to a one hour long track called "Subliminal Lucid 3.0" before going to bed, it was very relaxing and I was surprised to find that I actually listened to the whole track. It had very soothing music and a nice chime about every 5 minutes to keep the listener awake. I could also make-out someone speaking on the track, but the words were at lower volumes than the rest of the music.
Anyways, I had a a few dreams, remembering only the last, but I'd wake up after each. The last dream however was quite eerie and vivid, almost seemed life-like. It started with me standing in my room, but there was weird sounds in the background. It sounded like a muffled voice, almost like the one from the track that I had listened to before I went to bed. It was coming from all around me, and I started looking all around me to see where it was coming from, and that's when I saw my sister standing in the doorway. She was staring at the ground, and was positioned to where I was seeing her from her side. I called out her name, and with her head still bent downwards she turns her head and looks at me. Then she starts running towards me like something out of a bad zombie movie.
That's when I jolt awake, and I was really freaking out. I guess it would kind of be classified as nightmarish, but I don't know. Right after waking I figured that what I was hearing in the background could have been that subliminal message that I was listening to the night before, telling me to do a reality check or something. I'm not sure at all of what to make of everything, but I guess tonight I'll try the same thing and hopefully not get spooked again.

It started when I went on a stakeout with some girl to see if a certain woman went to see some sort of weird sex movie. Afterward I went and sat in something we called a car. After everyone left there was this moving platform of scientists testing on lab rats that moved into the parking lot. This I had seen in another dream before...

My brothers and I went to live with the SAME woman we saw at the theater.

I knew something was up. We slept in a hotel like setting all together. Shepard, cam, Hudson and I in one bed and the old woman in the other.

It seemed like the others were completely clueless but I saw that she was abusive, physically and verbally. At one point I got the chance to call Mom & Dad and ask them to come visit they did but all they did was drive by the house and wave. I tried to call them again and again but I kept mis-dialing.

At one point I took the home phone outside and hid it somewhere in the yard so I could get to it later. But when I threw it into a pile of stuff, I lost it. I dug through it and found a bunch of money and A LOT of keys one of the keys was giant and had three tips.. I look to my left and see the phone is in the red plastic bin.

I overhear the woman say "Where's Ryker?" I quickly pick up everything and then run around to the other side of the house and peek into a screen window where I find her cooking dinner, this kitchen and window seemed to be an exact re-creation of my neighbor's window and kitchen! "I'm right here!" I shout. It is at this point when I get a chance to REALLY see her gross pruned skin. I ask her if I can go to my friends house, she replies with an "ooh, alright"-like tone but still allows me to go.

I start walking down the street, I pass a small African American girl named "Tanya" on my way. The whole time I'm walking, I am on the phone trying to dial my parents cellphone number correctly. After what seems like ages of walking, I take a right and before I know it, I am in a place that doesn't look like my town at all. I look down a hill, I see the yellow "Round-Up" building in the distance and the church that is supposed to be on mainstreet is about a block away.

I recalled overhearing the fact that the phone I was holding used to belong to that church, so I decide to walk closer to the church, I hear yelling and pounding within it.

It is at this point the dream ends... I wish I could continue the story, but unfortunately I woke up...

12.08.2010

My brother was hurt (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This was a very close chance to break my streak of recalling at least a dream on each single night. I went to bed extremely tired and woke up 30 minutes later with a dream recalled. That is all. I woke up a few times but fell asleep instantly. I was so so tired. In addition, a lot of good events are happening during waking, but a lot of new challenges to succeed are happening as well, so that influenced a lot. After I write this down (I have been sooooooo busy the whole day, nonstop until know) I will go to play cards with friends, and tomorrow another busy day, so this night is a dangerous one! But who knows, maybe I recall tons of dreams like I usually do, lol

First and only dream:

It was sunny outside, but I was at home. I was with a few DC and I was playing a game. My brother was younger and he was with my parents as well. I was surprised because my brother came without clothes, he wore only bad-aids, several of them around the entire body. He looked miserable, he had wounds everywhere around his body. He had one broken arm and a broken leg.

I asked my mom what happened and she told me she would let me know later. They came from a party.

Missed Dream Signs:
- My brother and parents.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Probably nothing, really, go nuts as it was right after going to sleep so it was going to be a super short dream anyway.

A Dream? Or a real alien invasion!

My family and I were waiting for my mom to get home from the doctor. She got back and we found out she had cancer, so she didn’t have much time left. I went to some corporate location with my family and ran into Amanda(my cousin). We decided we had to save my Mom. We went into the buildings and found secret passageways and elevators. We knew we had to get to a secret top floor room to find the cure for cancer. Fox(from WANTED) showed up and helped us out some. She showed us another elevator. We got in and it opened up to a top floor suite and my high school teacher was there. I was shocked she knew the cure.

Then I was on my porch all of the sudden at a cookout. I went inside and a mysterious, dark haired guy was there. He came in from the bathroom skylight and did all these weird ninja flips and stuff. He landed and introduced himself as NateLec. He gave me some sneakers to give to my little cousin. Then we went outside and the sky turned an ominous black as dark clouds swirled overhead. I clung to my friend who was standing nearby. I was really scared. Then tons of tornadoes came down form the sky and they were coated in yellow, acidic bubbles. I kept thinking to myself ‘This is a dream please wakeup!’ It did not work so I decided this was a dream and I was still asleep or it was a real alien invasion.

Entry 6: June 2009

Mini Horse & Being Portuguese

I was at my old middle school but it was really rundown looking. I went to my locker while chatting with a friend and opened the locker with the combination 3,6,9. While talking to my friend Katie we discussed being portuguese. When I opened my locker I recalled putting a mini-horse and a snake in there(living ones). I decided to kill the snake because I could not keep track of where he kept hiding in my locker. But I took the little horse, about the size of a human hand, out for a walk on a leash. It was a chesnut horse with one white sock on its hind leg.

'APPMS' & 'Caroline'

It was my last day of school at college and I was packing up my things in my dorm. Oddly I lived with like five other people in one tiny dorm room. I was walking back to my room and to get there, I had take this old rickety stair case that ran underground alongside dark water. Some parts were wooden and others metal like a fire escape. I got back to my room and a friend had left me a birthday present. I got a My Little Pony and a Transformer [odd...]. My other friend got some poker chips and cards.

Then we finished packing to go home. I miraculously crammed everything into my backpack then said bye to my roommates. I started to walk out when this kid came up to me and asked for my number so we could keep in touch. I said okay, then he kept telling me to dial "APPMS" as his contact name in cell phone. He also told me he was on a break dance team for our college, and that his friend was mad that some great dance got out of prison recently and joined the dance team of their arch rivals.

After that I continued on my way to leave and I had to take the same weird wooden/metal stairs and walkway that goes along the water underground. A bunch of people are all leaving the school so the walks were pretty crowded. Everyone I went to school with was afraid of going through the underground walkways thought because they kept telling me to look out for 'Caroline'.

Then all of the sudden everyone was dressed up like Halloween while we were walking along underground. A red headed boy is in front of me with elf ears on and a cape. He turns around and roars at me but then one of his elf ears fell off. He then grabbed it and ran away.

-The End-

Tale of The Terrible Camp!

Entry 4: May 2009

I was at a camp that I was attending and had to spend nights there as well. I arrived and was walking through a crowd of people also checking in. Just then I caught the eye of a young boy about thirteen I'd say. He was completely bald and shirtless, with wolverine type claws coming from his knuckles. He looked somewhat scared, so I said "Hello" to him. Then I moved on towards the girls dorms. I walked in and they were wicked gross and dirty. They were like, tiny cubicles with a little bathing area inside the little room. All of the rooms were an ugly olive green with dirty white bathroom tiles.

Two girls and I found open rooms way in the back where it was kind of creepy. We put out stuff down and then we all started talking about how were being kept in the crap part of the camp, the good camp was across the river. I also remembered things I had forgotten and wrote a letter to my mother so she could send them to me. . Then I decided to tell off one of the staff members because we were in dirty rooms.

The staff wore red Adidas jump suits with yellow stripes. I yelled at this balding guy who then decided I had to be punished for acting up. He got a flat wooden stick to beat me with so I ran for it! I saw the boy with claws again and he told me where to hide. I hid behind a cubicle and could only see the staff guy's feet moving towards me. He had on Adidas sandals with blue stripes. [IDK what is with all the adidas!]. The boy told me when to move so I would not get caught. Then the staff guy realized we kept watching his feet so he changed into red heels to try and trick us. That's when I stood up and ran for it again. Then the boy with claws fought off the staff guy so I could escape.

I made it out but some staff person tried to stop me. I ran by him and he kept yelling after me "You have to sign out!!!" [lol!] I just ran until I crossed a smal bridge to get to the other side of the river. I made it but there was a steep incline to get to the 'good camp' and everything was covered in snow. I ended up seeing a bus going up the mountain side to the Chi Pine Lodge, so I got on. We drove up the mountain and arrived in the new camp. The new camp had restaurants, lodges, and horse barns.

-The End-

Untitled

Entry 3: May 2009

I fed some fish that I knew had been stuck in a building for 100 years with these two girls. I knew they were sisters. Then it flashed into a different scene. I was on a farm and could hear the thoughts of this dog. The dog's thoughts informed me that the farm took in kids without homes. Also he informed he the farm had recently adopted two pigs. Then there was another flash and I was at my elementary school getting a blood sample taken.

NOTES: I did not have very good recall for this group of dreams, they were all quite difficult to remember.

Tale of the Races

Entry 2: May 2009

I was in the wilderness with some old man who lived out there. There was a heavy snow storm coming down on us as well. We were not in any type of shelter, just standing in the forest. The old man and I were looking over some paperwork he had on the human body. Just then we noticed two horses racing down the mountainside. I realized it was my brother and my younger cousin. Then I magically knew there was a man at the top of the mountain you paid $79 to ride a horse. The horses were pounding down the mountainside seemingly out of control. One was a chestnut and the other was a bay...they both had rope halters on them. Then I noticed a herd of deer on the road side....

-The End-