A Dreamer's Dreams

Journal Entry Lucid #11 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: After a week of bad recall and a night of no recall. I woke up to do a WBTB and then went to sleep after hearing some Robert Monroe. I fell asleep for about an hour and got a LD. I went to sleep not caring for a LD but just wanting to remember a dream.

Dream fragment 1 from 4:30am-5:46am" Trust No One":
I was in the car with my dad. We went to a mansion, to sell it. We heard the real estate guy talking very loud on the phone even though he was at the second floor of the mansion. My dad said, "he won't notice if we left and came back, I forgot something". We drove off I looked anxiously back. I thought he might see us leave.

I was now in my old middle school it wasn't obvious to me at the time but I was walking around suspicious and for some reason I put my hand on my nose and closed it up. I can still breath. I kept walking. It caught me I could still breath. I did it again, still I could still breath. I thought this is a dream, but I didn't believe it. I tried again thinking what if I am doing the RC wrong and not closing my nose completely. I then said this is a dream and ran around like a mad man looking around. I thought wow even a band is here. The band looked at me weird. I looked at my hands maybe to do a RC again but I didn't. I then started rubbing my hands it felt normal like waking world. The realism was spectacular. I realized that I was not going to come out of this dream so I stopped rubbing my hands. As I was about to walk out a classmate that I know walks up to me and he said you are not dreaming. I just looked at him. He said you have been lying to yourself the whole time. You bought a glove with six fingers so that you could believe your lies and you did the nose plug wrong. He said trust me and gave me his hand. I looked at him fishy but thought maybe he is right, I might have lost my mind. I gave him my hand. I lost lucidity. We were now going to some store to buy gloves or something else. A lesson learned: trust no one on the essential truth of reality you are experiencing.


Became lucid by: DILD

Journal Entry non-lucid #47 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I fell asleep by accident too early.

Dream fragment 1, 8ish-2:00 am." A successful college student":
I found myself a class room, MA, head of the STEM organization peaked into our classroom. She walked inside and she walked next to this guy that I saw one time in the math department, in Waking Life. They brought him cupcake, and congratulated him on finishing college in 2 years. He had double the classes said my counselor. I turned around and saw my friend, AL, talking to my cousin SA. I started talking to him, he walks out the front door, the front door was made out of glass. We walked out into the grass my cousin and my friend were trying to do back flips. I thought if I should do one but I didn't want to show off. My cousin AL showed up, he joked about how he could do a back flip.

This little boy showed up and and smacked a little girl. We didn't notice that children stood next to us. We picked her up and shamed the little boy for hitting her. He ran around the premise with food in his hand. I became angry for some reason and took the food from his hand and started throwing it at the wall.

I turned around and see my chemistry teacher cutting wood with some sort of contraption. He backed me up in what I did. He said something that both made me laugh and made me happy. I went around him and I saw my friend GO from High school. He asked me how much money I made and he tried to sell me a PS3 game. The cover of the game had a picture of a guy, most likely a motorcycle guy wearing a helmet and black leather outfit.

I realized that a lot of dreams do connect, the transition was a simple head turn. I would have thought that each of these dreams were separate from each other but they were all in the same dream.

So after I got up for WBTB, which I use now to study for an exam. Since I found out that dream state help with memory. My premise: If I get up in the middle of night and study I would retain most of it.

Dream fragment 2, 4:58am-7:00am." Mathematical dispute":
We were in Calculus III class, the class room looked small. A guy went up to my math teacher and asked a problem. He is a smart guy and pretty confident in waking life. But in the dream he stuttered and shook. My friend showed up and started explaining how he solved it. I argued with my friend about a problem the math problem. The problem had a sec^2(t) and he said that he got sec^3(t) when he took the derivative of it. I said that is integration. The derivative of sec (t) is sec (t)tan (t). I became equally frustrated and angry.

I don't like the dreams in which I am doing mathematics although I like math. It is my nightmare. I am always frustrated or angry. The equations never make sense or the numbers are off. And I am off on a wild goose hunt trying to solve, what seem like an unsolvable problem.

Dream fragment 3, 4:58am-7:00am."":
I had a dream and I had a girl I liked but friend too her from me. I saw GO's brother. I talked to him and asked if he seen GO. *environmental change* I am now inside of my house the walls looked like walls of a cave. I wrote stuff all over the wall and I wrote it in a circular fashion. I don't recall what it read. My sister walked up to me and she said I should have been awake earlier.

Possible dream sign:

Emotion: Angry (x2), Happy (x1)
Context: Doing mathematics. Environmental change. Dream Character appear after turning(3x)

I remembered a few dreams last night. What was so strange was that I woke up and thought no recall again, but this time I said I am not buying that and I kept thinking. I got one little detail and it kind of opened up the dream memory.

Dream fragment 2, 4:58am-7:00am."":
-I remember telling a kid that I don't know how to draw.
-I saw a picture with people and they had some huge mouths.
-I also saw my professor, the one that had cancer.

Dream fragment 2, 4:58am-7:00am."":
I was with my sister. I got on computer ad started messing with photoshop. I sued various methods on altering pictures, mostly making it blurry and clear. I also burned a color in the image. I found out that I was late for Calc III class. I kept mixing up teachers name as I told my sister who I had as a teacher. She said "I am confused is he, old Calc II teacher, your teacher?" I said, "oh no I am just losing my mind. I was in my room. I looked at my hands and started counting and the dream fades. I woke up and did a RC.

Horrible night.
-I remember one brief dream which was only 10 mins out of the whole 8 hrs I slept. It had something to do with a mob of gangsters looking for me.

Journal Entry non-lucid #44 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: no meditation, I forgot. I was too sleepy from church.

Dream fragment 1, 10:50pm-4:58am."":
The moment I became emotional, felt my anger, was the moment I started remembering my dream. My dad was calling my name. I go to him and he tells me to wash the dishes. I don't wash the dishes normally so I got mad. As I walked next to the kitchen I see that a car parked diagonal to the street. I told him that he has to move his car. He replied and told me that is not his car. The color of the car changed from red which is my car to black. Then I thought the neighbors did that. The car started moving. They parked on my garage way. I got angry once again.

Dream fragment 2, 10:50pm-4:58am."":
I talked to my sister about how I should have been lucid in another dream, which I don't remember. I did a RC and I said to her that Jenifer Lopez was in my dream, but the image that came to me when I woke up and thought about her was not Jenifer Lopez but of the wife of George Lopez from his show.

Dream fragment 3, 5am-6:20am."":
At first I was driving my car then I made a turn signal to turn lanes, and looked back. I turn back around and I am now walking in the highway. Everybody walked as well. I saw a women maybe about 6"5 in front of me and my friend. She wore a little tutu. Her butt was visible and wow was it disgusting. Somebody bumped into her and she turned to my friend and told him that she will squish him. Her and another big fat guy walked away with each other. I thought I wish she lost weight it would be good for her and everybody else. I told him about how my uncle in law lost weight gradually and nobody noticed the change or the changes were insignificant. My friend said really then transformed into some skinny surfer.

Journal Entry non-lucid #43 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated a bit. I said some mantras then off to sleep. I woke up abruptly though so dream recall went to near zero.

Dream fragment 1, Uncategorized time."":
-On some sort of island.
-there was a cat in my house.

I woke up way too early again I ran out of my room to use the bathroom, too much water for WBTB. I just wanted to sleep so I went back to sleep.

Journal Entry non-lucid #42 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I had a headache after going to a meeting in my school. I couldn't concentrate so no mantras just a short meditation. The first dream got greatly influenced because I have to take care of my grandmother after she got some minor health problem.

Dream fragment 1, 8:43pm-12:45am." Grandma can't see":My grandmother tried to eat the fruits on the table. I noticed it was rotten. I told her not to eat it, but she did anyways. She picked up this traditional spicy food and she said there is nothing in there. I saw a big chunk. I told her to look again. She put it extremely close to her eye and she said I don't see it.

I woke up feeling better, but I still felt a little light headed. I played some BF3 which explain the landscape in my dream.
I stayed up and tried to do WILD. As I was laying on my back and drifted off. I noticed myself drifting off and instead of just awareness I gasped right back up. I felt some sensation disappear from me, maybe SP. Again I drifted off while on my back and I jolted, my legs kicked up. I got frustrated and slept after about 30-40min later. Instead of WILD I tried to do MILD. I tried visualizing and kept on saying the mantra. I was sleeping not on my back but my front. I fell asleep after some time.

Dream fragment 2, 3:50am-8:00am." Sleeping in a dream": The environmet looked like BF3, Northern Canal. I jumped and landed in some water. I got sleepy and I fell asleep. I woke up and I was sleeping in some pond. The dream was vivid at this point. I looked at the water and thought about the reflection and I look up I see the same pond as a reflection of this one.


This is yet another dream that I have slept inside of. It is strange and it might be a dreamsign.

Journal Entry non-lucid #41 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I tried to prepare to do a MILD. I did the relaxation, the visualizations and the mantra.

Dream fragment 1, 8:20pm-1:10am." Epic Battle between DCs": I watched a battle between two DC. One of them a women and another a boy maybe about 10 or 11. I don't remember when it started but they were flying in the air. Everybody in the city started to evacuate, by an order of the government. They flew at each other. She hit him threw a wall. His body blew up a building. He got back up and blasted purple energy beam at her. It destroyed many buildings leaving holes and ruble behind. She had the same power as him and she fired back. They were fighting for some time without injuring each other but the city was destroyed.

Dream fragment 2, 8:20pm-1:10am."": Me and a friend, only in the dream. He wanted to surprise his girl friend on valentines day so he took a card from my other friend. He told me this when I asked him where he got the card. We were talking about something for a long time though.


Dream fragment 3, 8:20pm-1:10am." Sleeping Under the Desert": I was in my house and my sister brought her friend home. I was talking to my mom as she cleaned the bathroom sink. I went to speak to my sister but she ignored me. I got angry. She came later on to talk to me. I said to her, "why did you brink her I wanted to talk to you". My sister tried to signal me to stop because the girl stood right next to me. I saw her with my peripheral vision. I tried to act casual and started to look around. The room transformed into the grand canyon filled with deserts. I failed to notice the change. I saw a car crash into a canyon and I casually looked at it. I then turned to face her. She looked at me in disappointment. I got tired so I picked up the floor of the desert as if it was a bed sheet and put it over me. It felt warm and comfortable.

The environment changed yet again. Now I am in the garage of my home. This old man that I didn't know was cutting wood. The other DC needed to use the bathroom and so did I. They left. I wanted to go but the old man needed to use the bathroom as well. I told him he could go before me. He put his head down as to thank me. He pointed at something and he said there is a rat over there. It was a huge rodent about the size of a kitty. We started chasing it out the house. A cat appeared out of nowhere and started hunting it. My sister and someone else got distracted and chased the cat instead. I told them to concentrate. I told them to stop. They got the cat. I walked next to it. It jumped in my face, screeched at me, then it scratched me on the neck which woke me up quick. When I woke up, I felt a moment of paralysis and a sensation around my neck which quickly faded.

I got up to do WBTB. I read a little about LD. I had some cereal before going to sleep.


Dream fragment 4, 3:51am-6:17am." Mystical Creature in a play": I was with TO, he wanted to show me a drama thing he saw in a dream. We walked up to this stage. It was like the stage was the book that we picked. We saw a hole in the floor. We looked inside of it. At first it was cardboard looking you know the kind that would be used in waking life drama. Then it transformed the characters became real. I saw a owl with its wings raised nearly to its neck. It looked bizarre, and as it was trying to fly away I saw four legs. He wanted me to show me something. I distracted him when I noticed the night's sky. I saw a shooting star. I said, "look even the sky looks real". Then I looked down one more time.


Dream fragment 5, 3:51am-6:17am."": I was in SY house. I made up the place I never been to his house. It was mostly made of concrete and I touched one of the concrete, it felt cold.

Journal Entry non-lucid #40 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I drank too much water for WBTB and ran out of my room thus making it hard to remember the early part of the night. I stayed up and tried playing games struggled with the internet connection for quite some time like 30-40 min. I finally got it going, I was sleepy and tired. I got on computer and began to categorize my dream signs like Stephan LaBerge suggested. I got tired went to room. I heard Robert Monroe's Advanced focus 10. I tried to WILD, but I fell asleep too early.

Dream fragment 1, 3:40am-6:33am." Old conflicts, same conflict": I was trying to sleep on a curb and I saw a old rival, LE. I looked at him with shock and was ready to fight. He apologized and asked me to help him. His parents died so he cried but after a while I found out he was lying to me.

Dream fragment 2, 3:40am-6:33am." Sad! Teacher got Cancer Again": Me and my dad were at a DMV. My dad didn't know where the line started so he went to the front. They kicked us to the back. I saw my old Eng 1A teacher. She was fatter and I asked her how is she doing. She told me she has cancer again and that is why she is here. She told me she went to Vegas and she enjoyed her time there. She went and sat down. The line was going I told her to go in front of us she was waiting before me and my dad. She just looked at me. My father gave me the look and turned around. She looked so weak and helpless. Alone on that bench. I felt sad in the dream because she fought cancer before and she has to fight it again.

Journal Entry non-lucid #39 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I tried to prepare for sleep as if I was going to attempt WILD but without the trying to be aware. I lost consciousness very quickly.

Dream fragment 1, 8:01pm-1:00am."": I saw this guy and he was being forced to have sex with this girl, these guys forced him to. She wasn't ugly at all though. I didn't see it graphical it looked like a typical movie sex scene. This one man started filming it. As they were going inside I was no longer a viewer but instead I became a DC and I saw an eagle or hawk flying by.

Dream fragment 2, 8:01pm-1:00am."": I was in side my house jumping out of happiness. I was screaming that I had a LD. (I don't remember having a LD before this dream so I don't know how accurate that is). I told my dad, he said he had one too. I became even happier because he doesn't think that LD is for him, and I thought this would change his misconception. Then he said, JK. I saw this guy from my Calc III just siting in my living room on his laptop. He looked at me weird. I also saw a girl from high school, AS, she looked at me with jealousy. The light was also on during daytime.


I woke up but I read and did some chemistry work to prepare for a quiz. I was stressed and my wild attempt felt impossible to do. But I know it isn't so I will keep moving forward.

Dream fragment 3, 3:31am-6:00am."": I had a dream about being in church and I did some sort of a play. They wanted me to be in some sort of evil villain. I tried to act as evil as I can. I didn't scare anybody. I even had the cape and everything. I was giving a friend, MS, an advice about raising his daughter, even though I don't have one of my own.

Dream fragment 4, 3:31am-6:00am."": I was with old high school friend, HL and we went to some place in a car. I remember being inside a parking lot underground.


Dream fragment 5, 3:31am-6:00am."": I saw Chem 121 teacher. He was answering questions on the phone. He couldn't hear us on the phone and it became hard to understand each other. After sometime with frustration, I started laughing. I thought why are we using a phone to communicate a problem about equations and science. The other DC gave me the phone to talk to him and he made no sense. I got transferred and this women picked up and she asked me how can I help you? I said, "I want to talk to the professor, if he doesn't answer he might have a problem with his health." She hanged up. I said why did I say that it sounds like I threatened him. Guy told me it is ok.


Dream fragment 6, 3:31am-6:00am."": I was in the sewer trying to find a way out. I later found out that I didn't have any shoes on. As I was about to climb up some ladder to go outside this man appeared and he asked me a question. I said I don't know but I don't have shoe on. When I climbed out I saw this crazy Asian lady with something in her hands chance a guy with it.

Dream fragment 7, 3:31am-6:00am."": My parents room looked a mess. I said it must be tax season. But the bathroom looked messy too, I questioned it but later forgot.

Journal Entry Lucid #10 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: After awakening at 11:44, extremely tired, I used the bathroom and remember little snippets of dreams.
I couldn't try to WILD at that time because I am too tired and would fall asleep too easily. I stayed up and I played BF3 to make myself a little awake and too feel happy because I woke up sad. Around like 1:40, I made myself that avocado mixture, with banana, strawberries, tangerine and berries. I don't think the food made a difference though. I heard Robert Monroe's audio advanced focus 10. Then I thought let me do a WILD. I rolled over to my side with my head resting on my left hand. NO luck, King Yoshi suggested turning over if there is no luck. I rolled on belly and I put both my arms back. Just like he said there was a switch. I immediately fell asleep, I want to stay aware but like he said I went to sleep faster.

Dream fragment 3 from 2:20pm-3:06am" Spinning Technique":
I was playing a race on GTA 5. This guy constructed easy race, from point A to point B. I thought this will be easy and I lost. My sister told me about how easy it is. I wanted a replay so they gave it to me. This time instead of looking at the race. We became curious about the AI of the game. I saw this little blond white girl just standing there. An opponent said, "what do you think that AI is thinking about?" I don't know. We went to get a closer look. She looked lifeless. She stared into space just looking at the cars pass by. She then gave us a face look. She started at us for a couple of seconds and then back. I walked away from the race and went up this little hill thing, into a store. I saw my mother and father there. They asked me to go get some food. I left.I woke up and thought, "I should have been lucid", this was only a second of opportunity and I took it. I went back to the same dream and I gave my parents the food my father was gone. When I handed my mother the food she asked me if I washed my hands. I thought about it and thought back to what I was doing before going to bed. I washed my hands and face I thought.

I realized it was a dream and I started to rub my hands. I controlled my emotions this time. I look around and realized that I was in the bathroom. I said, "Thank you, Lord!" or, "what ever helped me get Lucid" (Meaning myself or something else). I walked out the door like as if not lucid, I didn't want the DC to know I was LD. When I walked through the door I realized that we were in a diner of some sort. I saw a waitress give my mother and my grandmother and sister some food. My dad however was in a different table. I thought why would I dream my dad separated from my mom? I looked around the diner and it looked very dark and dim. The quality of the dream looked sad and depressing. I wanted to lighten the atmosphere up and thought if I could get a little object that is bright in color I could change the whole entire atmosphere. I thought about turning one of the napkins into bright baby blue and red. I looked back and at first it was normal white. I said not good enough. I turned again and it was dark red and brown. I thought I got to escape from my family.

Knowing that my family is overprotective in my dream I tried to sneek out. I looked at my door to my left and I saw a dark looking area, THE VOID as some people like to call it. I look at my right and I see the outside with lights on. I walk out. As I was walking I did a quick RC so that I won't mistake it to be Waking life I looked at my hands and as soon as I was about to start counting I saw a smaller pinky starting to grow out as to make the RC fail. I laughed and said this is a dream. Also my grandmother made some petite excuse to follow me and came along.She said in my language, "Where are you going?" I said, "no where grandma". She kept following me. I told her to mind her own business I will be ok. She didn't listen. I knew that my grandmother always wants her way and if she was anything like my grandmother she is persistent. I turn around and I see another copy of her. I thought oh crap it better not be a demon or prototype just like my last long LD.

I quickly told myself not to say that and I told myself to play with the ridiculous logic of dreams. I was still rubbing my hands BTW. I told my grandmother as we were walking back to the diner that the clone was her twin sister. She didn't respond at first but then she said yeah that is my twin sister. She started speaking English, "Dam she fat though". I laughed because they looked identical. They even had the same cloth on. I thought of a way to get rid of my grandmother. I told her in English hey grandmother your fat twin sister is going to steal your food, you better stop her. She turned around and started walking away I found the window of opportunity and I took it. I started doing the spinning technique. I started seeing all the environment get smudged.

I felt my waking body in my room. I thought I was going to wake up then I got a thought of hope,"don't give up". I stayed in the dream. I started feeling my dream body. I saw it get re-spawned in a freeway. Then it got launched to a parking lot. I thought, "is this GTA 5 environment". The quality of the dream was ugly. The objects looked like cardboard boxes with smudged drawing on them. I started rubbing my hands and started looking at the environment. It started looking realistic but the quality only went to the quality of GTA 5 not waking life. I turned around and looked at the cars and I could see the reflection of the world on the cars. I was content with the quality and I said "Not bad". I then wanted to explore the city and at first was going to drive the sports car that were in the parking lot but instead I flew out of the parking lot. I had no doubt about my flying ability, so I flew with ease. I then gently landed on the street in front of the parking lot. I used my hands gently putting them down as if I was doing telekinesis. After I landed, I thought what should I do. I thought about using telekinesis to pick up cars and stuff but thought of making a training simulation where I am in a all white room and their is different objects there. I imagined a door that will take me to this place. I closed my eyes for one second and realized that the dream might changed. I opened them and saw this black circle across my eyes, you know the one you get when stare at something bright and it leaves and after image. I thought WTH, what do I do?

I woke up. I thought at first that I over loaded my brain by the new task I presented to it but I woke up because I wasn't rubbing my hands. I was using them to fly and stuff. I can't seem to get the dream stable enough to the point I won't have to rub my hand all the time.

Became lucid by: DILD

Journal Entry non-lucid #38 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated before going to bed and told myself that I want to remember my dreams. I didn't hear Robert Monroe's advanced focus 10 audio. I also looked at king yoshi's new WILD guide. That is why I bumped up the water to wake up even earlier.

Dream fragment 1, 8:51pm-11:44am."":
-My cousin was in my dream and she was eating some food.
-some old man was wanted by the cops.


I got up and went to sleep which gave me a LD which I will DJ in a different entry.

Dream fragment 3, 3:31am-6:53am." Chem 120 Teacher a Critique": My chem 120 was walking showed up around my house next to a bus stop. She asked me why I wear jackets on hot days. She was right. Hot! wow it felt like 90 degrees, no clouds to cast a shade too. She also showed up in my chem 121 class and everybody was trying to look like they are doing there work to impress her.


Dream fragment 4, 3:31am-6:53am." New friends with old friends": I walked to my friend Ls and he forgot my name he called me Mr. White. I thought why would he call me Mr. White but I didn't follow up with the question. He had a lot of food all over his face. My old friend Dd was their and he joined us in the table. He looked healthy which was good.

Dream fragment 5, 3:31am-6:53am." Smoke Addiction?": I was in the living room smoking a cigarette. It felt good! It burned my lungs with every breath I liked it. My parents told me to stop and I said I couldn't. I threw the cigarette with disgust, but picked it right back up and I walked out to my backyard. I thought when did it reach this point. I conjured up a story about how I got addicted it went a little like this: I got 2nd hand smoking from school, then after that I needed a way to deal with the stress so I started smoking. I never smoked a cigarette, so it was quite a shocker, I do occasionally get 2nd hand smoking though. And I would have forgot this dream if it wasn't for a video that depicted a women smoking and I remembered it and I felt shiver down my spine. I felt the disgust I had in the dream of myself.

Journal Entry non-lucid #37 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated before going to bed and told myself that I want to remember my dreams. I heard Robert Monroe's intro to focus 10 audio but I fell asleep before finishing it. The influence for the anger part of my dream had to do with church. My friend got me angry and a little kid got me angry by screaming into my ear while I was sitting down. This is not my typical monday dream recall. Since there was a holiday I slept in.

Dream fragment 1, 11:11pm-3:47am."":
Something about bullying.
English 1C teacher was a student in my school. He wrote some sort of book.
This guy warned me that I was getting ripped off by these two guys, one of which is Mark Dice.

I got up and watched some motivational clips again read a bit about LD and ate some food because I am hungry. I made myself cereal this time. I tried listening to Robert Monroe's audio again but shortly went in and out of consciousness. Until i realized I was doing this I wasn't really sleeping.

Dream fragment 2, 4:31am-8:17am." Angry at teacher": I found myself on a motorcycle, inside of an Airport that looked like the one form GTA IV. I stopped at the helicopter landing zone. I sat down in the meditation posture by crossing my legs, and began to meditate for some reason. This guy came into the airport with his futuristic motorcycle. He did a wheelie and the front wheel transformed and disappeared. He jumped off the motorcycle by doing some aerodynamic flip. He landed with one knee on the floor and one hand touching the floor with his fist, it looked cool. The motorcycle didn't fall though, it remained motionless, but it accelerated on same spot. It drove itself off and he called it back with a push of a button.

Still in a meditative posture I tried to concentrate again. This time I saw different people from my school especially the math lab flock to my location. I got up because I didn't like the idea of meditating as a form of show off. I found this store and my Calc III math teacher wrote some stuff down on paper, he told me it was attendance. I briefly looked at it and saw someone's name, which was good enough for me to confirm the truth. My math teacher asked me if I could go deliver the attendance to the office for him. He warned me that I have to deliver it to the door and not give it to the person. I said sure and left to go find the office.

As I walked to the office, which resembled my old high school pathway, I saw a friend from Eng 1A, Aa. I also saw a much more attractive version of her, which I assumed was her sister. I looked at the sister smiled flirtatiously and said hi completely forgetting about Aa. I walked inside the office and I saw them again but this time from a different angle, Aa saw me and she smiled and said hi. I sat next to a table right next to them. I asked them, "didn't I just see you guys right before I walked inside the building?" They looked completely confused, all of them said no. I told them Dejavu. I started talking to the fictional character, Aa's sister, Aa got mad and left. I said bye to her sister and left. I was lost once again. I showed back at the table and I found CA which is a girl that was ignored in the dream and is ignored in waking life. I asked her about the attendance office. She said she could take me. As we walked along this pathway it started to rain on us. I realized I am going to be late to class so I said bye to her and departed from her. Even though I ran in a hurry I was aware of my surroundings. I saw this wooden light house stair case, pretty old wood, eaten by years of hard rain. It smelled like old wood that has grown fungus on it. I don't remember if I made it to the attendance office but next thing I knew it I was inside my classroom.

I entered the class room while teacher was teaching. I squinted to see who the teacher was, it was my Calc III teacher again. I thought that's weird this was not the class room I thought I would be in. I didn't follow through with my reasoning because I was too caught up with the plot and if it was not a dream I don't want to be standing around looking at my hands. The classroom was indeed a strange one it was a blend of my high school arts and crafts class and something else. I found a seat to sit in, which was also the only seat. This kid said I don't usually sit here. I said yeah that is true, I laughed at first. I picked up my stuff and came to realize that was the only seat. I told him I am going to sit there. He had his back pack on it and didn't want to give it up. I got mad and picked up his backpack and threw it. I tried to reasonably explain to him that I am going to sit there. My teacher got mad and yelled, "SHUT UP". I got angry, but not without reason and I said, "YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP, I was only late because I was delivering your stupid attendance". He told me he doesn't care and told me to leave his class room.

Dream fragment 3, 4:31am-8:17am." Angry again, at student": I only say that this is a new dream fragment because I forgot the whole dispute with my teacher.Well the dream started with me inside of my Calc III class. I had my original seat or so I believed I did. My teacher was teaching and I was taking notes. I wasn't aware of what I actually wrote though. This guy sat in front of me and tried to annoy me. He kept turning around and touching my stuff. I told him to stop touching my stuff. I thought about George Carlin's joke about stuff for a split second, but it only amused me for that very second. I told him to stop touching my stuff and for him to mind his own business. He wasn't listening so I forced him to turn around by grabbing him by the neck and turning him. He thought it was funny. I got angry and put my hands in a knuckle with my middle finger slightly sticking up while still bent though. I forced it into the back of his spine rubbing his spinal cord with my knuckle and he fell to the floor begging me to stop. I stopped but the teacher was finished with his lesson and I missed some of it. My teacher left pretty quickly. While outside people asked me why I did that, some asked me how I did, where is the weak spot locate. I didn't care to respond to much of them. I went back to my teacher's office, which looked nothing like his office. It looked more like a normal accounting office not a math teacher office. Well he was eating lunch, and I didn't want to disturb him so I was heading out. He signaled me to come and I did. This women brought me a seat and sat right in between us. She was saying, "hmm" after I said something. I thought that is weird. I told the teacher that I didn't mean to hurt the guy but he was distracting me from school work. I pleaded my case by bringing up the fact that I normally take notes when teacher is talking. He smiled then laughed and said don't worry about it.

Dream fragment 4, 4:31am-8:17am." Weird Costume": I was in a store. I imagined what it would be like to have super powers. I saw this dragon and it had the whole galaxy on it. I saw stars and universes inside of it. I saw some sort of bird wrap it's wing around it. I had some weird costume on. It was blue and pink and a little purple. I don't remember the super powers I had. Oh yeah I also met spider man.

Journal Entry Lucid #9 Dream,Lucid, Comments)
Background: I woke up around 2:00 Am, which was about 5-6 hrs after I went to sleep. I stayed up and I watched some inspirational videos about success and possibility. Then I read Stephan LaBerge's book, I left the computer about 1:20 min later. I went to kitchen to make me some food because I felt hungry, made myself some oatmeal. I don't think the food matters though. I went to my room at around 3:38 am. I listened to Robert Monroe's intro to focus 10. I stayed up for nearly 100% of it. If I did lose consciousness for a second but when I did I regain it by willpower. After doing all the exercises around the end, he mentioned that I have the power to remember anything that I wanted to by touching my head with the tip of my hand and telling myself to remember, so I told myself to remember LD. (*I believed what he said to near 100% certainty but if it failed it was because I touched my head with my hand and I don't know if that is what he meant or if he wanted me to imagine). After 30 min of the audio, I turned over and found a comfortable position to go to sleep. As I was getting sleepy I reminded myself to realize that I am dreaming. I said those famous phrase, "next time I'm dreaming I will realize that I am dreaming". I said this repeatedly and I fell asleep sometime soon. I also heard my moms voice which influenced my dream tremendously.

Dream fragment 1 from 8:20pm-2:30am"":I found myself watching my gaming avatar on YouTube. It looked and felt real but at same time surreal. I got tired of watching the car chase, so I got up out of the computer and went to the living room. I hugged my grandmother and father because I thought I didn't see them in a while. I asked them where my mother was. They didn't want to respond for some reason. I thought I know I heard her voice. I asked, "is she sleeping? did she just sleep right now? I haven't seen her all day." My dad looked at me mad, and said don't disturb her. It was early in the night around 9:00pm. Me and my father were outside in the backyard. My mother walks out and started telling us her interesting dream.

She said, "I saw my own brain, literally! I turned over in the dream and saw my brain". I thought that sounds like O.B.E. I told her what if that wasn't a dream and that was real? As we were going back inside the house, my dad said she needs a way to go back to sleep. I don't know what I said, but my father responded angrily, "pssh dream! Dream is nothing". I told myself in the dream I am the only one that walks this path, I am only doing this for myself. I was in the computer room and my mother brought some tea and she asked me which one will make her go to sleep. I said, "I thought you are going to work isn't it early in the morning". I thought this doesn't make any sense why am I doing this looking at the tea bags in my hand. My mother disappeared. I said I better not be dreaming about something this boring. I looked at the time on my computer screen it read at first "9:40 AM.B" then a second glance "9:49 Am" then again "9:50 Am". It was also hard to focus on the numbers. I thought about the time "am" but it was still pitch dark outside.

I realized I was dreaming. I started rubbing my hands right away. I started becoming very excited because it was such a consistent, realistic and not to mention ordinary dream, but I logically became lucid. I tried to spin around to stabilize my dream. The spinning made me very nauseous. It felt like I was shrinking at the same time. It felt harder to breath as well. It felt so horrible that I decided to wake up. As soon as I decided to do that I woke up, with the last thing I saw my grandmothers' bed. I did a RC after awakening and about to write my LD.

Journal Entry non-lucid #36 Dream, non-dream (Comments)
Background: I meditated before going to bed and told myself that I want to remember my dreams. I heard Robert Monroe's intro to focus 10 audio but I fell asleep before finishing it.

Dream fragment 1, 8:51pm-1:57am."": I think I saw a person or an ad that said to me, "if you ate a turkey as a child you are a Canadian but if you ate a chicken you are a true American". I thought what if you had both. I couldn't stop thinking about food so I went to my fridge. I made myself some sandwitch. My dad showed up and he was trying to take out the powdered doughnut. He sprikled it all over the kitchen. It was all over the drawers. I took some cookies and tried to slip through my grandmother, who decided to walk right in between me and my dad. My dad stopped me and told me I had to put the milk away.