finally!!! my lucidity is getting back ! dream 1 - I become lucid right away when dream starts. I'm at my hometown holding a dark blue umbrella; it's raining like cats and dogs. I see bricks falling from a tall light tower... the dream is so vivid and long. holding my unbrella I fly all over the town. near me there's my elementay school, but the buidlings that surround the school are all unfamilar. I fly over to the top of the buildings and find a port. the raining stops. I see a huge steam boat coming in the port and hear people below talking. I was afraid of being found out that I'm actually flying, so I leave the port behind. I dont know how I get to somewhere where there's TV, maybe I am at a train station? I am watching a TV.(it was LCD monitor) I want to see my comic PPM as an animation film so I imagine my character Yerin from PPM on the Tv. her face is vivid but the animation sucks. she is waiting for the bus, which reminds me of Dong-in so I imagine him coming toward her. he's wearing that school uniform, but his hair was in weird shape, so I think 'what? that's not his hair!' and then his hair starts to change in a very weird way..... it was funny, but very weird.. -.- anyway Dong-in walks in, greeting Yerin friendly, but she says 'what', being tsun-tsun and all. they sit separately on the bus. Yerin's face blushes. at this moment the anime ends and 2 commercials air.(the commercials were so old, like 90's) after that a question about my PPM anime appeared on the screen: raise your hand if you feel the anime version is different from real comic. I think, of course it is different, and there are 7-8 kids beside me, then 4-5 kids raise their hand. another question appeared: raise your hand if you want PPM comic to be animated.(!!!!) and everyone raises hand including me! I am kinda excited. lol when I turn around I am suddenly in kind of big theatre/ auditorim/ big building with bunch of rooms. I look around and walk, and find a music recording studio, which an orchestra is preparing for recording. I also find a room where 'cartoon culture content award' ceremony is going. I recognize a man who has to do with PPM anime... I feel a little mad toward him when he gets an award. (bc the animation sucked?) I pass the music studio again, seeing women talking in their seats while the players playing their instruments. I do the internet in a computer room I've found and have an urge to search PPM opening song video on Youtube. the video is really weird. it's just a slideshow of retarded high schoolers, and the song is completely unrelated (song by singer Cool?). I scroll down because it's so embarrassing... so I watch that PPM anime again. it's exactly the same anime I saw a while ago (even though it was dream, the anime was still the same, I thought it would change) seeing Dong-in's hair changing in a weird way, again -.- Yerin says 'wut' then she gets on the bus. at this moment I suddenly put myself into the anime scene(?!) and get on the bus before Dong-in comes. I take a seat in the same row with Yerin, and when Dong-in gets on the bus, I forcefully push his shoulder so that he can sit with Yerin. He sits with Yerin, making puzzled face toward me, then I sit like a badass, saying "hey you guys. if you guys sit like that, then what am I? huh?' I think I say this because I kinda want to tease the 'couple'. (forever alone....) Yerin blushes her face again. I laugh because this situation is so funny, and then I wake up. I was still laughing in my bed.
My Dream recall has been real bad lately, just not remembering anything! Somebody new I am walking with my wife and she is explaining to me that she has met someone else. She still loves me, but, she loves this other guy as well so she won't be seeing me as much. It's such a casual conversation that until she leaves I don't fully realize what this means. And then it hits me, DAMN! A walk into the past I'm walking along an old street I walked when I was a kid, in an old town I used to live in. I Start to think about how a few years ago I new so many people down this street, how it was impossible for me to go down this busy street without catching up with someone I knew. But I'm older now (I just hit 30) and everybody I knew here has grown up and moved on, things have changed, I've changed; I feel old. I start to think of how it was so unfair that I couldn't just transport myself back in time, just to say hi, because I missed some friends. Oh the irony, if only I knew I was dreaming I could have done exactly that! Robots Dream fragment: I am a robot, waiting in line with two other robots in front of me.
dream 1 - I'm in a Smart car with my brother and dad. my dad drive the car and he goes into the ocean O_O I recognize the background that we're in Hawaii. we drive on the square logs floating on the ocean. when we crossed it after, I get off the car and go into the water to confirm something on the logs. the water is emerald bright, but something like wood chips and dirty little things are floating on the surface of water... dream 2 - I'm in comic class doing some kind of group project with my friends. I am tiding something, and this one guy got annoyed from me for some reason, so I'm mad, saying 'what? what's with you? do you have something against me?' and then he gets a little scared lol I see 2 men infront of me, talking about my business talent(??) to scout me! wth?
I am at my hometown apartment, but the house has different atmosphere. My cousin's family is here. I'm playing with a small white puppy in my grandma's room. there's a big green bowl containing chocolate candies on the cabinet. I throw one to the puppy and I try one too. it's really sugary with chocolate-milk taste. it's good anyway! then suddenly the puppy runs out of the room and I follow him. there's my aunt in the living room, preparing dog food for the puupy, saying "he doesnt eat anything. he should stop eating those junk foods!" so I say "hey Aunt, you should starve him, he will eventually eat the meal. my other aunt once did this to feed her dog." I try to find that puupy in the kitchen. he keeps trying to hide in the corner. I find him, and grab him with my hand but then he slips out and turns into...an.... ant. I'm like wtf?! then he turns into a puppy again, but then he turns into little fly and fly away. at this point I felt really weird and thought how could this happen?! but never got lucid.... I tell my aunt about this and her face gets puzzled. I am on the sofa chilling out, and Aunt brought new puppy; a small bull dog. he jumps on the sofa beside me, being shy and all. so I pet his head and he gets friendly and tries to hug me. I hug him really tightly, and he hugs me too. I think he speaks that he's really happy to see me. I feel really really great. suddenly scene jumps. I'm on the tour bus with my cousin's family going to some kind of island fishing? there is my black bag infront of me. the bull dog and I try to draw a monkey face on it, and we laugh. we get off the bus. I'm confused whether I have to take visa with me or not...
Super Hero Trouble I am in a street when suddenly a masked super hero jumps down and confronts a business man wearing a suit, I'm not sure what the guy has done wrong but the superhero ties him upside down to a crane that is high above the ground, swinging from left to right. After the man is tied up the superhero leaves, I look up at this guy that is hanging - the knot that tied him to the crane isn't strong enough and he's slipping, closer and closer to the ground while swinging from left to right. The guy is sobbing - shouting out 'please someone help me! I didn't do anything wrong, please help me, get me down from here!!!' I then realise that this is a tv show, I am watching it at home (no longer in the street) It's apparently a film based on an Alan Moore book, but because Alan Moore doesn't want anything to do with the film he is slyly referenced in the film through another means - the super hero discovers that he must go to 'Alan Moore Street' Climbing to the top Dream fragment: I am climbing up some stairs, the person who I am trying to find is important somehow (god perhaps?) - the journey is long, this must be somekind of tower - I climb and climb and finally reach the top - there are two doors opposite one another. The door on the right has a light coming from it - I knock on the door and hear a booming noise in reply. At this point I must have started to wake up because instead of the dream continuing I imagine a forced conversation with this man where I come up with the replies.Not sure what is said though, but for some reason I think of Popeye when I wake up.
I went to bed at 10:15 and had really nice sleep, but before bed I thought about LDing and SDing too much which led to failure of WILD... I'm a bug! I'm some kind of flying bug; I don't exactly know what am I but I think I'm a dragonfly. (similar to Zhuangi's butterfly dream!?) I had my two bug friends beside me. We are running away from a predator. this dream is kinda fuzzy but I remember flying over the grass and landing on a leaf. weird! I'm human but there are still more bugs? My family, neighbor H family and W family are having a trip to somewhere I recognize as a place of pond/ lake. There are so many fireflies that we have to clean them up. I see big ladybugs. after that H family leaves for home and we get ready to go home, too. we are passing thru a plastic bag? tunnel and inside, there are also plastic bag 'blocks' and there is a little hole that has a size about human head, and we have to pass it. I was frustrated.
Where in the (dream)world is Katsuno? I have a nice and smooth WILD at around 6am this morning. I can sense that I am not fully under so I just float up and down on my bed until I am fully under. I get out of bed, rub my hands together (they don't feel like they are fully there yet and feel like numb, tingly bits of limbs. I walk down my stairs and come to my front door so I try to walk through it -ow! hmm, I try it again - OWW! OK, perhaps I'll just do it the old fashioned way - I open the door with the handle and walk out into my street. The road is covered in thick snow. I walk further down the street and rub my hands together again - time for a portal. 'KATSUNO, KATSUNO' I start to chant and wave my arms about in a circular motion. I do this for a while until I release that nothing is happening - not even a spark, damn! So rather than waste more time on this I take off flying into the sky, superman style - I shoot forward real fast trying to get an idea of which direction to go into by trying to sense where Katsuno is. I have no idea, all the directions seem viable - perhaps I'm thinking too linear? After all there cannot really be a real three dimensional directional system as we know it in the real world right? Perhaps I'm thinking too much, for some reason I start to slow down and I take this as my cue to land. I find myself in a busy high street with shops all around me. I touch things as I walk, bits of fabric, the concrete ground - to keep myself lucid and prevent myself from waking. I need to find Katsuno! Where to go now? I think about a piece I was reading the day before about how the law of attraction works in dreams and how (quoted from the cusps's 'Nature of Dream Control' ) : 1. Everything in your dreams requires your attention to exist. 2. The more attention you give to one element, the more detail it creates in relation to what you are focused on. But for the life of me I can't think of what to focus on which would help to get me to Katsuno, I guess if it was something I wanted to manifest and create from my own subconscious then this method would be relevant, but I'm trying to find a real person! I walk into a shop and take a good look around, the shop is small and cramped but it seems to sell a bit of everything. Some (blue?) fabric at one end of the shop, some electronics in the middle. There is somebody, a man, waiting at the till - I go to ask him if he knows where Katsuno is - he just shakes his head to say no (I think, this part is a bit fuzzy) Then I think about trying to contact Kat via the internet, so I look around for a computer - but I cannot see any - and before I can do anything else I hear a sound in real life and it wakes me up. Maybe try a phone call next time? What do you think guys, what methods should I use to get in contact with you? False awakening I then 'wake up' and I tell my wife how I dream t it was snowing outside, but then when I pull back the curtains I find that it is a nice sunny day, not only that but I take a long look at the view - we live in a beautiful area (though it is exaggerated somewhat for the dream) I can see fields upon fields and new houses that look more like semi-transparent Eco friendly self-sufficient huts that people have started to live in. We then go out to walk outside and find ourselves in a massive stadium, it is the Olympic stadium, ready for the 2012 UK Olympics. It is very empty, save for some athletes who are practicing. I nearly get knocked over by two approaching runners , I need to step to one side to avoid the collision. I cannot remember the rest of the dream
edit: All night I was repeating to myself 'go to the giza pyramids - find windhover' I woke up quite a few times (I took 3 htp-5 pills) but kept repeating this mantra over and over and over. Hide and Seek I am going into somekind of nightclub, it looks kinda like a castle. We are all lined up ready to sign in or pay to get in, I am with my wife who hasn't been hear before but apparently I have. I hear somebody from further back in the line say something like 'you have to watch out for Sean, he's tricky - he's not scared to where a dress!' When we get into the club I find that we are outside. It is not a club though, it is a massive game of hide and seek - it seems kinds random who hides and who seeks, I think we can chose. So I run out into a clearing where I see a large fallen tree and hide beside it - I am good at this game and it will take them a while to find me! FIIIGGGHHHTTT!! I am at a school, it is not the one I went to when I was a kid, this one is more ethnically diverse, for some reason prominently having boys who are black in the class, and perhaps a couple of white boys in the class also. This school is a very rough school and it makes me feel uneasy being here. When I walk into the classroom I feel a hand smack me on the back of the head, and a guy with a pissed off look tells me to watch where I am going. This makes me feel real angry but I keep my cool and sit down. Some other kid walks into the class room and the same thing happens to him though he was smacked by a different kid. In the classroom the teacher is trying to teach us something about science, and is showing us a handgun. I hear an insult fire across the room at me, thats it - I've had enough! I run across the room and start punching this guy, and then everybody starts to join in - fighting each other, it's crazy! Suddenly there is a gun shot - the teacher has shot the hand gun and the bullet has gone into the wall next to us - this brings the class to silence. I am pretty shocked that a teacher would do this, I walk out of the class room and see that in another classroom near us exactly the same thing has happened, which I think is strange - but then I see that the bullet in the wall is not a bullet but a set explosive - it's been set up to LOOK like a gun was fired. That's what happened then, the teachers just need something more in order to control the kids... Windhover I am coming to waking up, my dreams are become looser, less defined - but then I hear a voice penetrate my dream - it sounds like the voice of god - lol! It is a female voice, she has an accent when she speaks, it's not a Chinese accent, but she pronounces English words in a similar way. She says: 'THIS IS WINDHOVER, MEET ME NEAR SOME WATER' This totally wakes me up from my dream, I am lucid now but everything is breaking away around me, it's becoming more like hypnagogia but in reverse (I can't remember what that is called) I call out 'what water do you mean?' but it is too late, I am waking up
School I'm at my elementary school with my old friend. she's wearing middle school uniform, weird.. we are inside the school, and get outside, then go to the playground at the apartment where I had lived. I meet my old friend's friend. he is a boy; he's really nice and kind. we hang out together. Running away from crime I myself is a little boy. it was at night; this prisoner guy(I actually met him during jail field trip from school..), Ryan Key from Yellowcard band, and I are running away from something bad we've done. I think we helped the prisoner guy to escape. suddenly we notice that the cops are chasing us so we run on the tops of the buidlings. I jump and leap. Key and I feet kinda happy and excited because we are having an adventure. Key and I sing "Sure Things Fall" together.(omg this song literally fitted this dream's theme...) suddenly in front of us there are few people. these people are trying to help us, maybe? but this one man approched to me, and I flinch back and sink down on the floor, hitting my butt. this black-haired guy put a knife in my neck because I've done a crime, too. he says words something that scares me. but then, behind him, someone put a knife on his back, and I was saved. I wake up.
WILD again! I lift my dream body up, roll down from my bed. I turn into Re-l from Ergo Proxy, but from then I dont remember what I (did) at all....I try to find Vincent.(to exlpore the world of Ergo Proxy) I am at the backyard checking from my mom(?) if I turned into Re-l. I say "hey mom did I transform?" "no.." I do my tranformstion jutsu again. "oh! you have transformed!" "have I? do you see the blue eye shadow around my eyes? " "yea you have something blue" I can feel I'm wearing Re-l's white coat and gloves. my voice was still mine and do voice transformation jutsu. lol my voice is Re-l's/ "Vincent! Vincent! Vincent!" I go to the parking lot and find Re-l's car. it looks similar to one in Ergo Proxy;it has wheels...and it looks a lot like 1900s British car. it was black. anyway I get in and imagine Iggy coming in. He comes in and we go to find Vincent. Idk why but I am out of car. I recall the changing scene in dream method in DV; falling back, so I try it, but it doesnt work then I recall other method which is back-flip but this doesnt work either. so I imagine a portal over the field. I find some kind of water? filled puddles. I jump into the puddle and I sink. then I float up. I'm all wet. even my hair. but with my lucid power, I dry it. I dont know what happens here. I go to a top of building and I find Vincent and Pino. they were having dinner. I remember Pino's face but I did not see Vince's face. I sit together and laugh for no reason ....I think the whole situation is kinda funny. lol then I wake up
Halloween I am walking through a town with my wife, kids and Danny Devito. Everyone is dressed up, we are celebrating Halloween on a different day this year - as France celebrated it a few weeks ago!?! So I look around and see this huge guy, around seven feet tall and he is dressed as the Terminator from the first film and looks exactly like Arnold from that film. He is wearing a t-shirt with an black and grey American flag stretched across is and the arms of the t-shirt is in black and grey camo style. But his hair is blond and has a large spike of hair in the middle of his head sticking upwards making him look even taller!! As he walks passed I nudge my wife so that she sees him, she is so surprised that she gives out a scream. Danny Devito reacts in a similar manner 'Jesus Christ, that guy looks like his brains are coming out of his head!' MILK! I am somewhere desolate, like a dirty empty part of a town. There is a pint of milk that is going for free. There are a few people scattered around but nobody seems to want the milk, I take advantage of this a say that I will have the milk (yay - what an opportunity - lol) The milk is in a saucepan, I take the saucepan and pour the pint of milk into my partially filled 4 pint milk carton - what a great deal, I have more milk now, the carton of milk is almost full! But then I take a closer look at the new combined milk carton - the milk was off!! There are little bits of off milk floating around in my milk carton. For some reason this is a pretty big blow - I've lost some valuable milk!!!!!!
maybe the nighttime cold medicine put me to sleep very deeply. I could do WILD in first dream!! I've never done this.. --------------------WILD in the first dream--------------------- I lift my dream body up and crawl on the floor. when I look up, I am in the room where I had lived before I moved. With the feeling of spooky atmosphere in the room(the scene was dark-blue), I am afraid of a ghost that's gonna come out at anytime... But I know this is a dream so I just ignored and jump down the stairs then open the door, but I'm still scared. I fly away over the town. It is covered with thick sheet of snow. the sky is all white-out, slightly snowing. I can't even see the background; it's smoggy. I unconsciously think of meeting O'Donnell from Yellowcard rock band. I land in front of a house and see a man coming out. I recognized him as O'Donnell. I don't see his face exactly, but I grasp his shoulders saying "Are you O'Donnell? hey! you're dreaming right now!" and suddenly ignoring test comes into my head. so I turn back and walk slowly, really trying to ignore him. but I can still hear his footsteps. then I try to ignore it too, but I still feel that he's there. I get shocked with amusement. (now that I think of it O'Donnell may have been an entity.) "OH MY GOD!!! we are having shared dream??! O'Donnell you are real!!!" I don't recall at this moment. We walk together in freezing weather to somewhere, looking for other members, and I am holding some kind of paper pockets. Inside the pockets, there are sheets with amount of dollar written on it. near me Ryan Key says to me, or I recognize it as 'drugs for having deep sleep'. I remember the nighttime medicine I took last night and I think (thought) that I consumed drugs. I was kinda scary but here I am, in dream. the costs were over thousands of dollar. I remember exactly that this dream was the most vivid dream I ever had. I could feel the cold weather, thick clothes I'm wearing, footsteps, just everything. I recognize that Yellowcard members are shared dream members, and Ryan Key and I are conducting this experiment. So Key, O'Donnell, and I are in an auditorium. The auditorium looks a lot like my high school's... Then we find Sean Mackin in the seats. We greet him and I sit beside him. I say to him "Sean, you're dreaming right now! do RC! this is a dream!" There is a middle-aged woman doing some kind of lecture on the stage. She didnt have face; or I dont remember her face ...I'm sure that it isn't human's face, but she is human. We are very frustrated that we have to get out of here, but the woman wants to keep us in the auditorium. My heart beat is getting fast. I am a bit surprised that I can even feel hearbeat in dream. It was so real. Key and I had a chance to stand out to claim that we are shared dream members, but the woman keep denying it. I think Key finally say to her that we have to get out, and she is convinced. We finally stand up and get ready to get out of the auditorium. When I get to the exit door, the woman is standing there. I am kinda mad to her because she tried to lock us up here. so I say to her "You don't even know what dream is." then she says, "Of course I know. It's the Internet you see over there." She points to the outside where there's some kind of group of people having fun in the snow. I think, dafuq, woman? sheesh, you're stupid. I ignore and walk outside with members. (of course I didnt feel anything weird when she said that. but when I woke up after, it was very weird that she can answer like that. Dream is the Internet... ) I feel the freezing wind slapping on my face. I walk over to the group of people, and at this exact moment, I wake up. --------- I couldnt go back to sleep for 10 minutes. I checked time; it was exactly 3 am.
Terminators, marines and Zombies oh my! Strange nightmare, I am watching, and I am taking part at the same time! I am running after or away from someone, I am the t800, I go into a cave but I can see that I am losing this fight - the t800 will be destroyed by my foe - so I try to switch my attention to the marines who are sitting inside a communications room - they must destroy this thing, (and I must become the marines - my perspective keeps changing) but I cannot change, I cannot leave the t-800, I must be him - but then I am on my own in the cave and a zombie steps forward - no way am I staying around here for any longer - I force my eyes open and wake up
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