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3/05/18 Angel Head - Today at 8:00 PM I'm trying to work, I'm in an office, but there seems to be an issue with the woman that work at the office with me, and the argument is getting more and more heated. I sigh, lift my head out of my work and walk next door, the first woman is saying what a stupid cow the second woman is, because she just went and dumped that actor, David boreanaz, and he seemed to be perfect in every way, but apparently he told her he kissed a guy before and she became disgusted, turns out she is a giant homophobe. I tell the first lady to cool off, and try to talk some reason to this second lady, but turns out she is a moron ! She cannot be reasoned with 2 I'm speaking to #stranger through this messaging system, and he is at an airport going somewhere, I send an image to him as a joke , a meme, and my Grandma suddenly appears and asks what it is, so I have to explain to her all about Memes 4/5/18 End of the world There are zombies everywhere, and they have us corned in a small warehouse, then only way to get out of this is to launch the nuclear missiles and destroy everything, we are convinced that we will be spared for some reason. SO we launch the missiles and in slow motion everything is obliterated , but the 5 of us survive , somehow. But then we turn to the camera (all wearing hood for some reason) in where our face should be is nothing, we have been killed. But then, suddenly, we are bought back to life. I then get up and switch off the tv because this is really a bad story for a film lol Dreaming talk I am around my friends house talking to him about Dreaming, his mom is there, and pops her head around the corner to make sure she is making a sandwich for me . As he's making the Sandwich he is talking about having come to a point in dreaming, where now he lives day and night the same, he is lucid all of the time, and that is how he cracked being lucid all of the time at night. Transparent boobs A man is in a nightclub, I think is a game show host, and he is poking this girls transparent dress, but she pushes him away, and it turns out she had transparent boob implants Dreamt about eating a Crepe that had honey and nuts in them - mmmm - another dream that my wife started smoking again
2/5/18 old friends part 2 I am talking with ELoise, another old friend, and catching up. But she then turns into a guy I hardly know, but in the dream I seem to know him very well, and I have had a relationship with him (although in real life it was actually with Eloise) I tell him thank you, for going through all of that (now becoming semi lucid) and that strange awkward relationship, because it made be become who I am today, but then I get a pang of something else, like there was a way I am now that isnt right, but it is too late to turn back and change things. I do an RC and check again the weight of my arm (thanks #hukif ) and go searching for my daughter, I call out her name and find her. Then I tell her to do an RC, and she pinches her nose, and I fly high with her, and drop down fast and finally put her back home, where she now has changed to my youngest daughter, she asks if we can dream together the next night, and I say sure thing. 2 Trap Door I am busy renovating the house, I knock out the bottom of the kitchen area to reveal the original real floor of the kitchen, which is about 20 inches deeper than the current floor. I can see all sorts of differences with this original floor, its like peeking back in time at the old kitchen. Suddenly a large rock is moving and it is a huge spider carrying a rock on its back. It creeps me out, and then something else is coming foreward, out of the ground, in this dark scary place - and creature with a swirling purple body. And I spot another that is following it. I say we need to block this part off of the kitchen again and not think about it!!
27/04/18 - Pre Sleep - focused on target, was able to keep focus a little longer this time. 1 I am at some kind of a party, inside a large building going up some stairs, lights are flashing in time with the music, and I am going up to the top room. (the Actress) Jennifer Lawrence is with me for some reason, and we are hanging out, then (the actor) Antonio Banderas starts to talk to me, he's actually flirting with me which makes me feel uncomfortable, then approaches me and kisses me! Jennifer Lawrence, who apparently had other ideas thinks I swing that way and excuses herself. I manage to escape the clutches of Mr Banderas and start to mingle with other people in the party. Now I am at a bar, and talking to a french Actor. And I get a long shot now of where I am sitting, the camera zooms out - the whole party is taking place inside a small caravan, and on the outside it is rocking back and fourth, the neighbours in the area are not impressed! Inside I am talking to this actor (who usually plays a good ball) and actually is a great guy 2 I remember that I have a dentist appointment (which I really did have first thing in the morning) and I rush out of the house, in reality the dentist is just down my road, but in this dream reality this street is made up of many places I have visited in dreams before, and places that I lived close to in real life - its all mingled together. SO I walk past the cinema (which I recall from a few dreams years ago) and think I have gone too far - I am SURE the dentist was around here somewhere! Then my friend from childhood is walking along with me, trying to help me find the dentist, I am now semi lucid, even though I still feel I need to get to the dentist. My friend is telling me about his marriage, his life, and how happy he is - but its not about his waking life, but about his dream life, he s been married since '82 (he would have been 4 years old) and has kids and just prefers this reality better, where in real life he is single, has an on again off again relationship with a woman who has a kid from a previous marriage. I feel for him, its good to see him happy but isn't it all an illusion? Or maybe it isnt, thinking about Hukif's dream life, maybe it isn't. 3 I am walking back home on a dark road through a forested area, my dad and my family are with me. Suddenly we come across a whole herd of animals crossing the road from out of the forest, it is a beautiful sight, animals of all shapes and sizes, of all colors. My dad stands there as some huge white fluffy squirrel things climbs up his arms and perch on him for a while. And as I continue to walk I come across a strange fox, he has short stubby legs and a grumpy face. He has the proportions and size more similar to a crocodile. He is blocking my path, at first I am a bit hesitant, but then I realise he is not dangerous and so I gently pick him up, his grumpy face still not changing - and I set him down carefully on the other side of the road
I'm lucid, not sure what to do (forgetting all of my dream goals) so I start dancing, I'm on a kind of train and it is speeding through the countryside, everything is bright and colorful and I'm just having a hell of a lot o fun taking a break from it all and just letting go, dancing to some party music with a big stupid grin on my face partial recall: I'm telling somebody about this dream, and trying to recall it
well, I had a very intense night, frustrated to get lucid and so kept on it. I went into a WILD and went out of my house, everything was dark and faded so I shouted at my dream to focus, and I was suddenly fully emerged into daytime dream next to the field. I started to fly to the tree, my dream then started to fade out (like it has done in the past when Illeana was not there) - this was really pissing me off , I screamed angrily at my dream again and bought it back from the brink of waking, I tried to focus on the tree (or where I thought it was) in the background to bring myself to it faster, though this did not seem to work much. My dream then started to dissipate again, I screamed and shouted for the dream to not go, it was coming more difficult - blackness then back to the dream. I started shouting for Illeana as I am finding it difficult to locate the tree, I hear her reply somewhere in the distance. Suddenly I am Flynn Ryder from the animated film 'tangled' the trees around me are cartoony, I think I am in that video game that Illeana likes to play (disney infinity) Finally I find Illeana, I ask her if she has managed to call anybody yet - she seems dazed, she tells me no, then perhaps yes but some names she could not remember , I get pulled awake - I cannot escape this time I have a long complicated dream next of being at uni, having my shoes stolen by Indiana Jones - chasing after him and sliding on our hats down a road paved with golden treasure. Looking through past artwork I made at school, of a portrait of an alien I met who looked like a fish - then forgetting to get the bus home because I still could not locate my shoes time missing... a snippet of a dream ... a continuation of the dream before? ... then I am around the tree (semi lucid? - definitely not fully lucid) - with at least 5 people, one is a male - are we in a circle? We are talking to one another, verifying that we are here - I cannot remember the conversations - but we are swapping and changing to who we are talking to verify information. We have different colors about us - this helps us define our energy, but also perhaps somehow defines our individual strengths (powers?) this seems like a clearer continuation of the dream I had from the previous week - aside form this is less symbolic - I am here with other dreamers Illeana does not recall her dream from last night :/
meeting at the tree wtf!? I go straight into a WILD, I plan on meeting my daughter at the tree and leave the house straight away, she comes with me from the house, but, nope, this is not her - her face is not her, it's a dc. DC's are always shifting from one form to another. It is getting easier to tell the difference between a DC and a real person (YES!!) As I reach the tree I wake up. urgh I go straight back into a dream and head for the tree again, this time from a different location. Again, just before I arrive (it is like a second away) I wake up. F**k! Really annoyed I am determined to get to the tree, so I go back under and head to the tree. AGAIN. As I reach the tree I realize that my daughter is not there, she has not been here for any of these times, I just know it. But, even if she is not here why can't I still not get to the tree? I start to faze out, NO!, I grip onto the dream rubbing my hands together, I stay in the black void for a few seconds but cannot help it and wake. As I wake up I think about why it is I cannot go to the tree, over the last few weeks she has been adding new additions to the tree and I have been contributing less and less. I think the tree has now completely gone over to HER dreaming, and it only is around, or accessible when she visits it. When I talk to her she confirms what I already suspected - she could not go to the tree that night! Unexpected encounter I give up trying to find my daughter and instead go with the intent to find flowmysoul, although when in the dream I am a little confused and start to try to find Raven instead. I start to form a portal but my powers are not working correctly. urgh. I wonder how I am supposed to find her when I have so little control at this time. **time missing** I am talking with someone, a dc - I tell him to make a portal for me. Nomad is with me, or a dc of Nomad, not sure. As he starts to talk to me I can see he is not a dc. wow, that's embarrassing! 'Sorry about that mate, I didn't realise you were a real person!' As I look at him at I take note of his appearance. solid, not shakey or morphing. He is medium height, quite chunky (though by all means not fat, just a little overweight) his hair is dark short and wavy. 'I walk around the dreams allot, in and out - all over the dreaming - though I don't usually like to create portals as they create too much unwanted attention' Wow, this is the first I have heard of this. 'the first thing we need to do is create a symbol to use as the source of power for the portal to appear from' He takes out a sheet of paper and starts to sketch a chinese style Dragon onto it. This then appears on Nomads arm. 'I have used features of his arm and incorporated them into the tattoo design' At this he indicates a large mole on Nomad's right arm which he has used as a more prominent scale on the dragon. I am amazed at this whole explanation and that I have randomly came across another dreamer. I wonder how he sees me and Nomad, and if he sees me as real dreamer and Nomad as a dc 'what do you see when you look at us? Do you think we are both real dreamers?' I feel myself drifting and think I will probably wake soon. Need to hurry. I stop him before he can answer. 'can you create the portal now instead? I think I will wake up in a moment' I really want to see his technique through to the end. But no, I am forced awake. Who was this guy?
20-10-13 shared dream attempt The aim was to strengthen our connection. So far we have had pretty good syncs (excellent really) but some things have been playing out differently. So before trying out different ideas within the dreaming I wanted to strengthen our connection first by planning and incubating another dream. My daughter REALLY likes playing minecraft, which made me think of bringing some aspects of minecraft into the dream. For example, she has created a giant tree house within minecraft, so we decided to use that creation in minecraft as a basis to build around our dream tree. I feel building on our shared dreaming SPACE will help solidify the shared dreaming space so that we keep returning there for future excursions (hopefully automatically). Thinking about minecraft made me consider how, if we compare our personal dreaming to the hundreds of computer games out there, and similar to how each computer game is not compatible with another computer game - perhaps that is how the dreaming is configured? What I am saying is that perhaps we need to be playing the same GAME (metaphorically speaking) as one another before being able to connect? So by agreeing on the rules of how a dream plays out will help us connect easier to one another I think these are all things we need to consider when beginning a shared dream experience So, in my dream I find myself lucid, but seemingly having a little more time on my hands before I connect with my daughter (for some reason I felt it was a little too early) SO I flew around for a bit until I came accross some big guy dressed in medievil gear. He would not leave me alone so I pulled his legs off. And then he STILL came at me so I then pulled his arms off! Flying around a little more I wanted to try and 'fast travel' I focused on something in the background (I think it was somekind of a red tanker) and tried to 'pull' it toward me by applying focus to it - this had an amazing effect and I felt myself fly faster than I have ever before. YES, I learnt a new trick!! Next I found the moon in the sky and thought I would try and contact Nomad and Raven, I did the same trick and 'pulled' the moon toward me, I went whizzing through the sky but just before I was about to land the scene went blank. ** time missing?** After that I found it difficult to get back to sleep, going in and out, ....reading my daughter's dream journal and trying to enter HER dream that way... seeing a minecraft style map of our tree in progress... and then it was over, I felt something had passed but I do not remember it. My Daughter's Dream: I met daddy at the tree, I was so excited to get started on building the treehouse that I just said 'let's get going!' first of all we were stuck on how we were going to create the block shapes that existed in minecraft but then I had the idea of bundling some sticks into a block and then using THEM as the building blocks. We built the first floor and second floor, but it was about halfway through and I felt ill so I had to wake up. There is no doubt in my mind that this happened, and I am REALLY excited to continue working on the treehouse with her next week (so am kinda glad that we did not finish it this time around and will make sure I remember next week!)
Our plan was to meet at our tree and go to the wild west Briefly - here are the syncs we had this weekend: (above is my account and below is my daughter's) 1) - I found my daughter at the tree talking to a group of her friends, they were standing around her clearly impressed with something she had done, I talked to her - she acknowledged me but seemed to be 'somewhere else' at first I thought she was a dream character so I shook her hard and and called out her name, felt a 'power' surge through me and felt she had 'woke up' in the dream - my daughter was having a dream about giving her friend a ring she found on the floor - all of her friends were there and impressed with her generosity - she then finds herself running through a field to the tree with me conclusion - this was pretty amazing, I think I actually saw through to her as she was having a dream and pulled her out of it! 2) - I created a pink portal with her and we jumped through - my daughter dream t of creating a blue portal with me and we jumped through 3) - I find myself in the wild west, I am dressed as a cowboy standing next to my daughter, we decide to rob a bank/saloon - my daughter finds herself in the wildwest with me, we are both dressed as cowboys - we decide to rob a bank 4) - I tell my daughter to go out back and clear the place out while I start to collect money form the patrons - one puts his hand in his pocket and I think it is a gun so I shoot - but he is unharmed - my gun did not work! - my daughter tries out her gun but finds it does not work 5) - we walk out the bank and I plan to ride on some horses - but feel like I am forced to wake up - my daughter dreams we have finished at the bank so as soon as we leave we go into a portal together and arrive back at the tree - we say goodbye and wake up our dream finished at the same time again!
shared dream 13/10/13 I run to our tree and start calling out my daughter's name, I see her running to me in the distance - 'don't forget your dream guide' I shout to her A few seconds pass and then suddenly a brilliant green dragon comes swooping in out of nowhere right past me, it flies into the distance, turns, does a kind of loop the loop and swoops again past me, it is an amazing site to see. It finally lands and my daughter hops off from the back of the dragon. This is fantastic! I go toward the dragon, he is sitting straight, stone faced but calm. 'wow, so you are Illeana's dragon/dream guide?' 'yes, that is correct' his voice is deep and wise. But something is off... he didn't move his mouth when he talked! He was talking to me directly into my head. I turn to Illeana, 'your Dragon, he's talking to me telepathically - this is amazing!!' I take another closer lolok at him, his head is long, kind of beak shaped with black patches within the green. Without warning, as I am staring at the dragon his face changes, super imposed ontop, or within I see my daughter's face. wow, I guess this answers the question of where he comes from! I call out my dream guide, 'Lazo' we then both walk over to my dream guide, today he has white hair and a white beard - but is young -he seems to be albino. I give him a hug 'sorry about last time mate' I tell him, he hugs me back 'it's fine' he replies, and his reply sounds sincere. I introduce him to Illeana and then we walk into a building nearby. It is a bar, an old kind of bar - I don't stop to think while it has suddenly appeared out of nowhere next to our tree. I just follow my daughter inside -'you need to show me how to make a fireball' I tell her, I am finding it difficult to focus, things are becoming blurry - I rub my hands together and focus on a few objects in the room to stop myself from waking. There are people in the bar - who are they? 'it's just like this' Illeana replies making a movement of the fireball (like Ryu from streetfighter) but it is too fast, I could not follow, she then runs out of the building saying that we need to fight. I run after her but now I am half her size 'this makes absolutely NO sense' I tell her then wake up Illeana's dream (sync highlights): - I am flying toward the tree on my dragon, I fly around and land next to Daddy. - He talks to my dragon - we then go and say hello to Lazo, he has long brown hair and a brown beard. - I show daddy how to make a fire ball then we decide to fight (she then tells of how we have a fight using telekinetic powers (or using the force)) and we draw conclusions: It seems to me that once again we start off with a strong link - then as I started to loose focus I think I allowed my own dream (or other types of dreams) enter into the dream space. The link then started to break. So perhaps once a regular dream starts to permeate into the lucid dream the link starts to break up? We need to find a way to strengthen this link!
Hello from the UK I had a nice lucid dream last night (is it ok to post lucid dreams here?) - an attempted shared dream with my daughter: I get out of my bed, from a WILD, and go to find her - but her 3 year old self runs through the door and I pick her up in my arms and tell her 'no, this is the wrong you' and smile, and walk toward her old room when my 8 year old daughter (current age) walks in and sees herself. I tell her we should get off to the tree. We walk out of the front door, she seems to be cold (because in real life she is suffering from a cold) and is a little scared because it is dark out. I point toward the sun and show her that it is coming up. As we walk out of the house toward the field the scenery has changed, there is a farmer's house where it shouldn't be blocking the way. 'ah, what can you do? dreams are unpredictable things' I tell her. ' we need to fly over' I say 'but I don't know how to fly' she replies (of course, she usually flies on her dragon!) I take her hand, get a run up and we both fly over. As we land the scenery is still different/wrong so I decide that we need to create a portal. 'let's sing your song' I say. So we both start singing the main song from (Danny Elfman's) Alice in wonderland and the portal starts to open. My daughter jumps through first (although the portal does not LOOK fully formed) and I jump in straight after her. Ahhh, this is better, the sun is shining, the sky is blue and we are surrounded by beautiful clear water. We need to search for that tree though - where can it be? I scan the area... that tree looks wrong - 'perhaps THAT tree' I point toward the tree, but it is mutilated, it's branches are cut - not the one we visit in real life. But my daughter is pretty confident it is and walks over to it and calls out for the bird. (the bird we buried beneath the tree in real life) straight away the bird comes up from near the tree, beneath the blue water. It is happy to see her and flies straight to her. She in turn is very happy to see the bird - it has been one of her dream goals. At this point I also notice another bird on her shoulder - a seagull perhaps? It must have come with her from before. We talk, I then tell her that she needs to do something, trying to prompt her - and out of nowhere a friendly farmer pops out and smiles at her and says 'remember remember' And she laughs and says 'yes I know, 'remember, remember' 'we need to keep on reminding ourselves what has just happened or we will forget as we go along' I say. I look at my daughter at this point and her eyes are small, she looks dazed or ill. 'who is he?' she says referring to the farmer. ' I don't know, I think either you or I have made him subconsciously perhaps?' The farmer then gives us some jelly beans, and my wife appears who is also eating jelly beans, in fact I continue the rest of the dream eating them!! I can taste all of the flavors - they are delicious. Our previous plans of going into a jungle to find treasure is foiled because yet again the path ahead is blocked by a building. We all walk into the building which seems to be somekind of playhouse. There are 3 or 4 (human sized) clear tubes that start from the floor and reach up to the ceiling; it seems to be our only way forward. My daughter then walks up to the tube and climbs in, it is full of jelly beans, the higher she climbs the more blocked it becomes until she has to come back and we decide to retreat from where we came from. But at this point I feel dream slipping away, I cannot hold on and wake. What's with all the jelly beans? side note: My daughter dreamed that we met at the tree (she had no trouble finding it) she arrived as the HULK. She called for the bird who came up from some kind of sinking sand, it came to her straight away, she remembers a conversation we had about dreaming, and that we would meet up again soon, but she had to go at this point because she felt too ill to continue and left. side side note: she also recalls a dream she had a month ago about seeing her 3 year old self in the bedroom.
This is nice, the vibrations are strong as I fall asleep. I note that it is almost a mechanical bodily function that feels so natural. But, as with previous times, I cannot find the correct way to exit. I wonder how long I should wait - but this is it, this is the peek of the vibrations right? So I roll out, out of my bed and onto the floor. It's nice and easy, no drag or slowness. But, everything does seem to be kinda blurry, not properly formed. No worries, I walk over to the bedroom window and take a look out. I want to note the differences, I don't think this is a true OBE, I think I exited all wrong - when I look out the window everything is different, but somehow familiar. This is ME isn't it? just projections of a familiar self, my home inside my head. There seems to be constructions going on all around in the distance, everything is growing. My back garden looks different but somehow feels the same, it's a combination of my current garden, previous houses I have lived in and even has a sprinkle of my grandparents garden in there for good measure. As I go to the front of the house to look out the window I see the same thing, different but familiar. This is the dreaming. What did I need to do? Ah yeah! I needed to help my daughter construct our moon base. For some reason it is at another 'moon' location to Raven and Nomad's moon. But nevermind, I will focus on this one for the time being then perhaps try to merge with Raven's moon. I walk over to a wall and focus on creating a portal to the moon, nothing happens to the wall, no obvious signs in anycase. I don't want to jump right through as this usually results in a random placing. So I kind of poke the wall, it wobbles like Jelly as I poke it. I prod some more and notice that my hand is able to pass through - so I take a deep breath and walk through the portal. The moon: ah yes, she has been hard at work. The surface of the moon is littered with large contructs and building that are halfway done. She doesn't seem to be here though so I head back through the portal Back at home and I am surprised that I have been able to stay lucid for so long. I decide that I want to figure out what I was in a previous life. So I go over to a random wall in my house and focus on creating another portal. The same curious thing happens to the wall as last time - so I wobble the wall a bit to make sure it has worked then pass though Darkness permeates everything, I get a glimpse of a time in Japan, but which dissapears in less than a second. Suddenly everything has gone into sharp focus, my mind feels 'deeper' (within the 'dream' but also allot sharper. What I am presented with I have no idea what to think of. It is somekind of a card that has something to do with advertising to vote for president. The three words I can remember very clearly are' VOTE', 'OKEE' and 'PRESIDENT' it seems that the card has been made as somekind of a joke, it has pictures on the back of past presidents, and the picture on the front (who it is in support of) is of a friendly old white guy with a big bushy white beard. It also 'feels' Like I am in the US. Then I wake up, very confused
I am at work, not my RL job but something else created within this dream. Standing in a house as a kind of assistant a woman, my boss, tells me that I need to give her back her magazine. Where did I put it? Ah yes, it was my friend, my colleague, who seems to be pretty useless , he had it last. Again, I have no idea who he is in real life but he seems to be a pretty close friend in my dream... Dream memories. So we go off looking for this magazine for our impatient boss. 'Here it is' My nice but dumb friend reaches over to a work top and grabs it. 'are you sure?' 'Yeah, look, I am 100% sure, it has this heavy crease on the front page' I take it from him, I have no idea. I give it to the boss and she looks down at and gives me a pretty pissed off look. 'This is NOT my magazine, this is crap, get me the magazine NOW' NOT good, we scurry off and I suddenly remember being in the garage with my mate earlier on, he had a magazine with him then - I guess he must have left it there? I Walk off toward the garage, on my own. As I walk through the door I come into a dark shadowy warehouse, her garage is HUGE. I need to crawl under a very low roof to get where I need to go, as I am crawling I look across from me and I can make out some early signs of scaffolding, something is being built here. What's more is that it is in a deep red color. What the hell is going on down here? 'argghhhhhhhh' I am jolted by a woman's scream coming from the main room. It is blood curdling, a mixture of terror and sadistic joy. As I come out of the other side of the crawl space and into the main room I see somekind of creature pinned to the far wall. It is a horrific scene, it's innards have been splayed to the left and right of it's body, it looks to be somekind of a sacrifice. But it doesn't look like anykind of creature I know of - it has a blue hue to it for starters. But this is not what really starts to creep me out. The woman's voice reaches out to me again, I instinctively look. And the more attention I give to her the more scared I become. She is crawling on the ceiling, her long black hair covering most of her features http://netanimations.net/Animated-cl...l-creature.gif 'COmmmeee heere, come herrreee with me' She is REALLY starting to freak me out. I need to ignore her now, ignore the words and blank her out - it is the only way. 'LA LA LA, I can't here you, LA LA LAA' I start to make up a tune and hum it to drown her voice and screams out. It seems to be working, though it is difficult to block her out completely, because I know she is there I grab the magazine and get the hell out of there
I am having this dream about my older sister, she is happy, she is going to get married soon and everything is gonna be great. I wake up, and it hits me - she died, I hate it when this happens. The dream tricks you into thinking that everything is fine but it's not - it's like you experience that person dying all over again - it is the worst feeling. I picture the last time I saw her boyfriend, they were gonna get married - and now he is is left on his own. We are gonna go up and see him soon, bring the kids - try and cheer him up. But without my sis around anymore how long realistically will we still keep seeing him. We're just gonna drift apart. I start to cry, I really sob uncontrollably, I still can't get over her death I wake up ... shit - that felt so real - she's not dead, a massive sigh of relief - the whole experience, it felt so real, felt like I just came from a parallel dimension. Almost like I have just jumped. Maybe it's possible? Just jump into a parallel version of yourself when the shit gets too bad - a version of yourself where none of the bad stuff happened. Or maybe I am having a psychotic break right now and she she really did die.
I am walking in a valley, mountains surround me when I realise I am dreaming - so I walk to the nearest wall. I call for my dreamguide 'Laz!' where is he? 'LAZ!?!?' I shout louder - still no sign of him. Looks like I'm gonna have to do this myself. I start to chant the word 'moon' saying it over and over and start to form a portal - but it burns out. Damn it! I try again - tiny orange sparks come from my finger tips , 'MOON' I shout - but it burns out again. This will not do. I start to really shout it now 'MOON, MOON, MOON' over and over, forcing a portal to open in front of me, large orange electricity shoot from my finger tips - I have an opening, it starts to close already so I jump in - but everything is fading already, I try to fight it - I see the surface of the moon, the tower - I think I can see the tower - but it just burns out and I wake. I am getting closer - I will not give up
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