Bedtime TOO LATE again, argh! Started reading Holecek again from the beginning. + I'm outdoors in an unknown place and I'm calling/screaming out for my son S2 to answer me, I'm looking for him. "S2! S2!" I hear an answer and I'm trying to triangulate his location from the voice. I come upon a house and I see my wife standing on a level platform above street level, she's holding the leash to our old dog L and she says something + I'm in a house, walking around, in one room the floor is caved in in places, and I'm afraid I might fall through. I probe those places with my foot and the floor collapses entirely revealing some open wooden beams and a guy or two crawling around in the area under the floor, they're talking about the floor with me. Something about moving a heavy object.
Wonky bedtimes again. Must. Stop. This! last night: 2017-03-12: ----------------------------- More dreaming than the recall indicates. Need to return to voice recording upon waking. 3am bedtime must stop! It really suppresses dreaming. +(f) I'm DO observing my head up close. Lots of bald spots where thinning hair exposes my scalp. Odd shaped of head at the back (a big fold?) and I start pulling on it . + I'm with a group of young people and I want to get with some of the girls so I say to each one in turn "OK, it's you and me..." but each one had an excuse to decline. Previous night: 2017-03-11: ---------------------------------- Very vivid dreams tonight. Probably because of the better (1am) bedtime. Before midnight (and even 11pm) is the goal. + At CH on the deck I'm with unknown girl we vault over the deck railing and I'm trying to climb down a bit before letting go and falling to the back lawn. We're trying to get away (from being seen? [DS]), so we run through the adjoining neighbor's back yards. I'm sort of jump-flloating and know that I can fly, I'm wondering if I should show her that I can fly. I do a particularly long jump/float/fly and say "well it's the most effective way to move!" + I'm getting out of a car on GPB near AV in BH near CH, near the old mansion (MB, fast kid bully, indoor pool). I'm talking to someone (across the street?) whom I don't see about the weather. I feel the temperature, I know it is morning, and it's already fairly warm. I say "it's probably going to get quite hot today!". I recognize the location and look up to see the expected mansion on the hill. + I enter a house. I grab up a long fairly thick shiny metallic jewelry chain and carry it out. I know this is somewhat dicey but I feel I'm right to do this. I'm trying to avoid detection but there are guy following me. Eventually they confront me and I say "OK, FINE!" and plop the chain down on a table/counter. + I'm standing looking at a young man, early 20's, short brown hair, and I feel a strong sense of deja vu. I'm talking with him and saying "it's seems that we've met before..." He asks me "Are you one of the guys who was sampling my brother's pee?" I feel embarrassed right away because I "remember" [FALSE] that I am. But I had good reasons and feel like explaining them to him. + Walking outside with some guys, I'm in a really large pit/quarry with sandy sides. I'm walking on a ledge about 6-7 feet below the lip of the pit to the edge is just above head level. I'm trying to get out. I come up on a section there there is a very large outcropping hanging over the ledge I'm on. I stop and I"m leery of it. The material of the pit wall is a sort of large sized pebbles of sand. I think it is unstable and could fall. Right then the promontory teeters and falls down into the pit. Then the walls are all collapsing and I jump down onto the floor of the pit to avoid being buried. The mini-avalanche is still coming towards me, and I back up against the far wall/corner of the pit to avoid being buried. As it still approaches me I yell out "HELP!" to the guys. I don't get buried and to back to the street-side of the pit. Climbing up now the top of the pit is covered in paneled glass like in a geodesic dome. I'm carrying something heavy and am trying to break my way out.
I dream far better when I don't have the camera set up! I have yet to get to bed early with it, though. I need to just ignore it and do recall like usual. Summaries for now, details later earlier (@~6 hrs?) + disappointing naked hot tube party: the super hairy dwarf naked [DS], "OMG" moment when I see him full frontal. More hair than body! Individual hot tub "cups" for one person. Sit and stew a bit, leave annoyed, gay guys at a door I go through? + DO: bunch of kids riding down hill on (transparent?) skateboards, hit the grass, think of turf damage, it's a video/movie repeated take, up on hill girl hit her head, damage on the stone shows it + DO: gardening, outdoors, talking with wife(?), someone says the mold problems comes from the grape plantings: I then explain to wife dilligently how we must not have grape plantings in the future later: (@~8-9 hrs) + watching them clean the school hallway, manager says to cleaner "missed a spot" and he lines up huge line of dust bunnies and dirt, then starts shoveling massive piles of straw, dirt, etc from the classrooms filling the hallway, it's a "whoa!" moment + erotic scene with gal covered in "goo" preparing a movie of herself, I'm nervous that someone will see + with N&A (McK) in B, I choose "L's" pizza with fanfare, they're not impressed, want to go elsewhere, I'm disappointed, we go to other, newer pizza buffet lunch plae where they serve "nutmeg and (yam?)" pizza among other vegan fares, pizza goes fast, we wait, finally they bring out. Later I'm writing up the DJ entry for this on the computer, typing furiously, very quickly + hiding in room, blanket over head, doesn't work, magic fight with woman witch and her girl apprentice, fireball @ witch, she laughs, lightning@witch & helper, we tussle close together, then we start watching a movie cuddling together and stroking arms, the movie has contemporary movie stars (guys) in a large cage barreling down a hill, trees are in the way, the guy in the front has a *MASSIVE* pair of "cajones" out in the open and hanging down and out from the front of the cage, I say "biggest pair of b**s in history", and eventually get embarrassed about watching this with the witch ladies.
Still getting used to sleeping with the camera, I tend to focus on it and my position rather than focusing on dreams. Bed-time still a bit too late for good recall. + I'm to play the central role in a camp play? I'm hesitant about this since it's such an important thing. I'm in a room, it's very messy, I'm looking around and see a lot of medical eqiupment. + DO: a guy drives in to a woman's house's garage, the husband discovers this and gets very angry, but it's a misunderstanding, it wasn't an affair + [vague impression] houses? a former house?
I have the impression I did a RC at some point in a dream during the night, but didn't get lucid. + KC "train". I'm riding an open car'd little train up a hill, like a roller coaster train, but on city streets (up main hill Ce. St. in B?). We go by KaCor (jr high cutie, freckles, orchestra) 's house. She comes out with mother and sisters (?). I'm sitting a few cars forward from her. I'm waiting for her to notice me? People are talking about us like we're (were?) a couple? + didn't make the cut: in some series of rooms, there's a young man and he has some helper, he wants to get on something like a cruise ship. He's confident he'll get on. I'm walking down a hallway and stop to admire a painting on the wall. The captain of the vessel is nearby and chats with me/ asks me a question? It turns out the young man did not get a spot on the (ship?) and is very upset and is trying to figure out a way to get on. + in a mall, lots of young people about, there is a store front with advertisements for various war games. Some big activity has completed and the DCs are packing up and preparing to leave. At one point I'm following (my wife?) to a couch where she is a sort of "booth babe" along with others including their female boss, they're all lounging around on a circular couch, I'm checking them all out for a bit. Spoiler for erotic interaction: I go up to a gal who's pulling on her sweat pants and stop her and start helping her finish doing that, she's slightly surprised. I lean in for some sweet kisses and whisper to her about some sexual things we'll do later. She seems interested and excited. She leaves, but sends me a SMS and I read it (the words seems clear but they're all written in "SMS jargon" without vowels, something like "hw u knw wht 2 do?", I think she's asking me how do I know how to do these (sexual) things. (brief waking? back to sleep) I'm outside a store shop where a bunch of people are, and I go inside. I'm looking for this girl so we can have our encounter. Walking through this long store someone's pulling on my shirt/pants and I look back and it's a young boy who's following me demanding attention. I'm annoyed by this and brush him off by saying "I've already spent the whole day with you!" I enter a new room (blue ceiling?) and some guys are staring intently at a spot on the ceiling, at first I think they're looking at a spider, but I see there is some sort of vent there and some liquid is trickling out of it and running along the ceiling. They're talking about that and I say "yes that happens sometimes." I spot "my girl" sitting in a corner of that room on the floor with her knees drawn up. I try to non-chalantly move closer to her to get her attention. I think her name is "S". There are still people about. She's asking me about how I SMS'd her? I say you gave me your number (?). She says she can't do the things we talked about, and I say that's too bad.
+(f) adventure, fairly long, mostly forgotten, involving a group of teens, and some place that is off-limits and I suggest we should go there. I (fight?) with one young guy + I'm walking on the sidewalk and I see my wife and I'm glad because I realize I've been looking for her for a while and haven't seen her. She is mad and slaps me across the face with the back of a hairbrush (more of a push, doesn't hurt, it's meant more to show her displeasure than to hurt me), she says "You left with a girl! A (S2) told me he saw you Monday leave with her!" I understand now why she's been gone, it's all a misunderstanding, and I "remember" I was indeed with ex-gf SB, but it was just a friends, and I say "it was just a friend!" + LUCIDD 227 LD#227 At some point I realize I'm dreaming. I'm standing outside at night near a large body of water and some woods. I'm on a small arched bridge. It's pretty dark and murky about, I decide I want to take off and fly towards the mountain across the lake. A take a few steps back and do a short super-man style takeoff, a I do I realize there's a (family?) nearby and a kid remarks about what I'm doing, I ignore and look ahead. It's pretty dark and murky but I know the mountain is up ahead, and I will myself to fly faster. Then I'm flying up the side of the mountain and will the process to go faster and reach the top, then I reach the top and I'm hovering about 30-50 feet above the top of the mountain. There is a collection of tightly-packed medium-height buildings there, like a research facility. I see a few guards on the ground. It is snowing, very large baseball-sized (but light and fluffy) balls of snow are thickly falling all around. I think I want to tell (fogelbise?) about this. I want to land so I point to the ground and will myself down there and I slowly float and gently land. I note the temperature is moderate to even a bit warm and think it should be colder if it's snowing, and I get a slight impression of a chillier temperature for a bit. I walk a short distance to a cage-like area, there are a lot of closely-spaced vertical bars here, and inside is seated a team of young military types (guards? watchers?). It is a mix of guys and girls, all 20-something, mostly guys there. They're holding on to the bars for stability, as there is a precipitous drop right below them. I get a slight bit of vertigo and ask them if they don't get scared of the heights. I ask them their names, all the answers are like "Major Xyz.." and I keep thinking "Major Major, they're all named Major Major." I think about leaning over and kissing one of the girls but decide quickly not to since that could mess up the flow of the dream. I leave this area and come to a raised place nearby where there is a (lunch buffet?). I lose lucidity at some point around here and the dream continues, the team from the cage has gone to lunch in the local cafeteria (should I join them?) and the large, fat guy is having a heart attack because he was a hog and ate too quickly, the food he's eaten is slowly coming up and out of his mouth, he's saying "I just ate too quickly."
Late at work and then binging on Netflix kept me up until almost 4am. ARGH MUST STOP THE INSANITY. It wreaks havoc on my dreams: less sleep,and the stress of remaining more or less permanently jet lagged is very bad. Must stop! There were more dreams but late to bed makes it very hard to recall them. + (impression) I saw E, I knew she had died, but she had come back, and I'm rapturous about this. I didn't know how much time we had left but I was very hopeful. + outside, in an area with covered bunks/beds, sitting areas, there is a violent guy raging around, someone says "anybody have a shovel?" and somebody goes up and wacks him on the back of his head from behind with the shovel, knocking him out. The guy comes over to me and my friend (CL from WFP and UW) and I say "no, no, he's (resting? not well?)" so the guy doesn't hit him + outdoors, a beach? I'm walking and doing something (rinsing off?) near a piece of the shore which is on an incline, and I see a small kid and say something like "darling sunshine" (in a foreign language) and the kid is highly amused and told his mom that "that man called me <what I called him>," I think that's sort of funny.
Too late to bed (unavoidable, was actually working, was out at a dentist appointment late), so only 6 hours, no recall from early wakings. One dream or three, I don't know: + I'm at a counter in a kitchen with my cousin's. Something about commenting on making a mess at the counter and one of the cousins won't like that. I see my kids playing a sort of soccer-type game involving moving lit candles through the goal. I see my younger son defending his goal and call out for him to blow out the candle as the opposition tries to score against him. + Musical demonstration: someone is playing something in a minor key and I say "no no that's wrong, it should be played in major, like this: " and proceed to play some notes on my instrument, but it's coming out minor instead of major, I realize I need to adjust the scale and try to realize which major scale it is, I need to add a bunch of sharped notes and I up playing down to a low B (so I guess B major). I realize I'm messing up the demo so I say "OK, guys, everybody switch to F major" and play a few F major scales (one octave) up and down. I'm thinking no one's probably interesting in hearing a plain scale. The more interesting music is written on the walls of the curved 2-3 story buildings all around us. I'm looking at it and it's quite tricky: triplets, with lots of accidentals. I'm pretty sure I won't be able to sight read it. + I'm on the steet (cul-de-sac) outside CH [Childhood Home]. The neighbor's house across the way has been modified: the post office has placed a regional/neighborhood mail collection / dropoff point attached to the 2nd floor of the L's house (across from ours). I'm upset about this, this will mean more traffic as people come to our area to use the drop-off. The drop-off is like a metalic mail box with a slot, but it is tall: from the floor level to the ceiling level of the 2nd floor of the house, it has large lettering on it. The more I look, the more I see: now a 2nd large post office attachment on the house. I look to the left, to the area between the L's and the M's house and see a new traffic light and exclaim "OH Crap!" I think this means that the city has claimed eminent domain over the M's house, will demolish it, and create a new roadway into our little circle, making it into a main roadway. My parents are with me and my mom's upset about this exclaiming how it will affect home values. I see there are lots of cars parked all around the circle, taking up lots of room. I walk a little bit down the steps of a foot path cut into the hill where the M's house used to be. I realize that they're probably just constructing a new foot path, not making a new street that will go up/down the hill. I say this and start walking back up the stairs to the circle. I see some cut bushes (cross-section like they were cut right in half vertically to shape the stairs).
Medium recall night. Glass of champagne right before bed, hindered rather than helped this time. About 8 hours in bed. First couple of wakings had no recall come to mind, later wakings had some I think delayed recall. Early recall has faded, didn't record during the night. + driving school with mom and dad there's a small traffic jam and the other guy honks at us but we're waiting for a particular spot, dad is driving and shoots forward over the curb into the parking space which is delineated by think green pain on the asphalt. We pull in to the space which is right in front of the driving school. Mom gets out and goes up the ramp into the place, I come too, I notice lemon trees [emerging DS], the driving instructor is inside standing at a counter, and I'm thinking how did my mom manage to live so long without learning how to drive? + in friend's [FALSE] house's kitchen, bathroom, mopping up the juice spill on the table and squeezing it back out, walking through the house with the daughter of the family + [vivid, present] examining the color on the driveway: gray, green, and grey-on-green: in the grey-on-green, is the green really there or is it a reflection from the fully green section or even from the green grass down by the curb? + [short] I see a picture of my bro-in-law on a sailing trip in a sailing boat, then riding on a rapids river with his daughter (my niece), "parked" in the middle of the river for a while + visiting a family and an older daughter and I go off to find a place to read, I have a book and she's holding on to me and I'm going to read to her, I see a spot on the floor against a couch and sit there and I'm flipping forwards and backwards through the book I know exactly what I want to read to her but I can't find it now in the book. + [short] at a fancy bar, slightly floating above it, watching while the wait staff are placing a bottle of beer at every place with a chair + [short] at a pool, it's not open yet, some women say "OH, hurry it's opening get our spots" I'm standing by a fence watching some girls in swim suits lounging near the pool.
Finally a decent bed-time (around midnight). In bed until 10-10:30. Drank 2/3 or a bottle of champagne in the evening. Dreams very vivid and present, waking-like experiences. Lots of dreams, lots of detail, visual and awareness highly present. Late morning "dream-doze" state resulted in several more. Perhaps some REM rebound from undersleeping on several preceding nights. earlier: + flying, neighborhood, houses/mansions, house covered in candle wax from dripping outside windows + famous (actor?) knows my niece: lemon tree orchard, lemons (yellow tomatoes?) on ground piled near fence, open areas in fence, guy on ladder I'm trying to get around him + car crash: I'm in back, other guys are driving, car's crowded I can't get out or get to the driver's seat, we smash headfirst into a parked red Rolls Royce: we bounce right off and neither car is damaged, miraculously. + gym: everybody is picking on a (apparently flat-chested) black woman to show her breasts (for confirmation?). She exasperatedly lifts up her top and shows off an amazing pair of large, beautiful breasts, I'm wondering why they didn't show through her clothes. later: + playing pool, showing cue ball control, talking about draw. Someone is practicing on a table with oranges/grapefruits instead of billiard balls + playing chess, analyzing position. Not sure what pieces I have, one or two rooks? Should I analyze deeply or since I think I'm way ahead just dive into making combinations? I have a queen and I'm looking at + [long, detailed, vivid] angry they've messed up my pool equipment: cue rougher and shaft conditioner are ruined Looking in great detail at objects. Letters, presents (have they even been opened?) boxes, addressed to me or to SB. A "Serbian CD player" which has a strange, ornate shape, someone complains that it's greasy on the outside (show it to JH BF DD), a letter with my name (SB's name?) written on it. Opening a drawer and looking at objects inside, many detailed objects. SB is embezzling money from the kiosk/store she works at and hands me a stack of cash which I keep dropping. I suspect it is counterfeit and some of it is torn up into small pieces, some starts to look like it came out of a copy machine. Discussion of how hard it is to run the business. Late morning Dream doze, dream boundaries unclear: + use goggles, don't be afraid, see fish in shallow/clear water [DS], think how people swim in these waters all the time without fear, why would it be any different to get into the water with goggles on and be able to see underneath the water? Splashing larger fish approaches me and I want to wait to see what it is before jumping in to the water, it appears at first to be a standard Hawaiin triggerfish but it turns into a piranha fish that bites and latches on to my knuckle, I shake it off and see bloody knuckle and talk about dangers of pirhannas. + leaving the mall, topless and see-through top girls, wrong door We're on the upper floor of some large open mall and down below I see a girl with a see-through top with lovely breasts fully visible and I want to go down to see her. Around me there are more girls with see-through / visible breasts. Head towards what I think is the stairway, there's a group of young people including girls looking up at me (and laughing?) I see that the door (which is pink) is actually not the stairs but the girl's restroom. I feel funny because I think I have two hats on indoors and I reach up to feel the hats and take one of them off. + FA wake up in bed and start singing song acapella "Hero" (Family of the Year) looking at a car while singing. (DO) I see some street signs and the view looks like from city A (like from A hill) looking towards the B hills, houses and trees, and think about how long these signs (like highway/freeway signs) can stay in places, for decades, I get sentimental and weepy and think "I want to live!" and to be able to just walk outside and see trees and things and have basic life experiences. I'm walking down the sidewalk in my underwear, need to pee, walk past woman who gives me a funny look I'm a bit self-conscious about being in my underwear but not too concerned, heading to the mall's public bathroom past smelly bums there's a bad smell around here, the bums are waiting around the bathroom. + With wife, she's young/beautiful/healthy/shining, I'm happy to see her and want to hug her, but she has to have meeting with a "caseworker" woman about her mother, more and more people are arriving for the meeting, my wife has a "special appointment" and tries to pull her aside to speak in private with her, she hands the woman a pile of papers which she unfolds and has her (wife's) name/signature on it. I see the face of the case worker a large, rough face on a large head with short hair. More and more women are arriving for the time of appointment on this street / corner with the woman and they're crowding around her and they're interfering with my wife's ability to talk to her.
Somewhat more reasonable bedtime: moving in the right direction at least. Recall still not great, details fade fast, even forgot the lucid at first, need to return to nighttime recording. + driving with friends (they're in a another car) on freeways. Trying to decide on the route to take. We're talking about the freeway numbers: 280, 15, etc. We stop at some rest stop and there is a police car there. (I'm wondering if we're in trouble for not wearing helmets?) + walking outdoors past business, lots of people about. I "recognize" (FALSE) a young man who used to be a programmer but couldn't hack it (haha) and so he became a car salesman, I felt a bit sad for him. + LUCIDD 226 LD#226 I'm at the top of the stairs looking down in CH. I remember my favorite dream from childhood where I flew down the stairs and banked steeply to the left and flew into the living room. I'm a bit worried I might just fall down the stairs though, so as I lean forwards down the stairway I keep myself vertical and my feet stay on the stairs and quickly flit down them, I'm a bit disappointed I didn't fly. I turn left into the living room then I start float/flying towards the couch/wall and I think "Ah HA!" and do a nose pinch and I'm lucid. I spend the dream trying to decide what to do. I'm floating randomly around the neighborhood. It is bright daylight everywhere. No people anywhere. + I'm playing golf on city streets (with my dad?). There are many groups playing, and we must wait our turn. We're on a high hill, and the street extends straight out into the distance. It angles down then becomes flat in a 100 yards or so. I don't recall actually hitting any balls, I'm wondering about our turn. We start out on the hill and head down to the flats. I'm thinking about putting? Down on the flat (with dad?) I'm looking up the hill and I see two golf balls flying towards us in a high arc heading our way. I tell him to get down, we bend down and the balls hit the ground near us and bounce on ahead of us. Walking forwards it becomes like miniature golf. There is one of those "volcano" holes that are so difficult and I say/think how I always hated those. It's sort of a volcano and then mushroom shaped, very difficult. I think you have to get the speed just right, or chip the ball right up inside. + standing outside around former adult home (PTL), we also own the house next door (FALSE). Then a realator is there and it turns out we're (someone else?) is just leasing, it's a better deal financially.
Ridiculously late to bed (4am almost). This is silly, stop it! + I'm sitting in the cabin of a very tall truck behind the wheel. I'm driving on a snowy road there is a large dip in the road ahead (like the one on GPB in B), I hit the brakes which makes me lurch forwards bending over the steering wheel which is at waist level. I'm coming up on some trees with branches crossing the road, there are more and more branches appearing and I'm getting concerned about hitting them, I don't think I can drive under them, and I hit the control that will lower the height of the trucks' cabin, it starts moving down but it may not be enough, I'm thinking s.l. "there sure are a lot of branches here in Thailand"... + I'm in an Indoor skiing facility that uses a slippery artificial surface so people can practice their skiing. Then I'm paying at the counter, I was prepared for needing either a passort and a card or (some other ID). Of course the girl at the counter asks for the ID that I did NOT have with me, I pull out all my credit cards and start looking through them, I can't find the one I'm looking for. Most of the m are dark, like black with bright electric blue highlights. Some of the cards still have the "new card" sticker on them and I peel it off of one. The girl says she (doesn't need the card?) and I answer I know but I still need to look through them. +(f) something outside a fence lines the yard and it steps down an incline. +(f) a girl (opponent?) is moving nearby, I'm trying to "shoot" her with a laser? She's moving across athletic fields in front of me. Narrator is talking about various kinds of juices and additions, the apple juice addition is a poor choice because the base juice is also from apple juice.
Crazy late to bed again, binge watched "The OA" from start to finish yesterday. Looks like some day residue in the dreams from that. Have to stop doing that. Woke with recall of what felt like one dream with a lot of scenes in it, about 6hrs. Maybe try BTS but it's pretty late in the day already. These scenes all seem to take place in a single location, in/around some house: + There is a girl pacing the (2nd floor?) hallways of some house and she's trying to breathe fire like a dragon. She's taking big breaths and expelling them out with dramatic gestures and loud hissing sounds, leaning her head and back far forwards while doing so. I and some other guy are following her around, I'm sure if she just keeps doing this she'll actually breathe fire, but I never see any fire appear. Then I see a burning/smoldering spot on the floor, and I and this other guy are running to get a fire extinguisher. I want to find the extinguisher first. I'm going to get a "<something, some term>" which is a super-soaker (kids play water rifle)-like plunger and fill it with water at the reservoirs of water built into the ground. I open the reservoir on the right but I see stuff floating in there and I think someone has used it for a toilet and that it's poop in there so I close the lid and flush it. I open the lid to the left reservoir, then I go back to the right one, stick the device in there and pull back the plunger to draw up the water. I walk over to the fire and push the plunger to put out the fire. I expect to see a strong stream of water but instead I get a wide-angled spray of fine mist. Also some chunks of what looks like gray cooked ground meat land on the floor, and I hope it's not poop. My work colleague (ChDo of "3d") has taken my collection of colorful felt pens and mixed them in with his own. I'm taking my pens back. I'm sifting through the large pile of pens and picking mine out and taking them. Mine are the slender ones with the long white covering tips with handles colored the same as the ink color of the pen. I take back several different-colored ones, the colors are like light pastel. I'm then standing at a (white board?) with a tangled pile of white children's slot and tab sculpture discs all stuck together, it's a fairly large pile. I'm standing outside and there are 3 ambulances being loaded (with kids?). There is one regular bus and two official ambulances. One of the ambulances loses traction on the ice and the back wheels slide out in an arc, then the whole thing slowly starts tipping and falls onto its left side. I'm shouting "NO!" and run over to open the doors and help the kids out. I tell them to be calm while this is happening. I think the non-ambulance bus was the best one. Something about an animal or thing on a fence nearby? I notice there are 4-6 titan-sized massive giants dressed in sleek black armor coming to attack us. Walking through the upper floor and a guy I "recognize" [FALSE] as a (former enemy?) someone who shouldn't be here is coming back in for some reason. Standing by the edge of a pool with food, there is a tray of food I see down on the bottom of the pool about 10 feet deep by the edge, it was put there for storage? I dive down to get it but wonder about if it's spoiled, thinking the cool temperature of the water may have preserved it.
In bed from about 1am-1:30am to 9am at bedtime set intention to recall dreams, prepared my smart phone on the recording app (but didn't use it), set intention for remembering dreams in high detail, from beginning to end. Noticed the 5 hour waking (verified on the clock). Several back to sleeps including a micro-WBTB attempt at the 5 hour waking. + crossing the river, boat, concerned about dropping my only set of house keys in to the water, I hold them in my hand. Waiting for a boat to cross, I realize I'm sitting in one so I can just ferry my stuff across myself and I go across. I get out and my swim trunks are wet, I go into a house the rooms are smaller than I expected, I go through a kitchen to a laundry room there is a living room through a door to the laundry room (with sliding glass door [DS]?). I know a girl who lives in this house, she is outside a window but her mom comes home and I don't want her to see me like this [DS] so I'm trying and trying to pull on some pants up over my wet swim trunks, I wonder if the pants will fit or not (large swim trunks). I'm trying to stay out of view of the mom in the kitchen I'm sure she'll see me any moment. I finally get the pants up to my waits and button them (kind of rainbow colorful jeans?) and the dream ends. + I climb down into a sort of canal with no way out, the sides are tall (yellow colored?) concrete with a lip/edge about 8 feet up. I wonder if I can get out. There are people walking along the far edge. I think that if I take a running start I can "run up the wall" for a few steps (it's inclined slightly, not 100% vertical) and grab for the lip of the edge at the top. I make a half-hearted attempt but I'm not really interested in getting out so I just walk further down the canal... + I'm playing softball on a proper field, I'm at first base and I look down to position my left foot so that it is contacting the plate and I can stretch out my hand for the shortstop's throw. I think about how I wore cleats when I played softball back in college. There is a play with a runner rounding the bases and my team keeps missing the throws. I head for home and get the ball and tag a runner out. Everyone is now in center field and I move there and say "oh, so we're playing in center field now?" There is a man and woman there they are both very attractive and either topless or wearing a very revealing top. I notice stubble in the woman's armpits and also on her chest, like on the chest of the man, I'm a bit thrown off by this. (felt like waking memory I'm holding my baseball glove on my hand and flexing it (opening closing) and inspecting it. I'm talking with some kids about oiling and conditioning baseball gloves, and I'm showing them how my glove looks and saying "yeah this is the way to do it." +(f) I'm with JoTy (3d) (and his wife), at some point I feel the back of his head through his hair and his head is really pointy at the back and I "remember" [FALSE] oh yeah that's right he has a pointy head like that. + in some house/atrium with a girl, go into a standing 69 (she's doing all the work) walk outside to the front gate like this and there's a guy standing in his garage across the street, I'm a bit concerned he'll see us [DS] so I turn back inside... + I'm reading some printed paper versions of an online forum. All the posts are about me. Someone has managed to piece together from tiny my real life name from tiny pieces of information I've written about over time (like initials, etc.). I'm really wondering how they did it. I'm quite concerned. The posts are all critical. + I'm looking at a little mouse/hamster house where emaciated black mice are running around. One fat large hamster is sort of stuck in an outer hole (and I help push it back in?). +(f) I'm climbing down on to a deck where my parents are. The stairs are very shallow. Something about what I'm eating? + I'm with one of my kids' childhood friends who was quite pudgy when younger. I offer to go get him a waffle, he enthusiastically accepts, I go to pick one up for him and wipe it in a plate of syrup, and pick up one for myself and take some bites from it as I walk back to him. I'm thinking he probably shouldn't eat this since he's already overweight. I walk by a table of guys looking at me and give them a flippant explanation about my own waffle that I'm eating as I walk by and sort of wave the waffle at them (?)
+ in a dark room with others spread out on mattresses on the floor sleeping. I'm up and walking around and heading back to my mattress. There's a girl on a mattress on the right of mine, (she invites me? or I just go to her?) it turns out she's my wife and she beckons me in under the covers and we snuggle. + I'm walking along the main ("com") area of boy scout camp at UL, and I'm noticing and analyzing the water level: it seems far too high for September, the level should be very low instead (I ask someone if they agree?). I head back to where I started and not can't find a famous feature that was there and ask where did it go, somebody answers that another group stole it (for firewood?). Someone says that (the forest service?) is no doing a good job of protecting the ridge areas on the top of the mountains where the wind blows (?). (DO): There is a group hiking/riding along the rim of a canyon, I'm hovering over the canyon looking back down at them. It looks like they've constructed a tram line that runs right along the rim. I'm looking at this trying to make sense of it. I see closer that it is a procession of backpackers, the backpacks are slung over some carrying cart, with one backpack hung off to the side of each cart, each backpack is balancing against the one on the other side. + HELP (something) is coming, I call (mentally) to my remote-control toy truck to come save me but it can't reach me because something is blocking it. I'm then meeting with some boss of whom I'm slightly afraid, I'm carrying a colorful plastic (toy-like but functional) automatic rifle, and I pump the barrel and remove the large cartridge, and I hold up the empty gun to the boss to prove to him the chamber is empty and the gun is unloaded. + sitting with the notary/real-estate agent and she gives me instructions on how to arrange the inheritance of my wife's property. It involves several steps that nobody else told me about. I say this, "nobody else told me about these thing, it's the first time I'm hearing it," it makes sense to me what she's saying. I repeat the steps back to her for confirmation.
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