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Date of Dream: TUE 9 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 665(2) - Heartless In The Sewers

The dream started with me in a series of narrow corridors which at first I thought was just the backstage complex of some building. However, I seemed to traverse it like I was some character in a game, in a slight running motion; and there was music playing. It was Boiler Room Doom from Crash Twinsanity. I looked at my surroundings, the brown metal flooring and the other equipment around, and realised that I was in ‘the sewers’ underground.

I entered this one room however, and it looked like a mix between a costume prep room and a bathroom. I ended up looking into the mirror and noticed I was wearing the clothing that I drew for myself as a Kindgom Hearts character in real life. I then felt a negative enregy emanating from the outside corridors. The dream camera went to third-person and showed a big Kindgom Hearts heartless in armour standing right in the way in one of the passages.

I felt slightly nervous about going out to deal with the heartless but at the same time, I had an idea of what I was going to do. I didn’t have a keyblade, but I found a chair that leaned against the door of the room I was in. I picked up the chair with both hands by the head and marched towards the heartless. The chair’s legs were repeatedly bashed at the heartless until it faded away and a small pink heart was released, meaning that I had killed it with the chair.

With the heartless gone, I was able to put the chair down and continue my journey. From one of the other connected corridors came Riku in his Kingdom Hearts 1 appearance. He spoke but I forgot what he said in this scene, warm dream guide energy was emanating off him. For the rest of the scene, he continued behind me as we tried to find a way out of the sewer complex.

As we headed out the door, Riku ended up turning into his 5 year old self and just as I was going to close the door, he panics and says in his child voice not to otherwise we wouldn’t be able to return. I had feeling from this that we would be indeed returning to ‘the sewers’ later in the dream. I checked the door to see if I had already inconvenienced us but apparently it required two pushes to close and I had only done one, so we were safe.

The 5 year old Riku disappeared from my sight briefly but I decided to press on and see where we were. Upon looking at my surroundings, I couldn’t exactly identify the place, but it felt like the Notak city from Ratchet and Clank 2. I noticed that I was on some sort of urban walkway and there were steps leading to an open, desert-like area. I realised that this is where Riku and I were supposed to rendezvous with the rest of the Kingdom Hearts characters. As I headed towards the steps, I saw Aqua, Kairi and Axel in the distance; I knew the rest of them were also around.

It wasn’t long before the dream had seemed to assume a successful rendezvous despite me not actually talking to anyone as Riku came back but he was now in his Kingdom Hearts 3 appearance. He spoke to me, suggesting that we indeed head back into the sewers. Apparently Riku and I were the only ones that had access. It felt as if it was mainly supposed to be my mission but Riku was assigned to be with me to protect me. Before I could open the door to re-enter the sewers, the dream had ended.



Dream No. 665(2)
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 4 JUN - 2020



Dream No. 665 - I Can Do Better Than Him
Lucid Dream 36

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was doing things around my house when I wanted to try and see Riku again. However like usual, these days, maintaining a stable dream environment seemed very difficult. The dream showed me actually lying in bed, like it was morning; and my grandma came into the room with a mischeivous smile on her face. She came up to the bed and started rapidly and forceully tapping at me to ‘wake me up’.

The dream morphed to make me think I was now awake, but then I somehow managed to realise that I was still in it, and therefore I realised that I had become spontaneously lucid. The next segment in this dream would prove so, and I used this scene to be able to gain enough control so I could seek Riku with a clear intention. I took out my phone and went on the Discord forums to check messages from my friends.

Every time I would look at the time, it was different, and not just by a minute. That’s when my lucidity really started to pick up. I then tried changing the time on purpose a few times. I finally declared that if I could command the time to be 1:07, I would be successful. I looked back and the time was 1:06, however, it only clicked over to 1:07 after a few seconds; so I deemed the command to be executed pretty accurately. I finally felt I was ready to go and look for Riku and left my bedroom to initiate the new venture.

Initially, I was going to call Riku myself but then I walked past my dad in the sitting room next to the kitchen; so I asked him if he could help me find Riku. I was pleasantly surprised when my dad agreed and actually went off to look for Riku himself. He went onto the back verandah and said something, though I panicked as my dad was not asking for Riku by name, and so I was worried that the dream would interpret his request to summon somebody stupid. However, I perceived an energy wafting off my dad and into the house like he was confident he knew what was doing.

However, I was still freaked out about the fact he didn’t specifically call for Riku, but I felt that Riku was coming, so I ran outside through the back door as fast as I could, in hopes that I would intercept Riku, with that fear of him passing right by. I sprinted to the bottom of the backyard but then I hear the verandah door opening, with Riku stepping out in his KH3 appearance and I was dumbfounded. So I realised he had appeared at the top of the backyard like I predicted but he went the opposite way to what I thought; straight into the house.

He looked at me amused, like in a ‘silly girl’ kind of way. His clothes were as they as were in cutscenes; his t-shirt being purely white and his jacket in the dream looked like it was from black luxury suede. However, his pants were slightly different; they were plainly black with no belts and buckles on the legs. With my feeling of dumb surprise still wearing off; I moonjumped up over the rails and onto the verandah to go to Riku. He greeted me with a casual hug; not like last time where he almost squashed me to death. He was also rightly lankier and taller than me in this dream.

What he did next, I wasn’t expecting though. As we went through the house to go out the back door, Riku picked me up and began to carry me. Then as he carried me down the sloping backyard again, I started to study how he felt. He was much thinner compared to 18-Volt and with the way Riku was holding me, some parts of his body felt rigid and uncomfortable to me. Heading into the lower part of the backyard, I remember saying to Riku “I think 18-Volt does a better job at carrying me”. Riku wasn’t offended but there was a feeling of ‘oh you think that do you?’ and as if he was now out to find a way to 1-Up 18-Volt; Riku was silent in this dream. Although Riku was more joltier and uncomfortable, he did have the advantage over 18-Volt of moving quicker.

It’s when we got to the door to the garage that Riku struggled to hold me and open it at the same time. There was a time where I felt like I was almost going to fall backwards off him as he struggled to scoop me back up, but that all stopped when he finally opened the door and he perched me up on himself again. I could tell that Riku felt bad whenever he struggled with me as he was keeping in mind that 18-Volt was ‘better than him’. He continued to carry me precariously into the front yard and up the hill towards the local primary school.

Part way up the hill, there became a point where Riku realised that he just wasn’t good at carrying me, and so he gave up and put me down; but he wasn’t done. This was the part where he was going to show that he was better than 18-Volt. He started to float and get into a hovering, sitting position; I knew he was going to take me somewhere. In-fact, I realised that he was going to take me to the world of Kingdom Hearts!

He patted his hands on his lap, telling me to come and sit on him, so I did. However, as he started to ascend into the air, I couldn’t see his hands anywhere and so I panicked as once again, it felt like I was going to lose my balance and fall off him, but sideways in this case. I shouted in a fluster, telling Riku that I needed to be secured. I remember specifically saying “If you’re doing interdimensional travel, then you need to be wearing a seatbelt”. Riku finally realised, lowered us back down and put his arms around me as loosely as possible, still having no ‘secure’ effect whatsoever; like he still didn’t know what he was doing. I said “tighter” and so he tightened his grip slightly, but it wasn’t even near enough. So I kept saying “tighter” until I could finally feel his arms securely and there was no gap between them and my stomach; I remember I had to say it 5 times.

He was finally then able to ascend into the day time sky and when he descended with me again, it still felt like the same area (the hill at the bottom of my court), but it wasn’t day or night. As Riku helped me off him, he told me that we were now in Kingdom Hearts; in this dimension he spoke, as if he was now confident because we were on his side of the realms. And in return, I now became unsure of myself in some ways, as well as where we were because I didn’t realise any difference.

I kept asking in a confused tone ‘we’re in Kingdom Hearts?’ because I couldn’t see any sign that said so. That’s when Riku walked slightly down the hill with me and pointed into the sky as he said “there it is, that’s Kindgom hearts”. I looked up and realised the heart shaped moon in the sky; but to me, it seemed like it was the sun and the moon at the same time, hence no definitive day or night time. After I had examined it for long enough and the reality had set in, I turned my attention back to the streets and Riku began conversing with me. I couldn’t remember what he said but it seemed like he was telling me more about Kingdom Hearts, and he sounded very fond of the stories he was telling me.

Eventually though, it seemed like Riku and I were all caught up, and for once, there was no longer a purpose for him to be around, and so he gave me a farewell and then actually walked off and left the scene, but I was satisfied. This was a lucid dream and so I realised I was still in control. I wanted to do more but I couldn’t think of anything to do, so I continued to walk aimlessly up the hill. As I got nearly to the top of the hill though, a sudden realisation had hit me and I needed Riku back; I remembered I wanted to ask him about his age as per the task I had set in my waking life dream journal. I became anxious as I thought I wouldn’t be able to get him back. After some hesitation, I urged out to the sky “Riku! One more question!”, hoping that I would be heard.

Something happened; the dream turned into to an empty void, but an entirely white one, and I was all alone in it. But shortly, Riku appeared again (same KH3 appearance but in all default clothes including pants), but this time as somewhat of a giant; he was only two or three times bigger than me, but it was still an obvious discrepancy. He got on his knees and leant over me to hear what I had to say. Then I asked him “What is your age between the number of 16 and 25?”. At first, he didn’t seem to get what I was saying but after I repeated the question, he got it, but didn’t seem to receive it well.

His anxiety spiked through the roof as the question had seemed to catch him off-guard; almost like he wanted to prepare an answer before-hand but couldn’t. His eyes (and eyebrows) gained the look of sheer horror as he rapidly mumbled and stuttered but managed to utter out an “18” amongst it all. It’s almost like he knew I was going to lock his age once he said it, and so he did not want to make the decision so impulsively. He continued babbling nonsense afterwards like he thought I wouldn’t be satisfied with his response. Being lucid, I knew he needed to stop and calm down, so I said over the top of him, “It’s okay. Thank you Riku” in which he then was able to stop but still looked flustered. Then I came in and put my hands on his sides, trying to hug the giant Riku in which his panic competely stopped and he looked rather delighted. Now I was truly done and the dream took me back to the hill.

I started to slowly walk back down the hill and while doing so, reflected on the previous scene. The emotions were raw as I recall how panicked Riku was. I then thought that perhaps I wouldn’t lock in his age straight away; that I would assume he was 18 but allow him a revision when he would be feeling more confident. Then I finally had nothing else to do as I stared off into the distance of what seemed to be a mix of my suburb and Twilight town (the Kingdom Hearts sky was now pinkish with an actual sun on the horizon); so I declared to wake up.



Dream No. 665
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: Yes



I might add side notes to this dream at a later stage; I have an interesting discussion in-mind.

Date of Dream: TUE 26 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 661 - Separated Sections

Dream 661 A - Tax Torture
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, my dad and I were at a large gathering at somebody else’s house. Although, I couldn’t actually participate in the gathering as my university had overloaded me with work for the tax subject. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 661 B - Welcome Kingdom Hearts
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in some unknown car with my brother when I started talking to him about how I was being bullied on a Discord server. It wasn’t long before we changed topics and I told my brother that I wanted him to meet my newest dream guide and from this point on, I was set on finding him. We got home and as promised, I was going to look for my new dream guide so my brother could meet him. However, my brother was getting impatient and irrespective of how much I begged, he walked off into the house while I was still struggling outside.

Even if my brother was gone, I was still set on finding my new dream guide. I paused for a while and this motivation all of a sudden hit me, like I felt it was a dream but didn’t necessarily become lucid either. I was somehow teleported to the top of the backyard and walked down the slope as I started calling for Riku. For the moment, there was no luck, but I was able to keep persevering as I took it slowly when I realised the dream was trying to wake me up. Still no sign of Riku, so I decided to try something different and call once for Sora in-case he’d perhaps come instead and pass me onto Riku; Sora didn’t come either.

I then thought I’d go and try in the front yard because it was more out in the open and so I’d be heard. Through the door to the garage I went and then onto the stone brick driveway as I called out loud and clearly for Riku one more time. As I was about to bellow in the front yard a second time, I saw a young man with medium-short grey hair slowly walking up the court; it was Riku in his KH3 appearance.

He wasn’t coming up quick enough and I couldn’t contain my excitement, I anxiously waited, watching from the end of the driveway as he crossed the road. As soon as he stepped onto the footpath in front of my house, I ran up to him and hugged him. I thought he wouldn’t respond well but he actually hugged me harder than I did him, so much so that in real life I wouldn’t be able to breathe but I was perfectly fine in the dream world. The only problem was that he was shorter than me instead of taller and the dream gave him somewhat bristly skin.

As I walked with him back across the driveway, I wondered if my brother would ever show up, but he never did. However, when we were in the house, I caught sight of my dad and urged him a like a little girl to ‘meet my new dream guide’. Riku gave a slight smile at my antics and looked humble as he approached my dad and they shook hands with each other. He then continued to go with me, in which I led him into the front sitting room.

In the dream, the front room had its old appearance; with the old plaid red couches and also the fact that the room was carpeted. What was different though is that the big couch could be converted into a sofa-bed. My mum seemed to already be in there, sitting on the couch off to the side, but her and Riku didn’t really associate much. In-fact she wasn’t as welcoming to Riku like my dad was. Riku sat himself on the middle cushion and invited me to come and sit on his lap.

As I got comfortable on him, he closed me in with his arms. That’s when the couch, with no explanation, turned into the sofa-bed and there was a blanket over our lower half. I felt mostly comfortable, however, as we were sitting up and my head was tucked under his, my neck was strained in looking down. My mum used this negatively though as she said something like “isn’t that uncomfortable?” and further dialogue that I have forgotten, in a really obnoxious tone. I told her that although my neck might be strained, my back and lower half were perfectly fine. She then got up and walked out of the room, suggested she was going to leave us to our business.

That’s when Riku pulled out not a keyblade, but rather his black iPhone out of one of his pockets and started playing some music off YouTube. He gave me a casual, laid back look, suggesting that he wanted me to chill with him as he showed me some cool stuff that he liked. The music he played was a weird style that I don’t know how to describe in real life; it sounded similar to music I would listen to but then I didn’t like it. I didn’t say anything as I didn’t want to be rude to him but it was so torturous that I screwed my face and cringed as hard as I could. He eventually stopped the music though as I think he could tell I wasn’t enjoying it and I gave a huge sigh of relief. He looked like he wanted to do other stuff with me but then the dream ended.



Dream 661 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 661 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 15 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 657 - Too Tall Is Too Scary

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was walking from outside into what seemed to be some sort of library; the space was small, warm and inviting, and in the shape of a circular room. As I was wondering around, fixing my gaze on various books, 18-Volt came in, in his realistic Game & Wario appearance but took it further by having real human flesh, real textured clothes, and real glasses. He was wearing a black singlet with black pants.

There was immediately this warm and comforting energy when 18-Volt approached me excitedly and waited for me to turn around and notice him. As soon as I did notice him, he immediately spread his arms out to hug me. However, as he was holding me in the hug, he grew extremely tall and I did not like this. I looked up and panicked, begging for 18-Volt to be brought back down to his original height; I thought it was only appropriate that a dream guide is slightly taller than me, but not by three times or to the roof.

The dream kept making 18-Volt intimidatingly tall a few times but I just kept asking for him to be brought back down again. When the dream stopped messing around with 18-Volt, he held me in a tight hug for what seemed like almost a minute. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 657
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 2 MAY - 2020



Dream No. 656 - Double Dream Guide Bench

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at an unknown high school but in the dream, I was enrolled in this school, however doing things at university difficulty. Most of the time, I was out of the classroom and going across to different rooms to talk to different people for different reasons. I can remember locations and fractions visually but not enough to put them into words.

When it got towards the end of the dream, I was in a stressful situation but it wasn’t a crisis; however, I had the thought of calling for Dreamy EBo. It was when I got to a distorted version of Waverley Gardens Shopping Centre that I then actually decided to call him. I entered to the bottom of the escalators from the undercover Coles carpark when I called Dreamy EBo, but the dream immediately muted me and I couldn’t get his name clearly across.

I thought I had no chance but 18-Volt suddenly appeared on my left. At first I thought he was going to help me instead but it seemed as though 18-Volt knew what I wanted, as Dreamy EBo appeared on my right shortly after, fading into vision like he was a ghost. It felt like 18-Volt gave half his energy to Dreamy EBo, allowing them to coexist and function. 18-Volt was wearing his default green jacket and tracksuit pants and Dreamy EBo was wearing a red jersey over a blue short-sleeved t-shirt and black and white cap which I deem to be his default outfit, the boys were also both wearing their default glasses.

Both 18-Volt and Dreamy EBo began to be able to fly and got right up next to me. From this I was lifted up by their collective energy, made to sit on them as it were. To be more precise, they both put their arms out in-front of them and linked them with each other, as if to make a combined bench. From a physical point of view, it looked like I could fall backwards or forwards off them but it never happened as both their energies were keeping me securely in place.

Once I got comfortable on 18-Volt’s and Dreamy EBo’s makeshift arm bench, they began to move off, going faster than the speed of the escalator itself. The dream camera didn’t move with us but rather continued playing from the bottom and showing them ascend me off into the distance. Once were out of view from the dream camera, then dream ended.



Dream No. 656
Dream Guide: 18-Volt & Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 5 APR - 2020



Dream No. 653 - The Nice Family Celebrations

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was in WB’s house, which in the dream was in a completely unknown location and just looked like the inside of some random house. Her entire extended family were having a party and my mum, dad, brother and I were also invited. They ended up having a full on party with a focus on their African culture. I can’t remember every specific thing that happened at the party.

Near the end though, just as we were about leave, my mum and I sat on the couch and WB’s mum ended up bringing us some food to take home. It ended up being European deli items, but not just a bit. She seemed to be putting every single thing in to fill up my mum’s massive Coles bag, like a production line and I was actually wondering when she was going to stop. In-fact, I started getting concerned that she was still going, though she ended running out of items when my mum’s bag was completely full.

We then left and decided to go to some place called St. Kilda, but not any version that exists in real life, it was rather the name of this beach-side town and holiday resort. Little did we know that WB and her family had planned to go there for an after-party holiday. I was hoping we wouldn’t bump into them again because it would be a bit embarrassing and like we were trying to go after them but at the same time, I reckon they wouldn’t have minded seeing us again and would have been happy for us to be in their company.

For the time being, my family and I walked around and explored the area. I ended up walking past the cinema area and there was also an outdoor pool, although it was only surrounded by this very rough slab of concrete and the sky above was grey. In-fact, the entire place looked like a very industrial holiday location rather than what you would actually find on the beach in real life. My mum and I ended up exploring some more areas whereas my dad and brother went separately.

Later on in the dream, I decided to go and explore some areas on my own, telling my mum that I would eventually be back. Eventually, I had seen all the areas I wanted to see and decided to try and find my family again. As of now, I had the ability to fly and did so in order to try and get back. The area was the same, however, things didn’t feel right, but no matter what I thought, my body seemed to keep taking me further and further into nowhere.

It was when I had crossed some sort of old train tracks and was on the outside of a school, that I knew I had gone too far and now I was in trouble, I was completely lost. No matter what I did, I couldn’t get back to the main area of the industrial resort. However, that’s when I ended up in some sort of dim lit room and there ended up being a holographic projection on a piece of paper. Somehow, something was being written onto the paper with pencil. It said something like ‘It’s Dreamy Bo---, please call me on 3788… (forgotten the rest of the number) as I need to address some concerns with you'.

It was Dreamy EBo and I realised he was watching over me this whole time; and I also seemed to anticipate what his concerns were. I had this feeling that he pulled me aside because I had gotten so lost and he was going to say something like “you got lost” and state that I actually was supposed to find WB and her family again as well. The theme suddenly changed though as I started to feel this anxiety like I wanted to cry as if I literally lost my mum. That’s when Dreamy EBo’s energy descended on me, focusing on my shoulders which would relax the rest of my body, and the paper was flipped so another piece could be written on.

This time, there was another projection layer behind the paper and it was actually of the location that my mum was at! Through writing, Dreamy EBo told me that she and my dad were at some of hotel and this time the place looked like a real beach area. He told me the location of the hotel, that it was somewhere on the islands before Asia and so I had to catch a flight to get there. He then wrote the number of the hotel and told me to call it. I did not hesitate to go to my phone and call this number, but as I was flying out of the room to get to my phone, the dream ended.



Dream No. 653
Dream Guide: Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 31 MAR - 2020



Dream No. 651 - Separated Sections

Dream 651 A - Clothes For School
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in a distorted version of my house which was darker and there was also this foggy mist around the place, making it feel somewhat mysterious. My mum had picked out this outfit for me to wear, but she said it wasn’t something I should wear out as it looked messy. The main item of the outfit was a stripy jumper top which had some sort of weird patch that you could unbutton and it would show your stomach. The other parts of the outfit were a plum red skirt and a pair of green boots. The colours of the jumper were orange, aqua, green and white.

I ended up going to have a sleep in this outfit, but as I was lying down, I wondered why I couldn’t wear the outfit out as the colours worked really well together. When I got up though and walked back into the kitchen, my mum was there and she said that I was supposed to wear that outfit at school, not around the house. I looked frazzled when she said that and I told her she said otherwise beforehand, but she never admitted it. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 651 B - Social Distance Golf
The dream started off in my house and it was the same foggy environment that it was in the last dream. As I was talking to my mum about something, my brother was sitting on the nearby couch and I could hear my dad berating him. As my dad was being really loud and I thought he was being mean to my brother, I had to turn around and tell him to stop. My mum then said that we need to go out and do something after being in quarantine for so long but I reminded everyone that we couldn’t because we didn’t want to risk catching the coronavirus. My mum suggested we play golf and I ended up reluctantly agreeing.

The scene shifted to sunny and clear skies and we all ended up on a nature reserve. Surrounding the grass oval was a gravel track with golf ball holes scattered around the place all reasonable distances apart from each other. We all assigned ourselves to a golf hole but along the way, another family member swung the golf ball early and got a hole-in-one in what was supposed to be my hole. Because this happened, that meant that everyone had to start at their original hole but I had to go forward by one, which meant that I’d be further away from them.

I felt like I was really on my own, but in a good way. I looked up into the sky and for some reason, I ended up calling out for Dreamy EBo and inviting him to come and play golf with me. Summoning him wasn’t difficult and he ended up entering the scene from the surrounding bushes. He came in with no cap, so I could see his brown curly hair with a receding hairline, he was wearing thick black-framed glasses, a black t-shirt, and plain denim jeans. He stood at one of the holes, waiting for me to meet him and when I got to him, he hugged me for a few seconds.

What confused me is what he did next; he just walked off with no indication that he was going to do so. However, I realised that he was leading me somewhere, he was expecting me to go after him, so I followed the trail that his energy had left. I noticed that he stopped before a wooden walkway down to some beach. He said to me that he thought it would be a better place to play golf but now it was dangerous, so not to go down there. I went a little bit further and looked over, realising that the beach was submerged under this weirdly coloured water. What happened next was concerning.

The water actually started to rise and would not stop despite me moving further and further back. It’s like the water was adamant on getting me, as if this water was possessed by something and now I was giving little squeals as I backed closer to Dreamy EBo. There was another problem though, and that was that Dreamy EBo seemed to lose his current glasses and they were replaced with his old thin ones. When that happened, I felt this surge of cold, stiff energy rush past me and then into him, turning him into plainly EBo.

Despite the loss of his dream guide traits and his return to professionalism, he still felt obliged to help me. The water got my foot and I screamed but that’s when he turned his back to me and calmly put his hands out behind him. I rushed as quickly as I could to grab them as he then started walking back towards the reserve. I finally felt a sense of security again as he seemed to bend his arms to shorten the length and so I was almost pressed up against his back. Before we could reach the reserve, the dream ended.

Dream 651 C - The Hawks Against The Bulls
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at some unknown shopping centre which looked like a combination of Chadstone and the grounds of Singapore Airport lower floor. For the time being, the shopping centre was packed with people like blueberries but then I realised something. The fact that social distancing wasn’t being maintained, I was highly at risk of getting the coronavirus and a feeling of extreme panic and anxiety surged through me.

As soon as I realised this though, people started to disappear just like magic. There were now barely any people in the shopping centre and it was rather dark and deserted, feeling scary in another way but I was relieved in the sense that I now wouldn’t get coronavirus. I walked through the rest of the shopping centre, going in a zig-zag motion from one side of the corridors to another and almost walking into poles at some points as I tried to find an exit.

I walk outside the sliding doors to some kind of small outdoor sports complex. There was a little walkway that had a similar feel to the edges of the reserve where they held my high school athletics carnivals in real life. I noticed there were Hawthorn Football Club fans sitting along the tiers, though they were mostly girls. I then looked further up and saw a familiar man standing at the end of the walkway with a red ‘24’ Chicago Bulls jersey on. I finally remembered I was looking for him, once again in this dream, it was Dreamy EBo.

The tiers on the walkway were extremely skinny and so it felt like I was walking on a tightrope, especially dodging the girls that were sitting down, but they were all giving me friendly smiles and encouraging me to make it to the end. When I was near the end, the dream scene moved to where I was standing at the back of the main area along with some newly discovered Bulls fans. I thought I wasn’t dressed the part but when I looked at myself, I realised I was wearing a white dress with a red cardigan over the top, feeling relieved that I would be seen to be on Dreamy EBo’s side despite not having any official Bulls gear.

To get into the team spirit, I ended up singing something although I have forgotten what the words were. I continued singing as I walked up to Dreamy EBo and when I got to him, he actually started to repeat what I had sung but in his own way, his face and energy suggesting he found it ‘cute’. Once he finished singing, he pulled me closer to him and hugged me but only quickly as he tried to attend to all of his ‘fans’.

After this, I went back across the tiers to where I had entered from; but the shopping centre was replaced with more stadium walkways, as if it were a part of a school. I walked up to what seemed to be the La Trobe University canteen to get some food. I decided to get two giant lollies, taking them first and then I asked the Asian man what the price was. He told me all up it was $13.00 AUD and I was bewildered. When I looked up at the price menu, that’s when I realised that each individual lolly was $6.50 AUD. I said to the man that I wanted to give them back. However, I seemed to walk off and sneak them into my mouth. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 651 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 651 B
Dream Guide: Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Dream 651 C
Dream Guide: Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 3 FEB - 2020



Dream No. 643 - Looking For A Birthday Card
Lucid Dream 35

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at a very distorted version of Waverley Gardens shopping centre. It was bigger than in real life, with a vast number of walkways, and it also had a lot of features mixed from Dandenong Plaza as well. For the time being, I was walking around the shops and looking for an “8th birthday” card for my brother. At one point, I arrived at a card shop and started sorting through their cards that were sitting in a big tray. I found a card with an 8 on it but I didn’t like the look of it, so I left.

I went back towards the area of the shopping centre that I started at, feeling frustrated that I couldn’t find a good card and that there weren’t many other card shops either. A thought had entered me though; not one to say that I was dreaming, but I seemed to gain an essence of common sense and problem solving initiative as if I was awake, therefore I classify the rest of the dream as lucid. I realised that I was not supposed to look for an 8th birthday card, but rather a 25th; my brother would be turning 25 this year (also true IRL!). I also realised I could just call a dream guide and get them to help me find a card shop; so I proceeded to call for 18-Volt.

A man approached me, wearing 18-Volt’s clothes, but he was skinnier than usual and he also had light skin, also not wearing his glasses or headphones. Although the surrounding energy was telling me this was 18-Volt, I was doubting if this was really him. However, he just stood there, not doing anything and rather just patiently waiting for me to come closer to him; the dream also didn’t do anything to tamper with his presence (I felt like I was in control, hence lucid). After a few seconds of hesitation, I went in to hug him and as we hugged, that’s when his skin became darker. Though when he spoke, he did not have an American accent, rather a Balkan accent which I was weirded out by. However as the dream would progress, his speaking would no longer phase me.

I told him I was looking for a card shop but couldn’t find one anywhere that sold decent cards. I forgot what he said, but he put an arm around me and we walked off back through the shopping centre. There were a few moments within in the dream where I would get stressed, nervous or frustrated about certain things. 18-Volt seemed to be aware of this and every time he noticed me shaking, stuttering or excessively sighing, he demanded that we stopped where we were. Straight away, he would pull me into a hug and say some reassuring phrase in his Balkan accent, calming me down immediately.

We reached the front of Big W, where 18-Volt now went behind me and hugged that way as we walked through the store. However, the dream camera changed to third-person mode from an aerial view and a middle-aged lady was seen sneaking up behind 18-Volt and touching him in an inappropriate way. 18-Volt immediately turned his head back in shock and looked absolutely disgusted, gritting his teeth at her, urging her to let him go as he still kept a hold of me.

There ended up being an entire sub-scene where the lady was shown by herself and her face had the most horrifying look on it, this most twisted, exaggerated evil smile as she spoke of her plot to get 18-Volt for herself. I can’t remember anything she said though, just what her intention was. And a part of the sub-scene also showed a man beside her, looking very similar to her as if he was her brother, but the dream at the very least portrayed him as a ‘sidekick’ to her. I myself felt all this tense and nervous energy as this sub-scene was playing.

Back to the normal course of the dream; the lady was in the distance again, but she quickly approached 18-Volt and actually knocked him unconscious! She then sent all these ‘enemies’ in for me to deal with. I realised that her plan, so she could have 18-Volt to herself, was to get rid of me but to do that, she had to make 18-Volt inactive for a while so he couldn’t protect me. I screamed and felt like crying when I realised what the lady had done to 18-Volt and what my fate was. I can’t remember what happened towards the very end of this dream.



Dream No. 643
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: Yes

Date of Dream: FRI 24 JAN - 2020



Dream No. 641 - Catching Is Not Good Enough

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was driving in my mum’s car to EBo’s house; in this dream he also lived in Australia and not in the US like in real life. While driving, I had this thought that I was going there to do some kind of work and help him but I have forgotten specifically what it was for.

As I drove up the gravel driveway to EBo’s house, I saw him standing there at the end of the road, with a slight closed mouth smile, to welcome me. He was wearing his old glasses along with a white short-sleeve t-shirt, black tracksuit pants, and some running shoes; he was not wearing a cap this time. When I got out of the car, he spoke to me and said that the work was no longer needed anymore; that the tools I needed to work with were no longer there. Because of this, I thought he’d send me back home, but he rather still invited me into his house.

Apparently, I was going to be there for a couple of hours still and chill out. He got my attention and so I came to him in the kitchen. He seemed to be pouring this weird alcohol which looked like a mix of alcohol and washing detergent to me. Though I said to him that I couldn’t have any of the alcohol and this made him look surprised. I explained that I needed a Blood Alcohol Content of absolutely zero because I was on my Green P Plates, which is also true for real life. He seemed to understand and poured the alcohol down the sink, then washing it away. We spent the rest of the scene just talking about whatever topic came to our mind.

It eventually became time to leave and so EBo escorted me towards the door. Though the house was now on a weird setting; it was literally floating on a grass island and it was a big drop to get down to the driveway. I looked off the grass island and became really scared. As much as EBo encouraged me to jump down, I didn’t want to do it and instead, was making some sort of sound, somewhere between moaning, gasping and shouting. EBo realised I was scared... Due to the 'sensitivity threshold', the second half of this dream will not be published.



Dream No. 641
Dream Guide: EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 19 JAN - 2020



Dream No. 640 - Separated Sections

Dream 640 A - Twisted Science Class
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was back at my high school and was in science class with my year 11 physics teacher. There was various classmates from my high school life in the scene with me. Mrs C. was talking to the class and asking them to remember some sort of line and dot formation that she had drew up on the board. She then rubbed it out soon after and the middle part of the dream was where everyone got a blank peace of paper and had to redraw the formation as best they could.

Mrs C. had entered the room again and asked each student to come up to the white board and draw their formation. First up I can remember was CN. Shortly after though, I came up and interrupted her while she was still doing it because I didn’t think she was doing it right. I took the orange whiteboard marker off her and drew the formation as accurate as possible. CN had returned to her seat but she and the other students were all pointing and laughing at me, and so was Mrs C. There was a scene after but I have forgotten what happened for the rest of the dream.

Dream 640 B - Recovery Rules
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my old house and I was talking to my brother. I was asking him some questions about himself and he would answer them. Though with each question, the dream seemed to make the topic get more sensitive. I ended up asking him a question about some sort of lines on his neck area which were whiter than the rest of his skin and were very obvious, and almost like some sort of orderly, geographical pattern.

For no particular reason, my brother got really nasty and became really angry from me asking this question. In a panic, my response to him was “But this is how you’re supposed to get a girlfriend if you’re looking for one! You let them ask you these kinds of questions and get to know you better!”. My brother wasn’t having any of it and was still going off at me; I ended up walking away.

I was now in my current house and was inspecting my high school winter uniform which seemed to be heavily stained with food. I took it into the front room where the ‘washing machine’ was in this dream. In-fact, the washing machine and the fireplace heater were the same complex; the heater was at the front and the washing machine was this hole at the back of the box unit. Though I was worried that if the heater was still working and the winter uniform went into the washing machine part, it would burn to smithereens. My mum came though and she showed me how to turn off the heater; it was a similar way to real life but more difficult as well.

Later on the dream, I was outside in some sort of small courtyard but I wasn’t shown in the scene yet. It was rather just the scenery of the courtyard and I was speaking above it as if these were my own thoughts playing out. The incident with my brother had greatly affected me and I was addressing the methods that I could use to recover from the situation. I said something like “If Bo--- is there to help you, you must wear summer uniform for 6 hours. If Bo--- is not around to help you, then you must wear winter uniform for 6 hours or summer uniform all day”. This is with the assumption that the incident happened in the morning.

I then actually walked out into the scene. I looked down and noticed I was wearing my summer uniform but the dress was more thin and breezy than in real life. I thought to myself I’d want to wear winter uniform but there were two reasons I decided not to. It was still in the washing machine and I already had the summer uniform on, so I could just wear it for the rest of the day. My mum then walked into the scene and she was wearing the same clothes as before, a blue house tank top with black tracksuit pants. She was talking to me but I didn’t exactly hear her, but I knew it was about the incident with my brother.

I was then prompted by energy in the dream to look up towards the sky. A hologram appeared to form a sub-scene and it ended up being Edward (Ed) B. However, in this dream he was not a voice actor. He was a therapist and he was shown to be sitting in his office but just in a dark grey t-shirt and light grey cap, along with his default glasses. Once again, I could only see his mouth moving and him gesturing and not hear him. Once again though, I knew he was telling me how I could handle the situation from now. I then realised that I had made the right choice to remain in summer uniform because I could just shorten the amount of time I would wear it back to 6 hours.

Back to the main scene of the dream, my brother is with us and he gets a phone call from one of his friends from university, saying that they want him to come and see them at Wandin where they are staying. It was stated though that he had to be a part of a band if he was to get a room. Even though my brother still didn’t like me, I had an idea which could work. I suggested that I could be the lead singer but then I could pretend to call sick on the day and back out because he didn’t want me there. Both my mum and my dad then asked if Wandin would be affected by the bushfires as there were heaps of trees in that area. When the dream then showed my mum and dad talking in the kitchen about the news, I woke up and my parents were in-fact talking about trees, in the kitchen.


Dream 640 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 640 B
Dream Guide: EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 3 JAN - 2020



Dream No. 637 - The Driveway Stand Off

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at my house and my family was preparing for all these people to come over as my high school were going to hold some sort of memorial mass service at my house. As other people were setting up, including Mr. O’N, I had a quick look at all the pamphlets and saw who was supposed to be doing what at the mass and all the people that were going to be speaking at different parts. There were lots of people that had good roles but I felt upset because I felt like the only one wasn’t given any part to participate in.

People then started to arrive from the house and it was a complete mixture from all stages of my high school and current life. Someone I specifically remember was JSc who came in the high school winter uniform, but in the new one, where as in real life, she was in school when they still had the old shirts and ties. I myself was also wearing the new winter uniform like they had in my last two years. There were also some teachers present. Even though Ms. L is deceased in real life, she seemed to make an occasional appearance but was somewhat transparent and she was wearing a white top.

That wasn’t all though; there were also these people coming to my house that I know via the internet from the United States. They seemed to be mostly voice actors but some other industry professionals came as well. MA Jr. was in the crowd but I felt a somewhat broken and empty connection with him and like it wasn’t worth talking to him because he wasn’t going to talk to me even if I tried. Later on I saw Edward (Ed) B in the same crowd knew I had potential for interaction with him, but I realised I had to resist as I felt the professionals didn’t really pay attention to the people that ‘didn’t matter’. Everyone in this ‘professional league’ were wearing the exact same outfit, like they had a uniform. It was a black shirt and pants with a bright red blazer on top.

I headed downstairs and when I had entered into my driveway, I noticed my deceased grandfather approaching me from the street. Just like Ms. L, he was human but also slightly transparent, but he was wearing dark clothes. Also, he his face was all scrunched up with his mouth partially open and he was giving these really low bass tone growls as he got closer and closer to me. Before he could even get close enough to me, I felt my heart racing and in a sense, I almost felt sick. I kept pacing around, trying to keep away from him as I cried out for Ed.

I thought Ed was going to ignore me but I was surprised to see that he had walked up from behind and was going to confront my deceased grandfather. The dream camera now seemed to give a far angled third person shot where Ed was standing tall and staring my deceased grandfather in the eye, pointing towards the street, his mouth moving as if he as telling my deceased grandfather to leave; the dream did not have Ed talking.

My deceased grandfather seemed to still be growling but as Ed would take a step closer to him, he would slowly back away; they continued their stand-off down the driveway. Eventually, my deceased grandfather walked back up the court from where he came and Ed just stood at the edge of the driveway, watching and making sure he went far away and would not come back. Once my deceased grandfather was gone, I was filled with this sense of peace and accomplishment as I just stared up at Ed’s back. The dream ended there.



Dream No. 637
Dream Guide: EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 1 JAN - 2020



Dream No. 636 - Private Apartment Complex

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my university friend RV was over at my house and we were currently in my bedroom. I made a suggestion to her about going to the Glen Shopping Centre and that’s when the scene changed. However, I was at the shopping centre by myself. Some parts of it looked it does in real life and other parts of it looked different. I had in mind that I wanted to get McDonalds; at times the dream made me think I was getting it for breakfast and at other times, for an early dinner instead.

I strayed aside from the main shopping corridor and I seemed to enter some sort of luxe looking foyer of an apartment complex. The room was round and in the centre was a set of spiral stairs, on the edge of the room a block of elevators, leading to a set of what seemed like exclusive, private apartments. The dream camera then shifted, for a few seconds, to the entry door on the upper floor. It was a frosted door and it had a sign on it saying “MFF 2019” which a small picture of a clipart dog on it. The dream camera then showed some of the people lingering inside the room, I knew it was the large group of ‘American furries’ that Edward (Ed) B was also involved in.

This is the first out of two instances in the dream that I was in the little green (more light spearmint-green) round foyer. It kind of felt like I was just inspecting the space and seeing what was in there. A bit later on, I was back in the main part of the shopping centre, still by myself again though, and now I decided to have a look at some of the fashion stores that were around. Items in the stores seemed to be way fancier and of much better quality that what they sell in real life.

Later on in the dream, I seemed to be going back towards the apartment foyer area. The dream camera showed a sub-scene of one of my high school teachers, Ms. K, locking up the place. There was this energy coming from her, that she was like the custodian of the complex. But then it wasn’t just a lock up for the night. It seemed to be a lock-up because people were no longer allowed to visit the apartments for some sort of privacy reasons. There was even a sign on the elevators, above chains crossed over the doors, saying that the MFF 2019 members would have access to a different set of elevators that were somewhere in the depths of the lobby corridors. The entry to the stairs was also chained.

Then the dream scene went back to me, entering into the foyer again. I seemed to be confused; I didn’t know what was going on but then when I was in the foyer, I saw and noticed that they were no longer allowing anyone else except residents. I was now very slow, anxious and fidgety, walking around the foyer, hoping that I wouldn’t be caught out by Ms. K; for the whole scene, I felt as if I had done something wrong.

At one point, I walk nearly to the end of the circle and I look sideways, seeing a door to a common room on the same floor. I see Ms. K in the doorway but her back is turned and my heart starts pounding, yet I couldn’t move, I stood still, frozen and shaking. I then also noticed that Ed was sitting towards the doorway, so he was a bit closer to me than Ms. K, Ed was wearing a dark grey t-shirt with a light grey cap. I was also scared that if Ed turned around, he would get angry at me and something bad would happen.

Ed’s head slowly started turning and just like I was with Ms. K, I was scared for my life. He then actually got up off the ground but as that was happening, there seemed to be a complete surge of different energy coming from Ed. Although I should not have been in the foyer, he seemed to understand and know that my intention was not on purpose. So rather than being told to leave like I initially expected, Ed gently put an arm around me and slowly walked me out, his disposition and energy telling me to be at peace and carry on with my time at the shops rather than getting upset. The last scene of the dream showed me and RV walking around the shops and finally getting our McDonalds with a small packet of fries in my hands. The dream then ended.



Dream No. 636
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 9 DEC - 2019



Dream No. 634 - Choosing A Wedding Outfit

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was in a completely unknown area. I couldn’t make sense of what was going on specifically at the start. It’s when I saw a few people around in fancy clothes that I realised there was some wedding that was about to take place in the grand foyer of what looked to be like an exhibit building. There were familiar faces I can remember as well, including Elsie Lovelock (a singer from Hazbin Hotel) who was wearing some sort of white-gold dress, as well as my high school friend CF who was wearing a dark pink dress; half way between hot pink and plum.

Elsie looked like she was generally showing off, whereas CF seemed to have this energy towards me, without saying anything, that she wasn’t my friend in this dream, like she didn’t care about me or even want to associate with me. The fact is that I was not wearing clothes that were suitable for the wedding and so looking at Elsie and CF was a huge discouragement for me. I then also came across EBo and he wasn’t wearing suitable clothing either (he was just in his daggy casual wear) but he had a stone cold look on his face, like he knew I was going to approach him for help but he didn’t want to hear one bit of it.

Just then, my dad came up to me and said that ‘Dreamy EBo’ was willing to take me to find a suitable wedding outfit. He added that Dreamy EBo would take me via room 68, 69, 71 or 72. As my dad was saying this, the dream camera showed a foyer with four elevators in it; two on each side. So I realised that 68, 69, 71 and 72 must have been the elevators, whereas room 70, which was not mentioned, must have been the small sub-foyer. The result of this dream would be multi-functional with Dreamy EBo taking me for a wedding outfit but also elevator practise at the same time.

As my dad finished describing what would happen, I felt a large hand on my back and it was the exact same energy as EBo, only I could see EBo still standing in the distance and looking cold and unwelcoming, so through the process of elimination, this was believed to be Dreamy EBo himself. As my dad now got left behind and Dreamy EBo escorted me towards the elevators, I woke up.



Dream No. 634
Dream Guide: Dreamy EBo
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 4 DEC - 2019



Dream No. 633 - The Tall People's Parade

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my local shopping centre close to home. I was walking around the Reject Shop when the scene seemed to go into a sub-scene, although it was still playing in first-person mode. There were all these people, stretched out to be really tall, walking down this area that was like a railed balcony, somewhere high up near the ceiling of the shopping centre. They all seemed to be spaced apart and proceeded in an orderly fashion towards the escalator going down to my level.

Within that line of people, there seemed to be a few familiar faces. One of the first people in the procession I can remember looked like CP, a fellow primary-schoolmate that passed away in 2015 in real life. There was someone further down the line and I thought to myself, “this person reminds me of 18-Volt”, although he didn’t look like the game version of 18-Volt. He looked even more realistic than in his Game and Wario portrayal. In this scene, his attire wasn’t clear yet.

However, the dream went back to me being in the Reject Shop, and the person that reminded me of 18-Volt came walking into the store; I soon realised that this was 18-Volt. He had realistic human flesh and had brown hair (lighter than usual) that fizzled into a skinny upper ponytail. His face had a squarish shape and he didn’t seem to be wearing any glasses. His clothing was a mid-blue tracksuit jacket with light grey tracksuit pants. Despite a fairly different appearance this time, the radiation of 18-Volt’s familiar energy made me feel comfortable immediately.

There was a problem though, and this was that 18-Volt was ridiculously tall. I told the dream to compress him to be shorter, and this ended up actually happening; I saw him start to shrink downwards. At one point though, he became too short, so I gave a specific description to the dream that I should be just below his shoulder in regards to height. The dream put me right up against him and seemed to slow down to emphasise the height correcting itself once and for all.

He didn’t talk at all in this dream, but he had an extremely pleasant disposition throughout the whole dream. I was shown walking towards him again and this time, we hugged each other. He then put his hand on my back and escorted me out of the store but that’s when things in the shopping centre started to get weird. In-fact, the main atmosphere of the shopping centre now felt dark and somewhat scary. There were two sets of escalators near each other and it also felt like the lights were off and there was this sort of cold, grey mist lingering around.

Some of the escalators were not working and so there didn’t seem to be anyway that we could get down to leave the shopping centre. 18-Volt signalled to me that it would be a good idea to attempt to help me with the elevator again. As we got close, he put his arm around me and tried to steady me as the doors opened. I was really nervous like in real life though and didn’t want to step in; yet 18-Volt’s aura seemed to encourage me and there was no sense of pressure coming from him.

As I was extremely nervous, I never went in and the doors had shut after a while. Although 18-Volt still looked pleasant and warm, his aura was now one of disappointment as he slowly escorted me away. I can’t remember what else happened in this dream.



Dream No. 633
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 23 OCT - 2019



Dream No. 631 - You Can Use A Dream Guide

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in the car park of Wheelers Hill Shopping Centre with my family. One of my mum’s friend’s JA entered the scene but I forgot what she was doing specifically. She wasn’t nasty in any way but she was behaving a weird and somewhat uncomfortable manner. I noticed that she was doing something in the black 4-wheel drive that the family was using in this dream.

I then looked towards the entrance of Woolworths and noticed a glowing pink love heart hovering in-front of the door. This glowing pink love-heart meant that a dream guide could easily be summoned, so I took this opportunity. When I got close enough, Dreamy WB automatically appeared, though I ended up politely saying to the dream that I wanted 18-Volt. Dreamy WB walked off and then this energy prompted me to walk closer to Woolworths.

18-Volt appeared in the entrance walkway of the supermarket from a visible field of energy; he was in his complete Warioware Gold appearance. However, despite his cartoon appearance, the cotton on his tracksuit jacket and pants were realistic. 18-Volt opened his arms and prompted me to lean into him for a hug; we ended up hugging for a really long time, for what felt like a few good minutes. He then picked me up and carried me back to the car and JA to help me with the original task I was supposed to do. I don’t remember what happened for the rest of this dream or where the family were.



Dream No. 631
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & 18-Volt
Lucid?: No