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Type: regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

It was nighttime, and I was in the backyard of my house, surrounded by tall wooden fence. The outside of the house was light stucco, and the whole backyard was covered in grass, illuminated slightly by small circular modern lights on the walls of the house itself. There were a few flat, square-shaped stepping stones scattered around the yard. In the middle was a large in-ground pool complete with a few small interior lights, but there was no water inside. Instead, there was fog coming out of it slowly, behaving like smoke but it didn't smell.

I was sitting on the edge of the "pool" with my sister standing beside me. She told me that she didn't want to go in, and so I somehow jumped in right from that sitting position. I was floating in the fog, and then I thought about sinking down deeper into the pool. I began to go down, and I could hardly see anything around me except gray pool wall. I felt my sister tap me on the head and I suddenly resurfaced. She said, "don't go under, or you'll get amnesia."

Well this is my first lucid dream since I've joined, and the 4th Lucid Dream I've ever had.

Anyway, I was out drinking last night and drank myself stupid. Went to bed at around 5:30ish. So I had a dream about somehow losing a few of my fingers. I went into shock( it felt real... or it might have been the alcohol, Not sure :P ) So I went into "shock" and went to go call 911, when I looked at my hand, and my fingers regrew. I was very surprised and clued in I was dreaming. So after that, I had to try and keep my dream from fading and I did a few spins (I heard somewhere that that helped a lot). So after doing that, I tried to fly and found out I couldn't, but I found out I could jump very high. I started climbing building after that sorta of like the assassins creed games, haha.

But yeah at about 7ish my mom woke up and yelled at the dogs, so that woke me up to :/

I remember going from a mortal to a God like thing, creating and stuff. Then I was about to have sex with Hayley from American Dad some other guys came in and demanded they join, it was then revealed that hayley has a "uniboob"

Anyway...

Earlier in the dream I was gonna go cosplay, so I decided to REALLY get into it.. I decided to saw off my left arm right above the elbow because I planned to have a prosthetic attached,

Now here is the weird part...

It was sawed off but couldn't see it? Basically from MY point of view I had an entire arm, but from the elbow down, it just phased right through everything. I took a picture with moms cell phone and THEN I could see the cut, it looked gruesome...

I then later reattached it and I had a scar around the circumference of my arm and I later found myself on a camp crestview like campus and I went around showing it off to everyone...

so ill catch you up on reality first: My aunt has stayed the whole summer at my house. She is in the middle of a divorce,and the court is being unfair to her and mike ( husband) is a b**** who called my aunt bipolar to the court and is taking away all her money and is trying to keep my cousin too. Lea, my cousin is eight and loves her mother more than father, because he scares her, and abuses her pets and such. Abnout a month ago, police officers came into my house, yelled at me and my little sister, searched our house and took away my cousin(note: my aunt and cousin [used to?] live in nebraska, i live in Colorado) And tookm her back 'home'. I havent seen her since and i miss her. My aunt is still working on filing things against mike and is still living at my house.

Dream time:
( i was stupid and didnt write thhe dream down, so this is what i remember from the words i did write down)
There was a hhuge house(my aunt had a huge house before this happened) and my aunt and i were looking for Lea. Mike was there, and he left and we looked on each floor for lea, but couldnt find her. we knew she was there. I looked at a map and saw that there was a seccret floor where mike was keeping her locked up, but before we could find it mike was back and we were terrrified . the the dream faded into another, less-relevant one( My other cousin apparently lucid dreams in her spare time[why diodnt i realize i was dreaming??!])
But does anyone know what this could mean? or did i just have thhis dream because of what is happening?

Went to bed in a very good mood. My girlfriend has come down for the weekend. Feeling rather positive that I'll obtain lucidity -- not necessarily imminently, but I believe the goal is well within reach.

Again it was another bad night for dream recall, sadly.

I had a dream that I was discussing with Dave Chappelle the 'dangers of white people'. He was explaining how he liked to scare them.

Missed Dream Signs:

-Talking to a celebrity as part of everyday life

Very bad dream recall the next morning. Went to bed feeling fairly positive, rather relaxed.

I dreamed that I was having an online chat with James from "wowhobbs", a popular youtube channel. I recall my internet kept disconnecting and interrupting our chat (this is a frequent real life occurrence)

Missed Dream Signs:

-The only sign I noticed that was my room was completely rearranged than that of my waking room.

07.08.2010

Riding Zamor the Unicorn (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Edit: I guess I never uploaded the other dream where I met a crazy unicorn named Zamor. The task of the month was to ride a unicorn which is why I wanted to find him again. He had transformed into a stuffed animal at the end of the dream.

I was in a dream where I was in a cave. The cave then spill up to the left and right and to the front. There was a red piece of slime that was pulling itself around to my right. There was a door in front that was locked with chains and a series of chambers to my left. Oh this is a Zelda dungeon. I need to be lucid and ride Zamor. I destabilized to black but pulled my ego point into an image of my kitchen. I saw my sister and four of her friends waling into the kitchen. I waited for it to stabilize visually a bit before I was in a body and the rubbed my hands and knees. My sister and her friends had a pizza on the counter so I picked up a slice and ate it to cover the taste sense. I picked up a bowl of butter and smelled it and everything was stable. Wow this dream channing is getting so easy now I can completely go back into a dream in like 20 seconds. I really needed to go to the bathroom so I was like darn I knew I should have gone earlier. I woke up and went to the bathroom and went back to bed. It was 8:00 so I had 2 or three hours before I had to get up.

I went back to bed and the next thing I remember was placing in the top 5 for a contest where you have to make a tank with Lego mindstorm. BTW I am a Lego fanatic. We get the chance to make a Lego stop motion animation sponsored by Lego so they supply every thing we need and the 5 winners work together to make it. It has to be a star wars themed video. I am talking about what we should do with one of the other winners and the setting changes and I am in my sisters room. I became fully lucid again and looked at my sisters night stand to see if the stuffed animal version of Zamor is where I left it. Its not so I asked my sister where the stuffed animal unicorn I put in her room was. She said it was downstairs in the hallway closet. I went down stairs but as sone as I got to the closet I woke up.

False awakening but I didn't realize it at the time. The clock said 12:20. I can't believe I slept so late! I went back to bed anyways determined to do the task of the month.

I reentered the dream and was in the room where I was suppose to figure out how to do the Lego video. The same pizza that was in the dream earlier was now on the table. I ate some and tried to stabilize but tried to refocus so I was in my house again. The setting changed and I was in my sisters room. Man all I gota do is go to the closet but its so hard with me waking up every couple minuets. I went to the closet down stairs but as sone as I got there I woke up.

Grah this is probably a false awakening. I picked some pizza up off of my night stand and ate some, this time just because it tastes good. Ya this is a FA I don't even know why this pizza keeps poping up in my dream but it s really good, especially for a thin crust pizza. I went to the hallway and opened it and the stuffed unicorn was no where to be found! I looked down the hall and saw an identical cabinet that shouldn't be there IWL. Oh the other cabinet. I opened it and Zamor the unicorn was there in stuffed animal form. I picked him up and rushed to my family room where there would be room for him. Placed him down and said, "Zamor, transform!" He expanded into a real unicorn now but wait, this time he was slightly pink and his black horn was only two inches long. When I met Zamor he had white fur, a rainbow colored main and a long kick ass looking black horn. He started to throw up which was sort of weird but funny. I started to wake up and knew I didn't have much time. I jumped on and made him take a step forward. A second later I was awake.

Wow, that was sort of disappointing. I don't even think that was Zamor. Atleast I did the advanced task. I need to work on extending my lucids themselves because dream chaining is great but it sort of causes my dreams to be weird.

In my dream last night I was walking through my versions of the Harry Potter universal buldings. Than I was walking with my mom to the GO train station and we walked passed a fence that held eletric wiring or something. Than we were on the platform rushing onto the GO train and than when we got to whereever we were going rushing to get off it. Than after mom and I went to see a play or something. I had the urge to join a dancing class. So I went into a bulding (that for some reason had a ballet slipper on the top of it-but they did other types of dancing too). When I got inside the buidling I was greeted by a woman (who looked a bit like the character Susan from Seamse Street) who asked me two questions. "Do you have any previous experience in dancing?" I said "No I don't" Than she asked me "Why do you want to learn to dance?" I reply "I want more skills aviable to me." Than I was asked to sign a book and when I was signing the book I notice a section for "dogs".

I am at my sister-in-laws house in England but it does not look like her house except that it is old like hers. I am in a bedroom and an acquaintance from work comes in with his son who is about 5 years old in my dream (he is actually about 13 but the last time I saw him he was about 5). They want something from me but I don't remember what it is.

I then find myself taking a shower in the kitchen. There is a curtain separating the shower but I can hear what everyone is saying. My S.I.L. is saying that her husband is addicted to a strange and little known drug. I say from the shower that she should not worry as I have been addicted to every drug there is and that it is easy to get off them!

Next thing I know, I am meeting a bunch of people off a bus and my daughter is with me. I am wearing a white cotton sundress with very thick black tights. I walk with my daughter to a ferry terminal and wait in line.

Next thing I am back at my sister-in-laws house in the same bedroom as before and my daughter picks up my tights which I must have taken off and says "Mum, these tights are way too big, you should have bought the size smaller". I told her that I like them to be big.

I am then in a hallway which I believe to be in the same house and see a big old dog. I pet the dog but am told not to pet the dog as it has to be put down and he is taken into a cubicle and given a pill. He comes out of the cubicle and I am relieved as he seems to be okay. He then starts to get all wobbly on his feel and I am very upset. I wake up.

I am at a party to celebrate my lucid dreaming. Everyone is dressed up. The party is held at a big mansion with a long driveway leading up to it. It is in the countryside with no other houses around.

August 7, 2010

Shed break-in
Had this dream in the first cycle of the night! These ones always impress me, for some reason. They're usually quite vivid for first-cycle dreams.

It's night time, and I was at work, monitoring the cameras. I had one camera feeding from a lot that was across the street from my building. I see these two guys in there try to attack this maintenance shed in the middle of the lot (DS = Watching people commit crimes). There are some expensive tools in there. They only attacked the shed door once though, so I guessed they weren't really serious about breaking into it, so I thought I would call the police non-emergency line to get them removed. However one of the tenants in the building distracted me from completing this task (I can't remember how).

Back to watching the cameras, for some reason, I couldn't get them to move, now, so I could get better views (DS = technology not working properly). I saw this orange glow coming from off to the side and I saw flashing lights. I wondered if there was a fire next door? I stepped outside to the sidewalk and noticed that it was just a very bright street light. One of my co-workers decides to go outside and patrol the parking lot, since we can't get the cameras moving, now.

I went back inside to fiddle with the cameras. I still could not get them to work, and I suddenly thought my co-worker has been outside for a really long time. I went outside to survey the lot. I got this bird's eye view, and saw those two guys from before, still there, and then I saw my guard lying on the ground, struggling to get back up. I watched, horrified, as one of the criminals stomped on my co-workers' chest and kicked him.

I shouted at them, and they saw me. "Oh, shit!" one guy said, once he realized they were being watched. I realized they saw me. They took off after me as I ran across the street, back to my building. I got inside the door just in time to put it between us, but I wasn't sure if I would be successful in locking it. Didn't matter, because the slamming shut of the door is what startled me out of my sleep.

Elise's house
I'm visiting with my friend, Elise. She has this awesome house in the middle of the woods. Most of the dream is just me hanging out there and nothing really happening. The house had large, tinted windows, and a glass door, also tinted. Inside, was all white walled and white furniture. It was, as I said, very awesome.

I remember leaving at some point and talking with Elise again later on. She mentioned this scary thing happened after I'd left. This bear came up to the front door and tried to attack her house.

August 6, 2010

School dance
I was sitting in school behind this guy I really liked. We were chatting about the dance coming up.

[Finding shoes]
I was at this store, trying to find shoes to go with my dress. i happened to be in my dress, at the time, and this was right before the dance. My dress was a light blue colour with a white filmy over-lay thingy.

Hillary and Norma
I was downtown, getting some food for lunch. i wanted to stop into this buffet place called Marcello's where I used to go when I worked for them.

I ran into Hillary and Norma (my former employers for the company I got really depressed while working at) on my way there, and they asked me how I was. i said was receptioning again, but it was for a radio station, so I was really happy.

In the shop
I was in the shop, and the cashier was lecturing me on eating good food. He asked me to guess his age and birth date. I observed his face and noticed very few lines, so I guessed he was 32. I was wrong, he was 39.

For the date, I blanked my mind and March 2nd screamed in my head. I asked him if I was right, and he was surprised and dismayed - I was right.

In hindsight, I wonder why my brain was obsessed with the number 32? I got his age wrong, but March 2nd is also 3/2...

So I started following the "Infinity" Lucid Dreaming Course last night. Here are the two dreams I had:

We are outside of our house, my wife and I, at night.
Leah says her mom wants me to hang out more.
I get mad and say I can't and don't have the time.
She says I can visit on Sunday.
I tell her it's my only day off and I already waste half of it as it is.
I realize I'm runnin late to work and stomp off at 9:50.
I walk up a sidewalk and it seems like it's night time.
I see three dogs that look like my parents dogs and they bark at me. Leah laughs

This next dream is a bit more intense, detail wise. This singer from a local band, Kirkland is their name, is working at the gas station next door to my real life work. I remember going over to visit, it was still night like my first dream, and I was incredibly nervous. So she's walking around or whatever. And then for some reason I see her hanging out with this singer from this other local band, Matter of Fact, like in real life. And then I'm driving up from east of the gas station, still dark, and listening to a song that both of those singers did together. It was kind of trippy.

And suddenly a guy I barely know/talk to and I are going into this tiny and abandoned tennis court. It's right by the highway and fenced up as if it were a prison. Creepers and vines are everywhere and leaves cover the court. It was sort of mystical. I say to the other guy, Nate, "Man. It's been forever since we got a good tennis game in." And we start to play tennis. I just remember the court is cramped and we're trying to play, still at night, and Nate mentions something about how he "hates it when people return in that area. It's so cheap.

So nothing crazy awesome tonight. The dreams were interesting. I honestly didn't sleep very well and had to force myself to take down notes for this DJ entry. I'm moving on to day 2 of the Infinity Course. I tried willing myself into SP last night and I could get to the point where I was completely numb but I was too awake to fall asleep.

August 6th: failed to recall

August7th: I drove my brother past frontier park. Then I remember him driving back and almost killing us. It never showed us getting back home. But I was at home in the next part. Our whole street turned into a pool and there was a waterslide randomly standing in the middle of the pool. All I remember is I'm worried about my little brother jumping off the waterslide. My other brother Brett was also in this dream.

I had two abstract dreams yesterday.

Stuck in China:

The streets are very dirty, and very crowded with people walking through. I had no money with me at all. I walk around for awhile and find a restaurant on a street corner. For some reason I go in and order the most expensive thing on the menu. After eating it, I had no way of paying for it. I spent the rest of the dream running around attempting to find a way to pay for the food. More towards the end of the dream, I saw an open door with a sign that I couldn't read, so for some reason, I went inside. There was this rather large ginger lady that said she was the owner of the shop. She also said it was a tattoo parlor and that her name was Britney Spears!

My Old School:

I was at my old school for some reason, and it was the last day of school there. My logic in the dream was that I was there to say Hi to all of my old friends that I have not seen in a long time. So, after school lets out kids are running out of the school rejoicing that it was the last day. I saw a lot of my friends that I haven't seen in years, I called there name and they didn't even look at me, like they didn't recognize me, or couldn't hear me. Then some kid tried to steal my Zune out of my pocket, and when I looked over he vanished. It was a strange dream, I kept trying to talk to people but no one seemed to be able to hear me, or see me. I was ignored by everyone, WTF!?

My recall is getting better, I remembered lots of details about these two dreams, very long, very detailed.