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I remember my dreams when I first wake up, resolve to remember, and then...forget. Oops. I know this one was really in depth.

All I can recall is meeting the Starkids again, and they liked my new glasses. I was surprised they noticed.

Something had to do with mom. Oh, right, she found my diary- and I said, "mom, it was two years ago" which isn't accurate but whatever.

Did it have something to do with ghosts/paranormal state? I really wish I could remember!

I was dreaming last night and I was fighting a dragon, my dream guide. All of a sudden a dude in an altair/enzio cloak appeared named ravenwind and helped me out. Long story short, that was a real person, I think. he was with this other dude. So, i am lookiing for you ravenwind. If yyou see this, tell me if you were in my dream.

Lucid Non-Lucid

Im sitting on a dumpster in the back parkinglot of my school with a friend, when suddenly my mom pulls up and starts yelling at me. i think "wtf... i dont have to deal with any of this.... why is she in my dream anyway? and then i am lucid, its amazing and i completely ignore my mom, and walk into the school, not knowing what id find. im in a boring bright room of course. there is a door on the other side, and i remember to stabalize. i keep saying more lucidity now, untill it was so clear and bright it hurt my eyes. then i went on. in my dream, i already forgot it started at the school, so beyond the door was anything but the school. it was a giant underground cavern, with crystals all over the walls of the cave, and in the center spanned a large lake. i could see from where i was various temple like structures were built around the lake, but i never got to them. i was on a great ledge overlooking the lake, and the ledge was so large a small town was built on it. i went up some stairs, and through the first door i could find, and found one of the girls i like in a dark blue tank top and a short skirt. i started making love, but the dream faded or something, and i may have unknowingly DEILD'd back into it, but after it faded i was back in, and decided to explore the dream before i ruined it with sex. so i found myself on a street going down hill with some street lights on it. i figured i would try to fly down it to see if i could. i recalled some non lucids where i almost flew, ran and jumped. well i jumped high, and far, but i still came down to the ground, however slowly. it wasnt flying but it was fun so i did it untill the bottom of the hill. then i figured id visit another girl i liked. but this time i wanted to open up a portal there, not just walk. so i remembered a video game where 6 astral hands came down, and then grabbed something in the center of them and pulled apart revealing a portal. i did just that, 6 purple hands come down, looking like they were made of glowing glass and opened up a portal. for some reason when the portal was finished the hands became strange orange/yellow/green flowers made of stone and vines connected them. i could see nothing in the portal but jumped in anyways. i was in swirling darkness, with dark blues purples and yellows floating around me (idk if this was the back of my eyelids). i told myself this was the space in between dreams, which i named the void, and it was swirling thought the dream would form out of. sure enough after a minute the dream formed around me, and i was in a different part of the same area. i went into the closest building and saw the girl i was looking for. she was in a white dress, and i asked her if she wanted to have some fun. she replied, sure, but after i attend to all my guests. i was like wtf but turned around and there were a ton of people lined up at the door. i guess she was some sort of politician or priest or some high ranking authority figure and they all came for advice, so naturally i started kicking people out to lock the door. one old lady said "would you really kick little old me out?" i responded with "yes, you arent real". this whole thing seemed like to much trouble since they were still breaking down the door to get in, and i just kind of said screw this, ill make her appear in a new location. so i figured she'd be at the mall, so i left through my still open portal, and waited in the void untill the dream formed. i dropped through the ceiling to a store in the mall, which was being robbed. they held me hostage and i lost lucidity and woke up. this is probably my longest lucid, and i was able to maintain decent controll and lucidity throughout so its in my top 3 favorites.

(Melissa wakes me up just when I fell asleep and I feel it influenced the dream)
*Its somewhere around our house in Czech. There is Michaela. I can see ropes running from our green house to the garage of the neighbouring house. Then Michaela says she is about to give birth. But she falls. Then she gives birth to a girl, with a nice chubby face.

Semi-Lucid

This was and is my very worst lucid dream. in fact, its more of a semi lucid. anyway, i forgot how i realized i was dreaming, but i did on top of a mountian.
of course, the first thing i wanted to do was go see my crush for some "fun" so i broke off some tree bark from a tree and used it to sled down the hill, expecting her to be at the bottom. my lucidity was really low and it didnt feel like anything when going down the slope (wasnt that big, more of a small hill) and at the bottom i came to my school. i knew she was in there, so i went inside, and found her but the bell rang. everyone ran out of school, including her, and i followed since she walked home in this dream. anyway she walked into the woods behind the school, and i was having some trouble moving, and someone (forgot who) started yelling at me. i thought, im dreaming, shouldnt i be able to do whatever i want? then it ended.There was no control, even sledding down the hill was more of like watching someone else do it. it was also very fuzzy and my thoughts were clouded. deffinantly wins the worst lucid award.

25.02.2011

Confusing Apartment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 10:30pm Friday, February 24-25th, 2011
6:15am
Hours: 7:45m Alarm: 6:00 Natural Awakening: 3:16am
WILD: No

When i woke up at 3 in the morning i didn't really think about anything except turning off my alarms andgoing back to sleep, so i didn't bother to recall any dreams then. So when i woke up again for school at 6, i was flustered with dream after dream coming to me all at once, this had never happened before and i was SO confused. I only remember one dream.

I was new to an apartment and i was figuring out how to wind my way through the crazy lay out of the rooms. I had a certain rhythm that i had to walk to in order to ge there effectively. I was trying to get up some steps, and it was very dark. A distraught looking woman was walking up and down the stairs. Frankly, she aws terrifyingly scary. She was muttering and talking to herself, and i was worried. That last thing i remember from the dream is walking up and down failing at getting my rhythm, and i asked her to stop. And then it ended.

23.02.2011

School Mall and Water Park (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 9:30pm Wednesday, February 22-23rd, 2011
6:00am
Hours: 8:30m Alarm: 6:00 Audio: None
WILD: No

Yet again i woke up naturually, but this time it was at around 2 in the morning, and a second time at around 4 in the morning. When i did the waking up, i immediately and alertly sat up and said, " Yup, i woke up." And then checked the clock.

I was on the second level of the school, and i needed to go down to the first floor. As i was walking down the steps that lead into the East Atrium, the step wound more than usual and there were numerous couches lined up in the outside of the stairs. They were out of the way so people wouldn't trip or be blocked by them. There were names engraved in the couches. The intercom was saying something along the lines of the fact that the names of really scholarly people and people who have achieved great things at Lakewood High School. I aspired and knew that i would be on ther ein the very near future. So as i got closer to the bottom of the stairs, i saw Mr. Castagna and another administration official. I was fairly far away and i could hear them anyway. They were talking about me as i walked down. They said things about how well behaved i was and how shocking and delicious my smell was. I smiled and kept going trying to avoid them so they wouldn't see me. I saw a glassed in room where there was a water machine thing. It was a water park of some sort. My whole family was there, and i wanted to avoid them, so i went in, tried it out, and left before they could see me, and afterwards i was out in the hall of the mall and as they came out i ran to hide form them. And that's all i can remember.

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23.02.2011

New Semester Math Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream starts out in my math class. It's the start of a new semester and all new people are in the class. Jacob was there, and for some reason i came in late. I was flustered as i looked for papers and things and tried to get ready. People were talking around me and there was one girl in particular who was talking to me, i was listening, but not intently. Jacob was talking andi could hear him talking in an extreme New York accent, and it was relaly entertaining. But the thing is, he only did that when we had a class together. I was talking about it and laughing about it as the class went on. And then it ended.

Afterwards, i had a false awakening in which i told Jacob about the dream i had with him in it. I've done this a few times before where i tell people about dreams i've had with them, but in a False Awakening.

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23.02.2011

Walker's Diary (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This dream was short and sweet. Walker and I were in my living room talking with some other people, and he was writing in a diary that had the word "Wednesday" on it. I was curious as to what information was going into his dairy. So i wanted to grab it. Before i did i figured things in it would involve what he has done wrong and what he's gone through. So i grabbed it, and he chased after me, and instead of trying to get me, he grabbed MY diary, causing me to give his back. Then it ended.

The past few nights haven't been particularly successful, a mix of drinking and just enjoying my chance to sleep away from uni.

Dream 1 involved me being in Bournemouth and finding out that I was only actually 10 minutes away from London. An old friend of mine called Ellen showed me how to get there. We were at the top of a mutli storey car park which also had a lot of bicycles parked in it too. We opted for the stairs instead of the lift and ended up walking along a really clean street with a huge skyscrapers. I remembered that I had to meet my girlfriend at one point though and had to leave.

I could recall the other dream until about 5 minutes ago so will take some time to remember it and edit later.

DILD

Tuesday on valerian I had restless sleep, Wednesday I had vivid and emotionally encumber dreams and now thursday I had a lucid dream. I also lived to Ninja 9578's adio called Subliminal Lucid 2.0 which I will listen to again tonight to test it again.

My dream last night was different then other lucid dreams I've had before. I gained lucidity from a RC on a clock, but my lucidity slowly wore off. I first remember being on grass and seeing my dad clipping a hedge, I approved him and told him he's not real, to which he busily blew me off with a mumbled response as if he had something more important to focus on. I then engaged my senses by laying in the grass, focussing on a catapullar infrong of me. The sun was on my back like summer and the air smelled like it too. I learned to fly in a roller coaster pattern and headed off to a friends house, until I was knocked over by some skater punks. I tried to use my powers but they wouldn't work for some reason. Later in the dream I was told by a doctor I have no powers which led me to continue the normall dream, but I don't want to go into all that.

Recall:4
Lucidity:4
Length:6
Control:5
Clarity:6
Likemindedness:3
Dreamscape:5
Overall:5

25.02.2011

The Extraordinary Outdoors (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I am in an unfamiliar building, though I've been here before in dreams. It's sort of like a school, of sorts, and it's located in a remote locale up in the mountains. Inside I find myself in a well-lit hallway. The lighting of this place is always a strong white glow, almost like natural sunlight. There are some troublemaker characters here, and they're talking about their reckless lifestyle. I caution them to take life a bit more seriously (though not too seriously). Not certain that I got through to them, I decide to take off for the exit.

I step outside to a forested mountainscape view of unsurpassable beauty. I know I'm dreaming, there is no need for a reality check. I hear some rustling in the foliage nearby and wonder if it's a bear. Not seeing anything I continue along a dirt path through the trees leading away from the academy's main entrance. I consider making a portal (after all, there are things my waking self would like me to do while lucid), but am too caught up in the beauty of this dreamscape to seriously entertain leaving. I've never become lucid here before, and I just want to soak it all up.

I walk further down the path and catch glimpses through the trees of vast valleys and majestic mountains off in the distance. The air up here is so pure, so crisp, so fresh! The sunlight is so clean, so bright and warm! This is definitely a place I need to come to more often. I feel the energy of it. It's vibrating all around me, washing through me, becoming a part of me.

I look at the ground beneath me. The twigs, leaves, specs of dirt and tiny rocks--the detail here quite possibly surpasses that of waking reality. I take a look at my hands--a red flag goes off that this experience is about to end--and instead of stabilizing I decide to just observe. I look at the lines, the shadows, the overall texture. It's incredible. I've had detailed lucids before, but this is just mindblowing.

Reality starts to fade--to dissipate, really. I am sad to see it end, but know that it is time to wake. I slowly reenter consensual reality and find that, indeed, that the hour is getting late.

Wow this was a big dream, at first I was in the shopping mail for some reason then I went up some steps. I think I went come to discover that my parents invented a time machine. Then somehow it broke the first time we used it.

The year was 1968 in my dreams.

I was back at my house but other people where living in it and I had to look around, then I've noticed then and there I was a kid again. I wasn't born around that time so I don't know why it was that way.


I was walking down my street and noticed a bunch of kids playing across the street in there front yard. I quickly ran over to check them out hiding behind a bush. A cute little blond hair girl came out and looked at me and I talked to her. Naturally I didn't tell her that I was a time traveler.

Me: Hello, I just noticed you guys playing and was wondering if you would like to hang out.

She just gave me a smile and I followed her inside the house where I met her family. I was unsure where her mother was then she took me out to the mall. We where going to get something to eat when I noticed my Dad in his earlier years was going to go into a recruiting center to get into the military. Some girl that followed me and this one girl I was hanging out with, she is going for Dad.

Unknown girl grabs my fathers hand and suggested that they go somewhere else.

My dad dropped everything and followed her led. I knew instantly this was bad and would unbalance everything I knew about the present time. I followed them and the other that was with me was gone, and I watched as they got ice cream together where talking. I felt like somehow I messed up inside and now my present time is going to pay the consequences for my actions.

I went into 3rd person mode when I went into a moment of sadness, what I saw wasn't me crying but a girl that was suppose to be me.

This is the short summarized version of the dream.

Last nights dream was as non-lucid as could be. I didn't reliaze it was a dream until I woke up.

It all started out at a Paramore concert. I was sitting, front row, and waiting for the band to start. People all around are screaming for the band to come out.

Without hesitation, I stand and walk out just as Haley takes the stage. Noise echoes and explodes throughout the area.

I'm outside and taking it easy when I hear someone come up behind me. When I turn I see a man.

He's tall, maybe five nine, with never ending blue eyes and strawberry blonde hair. Those amazing eyes were concentrated on me and I nodded in a 'hello' gesture before closing my eyes and leaning against a brick wall.

"Lexie."

I blink and look at him confused.

"Why did you leave me Lexie?" his eyes were cold and I stand straight up. "Why didn't you come to me?"

I blink, shocked and shake my head smiling.

"You must have me confused with someone else," I said with forced cheeriness. "My name's ____"

The man is suddenly in front of me, holding onto my shoulders, and I try to get away, even resorting to biting him, but he doesn't loosen his hold.

He kisses me, his tongue gliding effortlessly into my mouth and I bite down as hard as I can. It was as if he didn't feel it as he tightened his hold on me and deepened the kiss.

Someone comes out saying my name and I wake up from my dream.

I was arguing with my dad. My dad is usually a trigger to go lucid because he has passed, but I didn't .

So we were walking along when someone passed me on my left. I put my hand on my dad's shoulder and moved closer to him to let the guy on my left go by without bumping into me. My dad said, "You see, I'm not really comfortable with that since your mad at me."

I couldn't believe it. Then I started jogging and throwing punches to the air as if I were in training. I think this was a throwback to a punishment he once gave me.

I felt a little silly. I'm not really a fighter, so I felt as though I was being disingenuous, but I kept on because I was mad. At one point I jumped up. I had some great hang-time. This was another chance to go lucid, but it didn't happen.

The End

Dream - Lucid - AP

I remember my brother fixing me up with some dude that came over here from out of state (maybe out of the country? Can't recall). I never agreed to it, he just kind of did it without my approval. The guy was staying at our house, and was one of my brother's friends. My mom told me I needed to stop dating so much. I thought "I didn't even agree to this...my brother set it all up!" This all happened in my family's kitchen.

The next thing I remember is walking outside, and seeing a playground-type thing on the edge of the water of a lake. I thought to myself "Isn't that dangerous for the kids to have the playground in the water?" There was a wooden bridge leading out to it. I started walking on it. I remember a piece of the old, rotting wood cracked under my weight, but I kept going. I recall seeing two very big, gross spiders (I hate spiders in waking life). I didn't freak out too much, but just tried to avoid them. I remember one scuttling away.

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I was in my family's kitchen again, writing a letter to someone, asking them what they thought my spirit animal was. I think this person was supposed to be an expert on deep dreaming-type things. I told him about the dreams I've had with dogs and bears (real dreams that I've had, not false memories). I don't remember ever receiving a reply, but throughout the dream, I kept thinking about my spirit animal, and whether or not it was a bear.

Totally missed that chance at becoming lucid . Oh well, it is what it is. Maybe next time.

02/25/10

I'm Alex and she's Nikita and – shit! I throw myself behind a set of crates as a blaze of gunfire lights up my trail.

"We have to take the south exit!" she shouts over the noise.

"They've anticipated your escape route," I shout back, "It's an ambush!"

"We don't have a choice!"

Splintering wood and conveniently placed explosives under piles of precariously stacked crates – we make a dash for the exit. Don't stop when you're in the open, I tell myself, sprinting across the lawn, It's when you're most vulnerable, and we dive into the river and Alex closes her eyes.

Caught in the slipstream, I nudge at Alex/Nikita. Don't hold your breath, I say. Breathe. It won't hurt you.

Alexandra. Scare Factor: 2.