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I had a pretty fun dream or dreams but they weren't lucid .What did I do differently ? One thing that was different was that i had more of a one long sleep period without wbtb while everything else was the same. I did awake in between but went back to sleep immediately. Maybe the eating pattern was also different. Spent more time Indoors as well.

Dream :
I first dreamt that I was eating food with classmates we ate just food and stuff for an afternoon. The last thing I ate was an ice cream shaped like banana where you could squeeze out ice cream. Pretty tasty.

Dream:
I was a demon king of some sort after getting defeated I think. Lost contact with followers and I had I collect the 12 elemental orbs (fire water nature etc .) to gain powers. Just going on adventures in different places to find them . One particular old tower had evil priests guarding the orb of darkness it was a purple black orb that was a little bigger than an walnut that gave a very beautiful lustre from within. Had procured about 4 or 5 of them in the end I think.

Part2:
In the part 2 of the dream I was the right hand of the previous demon king. I was a dark angel or fallen angel with black wings also on the quest of recovering orbs. There were old buildings and I encountered a big priest tall and pretty wide. I had to escape from him. He was really quick for his size but I had my pitch black wings. I just shook all my body s might and flew slowly. Had to level up my stats but decided to do it later since I did seem to be able to get away from my enemy although barely.

-influenced by some story

I had 3 lds the last one I am trying to recall. I thought I'd try to stay still and try for deild like last night so didn't jot much. I was non lucid after though, maybe it's because I forgot to meditate or visualize doing it first thing in ld to set my mind in proper state. Still was doing mild and multiple sleep periods.

I was just lucid from beginning of dream. I think it was WILD.

Ld1: I am in a futuristic building. The interior looked similar to what you sold see inside a futuristic spaceship sort of thing. In looking around and find a special room. It's interior is round like ( ) but hexagon like. I got the impression that it's sort of a simulation machine like vr but more powerful. It was used by ppl to experience stuff that felt real. I am in there and a scene begins to materialize that was produced by this room bits by bits.

Ld2: I was in an amusement park like place. I think it began near a vending machine and I was looking at it. I was walking across seats of a ride to the other side of it where my classmates of this trip were. It was like a field trip and we all hanged out for a while. There was a skinny guy in the group that treated me badly and I tried to confront him alone. Show him whos boss. But I had sensations that I needed to pee pretty badly so I decided to wake up to pee.

Ld3: it was short, did not write - I think it was same place as ld1 but it was a school instead.
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Nlds: I was at a beach. Fusion of senses.

I had10 LD this week maybe 11. One earlier in the week and 9 today. Will write down stuff from today to note what I did. And maybe add dreams from earlier in the week later.

Practices :
A nap earlier on Sat afternoon was tired sleep dep, 2-6pm ish.

Did Mild here before sleep

Then again from 1130-3am, 8 ld

Slept one more sometimes in the morning maybe 9-10am one ld

**I also remembered visualizing myself meditating in sleep

For mild I just said mantra in 3 languages first, then asked my subconscious if it thought we could do it. Then addressed any feelings or doubts with past examples. Repeated in other language. Then repeated mantra with excitement.

Night dreams : maybe missed one more bbq themed ld

Nld: I was reading a book of sorts that could transform into comic book and stuff. As I flipped pages it had touchscreens each page and you could play games and stuff pretty cool.

Wake: wake up a bit and hear sounds just lay still thought about ld maybe or just relaxed. Also took non ld related supplement and drank water.

Ld: I was in my bedroom and I felt very scared or nervous. I walked towards the bathroom and an electric blue lightening like thing flashing in the room. I decide to sit down to the left to meditate.

Ld: I think I was back in the bed rm with same fear. I decide to meditate again.

Ld: I recalled I mediated in dreams twice already so I should keep having lds. I began rubbing my hands to clarify the environment.
It becomes clearer and it was a BBQ scene with some ppl I knew.

Ld: I was at home by the breakfast table. I just let the dream play. It was sped up progression of events of a life of I'd live in a certain way. I just observed the events. Mostly social media . I headed outside and climbed outside on roof. Then on neighbors roof. There were endless amounts of wooden planks and I kept climbing.

Ld: I was back at the BBQ scene earlier I found my mom. I was parkouring around like last dream while ppl cooked BBQ.

LD: It Das all darkness. Could not see anything. I began to pretend to swim and in a bit I swam on water, appeared at a shore. Either beach or lake. More likely a lake. Saw ppl on shore maybe we friends. Maybe bbqing again lol. Walked on shore I think .

Ld: I was at a kind of a strange sex workshop or something. Wanted to get out of there. Bunch of ppl and symbolism regarding sperm.

Ld: I was at kitchen, at breakfast table again. I saw my parents with nicely grilled chicken thighs on the table likely bbq, browned and liked crispy and moist. I ate some and it was delicious. I talk to my parents standing to the left and tell them.
"I know this is a dream so I can tell you that I love you." they embrace and hug me with a pained bittersweet smile.

I head out to the other kitchen where the garage was suppose to be. They're were chefs there cooking with tall pots. I wake up crying.

Notes:
Blue lightening was related to something I wanted to meet from a book.

Went to 2 BBQ the 2 days prior. I was disappointed with the second one. Rude hosts. The ribs were hard as tree bark and the chicken wings tasted expired. I suppose it influenced dream theme. Ate the ideal chicken I wanted in dream.

My friend talked about how she took sex workshop, likely the source of that dream.

I also did not dream much last day or two, sleep dep.


Morning dream :

LD: I was on a paved road by a shore of a lake. lucid. I saw a beautiful tree and approached it. I observed its leaves and it was a pine tree. I decided to chew on some of the needles and try to taste its juices. It was too dry though and I couldn't taste the sour juices.

-saw a couple of beautiful conifers during the day

Had a dream about beginning to get along with a guy I hated for a long time. Never had a good time with them in dream but this time things got relatively better.

It was a dream about being split into 2 teams of gangs as we fought. I was fighting lyn and hit his skull against the pavement as it spattered. I felt regret but he was alive somehow.

Later we all met in an apartment allies or enemies. I bought a fake blood that comes from fake lips as a prank online. Overall we get along OK just hang out.

-kind of a personal growth

Yesteday:

dream1: I was in an post-apocalyptic scenario. Recruiting people - we just stood by university avenue and stopped people. Trying to fight against oppressors. Recruited some oppressors.

Our plan was to make alot of burger or sandwiches and send it to them with a false address 350 university ave, while we were in 425 ave to divert their attention. Then we infiltrated their base.

Lasted about 1-2 afternoons.

dream2:

I recall eating in a shitty restaurant.

dream3:

I was facing a gigantic panther on the sidewalk. It was about 12 ft long and pretty big. I decided to run and it chased after me. Someone nearby pat its head, instead of keep running I embraced my fears and pat its head. Well maybe I hit it's head.

Today:
dream1: place to live

I was going to a friends house or something. I met a black guy and a white guy, they were roommates I think. Anyways I meet the black guy's dad at a house and he's pretty cool and balling. The dad and I begin talking about moving to a new place. He asks me where, I say "Hot place, maybe Hot and warm year round... with fresh water source incase of drought...etc"

See some visions of the awesome place and envisioning the possibilities.

Dream 2:

I was at home and a couple of kids were busy fixing an outdoor furnace. I walked out through the back and approached them but it was way too hot so I headed back.

I head inside and one of the little ones come so I find an nes classic console and we play. His brothers come also and were trying to find a game that could be played by four people and a way to get 2 more controllers on it.

dream 3: Simpsons - deild

I awoke and did some deild or raduga, I tried rotating and focusing on vibrations as I fell back to sleep.

I was Homer from the Simpsons. I am lucid. I look around and find grandpa simpson, Abe, on the couch. I'm having some neck pain and tension and couldn't think of a dream goal so I ask him to give me a neck rub. He asks me to pay him and we just haggle the price, $10->$50->$25..etc

I'm still lucid and I think hey.. why am I haggling the price it's a dream. I just tell him we'll discuss it later just go. He proceeds to give me a neck rub and it takes away my pain. As he is massaging my neck he gives me some life advice about utilizing your time better, doing meaningful stuff with your time.

dream 4: HS cafeteria - better than before

I am once again at the cafeteria from HS. I find my friend M and we are just ordering food. I find some fried rice and try to order that but there aren't much of it left. I decide to order something else and they give me a combo with the rice with an actual reasonable price of something like $7.35. I touch the rice, honestly some of it doesn't even have eggs on it and it's just white rice. It's sticky and feels real.

Just some nightmares. Had a stomachache that may have caused it.

Dream was about being chased by pH. D students and fat guy. There were fish involved. They were trying to kill me while I fight them off.

Also dreamed of getting a magical 5 star bow or some sort in second dream.


notes :

Maybe did not sleep well from stomachache or from meditating too long at bed. Was getting tingle on forehead and just being too awake while body was asleep. Could also be caused by a new supplement I took. Dream likely took place during sws.

Pretty good DEILDs on nap

Sleep

Dinner with comedian

I was in an apartment where I lived at university. It was dark there and I was waiting on friends or something. I met the famous japanese comedian Hamada and hang out. He took me to a nice restaurant in a hotel that had a gambling section to the top left.

*always wanted to meet this comedian

Wake

Nap

Pool in school

I was going around some strange building. It had many locked doors and things somewhat futuristic. I found my friend M there but she was a little kid. I just took her and walked around until we were near the pool at school. It was the highschool structurally but slightly different.

Maybe FA/wake

I begin wandering around the school by myself. I think m went to pool. I could not find the pool but I knew I was close. I found a sink with some pretty peaches and a few were flat. I ate one or two and they were pretty ripe and sweet.

I find I'm near the change rooms and look for a way in. But a black teen tells me he and his friends are lifeguards and gotta clean pool soon. I thought about helping but thought forget it. I leave as I watch people clean the pool. I find m.

*no pool in school

I see peaches again may have ate another. I head out and finds a sink to wash my hands. A black guy comes and he washed his hands in same sink he couldn't find soap so I showed him where it was and I squeezed too much soap. He gives me rest of soap after washing. I finish washing my hands.

*every part after is lucid or mostly.

I may have had FA here maybe not. Just became lucid. It was an waiting area with benches and I decided to mediate. Maybe people were waiting on the train in the next dream.

FA/wake

I am back near the area and find my friend Alison.

Wake, stronger awakening


Long train ride - many DEILD, order may be slightly wrong (seperated by FA/wakes)

I am still lucid and in a train ride. Some people from last steam. I decided to mediate.

Wake

I find my friend Alison again.

Wake

I asked if anyone knew how to be omnilucid, no one answered . I walked deeper into one way of the train looking for a sage i find someone.

Wake

I am decided to play a video game. I wanted to see what it s like. Tried playing Mario, pretty realistic, worked ok but left button didn't work properly.

Wake

Senses weakened from playing video games so decided to stop.

Wake

Still on train. Getting bored and couldn't think of what to do. Looked for 2 ppl my type to play around.

Wake

I was stretching legs in ways likely not possible. Needed to pee pretty badly though. Was afraid of waking from the need to pee and indeed I do.

Wake

Legs 100% numb when awoke fully was in tree pose. Residual numbness of dream stretching. Was numb until I stretched.


Notes :

Slept in the other bed again for nap

Same meditation technique just noticing things

Used raduga alarm only on nap wanted good sleep for night

Fear of waking woke me up, or maybe DEILD is difficult if you really do have to pee - is it the fear or need to pee that wakes you more?

Every dream after meditation in dream lucid

Another dream goal would help

I was the undercover from the hero association of sort to spy on the evil crime headquarters. I didn't have any special powers initially but gained one as the dream progressed. However I was discovered as the spy and woke. The dream lasted a while and I remember it being fun but didn't jot down much.

Nap pt1

FAs

Stormy weather sucking me to window. Snow filled the bedroom. The next bedroom was also filled with snow.

Realize I'm dreaming.

Wake

Immediately focus on creating the feeling. Leave body in bedroom.

Blurry vision so i rub hands. Get clear. I remember to Meditate. Cross legs. My body begins spinning around the room and I have to do a sit up while cross legged to barely be in the pose. I am being teleported by the involuntary spinning.

Teleport to temple/grave. Statues of gods. More like figurine perhaps 2-3ft tall made out of jade like materials. They were placed atop grey carved rectangular stones.

I have an urge to hum the um sound. I begin to hear deep voices Chanting:

Chanting - "boo haa, boo hoo heeh" in Tibetan chant like voices. It fills the place.

I'm still cross legged floating around. I see more rows of gods. Some unknown. Some known. elephant headed.

Wake

Needed to pee really badly, could have stayed or went back in dream otherwise.


Nap pt2

Couple of FA with lucid moment then

Lucid somewhere in dream, realizing I was just dreaming in previous dream while I'm FA.

Old wooden building upper floor. Professor studying physics defying technology. I look for the device. Few ladies crowding entrance. Baddies showing up from below to take technology. I go inside. Find old guy he melts into couch supposedly he is the guy. There are people laying on couch with a device. A steel ball on one end. I touch it and try to push hand in couch. I go in a bit. Touch it again and go deeper. Get stuck in rubbery leather couch space. It's very unconfirmed I really wanted to get out. Gets out after a while. Trying to escape from baddies. Head to stairs above and go through into ceiling. When I come out I see a event with the previous women downstairs. I am back in time.

I needed to change my form. I find a figurine and transform into her form. The women were looking for the man so I point them towards where I saw the old guy before. I head to the left. The women come back telling me the man is right next to me. They were looking for the relic of "the man. "

Trio of Golden figurines, of a man, a woman and a child. I touch the man and electrical feeling runs through my fingers. They are horrified. Apparently an artifact that electricuted people this artifact was the source of strange tech. I touch the other 2 there and it begins to turn into a warm feeling. Hot, it was buzzing with energy. I rather enjoyed the feeling. It was figurines of holy trinity mother father and son. I held them together as a family and they reacted. My body began to float up and through the sunroof window. The mission to find what was lost from heavens. I keep rising.

Wake FA

I am in an office people are doing coding work. Guy beside me telling me to work. I am still lucid, looking around at people keyboards, codes, and wonder about the mystery of life. That sequential output of all was the resulting output.

Wake

Notes :

The noticing meditation. The i am meditation.

Different bed.

Skippers guide

Raduga alarm.

Remembering last 3 things. (did not do it much today though)

Dreams :

Was with LL, in the city, mall. He ran off to see the race. I went to find him.

Next

In the same city. An esper lady escaping. Her body is shattered. Builds a business over the years and have kids too. Gains a new body.

Next

In a small town, country side. Adventuring. Blood.

Next

At home. A bar became connected to home karaoke night. It had $3 cover. Went back. To the left was another bar, also karaoke. Told one guy why both bars are doing karaoke on same night.


Notes :

Dreams felt maybe 4 days.

2 very short Ld. Was during nap.

First one I was lucid and saw people sitting around me. Their face was vivid and I had a feeling dream was going to end soon. It did.

Second one was short as well. I think i was distracted by something when I woke. Still recalling.

I recalled more of it. I tbink i was seeing the mountains and its forestry and thought to myself "oh I'm dreaming"

Note:

Trying new technique of recalling things I did most recently. I decided on 3 things.

Just very tired lacked sleep. Had to wake to do something so might be cause of reduced recall as well.

Used practical alarm clock audio

Felt like I had trouble sleeping so tried to find a mid way of focus and relaxation. That probably helps lucid.

Combine meditation. Vestibular sound breath

I was in a post apocalyptic setting. Inside a cave in Japan that was a museum site that had kiosks on the right sides explaining the origin of the world to the present. The beginning kiosks were from the north to the south where I was. It was a single path cave like l l.

*may have seen this cave in a dream 1-2 years ago, but only saw the outside. Post apocalyptic setting with tanks. I was running through the forest hiding from army.

My friend M headed to the left side where there was a certain comedian recording a TV show. It was an interview of some sort and I got mixed up into it. I ended up having to sing on the spot even though I was rusty. I got better mid way but not that good. The host kind of had an attitude. He changed or was swapped with a music nerd. He masterfully edited bits of my singing and created something actually good - something like vaporwave.

*thought that my voice was getting rusty the day before

They liked my singing and wanted more. They're was a country style guy with a cowboy hat there who b enjoyed my singing. I was picking out my instrument, the uke but the strings were funky, ++++++ shaped strings and could not find one i wanted.

I was very happy though that people liked my singing.

Wake

I was in a field trip of sorts, it appeared to be a small university building. The students were to compete for votes of their ads or something.

I was hanging out near the cafeteria with a pregnant lady and who watched a movie. It was an action hero movie, only very long. We watched it but the film stopped. It was 1hr and 50 min into the film but apparently it was corrupted or was only the part 1.We could not finish the film. Students begin to show up who were doing the ad thing.

There was some kids who tried to force my votes by sticking their fingers into my ears to grab my attention. Pretty aggressively. I told them I'd sue them!

Find my dad there too in the next building. I told him about events.

*This building is like the building in a pervious dream. Maybe the same one. The one with a kid bullied and me luring and trapping the bullies. My dad was also present in that dream.

Notes: dreams all connecting?

My friend M's mother was eating chocolates. I think she was selling them on a store. Where? Middle of the street somewhere.

-from eating too much sweets maybe

Wake

I was lucid. There was an small opened box to the left. I willed something to appear as rc. And another. Worked both times. I was certain now. For the third item I thought of pills. 2 large finger sized semi opaque black ones appeared. I picked them up and tried to make them be lucidity pills. Swallowed them.

Wake /FA

I was in high school class. There was a boy from elementry school whose face I recalled but not name. He stole my DJ and made fun of its contents. I got it back and hugged onto my DJ like a bear to make sure no one else would steal it. Walking through the hall I find the stairs to the north west corner. Vietnamese gangster kids. There was a guy from hs what was his name? Long hair, reminds me of the programming prodegy from grandmas boy. I quickly try to get away to not get involved but may be too late.

-Fear of judgment or someone I don't like.

Wake

Saw a skinny white limo on side walk, limo but its width was half or normal ones.


Notes :

Remembered to experiment on lucidity when lucid but forgot to mediate first. Always mediate first!

Mediate, then experiment.

Perhaps not enough belief to make the pills work or transform them. Maybe needed to look away briefly or close eyes to transform the pills.

Visualization skills appear to be improving rapidly still.

Cycling of techniques appears to be important. Still experimenting.

Dreams:

I was in a building similar to the jap school again. I think i was on the second floor. About teeth falling out. Went to the first floor diagnosis counter where a couple of people tried to help you. I kept pressing my teeth against my mouth to stop them from falling out. Went to the wrong counter with the lady where they couldn't help me. There was another counter where the guy said he could help but it was too late. Telling me about how my teeth are rotting out etc and stuff about Thailand.

-teeth falling signifying changes. Good or bad? I was trying to resist whatever the change was by holding them in place.

Wake

I woke to outside noise. In one of them awakening I managed to remember to do a technique. I focused on vibrations and it got stronger but I was distracted by the outside noise.

Sleep

I was back in the building similar to the one before. I was chased by some dcs when they found me.

Scene changed fa/or awakening

I was in a pool park and it was a death survival kind of thing. Pretty grotesque. Related to previous scene, either this scene or previous could have taken place first.


Notes:

All nightmares I guess im tired lacking some sleep.

Did remember to do something when awakened as intended even if not the perfect result.

Visualization skills appears to have improved drastically.

Did not get much sleep. Neighbor was mowing lawn for 3 hours, went outside was still mowing lawn. Probably my own fault for sleeping so late. Not much dreams. I could have done much better and taken advantage each time I was awoken by the lawn mower by trying raduga technique. Or DEILD. But was not dreaming much or it was FA on the bed. Instead I was distracted by my own thoughts and feelings of annoyance. But I definitely learned something here.

Dream :

Dreamed about pokemon in a cave. It had mew2 and a legendary dog like pokemon with brown fur and tells star on its head. It was the den of the brown pokemon before it went to extinction as the last of its kind. Mew 2 and the race of brownies were fighting. Perhaps time travel themed.

-Dream seemed random but I did see pokemon couple of times while on computer while browsing so it probably incubated this.

-Also the brown pokemon was somewhat similar shaped to the dog from last night's dream. The dog had yellow pattern on its face too. Connected dream? Kind of


Notes : should do raduga tech or focus on vibe of woken up randomly.

Make use of every opportunity!

I'm wondering if I should focus more on mindfulness rather than grc atm.

Improve meditation.

Expand next time when I get a chance

24th

Playing browser game with Mike, he messed up the bedrm walls in M city house so he needed to repaint it. It was baby blue.

Lucy asked me why I am being difficult as I lay on bed . I said I've seen the unsightliness of human being too blatantly.

-I was sleep depraved this day, not enough sleep for more dreams

25th

Nightmare about getting attacked on social media. Perpetrator: Richard.

Wake

I was lucid. I tried to deepen the dream sensation by rubbing hands but I believe I was too nervous and ended the scene. Vision was present. Sense of touch perhaps weak.

FA

FA into a strange bedroom. Many chances to get lucid. But was convinced I was awakened. I went to the veranda and saw a dog. It had orange spots on face. Something felt off. I didn't really raise this dog?

-dont have a dog, should have got lucid

I believe I didn't question the scene more since upon FA I thought I had sleep walked and done silly things.

Notes:
I should meditate first, then try to deepen. Meditation gives multiple lives or deilds so i can train dream stablization and experiment what works the best.

Meditate, practice then dream goal.