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Empty place
I was in some kind of place in between dreams.

Wake

Talking
I dreamt that my mom and dad were talking.

Wake

Babywipes, lucid

I was in my bedroom. I got up and found my friend Y's backpack near the bed to the left. I open it up and find that it's mostly empty. The bag somehow expands into tent size; this makes me lucid. I am carefully inspecting what's inside th tent now and there's some baby wipes. I'd already took them out of the container so I thought might as well make use of it. I wiped my nether regions. However the skin on my body felt different, the skin felt more blob like or thicker or number kind of.

Felt an urge to pee though,

Wake

Not sure
jotted down something about spiders by go, and amazon in US warehouse.

Doctor & nurse/syringe Lucid


I was laying on my bed and found 2 suspicious looking figure by my feet. It was a doctor and a nurse. The doctor was an old man with white hair and pretty thin, while the nurse was pretty young and carried black hair. They were trying to inject something into me via a pretty large syringe and I was pretty against it.

I thought something was amiss and I am lucid. I thought that since this is a dream I'll probably be ok and calmed my nerves. I asked them to use a smaller needle. They took one that was smaller but I asked for a smaller one yet still.

The nurse pricks my right arm on the soft side opposite of the elbow. I felt the needle prick in and it felt honestly much thicker and solid than it looked. I thought I'd run away right after the injection, or at least explore and check the place out. So I leave right after the injection, when they were distracted. I leave the room and headout. It was an apartment like building and I approach the elevator. It's gonna take too long so I head to the right. There's a bathroom there and I try climbing out the window, but alas the nurse was waiting on me as she was right ouside the window.

Replay. I am back where I was earlier, approaching the elevator again. But this time instead of wasting time, I turn to the left. I find another kind of bathroom and immediately leave via the window. This time I fall down about 2-3 stairs of flight but I am ok. I run through the parking lot and into some tiny dwarf ornamental plants. The nurse was behind me and I was throwing balls of shadow, reminding of SF from dota. I wasn't strong enough so I sought to collect the souls of nearby plants by throwing shadowballs at them. Didn't feel like it was enough. But the nurse was beginning to distergrate a little though. SHe'd lost her human form and was more of a cloud like being now, with a little bit of human shape left. That's when the doctor also shows up, he is also in the cloud form and no longer in the human form.

Wake

Coconut

Something about a dead hog/pig. Eating coconuts, well it was more of like a coconut flavored snack like a chocolate pudding without the chocolate. I remember a few other eating it. someone died, yet he enjoyed his death, perhaps he was suffering.

Brothers

A dream about a family love between a big and small brother. The big brother was named Brian and he had become acquainted with an alien partner. It was under some kind of palm or coconut tree looking tree. So maybe the location is the same as previous dream. Brian leaves the somewhat caveman like community as they were not found of the alien. However they are caught by monsters outside of the town. After they escape, little brother tells the other villagers who were all by a bonfire to leave his big brother alone, and sorts things out.

DJ on projector
I was trying to DJ. It was being projected on a big screen as people were reading it. I kept writing it regardless though.

Coding
improving it rather. I was making changes to a programming language, or improving it. Some found this disrespectful, or maybe they didn't want their sales to go down, so Jim called some people to get me. I was escaping the modern-day style assassins and went inside a bathroom.

Few dreams
missed here/repeated scene of previous dreams. Esp the "brothers" dream was replayed and played out a little differently.

Mall

From mall to B?

Light Dream

I was just beginning to have dreams and my thoughts were directly causing the dream scenes to change, into what I was thinking about. Kind of like a mindfulness feeling or rather seeing the thoughts as a dream form with my eyes. Was close to lucidity likely, since I awoke right when I realized it.


Notes:

-My notes were pretty messy. It was the old jotting style where I just wrote some words down but they were gibberish. I will go back to the new writing style. It should help recall more and prettier writings are much easier to read.

-I also had the lucids in earlier part of sleep.

-I was actually stressed out about something the night before, but I did managed to get lucid. I think that's a pretty good sign that I'm improving my LD.

-I also meditated before bed, perhaps a bit too long. It made me too aware of my body while falling asleep. Was I asleep? It's hard to say. I could tell that my body was falling asleep as the limbs felt like fat sausages. When I meditate too long I get this spinning or whirring sound/sensations kind of.
One thing to note is that I do feel more refreshed after having this experience of "am I asleep" kind of feeling. Even though mentally I think I didn't get enough rest, I could tell that the body does feel more refreshed.


-When I was meditating I also noted on something improving tremendously. Perhaps just noticing how the thoughts immediately affect dreamscape. Although I know this, it's becoming more and more apparent and this knowledge feels like it's getting ingrained in me.

-Didn't dream about schools today, so maybe I got the lesson of the dream finally?

I have slight trouble recalling the first Dream

Mexican shroom
I was on a school trip of a sort down to Mexico. I was with my friend Mike and we were walking the dry yellow dusty road of somewhere near the country side. May have been close to the slums. We were just walking along and find a little convinence store to the left side. We enter it and Mike notices that they are selling mushrooms in a box right below where the cashier was. They were selling an ounce of the mushroom for a dollar. Mike immediately takes up on the offer and buys the mushrooms, and proceeds to eat the whole thing immediately. I thought I should buy some mushrooms too since it was so cheap and all. I reached for my wallet to find a dollar. I am looking through my wallet and find a dollar, well a couple of dollars, as the clerk stares at me. He had long black hair and long beard, he was wide faced and chubby not in plumpness but the sort of fat distribution you would find from one who drank often that sagged near the cheeks.

I take out the red dollar bill and I discover that it was a special bill made in a specific state from US. It was red inked rather than green and was in marvelously good condition of cotton paper. I had trouble letting it go. I thought it was worth alot more than a dollar for a certain and as I rummaged through my wallet for other dollars, they were all some sort of unique or special bills. So I let the red dollar go in the end and handed it over.

The clerk carried a stern expressed and said that it's no good. He believed it was a fake dollar or something and wouldn't sell me the mushroom! He also commented how you shouldn't eat the whole thing at once. So I headed out the convinience store to find mike. I caught up to him and asked him if I could borrow a dollar or his credit card. No Bueno as-

Time was running out and we had to head back to the airport as we headed forward to onwards the direction of it. There were some suspicious looking alleys ways and before you know it we were surrounded by shady looking bunch.

Warcraft update
I was in someone's house, looking d like the older stevens apartment back then. I was logging onto steam, the game client while there was a dinner party going on. I was also editing an article in the meantime, while I also talked to a few other young guests. After a while there's a news of the newest wc3 patch.

*perhaps wc reforged

Wake

Purification! Lucid
I was headed too towards the mall in M city with my mom in the car. We were driving by and find a electronics store and decided to stop by.

It was a very old fashioned electronics store. Actually their products were old fashioned too; cube shaped old tvs were being sold there arranged in 2 rows. They were pretty small and old. I wonder if this was the past. While browsing the tvs we meet a mother and son duo. We talk for a while and find that the mother and I and my mom and the son had similar world views respectively which were opposite of the other. We talk and leave them be.

We are now heading towards the counter at the end of the store. There were some more tvs there and I see the mom and son duo again before getting to the counter. There were some tvs and stuff at the counter too but I just begin to question it all.

"why am I here?"

I am lucid, looking around once more. I notice a kind of an open entrance to the left side of the counter. I decided to go there to see what's there.

It was a small gym. There were small gym equipments there and two women were there. I found a huge plastic bottle (1meter+) and decided to check my dream control. I imagine a fine and conjure a tiny blaze on my right palm top and release it against the bottle. It lights up slightly. They were pretty impressed. I decided to stop the fire before things burned so I conjured water. But maybe water wasn't enough so ice. And the thing looked pretty chilled now and had a sheet of ice covering its exterior. The 2DC noticed my powers and asked for my help; they were running the gym and there was a sort of an underground dungeon below us that gave off negative energy, affecting their business.

I decided to help them. They walked in front of me towards the wall. There was a secret passage way that opened up to the dungeon beneath. I follow them down.

It was pitch black in the dungeon and I couldn't see much. I decided to cast fire again but the light was too dim. I decided to cast light and it flashed a dim light in front of me. I felt like it wasn't enough so I added another one with my left. The girl in front of me decided that I had everything covered so she just ran forward very quickly before disappearing from our sights. The one behind me was wiser though and knew better. She asked me if we should just turn on the lights I agreed. She flicked the switch to the right and it was brighter.

It was pretty big though and I couldn't see the end in sight. Just a Rocky cave like road in front. I was starting to get bad vibes from the place and I wanted an easier way and thought of one. I shouted "purification" or "cleanse." forgot which but, the idea was to purify the whole place in one go. But my vision becomes blank.

I am teleported to some sort of small warehouse, mostly wooden. The place reeked of bad vibes. Scary. I was feeling awry and decided to summon a holy staff! Yes a holy staff could beat evil spirits! So I summoned a long wooden stick. It wasn't all That magnificent and looked like just a bunch of wooden boards nailed together, but it was long. Taller than me at least.

I decided to go forward, and opened the door to the left. There were some creepy looking dolls made of cotton materials among other old articles. I decided to make good use of my staff.

I "purged" the doll by simply swinging the staff against it and cutting it apart. So I decided to head out and went to the next room. There were more of the dolls and I swung my holy staff to purge it of evil. Hopefully it was working honestly.

But I was getting bad vibes again. A foreshadowing of something bad. So I decided to purify the whole place.

"Purification!" I yelled,

And a white light blinding.

Wake

Short ones
Just waves of monsters, being tested I feel like as I fought them off.

Was dodging bullets and shooting.

Woke from sensation of moving wrists, perhaps FA though

Black room
I saw a white room in front of me. It was so typical and I wanted to see something else more graceful. I walk through the wall to the left and I appear to have teleported to a black room.

The walls were pitch black and it was tastefully equipped with elegant and subtle furnishings. Something about it felt so beautiful to me.

Wake


2 beds Lucid
I was in an apartment building and was trying out vr in the bedroom of it. I took off my vr headset and looked around; it looked similar to the bed next to my room but somehow it was an apartment though. Looked kind of downtown ish feel.

I was very suspicious of this place and think I am dreaming. The bed looks exactly how it should be - am I wrong? I walk pass to the bed and down towwrds the hallway, I look back and there were 2 beds now. OK it's a dream. I head towards the windows that were leaking out white rays of the sun, to look outside.

Wake


Notes:

My dream awareness appear to be getting sharper.

Some hypno
Had some very light dreams and hypnagogics before wbtb. I was close to lucid, as in I gained awareness but the dream dissipated very quickly.

D2 paul
I dreamt that I was hanging with my friend paul from highschool. We were playing diablo 2, I remember him being really good at that game back then. We were headed down to a mall nearby and as we kept going that direction there was a sort of concert going on woodstock.

Wake

Potatoes
I was still near the previous dream area. The concert was still going on. I was with Nadi, headed inside the mall to a supermarket there. There were some kids playing pranks, my friend told me to leave them alone as they were recording it on a camera as a social experiment crap. We are inside the store and she tells me to pick out some potatoes. They were resset like. The store closes.

Wake

Forest Training
I was in the forest, living a forest life. There were a few others there. I was training in the forest, training special powers.

Slicing a cow
I was slicing a whole cow, with a sword likely. Katana?

Supernova vs Superman
I was inside a school that looked like highschool. It was a school for those with special powers. I was just hanging around minding my own business. I am in the gym by myself and Superman and his friend shows up. Maybe it was Batman, but I don’t think it was Batman but I’ll just say it’s Batman as a placeholder, it was another superhero. Superman approaches me says he’s going to “teach me a lesson” and starts to become aggressive and the duo begin to attack me. I was ready though.

I begin to focus energy right in front of me. A ball of white light forms in front of me, about shoulder width, that radiates brightness all over the place. I keep focusing on amplifying the energy and compressing it and It begins to radiate a more yellow hue; as if the sheer mass of energy being compressed is starting to affect the very nature and property of light. There weer also stray mini-lightenings that danced around the ball. It keeps becoming a stronger yellow until I unleash it behind the two and the yellow ball of light expands instantly. It immediately become the size of about 6-7 meters wide. A white hole? A supernova? A miniature compressed sun? I don’t know but it begins to pull them towards it. Batman is immediately annihilated and Superman tried to step forward to move against the pull of my ball. He manages to last 10 seconds before being sucked into the big bright yellow round yellow thing. A figure that appears to be like Flash, tries to come to their rescue immediately after but he is also pulled into the gorgeously illuminated abyss.

Wake

Helping Witch
I was back in the same highschool. I believe I was first inside the hallways of the school. This time I was on the second floor rather than the first and eventually ended up in a classroom.

There was a sort of a lovely witch there. She reminded me of Sab who was a drayad from a previous dream, she didn’t exactly look too much like her but gave a similar vibe, perhaps the “witch” vibe. She looked less drayad but more pale and elf like. She wanted me to work with her as a group in the school or something. As first I rejected the offer, felt , like that was not much for me to gain by forming a group with her.

Eventually we went to another class. The desks in the class were arranged in a square format, where everyone was facing each other.

*I recall one of my enlgish class was arranged this way. However the location of the classroom way more oriented towards the middle of the school rather than one side of it.

There were 2 of them especially that were looking for trouble. One guy was pretty muscular, appeared to be a demon or half demon and he wielded two katana like swords, one in each arm, was pretty handsome guy with messy long hair. There was another person beside him who was also trying to stir things up. I have less clear memory of the other troublemaker. Could have been a male or female but this one was more of an intellectual type rather than physical. The two stirred things up such that the whole class was trying to kill me

I had just used the Supernova on Superman and co, in the previous dream and I didn’t have the energy to deal with them. In truth I was in trouble.After a few moments of engagement I saw the witch sitting in one of the desks. I decided I had to take up on her offer, otherwise I'd be dead very soon. She immediately formed a contract with me and I was under her wing. She defended me from them all, as they knew how powerful she was. And things quieted down.

I was with her for a while. She was honestly pretty nice as I got to know her. She was an elf and perhaps the most or one of the top powerful witch/mage here and no one could touch her pretty much. There were some that were unhappy with this and they began to plot a plan to destroy her. Her magic was special, it was unique and not many possessed it. What the baddies had done was tireless decode her magic style and then made it public. Now anyone could cast the same magic as her.

She was no longer the top dog. She had lost her previous respect and power and was pretty down under. We were now being attacked left and right by those who wished to claim the new top dog position. The most recent attack was by some gobling like thing, and the engagement had created a hole on the side of the school. I wanted to help her now, as she did help me once before. I told her I would help her but she wasn’t sure how I could possibly help, as her now unique trait was no longer there. And it would take a long time to devise a new form of magic that was her own. I said I would amplify her current magic signature with mine. I would add a little bit of my power into her and it would create something completely new. She thought to give it a try as she had nothing to lose anymore. I touched her back and began to flow my energy through her core to infuse a little bit of it. I remember seeing a fusion of a red and green with a little bit of yellowness to the green, leafy embroidery like symbols surrounding the core. It was a success and she was stronger than ever.

(That person’s a tree) - I jotted that down. Perhaps the nature of the magic was literally nature, like tree magic, or maybe I saw a treant in the dream.

*I recalled that she looked like the elf companion from a dream that took place in a church. Perhaps this was a backstory to that dream, or possibly related, maybe not though.

Notes:

I guess maybe I was maybe semi lucid in dreams.

I was a little down because I didn’t get lucid. But the dreams were pretty awesome and fun. And I realized that I could have done better in my ld practices the day before.

The theme of highschool is pretty common lately. The message of the elementary was about being myself. I think maybe highschool was the period where I had taken classes I didn’t like but would have likely led to more stable careers, also time where I had tried to fit in even more to the norm, trying to please instead of being me. The message may be similar to elementary school. Maybe the messages are just to:
follow your heart
open up your heart
Let go of fear

Something like that.

I also was eating food before wbtb rather than after. This might have been counterproductive.

Business
I was entering a business competition with a girl who was my business partner. I asked her to follow my instructions and we were starting upon opposite sides of the business competition area. My plan was to make us look weak until we could strike in one swift blow.

I entered a clothing outlet later and saw a flamboyant guy picking out clothes. I pick out and try some clothes. I am getting dream flashback memories of the lady who started this business. She began with the passion to provide stylish, quality and affordable clothes for all. Direct from factory. After long years of toil she succeeded and this store was huge and success. These clothes were indeed made very strongly and very stylish and cheap too.

*this store reminded me of a store I went to a long time ago… but where? Maybe a book/clothing store in Japan? I recall there was a store nearby that sold toys. I only visited this place once though, that I'm certain. Perhaps a visit to China. A clothing store, a toy store with a toy truck was nearby on the intersection?

Wake

Mirror
I'd lost Dota underlord, where I was guaranteed to win. Something was off but I thought it was just an internet problem. Could have got lucid. Was in an apartment. Looked self in mirror. Really beautiful person there though, like maybe physically impossible. I was mesmerized for a bit as I touched and inspected it. Then I realized really needed to pee badly after a while.

Woke and I'm starting to honestly leak but was safe and got to the bathroom.

I also remember at the beginning of the dream I bought a new computer.

Young mage prodigy
Final fantasy 6 like world. I visited a small village, reminded me of the where you met the little girl painter and old man blue mage. I am here to recruit a little girl who has much potential as a mage. I see humanoid creature camp. Troll like demon but looks mostly human except for purple skin and pointed ears. Their chief dies. They ask me to help deliver their chiefs wand to the girl.

Wake

Teaching me to LD
I was in a school like environment. Bright version of high school. Two girls were teaching me to LD stuff, back to back. One was teaching me how to LD. The other was teaching me how to manifest stuff. Oddly I did not get lucid. I showed up for another lesson and she was very delighted.

Wake

2DJs
I am in a school, maybe different one or same. I am watching a young man who has gained some power to slow time and pass walls a little. His nickname was DJ. I watched his interaction with his friends in class, hiding his powers. He was planning something. There was a girl there who stood out, more on that later.

DJ went to a bank or a government building to steal something. His powers weren't prefect and a guard followed him out of the building. He saw his friends nearby as he was getting away and I was among them. DJ ran, at 4 times the human speed away into the tunnel pass. The guard from earlier had 4ppl or total with him, running past us and after him.

I was talking to DJs friends, one of the short girl commented on Tiny's new girlfriend, also called DJ, she called her a sasquatch, since she was so tall. Tiny was a very large bulky guy, oh the irony of his name. He was worried about DJ(guy) like a good friend;as he noticed something was up with his friend lately and wanted to help him. But he knew he couldn't catch up to DJ when DJ ran so fast. That's when I decided to help Tiny.

I told him I'd help by giving him some powers to help him out and patted his back. I sent him some energy and was unsure if it worked. But Tiny believed in me and immediately ran. Man, was he fast. Tiny ran so quickly there were some after images trailing behind him, and he'd catch up in no time.

Wake, somehow the names DJ didn't make me lucid, dream was trying to help me I think.

LD Pumpkin Forest

I wake and thought I failed LD. It was very dark inside though which made me question if I was actually dreaming. I open the windows and the ground is moving, or the house. Lucid. I am in a forest. Had doubts about going through window so I went to the door.i was beginning to get nervous so I eased my feelings. Beside the bedroom door was a patch of painted wall, of a forest at night. It had a faint glow, andwas moving: beautiful dark blue skies with sparkling stars, dark trees and orange ground. I thought I could go inside. Parts of my body went in but my legs had trouble getting in as some parts of the painting was solid.

I was now in a forest and the trees were like the ones I saw out the window but the ground was orange. I decided to move, and I walked on all 4s. The ground was very soft and mushy, felt like cooked pumpkin. It was comfortable and I savored this new sensations as I proceeded forward. I let the forest touch me to erase my scent from animals, touched some dirt, some plants.

I kept moving through the Grove and found a patch of bright orange pumpkins. They were cracked open and looked tasty. I grabbed a piece and it felt cooked. I tasted it and it was creamy, a little grainy but sweet and tasty. I wondered if the orange ground was also pumpkin. I tasted it and it was sweet likewise. I saw some birds on the Pumpkin patch, some small owls and crows, they were making bird noise. I felt like it was a warning call of a predator. I approached them and they fly away.

Wake, seeing slight bit of large spider after image, perhaps the predator.

LD squirrels

I awake and thought maybe I slept too long, it was dark outside. This made me question reality. I rolled out of bed by the left and looked out the window, looked normal. clicked the lights. It didn't work. More doubts. I had towards the bathroom and something squeals by my feet, I thought it was a mouse! It was small. There was another squee and it was a larger one on the wall, I realized it was a squirrel. I thought about how could I possibly get them out of the house. I reached for the lights and the previously malfunctioning lights turned on. This made me certain that I was dreaming. Thinking about squirrels.

Wake



Notes:

I think I did very good. Slept less than usual but got lucid. And I felt some doubts but did shadow work couple of times when I woke and felt doubtful. Nevertheless the dream and dcs were trying to help me get lucid though, in the previous dreams so I can't take all the credit. Perhaps semi lucid.

I think I could have certainly got lucid in them but I had very strong doubts in my heart. Once I did feel more clear I did get lucid. I believe I'll get more lucid more often now since i have more results to help me believe in myself.

Few dreams before wbtb, it wasn't that interesting and don't recall it too much

Trying to get something

Playing a game or being in a game like plot

At a hospital garden, There was someone that was a friend BM hanging out with a girl.


Boring sex. Was having intercourse I think, it was boring me so I left.


Wbtb


Playing ukulele with a kid in the living room, mom joined in with a guitar too, had fun

Lucid meditated, lost focus and walked around but went back to meditation.

Lucid mall shooting bad ppl that took over mall that were raiding the place. 2 guns in hand. Walk forward then to right. They are just raiding stuff. Shoot them before they can shoot me. But I ran it of ammo. used a lawn mower as cover.

Lucid Mall 2 I realized that I Could summon articles at will, like the lawn mower or guns. but ran out of energy from experimenting too much. Engage the gang that took over without guns this time.
*perhaps the fear of running out made summoning stuff stop working.

Mall 3 escape from the previous gang, ran outside then to an underground facility.

Lucid underground facility. Large concrete staircases. Meditate by staircase there but ppl(looked like nurses or doctors) find me. I enter the door for floor beside me. Looks kind of like hospital inside. I meditate a bit here, but could not get peace as there were people running amok. Apparently I'm wanted, maybe people saw me and thought I was responsible for the mall raiding, even though I was helping out. I Enter a room to right, yoga class starting soon. I looked at the instructor there, asked her if I could join just to mingle and avert the eyes of those trying to catch me. I was mostly naked and got looks of admiration. She tells me to write in her notebook on the wooden table that had the yoga member list. Since I'm wanted I'm trying to come up with a nick name. I decided to have something that starts with G, Gen or something similar? I dropped the notebook to the left under the table. I pick it up and the girl to the right was mad; she thought I was spying through her notebook. Turns out, I picked up wrong notebook and explained the situation to her and she relaxed. Wrote name on yoga list.


Lucid plane, with miss g and my mom. It was a private plane so more space, as the seats were facing each other rather than all facing in one direction. Miss g talked about true meaning of yoga or Tibetan practice. She talked about this twice. Something about this reduced my lucidity. To the right sitting right beside me was Mark $uckerberg maybe the plane was his. Half of the Plane's missing now though, the tail end which is to my left showed the open skies. Mark is nonchalant. He was totally calm and sure of everything. We needed to do an emergency exit, Mark grabs chute and leaves by himself, I barely could get the chute backpack though my left shoulder. Top of plane falls off now, and we are all lifted up in the air, I'm grabbing the bag with all my strength to not let it go.

We are all in the open air, big blue skies all around, ppl falling, plane falling. I look down and there's very light and clear emerald blue waters by the beach shore. I found this scene very beautiful and I thought that maybe I have to use the parachute soon but before I could react, I just fall into sea. Feeling the impact, saw the air bubbles under the sea among others who also fell, hitting seabed *thomp*, since the water was relatively shallow, maybe around 5 times my height. Someone comments how lucky we are.

Trying to find friend in wreckage, he was busy copulating. I explore the inside and ask if anyone wanted to get together. Someone comes to find me. Lose lucidity around here. She was very short, cladding long blonde hair that was above the very large, focused eyes, sparkling with keen intelligence. She had a good heart and I found her very cute indeed. We discussed how we needed to set up our friends (the 2 that were mingling their flesh earlier) to a long term relationship. Some strange ppl Eating strange foods taking drugs. Richard was among them. I leave to get away from ppl. I head outside, exploring the wilderness., other people leave the base around the same time. I am walking by the cliffs behind our camp, away from others. To the distance I see a group of animals consisting predominantly of tigers approaching camp, to attack us. They were mad that we disturbed peaceful place. But blocky uneven terrain that was also narrow was hard for them to maneuver as they were massive, maybe they were Saber tooth mix. There were a little over 20 tigers. I head down slowly to warm others who left the camp. Most tigers didnt notice me. One tiger find me to attack but he slips and falls down cliff.


Notes:



Lucidity is lasting longer now. I believe I'm improving.
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Plane seats:
Open skies|OOGMOO| Pilot cabin

Missing tail|OOX$OO |

x= me
O=seats
g= ms.g
m= mom
$= mark
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Mall may be familiar mall.

Maybe hospital dream was telling me something. He was a friend but no longer. He slept with someone while his gf was calling him and that just didn't sit right with me among other things he did. I kicked him for her and other things he did and he kicked me back and that was that. Maybe in the dream yesterday I called someone a justice-boner but perhaps I'm no better. There was a certain friend who liked him and I told her about him. She said that since his gf wasn't nearby that's an ok thing to do. Is it really what's ok and normal now? Maybe I was bothered by this from years back, letting it go now.

The shooting guns is probably from VR I got recently. I recalled a DV member who played VR and I thought it sounded fun. I believe some games like robo recall can help with materialization of objects.

Haunted Puzzle
I was at home. Or, it kind of looked like home at least but I was inside an unknown bedroom. There were debris all over the place and I wasn't really sure where I was. I am still looking around the debris when Greg and a friend of his shows up, maybe she's his girlfriend. We are exploring as we are trapped inside a large room. It has some weird pictures on the wall and some numbers on the floor. It was like a puzzle and we had to solve it before we could get out of here. I told Greg to look at the eyes on the wall, there were some drawings of some humanoid creates on the walls and I thought that the number of eyes on the walls could have been correlated to the respective numbers written on the floor. We begin to inspect the numbers on the ground. As we are solving the puzzle there's some kind of ghastly presence in the room.


Wake


Protecting my friends – lil 4 / nice drill sergeant
I was walking home. It was the road I took in BC. However it could have been similar area wise to the road intersected by the train at the University. I was walking back home past a construction site. It was a sort of a shortcut to the way back home. However there was a chance the construction workers would stop us so I took a tiny road to the left. It was a semi underground narrow passage used by the workers to get through.


*This place reminded me of somewhere though. I have vague memory of it


As I was going through the passage and up the final ladder, I was greeted by a young man. He had pretty big eyes that were sparkling with passion. He was apparently a drill sergeant and began to train me on how to sue the knife, how to sharpen it and stuff like that. I took a few minutes learning stuff from him. While learning these ideas, his pet cat began to attack and strike me, as if you train my reflexes all the while I learned things. It was somewhat entertaining. He also asked for my ID to check or look me up. He commented on “oh that's a huge place you live in!”


After I had passed the initiation he let me through. I went up the hole that went up above ground and he came along with me. I was pretty impressed by his creative training regime and complemented him regarding it. He became attached to me somewhat and decided to follow me home. Ok. So now we are walking home together. He was walking up to random apartments and houses nearby and asked if I lived there. I just said no. He kept doing this for every house we passed and it was irritating yet humorous at the same time. There were also some police officers nearby and they thought he could have been a robber to check on him. But as soon as they approached him they just realized he was just a goofy airhear but an overall nice guy so they let him be.


The problem is. I was lost. I had no idea where I was going. I think my house was to the North. Then to the right side lol. I found some classmates that were from high school nearby and asked him if I could borrow his phone or something to look up the map. It was Eric and his friend W. He was pretty reluctant to help and wanted nothing to do with me. And as if to prove his need for dissociation of me, he began to attack us. I was defending my new friend right here as Eric began to call over a few more. There were 5 of them now against the 2 of us. I didn't want to resort to violence but I was starting to feel pretty distraught. But right then as if reacting to my emotions help shows up!


They were a group of 4, maybe 5. They were kid versions of my most trusted attendants, shiten-ou – the Four Heavenly Kings serving under the Demon King, and came immediately upon sensing my uneasiness. Well now we know why Eric was so hostile. They wanted to help me and join in the fight. Now though, I couldn't risk my most beloved companions to get hurt so I defeated Eric and the justice-boners in one move. They were blown out of sight.


So now we're all just walking together now towards the way back home. It was a pretty calm and overall happy time now. But I began to get sleepy and begin to fall asleep in the dream, only half aware of my surroundings. They were now eating something, while I sat in the carriage and sleeping. The girl to my right began to stuff the food in my mouth, wanting to feed me with all the good intentions in the world. However I was fast asleep and she kept stuffing the food down my throat. It was takoyaki. But not just any takoyaki. It had the most fluffy outer-dough part. Instesad of having the texture a a pancake, it had the texture of a Japanese cheesecake, but not sweet. Very fluffy. Even so, with so many shoved into my throat, I was beginning to choke.


I awake, still choking


Browsing the web
I was browsing web on the web. There were 3 of us on the bed. I was so into whatever I was borwsing that I didn't notice the other two initially – I was looking up game reviews for VR stuff. The girl on the bed wanted something from me. I forget what.


Brain enhancing
I was in the house #34. I was laying on the bed where the computer was supposd to at during the time. I was taking brain enhancing substances which were in the legal grey area. Legal but perhaps experimental. My dad wanted none of it and confiscated some of them.


Lucid Meditation/store/office
I was in a store or an office. I was looking around for a moment and become lucid. However the dream starts to show that familiar destabilizing thing to my vision. I realize that the dream may be over soon and recalled that I wanted to meditate. I sit down quickly and decide to meditate until the end of the dream.


Lucid meditation on sidewalk


I was somewhere near the last dream. I think it looked kind of like a store. I head outside to try to find a better spot to meditate and end up on the sidewalk. I began to meditate on the sidewalk with my shoes still on as I crossed my legs. Meditation!


Drifting in between wake-sleep for a while.


Lucid Tunnel to Warring Era


I was near the previous dream still, but I was riding a car. I was headed towards right, then down. Before entering into a tunnel. The tunnel became dark for a couple of minutes as I looked around. The scenery changed into an older time period. It was an warring era and people were fighting with weapons. I was lucid though, and things felt like under my control. There was some strange humanoid creature to the left. I grabbed ahold of his weapon which were a mace and a hatchet if I recall correctly. It wanted me to use it to train my fighting skills so I proceeded to train with it. As I am striking it with the axe/hatched thing, he began to grow a new weapon from his arm – a new axe/hatchet. He continues to train me in combat.


Office (maybe lucid/half lucid)


I was in the office, with a cubicle I think. Some co-workers were asking me if I wanted to head out together next time, I thought why not, as I kept writing down my DJ.


Office, Lucid
I was back in the office and I recalled the arrangements to meet the DC from the last dream to hang out, but I just decided to meditate on the spot.


Office ->Stuck jungle gym
I was again back in the office. But I headed down and found a jungle gym. I got trapped in it somehow but eventually got out of it. Someone that looked like my friend M, came over and she also got stuck. She tried her best to stretch her neck out but she was stuck. I noticed her black luseraous hair in a pony tail along with the size of her shoulders. She was smaller than me, yet she was still stuck. I called people over to help.


Class lecture, DJ/ supportive lady/teacher
I was in a class. I was recalling the last dream and was trying very hard to DJ the previous dreams. There was a lecture going on with an old skinny man as the lecturer. There were a few students sitting to my right side of the table with another teacher to the left. She had kind eyes and wore glasses. She had black hair and if I was to say objectively she was beautiful, yes very, from my momentary glance away from my DJ. But I was immersed in my DJ and she was looking over to see what I was so passionately doing. She began to read my DJ but I didn't care, I was busy DJ-ing and I had no time to care about her. My passion for my DJ appeared to impress her and she let me do what I wanted; as if to say that my fiery passion had set ablaze something within her as well. After a while I was running out of materials to write on and she kindly gave me something to write on. I turned around backwards from the lecturer since it was distracting me and I kept writing my DJ. She kept looking though lol. Very supportive, I like her.

(Felt like changed scene somewhere in the end and went somewhere else)


Tunnel, Orbs
I FA into driving down the same tunnel previously. I am looking around and begin to see dimly growing white orbs in the dark tunnel. There were a lot of those orbs and they were hinting at me that they were spirits. It was very cool.




Notes:


The dreams from the first LD to the end had many awakenings in between. However I suspect that perhaps many of them, maybe 50% were false awakenings. I probably could have taken advantage of it using an AP style exit technique as a RC.

Dreams merging together.

I think that my expectation of ld being short is causing the shortness of it rather than my emotions. That's what I realized. I can change that belief now.

Apprenticeship to black jester
I was out with some students. We began in the classroom and was out to survive in the wild concrete jungle of a downtown area. There were some evil entity out to get us and we were all escaping and triying our best to get away from them. There was one particular jester like guy that was chasing us. He was dressed in black. We hopped over the fence to get away from him. He ended up catching one of the other classmates. He was trying to get me but I kept finding a way to overmanuver him. He eventually wanted to make a deal with me; he said that he'd let go of her if I became his apprentice. I wasn't sure but I thought I'd help the classmate out. Turns out the black jester had a brewery business and wanted someone to take over eventually. Earlier in the dream I recall saying “let's make smoothies!” to my classmates before we left the class and having fun.


Wake


Hotel Paid for
I am back in the same city. I was with a friend, maybe M, There was also her guy friend there. I left to explore the place and it was a hotel. One of the rooms were mine. Apparently the black jester from earlier was now my mentor and he paid the hotel fees for me for a while -like a year or longer.


Wake


Just mad
I was in a large whiter mansion. I was trying to DJ the previous dream, so maybe this was FA.I went down to the first floor and found my dad cooking. I thought I'd help him out by picking up some chives from the upper floor garden. He was pretty angry though because he didn't want to eat it today. Well, he seethed with relentless anger maybe. I was honestly pretty hurt by this so I decided to get upstairs to my room to pack things up and leave. It was pretty big. There were 5 floors I think, each floor had kind of a living room. As I was packing my mom was trying to stop me. I was still mad so I ignored her. My dad then came up and we argue a little. He said something about “ stop taking stuff with weird language on it.” and I said that has nothing to do with anything. Eventually the guests show up. We were expecting them since the beginning of the dream and they gather up on my 2-3rd floor living room. Relatives or acquaintances kind of party thing, they said something offensive.


*I get a partially lucid here, just stop caring about stuff, also could be dream telling me to stop taking weird nutritional supplements, may also be influenced by a memory


I said fuck you and leave. As I was leaving my dad calls my mentor from the previous dream somehow lol. But instad of a tiny skinny jester he was now a big black guy. Santa Claus sized jolly, bald head with a beard. He had a thin black guy with dreads with him. My dad said “why don't you tell him what's going on then? Since you love your mentor so much” I was still mad so I said fuck you again. My dad already left though. So my mentor got offended and left. Since he was innocent I felt bad about it. I tried to say don't leave and they came back a little. I said I love you. An old lady with grey hair who was a psychologist talks to all of us to sort things out.


Wake


Light dreams
I was calming my emotions and catching my thoughts while I was in a light dream andhypnogogic state. I tried to turn them into dreams by relaxing.


Wake


Jamaican Tattoo Parlor LD
I dreamt I was at a school, we were on a field trip and we were headed to a safari or somewhere tropical. It was just very bright there.My field trip companion and I went up a water slide to just slide down. We go around a bit and my companion gives me 6 dollars in 2 dollar coins. She tells me to enjoy and I felt a bit ridiculous as to what could I possibly do with just 6 dollars? As if to answer my question a booth appears to my right. I go in front of it and it's a outdoor tattoo parlor. It was run by a thing Jamaican looking man, so perhaps this was Jamaica or somewhere nearby. I thought about what I wanted to tatoo. After a moment I realized that I wanted a tattoo to help remind me to be lucid. So I'd thought I'd tattoo “omnilucid” on myself to remind myself. Thinking about lucid dreaming stuff made me lucid just now. And I did want a tattoo that could help remind me to be lucid in future dreams. But I was getting a bit excited.


Wake


Flying Apartment LD
FA
I was in an apartment building. I recall I was trying to DJ while I was indoors where I had supposed roommates. I went up the roof and tried to remember... I was a little lucid, and getting more lucid. As I had gained increased lucidity the dream was beginning to destabilize so I began to center myself like the meditative state. Then I began to float. No, the whole apartment building floated to my will. It was kind of like a flying carpet, but instead an apartment. I was still interested in getting the omnilucid tattoo from the previous dream and I dragged myself and the whole building along with me. We soared for a little until we reached the previous dream destination. But before I could get to the parlor Evan, whom I had unfound dreams of approached me. I let my emotions get the better of me and went after him. He had a giant with him, whom I proceeded to fight as well.


Wake


Charismatic jolly black teacher
I was in a school again. It was a different school. There were some computers to the left. Some students sparsely filled the room. We are just going through the motions of the class before the teacher shows up. He was a larger black man, very similar to the one that was apparently my mentor from the previous dream. I listen to his lecture for a bit before he said something that really touched me and made me cry.


Wake


Mean looking but nice black lady - Charismatic jolly black teacher pt2
I'm back in the same place as the previous dream. There were some people in the room apparently who are in love with or adoring me. I just wanted platonic relationships. I saw a girl to thr right and asked her if makeup is magic. She said yes.


Some people are now taking a test to the left side of the class. I think it waso nly 2 of them. They were competing to see who could do better. I wanted some food though.I wanted to buy some and take it home. There was also a register and a counter there, where you could buy stuff inside the class. Pretty cool. I got a lot of food to take home. I think they may have been leftovers from lunch, but they appeared really delicious looking. I tried to pack it all up but I couldn't find bags or containers to put them in. A young girl who was like a staff in this strange school-store-library kind of place tried to help me. As she was trying to help me an older and thin black woman with a pair of stern eyes comes over. I thought she was going to stop the girl from selling me the bags. She said something about it's after hours and you can't really sell stuff after a certain time, because that's the rules. I thought what a jerk...


But turns out she was actually nice. She told the girl to instead register the purchase for staff use and then everything would work out. I buy the bags from her. The older woman looks at me for a while before commenting that I was a good person. Because I was crying in the previous dream when I was listening to the man from the previous dream. Hearing that I recall the previous dream and all the motions that were there before. And I begin crying as a loving music begins to play in the background.


I wake in tears.


Notes:


I think my dream was trying to tell me to believe n yourself and know that you are a good person, as in that I deserve to be happy. Thanks.


The other thing is that could this DC be dream guides? He was pretty persistent today.

Also my dreams are connecting to each other more often.

After wbtb,

I saw a third person game of slark.People were not intereted in it though.

Wake

APish/failed wild
I got vibrations that rang throughout my head. I tried to keep calm and the vibrations stopped. I felt like I failed. This repeated twice.

Right after that I decided to go upstairs to grab some food. There were some random dough by the stairs and I went past it to the fridge. On the side of the fridge ther were some pastry dough that I tasted, it was sweet. But I felt something was off and soon awaken. I realized it was a FA.

Wake
*I probably could have tried exit techniques then. It felt closer to AP feeling than WILD. Not too lucid until the end though.

Exercise
I dreamt about balancing and kicking stuff while I practiced or played ukulele.


Ghost
I was with a little girl. We were in a park or nature-like place. Kind of looked like backyard. I/we begin to feel ghastly presence and it's a hornet and mosquito. They weren't normal bugs though. The mosquito had some kind of glow. The wasp or hornet (size is somewhere between the two) kept going at me and I was just trying to fend it off with my hands.

Nintendo switch
I dreamt about Nintendo switch, it was a e3 kind of thing. There was an octopus robot and Nes, the nintedo character there.


Return of the Mage

I saw a kingdom before my eyes. It was an olden age like times. They were heralding the return of a mage to their city or castle. I may have initially been the mage. Although most of the dream was in third person. The protagonist of the story was a young man, who could receive the wisdom bestowed by the mage. He went through a kind of a gate and saw things that were out of this world. He also received knowledge telepathically or something. This young man was the prophet. He would receive things, powers or ideas that would revolutionize the world. He would receive it through a story then tell it. And they would call him the story teller.

The young man was in a R&D department of the kingdom, or maybe you'd call it the alchemist or something. They were having a play fight where the participants had to create machinery from only papers to fight against each other. This was a sample of a way to demonstrate their prowess and find out who was the most promising of the young ones. Our main protagonists were granted knowledge and powers that were a little unfair so he created a sort of a tank with the paper materials given to him and he came out ahead.

Some time had passed and a royal conference was held to reward the person who had created all the new inventions for the kingdom. As his name flashed out letter by letter. V, L, A, D,I, M,I,R. It was not our guy though, the ideas were stolen by his superior. Vladimir had stolen the ideas but eventually he was caught and punished - The prince was jealous of his achievements and the deeper he dug, the more it apepared Vlad wasn't the originator of the ideas nor was he the story teller.

wake

Dreamt about a being that was like goku from dbz.


Notes:

Had a bad day earlier. But I think I am ok now. Go me! for almost doing a wild/ap even though I wasn't feeling 100%. Well maybe I did do it, just needed to pay a littlem ore attention. I think it may have been due to my mood being a little foul and was less aware of my surroundings.

I did try to pep up before sleep and shadow work today too so I think I am good now.

I think I need to relax a little more.

I had a lot of dreams. Some of them were very short. However I realize that the short ones were perhaps very close to lucid, drifting between awake and sleep. I was lucid in a few.

D1 NSFW? Maybe don't read.
I was headed to Scarborough. I had went over to a friend's house and slept over. I slept on the left side of his bed. We played some video games upon awakening. He randomly decided to cut off his member though and he was pretty nonchalant about it. He goes to the dining area first. I check the room and it was still there, I inspect it and it appeared real. I leave the room to find him and his mom&grandma there. They were pretty calm about their (grand) child and what he did earlier. They just commented he could go to the hospital later to get it reattached. Lol. They were more worried about me and asked if I got a cold. I said I'm fine I been doing wim hof method in the snow and I'm indestructible. They then asked if I went to a clinic earlier and I recalled I did earlier in the dream. Apparently there was a fraud doctor or something spreading a virus around. And they told me to be careful.

Wake

Lucid
I was meeting up with my friend Lucy. She asked me to pick her up. I am driving up an intersection surrounded by apartments. Few of her friends were there too on the street. I pick her and her friends up and then turn left. There's a parking lot there and I am driving forward, I begin to lose control of the car. But I just felt like I, it's hard to explain. I felt like a little fear about losing the control of the car, but I felt my meditation practice kick in, and it began to calm my emotions. I thought "why am I scared?" so I let go of fear. And that question made me realize I was in a dream as I drove backwards.

Wake

I was an elementry student. In a train station. It was open instead of subway underground. I was being squeezed in the center of all the students.

Wake

(10+dreams here, hard to read)

Lucid sponge
I think I was underground. I saw a spongy thing that reminded me of SpongeBob, and I am lucid then wake.

Lucid
I was in a similar place to before underground and wet kind of like sewers but not smelly. More like dam filtration maybe. Some classmates are going skinhead (influenced by a skinhead character from a story, likely). The boys and girls begin to praise triangles and why they are so amazing. This humors me and my emotions make me lucid. I am looking at the classmates and ask them to make me omnilucid. They begin cheering now, "yay, now you're omnilucid!", hands raised upon the air. I am elated and jump too high and FA.

I am now in class. I remember I was dreaming so I'm trying really hard to dj. The class activity is disturbing my djing so I said screw it and began to dj, while people around me were talking about their family or how shitty the school was.

Wake

Dreaming about a bounty hunter. FA. Was dreaming about trying to dj, while in basketball court.

Awake

I was headed to a hospital to visit a friend or family. I get to the patient room. I am visiting the person but the patient behind me is going nuts. His eyes are rabid and bloodlusted. He goes into a frenzy and wrecks things around him. Everyone is the hospital is escaping and I do too. I think I saw a girl there who had no clue what was going on. So I grab her and take her away. We rode a roller coaster to get away from everything. Hopefully this Das not a zombie apocalypse. I get her to a safe place now and we go our separate ways. Now I'm headed underground again. Similar to the previous sewage or something. There were some people in a large cell, it was open and they were watching a tiny square TV. One of them was peculiar though. He was a watcher or something. Like a joker. One man approaches me for a money making offer. He wanted to steal the treasure that the joker was hiding and wanted me to help him. I agreed. The rogue steals the treasure from the joker and rides on a steel bar elevator. I grab ahold of the elevator while outside it so I could distract the joker a little. He's more of a marionette, automatically moving sort of. We get away safely though. It could only stay underground. The rogue is happy with what he got and offers me 33 bags of goods. He parts. 33 bags were a lot. It filled the whole street that was right beside a fenced lake. Detectives are suspicious of me.

Wake

I am back in the scene. The detectives wanted to test my knowledge. I was suppose to combine electronics together to form a new one. Just by pressing them together. I formed a couple but the material they gave me were not sufficient. They were trying to trick me I feel.

Wake

I was going around town. I think with the girl from the earlier hospital dream. We went around to public bath, electronics store(looked like future shop).. Etc. Went around the town twice, was before noon in the beginning and night time by the end.


Notes :

I think I missed noting a lot of dreams. I lost count, maybe 20-30. I dreamt and woke and dreamt and woke. Perhaps some were FA. Should have rc'ed. Might be a good thing as it's likely close to lucidity state.

I think what I should do is to once again meditate in my dream. Try to dedicate one whole dream to just meditating. I belive it will help me stabilize it more; meditation will likely relax me more and stop me from waking up as much.

I also wanted to experiment with loctus.

Overall I'm happy that I'm improving.

Had a couple of very short lds.

Ninja
The first dream was hard to recall. I'd actually forgot what the dream was about but luckily I had noted it on dj. But the last few words were hard to read. I was a little ninja in some wooden mansion. Perhaps it's the same place from previous ninja dream.

Wooden apartment
I was in an apartment the walls were dark wood. There was also a little girl the. She stood out.


Wbtb

Visualized square had a couple of very vivid hypnogogics. The problem was that I needed to pee very badly. That was too bad since I had ld from similar hypnogogics. But I was definitely sure I was very close to ld.

Hypnos+dream
I was reading a comic.

I was in a restaurant. My parents had been there. They were tipping the waiter and I decided to add 2 dimes.

Volume key not working for phone something.


Computer lab lucid
I was in front of a computer and became lucid. But immediately awoke.

Warehouse, black haired girl
I was laying down in a warehouse looking up at the ceiling. It was white and textured like asphalt and it had blue writings on it. My surroundings transforms into a gymasium. My dad crouching to my right. A young guy comes out from the door on the left side. He asks if we are OK. The location changes. They are gone. I realized I am in a dream since it was sudden. I realize my emotions are getting excited and the dream is vibrating, so I focus on relaxing. I get up. I see a little girl with black hair standing away from me at the end of the gym. Bad vibes. Decided to get away. I jump up high and through the ceiling.

Wake

Monorail gym
I'm inside a gym inside a monorail (or kind like the thing you ride to the top of ski hill) at the top of the gym. There were a guy and girl flirting to the left. I am looking forward now and its a basketball court. I am playing with a laser and it's my eyes that are shooting lasers. The lasers remind me what I was doing earlier, visualizing square. and Im lucid.

Wake up as the rail gets to the end


Notes:
My initial dreams recall was bad. I'm really sure it's because I was dehydrated from eating too salty of foods. It gave me a slight headache. After wbtb I drank water and ate and things seemed clearer, although short still got lucid.

This was one of the most amazing if not the most amazing dream I have had to date bar none. It was unmatched in terms of clarity, although it was not the longest, it was the most continuous, without time gap in the story. Although I was not lucid the duration of the dream, according to my ld mentor I was indeed lucid, albeit very small bit of lucidity. I was conscious the entire duration of the dream and not one moment of it was skipped and I managed to deild back into it after I woke up once.


The beginning part is hazy, I was conscious and everything was clear as daisy but it was difficult to remember since there were so many events happening before I could wake up.


I was in high school or something that was similar but it was not the one where I antedated it was much more cheerful and bright in contrast to the dim dungeon-like one I had the pleasure of attending. The dream was very quite long. How it felt real time was 2-3 days. I remember this was after a wbtb.

*I recalled now that I was exploring the school, the right side of the school had a graveyard and that was where I'd met the Russian mobster. I remember it was dark outside, it looked like 7-9pm.

The earlier part of the dream I spent running away. I had gotten mixed up with a guy from the Russian gang and he was out to get me. I was getting away and going deeper into the high school building but it slowly morphed into something else. It became a science research lab, sort of. It was an extra-self improvement building where people could pay to have their physical body or mental skills etc edited for a fee. I found a friend, Mary from high school there. She was more beautiful than I ever remembered. I adored the natural beauty, unblemished by excessive makeup that plague us right now. Regardless, she was now a movie star and played the heroine of a movie. I had seen the movie earlier in my dream and she had professed her love to me. Asked her about it, and she told me it was a lie, but I Knew better. I leave her behind and I am proceeding deeper into the science center with 2 guys. Owe are riding on a device that's like a water park ride. But it was not a watermark. It was just segregating people based on their predisposition or so. One of the guy went down into the hole to right right. The other to the left. I circled around and went to the one that was left and behind me. I went under the tunnel, down and way under. Until I reached a mind-reprogramming center . They would “edit” your mind with electrical signals or pulses to the brain to unlock hidden potential of the human mind. Like hyper-intelligence or ESP. All the people laid back on a recliner made up entirely of metal wires, the wires were 1/3 inch thick, perhaps they ere metal to better conduct electric inputs. We rode the recliners and proceeded forward.


It was amazing experience. They opened up things within us. It was akin to the matrix where Neo had learned random Knowledge sort of thing. I was buzzing with amazing energy, vibrating. The experience ended however,and the staff told us to leave to the right. This was a trial program and not the full course brain reprogramming. Those of us who were on the trial were lead down to a large area. We needed to walk forward to leave the place. However it was some sort of government agency that would brainwash you to make you forget about the experience here. Only the VIP could keep the abilities. I pretended to be brainwashed and proceeded. I saw my subconscious before me, being objectified. One that stood out especially was narcissism, she was a medallion with a woman's face carved unto it. The more I let go of my mind into wandering, the bigger she got. I relaxed as per my meditation practices and stabilized everything. I proceeded to the right side, there was an exit for us and there was a holographic neck& torso imagery of a human body. There were a couple of them and each one had an arrow or a road point you towards it. They were offering body-modification programs, hormone replacements, hormone-enhancements, etc to those who would pay. There was the issue about something bad I did years back. The AI interface of the place told me that I'd suffer 72-hours of mental slowness.


I awake. The body enhancement thing were futuristic and perhaps sci-fi was realistic... I decided to go back into the dream.


I am once again back into the chair. I see a couple of people in front of me sitting in the wired recliner and they were compartmentalized and put to sleep. Those were their sleeping quarters. I got up to leave. I was actually interested in the body modification thing from earlier. For me, they had described a path of body mod/transfer that only a select few could attain. So I went to the staff lady at the special area to ask her about it. There were a couple of others about 5 of them interested in the same thing. She showed us and told us these were the most amazing bodies that you could transfer or modify your body into if you wished... She asked me which one I wanted...


I said “I want the most beautiful and the strongest body"


She replied, “So you would want the First Sun”


I was curious. I was so intrigued and wanted to know what the first sun was. Was it an actual body referred by a code name? As in a human body, or was it a planetary body? I was very bewildered and excited about the idea of becoming/experiencing a planetary body in a dream,or if this was a human body I was indeed interested in it likewise. She was directing me towards the secret backroom. The First Sun, I was so excited to see/experience/become it.


I awake and open my eyes.








Notes: I did wild kind of, the square visualization. MILD + SW.

I accidentally dragged the window and refreshed after writing the whole thing on phone. Gah! Just gonna write a few words.

Game event, pro friend, me bad. Karaoke mediocre. Nice bathroom, forced sex.

Left event. 2 attendants. I strip naked. Manager called. Divert manager with money making scheme. Drive away on black suv.

Scary mansion

Apartment. Kidnap? Old mansion. Thin girl naked. Dismembered lower body. Girl 5 days to live. Finding the culprit.

To china

I was supposed to go to China in this dream. I was to take a flight in a day or two. I'd first be taking the subways to the airport, then take the plane. But for some reason I'd stopped somewhere near downtown at a relative or an acquaintance's home to stop by overnight. I slept over at their house on the second floor bedroom but I was worried because I'd forgotten my cellphone. My mom was apparently going there on an earlier flight but how was I suppose to contact her now? I thought oh well, it'd work out somehow and went to bed. I hanged out with my friend Jack while at the house after.

-I feel like this was a couple of different memory events fused together into an abomination.

Supermarket Sashimi

I was at a supermarket. Shopping for groceries. While my family were looking at vegetables, I found the seafood section at the back. I grabbed ahold of a lobster and wanted to eat it as sashimi. I sliced off it's head and had a taste. It was salty and sweet - tasted like how I remembered. I looked away for a moment and the staff had taken away my lobster. I was slightly mad since I'd already paid for it and I only got one bite out of it.

-White floors, pretty clean supermarket. Maybe it was a chinese supermarket.*

-again it was a couple of old memories pieced together


WBTB

2 spiders, bikini, a little lucid

I found myself atop my bed laying down. It was my familiar bedroom and everything appeared normal. I got out of the bed and something got my attention. There was a spider on the ground to the right so I tried to abolish it. I think it got away. I headed to the bathroom and everything still appeared like my bedroom. But once when I was inside my bathroom I wasn't sure - I just felt like this was a dream. I stepped outside the bathroom door and tried to poke right finger through my left hand. It didn't work. I thought maybe I was wrong but I was 70% sure that I was dreaming. I found the drawer and it was at the same spot. There was a baby blue swim-wear there and I decided to try it on.

FA

I am in the bedroom again and I find the spider again. I try to get it and it got away again. I did another reality check here since I felt like it was a dream. Finger through hand again and it didn't work, but I didn't trust the RC- I was pretty sure it was a dream. Before I could scrutinize the environment any further I'd heard my dad's voice. I found him in one of the living halls and we spoke a little. He appeared so real so I think I lost lucidity around there.


not a Ukulele, fun diner music, castout

I was in a diner of a small town. It had nice wooden floors and tables to go along with them.I was seated towards the end of the diner where apparently a bunch of regulars were. A couple of them apepared to be musicians of a band and my attention was drawn to the string instrument that one of them had. It was small, like an ukulele but not really a ukulele. Google search showed me that it appeared to be similar to a instrument called a jiple. One of them saw me eyeing the instrument and told me to give it a try so I did.

It was a skinny ukulele shaped instrument. lie this < >==< (=( ) )> , but it wasn't an ukuele.

At first I tried playing it like a ukulele but it didn't sound right. But I let go of trying to play it like an uke and it began to sound better. I sang, not perfect but it was alright, getting better. I noticed a tiny crowd around me for some reason by the time I stopped singing and playing. They gave me the ok to keep playing so I did. This time I tried playing a song by Ricky Martin. I couldn't get the chords or make it sound how I wanted it to but I just let it be, and let the sounds and my fingers play what they wanted to play. And gradually I began to find my rhythm and I sang.

I sang, feeling the music until I found my sound. And before you know it the crowd got larger and they surrounded my nearby area. I saw and looked at the girl in front of me she had a dirty blonde hair with brown eyes, then I turned a little to the right and saw a a brown haired guy, he had long wavy hair and I think he was one of the musicians from earlier. I was just casually noticing the crowd around me as I sang and enjoyed my time, feeling alive. I had finished another song.

To the right side of the diner, or maybe it was a pub rather, people were talking about some Japanese tourists that were visiting this city. This city appeared to be the country side of North America, wouldn't be surprised to find cowboys here. Anyways I did not notice them since they were way to the right of the place, and my back was behind them while I sang. One of them had come and requested me to sing again. I was delighted and of course agreed. But I wanted to find another instrument though, and what do you know, his companions had brought along an instrument. I went over to their table to the right and took the string instrument. It looked like a ukulele so I tried playing it, but alas it was a different instrument yet again. This one was peculiar in that it had a partition between the middle of the four strings. But it sounded ok. And I told them I'd sing a song of my own for them. And so I did. Time flew by.

...

I was back in the diner, from where I sat earlier. There were a group of oldsters there. They were mostly the old men that were regulars of this pub/diner, there were a few younger people too. The dream plot tells me some time had passed. According to one of the young man with black spiky hair there, someone had secretly uploaded a video of me from earlier and I was exploding on youtube. There were some random people trying to find where I lived and how their quiet little town was now full of annoying foreigners. They all looked at me with stern eyes.

A gramps in front of me, slightly to the left with short, white hair and tan, wanted me to go away. He eyes said,

"you're famous now so go away."

All of their eyes said the same thing... Meanwhile the guy from earlier had mockingly said,

"everything you touch is turning into liquid gold."

I was crushed. I was sad because I knew what he meant by that. A meaning akin to king Midas, only begetting loneliness by his touch of gold. But I I wanted to speak up. So I turned my sadness into irritation and replied

"and what's wrong with that?"

But I didn't want to hide my true feelings and decided to open up my heart to speak how I really felt.

"I just came here to hang out with you guys... I missed you all and I... Love you. I love you all."

I started tearing up and slowly began to sob. A quiet rainstorm was I. They began to change their expressions and their eyes had now expressed a kinder tone. It was all a facade; they were pretending to hate me to get me to move on from the small town... So that I could see the world.

I awake, the mailman rang the doorbell a soon after


Notes:
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Shape of diner

l l\
l m l
l J l
l l \ \ \ \ Entrance
l O l
L ]
\ \
m- where the musicians sat
J - where the Japanese tourists sat
O - where the oldsters sat
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I feel like the 2 dreams before the WBTB might have been NREM dreams. Not sure why but it had that feeling. It was just less clear and events appeared to skip more often.

I know the RC failed because I had a seed of a doubt in my heart that it wasn't going to work. The finger through the hand is just a bad RC for me since I have previous negative experiences with it. However it was the one I could think of at that moment so that was what I did. Probably another RC would have worked during that period or would've worked also if I had repeated the RC a couple of times.

I just tried to relax more during wbtb than before. I think relaxation is pretty important.

I think I'm getting better.

*I believe that maybe if I were to close my eyes right as I try to push my finger through it might make it easier that that RC. Part of me may be queasy about the exact moment of pushing it through. Next time I will do that if I do that RC again.

Initially I forgot what I had dreamt at but I did recall a little.

VR village
I remember dreaming about VR stuff. A very-very old fashioned village and their villagers were experimenting with Virtual reality. Their roads were brown wet dirt and they wore brown colored clothes too, likely leather and plant materials. They were progressing technologically at rocket speed. Dream influenced by my interest in VR lately.

Thin Cavity
I found myself in the kitchen. Looked like the home kitchen with the familiar white flooring but the counter top was white too. Perhaps could have gotten lucid had I been more aware. But I was distracted - one of my teeth was cavity ridden and was falling off. The teeth had become so worn out it was thin like the scoop of a spoon and it was falling out. I found my mom there so I began to talk to her. Could be my interest in diy tooth powder or falling out of teeth could indicate changes in life.


Cliff, Old Giant

I was high up above. Not flying but I was on a cliff or mountain. The cliff was white not from the snow - it was not cold. Instead the cliff rocks were very jagged and bleached satin white by the intense sunlight. The cliff reminded me of Icarus, or perhaps the bright sunlight did so. It also reminded me of Prometheus, perhaps it was where he was punished. I felt like I was trapped in this area and proceeded to escape. Maybe I was Prometheus here.

( I may have escaped once during this part of the dream, and came back atop of the cliff again. I may have been just going around causing trouble during this period here)

I looked down the small cliff. There was an old man there. He carried white hair in somewhere between short-medium length along with a medium length beard to go along with it. He stood tall in a strong posture and he was built - massive muscles like an Olympian. He reminded me of Greek Olympian, since he covered himself in a white toga. There was something else about him. He was HUGE. He stood below the cliff and his head had reached nearly where I stood. He was the giant spoken of in myths and fairy tales. It was apparent that he was also the guardian of this place. I was under captive or was in a sort of "time out" because I've been behaving badly. And I'd escaped once already.

I grabbed a small boulder nearby, and threw it at him. It hit him squarely on the top of his head, slightly to the right and he was unphased and still looking at me. His stupidly unwavering smiling face got me irritated though so I grabbed ahold of a much larger boulder, the larges I could find and threw it at him again.

*gonk* it hit him right in the head again. Hoping that I could knock him unconscious and escape while he'd be out. Yet he stood still, looking right at me. The old giant kept looking at me and told me to "stop going around causing troubles."

I was semi-lucid again earlier, almost! But he seemed kind of an ok guy, and besides I felt bad for throwing bounders at him. Feeling "What's the worst that can happen in a dream?" kind of yet not fully lucid. So I listened to the old man's pleas and decided what the heck, and jumped down the cliff to go to where he wanted me to go. I thought he was going to direct me to a jail cell but I was facing a dark corridor now and I saw a bedroom through the door in front of me. I was getting a rapey vibe from the old man really. But in all honesty, probably just a trauma surfacing in the dream. And I was immediately teleported into a large bedroom.

The bedroom was very white, color wise. It was very square shaped instead of rectangle and the King sized bed that took up about 1/5 - 1/6th of the room. There was a small white chair there, round, so maybe a sofa chair; not comfortable enough to be a sofa but it was a round/square sitting apparatus like a sofa. There was a round and short coffee table beside the chair. The curtains, or the shutters rather, were closed and the room was rather dark, yet the sheer whiteness of everything in the room just reflected the leaking light from the curtains all over and made it feel not that dark. I was in trouble though.

I randomly began to feel vibrations from my nether regions for some reason. It had an orgasmic feeling but not really. Hard to describe. Just heat/vibration, slight pleasure. The vibration felt familiar but it was different. I don't know but somehow felt like I was welled up with power. It made me lucid, although very briefly. I decided to wake up since this was feeling uncomfortable. Stupid I know, but I am getting better. Next time I will remember to recall a dream goal or meditate.

So I awoke on top of a comfy bed. I was orgasming on the bed from the residual sensation from the dream. Maybe the most comfortable bed and sheets ever - like mellow white silk gently caressing my body while I was flipping out.

Yet I awoke again and realized it was FA.

*I realize now that this dream was very white, almost everything was white colored.

Notes

Progress = Good. Just gotta believe.

The cave game

Initially I was playing with some childhood friends, Steven and Y. We were playing a video game on a TV, black and fat and square, smooth satin surface with nicely curved edges - an old fashioned TV. The video game was a custom made one, user created content if you will. It felt like w3, but it was a platformer/shooter side scroller. The game was inside a cave, progressing from left to right. I have a little hard time recalling what happend. Perhaps I was inside that video game towards the end. I was at the depths of the cave, falling from above. It was dimly lit and there was a dungeon boss there. She was a demon of some sort, attractive if I recall ccorrectly. Something happend in the midset of it all. Like a time or dimensional warp that led me out of there.

Magical pizza, eyes of drayad, evil witches
It all began inside a classroom once again. It was the Japanese school, in elementary again. The environment was sort of connected to the dream prior, perhaps warped here. We were playing around in the classroom but I had to do something according to the dream plot...

I walked down the familiar hallways down to right, towards where the bathroom was. There was a gigantically massive pizza there; its diameter the size of a full grown adult. And more interestingly, the pizza had a strange green-ish glow that emanated from it - hinting at the potential powers welled within this big, bizzare foodstuff. BUT partaking it would mean death, for no mortal could withstand its magical radiation. I needed something before I could eat it. It was then that a magical being bestowed upon me her eyes. She had taken them out from her sockets and replaced my mortal eyes with hers, thereby giving me the power necessary for the magical pizza. I took a large slice of the pizza then began inspecting the girl who had given me the gift.

She was turned away from me, towards the entrance of where the bathroom was suppose to be in the school hall. However there were no bathrooms there. Just a occultistic dark room dimly lit by some glowing redness that seeped out of the edges of the floor where it met the walls. Not deep red like blood, but orange-red. In between us was the table that held the pizza but I paid not much attention to it no longer.

The skin on her back was colored likened the drought-ridden earth, whose dry desperate prayers of rain were met with naught but the blistering rays of the scorching sun - crackling yet still. They were dry, and a few small dark maroon triangular things that protruded from her back like a salamander... What are they called? I had an urge to speak to her so I did. She was bare. She was irritated however, and justly so, since she had given me her eyes from earlier. Her new slightly red and irritated eyes silently spoke the words,

"I gave you my eyes, what more do you want from me?"

She looked like Sabyn from highschool - perhaps she was there since her name begins similarly to Sabrina, the teenage witch cartoon. Witch => magical => this magical being - drayad/lizardlike. Her hair was dark brown wit ha hint of ombre that parted in the middle, raised slightly at the front. She had delicate and small features and was indeed beautiful. I had no interest in conversing with an irritated individual so I decided to leave her be and talk to her later. And so I walked back down the hallway previously.

I had the intention of meeting with my friends once again to just hang out or play. I felt an urge to look behind me. Behind me were some students but in from of them were two old women. They had short white-silver hair in a longer bowl cut that ran down to the bottom of their jaw. They appeared old, however their skin was somewhat immaculate for their age with very few wrinkles. That was when I saw their eyes. THE EYES. The eyes that gazed soullessly towards me. Perhaps lucid dreamers know of that death-stare that's in the Inception movie. Those eyes. I was afraid. I took a few steps back, without breaking eye contact form them. The fear likely led to the following events. It did, however make me semi-lucid. I remembered that I could teleport. So I willed to teleport. My body began to shift into a transparent, other-dimensional membrane that was a connection point between different time/space. I'd be teleporting momentarily and out of here. Admittedly I was a little smug, thinking to myself,

"Hehe, too bad. You can't catch me now~ huh?"

As I headed towards the other end of the hallway. However the witches' appeared unwavered, still looking my way. The one witch to the right began to move towards me. She floated into the air at massive speeds and grabbed unto my body with both hands. She could somehow could my body in the apparent ethreal state! Suppose she was a witch after all. With haunting gaze she repeated:

"Can't go back to this timeline. Can't go back to this timeline. Can't go back to this timeline."

As she pushed me backwards with immense strength towards the dark swirling portal at the end of the other side of the hall. I entered the black hole and heard a scream of a lady "ahhhhh" coming from me so maybe it was me.

Awoke and pretty shaken


Notes:
I have been having dreams about this elementary school repeatedly. Maybe this will be the last time. Although the witches were scary maybe they were helping me get over some issues from that time. Personally I'm not trying to end up there though.

Ld advices from skipper. Great stuff.

What is the message of the dream about elementary school? Maybe it's about being in the present instead of being in the past timeline. But I feel like maybe that was the time when I stopped being myself. As in I began to try to "fit in" instead of being myself. Trying to play pokemon to fit in with other kids.

Be myself. But who am I? I am... Well I want to be omnilucid really. And I realized, I actually liked writing DJs; so I will do that and kill two birds with one stone.

I meditated and I realized that I was free, FREE! and I loved to read. So I will read. I will read the most beautiful story in my lucid dreams. And maybe I could. You know, write it down for all to see. That is a worthy goal for me. So let me be omnilucid, oui.

The main problem is that I lose awareness of my surroundings completely while being so immersed in it all. Is it something one could overcome with training? Or could these two activities be antagonistic upon one another? Only time will tell.