Thread: Ready to give up.

Hey Martakartus - coool - looking forward to hearing how it goes for you!
Follow this link for a text format transfer I did - easy to print and modify: http://www.dreamviews.com/dild/14763...ml#post2103552
I also have a problem with being totally bored by it meanwhile and I put off the fifth time - despite being somehow convinced, that this repetition might be the one to anchor it properly.

And one more thing to DragonSword:

Tradozone is an antidepressant and has multiple effects on neurotransmission.
It is very sedative - and that among other mechanisms by dampening certain central pathways for norepinephrine - could be that this makes it more, or much more difficult to become lucid. Could be, mind you.
If this is really solely meant as sleep-medication - try Melatonin - it works fantastically and has no side effects in low doses.
In higher ones (over 6 mg), it only makes you tired the next day - really not dangerous. The body makes it itself, you can get it free of prescription, too - and it doesn't interfere with lucidity - it could even help.
American docs - non-psychiatrists, unfortunately - have a reputation of prescribing psychopharmaca for all sorts of things - wouldn't surprise me..

If the Tradozone is (also) for depression - first of all, there could lie the reason for your despair with LDing - in depression one tends to despair with everything. And once the fog has left your brain - it will look very, very differently!
So if you need it, and it works and doesn't bother you - go on with it until your mood is back to normal and stabilized of course!
It's good you have no obvious side-effects - but if it fails to work well - you could also ask for another anti-depressant - the modern ones are almost all very agreeable - but nobody knows (yet), what any of them do to LDing.