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I have been keeping in my physical dream journal before, for 6 days, but I'll start with this.

Had my first WILD last night. Wasn't even trying to have a WILD. Just went to sleep breathing in rhythm and thinking "I'm going to lucid dream" in rhythm, and slowly I felt this darkness cover me. Then came the SP. It started off with a slight tingle at my feet, and eventually I had a tight pressure all along my body and was slightly tingly. It was a great feeling. I realized I was in SP and my heart started going a mile a minute. My head wouldn't enter SP and I had a hard time not swallowing, or licking my lips. For about 1-2 seconds, I saw a bright light at the top of a stairway. I went back to darkness and SP, and had an extremely hard time not opening my eyes. My eyelids started to shake and than they opened. I got up, did a few RCs, and it was real. I wasn't lucid.

I then tried it again, and SP came much quicker. I started to see things, but I could feel my blankets and hear my fan. I could only change what I saw. I couldn't change my location, or where I was heading, or what I did. For example, I was jumping rock platforms and changed them to PB&Js. I woke up about 5 minutes later. It was 1:00, and I had closed my eyes at 11:00. I fell back to sleep and don't remember a dream.

I don't remember much of my dream, but i remember going into a bathroom with a buddy, we get undressed and i'm sitting on the egde of the bathtub looking at the wall and im the bathtub wall theres a shelf with little stone characters of somesort that represent the chakra colours.
it was really weird to me for i felt the energy flowing through me. and some people say when they dream of chakras its usualy a glowing form of some sort or i've heard a wheal. But mine was simple, and they were ALL there. hmm

Today was interesting because I had 1: My first actually induced LD and not just random, and 2: My first DEILD!

Note: I had been constantly waking up in the middle of this night.

Dream 1:

I've just fallen back asleep and am in a really large hotel that is grey and full of elderly people. It must have arount 200 floors and is set up similarly to the Marriott Marquee in Times Square, New York. The only problem is there are random staircases leading up and down floors and the sides to the central area arent guarded with railing to keep people from falling to their deaths (I remember thinking of this as unsafe). I enter a room after jumping over a span from one side to another when I wake up. I decide to try to reenter the dream and within three seconds I am back in the dream, except Lucid. I immediately get extremely excited, and try to stay calm but my excitement builds enormously beyond control (and I mean ridiculously excited and I couldn't stop it) until I wake up.

This was my second lucid dream to end from the sheer excitement of becoming lucid.

I heard some wind chimes and thought, “am I dreaming?” I was on top of a mountain with tons of snow all around and I didn’t have my skis and was wondering how I was going to get down this mountain. I thought, “this is highly unlikely. I am dreaming!”

Then I said, “ALL HALLUCINATIONS DISAPPEAR.” I found myself in my bed in my bedroom. I looked around the room, expecting to see that everything was alive and vibrant (in prior lucid dreams even inanimate objects seem to have a life force). Things were more vibrant, but not as much as they could be. I decided I would try to see if I could make a Spirit Guide appear and talk to me.

A door appeared in the wall, with a very bright light behind it. The door was partially open. Bean ran out. I knew there was someone still in there. I said, “Please come out. Don’t be afraid. I want to meet you.”

A very short woman came out. At first I thought she was a child because she was not much taller than Bean. Then I saw she was very, very old, with light brown hair cut to shoulder length and streaked with grey, a beautiful wrinkled face, and brown, bad teeth. I wanted to ask her so many questions (what do I need to know? who are you? what should I be doing?) and I did manage to ask her her name (“Michelle”). After that I couldn’t maintain lucidity and the dream dissolved into a regular dream. I woke up with a woman’s voice speaking in my left ear (quite loudly, but I couldn’t understand what was said).

I dreamed my neighbor had 3 small dogs who got loose and came into our yard and scared our 3 little kittens into the big city. I was very angry at my neighbor because if she had just let me pick up the dogs and take them home, none of the pets would be lost now. But it was my A-hole neighbor (the one next door) who said, "Don't you touch my dogs!" I was looking and looking in the city for the lost dogs and the lost cats.

Then I dreamed a boy I worked with many years ago who could not talk and had terrible cerebral palsy had grown into a man, and he was a very skilled negotiator/compromise maker. I cried in my dream because no one thought the boy could ever amount to anything, being so handicapped, and here he was, quite talented and beautiful.

I am watching a video on my Zune about McGruff the crime dog, he's helping me take a bite out of crime. He is warning me about the dangers of dream gangs in my neighborhood. He says that they are going to come and snatch my dreams. I went out to the car carrying a big blanket with my earbuds in. My focus was parked on a side street. .I wrapped the blanket around me as I looked for my car. There was a group of women around and they were looking for their cars too. It was nighttime on the street. I found my car and put some weezer on my zune. I was getting ready to go to sleep when one woman told me not to sleep over there or the gangbangers would find me. I looked back up and saw a bunch of scary dudes prowling all over the cars. That's when the old tan van with the hippy couple pull up and ask me if I need a ride. I said sure.

I get in the van and there's no seats in the back, just a mattress on the bed of the van. The girl is driving and the guy is sitting shotgun. They are singing. I lie down on the mattress and put on the video and try to watch some of it. There is a cartoon oak tree sitting in a meadow with a blue sky. A male voice says "I want to tell you about lucid dreaming. You could be lucid dreaming right now." They ask me if this is my house and I look outside the van. It is. I thank them and I get out of the van.

I walk up to the front door and my key doesn't work. I walk around the back and there's a new cement patio and lots of construction. I see a little girl and I realize that this isn't my house. It starts to rain. A Little blonde girl comes out of a sliding glass door and asks me what I'm doing. I say that I'm just a little lost but please not to tell anybody, I am going to leave as soon as I figure out a way to cover up my Zune and figure out where my house is. I put the zune in my pocket and walk over to my house.

When I get to my house it's morning time. I walk inside the back door and people are sitting in my kitchen around the table laughing and looking at papers. Ed Helms is reading from a list of my lucid dreams and laughing every couple of seconds. I sit at the table and put on my zune again. I see the Tree in the meadow and an apple falls from the tree. The voice speaks. "there are many ways to find out if you are dreaming. You could be dreaming right now" then I wake up.

All I can remember is that I'm standing in my room on a dark day getting dressed up in clothes similiar to a movie character (Gideon Graves from Scott Pilgrim vs The World). I remember seeing bits of a friend of mine from high school and then I wake up