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I havn't made an entry in ages since I've been caught up with so much but...

I was in a parking lot inside the car waiting for someone. A mate of mine walked to the car and I, for some reason, was gaining awareness (Probably cause I did not fall asleep in a parking lot, from what I remember).

I realized I was dreaming and I quickly did this passive control thing I read about on dv. I started thinking that that might be Dad any second but right now its someone else. I looked away and continued thinking this, then focused on the same spot my friend was in and it was my dad. Or at least I thought it was.

First lucid dream ftw.

Then it ended, and so was this update, therefore this blog.

I was in town where it was snowing. I was talking to a wall made of large stones. There was a head as part of the wall and when he spoke the surrounding stones would move. I was explaining the fee's and charges to him and then he said "I don't need to pay fee's and charges". I asked him "Why not". I don't remember his response.

Thebeastofold's Dream


Started out, i was walking along the highway near where i work, and i walked over to a car and got in...and whoever was driving, i couldnt see their face, drove right past my work...i was going to tell them to stop, then changed my mind and decided to skip work...we pulled up in front of a house somewhere and my mom was standing outside in the driveway...i thought to myself..she's seeing the doctor again?!?!?!? she walked in the house and i ran in after her, and when i saw who i thought was the doctor, i reached into both of my pockets and pulled 2 huge stacks of misc business cards O_o i started handing them to the guy and all of a sudden i found myself in the top bunk of a bunk beds..the guy walked into the room and i realized there were tons of business cards under the covers, so i started grabbing big handfuls of cards and either handing them or throwing them at the guy, and finally he got mad and left the room and i jumped down and ran out after him and when i got into the next room i handed him 2 more big stacks of business cards and all of a sudden i was standing at the bottom of a huge cliff in a big group of people crowding around a small table and i was trying to see what exactly was on the table..i couldnt see the table, but i heard someone calling my name "thebeastofold!!" and i looked up and there was an oriental lady hanging on the side of the cliff in a climbing harness etc. i yelled "windhover!"......i felt like i was just starting to become lucid then woke up...bummer......

This is also the result of playing Skyrim for a few hours before going to bed. I remember being in a medieval city. I was at a higher area with a big building and stone floors. This was outside, too. There was a few forges. I walked towards one, but then I woke up.

9th Dream of 2012

This is the result of playing Skyrim for a few hours before going to bed. I was at my school, it looked sorta the same, but not really. It was dark and had a Skyrim look to it. I remember being outside where those small one room buildings are. (Forgot what they're called.) It was a bit run down though. I remember being with a few people, and someone got ran over by something. I got the idea to dig a grave, but when I would put the shovel into the dirt and then pull it back out, no dirt came with it. Then this one guy that was near me got the idea to use his hands, and the dirt came out. Once we dug the grave we burried him and went towards the buildings. They were stacked in stories kind of. With at least four stories, and two rows. We were looking for my health class, but came across the wrong building. The others were puzzled, so somehow I brought up my map that was exactly like the one in Skyrim, just it showed where we were. I found the right building was above us. At that point I got into another dream.

8th Dream of 2012

Well, this is my first entry so i guess i will jump right in.

for the last couple of weeks i have been trying to obtain WILD skills and so far have had a few close calls. Last night was a slap in the face as i fell asleep while trying WILD and actually dreamed i was awake thinking of how to lucid dream.lol. This is not the first time this has happened, and it is so aggrivating! But i wont give up. In one of my WILD attemps, i had blinking lights, then one dream i had was a strange thing; i dreamed very clearly the saying, "ask and you shall recieve" the next day, i heard this term 3 times

Again, recall was poor and only fragments, but I'm actually considering that kind of good - I only slept five hours, so remembering anything is pretty good after all. Tonight I'll go through one of my favorite dreams ever.

Gang Wars II: The Infiltration
Date: May 15th, 2009
Lucid: No

I was near one local place, basically equivalent of community center. I was one a backseat of a Mercedes as the car drifted past the community center. There's a school next to it and I was to infiltrate that area. Yeah, I was some kind of agent or something. My hometown was in some kind of gang warfare, that was what I intuitively "knew" about the situation It was dusk, I guess, since it was a bit dark.

There was some guy patrolling in front of the building. He had a pistol on his hand. He looked the Mercedes and seemed suspicious, but let it pass. The Mercedes turned to rowhouses that were next to the building, with some trees and field between them to block the sight.


I jumped out of the car and started moving within the thin trees and then over the field. My mission was to contact a mole that was working undercover in the ranks of the enemy gang, or something like that. When I arrived to the place, there was some other buildings beneath the community center that really aren't there,
but the area was a bit different anyway in the dream. I peeked around the corner of one of the buildings and saw some maintenance guy. I was about to shoot the guy with my silenced pistol, but then I realized that the place was crawling with guards.

The guards in general were youngish guys, where as maintenance guys - who were also everywhere - were basic, middle-aged men, just what you would expect. But what the hell could take so much maintenance?

I wasn't feeling very patient, so I hoped that darkness would cloak my movements as I sprinted out to the sight. I tried to make it between other buildings in the other side. For some reason it seemed like there was more light all the sudden and I was obviously seen. Fuck. Not quite as smooth as James Bond.

I realized that men behind me had certainly seen me already, so I was in a hurry. I continued running and ran into a guard that emerged from between the buildings. Instead of defending himself, the guy lifted his radio to call out the alarm. I shot him. Admirable (or stupid) to sacrifice your own life just to let others know that there is somebody uninvited in. Especially since I was already seen.

I continued my running from between the buildings. Now I had no destination - I was just running somewhere for the sake of running away. This time I met two guards at the same time! I shot one of the guys as I was running towards them. Instead of shooting me, the other guy picked up his buddy's pistol and extended his arm to give it to me. Now I can shoot with two pistols, I thought! I realized that this must be the guy I was looking for. Nice luck.

My mission was to contact him and probably to tell others as well what he said. Well I forgot it, so I guess that's mission failed. Anyway, I still had to get out of there alive.

I continued running and actually the next place I remember is in reality over a mile away from the community center, but I guess in the dream it was closer. I was running on the road by our neighbors and there was some tall guy on their yard - and of course some other gang members as well.

I raised the gun that I had gotten in the enemy's base and pulled the trigger. Click. What? There's no ammo in their guns? What the fuck? I think we are going to win this gang war. Anyway, my original pistol was still working, but my shots were scattering all over creation. There's a downhill after the house and I disappeared down it, from my enemy's perspective. Soon the tall guy ran behind me. He was at the top of the hill and pulled out a sawed-off shotgun. He started screaming after me:
"I'll take care of you! Like I did last time!"

So apparently this is a sequel. Shame that I didn't see the original, I guess it was awesome.

The guy started shooting at me. Instead of staying with my back to him and protecting the back of my head, I kept looking over my shoulder at him and then somehow put my hands in the x-shape in front of my face to protect it from the shots. Some shots still went through and hit my forehead, but they didn't cause serious damage. I didn't experience any pain. I saw myself from outside of me, like in a movie, and noticed that lines of blood were pouring down my face from the wounds the shots caused.

Dream started to fade, but it was near it's logical conclusion anyway. I didn't stay to fight the tall guy, instead I ran home and got away with it.