FryingMan

bedtime 23:45

01:45

+ TV park, I'm walking near where jungle gym/swings were down left path to lower level, I hear voices from top (baby) level, a girl is saying something [forgot], go around to left path down to lowest level and (throw?) fly up to toys high in air all around (in the trees), (trying to keep away from others?)

+ [forgotten]

05:45

+ lying on abed playing with tiny doll-sized infant S2, I feel great affection for this baby, I'm massaging it, tickling it, it falls on the floor almost rolling under an adjacent piece of furniture with a skirt, I'm concerned about it being squished, I pick it back up and continue playing with it on the bed, I bring it back with me further on the bed where his brother is lying, older, and the baby S2 says "Hi S1!" I'm very surprised that it can speak at all. It then says something else [forgotten], the consensus from around me is that yes, they know it can speak.

+ outside, "camp," drinks, alcohol on the rocks, taste and give leftovers to friend, fruity sort of like lychee, look into the bottle I'm giving to friend and see just a little bit of clear/white-ish (like lychee) leftovers in the bottom

+ [frag] car driving too fast, accident, fleeing from pursuers
In a car, daylight, approaching fast a T intersection with cars parked all along the sidewalk, instead of slowing down the driver accelerates, and I know we'll hit (but there is no impact). Think about cars racing away down side streets avoiding pursuit

+ at a large outdoors auction, large group of people all around, there's a guy walking around with a large stack of colorful newspapers, these are very popular, everyone wants one of these, (they're Jamaican? or the guy carrying them are?). I'm suddenly worried about missing by waist bag [DS], I look down and feel for it, I see it's there on my right hip and I relax.

BTS hard, woke up a lot. Couldn't sleep with light visualization. Probably about 1+ hour of this. It required "pretend it's first bedtime, blank mind, relax body and mind on each exhale" to fall asleep. Need to start this earlier, and then add in some light visualization.

09:30

+ with MR at shlagbaum, walking in group, he asks about a girl that is not his
Walking with group of young friends outside, we come to an intersection and we begin to cross, there's a railroad crossing guard down and I can't figure out which way to walk around it, I feel a bit confused and embarrassed (in a light fun way) about this, finally decide how to go through and return to group, they are all know a few steps in front of me and I see the back of all their heads. Twilight/dim lighting. My friend MR is with is, I recognize his hairstyle [false] up ahead of me from behind. I know he's asking about some girl that he's interested in, but she's with somebody else, so I think it's pointless.