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This was false awakening. I 'woke' up and saw there are 2 bananas left on table, but I was sure I ate all of them last night (I should have done reality check.. ).Then I started my PC and downloaded some stuff.

They were taking me and my friend to prison for some reason.The prison walls were all yellow. My friend is being taken in prison for good and they said I'm going to be there only temporary.I was siting on a bench after few minutes some other guys I knew came too.They started to pick on me and I asked one does he want PvP.He said you are lvl 69 and I am 75, you don't stand chance against me.Suddenly I was holding a huge Scythe and I noticed that I have 305 attack and he has 201 attack.I told him that and he said that he took his equipment off.
Note: This dream suddenly turned to something like RPG game.

The dream began as a movie, camera ( my vision ) going trough environment and it eventually stopped at some 'castle' that looked similar to place I know (plava voda).I saw a woman in there, and she started to talk me about that that she can control dreams and that her husband doesn't believe her. I told her that controlled dreams are called Lucid Dreams ( And I still didn't became lucid :S arghh ). She was happy that she can tell her husband now about it.

1- Bite of an Orc
My parents have gone undergound, to the orcs' lair. I am waiting outside. At the sounds of a battle, I suddenly become lucid and run through the forest towards my house. "I don't want to fight orcs again," I mutter to myself. ((Um... I've never fought orcs before. Ever.)) "Besides... isn't there something I have to do?"

By the time I make it to my house, I am no longer lucid. My parents come a bit later. They tell me that they won, but that the orcs bit them and now they're infected. I see that they now have green and red orc skin. "Don't worry," I say, "You'll only be HALF orc. I got bit by one a while ago, and I'm still half werewolf."


2- Tattoo
I get a really ornate tattoo all over my face. The next morning, I cannot figure out what possessed me to do something so stupid. Everyone's going to think I've gone off the deep end... I look in the mirror and am delighted to find that it is just a temporary tattoo.

June 24, 2010
11:45a
Big Mansion
My parents, Grandma, Jack and I were living in this huge mansion. I remember looking down one of the halls and guessed that the hall itself stretched about 50 meters (165 ft).

I was outside at our garage. The neighbour asked me why I was parking in his spot. I told him this was our garage, but he was adamant it wasn't (it was detached). I reasoned that it's ours, because the siding matches our house. He still maintained it was his. I told him I would move our vehicles after I helped this other person out with what they needed.

I was with my grandmother and she asked me where I put her dressing gown. I remembered hanging it on a hook in one of the bedrooms. I went around the house, looking for it, checking each room. I must've checked about 5 different rooms until I found it

Danny and Sterling
Woke up with a vague recollection of Danny and Sterling both expressing the desire to build houses in my inner world. They just needed to find a way to build them?

Type: DILD.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

This was just.... sad.

The dream began in my bedroom. The lights were all off, and it was clearly dark outside, but there was a slight level of visibility aided by a blueish nighttime glow. Because of this, colors weren't easily discernible but I could tell my bed and side table were white. My steel blue alarm clock with glowing red numbers was sitting on my side table, facing my bed.

I was sitting on my bed, minding my own business but with a bit more awareness than usual, and then my eyes caught my alarm clock. I only had to look once to know I was dreaming. It said the following...

I became lucid after double-checking with the nose-plug reality check. After all, the missing part of the last number could have been a technical error on the clock's behalf. I got up and the lighting suddenly became a bit brighter. I looked at my hands while at the same time focusing on the scenery, so I could stabilize the dream a bit more. I then walked through my bedroom door and into the hallway, down the hallway and towards the front door. I usually exit the house like this, even though I could just go through my bedroom door and expect anything to be on the other side. But the door was open so I didn't think about this.

The whole house's lights were off, but with the same slight glow. I grabbed the doorknob and tried to open it. It didn't move at all, or even turn.
I tried a few times but nothing I did made it open. I was now getting an eerie premonition from the area around me, and I had a gut feeling that the dream was going to turn into a nightmare. I closed my eyes and fell backwards to get out, because I'd never felt as freaked out as I did now.

I was back in my bed, awake this time.

I did a WBTB so I'd have a chance of having another lucid. I opened my bedroom door, walked to the kitchen and got a glass of water, and came back into my room. By the time I settled back into bed, around five minutes later, I heard buzzing. I immediately leapt to my feet, did a quick reality check, and realized there was a freaking mosquito in my bedroom.

It took forty minutes to kill the thing.
I didn't have any other dreams once I got back into bed.

Fourth of July:

The dream started out with us hanging out in a basement. Someone had been kidnapped and we were waiting for them to return. We find out its the fourth of July and that the fireworks are going to start soon. I run out of the house and see that we were at my house. I wanted to get on the roof to get a good view. I almost became lucid when I started thinking that I should just fly onto the roof. Instead I got the ladder and climbed onto the roof. I sat there and saw two giant streaks of red and green fireworks. It was a partially cloudy night.

The roof started shaking a bit and I went into the giant window on my roof. I ended up on a train to London. My cousins were there and I asked them how we can get off. They said that once the train starts, there is no way off. It was 30 pounds for the train. I had no money so I asked my cousin for 25 pounds. I remember feeling bad for asking. We were trying to make the train move faster so we wouldn't miss the firework show. I kept thinking of ways to get on top of the train because that would lead back to my roof. The train finally stopped and we got off and teleported into someones house. I took more money from my cousin and left them at the house to go back onto the train and back to the firework show.

I was on the train again when it started shaking. People in the back started screaming and I saw a giant serpent attacking the backside of the train. For some reason I wasn't scared and was frustrated that we would be delayed for the firework show. I went into the back cabin where there was a giant burst of water shooting through the door. I held my breath and waited for the water to subside. I ran back to the front of the train and started climbing to the roof. The conductor said that it was forbidden to go up there, but I ignored him and kept on climbing. When I got to the top I saw that it was a mix between my roof and the train. Below we could see the sea serpent destroying the bottom half of the train and at the top people were preparing for the firework show.

This is the first of two dreams that I remember from last night. The first was lucid and the second was not. I forgot the second while writing down the second. (Woke up to Caramelldansen stuck in my head. lol)

Here's a bit of a back story. I have four younger siblings who live with just my mother at the moment. I'm away at college and haven't been back for a bit over a year now. My siblings and I have been abused since before I can remember by my mother and her boyfriend. (He got kicked out. He's never abused her, and I think he did recently. He's done a lot, and I think that's the only thing that would make my mother kick him out.)

The dream took place mostly in hallways. My sister (who is the second oldest still living with my mother) was getting hit. Then, my mother put this yellow mesh dress over her clothes. (I have no idea why, because it doesn't relate to the dream otherwise.) I kept going out and coming back in. Every time I went out, I tried to get other people to help, but I couldn't talk. Then, I was sitting on this really big, hard-wood, sturdily built table. (In real life, I don't think I could get it to move an inch by myself.) I got in trouble for sitting on it. My mother was yelling at me and about to hit me. (There was no sound at all during the entire dream for some reason.) I got my sister to stand behind me, and I picked up the table to use as a shield. Someone was walking by, and I managed to yell for help after a few tries. I realized it was a dream somewhere around the time I was lifting the table easily and when I could speak. I was able to speak and hear sound for the first time when I realized I was dreaming.

I was going to Barnes and Noble with my friend for school.

"I used to go a Roman Catholic church, but now I go to a Christian church," she said.

"Ok," I said. "So what church do you go to?"

"St. Joe's," she replied. She then handed me something. It was a piece of platic grid about the size of the palm of my hand, with fake flowers woven into it. On one of the bottom corners, there was a small balloon, about a quarter of the size of the grid, maybe larger. It was a happy face balloon.

"Remember when you made this at my party last year?" she asked.

I didn't remember, but I thought it was cool. "Oh yeah." I pretended I did. "Thanks."

We walked over to a long table amid the large bookcases. There were several laptop computers on it, and we both sat down and got to work. After awhile, I wandered off to the end of the table, where there was a turning rack filled with various things. There were a couple of strange looking notebooks, labeled "miniature notebooks". It was a square with about two inch sides. The covers of the notebook were wooden, and you pulled them apart pulling one up and the other down. The paper in the middle opened like a post-it stack. I checked the price. It was five dollars. I thought that was a bit too expensive, so I set it back down. My eye caught something else, though. It was a balloon on a stick.

It was small, the stick being maybe eight inches tall. The balloon was very tiny, smaller than a baseball. It was a yellow happy face. I immediately wanted this, but the price was $9.08. I thought that was way too expensive, so I set it down sadly and went to look at some books.

I saw a search computer that you could use to find books in the store. I searched first for a book on lucid dreaming but I found it had bad reviews, so I searched for another book on it. This one looked good, so I went and found it. It seemed way too short, though, and not something I wanted to buy, so I put it back. Then I remembered that I had wanted to read Ender's Game. I searched for it and didn't find anything. I saw this guy I know also looking at books, and then I went back to the table.

By this time, other people were there, and I had to squeeze in. The computer that I had been looking at before had been closed, and the top of it looked like a Nintendo DS. I thought this was a bit strange - why would there be a large DS on the table? But then somebody flipped it open and I saw that it was a computer.

A few of the people at the table and I went back to my house, because I was going to have a party. I grabbed my sweatshirt.

My other friend, Michelle, came up to me. "Only you would wear that sweater," she said.

I thought about it. Maybe I shouldn't wear my sweater after all. I set it back down and went home. We went up to my room where this other girl, Jessica, and I sat down. She put down her bag, and I put down mine. I was a bit jealous of her bag, because it was prettier.

Several other things happened, and I'm not sure what they all are.

However, after that I was sitting down, thinking that my party that was supposed to be so fun was a complete failure. I was upset, and then I woke up.

I am an actor on Vampire Saved by the Bell.

I play pranks. The guy who plays Zach gets pissed at me.

I talk with Angel about being all my "Selves" at once, and being calm about it, instead of being consumed by the different aspects.

My sister and I are at my old old house, actually, but I noticed that the love seat is the same one we have at our current house .I think that it's more open at my old house, we are in the living room. My sister and I are all alone. Our parents are eating out with my mom's friends or our relatives or something. Then, I see this "burgaler". Well, that's what I called him at the time, but I don't really know what to call him. A torturer? He didn't want to kidnap us. Well, the dude has this scraggly beard. I am stereotyping . For some reason, he seems to want to do something to ME and not my sister. Well, I go behind my sister who is sitting on the loveseat, on the loveseat. I whisper to her to call the police. Obviously, this dude is some weird bad guy. He wanted me to drink something, he had this soda, and then lie...Scared that something was in the drink, I took a tiny sip, then spit it out right away, which I think he also wanted .

Then I said some dumb lie. He seemed ok with that . Now, he is pulling my arms! But, then I noticed after a while of struggling, that it was fake arms that were pulling me...Then, thank GOD, I heard my mother! I went to get her! Whew! With that, I suppose I was "safe"-just with my mom being there-and I woke up!

DREAMLUCIDSCENEDESCRIPTIONNONDREAM

I am on a road with 3 lanes, there is that grass thing in the centerline. I am in some place that is certainly not here. I seemed to perhaps be in the foothills of some mountain. I am just walkin, I don't know where to, but I am walking. I am actually not walking on the right side of the road, but in the middle near the centerline grass. I am not too worried about cars because they are few and far between. Now and then, I look behind me to see if there are any cars, in which case I would go all the way over to the right side of the road. I did this once because I saw a car coming. At one point I get to the top of a hill, and oddly enough, there seems to be snow or something...I don't really care if I get wet, and I slide down it on my tush. It was fun! I land it a small snowbank, and the car passes me on my left.

The scene skips, and I am now in this odd building...It's kinda like a waterhouseish building...like the indoor waterpark Wilderness in Wisconsin Dells. It had that cabin-y feel to it. I am just walking-but not alone. There is some sort of class field trip going on. I am just playing along that I am a student! We are walking up stairs, but this is the odd part. I don't see any stairs, at first, it's just a sharp incline. The material is like the inclines on playground equiptment . But, underneath this incline is stairs made out of the same material.... I think that there is this lady chaperone or something holding it for us or something... Once we're at the top of that part, it's just a straight shot to one of the pools. THIS time it's like one of those things you walk across on a playground, the same material . Where it's lightly suspended, and you can "hop" on it? This time the lady pulls the whole thing over so we don't have to walk on it... I see that in front of me is some other playground type material, but that is the "solid" kind. Then, slightly further out, the same material, but it has a top to it. I see a rather big pool, I think it was MOSTLY clear, but had a few other things in it that I didn't notice.

Ok...this is the weird part. I seem to turn into a guy . On that "solid" part of the pool, there is this guy that seems to THINK he has authority over this girl in the class, he confronts me- I think at the time she was she was daggling at the edge of that solid thing... I knew he didn't legitamatly have authority over her, though. Well, the class is now starting to get told what they're supposed to be doing. I realize that I could get into some trouble since I'm not really apart of the class. I tell this oldish guy teacher person that I have a dentist appointment, some way to get out of it. He still thinks that I'm apart of the class. He says how he knows I don't have a dentist appointment, but he still seemed hesitant. I didn't care. I was rushin out of there. It seemed to be as though I was rushing out from a different spot then I got in, though . It was to the right in front of some ways as to where I was before, in the pool. I am now under some playground equiptment, like the kind in play place McDonald's, I was in one of those tubes.

Then it hit me. This is a dream! SO, I started kinda floating up, back to the pool, through the tube thing. The old dude was moving his arms up, and kinda agreein that I was in fact dreaming, so there was no harm in stayin type of thing. Now I am under water, near the solid thing. I see the instructor dude-his head. It's kinda weird . Of course since I know I'm dreaming, I just stay under the water. There is no harm in that! I see the girl I was talking about earlier-she was in the same spot. This is where it got weird. It started off with, according to the teacher, that this girl had an "empty" nose-no snot. But, I have this tray thing with some of her crystalized snot on one part of it...It is pinkish...Then the instructor said that she must've, like, been cured from her disease . Then, I surface the water, and I start talkin with this girl. Remember, I am a dude, so I am straight as a dude...It really is quite confusing . The only thing I recall us talking about is her special mouthwash...She was doing it in the pool! She said how she doesn't like that "fake" mouthwash where the water is already in it...She was using the pool water with it . This seemed sorta normal in my dream, but when I woke up this sounded bizarre . She even spit it in the pool, which, again, seemed ok in the dream . At some point here, I kiss this girl (again, I am a dude ). Then she says I have pretty eyes. Here is where it seems to be that I realize that I am a GIRL-or I seem to be going along with it for the scenario...quite confusing. I complimented her eyes back. They were gray.

I am not sure where it is in here, but I have this VISION of these wilderness type buildings-again, the indoor waterparks from Wis Dells in this place. The teacher may have spurred this thought. Well, I see this dessert-ish landscape. Besides these buildings, there were a few big hills around the resorts-but besides that, flat nothingness. I see like 5 big wilderness type resorts. There is this main one. I didn't see that many people at all, but aparently, according to this thought, it's a booming business . I see this small road leading up to it. It was paved with a light asphalt. I think I even saw a camel! Well, in front of the building near the road, there is this man made stream. Aparently, it often gets dry because of the climate. But, during the night, which I saw in the vision, this stream turns into this awesome, high up, waterfountain!

Now, this part is weird too . I am now under the water, it seems to be against my will...Now that I am under the water, I am looking down at gray nothingness...But, I am looking at the pool's edge...This was more weird then scary. Then, I envisioned the feel of water again, and it worked. Then I go up, and see no one. It's all good, I tell myself to go underwater, and everything would be like it was. Now, everything IS back to normal! I see the girl on a side of the pool, so I go over to her, then we kiss once. I have my right arm around her, and her left arm around me when we turn around. IDK what it was, but something got our attention. Then we kissed twice more.

EDIT: I just rememered this part: Now, I see these pictures that were taken later in my head right after that . They were in a magazine or something. There were 3 pics of us. Once was when we were looking at that....thing.

We stop this because water stops spurting up, and we get out of the pool. The pool scenery seemed to have changed. IDK, there was more stuff in it. Now, the water was spurting up all along the edge of the pool. We were looking at it the closest to us in the middle. Aparently the water pressure is a bit too much to go in. I think I am now me now, because the dude decides to go into the water anyway . Well, he doesn't seem to care. He's tough! The lady teacher is now in with this tube, catching some of the water. There is this other kid outside of the way of the fountian, kinda small and fat. He looked 8 years old! She playing got him with some of the water in the tube.

ATTENTION: I have had dreams before where I'm a dude and I liked this girl, but IRL, I assure you I am perfectly straight . I have no idea why this gets transferred to my dreams so weirdly!

I think I had a LD last night, though now that I'm fully awake, I've started to wonder if I dreamt it all up and if it was even real at all! I've confused myself!

I fell asleep around midnight, repeating to myself, "I will remember my dreams. I will become aware in my dreams," over and over. I remember vaguely drifting away and not being able to focus on the mantra, then waking up feeling some anxiety about not being focused on it. I fell asleep and, at least right now, don't recall any dreams I had before my alarm went off. At 5:00 AM, my alarm went off and I got up, used the bathroom, and crawled back into bed, checking my other alarms for work. I remember thinking, "Ok, time to try this DILD method you read about last night."

I laid on my back, which is not a normal position for me to sleep in, closed my eyes, and tried to focus on the mantra again. This time, I started to feel as though my arms and hands were very heavy withing a minute or so, and almost as though all of my muscles were twitching at once. It was as if there was a strong current running through my body - I assume this was the onset of sleep paralysis. I recall feeling somewhat frightened, as the feeling was so powerful, and I felt myself waking up in fear. Just as quickly, I reminded myself that there wasn't anything to be afraid of, closed my eyes, and felt the same current begin again. This time, I could see dozens of colors twisting and forming behind my eyelids - the shapes reminded me of the old slime from Nickelodeon shows - glistening, fluid in movement, big and small blobs. I think my breathing sped up a little, and then it was as if the colors in front of my eyes "shattered" away. The darkness lifted as if I was watching a scene in a movie where the camera "opens its eye."

I looked down and could see my left arm and hand at my side (which is *not* where they were, I had my arms crossed on my chest), and I remember thinking "Ok, go ahead and try to lift it without waking yourself up." I lifted my arm off of the bed and watched as an image of my arm and hand stayed in the same position, but the dream arm raised up. I noticed that I had on a pair of old PJ pants that I haven't worn in a decade. The feeling of thinking to myself that I was lucid was so powerful and then I opened my eyes and woke up.

I was disappointed at first but then ecstatic that I had finally experienced a LD. Shame on me, I didn't write anything down, but repeated over to myself the pattern of the pants I had seen in the dream, and curled back up to go to sleep. I thought about trying again, but I felt very worn out and thought it would be best to sleep soundly the last couple hours.

Now...upon waking, I wonder if I didn't just dream all of this? Or if it really was a LD? It felt so very, very real - but at the same time I know my history of dreams, and I know that I am capable of "feeling" very powerful sensations in them without being lucid. I want to say it was a real LD, and I believe that it was a real LD, but everything always seems so easily confused and distorted upon fully waking!

June 24, 2010

Went to bed somewhere around 6:00 am, slept from about 1AM-3:30AM before.

Woke up in my bed, thought I was awake, for some reason chose not to get out of bed at this time. It was dark outside (which should have triggered something as it was just beginning to show brightness when I fell asleep) Tried to open my eyes, was a mess of shifting comic strips (???), faces, dark purple, static. Closed them.

Could move my lips a little, but not much. Got out of bed, as I was scared, went to mom's room, told her that something was wrong. She told me all would be ok, I laid down with her, still did not open eyes. I remember being able to see the entire room but remember thinking about my eyes. Not sure if the weird visuals were in here or not. Mom left the room strangely, I wondered why, something about "early for work" idk All of a sudden, remembered the "check" thing you do in dreams. Looked at the clock, it kept shifting randomly. My mom noticed my gaze and asked if I was alright. Looked at my reflection, the mirror (which was where the TV should be, oddly) looked like it had cuts or something in it, distorted my reflection.

REALIZED I WAS IN A DREAM

Thought this was cool, imagined Angelina Jolie, didn't work at first, but thought of her and she started to appear and a weird white outline of her (I think it was her) started to walk toward me. Mom walks in and disrupts the appearance, I run in her bathroom for some reason and start to imagine Hayden Panetierre. Didn't work too well, I think.

Next thing I know, I'm fighting Godzilla to retrieve something (don't remember, but I did tell my mom about needing this), and I rip apart his hide. I had a strange thought that I wanted to eat it, but I plopped it down with the rest of his body, brown blood I believe. Next thing I know, I'm awake.

Not sure if mom woke me up or not, she was just in here talking to me, but I think I woke up on my own. The beginning of the dream was very scary. I really can't describe what it looked like when I tried to open my eyes, but it was just maddening. Hard to talk until I walked in my mom's room. Got cool after I realized I was in a dream. I'm sure there is more detail about this, but this is all I can remember (it has been about 5-7 minutes since I woke up, I think). My first true lucid dream that I can remember vividly, an amazing experience.

Was on Ubuntu 10.04 (Lucid Lynx) before I went to bed. Maybe the Lucid has something to do with all this. Was updating Rhythmbox before I closed the laptop lid (I believe it was on an 808 State song "E Talk", it reminded me of Soulwax's "E Talking") Parents were up when I was going to sleep, Dad was just leaving I believe. My dog was making that weird noise when she sleeps again. I tried at one point to get myself out of the dream, was definitely before Angelina started to show up. Did I know that this was a dream before the clock test?? Dunno. I remember my penis being hard when I went into my mom's room, I was worried that she'd say something about it.

Only remember bits and pieces of dreams from last night.

Invading alien invasion. On the way to help stop the invasion, I duplicate self and ransack enemies down a hallway. Friends end up back-stabbing me and give me up, along with very valuable information. Brass knuckles that had a leather strap, with a screwdriver, razor, a spike, and something else.