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07.07.2010

Can't title it (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. I think there won't be a single night that I wake up without recall. I went to bed late and I woke up at 05:30 am. I was still able to record three dreams. Montly fragments, but works! First of the night.

- I was voted the best on something I cannot recall.
- Bottles of Olive Oil.
- I stopped twice like a voting machine on the best early bird wake up, other person showed up to me.

Note: Several plans for this evening. First I did more training with Vegeta. Did a quick run through of the previously completed challenges, and then moved on to the maze. My reaction time is improving greatly just from the nightly training. Vegeta says if I keep this up, I will be moving and reacting so quickly that my enemy will have trouble keeping track of me. Who needs to teleport when you move as fast as that? Vegeta's time dilation allowed me to get a few hours training into less than an hour of waking life time. I am finding my memories of the training aren't as clear as they were in the beginning… Vegeta says that's fine, don't worry about it. The training needs to become instinctive, so remembering it is not important. Next I wanted to heal MoSh after he had been having some pains last night, followed by one more healing on S to make sure she is ok. And I still want to have a shared DDO dream with Tigress where we both remember it well. Still working on that one. I have decided not to go back into the Book of the Abyss again. I didn't like that sorcerer I found in there. I didn't like his attitude, I didn't like the feeling I got from him, I didn't like the fact he slipped disturbing images in with the images showing different fighting techniques, I didn't like the fact he had put down the fact that Walms restores nature by using dark energy… I didn't like anything about him. My first WILD went to training with Vegeta, this starts with my second dream.

I got out of bed and looked at the clock. The clock said it was 1:30 in the afternoon! Oh, shit! I'd intended to be up by about 10:30! I threw on my clothes and ran out of my bedroom… and into a dark room. Wtf? My bedroom door closed behind me, leaving me in total darkness. I groped around in the darkness until I felt a wall. The wall felt like panels of cold steel. This made absolutely no sense. I followed the wall to the side until I found a corner, then I followed that wall. I could hear my footsteps echoing off of the steel floor. Why couldn't I see anything? I needed light. So far this felt like being in a strange dream where nothing was right… a dream? Maybe I was dreaming… I did a RC and confirmed that fact. I became lucid.

I formed a ball of light in my hand so I would be able to see. The light reflected off of the metal surfaces of the room. The sound of my footsteps echoed. I thought about my dream goals. I wanted to go meet MoSh to take care of a couple of things. So I opened a portal to MoSh's inner world and went through it.

I found MoSh waiting on the other side of the portal. MoSh asked if I was ready to go. I said I would be ready as soon as I did a healing on MoSh for the pains he had experienced the previous night. MoSh agreed to that, so we went into his house and into one of the bedrooms. MoSh lied down on the bed and I focused on the song Voices from the Macross Plus soundtrack. Golden energy formed and flowed through MoSh as the song played through. After that was done I opened a portal to go find S. The portal opened easily and I went through, followed by MoSh.

The portal exited into a familiar scene of a church with a small graveyard beside it. Things didn't look as dark or dreary as I remembered it. It looked like a pleasant little church. Like in the photo, except it was night out. In the graveyard I saw a woman. She was beside one of the graves with some flowers. She set the flowers beside the grave and then looked over at MoSh and me. It was S. She looked over at us, she had a strange look on her face. She was the reason why I was there. I headed over to S. When I got closer to S I saw she was looking past me at MoSh. She said something about the bitch bringing her mutt mate. So apparently she was not happy to see us…

I approached S, completely ignoring her comments. I did an energy scan of her. She was contaminated by dark energy. I could take that out… I briefly remembered things going bad the last time I tried that with her… should I try it again? Yes… I knew how to be more careful. I used Silver and Cold to draw dark energy out of S. MoSh used a healing spell, putting light energy into S. This time I watched the energy I was drawing out to make sure I wasn't trying to absorb any sentient entities. I drew the dark energy out, MoSh replaced it, and I didn't see any sign of a sentient entity. The process went smoothly. When the process was over, the area looked even brighter. It actually looked quite nice. I opened a portal back to MoSh's inner world.

When we got back to MoSh's inner world, I noticed the dream seemed to be ending. Time to dilate time. I told MoSh I wanted to do something more with him if he didn't mind. He said that was cool. I figured that might not even matter… if he wasn't going to remember me. Either way, I decided to dilate time. I focused on Allura's method of time dilation, dilating time to the point where one hour in waking life equaled four hours of dream time.

Note: The dream state completely changed plots here, so I will separate the next part into a separate dream.

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I wake in the same position I fell asleep: opposite the way I normally sleep, this time with my feet facing the door. I perform a reality check while laying down, confirming I am dreaming. I attempt to sit up but have trouble. I notice a faint bluish glow come from a drawer near my feet. From it, a man appears.

He helps me stand while lucid for the first time in a while by teleporting me off the couch in my current position, as if the couch is what has been holding me back. I look at him, pondering his significant to the dream, and ask if he is willing in able to assist me in my lucid dreaming efforts. He nods very slightly and turns and walks through the door of my room which promptly shuts behind him as I begin to follow his footsteps.

The dream fades to black and I awake in a semi-lucid state on a beach where the sun is setting. I am carrying two surfboards and walking next to a beautiful woman who I understand to be a long-time girlfriend. We are sitting, but decide to stand up and walk down the beach where we find a more suitable spot. I lean in to give my lover a kiss but become paralyzed, waking almost immediately.

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★★★

Mountain range

first part was vague and it was about me walking with my brother up some mountain trail. We came to the peaks of some mountains.

Later i found myself in a clearing far away at the mountains. I was looking at the mountains i had climbed. There was a native lady with me, she was very dark, older, and a bit chubby. I was telling her how i had just come from climbing those mountain peaks over there.

Randomness

I was first in some house... there was a long sequence there but i had forgotten it. Later i was walking along some roads during the daytime in a country scenery. I walked to some town by nightfall. I remembered thinking Vex lived in this area and I was wondering how I had gotten there.

Lucid

I was outside at night time with some guy. I started jumping up high and landing. then I'd jump up again and fly for a bit. The guy I was with was saying I was doing something too dangerous. I jumped up and flew away from him and said . " dont worry. It's only a dream." I flew up over some treelines and spotted a clearing below.

I remembered I wanted to try and dilate time. I flew towards the ground trying to put my hand out in front of me. As i neared the ground my arm and hand materialized in front of me slowly. I got to the ground and placed my hand on it. I felt the sensation of closing one eye. I looked at the space between my fingers and started counting upwards.

At first I was worried whether i was counting too fast. I counted a bit slower then when my hand suddenly umped and moved a few inches. I kept counting diligently and re focused on my hand against the dream. At around thirty my hand moved again. I looked at it and then it moved some more. It took a great deal of effort to keep my hand in one place. by fourty, I noticed my voice sounded like a melodic robot. so I forgot my hand a bit and started being goofy with my voice while i was counting. I watched my hand begin to disapear, but then part of the dream pulled away like someone turning a page in a book. After the page was turned my hand was much more clearer. I got to 49 when i woke up.


Lost

I wound up in some town i didn't recognize. I knew I was in the USA somewhere. I needed to get back to canada. I was walking down the street and spotted a familiar house. I walked up to the house and nocied two black dogs guarding it. One dog left me alone. The other one tried to bite me as I approached the door. I had vivid memory flashbacks of playing with this dog before... more like fighting. I knew it could talk and just didn't like me for some reason. in my memory i had fought it for a while, but it always got some painfull bites in.

It kept jumping up at me and biting my arms untila familiar man approached the door. He came out and I talked to him for a bit. I told him I needed a ride to a greyhound bus station, so that I could buy a ticket home. We got in his truck and drove off to find the bus station. during the drive I wondered if i had enough money to pay for a ticket. i also wanted to check my ID so that I could go across the border (in this dream you need an inernational card to cross between the borders). I pulled out my card and on it were pictures of my hands doing kung fu positions. I thought it was funny they would put that on a government card.

We got to the bus depot. There was a construction lot nearby and we went there for some reason. There was a huge gravel pit that was steep i jumped in it a few times and then went into the office for the bus depot. Inside I said I wanted a ticket to go back to canada. The lady working there only managed to say some pretty random and irrelevant phrases. I gave up on her and went back to the construction place. I was talking to the man some more while sitting over the pit. down the sides of the pit was a large pink blanket. The man said I should go down again but suddenly i was afraid. I asked the man if i could slide down the blanket that way. He said sure. But i took the blanket instead and threw it down. I began trying to clomb up a part of the pit now instead of jumping in it.

gross

unmentionable disturbing sex related dream.

NOTES

practicing WILD

I actually see my HH vividly. I am awake.

I tell myself, "this is a dream."

I fall into myself, into a Black Void with a rush.

07.07.2010

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Entering the basement of an old country style shop I see oak shelves, vinyl records, cassette and DVDs lined everywhere for sale. I slip into a side room where famous actress Uzuki Yashiro (her appearance is that from the TWEWY video game) who shied away from technology but still used a message board service. She had a rare copy of one of the movies she played in and wanted to trade it for some other rare type of media. I later found out that just about everything there had to be traded for and couldn't be purchased with cash. Beyond all logic I wind up with the rare movie. Thinking nothing of it I leave again into the main area.

A cowboy kind of guy had a towel on the ground had stacked up about fifty copies of a limited edition CD featuring Trace Adkin's "Muddy Water". I recall it being a black flip-open kind of case with bright colored writing. He had a customer on the other end of the towel who placed two CDs down wanting to trade. I recall being shocked because the two CDs were super valuable. I don't recall what. The cowboy wordlessly took them and gave the customer the Adkin CD. Later he began complaining because he didn't get the customer's cell phone number. In general he was a very terse and rude individual. On leaving I say goodbye and he says "yeah, good afternoon," in an impatient and forced way.

The dream changes a bit as I enter the scene of a movie. It's a dangerous city street where some homeless teenagers and myself are packed in a grassy alley hiding out under sheets on some thrown away beds. One by one someone sneaks out to get a drink from the vending machine nearby. When I try to get up I experience a severe case of vertigo and everything around warps around unusually. I tell the others this. Some wise-craking leather jacket kid who I assumed was the main character of the movie took me and laid me down under an old grandma who was there with us. I wasn't amused and returned to my spot.

Morning came and I'm told to stay concealed under the sheets as danger lurks. Some rowdy punks approach. Somehow a younger woman had gotten in bed with us homeless people and, for whatever reason, we had to look like we were having promiscuous sex with her or face getting beaten to a pulp. The jacket kid says they'll keep up the act while we get away. I get out of the sheets and the two of us walk towards the punks who seem convinced that we meet their standards. One of the bullies asks me who's sleeping with the woman. The jacket kid looks at me and says in an exaggerated voice "It was Rommel, right?" I nod, thinking he had some motive in lying about the name.

07.07.2010

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

#1) The evil group Metarex from the anime Sonic X were standing in such a way to form a plus sign. The environment was dark like a void. A giant marble came crashing towards them.

#2) I was in a dining room of a 19th century home. All the furniture was covered with white sheets but candles on stands were still placed over the long table. Some grown men and women wearing modern day clothing were there and lit the candles. It seems we were trapped in a 19th century version of Battle Royale.

Below were notes made upon waking. Don't recall.
- Radio
- Hotel
- Road home
- Woman
- Went to sleep.

Key: Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations

I was a kid again, about 10 years old and back at primary school. A girl who was a friend and my first love interest was there, C.

Fast forward to sometime in the future and we're both adults -- I assume the same age I am presently. C is wearing a wedding dress and we're getting married.

When I was a kid I always had this idea that I'd marry her when we were older. Heh, a little soppy for a young boy I know, but I always was a little weird like that.

C and I were outside my old primary school. There was a mob of wrestlers and they looked angry. There was a circus tent off in the distance at the end of a dead-end street. I wasn't happy that these apparently travelling circus people who were also for some reason wrestlers were causing trouble. I was telling them they better leave, or else! Some of them were dressed as cowboys, and I think they all had beards. There must have been 20 - 30 of them, but I was determined to make them all leave, even if it had to get violent... I woke up before it did.

regular dreams: 7-7-10

I haven't been remembering much of my dreams lately so I haven't been posting anything.. I'm going to Colorado for awhile so I won't be able to post anything even if I do remember a dream.

Here are some parts that I remember from the dreams I had last night:

I remember something about a woman getting tons of abortions. She was some kind of slut and like every week or so she would have to go get an abortion. I watched her do it a few times. They stuck this thing up her womanly part...But one time they couldn't get it to go in... yea it was really gross and random.


Also, I remember being at a pool and this black girl who was about my age started drowning. Some lifeguards jumped in and fished her out but she wasn't breathing so they started working on her. It caused like a whole crowd of people to circle around the scene.. She finally coughed up some water and said "What happened?" I don't think anyone replied.. Then they put her on a stretcher and in an ambulance.

I took a nap between 11:30 am and 1 pm, and this is my dream I had.

My dad took my sister and I to a place out in the desert. It was nighttime there. We had to work for my dad. He was throwing a giant party for the US army. I can't remember which one, though. A sergeant was standing beside my dad. I was told to stand at the front door, show my "badge" to the people, and tell them where to go. My sister was just supposed to hold the door open on the other side of the building.

Later on, we were in a different place, like in my room at my dads house. It was just a bit brighter. My older sister and her friend were doing a little dance to some cheap music in front of us with dress up clothes. Lol. How funny that was. They walked slowly into a closet, and they never came out. My big sister's robe of some type got hung on the door as she was walking away, and I pulled it off. I just then noticed that my guy friend Mike was there. I think he said, "I dreamt of being superman last night." After hearing this, somehow it didn't occur to me that I might be dreaming. "Spiderman." I replied. (I actually thought I had dreamed of spiderman? What the heck?) "Or this." I indicated to the robe in my hands. (It seemed oddly familiar). Then I must have woken up.

Finding Acid:

I was just finishing at the gym and about to go home and get ready for work. Michael came and picked me up with Kara's ex boyfriend in the car. We started driving to this place 1:30 min away and he said he could get me acid ( I have been looking for some) He said the only condition is that I had to stop seeing Kara. I agreed with everything he said and we started driving. On the way there I was laying on the rooftop of the car. I started constructing a large bridge across the water in my head. It slowly started to become a reality. I realized that I was about to do a WILD. My dream hands started to come into the image and I got sucked into the dream. Everything was already super clear and bright. The water looked incredible. It felt like I was on acid because the colors were all amazing. I started running on the bridge and was thinking about running at the speed of light. I started to lose clarity and woke up I woke up in the car and tried to get back into the wild. I failed and woke up in bed. I did not want to forget this lucid again like I did last night so I started to write it down. I woke up again... this time for real

Slept between 1:00a-9:30a

1:00a-5:30a
Meaningful portals
"This guy obviously does think my portals are meaningful," is what I have wrote. I can't, for the life of me, remember what this was about!

5:30-8:30
Set sail!
A friend was sailing around the world, in her boat, the South America. Her boat was painted a hideous colour of stark white with a child-like painting of South America on the bottom of her boat. I was looking at this design from underneath the water (I was under water, looking upwards). She was telling us about the tricky maneuvering she had to do to get into the docks at London, because she'd accidentally come in "backwards."

8:30-9:30a
Interesting house design, again
This house in my dream was supposed to be the house I currently live in. But it got quite warped up in the dream.
Starts out with me in my room. Bobbi (from work) is showing me my closet. She's quite proud of how she reorganized it. I don't really notice anything, other than hanging clothes, so I fake-enthusiastically say, "I really like it, thanks!" She goes on to tell me how all my bras are colour-coordinated with my tank tops. So she has done... She's paired a blue tank with an orange bra, pink bra with a green tank, etc.

[Grandma's dodgy basement trap door]
My dad wants to show me this interesting project Grandma was working on. She built a new way into the basement. I figured a new staircase, but then my dad opens up a panel out of the floor, in the main floor bathroom. He's trying to turn the light on, via pull-string, but the light appears to not want to turn on (obvious universal dream sign, missed!). Oh well, we don't need the light, anyways. All you have to do is use the same pull string to swing down through the trap door...

[Basement tenant and the new kitchen]
I'm hanging out in the basement with my parent's tenant. She's the girl who helped me cancel my gym membership IRL, yesterday.

"Did you realize just how many staircases there are in this place?" she asks.

"Well, I knew there were a couple," I say. She shows me this new one I don't recognize. I go up it, and I discover this dark kitchen area, that's been completely untouched for 13 years (and remarkably lacking any dust). The counters are a lovely wood and marble, the sink is huge, and I see a white stove with that smooth surface rather than burners. I think to myself that mum must've known about this kitchen, since she bought the new stove to go in here when she bought the black one for her main kitchen...

I realized that this kitchen should be mine! Now that the tenant knows about this place, she'll want to use it... How to get her to want to leave, though?

My Warcraft buddy, Gerakis, appears with a plan. He rigs up this stuffed toy to somehow become covered in raw red meat, and then tosses it to the tenant's dog (a shih-tzu), who is happily nomming (and growling) on the toy in the vent space next to her room, while she is trying to sleep. She complains it's too loud for her to sleep. Excellent...

I woke up here.

The first dream takes place in my old student town of Norrköping in Sweden. I´m sitting behind Erika on a bike (a really good friend of mine) and she bikes really fast through the dusky city.

Repeatingly, I'm climping up a ladder which leads to a cave. It's basically a scene straight from Zelda 64! The issue is tha manifold spiders and the spider web that blocks the way up the the edge. During the climb I talk in a cellphone to my old classmate Martin, which acts as some kind of support to me during my efforts...

Confusing, multiple versions of the same dream again but managed a lucid. False awakening too. Enjoy. Oh and I took Choline + Galantamine a few hours after first falling asleep.

Cold Feet (non-lucid)

I enter my house and take off my shoes. I ball up my socks and place them inside. Wait, it is no longer my house. We moved out. I go up upstairs and see a scantily clad women cleaning the bathroom. I can't let her see me. I sneak into my room and see clothes stacked on the bed a floor. The closet and drawers are cleaned out. Posters overturned on the bed. I sneak back downstairs, grab my shoes, and head out back. Leaving the socks. It is snowing.

I walk down the alley and there is this garage without a door. I go inside and there is a black leather sofa and some people through tinted glass. A girl rides by on a bike and I follow her. I pas a woman that says something about pregnancy and veins. The garage opens up to this sort of backstage area like I am going to a concert. End.

Cold Feet: The Lucid (dild)

I am lucid in my house. I don't remember how or why. I am upstairs and again there is a woman in the bathroom. I forget all about my goals and decide to kill her. I go into a bedroom and into a drawer. “There will be knife in here.” I think. I open the drawer and dig beneath the clothes to find a knife. It is weird. It is a Swiss thing with drill bits and cooking tools and all kinds of things I don't need. Fine, I'll just strangle her. “That should help stabilize anyways.” I think. I go inside but she is gone. I feel a cold breeze from the open window.

I leave the bathroom and search for the women. I go into the attic bedroom but it is empty. I look in the mirror and see I've got this crazy dragon tattoo on my bicep (none irl). I examine it, taking the dream rather slowly.



I go downstairs and into my living room. I phase through the window (something I've gotten good at, I'll do it again.) I am on my porch.

It is still snowing. Snow covers the ground. Bro and a co-worker shovel snow. I then see my neighbors' house...

and through the window covered with Christmas decorations I see my neighbor and his daughter sitting down to eat a nice, peaceful meal. “Jill” I yell. Nothing happens. I phase through, crash through their window and onto the table. I jump down and try to Force Push/TK him away. He smiles and says “I bet you just need to play Whiplash.” and smiles again. I have just enough time to think of the song before waking up.

Whiplash by Metallica

Notes: Yesterday I had multiple versions of the shark dream. Tonight, I had multiple versions of Cold Feet. At one point, in one dream, the scantily clad women cleaning the bathroom was my mother. Yikes. And I was on a cell phone or something. Confusing. After the lucid there was an FA. I was sitting on my porch watching the snow. I went inside any my family was there talking about dogs.

Frags:

I found some work equipment in the trunk of a car, there was something about the Nintendo 3DS, and the police were there.

DREAMNONDREAMSCENEDESCRIPTIONLUCID

So, in my dream I wake up. It was still dark out, and it looked the same that my room IRL does, except for my alarm clock ...It was so weird. I picked it up, and it was like it was talking to me! It had words slide across it's now large screen-a different part then the time. It was like it was against me! I saw one word on it was my name! It said that no matter what I couldn't do SOMETHING. Well, I decided that this sounded rediculous, and that I might be in a dream. I don't normally RC, but on rare ocasion, I will if I ask myself if it's a dream if I'm not 100% sure. I try to stick my finger through my hand, it didn't work. I was still too convinced! I decided to check by getting out of my bed and floating/flying to the cieling. If it doesn't work, no harm done, right? Well, it does work and now I'm lucid. I wanted to hop into sims so I could be in simmy land . I jumped in it turned off, thinking I'd be in sims. BUT NO! I end up jumping basically right where I jumped in. I turned it on, thinking that it would take less time then IRL. The windows screen popped by fast. I didn't see the log in screen. Instead when it was done, it was on this random game I've never played before...Then I closed that, to click on SIMS! I didn't see it there. I only saw sims castaway stories, and I woke up .