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My first one kind of went like this, I was listening to a guided meditation after waking up at 2 am and staying up for awhile. I fell asleep and woke up towards the end of the video where the woman said, "rise up"... and instantaneously I rocketed to my ceiling, but right before I got there I heard her again say, "rise up" but this time it was distorted. I could sense I was actually laying in a different spot in my room than where I normally lay. But I could almost see things from a 3rd sense or something. I mean, it felt like my eyes were closed but I could see. While I was floating there feeling naked, almost vulnerable, I told myself to just go with it and stay calm. I was there for maybe 10 seconds when I wondered if I could open my eyes and be in another realm. When I opened my eyes I instantly projected back into my body and the recording was still playing exactly where it should have given the 15 or 20 seconds I was out.

I was a spy, sneaking around a corridor. There were giant windows on the right side of the wall. I was talking to someone over a walky-talkie. We kept using funny acronyms to describe situations and what to do during certain ones. I think I had 3 options: to kill everyone in the room, to take a hostage and keep them as insurance and then run away, or simply trying to slip by. I walk into the first big room. It's a library, with a bunch of DCs standing around wearing ski masks and holding guns. I take hold of one of them, disarm him and put him in a choke hold. Then I think to myself, "Wait, wasn't I just in bed? What am I doing?" I drop the dude and try to stabilize by rubbing my hands together, but I faded out before I could do anything.

A fragment in which I'm waiting for someone in a subway station and meet an android, though they've been banned. She looks human except for her eyes: they're filled with a constantly-moving white light, and her eyelids are covered in jewels.

Utena's dueling someone, and her clothing's changing as she does so. Other duelists are running up the stairs and arrive just in time to see her win, and Touga says something complementing her on her confidence, that she could trust that the changes going on around her would serve her.

He goes on to say something about those changes reflecting past eras, which transitions into images with some vague connections - something about a limousine, and then something about flight patterns with an image of a witch flying on a broom, which leads into the next scene:

A guy who's just now become a witch is looking out the window at the approaching dawn, and he wants to go flying and feel the world wake up around him; but he has responsibilities to attend to, keeping him here.

Before going to bed, I remember wondering why a friend of mine hadn't accepted my Facebook friend request. Upon falling asleep, I had a dream in which she approached me and said "I finally accepted your friend request." And that's all I remember.

So last night after logging out after a brief conversation with havago, I went to bed and began my new nightly breathing/ focused meditations. As usual it was difficult to keep my mind quiet, so I get myself back on track. Getting really relaxed and focused finally. All of a sudden I have an intruder! Again! So this time I telepathic ally say Wain I'm meditating. I start to go back to my breathing and my intruder says "WHAT" really loudly. I mean right next to my ear for Pete's sake. I stuck my hand out and passed em as note. Then realizing I forgot to write on it, I grabbed it back and scribbled NOT NOW! YOU CAN VISIT LATER.
I guess that did the trick because the rest of the meditation went well and i fell right off to sleep.
Don't know if its my sub breaking into my meditations lately or what have you, but its not freaking me out so much now.