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There's a girl walking up a narrow attic staircase that she very much doesn't want to go up. There's something that looks like a child at the base of the stairs, forcing her to go up and see 'mother.' 'Mother' is something that this girl has fed people to before, but she's never gone up the stairs herself. Now she's failed the pair somehow. Whatever's at the top of the stairs feels nightmarish enough that I decide I don't want to see this, and take just enough control to back out of the scene. There was some resistance, and it felt like a race against time, whether I could get out before the girl got to the top of the stairs.

I'm standing somewhere airy, white walkways, a few white walls, mostly open space. There are a few pages on the ground, a story I was reading, but I feel too on edge to focus on it. I put my back to a wall, that helps.

The Magician on a city street with a little girl. He's saying, "Countless thousands of worlds, or (something, along the lines of 'a few') worlds and those you know." She asks what he means, and he says nevermind, but he's talking about the price for what he's about to do for her; something's going to be lost. He doesn't want her to feel guilty over it, so he doesn't explain the details. He raises his staff and these gold shapes form in the air around them - flat, curved, with sharp points, something like a tribal tattoo come to life, I have vague associations with wings and clockwork (they do resemble stylized wings, but no clue what the clockwork association's from) - and then their surroundings seem to shatter, taking them somewhere 'between worlds.'

Memory gaps and vague fragments after that: those same two characters standing in front of images like holograms, representing people that little girl knew, but the images are fragmentary, like they've had pieces digitally erased, leaving a bit of hair or a corner of a dress hanging in midair, but never any faces. Something to do with the importance of the little girl remembering "Rose," but there's a trick to it - she knew someone who was called Rose, but who also used another name, and it's that other name she really has to remember. Four knights, two in red and two in blue, male and female, and the man in blue has some message to do with the kid's father and something about a doll.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm playing some kind of game based on Middle-earth - there's no sense of me physically playing a video game or the like, I seem to physically be there and it seems to be a real place, but I think of it as a game. At the moment I'm trading in some weapon and given a new selection to choose from. It's mostly swords and daggers. I choose a staff. This alters the way the game is played, although I hadn't realized it when I made that choice; it removes me from the fighting and instead allows me to travel freely, flying over the countryside, exploring the world, unlocking all the elven settlements that were otherwise hidden. I won't be able to continue the storyline this way, but it has its appeal.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

A movie about robots, filmed in first person POV, full of scenes designed to make you feel sympathy for the robots, even while the robots themselves remind you that they're just tools and there's no need to feel concerned.

Belle and a newly-human, rather fragile-looking Rumpelstiltskin have been traveling somewhere and are now in some dimly-lit house where they're finally meeting with Rumpelstiltskin's son. (His personality's so different from Bae's that I hesitate to use the same name for this dream version.) Belle and the son talk while Rumpelstiltskin's sort of collapsed in a chair, Belle's next to him, the son's on the second floor and looking down at them over a railing; she seems suspicious of him. It seems they've met before, in a shared dream, and something that she saw in that dream is making her suspicious of him now. He warns her not to take shared dreams too literally, as other associations tend to leak in.

One night i woke up all of the sudden, i felt like i was levitating off my bed and got shoved back down into my bed! It took my breath away! I'm not sure what caused the shoving feeling, but it kinda scared me!

It was some months ago that i woke up i guess in my dream, saw the digital clock and it showed some weird numbers, i looked away and looked at again and it had no numbers on it. I started to walk down the hallway in my house. That was all i remember of that.

Bryan left me. I was walking through a mall and met a man in uniform. Never seen this guy in my life! He was tall, 6" maybe. He wasn't very good looking.

I met another guy, (not sure where i met him in my dream) he was cute, he wasn't built body-wise like i like, he was quiet and made me very interested to know more about him. I told him to meet me at my grandmothers house, he did.
I was in the middle of something there and was very nervous so i answered the door and told him to come back in about 30 minutes. He came back, I was still nervous so i told him to come later again! He came back and i did the same thing again and told him to come back. He came back again!!
I told one of my family members that i couldn't keep telling him to come back so I left her house and i went with him but i don't remember where we went or what we did.
I do remember falling in LOVE with this guy! I can tell you exactly what he looked like and how tall he was. It was like he was my soulmate! We couldn't leave each other alone.
He even came up to my work. Not sure what else happened in the dream.

SO I am writing the first sentence in a novel, I keep editing the sentence to get it perfect, and finally it just 'clicks'. And as soon as the sentence clicks I get sucked into the story I am writing, I start watching my novel unfold like a movie, it was amazing. I guess I will attempt to write the sentence I wrote in my dream . . .

The light diffuses in a golden glow from the tip of my nose as I snake my way on my stomach through this tunnel while trying to hold on tight to my candle, my only source of light.

After writing that sentence and editing it over and over until it was perfect, I suddenly got sucked into that world, but also I could still feel an author in my subconscious writing it as I experienced it.

My dog is ahead in the tunnel scouting for me.

I really can't remember the words anymore from the novel, but I remember what happened. We were invading a fortress of imps and the route we choose was a very low narrow passage that could only be traversed via stomach crawling. When I get inside the fort, we battle imps and there are some other mages battling, and after the fight we all head back to our place (another fortress or wizard tower) and talk about what happened in a debriefing in one of the towers rooms. Then one of the mages cast a spells and two of them fall into a void of darkness, a portal in the ground, and a few moments later pop back out one after another. Then later one of the female mages is asking me where I am sleeping, and I get the feeling she wants to join me because I am alone and the other two mages seem to be with each other. Then I wake.

Very realistic dream and the whole time the dream was playing out I could still feel in the background of my mind the words being written by the author of this novel. Amazing indeed.

Also I remember them mentioning something about being pulled into the 4th or 5th dimension, briefly I think right when the dream started.

I'm lucid in my room, I go outside. I do TP, but mother go outside too and screaming to me. I lost focus. I fly away, I saw tropical flora. I jumping and watching plants. Dream end.

LUCID
*The started with the arrival of Bryan and wife to drop her child for us to baby sit.
As soon as they settled in the kitchen I just couldn't wait to explain to them how amazingly relaxed and happy I was on kava kava.Then I walked to the window imagining how awesome my day is going to be feeling so relaxed and clear. Something occured to me, I don't have any kava, this must be a dream I thought!

As soon as the realization hit me Bryan took off running out the front door. In real life he is a really skeptical about anything beyond the materialist world view. So I took off after him to prove the powers of lucidity haha! I caught to him outside and said check this out as I started flying. He looked with a very confused look on his face saying, do I need to call the police? I flew away from the scene all together. I remembered the method of teleportation that was my goal in the first place. I swooped down unto someone patio looking for a door to use as my portal. I reached into my pocket to manifest the phone I was going to use to project myself to other location. I tried about three times until I noticed a picture on which I picked up. Guru Padmasambhava appeared with in the picture and I woke up.

This is the third night in a row now, I have the first time this happened posted on here as well.
His experience isn't changing very much, the first time he could see himself and me laying on the bed asleep but he was across the room, looking at us, and then he saw just a big black ball of really nothing..but it was talking to him through his mind, this thing had no facial or body features.
The second night he saw the shape of a full upper body, but still no face.
The thing took him to the same place he was the first time, which was that graveyard full of children strapped to the ground and he paralyzed him to not be able to move or look away while he burned the children, and then brought him back to our room and said to him "remember, I'm watching you", he again touched his physical body and woke up, to our tv being on on some tv show completely frozen with some guy just staring into the camera, I experienced that part because he woke me up and showed me and then told me about the dream/OOBE happening again.
And last night (the third night) this same thing happened all over again he "woke up" in our room and this guy was there again only this time he saw the same only the upper body no face, except for a pair of really bright, bright blue eyes and he tried to tell it no and he wasn't going with it, and it grabbed him and pulled him to that graveyard again to experience this whole thing over again.
My boyfriend said he continuously tried to ask it questions but the only answers this thing gave him was
"These children deserve this"
and my boyfriend also asked it, it's name and this thing said it's name was Francis.

Please help me...I'm getting extremely worried. Every night this has happened, around the time my boyfriend wakes up my son is waking up as well. I'm terrified.

So I'm sitting on my couch, and I'm looking through photos of people and stuff, and suddenly I dissolve into a photo, and I see my friend at an even laughing and smiling and winning stuff, then it fades to another and different subject and scenarios keep happening, but I feel happy seeing my friend happy, but then in one of the still scenes since only I can move at normal speed, everyone else is slightly slow speed, I walk out of the shops door an the jingle bell on the door makes everyone one go normal speed and aware of me, and my friends and the other people chase after me, my friend with friendly intent, but the other people I feel want to kill me.

There's a party being had on the side of my house outside. I see family I haven't seen in awhile. I have no knowledge of this party, I'm looking at the party from out the kitchen window, so I get the energy to go out there and socialize lest everyone bitch about my absence. I see one of my friends, I ask my self what is she doing here. This must mean this party is for me. Everyone ignores me, bu my friends keeps trying to go in front of me but I keep moving because I wanted to look at everything. Then this rust colored old van pull up slowly into my driveway, to get away from my friend I run over to the van to see who it is, I see it's two of my half sisters friends, and like in GTA V they have stars, and I get pissed that they would bring their criminal activity to this party, cops might come. But when they look at me I lie and say '' Oh I thought you were someone else", then I walk away and for some reason they and everyone else laughed at that like I just told a joke. I guess they laughed because I just realized it wasn't my party, it was my fucking half sisters party. I go back to were people are and I go to get nachos but my friend wont get out of my face, so I run into my house and shut the door so she won't follow me anymore.

I tried for at-least 30 minutes counting down from 100 several times.

Made my heart race a few times
Saw white for a few seconds 2 times
My left foot felt a little tingly for about a minute
Tried to imagine the castle in Disneyland with no luck

I was with my sister in a really dark room. I remember her changing her shirt in font of me and she didn't have a bra on( her body looked like mine not hers). Anyways, I took her seat which was close to the tv but she got mad and kicked me out. I went to my spot which was all across the other side of the room. I sat on get floor with my back leaned against metal lockers. They were poking into my back and it hurt also I couldn't really see the tv so well.

The film was based in a true story about a boy overcoming a struggle (haha I am so sorry this very vague) all I remember is the boy was wearing a black shirt and he had to wash it. He was boasting about how it never faded( kinda like those laundry detergent commercials). The thing is though that the shirt wasn't very black it was more of a grey colour.

Then I was in a 3rd person perspective watching a man race in a mine cart track. He had to collect diamonds and other random trinkets. At the delegated stops he would hand them over to people who gave him a boost. I remember wanting him to win badly. Near the end of the race it got really close but the guy I was cheering for turned into a giant. His shoulders brushed against the ceiling and debris fell on his opponents. He also dropped a boulder on one person too.

LUCID
*Asking a lady for directions on how to get to a party with in a creepy empty school.
*Practicing the deity yoga of Chenrezik.
*Flying around exploring a brightly lite city, ran into my brother and browsed a strange store.
*Took a pretty girl flying as I held her in my arms enjoying the romance.

There is allot more that happened this is just the highlights. Only if I had a higher degree of lucidity I would chosen better things to do.

Another one very difficult to recall afterwards...Not sure on the order in which this all took place, but here is the highlights remembered


Skies were dark and overcast, though the whole dream is set during the daytime. I find myself at the bottom of a steep bright green grassy bank laying on my back with my booted feet laying out on some mud at the edge of a lake. The bank is to the west stretching north and curving back around to the west out of sight. It also curves around to the south. The where I am at is the southwestern corner of the lake. Flat ground stretches south and east into low rolling hillsides. The lake stretches North as far as I can see as does the eastern shore of it. The lake also seems to stretch on back to the west out of sight.
I try to stand and my feet sink into the mud. there is a lot of excessive struggling, standing, sinking, falling, etc etc. I try to go east through the mud to the shore over there. Setting foot to the south seems not an option, though dry ground is right there.
I get a little ways out into the water but cannot go more without being sucked under by the mud. Managed to get ahold of some rotten tree stumps sticking up and gradually pull myself back to the west bank.

Dream shifts to a being inside a city, in and around buildings that are damaged as if by severe earthquakes. People are milling around here and there. Sometimes my view is as if walking around in the company of others, and other times it is riding around in a big truck or other large vehicle. A lot of this part of the dream is mainly facing west , and as if going in circles from west to east to north and back to west again, over and over. Seems as if trying to get somewhere but with great confusion as just how to go.
then there is a part where I am with my father, and other persons looking at two plates of food being offered to eat from. Both seem to have the same thing on them. Looks like fried chicken or baked chicken. Though there is something seemingly different somehow, not sure what or where the difference is though. At first I just don't want to eat that, for no other reason that I would rather have something tastier. Then I seem to just drop that thought and I am ok with eating it. The dream ends there.

I have been having the feeling of being mired down in concept lately, and meanings being carried by those concepts. There is a real urge in me to just drop all conceptual thinking , a urge to really just taste what eludes me.
the dream seems to suggest that being mired as such is keeping me from the east bank, and northern travel. That some other thought , thinking, or desire is keeping me from tasting this knowledge first hand.

I look around. Wait, why did me andmy brother in laws stop playing that video game? Come to think of it, that didn't make any sense... It must be a dream. RC/stabilize. Hmmm... Things look pretty normal here. Maybe a DC has something fun for me. I look across the table and my wife is sitting across a table. Oh! I am at a restaurant!
"If you could have anything you want, what would you want right now?" I ask her.
She rolls her eyes and says "I told you before we came in here, I want Chinese food!"
"Done! Can i have your phone?"
"Yeah, but it is broken down here."
"I can deal with it." I smiled.
She handed me the phone. I put it to my ear and said "hey, bring me Chinese food."
"You didn't dial anything!"
I hear a young girl on the other side of the phone say that she would bring it. "Don't worry. I can do what I want now."
I look around and notice that this restaurant is actually huge. Might be growing each time I look away.
"She will be stopped at the door by the 'secret eater'." Some random gal says to me.
"What?" I reply.
"At restaurants this size they always have a secret eater that will stop people trying to break the rules, like by bringing food down here."
I spot someone that I assume is the secret eater and i see Karen Gillan (Dr. Who read head) bringing my food.
I head towards them and realize that I want to try to fight normally with no dream control. It is a girl after all, and not a fighter that will fight me.
I tell Karen to bring the food to my wife and the secret eater comes up to meand tells me that she doesn't want trouble. I tell her to come at me.
She runs and I smack her down. I hear footsteps coming from behind me. Two girls from the kitchen came in. I ran at one and tossed her over the counter. A little easy. Needs to weigh more like a human. I grab the other girl and toss her at the wall. Too heavy. This 5'5 130 lbs girl feels more like 250 lbs. I change it back a bit and grab her. Ha! Close enough to the right weight. I pick her up and fall back, with her on my shoulder area (sorry. I dont know attack names or any attacks. All my exp comes from previous dreams and dogs). Ah, too easy. I keep her on the ground, and I decide the best way to get rid of her. There is a door about 5 feet in front of me. I stand and grab her by the belt loop. I throw her at the door and she lands on her shoulders and rolls. I put my hand up and create an invisible teleport barrier the same size of the door. So when she hits, she just goes straight through and leaves no hole. I shut off the barrier and go back to the food. I am about to eat and everything starts destabilizing. I calm down and prepare for a DEILD. Taking too long. I loom at the door agaon and create a waking barrier. I run as fast as I can into the door and land on my back in bed.

RC... Fade into DEILD.
i am near a lake that i grew up near. Ah, everything seems hard to get to goals. I guess i could just ask a DC for the lamp. I am alone. Darn you dream. Every time. It is morning, so the moon should be out. look at the moon and see that it is wrong. :3 I imagine it getting bigger. It expands to ⅓ the size of the sky. I look across the lake to see the moon above the trees above the lake. Awesome!