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Now for the long one since I remember this the best out off all three.
I was running in a street with a guy. I think my mind was trying to give the guy a face since I actually had to look at him unlike the other random people I didn’t know so I will just call the guy V, Taehyung or Tae since I saw V from BTS
V was further behind me, he seemed like he was struggling to keep up but I just kept turning around or looking over my shoulder and yelling something along the lines on “Come on hurry up” or “It’s just up there let’s go”
All of the houses looked like they were falling apart with roofs caved in, but at the same time everything looked very nice like it had just been a few months since the people living there mowed
There were a couple cars here and there on the side street none in the middle or anything but I distinctly remember a bus on the side of the road
There was a time skip here as we were running
There was a small hill right up ahead and I kept looking back to yell at Tae to hurry up
I got to the top of the hill and decided to stop and wait for Tae I didn’t want to lose sight of him and vice versa
Tae finally caught up to me and had to bend over putting his hands on his knees to catch his breath
I'm not sure where to add this detail but I feel like we were dating
He asked if we could take a break for a minute so we did
We went to the house right next to us the porch was like a deck and the front looked like a bus or something ran through it but there was no bus or anything
We sat inside I took off my bad, I think it was a drawstring one and I want to say it was blue
Next time skip
When we got back outside V asked if we could check out the bus we passed
I don’t remember if we argued about going since it seemed like I wanted to just hurry up and get to where we were going but we went to the bus anyway
When we got there Taehyung opened the double door and let me in first
The thing was gutted except for the driver's seat but it wasn’t empty instead there was all sorts of computers and technology i've never seen before
Me and Tae made our way into the bus, when we got about about ¾ of the way down a longer seat on our right started and went to the end of the bus
When we got to the end of the bus V put his hand over my mouth and pulled me down onto the seat with him he was leaning back quite a bit so we wouldn't be seen through the back door
I was more on the floor then the seat the back door didn’t have glass on the bottom
I finally saw what V dragged me down for, a few jeeps drove up to the bus and stopped around it, some of the military guys from before stepped out and started walking around it
I stayed fairly calm I think I knew how these guys worked and knew what to do if one come in
Tae on the other had was a little frantic looking around trying to find a way out for us
I got his hand of my mouth and looked at him trying to calm him down, It worked
We looked back out to see the military guys messing with something two guys on each side we could see we didn't look behind up. Each pair of guys were messing with the same something
Finally they set the thing down and it did something that make the buss start spinning like a top down the street
We went straight through the two guys behind up but that might have just been dream logic
It didn’t feel like we were spinning inside the bus
We spun down the street some and turned a corner going down that street some before stopping in a ditch
We looked at each other then out the window to see if they were following us when we saw they weren't we got out of the bus through the back door and ran

I remember this one a bit better but still not so great
A bazaar like thing in a building
When you walk in there ia a wall on your left and a bit of a wall on your right with a lady's table as a kind of continuation of the wall
Next to the lady on her right against the other wall is a man, a table full of stuff behind him with things on the ground on his right as well
There was a dark blue drawstring bag siting in a pile I don’t think there was a logo or anything on it
My mom and aunt were looking at the lady's things
I recognised the bag immediately and started looking through it
I grabbed a black necklace it had bigger beads going all around it, I think it had a green bead or something on it as the center bead. I kept it as I continued to look through the bag for something
At the bottom of the bag I found a neaclace with a silver cross on it that has red wood inside, it's one of my dad's old neaclaces
I asked mom if I could get the two necklaces and we did

so I don't remember much of this one so this is all i've got.
We were in a kitchen like area
We had to hide from some military looking guy at one point
There was a girl with black hair in a ponytail
Some alien like creature I think we were studying it
It was laying belly up on a counter.
The girl seemed like a friend

Nothing recalled.

Dream night 1
-I thoroughly enjoyed the environment of this dream, it was like a whole different universe. I was in space pretty much, but it was a dimension where a species of ice monsters lived. I was a young adolescent ice monster brawling with a friend who was older and stronger. The older our species gets the we bigger we get, and we never stop growing. We also don't die of age, but are usually killed due to power struggles to become the guardian leader. As we brawl we I hurl chunks of ice at my friend which are floating around in this dark space. We barrage each with these huge ice chunks, and the scene kind of zooms out. It reveals that we're not really throwing ice chunks, but the remains of the head of one of our species... The size is absolutely insane. The size I am now is bigger than a human, but the size of the head is like a small mountain, lifeless and floating through the ice-space dimension. I know the context of this thing in the dream, apparently we have a single leader or 'guardian' at a time, and the only way to become the guardian is to kill the current one. As this thought goes through my mind I see in the distance the current leader... It's grabbed a huge pillar of ice floating through the space and smashes it against another giant chunk of ice. It then shoots a roaring blast of frost and snow out of its mouth, like a dragon would breathe fire. The dream refocuses back on me and my friend. He sees the leader and wants to 'challenge' him... It's such a stupid idea but he grabs me by the ankle and drags me through space with him to attack the leader. We immediately upon encountering the huge ice monster realize that we have to escape. We've pissed it off and it charges after us. There's a bit more to the environment at this point... There are these ribbons of ice lined up like soldiers, they stretch upwards into infinity where they seem to be hanging from. They're wide and extremely thin, there's lines and lines of them stretching into the distance (trying really hard to describe this properly). Me and my friend charge into this forest of ice-sheet ribbons and commit to the 5 D's.. dodge, duck, dip, dive and dodge. We split apart and double back, the giant monster is faster and bigger but we're small and can hide easy. It also seems like the monster is really animalistic and dumb.
I end up getting caught, it grabs me with it's giant hands that completely encircle the length of me. I struggle to get free, knowing I may be killed here. I think he smashes me at one point too... I bite his hand but my neck gets crushed. Fuck. He drops me for a bit and I'm now next to him gasping, he is pretty much toying with me. But then something odd happens.. I cough and a flurry of snow and icy coldness sputters out as I try gasp for breath.. I then do it again and it's even stronger, and each time I cough the ability seems to grow in power. The guardian ice monster is interested and confused, watching and hesitant to approach me. The wounds in my throat have sealed because of the ice I breathe out, acting as a sort of ice-plaster that prevents me from drowning from the bloody cuts. There are others too that have popped up due to the commotion of the ice monster chasing and smashing things. They watch me intrigued, as does my friend (who has poked his head out of his hiding place). Everyone is surprised because I'm supposed to be MUCH older before being able to breathe ice blasts at this level.

-Another ice monster story occurred sometime during the night where I entered a human world (since we can jump dimensions). It felt like a cross between LoL and 'Fantastic Beasts and where to find them'..

Dream night 2
-Me and some friends have gone rock hunting, they apparently explored an area and couldn't find anything but I decided that I would use my geological expertise to double check.. I head to what looks to be an opening of grassland amongst trees near the road. It's kind of like a park really. I seem some rocks jutting out very slightly in a single spot and decide to head there to check it out.. I immediately find some incredible beautiful geodes of amethyst and some really nice agates. I think that it would be really hard to get all this home.. Did I bring my car? Hmm... My train of thought gets interrupted as I see an old lady arrive, she drove up in her car and gets out to walk towards a house that's just behind some trees. I smile as she passes so as to seem friendly and also in case I have to talk to her. I hadn't been able to see the house earlier but now realize that I'm on someones property... It's pretty much stealing if I take these and I don't feel good about it especially since she saw me O_O maybe I could leave and then come back later? But what if they take the rocks... Fuck. I'll have to charismatically talk my way through this one.
I spot a woman emerging from the house, maybe the child of the old lady. The woman sees me and approaches to ask why I'm on her property. I explain that I truly only just realize, you see.. "I had been out looking for interesting rocks and thought this was a small glade or park. I didn't spot the house until I noticed the old lady as my eyes were glued to the ground." I apologized for not realizing sooner and purposefully omitted the discovery of some extremely incredible rocks on her property. Not sure how but I talked my way through it and she invited me into her house, she mentioned she had a son and I ended up meeting him, he is a bit younger than me. He was a typical westy bogan type that's far too common where I live. I hit it off with him and his friends, he was really nice and I complimented them on their hair, almost saying they had dreads but as I was speaking I looked closer and noticed it was just unruly, wavy and long. It set them in a good mood and they liked me even more and eventually the guy gave me a tinny of weed and what looked like a lolly-bag of these black and white pebbles (it was a new kind of drug that was low-key like weed or something.. Not 'bad'). I'm amazed by how nice the guy is and thank him (fully intending to just give the drugs to my mate when I get home). We all get up and leave, head out of the house and to the road. We get into a car and drive off to enjoy the encroaching night by hanging around a beach or something.

Next thing I remember is that I'm arriving home.. I come into Josh's room and hang out with him and Daniel. I'm surprised I'm not tired after being out all night and only just arriving home, maybe I slept at their place? I am considering a good time to announce free weed for them but Josh apparently scored a bit of weed too. He gets it out and slams it down as he announces, I then pull the stuff I got and put it down too but the timing was off and it didn't have as much effect as it could have. Josh starts grinding some weed up in this grinder that's bigger than the size of his hand. Dan gets up and leaves the room and at some point people start coming into the doorway and peering in. You can't really see what Josh is doing because he's angled away from the door though. I'm just sitting in a chair at this point and I get more nervous as people keep peering in, like my ex and my mom came at one point and I felt like I disappointed them which was unfair since I hadn't done anything.

This dream kind of reflects a bit that's been happening.. I've been better good at talking to people and articulating my sentences in such a way as to get people to help me or do their work --> this is a thing because the company I work for requires people to do jobs (no shit right?) and a lot of the time they ignore it and I end up needing to rope people together. I've also been able to get small things here and there, like free lessons or free coffees from the cafe. It's a weird thing to happen for me since I'm severely deaf and have always struggled with communication. Also with the drug part I got questioned if I was high by my friend when I wasn't and he said it in a really accusing way -.- it ticked me off at the time as I was really fatigued from work.

Dream night 3
I remember a little bit about telling off the dog, I was annoyed at her and wanted her to learn not to do it again so I did the whole 'pinching' thing so as to teach her properly. But I overdid it a bit and felt a little bad about it.

I had a dream that was like a video game RTS, where you have a civilization (1 of 5) which you use to fight the other civilization. It had a really interesting graphic design too but the game mechanics were dumb as fucking shit. There were only 2 civilizations you could win with because they had units that could fly and also were 'good-aligned' and therefore had a much lower risk of accumulating bad karma. Apparently if you get too much bad karma you can summon an evil demon god that fucks everyone up.
I played the game mostly from the skill tree panel for some reason (instead of actually playing the game I guess..??) and had been playing the bad evil civilization which I ended up losing with which really sucked.

Last night's dream:

I open the fridge and one egg in there has a visible beak and two more protrusions, like a bird and his wings are getting too big for the egg. I get a very bad feeling, as if I abandoned my pet for a long time, as if I should have taken care of this much sooner.

I pull the egg out, set it on table, and the shell starts to peel to reveal a tiny bird. He flies out immediatelly, his wings so tiny and still wet, in my mind it's almost impossible for him to fly.

He lands on a groound where someone almost steps on him, then he lands on my shoulder, recognizing me as his mom.

Later there is a child, maybe 2-4 years old who is the bird at the same time.

Dreams during today's afternoon nap.
I'm walking down the street, towards the small store we used to frequent. I just got home from long time being away. I walk in the store and have to ask where the frozen items are, because I want an icecream.

Now I am on the edgo of some water. The man made edge is higher up over the water level, like in a swimming pool. But water seems to be ocean. I really want to go in there to join my brother, especially since it's so hot and I love the water. But I'm affraid of sharks.

There are some indeginous people there and some kind of priest is coming. I'm begging them to hide me because I'm scared I'll be singled out to be the only stranger there.

1. I turn away from the lecture being given about lucid dreaming and head toward the wall by the exit. I begin to realize something is strange as my awareness raises. My hands come out in front, I say "I'm lucid" and I'm anchored in. The room comes to life, and I begin to make my way toward the next room. I ignore the mother and daughter DCs and make my way into what appears to be a lobby area. It appears that I'm in some type of lodge type area that feels like it would be in a nature reserve type setting. There's a lot of forest/woods decor around. I start thinking about some dream goals, and remember I wanted to teleport to a dream sanctuary. I don't TP at this point, but just want to explore a bit more. I fly around a bit and explore the rooms, and notice that certain areas slightly resemble a restaurant. The dream fades a bit, but I re-stabilize by looking at my hand quickly. I gradually transition back to my body

*and decide to go for a DEILD by focusing head vibrations

2. After a short period of non-lucidity, I realize I'm dreaming within the Nature Lodge area once again. I continue exploring toward the main lobby area and job my memory again. I remember my dream goal of the sanctuary as well as a spin on a concept of going to a mystical dream forest and hunt reishi mushrooms. I head outide and fly around, getting excited about how vivid the setting is. I'm enjoying the free flight, and soaking in the intense vividness of the groups of trees within the wilderness area. I think back once again to the sanctuary, and wonder if I can intend a portal to be in the center of a group of trees. I fly upward, then down into the center of the first group of trees, but nothin is there. I continue this search for a bit by looking in the center of another tight gathering of trees. I then decide I might as well see if I can find some wild red reishi while I'm at it. I don't notice anything, and after a bit the dream becomes a bit unstable. I quickly rub hands, but it feels like I'm starting to return to my body.

*I find myself in bed so I go for a DEILD through head vibrations

3. I find myself back in the lodge, and after a minute or so my awareness raises, my right hand comes into vision, I say "I'm lucid" and I'm good to go! I fly into the main lobby and take a thorough look around. I take a close look at the worker behind the main desk, then at the tree structure standing in the center of the lobby. The room is pretty vivid at this point. I jog my memory for all my dream goals and think about what I want to do. I continue observing the walls, and notice some interesting items decorating the walls. I decide that before I head outside, I might as well have some fun with the cool items. I fly up the two-story wall and grab a shaft which is a spear on one end with a rowing paddle on the other. I fly up and to the left a bit more and grab a scimitar/machete weapon. I fly to the ground and hurl the spear into the tree in the center of the room. I then fly to the center of the room holding the scimitar. I wave the scimitar around, and really appreciate the length of the lucid. I wonder if I should wake myself up as I'm not sure if I'll be able to remember all the previous lucids. I want to keep going, so I fly toward the front door;I quickly distract myself from thinking about the dream ending. I take some time to appreciate how much longer this lucid is in and feeling that all the effort I've put in is paying off. I want to enjoy it as much as possible, and decide not to over worry about memory. I just want to appreciate the moment. I continue with the scimitar, then reason that if I go through the front door with this, will my subconscious interpret it as danger being on the outisde of the building? I wonder if a flood of orcs or something is going to come rushing at me. Time to find out! I head outside and take in all the vivid grass and scattered trees down the small slope. No enemies are around. I fly around a bit and continue to appreciate all the amazing vividness of the foliage. The area slightly resembles the front of M Street. I see a female wearing blue to the left down the clearing, but quickly decide to ignore her as I don't want to lose focus from the lucid. I think about looking for some portals that would take me to the sanctuary and search into a couple small clumps of trees. I then search for a couple wild reishis, but don't find anything once again. I try to think of some more interesting things to do and remember thinking about trying to cast a fireball after reading sivason's awesome fireball from his summer lucid comp. I try the 'energy flow simulation' technique, focusing on a current of energy moving down my arm, but the sensation isn't very strong. I bring my arm back, then cast it forward toward a tree in the distance. Nothing. I realize I need to practice this tech more. I continue flying around the trees as I don't want to tp at the moment. I then think that I really want to fly upside down and see what happens to my visual field! I flip myself upside down and fly forward toward a distant group of trees and the entire scene flips around. I'm amazed by how well my mind created the flip. I do it once again. I land, but the dream gets a bit blurry. I keep telling myslef that I'm lucid, and that I'm just experiencing a dream. I start return to my physical body. I feel that I can go for another DEILD, but quickly become more and more physically and mentally awake - to the point where I feel like my REM cycle is exhausted and I'm totally recharged for the night.