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Not a whole lot recalled this morning, but certainly a bizarre one either way. But first...a not so bizarre one!
I was being made fun of by yet another guy I knew from high school. Accurately to real life, this was a guy who used to make fun of me back in the day. However, it appears my dream self is feeling awful pissed off and courageous lately! In the middle of making fun of me, I turn from my locker, walk up to him, and punch him square in the jaw. He fell on the floor, unconscious. All around me were hushed gasps. I turned to the head adult in the room and began ranting like crazy. "You have to understand, this has been going on for ages now, and none of you do ANYTHING about it. What am I supposed to do? Just sit here?? No! I won't! I refuse! I'm not going to stand for this crap anymore! ... I'm starting to notice a recurring trend in my latest dreams: A lot of random people I knew in my high school keep showing up, and often times it ends up being people who I really disliked back in the day, often due to them making fun of me. What's the significance? Not sure. But it definitely keeps happening! And as you can see...my dream self is SICK of it.
Now for the strange one! Guess what? It involves another high schooler I knew, only this one thankfully wasn't one I hated. AND YET. He was the cause of conflict in this dream.
I was in a pretty big town, standing outside. The sun was setting, but it was very cloudy, giving the sky a dull look. The guy I mentioned, call him N, comes up to me and says he has to stop me. "Stop me? What did I do?"
His response? Well, just what you'd expect. He shouted and grew 50ft in size. Must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed that morning. Despite the oddness of the situation, I was quite reasonably freaked out! I screamed and ran as fast as my legs could carry me, N stomping his way behind me, each footstep an earthquake. That's all I can recall on that one. It's like all my high school memories are coming back to get me...

In one of them I thought my girlfriend had a harry back but really she was taking off her sweater or sweatshirt. Then another version of her came in the scene and she said, that's my twin! My gf doesn't have a twin though...

In another dream I'm searching for stuff on a bed. Don't know what I am looking for. There seems to be someone from my girlfriends family that asks why we are not married yet and I feel like the guy doesn't like me.

In yet another dream I think I must of asked a lady to walk with me and we start walking and begin to talk. I could actually hear what was being said by me and her it wasn't very much talk because I was startled a what I said and she replied what then I woke up...

In another dream I am trying to explain to someone something. I remembered what it was when I woke up but now I can't remember.

I dreamt about my liking of the color grey in a grey room

Was real annoyed that I remembered my dreams in the night but didn't think to write them down, grrr, oh well live and learn.
Had a couple of dreams early morning.

D? - Some embarrassing sex dream on a train.

D?+1 - At school some annoying manager is interfering with my class and lets them leave before I get a chance to say something. Leaving me with feeling of powerlessness.
I feel i don't want the day to end that way and proceed outside and down a series of stone steps going down a steepish slope of short summer chard grass. Arrive at what look like basketball courts with a very tall outer fence. Ruby is there and welcomes me smiling and asks if I want to join her game. She is throwing something around, a type of frisbee, she is very random about it sending the two projectiles off at different angles. I notice others there and trudge over my spirits not yet lifted completely. A blonde haired (dream sign) woman seems to be the ringleader, smiles and says something silly. I wait for the punchline and smile back. They have tennis rackets and she is all dressed in whites with a white cap, but they are hitting balls from the ground upwards.
It starts to rain and in no time at all, the pitch is flooded to ankle height with coldish water. I am playing with Ruby now and neither of us seem to mind. I see my white sneakers before me floating away and am unconcerned. I realise I cannot fritter away my time there indefinitely and go to leave, saying something to those there.
There is no exit so I go to climb the fence, as I do it bends inwards and I feel my body get heavier as I try to pull myself up by my arms alone. I then decide to use my powers when I see there is a small gap in the fence high up. I somersault high into the air and fly through the hole spinning.

: I I fell asleep and had a non lucid. Than when I woke up around 3am I felt like dream raging. Which is another term for releasing your anger or frustration out in the dream world and the characters. I think I could have made a better choice but I'm not perfect. -.-

Dream # 2

I appeared in my room and as I was looking at my dresser I asked myself in my head if it was possible I could have been dreaming.I remembered at that time that I was asleep and wanted to have a lucid dream in my room. It's usually the easiest way for me to get lucid. However, a invisible dream character appeared and started pushing me around. Flipping me and threatened it was going to hang me with a rope. I saw the neck rope appear around my neck but ignored it and called for Dawn. He wasn't coming so I gave up and made the dc disappear on my own. I slowly fell onto the bed when I did and noticed a blue parakeet that reminded me of Verano. I picked him up and kissed him. I let him go when I thought of the door and heard a voice that sounded like my cousin though. I grew impatient at that time and wanted Dawn to appear on command like before so I shouted "help me!" Until I noticed my voice sounded like a different voice. I even tried shouting Nebulus just for the heck of it but no one I wanted came. I than jumped on the wall and tried to go through the roof but I couldn't because I had a feeling I was going about things the wrong way. I woke up after that.

Dream #3

I was trying to log onto my account for school but kept getting the password wrong.What I recall next was watching a show in another room of my house. There was a tall guy who looked like Willy Wonka from the movie. He was tossing himself around in the air and laughing. Something else happened after that but I don't remember. What I do recall is being at a bright orange textured room where there was a guy that caught my attention. He had bought mc donalds food from what was supposed to be the breakfast menu. "Wait a minute. This is a dream."I told him. He looked at me not expecting my reaction but said I was right. I than asked to look in his bag and he said okay. I opened the bag thinking of how MadMonkey wanted to eat with his dream guide and felt like doing the same. However, I felt distant from them now. I saw fries in the bag, hamburgers but what really caught my attention was a big hashbrown."Oo~ Do you mind if I eat this?"I asked. He said no so I took a big bite and it was hot, crunchy and changed to a sort of watery feeling. This made me think of the point Dolphin brought up in a thread about feeling. I swallowed it than looked at the dc and said it was hot and crunchy and sort of watery. He looked content watching me taste stuff in the dream but than saw another dc roaming around who was his red haired friend.I followed them but than lost lucidity after ending up in the city somehow. As I was walking I turned and saw a guy dc that had familiar features."I know I'm dreaming! Are you my dream guide in disguise!?"I asked him.He laughed a bit, looked both ways than back at me and replied with a yes."What are you trying to teach me!?" I asked him.He started walking towards me and said there were 3 things I still had to learn. I said something rude to him after that just to dream rage and he ended up laughing at my behavior than faded. I than watched as the red haired guy appeared again and was trying to get something out of a corner with his tools. Woke up after I became non lucid and was painting dots on someone's photograph of their penguin.

I think that's enough dream raging for now.^.^"

I continue to feel my body relaxing while focusing on increasing the 'sinking' feeling as well as full body tactile sense. I feel that it's time to start moving a dream body into a scene. I become aware of visuals forming around me, and a lot brown color begins appearing along with a soft looking texture. I find myself laying down in the front seats of a car. I begin reaching for the wooden dashboard with my dream arms as I focus on sliding my whole body over. I mentally tell myself it's time to stand and I'm free to go. I want to phase out of the sedan with brown velvety interior, so I head to the back, happy to have transitioned through the WILD. Once my head backs through the rear of the car, my visuals become very blurry and my movement feels a bit impeded. The dream begins to transition to a white void, and I allow it as I figure I'll just wait for the next scene. I stay focused and decide to try the new stabilization goal of slamming the ground with an open palm, like a 'thunderclap', as opposed to clapping hands. I kneel down in the white void and try it twice, but there's no solid contact, and no sound. I experiment with hand clapping, and feel the contact as well as the loud sound. I verbally tell myself to just hang in a bit longer, and wait for the scene. I begin to notice a few faint colors and shapes appearing very slowly, then a light-walled room forms around me along with a door with sparse paint splatters and a bronze circular handle. A back corner appears along with a few light switches and an exercise bike. I jog my memory for some dream goals and remember the visiting a Dream Shaman in his hut, and eating some cacao. I head over to the exercise bike and flick open the plastic box on the handle for some dark chocolate. There's none inside. I want to stay engaged with tactile sense, so I feel all the light switches on the wall. I look left to the door and decide to head through, and want to head to the Reishi Forest. I close my eyes and imagine a lush forest as I reach out, turn the handle and pull. I open my eyes, but it just connects to a descending staircase, in similar design to the previous room. I walk down and see a large black figure standing midway down. It's a large black wolf. I think back to a recent lucid and want to use a taming chant on it to make it a dream companion. I stick out my hand and chant two syllables which come to me intuitively. It sound similar to "come here" in polish. The large wolf heads behind me and I know that it's loyal now. I continue walking down the steps, but I immediately return to my waking body and have my first experience of my waking eyes spontaneously opening slightly after a dream.

I was in a city, in some lair of evil scientist. There was a woman in late twenties with me. The evil scientist was a bald man in mid thirties, he was wearing a labcoat. There was a huge square table with some chairs in the middle of the room. The scientist chased me with a chainsaw around the table. He killed the woman first. I grabbed everything from the table and thrown it at him, then I thrown some chairs at him. Without any other objects to throw, I decided to fly away. Bursting through the rooftop I flied to some fortifications that were swarming with soldiers. I flied around fortifications, avoiding everyone.

Then I was back at the lair, escaping from that scientist. Again I thrown all the objects, then when there was only one chair left I grabbed it and started smashing the man. He was completely surprised, I was so mad that first I killed the evil scientist then that woman that was there. I thought that it's not the best ending. I appeared in the lair again, this time the man wasn't aggressive. He just stood there with his chainsaw.

Night of 8/26

Fragments. I am at a gymnasium. A large area. We are in groups. There is a man there that gave me his coat but then he tells me I stole his watch. That he wants to be on another team.

I leave for awhile and come back and they're dropping a plastic sheet over us. the entire gym. I'm walking in and I am crawling through it. But then as I try to get back there is an opening and a helicopter and I'm having to jump to get there. Grab on to a strap and hang until we get close and drop. The pilot says it's gonna be a wet drop and for the ladies to watch their hats.

We land and it's like a mall. I am at a big hotel conference. It's Yosemite? Because the Awahnee is there. But it's been rebuilt. From a fire. And I am arguing with someone over it being a rebuild. I go to get back to my room-- and then I see Gus. I think it's him. Talking. But I know he should be dead. And i am standing there and sad but he's showing a couple how to fry bacon and how he's perfected the skill. And there is a man there--he is someone special to me? We are friends. And he is in uniform. And he takes off his over shirt to cover me because I'm cold. And I thank him. And then as we go he tells me he needs to put it back on.

And then a while has passed and we are at another event and the manager or assistant or whoever he is to Gus tells us that he isn't set up for the show, that something happened. So I grab my friends hand and we run.

And we are running trying to find Gus. We've moved through time. I've been here before. The day he died. And we are running down these big halls and buildings and I keep saying "not here-- it's up ahead". And then I say "I hope he's there. Last time they weren't there." Like I'd been able to be at the death site before but the body was gone.

And then we get nearby and I see him. Or maybe his ghost. Our front. And he is sitting in an open tomb and he is muttering to himself. That he doesn't know what's going on. He's incoherent. And I just start to sob and i don't understand. And then my friend-- the uniform friend-- and then he says "look--- 'you will know it's me by the cracks in march'" and he's pointing to the sidewalk or to a structure I can't remember and there are cracks of age and I start to cry harder and I say "he's still here---- he's still here" and I reach out to his ghost and stroke it and say "you came back."

-- woke up crying

I'm in the middle of joining a hash event. I think we're outside and it's definitely already dark. There's quite a number of people. At some point someone starts leading the event and becomes the centre of attention. He decides that tonight (or just for now), we're gonna figuratively piss on one of the guys. I don't remember his exact phrasing, but he did mention that the guy was gay. This makes me uncomfortable. We always make fun of each other, but to really put attention on this guy's sexual orientation makes it feel to me as if we're picking on him cause of that.

Not sure anymore what happened in the mean time, but the gay guy isn't wearing a shirt anymore. He either asked me where I'm from, or he already could tell I was Dutch. We continue talking in Dutch. He's got a blue marker and he's asked me to draw something on his back. Are you kidding me? Why don't I have anything to draw right now?! And why don't I have any drawing skills?! Another guy takes over and on pretty much the entire left part of his back, he draws a massive dick. He puts attention to getting some details in, veins and what not.