Recent DJ Posts

Migration
West is a scarlet wall. Dark shapes mount horizon, flocking, floating, flapping. And we, willingly blind to magnificent now, miss all the soaring signs. Geese of golden feather. Silver swans and herons hum their sacred hymns. Pterodactyls soar on pearlescent stingray wings. Even as I see them my eyes remain quite blind. Their dreamy reality soars straight over my mind.

The Spark
Her world is fluid blue, of sparking scales and flickering fins, of predators and hungering things. Despite the death above, below, beside, she sparkles while avoiding eyes.

The Bereaved
Roads are a clot of cars. My feet will find a way. Cringe through inching chaos, sing through this slow escape. A cousins home hunches, desolation heavy. They sit in silent pain bereft of wit or words, wrapped in sorrow and shade. No solace shines in me. Children swarm. Sip dark drink. Eat their fill of ant swarmed dates. And then he is present, he who had passed. He plays for us a song. Guitars shriek, lyrics slip from a host of haunted lips. I wish it otherwise but no solace shines in me. I leave.

The Jesus voice was telling me to give more Bible study for Jamie. Like I said: Saved by grace through faith. That's How The Bible speaks to me. I know it can seem confusing especially reading contradictory things. Jesus taught faith is what saves. His examples of strict laws in his sermons are to show us how helpless we are under the law and why his grace is needed. The new testament is written by many authors. Paul is the grace guy. Other authors were about works. Paul was sent to evangelize the existing early churches to teach them grace, not law practice. People like James wrote his epistle before the events in Acts chapters 14-15.

Now study some things in the Old testament regarding grace. Some examples: The story of Sampson - a man who never listened to God's commands, but at the end was given strength once more because of his faith to accomplish his task.

Other things in the OT that testify to Jesus. Cain vs Abel's offering. Jacob and his brother Esau. Jacob gets his brother's blessing for dressing up like Esau for their father - much like We get saved by Jesus' perfect record so God doesn't see our record but Jesus.

Avoid certain churches that teach legalism - faith plus works. Many church goers are like the Pharisees that Jesus was always against.

Anyway DREAMS.

Crazy

I'm in Fortnite or something. I'm shooting at a juiceWRLD skin while running up a ramp. Me and my team get shot out. We are falling and suddenly we are all tied to this metal wire thing. We are falling slow mo.

I look over at Jamie... She's tied to the falling thing too and next to her is a porn star looking woman. The woman's boobs are hanging out... Not hanging... But sticking out. Like two giant balloons are under the skin. Her and Jamie are vibing. Jamie is seduced by her. Then Jamie whispers to her that she also wants to do drugs... It's here I wake up.

And ummm. Like I already said. I live a clean lifestyle. I don't mind people who smoke weed. Anything risky at all I'm not okay with (especially Coke). My current living situation is not an emotionally safe place. I'm not looking to escape from this place into another unsafe place.

As for the other thing. Not much to say. If one thing is going to Tempt her into another thing. I wouldn't do it. I have my own sexual temptations as well. Jamie knows them if she really hears the voices in my head. Jesus has told me many times when tempted that it leads to death.

I had a Jamie dream last night that I can't recall.

Work

I was working with my Dad. The house had newspaper all over the walls... He told me to sand them.