memorable

The date is June 27th, a Monday. I woke up this morning around 6am with only little memory of the dreams I had during the night, however I didn’t get out of bed, I instead lazed around on my couch ‘till about 7:30am. I put in some earphones and sort of slept on and off until about 9am when I achieved lucidity in two dreams, one followed directly by the other. The first dream was what I learned is called, a false-awakening. I awoke in my room just as I would any day, however upon leaving my room I found my home to be slightly different than it is in real life. It wasn’t any bigger or smaller, there were just small things such as the railings on the basement stairs, the exterior of the house and the yard that differed. Once I realized the difference, I started to observe the house and the way my family acted. It felt like an alternate universe after noticing some odd behavior in my family, but I deduced that I was most likely dreaming. I questioned this immediately by trying to change a simple object, an odd lemon shaped clock that seemed to appear from thin air. I assumed that since I was dreaming, I could change the clock into whatever I wanted, so I decided to change it into a star. I failed however, and my dream became unstable near to the point of waking me up. Instead of waking up, I found myself in new setting. A second dream, one in which I was sure that I was dreaming, and instead of questioning whether I was dreaming or not I decided to try to take control of my dream. The first big step was the fact that I was able to control my own actions fully, where I went and what I said. I had complete control over myself, thus making this the most lucid dream I’ve ever experienced. I don’t remember the dream as well as I did when I first woke up however I do remember the following events. Firstly, I ran into my cousin inside the dream and I tried to explain to her that we were in a dream. She argued that we weren’t but once she began to believe me she changed into a different person and kicked me off of the carriage we were riding in the school-like setting. Afterwards I walked down the hall and entered the nearest door which led to another hall that seemed as if it led to the boiler room. I followed it and found myself in an ominous looking area. I don’t remember if it was a boiler-room or a locker room, and the events that followed are a bit fuzzy. I remember seeing a cooler and some towels in the room, so its probably safe to say it was a locker room. From what I can remember, the school was seemingly some kind of hangout/night club for teenagers, and there was a garage like area in which the local teens would play video games in what appeared to be vanity mirrors placed on top of dressers. It was in this room that I realized it was nighttime, as I looked out the opening that a garage door would usually cover. There was a cul-de-sac outside, accompanied by a street pole. I interacted with someone in the room though I don’t know why, or what we discussed. I just remember that I woke up shortly after, possibly after trying to alter another object. I looked at the clock and it was 9:58am. I lay still thinking about what I had experienced until finally getting up from my couch to confirm that the dreams had ended. I did exactly as I did in the first dream, though this time everything was fairly normal.

This is prior to the dream. I was laying in bed thinking about masturbating before passing out. I then passed out and didn't know I did until after this next part.

I was lying down on my bed and decided I would masturbate before bed, so I reached over jr and grabbed my viberator and dilldo and started masturbating. I was about to climax when I woke up ....wondering where my viberator had went.


I then noticed I had been asleep the whole time and never got it out!

I was with an older man that reminded me of gandolf the grey. He was talking to me about a pomegranate. He said it has helped heal people that he knows. Someone over heard our conversation on the street and said "its bullshit" he then said he could prove it. So we was off. We stopped 3 times and each time I witnessed someone that had been healed by the fruit. The only one I recalled seeing with detail was a lady who danced at a bar with a busted leg like my mom. (My mom was a stripper and also had a bad leg, she was ran over a lawnmower at 3) She then pulled a pomegranate out of her bag and ripped it in half. She rubbed the juice all over her leg. Then something happened at the bar to cause a riot. I was concerned she would get hurt so I began to shield her. She stopped me and looked at me angry and said "you think I'd help myself this way and not another?!". I woke up.

I was walking threw the woods behind our house (not any house I've really lived at). I found Reece in the woods. We talked for a while about something and somehow got to his hand or arm being hurt some how. (Left). He showed me but I don't recall ever seeing a wound. I asked him to come back to my house to fix his arm. We walked to my house and went in. The kitchen inside looks like my moms current kitchen. We sat down at the kitchen table. We helped him with his hand and then he said "I need to go now, but I'll be back sometime". Me and my family then went out to work on the yard. While working in the area of the yard I had turned my head for some reason and noticed the landlord walking the edge of the property with a group of people. Then I look around the yard to see if I can see what they are looking for and see Reece walking into the woods with a backpack on. (It looks like tyler's backpack from high school) I then got excited he came back, but noticed the landlord walking his direction. I walk up to the landlord to ask him " what do you think you are doing" and as I get close and begin to speak....I wake up.

Me, jr and simon had just arrived at my moms house up north. It reminded me of the farm house, especially the upstairs. We went up there and went to sleep. The next morning I got up and got ready to take my mom where she wanted me to take her. She got in the jeep with me and didn't tell gary goodbye even though he was standing in the driveway next to his truck smoking a cigarette. We left. I drove until it was dark. I stopped at a little station. It was a minute from closing so I had to rush. I think I got a drink but don't recall for sure. Me and my mom were off again. We drove until morning. I pulled up to a huge building. "This is where I'll be staying". We went in and walked down the hallway. There was a lady sitting at a desk and she got up and approached us. She took her phone and then showed us where to go for my moms room. The room had two sets of black bunk beds with blue bedding. There was a desk and a bathroom as well. My mom sat down at the desk and started going through the draws. I asked her "why don't you come home with me?, you don't have to stay here! She insisted she stayed and wouldn't leave. I left not wanting too. On my way past the desk I over heard the lady who escorted us talking about a valuable object being lost in the building. I went down stairs and started looking. There was a bunch of stuff I wanted to steal. Everything I saw that I wanted to take I forgot everything about the objects upon waking. I woke up while looking through stuff.

I was at the farm house. I got up and got ready for school, left on the bus, classes flew by. I don't remember anything I learned. I got on the bus and came home. Tyler was at my house when I got back. I got mad at him and started walking down the gravel road back to school. I thought "the library should be open there is a game tonight.". When I came to the T in the road I went to the left. When looking both ways to see if a car was coming I seen 2 guys behind me. This made me really nervous because I was followed before by 2 guys in grade school. (They didn't get close to me cuz I ran home) then I became less nervous after thinking "they are probably on their way to the game too". So I kept walking and finally made my way to the school, again. I walked up to a girl that was standing by herself and asked her " do you think the library is open now?" And she responded in annoyed tone "it should be". And walked off and started talking to someone else. I began to see if there was someone else I could ask and then every one then walked away from me and grouped together excluding me. Then I thought " Even in my dreams people ignore me ;(". Then a bus pulled up and we all got on it. It dropped us off at a place like that was a huge play area with games and slides. All kinds of fun.. I find Jr and Simon there. I started playing games with Simon. There is a basket ball hoop we are shooting at and I was helping Simon try and make a basket. Some guy on the playground above starts cheering him on too. This kinda weirded me out a bit but not enough to change anything we was doing. Me and jr walked away up the hill and let simon play. There were people at a shed trying to get bee's out of it. There was a fence around the shed. We couldn't go in to the building because of the bee's. So we walked back to the play area. When I got to the area with the tube slide, some guy asked me "would you help me get my stuff out of the hole in the slide? I dropped it while I was sliding down". So I am glad to help. I walk over to the slide and see the hole. I then reach in to pull the stuff out and then a kid pops out of the slide almost taking my arm. I keep trying to get the stuff out of the hole idk how many times and every time a kid pops out every time I start to reach in. Finally after many attempts I retrieve his things. I found a handful of things, beads a bronze looking lighter with people doing the 69 on it and another item I put into my pocket but couldn't recall what it was upon waking. The sun was starting to set, we decided to leave. We walked up onto the hill again (it was the way to leave) and I noticed jessie with morrigan and a couple guys. She's talking to the people at the shed. She asks them "why are you guys allowed to put a fence up, but we can't?". Then they started talking about the bee's and I woke up.

Me and JR was at our old apartment in Desoto. Jr was showing me how to play a game that was very similar to Dioblo. For some reason the computer stops working. Then I had noticed I needed to leave. I needed to bring Simon to Marie's house, get the car, and go to school. As I turned on to second street about to cross the creek the earth started to shake, the water in the creek started to rise, the streets began to crumble and fell into the sinking ground. Fire balls were falling from the sky's smashing buildings just like in the game I was just watching. I began running when the ground started shaking. I ran to Marie's house and the whole time my scenery was of this. Hillary wasn't there when I arrived. I was panicked. No one to watch Simon while I was at school. Marie tried reaching her on the phone. Marie watched Simon for me. I walked to school. Went into my art class. The teacher told us to do something but I forgot what it was when I woke. While doing what the teacher asked tyler walked in. I was upset with him and didn't want to talk. I just wanted to do my work. I felt anxious and overwhelmed by the situation. So I left the table to go wash my brushes. I turned on the radio and a song I like was on. I stated singing it. ("Here without you") I turned to my right to get the next brush to wash. Tyler was there on his knees singing the song too me. I dropped my brushes. I started crying and stated to run away. He grabbed me to stop me. I woke up from the jerk.

I was at the farm house. It is empty of furnishings. I walked through the house to the living room. I open the double doors to the outside. Instead of being the yard with a view of the farm fields, I can see the beach in the distance and in what would be the yard a fancy swimming area. I see palm trees, canopy's of blue, and multiple swimming areas. I see a woman in a bikini walk past my line of vision. It suddenly dawns on me that I want to swim too. I was there along time and lost track of time. I could have been there hours. Then I hear my mom calling me in to come home. When approaching the door she began talking to me. She told me she wanted to "come in and see all the stuff your sister bought for the house". When walking through the house I was amazed how much stuff was brought in and I didn't notice. The house was beautiful! So after looking at it all I wanted to go thank her for all the stuff. I went upstairs and opened her door. She was sleeping on the bed so I decided to tell her "thanks" later. I went back down stairs. I seen my brother standing next to a soda machine. I asked him. "What are you doin?" He told me he was "going to the mall" I asked him "how". Then he pointed to the soda machine. "Its a transporter, crystal bought credits for it too, do you want to come? I was unsure, unsure it would work at all and unsure it would work right if it did. Just as he had convinced me to come with him, JR walks in. He comes with us. I traveled somewhere with my brother and boyfriend. I assume we went to the mall but I lost the memory from frustration when trying to come home. We came back to the machine after doing what ever we did and figured out we didn't have enough "credits" to come home. I was frustrated and embarrassed there was nothing I could do. I didn't know how to work the machine. I was aggravated at my brother for not noticing before we left that we wouldn't have enough credits to return. Then he took over. He called mom and told her what happened. She acted aggravated too but she got us home. After returning I decide I want to take a shower. When walking into the bathroom I wanted to paint. A brush appeared in my hand. The paint flowing off of it on its own, creating the flowers I had envisioned in my head. One set of pink and one green.

I have no idea where I was, I was with jason and thomas. (Jason is an x of mine and thomas is his cousin). Thomas tried kissing me in front of jason. I didn't want to because of jason. Me and jason kissed before waking up.


Notes: I know it don't sound like that much of a dream but it was a very emotional one. When me and jason was going out thomas made a move on me to kiss me. I didn't stop it like I should have. I did stop him but not before I kissed him back. I told jason what had happened, but thomas lied and said more than that had happened. Jason believed thomas. Jason dumped me.

I was traveling down south with my mom. I asked her if we could stop by tyler's house. We did. We didn't have much time. I felt rushed. We talked about stuff but don't remember what. Then before leaving I asked for his number. He seemed hesitant...then I said " you don't have to worry about your girlfriend. Just don't answer the phone if she's around. There's no reason we can't just talk. I have few people I want to talk to and I'm lonely". He wrote his number down. When I came home I told jr and then tried to call him but I had lost the piece of paper. I woke up.

Notes: the number I dreamed of I remembered when I woke up. I won't write it down cuz it is a real number. Its not tyler's that I know of....I never called it to test out. Tyler said it was his friends cell phone when he called me from it earlier this year. It was the same number.

Awake Non-Lucid Vivid

I'm in a shed. The wood is dark and splintered, with white salt marks down it. The shed is cramped and filled with forgotten objects that no one cares for anymore. I turn my head to see a dusty dvd called Cheaper By the Dozen 5.

Someone calls my name. I turn around to look out of the door. Two men are lying in awkward positions on the sandy floor outside. They look as though they've dropped from the sky and broken all their bones when they landed. "Cheaper by the dozen 5?" I say slowly. "I thought there were only a couple of those movies."

The men shake their heads vigorously. "No no. There are much more!"

I go outside. I'm on a small strip of sandy land, surrounded by the sea. There's a rough breeze, and a few wind and salt worn straggly trees sprouting from the ground, their bark the same colour as the shed, with the same white marks. The sky is grey and everything is all together bleak.

Suddenly a wave passes high over head. It's going to cover the whole tiny island.

I jump onto a meter sized bit of bark. It's picked up by the wave and I struggle to stay on the board as both myself and the wave travel higher and higher. I see mountains all around. This is a disaster. A second wave comes up behind me and threatens to crash onto me. I grit my teeth and try harder to rise above the wave.

As we go higher, both waves begin to freeze. I hear chinking sounds as the water suddenly freezes with deathly jagged spikes. I throw myself from the ice and land with a crash into cold, salt water.

I come up for air, exhausted. My vision flickers as I dimly register another little sandy island, with the same dark wood as the other island. There are little wooden log houses on this one, and people bustle about. There are a variety of wooden ships surrounding the island, and fishermen out catching their dinner.

I don't have the energy to swim. I float, unable to swim to shore. It's so close, yet so far. The island fades from view and I pass out.

I wake up in a bed with a log fire crackling away beside me. It's a small two roomed cabin by the looks of it, with plain wooden furnishings and knitted cloths. There is no technology at all.

An old woman comes into the room. She's small, with grey wavy hair tied back and a kind, wrinkled face. She gives me a smooth wooden bowl and spoon, with what looks like soup in it. She says it's potato. I tend to only like tomato soup but i'm hungry and eat up eagerly. It's tasty and spiced with other things too.

When i'm feeling better she takes me outside. It really is a small place, but everyone is busy bustling about. She explains to me that there are two groups of people. People who fish and people who keep ships. They are happy to live side by side as long as the fishermen provide the ship people with fish, for boats in return.

As I look around I notice that the only thing people are eating is little bowls of soup. I get i'll have to get used to that. It's cold, salty, and the sky is still grey and bleak, with the white freezing mountains in the backround. But I feel oddly content and at home. I feel like I have found my place, even if it almost killed me getting here, with the ice dagger waves.

Dream Notes Lucid

Early DND Dream Fragment. I went to bed and woke up after six hours. This is what i remember. I played DND last night for the first time in 8 years.
Robbing a kobold. Fighting and getting a wand. Being in a desert clearing.

G+C DILD + DEILD
Eating in bedrooms
Hanging out in te guest bedroom at my dad's old place with my wife and eric comes in and sits on the bed with us. He is being overly friendly and flirty so I start getting angry. After i tell them to stop a few times, I realize that I am dreaming. I start slapping him in the face. He just looks solemn as I punch him over and over again. I imagine my hand catching fire, my hand starts glowing and burning and I hit him really hard.

I get up and leave the room. I hold my nose and take a breath as I walk through the hallway. I look at the wood panel really close and see almost like a computerized wood panel flame pattern that changed like whipping flames. I look away from the wall and see the pattern all over the house.

I take another dream breath and walk into the kitchen. A tall chubby blonde guy is eating cold french fries out of the fridge and I remember that I want to eat something. I ask him for a fry and he says no. I reach into his box and grab a fry and he laughs. I eat the fry and it's cold and starchy as an old french fry is. I start to walk outside and lose the dream.

I hold still and DEILD back into a dream. This time I am in a bedroom with double beds and on one a naked goth couple is making out on the other. I am totally lucid. I go over, easily separate them and give the girl a big hug. We start making out and the guy starts to protest. I say "freeze" and hold my palm up to him and he freezes completely still, brow furred, mouth open in protest, finger up and pointing.

She smiles at me and straddles me. We are making out and I sit her down on the edge of the bed and I sit on the floor. I see a small box of popeye's chicken tenders next to us and I think for a moment whether I would rather have sex with her or eat the chicken. I split the difference and decide to give her cunnilingus. Her pussy is small and pink and she tastes really good. I can hear her moan and as I eat I look into the sparse tuft of black pubic hair and watch as the hair dances. I float back into my body and wake up.

I fall asleep one more time but this time I am not having a lucid dream. I am walking through a mostly empty banquet hall and see a pictures on a table on a stage at the front of the room there is a picture of my cat next to a picture of a cat that I don't recognize. My wife comes up and hands me two wallets. She says one was given to me by her, one was given to me by my ex girlfriend. I ask her which is which and she laughs "that's the question isn't it?"

I say "HMM" and stare at the wallets. One is bulky and ornate and has a strange picture frame connected to it, the other is very light and slim and has a made at summer camp cowboy leather motif. I tell my wife that because this cowboy wallet is very practical and I could actually use it, this one probably came from her.

She says "good choice." I start emptying my current wallet Receipts, Id's, Trash, Discount cards to stores I have never heard of. Then I pull out the photo insert and it extends like a comically long accordian and the stuff that is being pulled out of the wallet is absurd. Industrial sized bottles of cleaning products, tools, dog toys etc. I am confused but before I can attain lucidity I wake up.

Lucidity: 7/10
Vividness: 8/10
Length: ~5 Min.

I was in a building just walking around talking to people and when I thought about waking up I woke up. There was a part where I was hanging off of a pole at night where there were a bunch of monsters so I stayed quiet.

It was the beginning of a nightmare - I walked out of my bedroom to find my school janitor, Frank, and another older man I don't recognise standing in my back room. He was old, with greying hair and a beard, wearing tattered clothing. They were walking really, really slowly. I was confused and scared, I went to tell dad.

I found him in the office sitting on his computer. "Dad, Frank is in the back room!... wait, why would frank be in the back room... I must be dreaming!" I didn't RC, I was sure I was dreaming and the only thing on my mind was making this DC disappear.

I went to the kitchen and looked at the back room, the second older man was gone but Frank remained and he was MAD. He started to throw knives at me, but I dodged them all. I picked one up and threw it weakly at him, it didn't even reach him. I then picked up 2 or 3 knives with telekenesis and launched them at him, lodging them in his chest. He didn't even flinch. I went out to the back room and we started having a fist fight, but my hits were doing nothing to him. I grabbed a water bottle and poured water all over the floor and proceeded to gather it all onto Frank and freeze it. He kept moving, walking towards me, and I made it colder and colder and colder. Finally, I punched him in the jaw with a right hook and shattered parts of his chin.

We then, stopped. I can't remember why, but Frank was gone even though I didn't win; I knew he could have overpowered me. I looked back over the counter and there stood a man who looked a lot like Morgan Freeman, writing in a notepad, he had an angry presence about him, and disappeared. I then started to think about my lucid goals, right! DG! Find my DG, find my DG. I took off a jumper I was wearing, and while it was over my head, in the blackness of the dream I decided to try and teleport. I wanted to go to Hawaii, so I pictured a beach, with me standing next to the water, and a sailing boat floating by.

My teleportation wasn't successful, I didn't get an image to form around me like I had hoped. I thought about how I could meditate in this darkness, this void, just floating in nothingness for a long, long time. I was rushed though, I didn't want the dream to fade. I finished taking off my jumper and ended up lying on the floor of the kitchen. I stood up and the dream started to fade.

I tried to DEILD, and awoke to two REALLY loud barking noises.

My recall of this dream isn't as vivid as i would like it to have been, but the dream itself was incredibly vivid.

I was helping someone I just met complete some sort of goal. I didn't know who they were, but I decided to help them anyway - they seemed pretty genuine. He was probably around 14-15, with blonde hair and defined features. We went on some sort of Metal Gear Solid style adventure in some sort of chinese village to help figure out the secret behind the recent shortage of cucumbers. It was believed that the cucumbers had been poisoned and so they had to recall massive amounts of cucumber stock - but this was not the case.

We went to a store which reminded me a lot of the local Go-Lo and talked to a woman in her mid 20's about it, and she said she'd demonstrate and asked for a lighter. Confused, I pulled out my lighter (er, what? I dont carry one) and handed it to her. She took a massive bite of a cucumber and spat it at the flame of the lighter, creating a giant fireball! That explains why they recalled them!

We went to the middle of China Town, and found my friend's dad, who helped us find our way. I have a memory of running around here very fast, and not realising I was disturbing those around me. Jeremy's dad showed us that we had to walk slowly and bow in respect to everyone we passed. We got to a bridge, where I bowed to an asian man sitting at a table I swear I've seen in a cafe in my dreams before. We crossed the bridge slowly - but it was different this time, it was a zig-zag shape. We made it through and made our way to the graveyard, where we were to open a casket right in the middle to find out the secret behind the cucumber.

We walked carefully around the perimeter of the site. The casket was in the middle of a sort of digging site, with dirt piled high all around it and the casket alone in the middle. We were almost at the center when someone grabbed us - Solid Snake!?

'What are you two kids doing disturbing the ___(cant remember) festival?'
We questioned him about the festival, and at one point he seemed embarrassed about it. I'm not entirely sure what happened after this, I believe we might have solved the case, and the last thing I remember was playing minecraft - something about my body and arms being made out of minecraft materials.

My friend, forcee says that last night he had a dream with this same boy in it, he matches the description perfectly. Interesting, if this was a dreamshare, it'd be great to find out who it was!