I tried holding my breath for as long as I can while meditating before bed. Now I'm doing it while sleeping, which could be dangerous... Breath holding, stumbling and girl bully I'm in my parent's house's kitchen, breath holding contest vs Squeezie : I hold 3min45, him 4 minutes (time passes by faster than IRL). More people are here. They do a test : they make someone stumble, and the way they fall means something about them. A girl stumbles a guy, who slams his hand on the ground : "That means you’re a little puppy dog... *mocking pitty face*", she'll make him her victim. Then a girl gets stumbled, catches herself with the back of her hand. A guy is shocked to learn that girls do this when they fall. The girl from earlier begins bullying the guy who fell, slapping him multiple times (he doesn't even try to defend himself, like he's enjoying it). But then she has a flashback : she remembers that she has a partner (a girl), so she must choose between joining her and staying to victimize the guy. She decides to join her, but just before taking the locomotive, she makes her last big slap to the guy. Russia vs Ukraine Russia vs Ukraine : I see images of Putin and Zelensky, then a scene of the battlefield : russian troops are advancing in Ukraine's territory. Breath holding contest IRL Breath holding contest : me vs a guy, I hold barely 2 minutes (dream time), I'm holding the last seconds while dreaming and IRL at the same time, lying in my bed. The guy won. Busy biking in town I'm biking fast to take the train to a city to go to the airport, but on the way, I remember that I had something else more important to do. Viking chess : checkers variation I'm playing Viking Chess online, I have to leave a guard behind the king so as not to get him and two guards eaten in one triple move, like in checkers.
20th January 2021 Fragment: I am at a house much like H's old home. I am playing with W, the cat? He wants to go out but I want to touch his fluffy fur and eventually I do open a back door to the house and let him out. He hesitates and I prod him sort of gently with my boot. It's sunny outside. The grass is what I can only describe as a perfect colour and the back garden slopes uphill. I see someone arriving in a silver car, a woman. I look down but pretend I didn't see her arrive as I close the back door. She knocks and I reluctantly (?) answer. I have this feeling she just wants to sell something or whatever. Rest of recall is too fuzzy. But at least two or three separate instances of talking to people or answering the door where they aren't wearing a mask, and neither am I. On each encounter, there's a weird physical tangle, as if they fall forwards onto me, like they've tripped on something and on some level, all of this puts me on edge. One of those other instances takes place at our current home. Outside looks different but I can't quite place it anymore. It's also day time. A delivery from a truck or lorry? Interactions/dialogue with H at some point.
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