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Slept at 6:30 - 6:45pm and woke up at 9:00pm

Lucid dream occurred around at 4:24 Am

Experience: i could hear country music playing in the background, saw a you-tube animation video protesting about the war on drugs.

Watching animation, then went down stairs at a person house who use to live with/ be my guardian (but didn't like at all) and realized it was empty, which i thought was unusual and experienced lucidity.

Daydreamed about a girl i fancied and we were in a hotel private pool nude and saw snake tattoo on swirled around and up her leg.

the next dream scene was in a Arabian desert with the sound type mud huts. I was suddenly feeling extremely scared and wanted to get out of lucid dream, even thought nothing scary or threatening actually happened.

But i ended up in a Arabian hut with tent door, and saw an Indian man in a suit who didn't say anything but smiled slightly. i asked my subconscious to appear and when i saw the guy (thinking and hoping he was my subconscious) i yelled either "i want bigger muscles" or "i will have bigger muscles". the logic behind this was auto suggestion to plant a thought that would then affect me in my waking life.

Then i saw blackness, which i assume was me exiting lucid dream due to surge in unnecessary and sudden fear, at which point i experienced higher fear and anxiety because i was scarred of experiencing old hag or some other horrible experience . I had my eyes closed trying to get out of sleep paralysis, planning to pull the cable (light switch) next to me. eventually SP broke and i finally got out of it.

While lying there i saw the ceiling through my eyelids, until i finally moved and got out of bed.

waking experience: upon waking up i did have an urge to lift weights/ potent desire and i can't seem to shake the thought of what it would be like to be big a muscular all of a sudden. I don't have an overwhelming urge to build muscle but it is more potent that before i attempted auto suggestion technique =) I'll have to see if it wears off during the week and hopefully i can learn to not get so terrified upon achieving lucidity

Finally aquired the image of my dream form. It took a long time but now that i know exactly what i look like when using dream control, lucidity isnt even a bother. Ive been noticing a change in thought and behavior as well as body language when i take control over my dream and have been trying to sculpt a 2d penciled concept of this form for a while now. It seems like i've been this form the entire time and havent realised it. When in dream control form my thought pattern becomes more emotional and bipolar. To gain max speed on land i would notice i would have to claw at the ground on all fours. My theors is that the user posseses an alternate form based upon what one sees of themself directly from their subconciouse. When dreaming we utilize this form from time to time and ive noticed the transformation take place every time i gain control of a dream or have it become lucid. Upon further experiment i have noticed a remarkable ease of dream control and lucidity, a substantial rise in power so to speak. Perhaps if my theory is correct others could more easily utilize the dream world.