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Dream 1
The dream starts off with an argument with my dad. Then I find myself in a classroom and I meet a boy who's rich and likes me. He comments on how many clothes I have but I don't have that many and they're all sparkly periwinkle blue. The wardrobe is in the class. Then he betrays me and the class mocks me so I annoy him.

Dream 2
I've woken up, it's 7am and I'm getting ready for school but I have 2 hours left until I have to go so I just lounge on the sofa thinking about the days I was fitter. I eat cottage cheese straight out of the fridge (??) and I'm mad they've all been opened. My hair feels crispy and oily.

(this dream basically just mocked me the entire time LMAO)

Dream 3 (lucid)
Starts out non lucid where I was working at my old job but it was a mix of my old and new one. I was paid little and hated it. It was also my birthday and people were giving me gifts. One of my old colleagues gave me an al-rehab perfume which was supposedly very high class but irl it's so cheap. It somehow doubled as a meet and greet with some fitness trainer.

I also found a perfume called "Anastasia Princess" and it smelled coconuty. Here is where I became lucid.

I decided to steal the perfume from the girl who brought it in to give us samples. She had a container for the perfumes that looked like a merry go round. I woke up then but thought no, I need to steal those perfumes. So I re-entered the dream out of pure spite. While the girl wasn't looking I took her merry go round thingy and shoved it in my bag. However, they caught me. So I reversed time in the dream to try a new strategy, kinda like a video game. This time I just ran with it and went down the emergency exit of my building. I met a teacher who asked why I was there and I said there are some teenagers blocking the main route and I don't like that.

Once I ran out everyone was hunting for me and people were pointing so I floated up as I normally do to get away. But it was too slow. So I decided to finally learn how to fly properly in a dream. I flapped my arms and I started flying quickly! I decided to take it further and learn something else. I thought, well, I have all these powers, let me just manifest my celebrity crush and make out with him.

It wasn't working so I decided to just transform any of the people around me into him. That didn't work either so I started looking for people specifically his height. And then it worked! But he was laughing bc although he looked like him on the outside, it was still the original DC on the inside.

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After those dreams I decided to nap a bit after my alarm and had a false awakening.

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I'm never beating the allegations that all my dreams take place in school

Taxes:
I'm at my childhood home doing my taxes. I'm in my bedroom, working on a desk where the drawer/TV should be.
My sister spills a foamy coffee onto the desk and freaks out in apology, but I try to calm her down and let it go.

Fragment:
My friend SP is having a birthday party outside somewhere. I'm concerned that we weren't invited, or are somehow lower on the friendship totem pole.

Lost Card:
It's my birthday at my childhood home. I have a Yu-Gi-Oh deck that is Egypt themed.
There is a card that I've lost and I keep checking my back-pocket for it.
I'm very concerned with finding it. It's the card I would typically put on the bottom of the deck, so that the stack looks nice when I hold it upside down. Something shiny.
I'm also focused on explaining the rules so that somebody new can play.

Almost Lucid:
I'm at my childhood house again, sitting by the backyard doorwall.
I see my old cat, Oreo, outside.
I feel a strong sense of surprise, anxiety, relief, responsibility.
She's still alive. I can save her. What should I do?
I start thinking through the logistics of how I might bring her in, take her to the vet.
...
I'm outside now, realizing that seeing Oreo was only a dream. I'm by the left side of the house, where the
raspberry bushes used to be.
I walk through where a fence should have been.
It occurs to me that it is somewhat odd that I'm back here.
I find a dog that looks blonde and fuzzy, kind of like Jolteon from Pokemon. I hear that the neighbor on my left is looking for it.
I also note that the neighbors on the right had build a reinforced fence, and I knew they were B and J (who were on the wrong side).
I find my brother working on the deck, and know that he has bought this house.
I feel a sense of conquest over our childhood, sensing that he must feel that.
A sense that he'll right some of the wrongs of our childhood.
I notice there is a lot of broken glass on the ground, making me think about all the work ahead of him.
Some of the oddness of the situation occurs to me, and I nose-pinch to reality test.
I can breathe through, but I don't become lucid. I check a few more times, and I can breathe each time.
I must not be plugging my nose entirely.
I still don't become lucid. I ask my brother if I am dreaming.
He says no. I do not question further.
...
Some people I identify as Gen Z come over to help with the deck build.
They ask that, since we are Millennials, are we going to pay them in Pokemon cards?
I tell them no, we only pay in Cheez-Its.

Fragment:
I'm at a local nature trail with Daniel Love. We are sneaking around trees and bushes, following somebody I know to be Keith Hearne.

No meditation but had very good sleep, stayed awake multiple hours for my first WBTB of the night. Even though Mithrala is a Dark Elf, I think I can count her as an alien for +3 Dream Theme points

3 missing points and purple Mithrala

In a house, gathered with a small group of people, my friend and one of my brothers are upstairs, me and the friend are texting about a way for him to gain more points (probably for a competition or something, spoiler : he didn't do it even though it was simple), then my brother comes down with us, he applies a cream to my hair. My friend comes down too and I scold him about the 3 points he could've earned.

Then the scene cuts to purple Mithrala Lifebane from Raid Shadow Legends pinning down an old man to the ground on a dark rocky mountain (not sure if it is night or the sky is just filled with darkness). "One wrong move and I'll detroy you !" she says, as she forces him to put a gun to his own head. I then imagine if the man decides to shoot her : the bullet simply bounces off her. She's invincible. Knowing he disobeyed and will get tortured, he then tries to shoot himself, but there's no more ammunition...

Cartoon children's adventure



Me and some cartoon characters jump out of a helicopter and fight in the sky. Then other cartoon characters : children in the daycare playground, wanting to live a dangerous adventure, jump into a hole in the ground. One of them, the little girl resembling Richard Watterson (from Gumball) and being the most intelligent and reserved of the group, hesitates but ends up following them (having difficulty passing due to her size). Passing throught zigzagging tunnels, they land in the grass, right next to the hole. Watterson exclaims that they could have slid a chandelier to go directly there *a chandelier appears*.

Then Watterson's strict mother (probably resembling blue Felicity Parham from Gumball) arrives, puts her hand on her daughter's forehead to manipulate her brain so that she agrees with her. She scolds her new friends because what they are doing is dangerous for her daughter, which is why she will not return to daycare. Then as she leaves, she peels the front of her own body with her hand to remove a layer of dark blue wax, leaving her skin light blue. Then I am in this same playground and I make the photo montage of this dream, in "3D" : image blocks of Richard Watterson, Aqua from Konosuba, and 5 or 6 more.

Photo montage 2 (fragment)

I'm making the photo collage of a dream : image blocks related to a demon, etc...

Photo montage 3 (fragment)

I'm, again, making the "3D" photo montage of my dream with Richard Watterson.

I missed posting yesterday. Or, more accurately, I was so tired that I couldn't bring myself to sit at my computer and I just passed out instead. Ope.

I'll crank this one out as quick as I can, as I still have a few more things to do before bed tonight. But there's a lot. SO

NIGHT 6 (4/19-4/20)
1. Dream fragment: There was a show called Tigers and Tiaras.
2. Attempted DEILD; was not successful.
3. (full non-lucid) I was in some place that looked vaguely like a Japanese restaurant, fighting some monsters. Some had dangerous spit that would make you go off the rails a few hours after getting hit by it. I grabbed a large poster and almost knocked over some candles with it -- according to my knowledge in the dream, they were my mom's candles, though why my mom had brought candles into a restaurant I can't say. This was because I was in such a rush to get the monsters out of my way, but it made me nervous, as I did not want to start a fire.
4. I was at a carnival with rides near -- you guessed it -- Disney World. The mouse is plumbing the innermost depths of my subconscious with a fine-toothed comb.

I won a choice of gifts from a game or contest. I wanted to use the Fast Lane privilege at the carnival. Another alternative prize was a sock, and another alternative was a collection of Christmas-themed gear. I don't remember which one I selected, but probably the Fast Lane. We (me and who? I don't know) were then eating breakfast and watching the carnival rides warm up for the day. Then the announcer said my name, pronouncing my last name incorrectly, announcing that I had won.

The announcer seemed chill, but very tired.

I had to get some stuff done -- fun or work, I'm not sure -- before a plane flight out of Florida that I had at 4 PM that day.

5. False awakening! I had one of my classic "Writing in my dream journal" false awakenings. Unfortunately, I didn't go lucid. I think it would be smart to just do a reality check, and really question everything, every time I go to write in the journal. When I woke up, whatever I had written wasn't there, just the recordings from the earlier dreams listed above.

NIGHT 7 (4/20-4/21)

1. Hypnagogic imagery, in which I listened to the Easter piece we had performed in church choir that day.
2. (Non-lucid, but on the cusp of lucidity) I was lost in a creepy world, trying to save a bunch of princesses, including Elsa from Frozen (like I said, the mouse is deep within my brain -- !!!!), using a magic necklace to get past obstacles. We were inside some sort of vast, sprawling building.

But, they all ditched me, instead siding with the evil organization that trapped us there in the first place.

So I was left betrayed and alone by Elsa my beloved. Sad day.

Oh, and there was lava on the floor. Green and with the properties of honey. I couldn't tell you which properties -- don't remember; journal doesn't say. There were different chambers within this room that served to connect people to ancient princess powers.

Then, wishing for a safe space, I immediately found a chamber that actually led me outside, and holy crap. Beautiful night sky with stars and pine trees, and chirping crickets. I sat there in some random swivel chair, spinning myself around to calm down and relax. It was also nice and cool out there. Very hot inside the building. Lava will do that.

I was being protected then by some nice guardian ladies, but I was afraid that they would be overtaken by the now-evil Disney princesses.

While I didn't become fully lucid, I did have a slight influence over the outcome because when I wanted a safe space, it appeared. I really think I was just one more piece of introspection away from lucidity, in retrospect.

Instead i just kept twirling around and watching that starry night sky.

Who knows what happened to that necklace. Must've still been wearing it, but my brain forgor.

3. (Non-Lucid) I got my own backpack with fandom related merch in it! OK, so in addition to Mickey Mouse, the upcoming SDCC is also permeating deeply within my subconscious.

4. Hypnagogic imagery again -- Gaming-related, as I sat there half-awake 10 minutes before my alarm. Man, if I had been able to sleep another 30 but with that wakeup, I probably would've had some lucids. I experienced some buzzing as the beginning of SP and a sensation of vibration, but I was unable to launch into a WILD/DEILD due to the time constraint. Dang it!

I head out from the bakery and make a right. I reach the edge of the mall area as I make my way down the main walkways, buildings on either side. I rise up and my lucidity raises. I see a massive brown mountain far in the distance, small bits of early morning light beginning to enter the otherwise dark scene. Scan tells me that the mountain is named Mt. Hirei. I feel a sense of awe and wonder taking on the scene. I feel a renewed sense of love for lucid dreaming. I turn from the mountain scene and back into the mall section of this mini city area. The donuts from the previous shop were pretty good, so I decide to find some more. I fly down the main walkway, passing several shops, looking for another bakery. I pass by a group of young guys.
“We’re dreaming, guys”. I finally find a shop to the to go t and enter, looking for donuts. I see several round pastries in a bin to the right, but they appear to be bagels. I look a bit more and soon spot a serving Sat on with a couple rows of fancy ice cream cones of various colors. A large employee begins to approach and I snap to go invisible. He walks straight past me. I grab one of the Interesting looking green cones and begin to look for ice cream. I then spit a coffee machine and grab a cup. I hit a button and coffee begins to come out, heading into the cup underneath. I grab the items and begin to fly off, back down the original walkway. As I had down, I view some of the establishments on my left side as I pass. A couple of them appear to be for financial purposes- possibly a loaning center and bank of some sort. I finally reach two escalators ima dim area. I think about how long th lucid has been as I ascend one. I notice that they’re running up at different angels. As I ascend one, it begins to curve around to the to right, outside of the main area, and into an open area suspended above a massive drop. It appears to be night time. I prepare to rise back into the main mall area, get begin to wake up.

LUCID DREAM (49)

I woke up naturally for wbtb (WBTB- 2) and started performing the dream walker technique. I was scared I was too awake and wanted to speed up the induction practice so I began running through the imagined scene instead of walking. I experienced some hypnogogia (1) but the. technique worked and I became fully lucid in my imagined scene. (FIRST WILD OF NIGHT- 10) I got shocked out the dream, but continued the technique and was soon back in. (SUBSEQUENT WILD-5). I stabilized (1) by licking my bathroom wall. I was standing in front of my bathroom mirror so I decided to use the mirror as a portal. I pushed my hand through it to make sure it wasn’t solid (3 STEP TASK #1- push hand through solid object-5) and I was able to push my hand through successfully so I then used the mirror as a teleportation device and went through (3 STEP TASK 2- fully faced through big solid object- 10, TASK 3- teleport 15) and I was in a fake void space. It was fully black and I felt like I was spinning. After a few minutes I lost lucidity


DREAM 1-1

My moms friend Courtenay asked me to cover her for some theater play thing but it kept nearly interfering with a play thing I already had going on. She’d give me no notice, and just expect me to be available. This happened multiple times in the dream, the last time was her needing me to go to this rehearsal at a specific time and stay the whole time but it would be cutting it really close to when I had to be at my own rehearsal. Then I had to fill out this worksheet for her that was busywork tedious fill in the blank stuff that needed to be done before I got to my rehearsal thing. I asked this guy to help me, idk him irl but I did in the dream, he was big and I sat on his knee while he was helping me

DREAM 2-1

Irl my ex boyfriend texted me today before bed, after days of Nc. In the dream, I “woke up” to find that I had messaged him back in my sleep, or like pocket responded. I think I just said “okay” or something and I was mad bc that wasn’t how I’d wanted to respond and I also hadn’t wanted to respond so soon. He had already messaged me and idr what he said but he was pissed off by my message and his response had lots of dot dot dots
………… in it

DREAM 3-1

My ex (but we were still together in the dream) got handed a fortune or something that was worth 130k or he was told that he would get this money when his dad died, I forget. He got so excited and was acting like it was so much money and telling me that we’d get to go on trips and buy a house and be rich basically. I was happy for him and us but immediately felt inferior and motivated like ok now I need to find a way to bring in money too. And then I started watching this reality show where it was a group of people and I forget what they did, it was something about food I think they went around the country to different restaurants and did stuff thre. And they were all making like 400k a year to do it, and I was like anyone could do this *I* could do this! I was watching one of the girls on the show and was staring right at this chick trying really hard to commit her to memory and I still knew that if I saw her irl I wouldn’t recognize her. This was exciting for me, because I could do this show and not be like an A list celebrity, being recognized everywhere I went. I was showing the show to my friend and I turned to
Her and was like that girl clearly hates herself I mean shes mixed and has bleach blonde hair and blue color contacts. And my friend agreed.
Then somehow I was in the show and we had a hugeeee tour bus and we accidentally hit some old guy in the parking lot so they let him come in and look around and take a short ride with us and play whatever he wanted so he wouldn’t sue. He asked if this thing goes fast and our manager was Like hell yeah even though we literally just ran over this guy so we probably shouldn’t be speeding, but the driver starts speeding all over the shopping plaza even on corners and wouldn’t you know it she ends up getting into a 3 car car crash the tour bus flips in the air and lands on its roof.
Also in the dream we were working in a specific restaurant for the episode and one of the guys started having a feeling one of the kids working there was being touched so he handed him this vial and was like take this vial if you’re being touched and the kid did. Ai image goes with this dream

DREAM FRAGMENT- .5

Mom and dad had huge Funyuns bigger than our heads