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(Sleeping at Graham's)

All I remember is graham telling me to let his dog nick into the room because he was at the door.

I woke up then to go to the bathroom and he was asleep and nick wasn't around and realized it was a dream.

In the morning I was having a dream but I can't remember it because I was suddenly grabbed on the left shoulder by a dream hand and shaken awake.

I was at a movie theater and everything was white (the floors, the ceiling, the ticket counter, etc.) and I had to go to the bathroom. The black guy that worked there thought I was going to sneak in and said to get in line for a ticket. I told him I was going to the bathroom and he said alright. I go in and pee at a urinal but I'm holding a wii with Xbox controllers while I do and I drop one in after I'm done. I tried to rinse it but probably broke it. Then it was a pillow I dropped instead of a controller and I tried to wash it off in the bathroom for a while but now I was at Brower's hose but not his real house. So I asked for a new pillow case and then tried to get the wii working but it had to sinc to Brower's tv and it wouldn't work because of water damage.

I woke up in my bed and tried a RC it worked so I got up and went to the kitchen. I leaned against the counter and my dad leaned against the one opposite me I looked around and analyzed the entire living room. The dream was pretty hazy but when I really focused it would be more clear. Then I went out the tool room door into the empty parking places and heard my dad who was now outside say something about scout being anorexic. I felt the dream fading and spun around. Then I looked at my hands and they were deformed. Then it was like my vision paused and I kept seeing my hands until the dream faded.

I was driving down the road in a college town with my family and there was a lot of traffic going through this tunnel. I sped up and cut off a bunch of freshman girls in college. I was then walking instead of driving and right when I got to the front of the pack I dropped the car keys. I turned around and got them and when me and my dad came out the tunnel and down the stairs we saw that my keys went to an old car that had work getting done on it. I showed my dad from far away by pressing the panic button. There was a man in the drivers seat and someone working on it. Now we had the car and we pack our family's bags into it. We were now in some restaurant's dumpster and a huge ripped guy was talking some smack to us. His even bigger friend sneaks up behind me and grabs me but I stay in a fighting stance when lifted off the ground. I was back on too of the dumpster and me and the first guy start to fight. I was able to land some good punches and some bad ass kicks to the face by jumping up and kind of hanging in the air. This kind of made me realize I was dreaming but I wasn't completely conscious. The dream faded.

Tried to FILD felt weird and heard stuff and then got up in bed held nose and could kinda breath teacher with white hair and beard came in and started telling us about how he sometimes has to focus on one or two kids and explaining his teaching technics to dad who was sitting on my bed I kept trying reality checks and they didn't really work to well and I thought I was awake so I went back to sleep

I was at a school function and everyone was there. Harrison Hogan punched me as a joke or said something that made me mad so I slapped him in the shoulder hard a few times but one got him in the face. He poured Gatorade on me and I tried to punch him hard but missed and then I cursed at him really loud and everyone heard and I got really worried and upset. Because of the disruption everyone started to leave and one kid I recognized from school ran up to me and did a leprechaun jump where you click your heels together and ran away I tried to hit him but missed.

Mom signed me up for music lessons with some friends from SJE like Lawson and Graham. The group had a catchy name I can't remember. For some reason I had to find the group at my house but it really looked more like Tyler's old house and I didn't know my way around. I went down some stairs to get outside. I realized I was in a dream while looking for them and decided I wanted to try and fly again. I walked to the middle of the porch and looked through the branches of a tall oak tree at the stars. I jumped up and down through branches to fly but just jump really high. The last jump I went up so high I was in the clouds and I kind of hung there for a while until my dream faded.

It was like 10 o'clock in the morning and I had just woke up and wanted to try FILD. I didn't move once waking and soon felt like I was going to fall back asleep. I started to wiggle my fingers and while I did it a whoosh came over my body.

I did it a little more then held my nose and tried to breath. It worked! I visualized my room and got up. I walked out and went out the back door to find myself on a baseball field in a park. I know I'm dreaming. Suddenly a helicopter crashes near by. I go down the street to to go into the nearby AMC movie theater and on my way find more helicopters crashing. I hear the radio talking about it as I walk. Now I'm at a playground right next to an office building. I do an RC. Then I hear a lady talking about how all the helicopters are crashing b/c of her not letting a bill pass or something. The dream faded and I woke up.

This Sam kid with blonde bushy hair and his friends told me they were going up to North Carolina at the same time as me.
We were in NC on our mountain riding up a road that doesn't exist and Sam and his friends ran by us. I looked at Sam with out saying anything and gave him the nod. He returned it. We continued that way into the trees and then realized that they were full of snakes that Sam and his friends were messing with and one dropped onto my shoulders. I threw it off and ran out of the trees only to find my mom and sister tangled in the strongest spider webs with thousands of tiny spiders crawling around. I climbed around them and got on my phone but everything paused like in GTA V. I called 911 but somehow knew I would have a spider crawl up my nose after. Then it faded.

I got out of bed and realized it was a dream. I went into the kitchen and rubbed my hands together because the dream was already fading. I went our the front door and decided I wanted to fly. In the front yard I jumped and bounced like I was on the moon. Eventually I got all the way on to the roof and did flips and stuff but didn't fly. Suddenly I looked up and saw the northern lights. I thought it must have been the most beautiful thing ever. I went next door to get a better look. The Hershock's house was replaced with some other building or something and a few people came out to talk to me. The dream faded into a new one and I lost lucidity.

I woke up from a dream and decided to try and fall back into it so I didn't move. I felt vibrations and stuff so I thought I was asleep and decided to try and have an OBE or whatever.

I got up but didn't see my body in bed so I went out into the light of the kitchen to do some reality checks. They didn't work and everything seemed normal so I decided I was really awake and went back to bed. When I really woke up in the morning I realized it was all a dream.

I woke up in my parents bedroom, walked out to the living room and looked out in the back yard. Will and Colton were driving their boat in circles in the pool and I yelled to my mom. She told me to go out and play. I got outside and I stood on the edge of the pool. The boat was now a large inner tube and they were just kicking it around the pool. We talked a little and they invited me in and told me to jump on. Instead I jumped in the water and then climbed on the tube. We spun around for a while and got out and suddenly I realized I was in a dream. I tell will to check it out cause I was about to go lucid. I did a few reality checks and spun around and then told the kid who I sit next to in us gov I was lucid we talked then I went to let scout in the front door. I walked out and scout ran to the Werdine's house but I went down the street. Nothing really happened. Now I was at a marina and my dad kept asking for help with the boat and I almost fell in the water and I lost lucidity. He kept asking until I woke up.

I woke up in my parents bedroom, walked out to the living room and looked out in the back yard. Will and Colton were driving their boat in circles in the pool and I yelled to my mom. She told me to go out and play. I got outside and I stood on the edge of the pool. The boat was now a large inner tube and they were just kicking it around the pool. We talked a little and they invited me in and told me to jump on. Instead I jumped in the water and then climbed on the tube. We spun around for a while and got out and suddenly I realized I was in a dream. I tell will to check it out cause I was about to go lucid. I did a few reality checks and spun around and then told the kid who I sit next to in us gov I was lucid we talked then I went to let scout in the front door. I walked out and scout ran to the Werdine's house but I went down the street. Nothing really happened. Now I was at a marina and my dad kept asking for help with the boat and I almost fell in the water and I lost lucidity. He kept asking until I woke up.

It was late at night and I was about to go to bed in my house, except I was sleeping on a mattress in the doorway between my parents room and the living room. I said goodnight to my parents and was about to try and get some sleep when I heard something over by my old room. I look in that direction and see through my open door the figure of a man, all black, more like a ghost or a shadow than an actual person. I decided to go over there and as I got closer I noticed the light in my sisters old room was on and I went in there instead and it was just like my sisters room before we changed everything around. Me and Christina sat on the bed and were served food and drinks by waiters in our house. I drank a few cups of pomegranate juice. They asked us how we liked everything. My sister said something like "this is to fattening" or something and I apologized for her and said it was very good. I then got up and went to look for that ghost thing in my room and went in there. I didn't find the thing but I suddenly realized "I'm dreaming, this is all a dream!" I look at my hands and they were so blurry I couldn't tell how many fingers I had. Yup, I was in a dream. I was walking through my kitchen from my old room to go to the bathroom so I could look in the mirror but then thought "what am I doing, I should be flying and going to the beach not looking in mirrors." But the dream was still pretty blurry so I stopped and rubbed my hands together and demanded "clarity now" and "make this dream vivid" and boy did it work. All of the sudden it felt just like real life, I felt the AC on my shoulders and the floor under my feet, and it kind of scared me how real a dream could seem. I opened my eyes and hoped to see how cool it would all be but it was blurry and getting worse so I tried spinning around to get some stability. It failed miserably and I woke up in my bed.

After a year break, I've decided to give LD another try. So last night I set the intention to wake up at 5 and remember a dream (and if possible get lucid).

Well I woke up at 4.50 and while I didn't remember a dream, I went back to sleep. At 5.50 woke up again, this time with a dream still in my head. Wrote down some keywords in the dark to remember them later and went back to sleep.

At 8 I woke up again as usual, and remembered a second dream. Both non-lucid, but I don't except to have lucid dreams just now when I'm still struggling to remember my regular dreams as it were.

Dream 1.

I was in a very small hotel room with my ex (I do have often dreams about my ex as we were still married). I noticed some money in a glass ashtray, probably left there to the maid from the previous room occupants. As we already took over the room, I took the money, figuring in my mind that it's ours since the maid probably didn't need it. I got a paper $20, some coins and also a Hungarian forint (which is no longer in print for years). In the dream I was also wondering about the coin, and if I were more advanced at it, this would have already been a dream sign to notice.

Small fragment of me going to the balcony and in a neighboring room some guys were in the window, they saw me and started laughing (maybe I was naked? not sure).

Another fragment where we were walking with a girl and her father (?). The girl liked the guy (which is why I'm not sure was her father), she kept putting her hands in his. She had a small black dog, who started to lick my hand and cuddle next to me, and I remember having thought that she would be definitely jealous to see the dog cozy up to me.

Dream 2 after I went to sleep at 5.50

My parents were visiting and I was at school (or work?) taking part in some show. Dressed in some white dancing style clothes and kept looking at my parents to see if they saw me. We left from the building and when we came back, we were changing clothes, but I noticed I'm in house shoes so I was looking for some other shoes to take (that belonged to other people).

I found a brown pair of low closed shoes that I liked, but when I took them in my hands, a girl came and I gave them to her, as the pair were hers. Then I saw another pair of boots, a bit taller, but the owner came as well. So then I decided that I'll go with my parents to shop for my own pair of boots (or shoes).

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It was interesting how clearly I remembered the brown boots, I liked especially the shorter pair. If I'll ever see them in a shop nearby, I'll definitely buy them.

Also strange how less moral or ethical things were ok in the dreams, as if they were the most normal thing in the world (taking others's shoes, or taking money from the hotel room without remorse).

Also I noticed that my parents (which are living in another country, so we only get to really meet once a year) feature so often in my dreams. My ex relatively often as well. Guess these are dream signs I'll have to start focusing on.