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07/21/10

I try to figure out this teleporting thing. Hazel helps out.



The scene drifts into focus. I'm sitting on the cool, freshly trimmed grass outside the Ixburg Inn. My surroundings are hazy, and I feel half-asleep.

It's one of those late-morning, about to wake up dreams. I dig my fingers into the soft grass and soil. I'm dreaming, I tell myself. I'm lucid.

I stare at the yellow metal siding of the warehouse beyond the fence, trying to remember my lucid goals. I can't remember the first one, so I go down the list until something pops out at me.

#2. Find Hazel.

I feel for my phone in the front left-hand pocket of my jeans. The colours around me start to grey out, and I slowly lower my hand to the ground. I grab fistfuls of grass and breathe deep, watching the sky get brighter and bluer as I calm down. Sunlight beams down from the sky. I'm facing the other direction, toward the back of the motel rooms. There are apple trees beyond the fence.

I slip my hand into my pocket (left-hand, right-hand, there isn't any difference) and pull out my phone. I think I should try this method one more time before I give up on it.

Leaning against the red fence, I mash seven random digits into the keypad (one of them is an "8") and hold the phone to my ear. It rings twice.

"Hello?" says a female voice on the other end.

"Hazel?" I ask. "Are you asleep?"

"Obviously." She seems amused.

I shake my head. I'm still not sure this is really Hazel. "Want to try to meet up?"

"Can you teleport?"

I hesitate.

An impatient noise from her end of the phone, and Hazel is standing in front of me. The chin-length black hair is her dream-avatar's most distinctive feature, and I doubt it's what her hair looks like in real life.

We're standing on the other side of the fence, drifting slowly westward without my knowing. A DC lurks at the periphery of my awareness, and I think it's a childhood friend.

We discuss the best way to get back to her dream. I explain an idea I've been putting together, that instead of opening a portal or a door, I just need to imagine the new setting and drift slowly into it. The danger is in how easily this could trigger a false awakening.

Hazel says she wants to try something. She touches my forehead with two fingers. I fall back onto the tall grass, frozen in place. I can't move, and the scene is fading into black. I'm not worried, though. She starts talking, describing the setting of her dream.

I pop back into existence between one second and the next. I can still hear the words, but they sound like nonsense. I'm surrounded by orange wooden cabinetry, and I think I'm in a basement. The narration starts to describe the exact kind of cupboard exists across from me, and I snap, "Okay! I get it! I'm here!"

I'm sitting down on a bunk bed when Hazel appears again. The dream destabilizes.

I "wake up".

I'm in the basement of a church, or maybe my late grandma's house (she was a minister). I'm trying to find a bible, because the narrator has apparently been quoting bible verses at me.

I'm flipping through the book, but I don't remember the order. "Where was Ecclesiastes, again?

"Near the end," says Grandma.

I mutter something about having had these memorized at one point.

The dream ends.

I'm the commander of a fleet of ships, taking shelter in an empty harbour. A woman with long, blonde curly hair stands beside me, asking about the clouds on the horizon.

"Those are pure ozone," I tell her. "They're poisonous, but they won't come up onto the coast."

"I wish we could go out to them," she says wistfully.

Looking at the swirling mass of dark clouds, I almost agree with her.

Hazel. Scare Factor: 3.

Haaaazel, you're being all mysterious and otherworldly. Stop it.

Also: Facebook, guys? Really?

Note: It seems L has been causing problems again, still trying to get to Asuka even though he has a girlfriend of his own, and now he is using Kanmuri to do it! We came to the conclusion that we were going to try to make L afraid of Asuka, so that he would want to avoid her at all costs. My goal for tonight was to go ahead to do this. I fell asleep, failed to slip into my WILD. I actually don't remember the beginning of this dream or exactly how I became lucid, but here is the dream from the point where I start remembering it…


The earliest thing I remember in this dream is being in MoSh's inner world. I was in the living room with MoSh and Asuka. MoSh was playing a video game on the flat screen television while Asuka was watching him. Asuka got up and came over to me. She said she was ready to do whatever we had to do to make sure L would finally stop bothering her and MoSh. I told her I had a plan I thought might work. She said she knew, and she was ready to do the fusion. I said there was one more part to it… while fused, we should go out of MoSh's inner world and do something Asuka would enjoy doing… thus making her an easy target. So when L took her back to his inner world, that was when his nightmare would begin. MoSh seemed to have barely noticed I was there, I wasn't fully convinced MoSh had noticed me at all. I touched him on the shoulder and he finally looked up. I told him Asuka and I were off to give L a nice nightmare. I said L might need a few nightmares to get the point across, but it would start now. MoSh saved his video game and changed the channel. He said he would watch it from there. I asked Asuka what she would like to go out and do, she said she likes gardens and flowers, so that's what I focused on when I opened a portal. Asuka and I fused using the fusion amulet and went through the portal.

There was a beautiful garden on the other side of the portal, just as I had wanted to find. I could feel that Asuka liked it very much. I just let her control our fused body as she wandered through the garden, looking at the various flowers, smelling some of them, admiring others from afar, she picked one and put it in our hair. The garden was full of winding paths, there was a stream flowing through it with a pretty bridge over it, and Asuka's goal seemed to be to explore every bit of the garden. There was no questioning that the garden was pretty, but I was beginning to think L wasn't going to take the bait this time. Had he not noticed that Asuka was wandering around in a garden by herself? Had he caught on to the trick? Was he not as interested in Asuka as we had thought? Whatever the reason, it was beginning to look like he wasn't going to show up at all. I was just about to suggest to Asuka that we go home, I was getting a bit bored, when a portal opened in front of us. Without even giving much of a look around to make sure Asuka was alone, L's arm reached through the portal to grab our left arm and pull us through into his inner world.

I recognized L's inner world right away, we were near the pool that is outside of his house. I saw that Kanmuri was already back there, she was lying out on a lounge near the pool sunning herself when we arrived. She got up and looked over at L and me, rolling her eyes in an exacerbated manner. She asked L if he was never going to get it through his head that Asuka has no interest in him, he should stop going after some woman who didn't want him and give his attention all to her. She said she has an open mind about L having another woman around, but he should quit already with this woman who clearly doesn't like him. L said he had rescued me once more, that MoSh had carelessly let me out on my own, and now he would make sure I was protected. He said he knew I wanted to stay with him and he would make sure that this time it happened, MoSh and Raven weren't going to take me away from him this time.

I looked around at the pool and the house. I told L he might just be the man for me, assuming he has bigger balls than MoSh who seems to get mad at me every time I start to have some fun. L said of course, he has much bigger balls than MoSh, how could there be any doubt about that? He said his purpose would be to ensure I had fun every moment I was there with him. I smiled at him and said maybe I could be happy here after all, he said it had taken me long enough to acknowledge that he was really the one I want… he apparently thought I wasn't dressed properly, however, because he motioned and my clothes changed to a tiny sundress that left absolutely nothing to the imagination. I didn't really care. L looked at me in the sundress, practically drooling, and then said whatever would make me happy and want to stay was what I would get.

I told L what I really wanted to do was play some of the games I never get to play with MoSh without him getting mad. He asked what game I wanted to play. I said hide and seek… with a twist. I gave him a sexy look along with that suggestion which clearly got his attention. I said I would hide first. He said sure… then I said for him to count to 50, then come find me… He turned his back and started counting rather fast, I was actually surprised he could count that high. I went into the house and looked around in the first room I was in which appeared to be a kitchen. I moved through the kitchen into the living room where there was a lot of fancy furniture. I noticed one corner where there was a particularly dark shadow, I changed form into a shadow and merged with that shadow becoming completely invisible. Shortly later L came into the room. He said he knew I was in there. So… let the show begin.

L seemed pretty sure I was in the room, I wondered if he was cheating somehow. I focused on changing the dreamscape now, causing the shadows to grow and take over the room. Where it had been pretty bright and cheerful, now it was rather dark and dreary. L seemed to think that was strange, but he continued looking for me. I morphed my shadow form into my normal form, but I was dressed in tight leather instead of the sundress. L did a brief double take, but then said he had found me, so what was his reward? I said I wanted to hear him scream, he said he was sure I could make him scream. I said I knew I could, giving off an evil grin at the same time. Some of the other shadows formed dark tentacles and bound him to the floor, arms and legs spread, he apparently still thought he was in for some wild sex…

I had long fingernails which were actually thin blades dripping with acid. As I was standing over him some of the acid dripped onto him and burned through his clothes, burning into his skin. Those blade fingernails could be fired… so I fired one into his right shoulder where it smoked a bit as the acid ate away at his flesh, he let out a brief cry of pain and asked me what the fuck I thought I was doing… I said I was playing my game with him, I wanted to hear him scream. I fired more of the spears into him, into his arms, into his legs, anywhere I could fire one without hitting a vital organ and allowing him to die too quickly. I'd said I wanted to hear him scream, and he was screaming now. I took a couple of minutes to stand over him and laugh at his pain, he was screaming that it hurt so much, begging me to stop, crying like a baby, and a foul odor wafted over from him… he'd shit his pants! I acted disappointed, saying even MoSh had been able to play games better than this… how disappointing, because I was just getting started.

As I was deciding where to fire the next blade, Kanmuri came into the room and looked around. She asked what was going on in there, she had heard screaming… she looked and saw L pinned to the floor by shadows and with the blades sticking out of him, acid burning the areas around the blades. Now L was begging Kanmuri to help him, telling her that Asuka (I) had gone completely insane. Kanmuri looked upset, thought I think she was feigning it, and asked me what I was doing to her man, let him go right now. I made the dark tendrils retract, the room was bright and cheery once again. L still couldn't move, the blades had him pinned to the floor. I was definitely willing to help. I said it seemed neither L nor Kanmuri wanted to have any fun after all. I pulled the first blade out of L, doing this brought another scream of agonizing pain.

The blade was barbed so that it would go in smoothly but the barbs would extend when pulling it out, ripping the flesh on its way out. Kanmuri told me to stop doing that, I was hurting him. I said she wanted him to be free to get up, right? I continued pulling the blades out one by one, not doing it especially fast, twisting them a bit as I pulled them out, basically doing whatever I could to increase the pain they were causing… and of course the acid kept burning even after I had removed the blades. L was begging incoherently now, I couldn't tell what he was saying. The instant I got the last blade out Kanmuri was over to me telling me to stay away from him, how could I be so sick as to do those horrible things? I told her he had agreed to play my game… now he wanted to back out. How rude. Kanmuri told me to get out of L's inner world, she told me I wasn't welcome there. She began healing L's wounds, clearly soothing his pain with healing energy. I figured she wanted to be the good guy since she wanted L to focus his affection on her. I didn't interfere with that and I opened a portal back to MoSh's inner world when Kanmuri told me again that I was not welcome there.

1. I was on the underground with friends met someone there who was going where i was going, my mates were drunk and we had to go on this long convoluted route to get back home.

I was in a taxi on the way to the den. I was in the den but not the usual one . It was a small room with a huge leather sofa. There were two dragons I remember (seven in total but I didn't know the names) Duncan Valentine and the tall one called Peter. I was in there to help a friend. The prize reward for doing it was to appear on a TV program. I then saw the TV program. We then began the product pitch. As we were pitching the product which was a small plastic box. The box was light and smooth. During the pitch I held the product by my side and the dragons said "can you just hold it up" I said "f#(k off" this made Duncan valentines eyes almost pop out of his head. Peter then said that the product was cr#p. We then started arguing. We showed them the product again but Peter still did not like it. Duncan V asked him to tolerate me but he said no. Peter then ripped up our ideas page and drew all over it in a big purple pen. I the hit Peter with a sort of paper mallet and shouted " just because you have been here all off your life, adult life doesn't mean you can be horrible to others". He then bought out a huge book and asked who to call to take me home. He made a call and I sat on a sofa that had appeared in the corner of the room. My sister then appeared and I started saying I don't like you I really don't like you. I was hitting her with the paper mallet on the back. I then went to a corner to examine these small blinking lights. I seem to remember we were waiting for a call. When I was hitting Peter and my sister I felt overwhelmed with a feeling of rage and hate. Peter had his legs up on the sofa like a defiant child. The lighting was dim coming from a corner of the room.

There =D my recall is getting better

Been back from camp for a few days now, just didn't have time to type out the dreams. Well, my recall was crap for numerous reasons, but I actually had a lucid while I was there! Of that, I remember walking around in some building with murals all over the top half of the walls, and sculpture-type things of animals on the bottom halves. I think I was lucid from the beginning, and I know I tried to fly and wasn't succesful. (Big surprise. ) Then I had some horrible nightmare about someone hacking Molly into pieces with an axe. Can't remember any other dreams I had at camp, but in the last few days there's been some frags I can remember... something about a house in a forest, and Medusa.

It was a false awakening, i was in my room belen ppl out there, with there jackets , i could see the B, Then they all came out of like 4 cars, and diego was tehre. Someone got run over. Then i was looking out the window and i kept getting scared of falling out and i t was like rotating, then i fall down to the floor and i do a reality check my fingers going throught the palm and nothing, i remember i was in BK or mcdonals, and there was this fat black lady there serving, and she told me that i could have a patty, and fries for free because it was already late, then i asked her for ice cream, then i remmebr we had to fight a boss, and this guy kepted messing up, he got to the neck but didnt slice him: i remeber seeing this m&m icecream bowl. Then the lady sat on the fries and she shrunked them i didnt wanna eat them again cause she sat on them


I remmeber being in the line and then this cute girl was there and i asked her for her name, she said you dont need to know. she had black hair like the brazilian girl o chat roullete. then we were in this neighborhood and everyone was leavingm and we needed a car , so then i see ms vidal there with like 4 cars 2 jaguars and another crappy one and a mercedes, and i go inside her hosue and her daughter and in the door up i see these pctures and franco abaoroa, javi fernandidez the chubby one were there like old elementary school picyuters they had blue shirts


then my sister said that we shouldnt go to the future, then we went to mcdonasls aain and this guy was there, and then i hit him with a chair, and i stated to attack me and i wanted to summon laniox from the little platic balls, the pixels to summon him, then the big guy fell asleep in a poison

1. I'm doing my grocery shopping and wander down the frozen food aisle. Suddenly, all of the TV screens in the isle start to synchronize and launch into a 15 minute presentation about a certain brand. I watch, dumbfounded, and I remember feeling rather convinced. At the end of the presentation, I start to move, but from the end of another aisle a stage flips out. It's filled with opera singers who proceed to launch into a Handel oratorio. To my surprise it's actually rather good, full of humor and some bawdy behavior (such as men kissing) that strikes me as inappropriate for the era. When the show is over the stage folds back into the aisle and I continue shopping. At the end of my purchases, I get confronted by several employees for tipping the produce scales and trying to cheat on the price.

2. I'm at an awesome kid-focused science museum with tons of demos. I recall fingerprint powder, wind tunnels, and infrared cameras. There's also a flight harness to simulate low gravity, and I put it on to fly effortlessly around the room. I'm a little big for the apparatus, though, and I'm constantly on the verge of crashing.

3. I'm competing in the Winter Olympics, where there's now an "extreme skiing" event. This is done as a co-ed event, starting with a beauty contest where the female half of the team shows off her assets. The other part of the event is a breakneck downhill race where the course goes through moguls (and wooden stairs). I finish in second, right behind my female partner, so we win the gold!

Hey folks, first post! Anywho, here's my dream.

I'm alone in an apartment that I lived in as a child, but now it is very run down. It generally looks like a crack house, but there is nobody in there but me. The paint is peeling, there is a layer of filth on everything and there are mattresses all over the floor. After a quick look around, I leave and head to my car in the parking lot.

Next to my car is an old, beat-up, puke green and rust colored pickup truck. Like an old 70's Dodge looking truck. The truck is parked about an inch away from my drivers' side door and the side of my (brand new) car is scraped and dented up. There is clearly puke green paint all over the side of my car and it becomes obvious what happened.

Inside the truck sits a harmless looking, little old man with a frumpy sort of face and big bushy eye brows, a ratty looking baseball style hat, squinty eyes sunk inside the weathered skin on his face, smoking a stubby little cigar the is well chewed on. He looks over at me and I instantly begin a fit of rage. Yelling and screaming at him as loud as I can. He sits unaffected, smoking his cigar. Somehow, we come to the agreement that he will pay for the materials to fix the damage to my car and I would do the job myself (I used to be in auto-body before college). So I get in his truck and we drive to the auto-body supply store to buy materials.

The old man has barely batted an eye during the whole dream. Never an ounce of emotion from him. As we're driving, he looks over at me with this really evil, sinister glare.

Puffing on his cigar, he says: "It feels good. Doesn't it?"

Confused, I reply: "What?"

Still glaring, he continues: "To hate. It feels gooooooooood to hate."

This is where I started getting creeped out. He drew goooooooooood way out and took some sort of enjoyment in the mere notion of feeling good due to projecting hate. Saying the word from his gut.

Still glaring, he takes a deep puff of his cigar and continues: "HE hates all of you, ya know." (HE referring to GOD, all of you referring to humans)

He begins to grin the most horrible grin I've ever seen, revealing pointy, yellow, rotten teeth and a black tongue and lets out a slight laugh, as if to direct it at me and the fact that I had no idea what he knew. When I notice that he is clearly evil, he begins to bellow a deep laugh at me. Without thinking, I slide across the seat (old pickup truck bench style seat) and head-butt him in the face 4 or 5 times as hard as I can. Really hitting him hard.

I wake up, head-butting my girlfriend in the back of her head, who is sleeping next to me. My face is killing me. We both wake up, and after the scare we drift back to sleep. After just barely drifting off, I am back in the truck with the old man, and he is glaring at me and laughing. Like he made me head-butt my girlfriend and was just toying with me. He grins the same horrible grin, his yellow teeth peek out from behind his cigar and then he's gone and the whole thing is over.

Most of the time, I don't remember much in the way of details of most of my dreams. I remember every molecule of this dream. All the quotes are accurate. All the environment descriptions are accurate. Every single second is accounted for and recalled and even perfectly re-playable in my head.

July 21, 2010
Slept between 2:30a-11:30a
Missed my WBTB/WILD

Car crash
My boss was loading more and more pressure on my site, which was making me feel awful. I can't remember the specifics.

I really didn't feel like taking the transit into work, because I was feeling so tired and un-energetic. I took a cab into work. We're going along and we notice that the cars are driving on the wrong side of the road (weird car behaviour = DS). The cabbie waits for the cars to pass until he turns onto the road. When he does, we approach a group of teenagers standing right in the middle of the road, and they don't care to mover, either. The cabbie cuts through them and makes a sharp left turn in the middle of the group. He makes a sharp right turn, but accidentally spins out and I hear (and feel) a thwump! on our back end as he accidentally hit one of the teenagers in the group. I screamed. Instead of just getting out straight away, the cabbie maneuvers the car away to park it. I was shouting at him not to bother with that.

He goes out to see what he can do, and I remained in the cab. These chicks come up and they tell me to get out. The cabbie took their friend's life, so they should get the cab. Immediately, I'm feeling confrontational, and I push one of the girls away, but then I realize, they did just lose a friend. Instead of provoking the fight, I start talking with them. Eventually they joined me in the car and they were telling me about their friend and it was all really sad :morecry: I remember trying to lighten it by saying something like, "Maybe he's just injured?" or "Maybe he's just got the wind knocked out of him and he's alright?" I remember asking his name. They gave it, and it was something horribly unpronounceable that started with an A.

Another Work Dream
We were having a site meeting at this new site of ours. I'm not entirely sure how or why this was, but our guard was doubling as a cashier for a pastry shop. It must have been an early morning meeting, because I showed up hungry. I contemplated over muffins or pastries for breakfast, and eventually settled on a blueberry cheesecake

I remember briefly talking to Rachel.

We were all then in a circuit training gym. I was on the station just before my friend, Elise (who doesn't actually work with me). She's done this before, but I haven't. I'm staring at this structure with two long ropes dangling from it, with little posts at the end of the ropes for me to stand on. Elise explains that I have to jog in mid-air while standing on those posts. She explains how to get onto the ropes properly so I'm in a standing position. I can't replicate it, and I end up with my back parallel to the ground. Elise just sighs and says she'll show me when it's her turn.

Was at some club on a sunny day. Went up stairs and saw a sign for nova dreamer. Did not think i was dreaming at all but did a rc. It failed but i tried again and could breath a tiny bit i decided i must be dreaming. Finally. I flew a little to the roof. The dream was about to end. I blacked out and ended up on the roof again. There were two older people there. They asked me what i would have done to get off the roof. I said i wasn't dreaming anymore but if i was i would float. The guy asked me to show him and i slowly floated down. He clapped. And there was a little show going on.

Had a fa at karas with a different house. Kelly was there asking for michaels porn collection. I knew where it was but did not want to tell them. They couldn't find it. Lindseys mom was upstairs making food. Kara was eating cereal. They had five tvs downstairs. Kara asked if i wanted cereal but i was going to go home and eat. I blacked out and was in class. Had to take a test on us states. Tried to cheat but the teacher caught me. He was about to give me a zero for the test but i convinced him that i was not cheating. Was almost in trouble. Blake tried to cheat next to me but got caught too. Test questions were weird. Some about porn. Was worried that i had to finish fast because i was at kerras house and she had to go to work

Ok so after the explosion of the submarine check out http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/drea...-mystery-3928/ I washed up on some puffy island of some sort the mountains looked like they where made out of play-dough and the sand was made out of plastic. So I got up looked around and eventually saw this square temple, so I went in only to be greeted by a claymation who was supposed to be the king of japan which I guess makes since because in my other dream everyone lived underwater except for these guy's so he greeted me to his wife a chubby claymation with white make-up on her face, then she took me to her garden where she then proceeded to pick her flowers then a bullet smashed into her face and she died then all the guards surrounded me thinking I murdered her but didn't then a trapdoor opened up and I fell through and at the bottom was spikes and before I hit the spikes I woke up in my bed

Ok so I went to sleep and then woke up playing prince of persia 2 ( it was 8-bit) then one of my friends started talking to me how 8-bit sucks or something, then a really chubby dude came up to me and said time to wake up looser and punched me in the face and woke up............... UNDERWATER yea i woke up underwater in a submarine looking house it was metal with circle windows which I could see fish then some little girl came into my room ( who was supposed to be my sister) and said wake up the bus is here so I got up already with my clothes on and walked through a clear hallway and to this submarine, which I guess was supposed to be the bus it was oval shaped with a power box on it's back and a tiny propeller to move it so as I started to get in the bus driver and the children wouldn't let me in like they could sense a outsider I tried as hard as I could to open the door but to no avail. Then I asked my sister to go outside and disable the bus so she oped the hatch and swam out, oh and i guess we can breath underwater, as she was going outside to disable it the bus exploded and the house flooded with water which i couldn't breath so the mystery was why in the world couldn't I get to school ugh.

Ok so I had this dream about a year ago but I find it one of the more interesting dreams I have ever had.

I am laying on the field looking up at the sky which is full of stars and planets. The planets are so close that they appear bigger than the moon. Supposedly it is the anniversary of the bible?? Next to me is this girl, probably around 19yo however I cannot see her because it is night and pretty dark. She says "it has only been a month". Im not exactly sure what she meant by that. So we were laying on the field together and I remember feeling discomforted because i felt like I was supposed to be with this other girl. So I cuddled with her so that I would forget the discomfort. So she asks if I could be with her forever and I tell her to promise it. She then lets go of me and I start floating away from her into the air. I again start thinking of that other girl. As I was floating away I looked at the girl and she is wearing a white gown with a white hood over her head. I had one look at her face and it was full of regret and disappointment.

A Time Machine
7/20/2010

Some guy and V were with me, and a lot of other people, including some kind of teacher. She was operating the time machine, which was a door. She did something, and then the lights above the door flashed "ICE AGE". She opened the door and everyone went through. I was struggling to put on a coat.

With the same people, I was at a really nice in ground pool. It was super fancy. I went to jump in, but didn't go in the water. I kind of just floated above the water, and when I floated over the cement around the pool, I stepped down with one foot and floated up higher and with more speed. I kept flying/floating over the pool.

Fragments/Stuff Not Worth Going Into Detail About
Repeated sex with some guy. Grandmothers house. Mothers bedroom. Some guy in a truck. A shed that the guy is going to fix up to sleep in.








Masquerade
7/21/2010

My mother had drove me to my old middle school. I was wearing a beautiful red dress and a sparkling red masquerade mask. When I entered the school through the gym, it was packed inside with people in all kinds of outfits and costumes. In the gym, someone had set up the bleachers. They were filled with people, all of them standing and each person had a microphone. They were singing a Christina Aguilera song, "What A Girl Wants", but the lyrics weren't right. A studio camera was filming them, and when they were done singing, they filed out of the bleachers and left. Only me and another girl were left to sing. The girl picked up two microphones, one was smaller than the other, and I chose it. Then the girl spilled her drink on me, on purpose, and I got angry.