14-08-10 Fragmented stuff, pictures of dragon golems and 7 armies that had to be vanquished. Kept being conscious about dreaming, although in reality I never think I was dreaming in the first place, just basking around in HHs. Tried asking people around for my dream name, but there was no audio what so ever. Gotta say I was drunk to boots yesterday, which might have had an influence on the entire experience. Throughout the series of 'dreams' I felt like someone(thing) was guiding me though..
I have been away from this forum in a long time, because i suddenly thought that it was all bullshit and lies.. as most of this newage crap is (I began jugding the art as some newage crap lying and all my "lucid" dreams where illusions caused by sitting to the middle of the night reading about stupid spells and mumbojumbo.. Now im rejugding).. But due to having a lucid dream this morning, i am feeling like re-entering my training again, but not focus too much on it.. Heres the Dream: I dreamed that i wanted to look at some picture on the internet, bu then suddenly i got a fuckload of addware and virusses out of nowhere.. I was sad, my computer slowly degraded from a highend pc to some sloppy crap.. Seriously thats the worst i can dream.. Then i figured out i was at some hotel, and then i ran around.. also i read a map of suprising detail compared to other dream cartography i have aqquired, and speaking of information generally.. Then i found some other horrific stuff but i dont know what.. Then suddenly my dream faded out, but i was still able to think "Wait if the world is fading out, then i must be dreaming!" so i stabilised the dream, just by holding my hands on the head and concentrating.. As when you try to concentrate, with a headache. But i didnt do anything about it, i didnt try to fly, i just kept exploring untill i was so aware that i just kinda slipped out of the dream and into the waking world, with my eyes open.. Recurring dreamsigns: My computer getting virusses Running around in circles? I dont know.. i cant find my DJ papers.. proably trashed.. Due to my disbelief..
[I]This worked very well, but I did lose awareness, and fell asleep.[/I] Ok... so I laid in bed on my back, hands resting on my sides. I kept focusing on my breath. Bad habit... Okay, think about something else. BAM. SP! SP usually hits me in a few seconds. GRAB THE ROPE. GAH! My muscles twitch as I try to grab the rope. Don't think about that. gRAB... the... ROPE... GAH It's right there! I feel myself doing the energy rocking thing that I do. I could feel my energy moving up and down. No, just try and grab, and keep pulling up. I felt rocking work better, so, I do that. I begin having auditory HH, and talk to my HH. No... just grab the rope! I feel my hands get all floaty... Awesome! More intense SP.... just focus on and grab the rope. I AM ABOUT TO GO OBE! YES. Huh? What? I talk to my HH again. AH STOP IT! GRAB THE ROPE. Sit up! ROLL! STAND UP! IT'S NOT WORKING NO..... DON'T FALL ASLEEP YET... am I slipping into a dream... I d..... don't... I don't remember anymore. I slept for 30 minutes, and I woke up to an alarm in a deep sleep. I think next time, I will set my alarm for ten minutes then, go down to five if I fall asleep.
1) Became lucid, me and my friend forbes walked around throwing cars and stuff. Still lucid my dream directed some sort of star wars dream where i fought darth vader and we ended up falling down some sort of exhaust shaft but i survived. 2)I am at my place of work and some of my friends. My friends who are there have (in reality) had life transforming events which has taken us far apart. In the dream one of my best friends, neil, has returned to work with me. My friend G didnt have her kid and is still young and beautiful. My friend Mike hasnt turned into a total bible freak. We are messing around, having a laugh. We goto Amsterdam, we are all sad that they shut down the sex musum and then we play rugby with a cake....
I went to bed planning on waking up at 9:00am in the morning and I had this dream- Got up from my bed looked around my room turned off my alarm clock and went back to bed. I woke up from my real bed and turned off my alarm clock for real this time darn false awakenings ugh oh well
Me and my dad are on a large grassy and mountainous islands, when suddenly the tide starts rising. It doesn't rise continuously, but rises by a large increment every so often. Me and my dad climb and swim our way to higher ground, and as the water rises only 4 mountains that now look like islands remain, the only ones not fully submerged. From order of lowest to highest, I will assign them 3, 2, 1a and 1b. We swim across the water from the top of 3 to get to 2, and the water rises again as we arrive. My dad points out to me a dead fish in the water that I don't see, but I realize that all life underwater has somehow died. On 2, an older woman awaits and discusses which mountain we should swim to next (1a or 1b), and I know she won't be coming. The mountains are both in front of us, 1a is slightly lower than 1b and has a dirt path leading up to a dirt plateau. 1b is a large forest. I also notice a large ruined structure connecting the mountains, that looks like it could have been a ruined bridge from Fallout, and there is also a layer of stone and metal wire debris on top of the water directly underneath it. I have a feeling that we should go to 1a for some reason, but my dad and the woman decide on 1b because it's higher, and I agree. As we begin swimming, I see a dead see creature, and then my asshole friends wake me up by throwing pennies at me.
13.08.2010Managing Databases (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Well, I came from cards around 3 am and woke up at 7:30 am... such a short sleep, but I manager to recall a dream, entirely from daily residue. I was managing databases, handling clients, contacting clients and a lot more. This dream is about half a page long, all related with my new improvement in my business. Unfortunately, all I dreamed is conditional and I cannot share as I would name stuff that the Non Disclosure Independent Contractor agreement I signed would be violated. Missed dream signs: - Unknown. What I would have done if lucid: - I would probably try to look for someone to give me some advice to learn even faster all this stuff.
I am out fishing with one of the wizards of unseen university, in a boat on the sea.I think my companion may be Mustrum Ridcully but I'm not entirely sure. I have a horrible feeling that something truly awful is going to happen and the very thought makes me feel miserable. I have a sneaking suspicion I might be rincewind in this part of my dream but really have no way to check. We catcha mackerel each, I remember looking at the colours of the fish. The scenery shifts and now myself and my flatmate are sitting on a sweeping stone staircase somewhere outside. I pass him a bottle of what I think is Jack Daniels but now that I think about it, it didn't look right. It had huge bubbles in it, like when you go to tip a big bottle of juice down the sink, I noticed these when he was pouring a glass. Also there was something wrong with the label, I cant remember if it said something different on it but I think it was more like hyroglyphics than words on the label. We both poured the whole bottle in our glasses and I can remember thinking that It was gonna really hurt in the morning. I look down from where we sat and there is what appears to be a skeleton leading an army. He has a big purple cloak on, and he is shouting in genuine surprise at the troops behind him. He is trying to send 4 little mini motorbikes up the stairs to get me and the flatmate but of course, the bikes can't get up the stairs. They are painted funny, like the bullet that used to try to shoot you in super mario is painted on the front. Not exactly like that, but the closest thing I can think of, it's like the bikes had little faces. Woke up, knowing that there was more to this dream but brain is refusing to produce the details.. Just remembered another dream but it is pretty gross! A cat I'd never seen before is in my house and I'm at the top of the stairs watching the little invader approach. It stops every few steps to take a dump and out of it's business crawl these little grasshopper like bugs that are running up stairs to get me. I run into my room to grab some sheets to hit them away with but they are all gone when I turn back round. The cat, it's mess everything is gone Remembered another frag while I was brushing my teeth lol. I was eating some kind of toffee like a worthers original and it totally stuck my teeth together. I tried so hard to open my jaws but couldn't. With one final try I managed to free my teeth but not without pulling out a filling I have in my back tooth!
Updated 08-14-2010 at 02:51 PM by 32157
So, often I have these memories from when I was little and I just can tell if they are real or fake. I think I might have gotten them mixed up with dreams that I've had but I can't be sure. They just seem so real that I believe them. I guess I'll never know for sure.. I'm not going to make these purple because I believe they actually happened.. Please! Don't Take Me Away! I was really little, maybe even a baby, not really sure, and some stange man was taking me away from my mother and he put me in a black car. I kept screaming for my mom and wondering why she would do this to me. I don't remember where he took me. Once in awhile, I ask my mom about this happening and she's like "That never happened." but I don't really believe her.. Barney Peed in the Sandbox?! I was watching Barney(just like all kids did!). He was outside at a playground or something and there was a sandbox. He just.. peed in it. Then some little kids came around and were like "Barney! You're not supposed to pee in the sandbox" or something like that. To this day I still believe that I saw that while I was watching tv. My Favorite Episode of the Little Mermaid I was wathing the Little Mermaid(tv series) when Ariel got sucked into this hole in the ground with Flounder and they had to try to find a way out but it was really hard to swim against the current that was keeping them in it. They eventually got out, but I don't remember how. This became my favorite episode, but when I recently looked it up, I found no such thing! But this couldn't be a dream, I remember it so clearly because it was my favorite episode! So.... is it reality or just a dream?
So I just felt like posting two nightmares of mine from when I was little. The first one is from when I was in preschool and it actually funny now to think that I was scared in the dream. The second one still haunts me, it was the most frightening dream I have ever experienced. It took place sometime when I was in elementary school. First Nightmare: Lost in the Tubes I was on a field trip with some people and teachers from my preschool. We went to a place with a huge play area with tubes and slides and things like that for kids to explore. I went to explore the tube but then I got lost. I couldn't find my way out and I remember there was a fake spider with a spider web covering one of the peek holes that I kept seeing. I went to a peek hole(maybe the spider one, I don't remember) and started crying because I was lost. One of the teachers saw me and had to come get me out. At the time, it was terrifying to me. Worst Nightmare: Sinking Into the Graves I was on my school playground and it was night time. There were two sides of the playgroud, one was on the side by the school and then the other one was way on a different side. To get there, you had to cross a large area of concrete that had areas where kids would play Four Square and soccer and stuff like that. It was set up just like in real life. The concrete area suddenly turned into a graveyard. There were outlines of grave holes and if you stepped on one of them, you would sink into the ground and be stuck there forever. I had to literally hug the wall and try to get across the concrete to prevent from stepping on one of them. At one point, I accidentally did step on one and it started sinking into the ground. I think I woke up.. Note: I think this might have contributed to the fact that I am terrified of being buried alive. Not quiet sure, but you never know.
1. Mom and I are doing my back to school shopping at the mall. I wander off into the mall proper while she stays in the department store; when I return she has a $150 gift card to the store! We leave the store, and on the ride back she tells me how she saw a fight between a shopper and an employee. She was called to witness in a trial of the employee and got the gift card for her time. The prosecutor in the trial, however, was her former boss as a paralegal, and she expresses sorrow that she didn't continue her own legal career. When we get back home (to our old house), Dr. C from the research station is pulling out of the driveway in the station van. We wait for him to move, then I move in. As I do, however, I scrape the bottom of our new car. 2. The whole family, along with my (deceased) maternal grandma are going out to the movies. The film we see is made from a collection of short subjects. The first is set in the British Museum. In the movie, Mom and I often shop at their gift shop for ice cream and cupcakes. One day, after we buy our sweets, I'm suddenly attacked by velociraptors! I run and flail my arms wildly, still carrying my mom's credit card in one hand. Someone offscreen then throws ice cream at the raptors, which seems to pacify them. Relieved, I move to exit, but as I do I'm told that I owe over 24 pounds. Apparently waving the credit card orders food for whatever I "circle" with it. I refuse to pay, and finally it dawns on me to ask why there are dinosaurs in the museum. The film jump-cuts to a London park, where a young bird skeleton is shown stripped from escaped raptors. The short ends without resolution, cutting to a static screen where the audience is advised to use hand sanitizer. This I do, but the rest of the family looks at me rather oddly. Soon enough, however, the second short begins. This takes place in Soviet Russia. The camera descends on a snowy provincial capital as a voiceover comments on the permanency of the ruling party. Something to the effect of if 30 members were removed from office, the party would still remain in power. The film cuts to inside the capital building, where the Russian government is in session. A senator from Kamchatka has something to say; one of his counterparts snarkily remarks how a disabled person could take the podium if they had wheels. The senator announces some sort of breakthrough, but promptly falls dead. His aide throws a white sheet over him, then pulls it off with a magician's flourish. The senator is alive, but as the sheet is pulled further back, we notice he isn't quite right. In fact, he soon turns out to be hideous. He's a hermaphroditic freak, with breasts studding his body in odd places and an extra penis hanging off his chest. Somehow the whole family is now present in the movie and recoils at revulsion towards the sight. My grandma, a devout Catholic, starts screeching "That's heresy!" as I lose the dream.
I'm out of the country. Same place i've been dreaming of recently. It's night time and I'm in a crowded park on the edge of some water, maybe a bay(?) I get taken into a room where people are being tortured. I start getting tortured. While also torturing the person beside me?!?!? We are all peeing on each other and then beating each other up. Eventually we all escape. Somehow i find my mom but she doesn't really seem to care about finding me. She is calling out for a friend, L. Some guy in the park starts shooting arrows into the ground and then reeling them in like they are fish. I don't find this bizarre at all. I wake up.
regular dreams: 8-12-10 and 8-13-10 Falling I was at some place.. I don't know if it was like a camp or a theater or a school gym or whatever, but there was a large wooden platform in the middle of the dark room and there were some people from my school there. I climbed on top of the platform thing and then lost my balance and started falling. I could hear some of the people from my school laughing at me while I was in mid air falling. I crash landed into the ground while wondering if they would still laugh if I had been seriously injured or died. I don't remember much else. Pour Water On the President! I was in a theater with tons of people and Obama was there, wearing his usual suit and tie. I was sitting not far away from him when I started feeling water splashing on me. I looked behind me and saw some kids splashing water all over. It was part of the act I think, and they came over to Obama with a bucket of water about to pour it on him but then stopped because they wanted to make sure he was okay with it. He got up and kind of hesitated a little and then walked out. Bombing I was on top of some building with like 20 or so people. Some guy had a bomb and he set it off, causing a fire. I ran away from him, just like everyone else, when I noticed a guy who got hit by some fire. He was just standing there, like he accepted the fact that he was going to die. He didn't bother trying to help himself. Believe Me and my mom went to see Criss Angel's Believe show. It was an outdoor theater, and to see it you would just sit on some railings across from the stage. At one point I remember seeing Allie there with some of her friends. I felt bad about seeing his show again because I knew it was really expensive and I'd already seen it once. But apparently we went to Las Vegas for some other reason, not just to see his show. I don't remember why we were in LV though. After awhile of waiting, Criss finally showed up in the back of a jeep, coming down into this tunnel. A bunch of fan girls started chasing the car, me included, until it came to a stop under this tunnel. There were tons of people now, and I didn't want to bother Criss because I knew his body guards would be there trying to get people to move so I just went back up to the theater area and waited for his show to start.
Kept having dreams about Dad. One where he was much younger and immature. One where we were hiking in the mountains and he had a new baby daughter. A toddler. She was adorable and wore a hat that looked like an alligator head. Her coat was yellow. It was cold and the only jackets were Sharon's, who'd gone ahead 'cause she was mad at Dad. I wrapped a pillow case around my shoulders. There was a tribe who used atlatls. Dad entered some kind of atlatl competition for money. I didn't sleep well, my head hurts, and I'm so sleepy. Slept lots and lots but it didn't help.
I did several wbtb's last night. Not on purpose, but i did. Had a lucid and several other non-lucids. Only gonna tell the lucid. A ominous voice is overhead describing a war between dwarves and the darkspawn. Apparently in this world the dwarves were winning and being cruel to the darkspawn.(This has nothing to do with what happens, i just thought it was interesting). A camera moved overhead that i was looking through. It moved over the vast underground kingdom then went into my eyes. I started walking and for no reason RC'ed and lucid. I walk around some into what looks like a food court. The DCs there are classmates of mine. I want to get fully into the dream so i use all my senses. I hear people talking, i see people walking around, i smell some food, i brushed a counter with my finger and tasted it,(not good), and that also got touch. I walk over to a table after that to try time dialation. I find a pen and a piece of small paper. I try to write down a clock and the 12 hours. I do it but its slightly messed up. I then mentally push the hours back to write in new ones. But before i could write it i was pushed out of the dream and woke up. Damnit i should have DEILD'ed. Oh well. I wasted a dream sorta. But it was very vivid. I took two melatonin pills so it helped with my vividity.
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