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Dream Fragment: I'm standing in a lit up room, it's bright white. There's this blonde girl in my personal space urging me to tell her about my secret. She tells me that she knows I have a twin sister. I just stare at her confused and she gets more and more aggravated with me and grabs my arms and pushes me out of her way into a wall, and she walks out a door and slams it shut.

04.08.2012

Zune, Auron is a Detective, Alyzarin Twin Sister, Weird Grading Curve (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Hiding with Zune HD

The dream starts out where I'm in a dark area. It's late afternoon, the sky is kind of dark grayish, and the whole area is mostly in really dark blue colors.

I was watching some things on my Zune HD, while listening, or trying to hide from some group. It seems to some very disturbing positions anime girls are posing.

Then I decide to turn off the Zune, and keep hiding.

Dream 2: Auron is a Detective

It's night time, and I'm chasing some random man who is out to shoot an older woman.

The area we were in, it was full of white walls, kind of like a maze (but it isn't technically a maze, it's just miniature white houses and stairs....like a really diluted size), just to give both of us some protection and time to plan our our shootings.


My perspective of this was third-person, with some shifts in first person as well. I don't feel as afraid as before in other dreams, I just know I need to be careful and not get shot.

I also have a spectator view of what's on the other side, so that helped a lot with timing everything.

I have a foil wrap bundled up in my left hand, and I threw it like a grenade to the other side.....LOL.

By the time I did that, the guy I'm chasing is already running. I'm not sure if the older lady was shot already, but I started to chase the guy again as well.

I was going up a small green uphill very late at night, and I see this building glowing with a dark gold type of lighting.

At this point, I can't really feel any emotions while running, I just want to kill this guy already. I finally reach the top floor of the building, or at least one of the top floors, and I see the guy, and he trips.

Instead of using my gun to shoot him right there, it disappears, and I start to dash to get ready to punch the hell out of this guy.

Moments before jumping and sublimating my rage towards this random person, Auron comes out of nowhere, and the way he's looking at me, I couldn't do anything but to stop.

I'm basically frozen, with my arm still hanging in the air with a clenched fist.

It was weird, it was as if we communicated without even speaking, that stare of his basically told me that everything will be taken care of from here.

He's wearing a pink dress shirt, along with dark dress pants as well.

I believe Auron asks me for I.D., and I show it to him without thinking, but then I thought and asked,

"Wait, how do I know you're not just pretending?"

He gets something from his pocket, and he shows me his I.D. openly. I take a good look at it, probably even bending down to my knees to stare at it.

Things were vivid, but I still couldn't recall some of the information on the I.D. I just presume he was actually a detective or something, and went somewhere else.

Then I go on a computer, and apparently, I'm talking to Alyzarin on MSN chat. She has a twin sister, but I think she knows who I'm talking about when I say that.

I was asking her about some kind of equation something related to some variant of "A-B=1 or A+B=1"

She tells me I should ask Auron.

I can't remember much after that.

Dream 3: Weird Grading Curve

I'm talking to a guy who looks like my Chem 112 Lab TA, he is complaining that he has to sit in front of class because his last or first name starts with an "A".

A girl also tells me that getting a 79 will equal an A, so she's pretty happy with that type of grading system, even though I was questioning how she worded that. She said something that was out of place, but I didn't pay attention for too long.

04.06.2012

Kaomea & Tye Dye Blue Shirts, Ophelia's Twin Sister, Wrong Prescription...

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remembered at least 3 dreams from the WBTB, but I decided,

"Oh, let me just doze off again for a few minutes, no biggie!" Forgot most of them now, except one. I still have a lingering experience from it.

Dream 1: Kaomea &Tye Dye Blue Shirts....(DILD)

Spoiler for Speculation and Insight:

I remember being lucid in this dream, because I remembered one experience from it....trying to jump from a high level (if I jumped from a high level in a non-lucid, I would either have it faded away, or somehow feel something). I never knew something so small as that would contribute to collecting my recall again!

I almost gave up trying to remember bits of this dream to be honest with you.

Honestly, from that same experience of feeling as if I was going to crash to the ground really helped with remembering this dream, most of it, at least.

So I'll be focusing on my feelings more, because that's going to help when I'm on the borderline between giving up and saying I don't remember anything, and still trying to find a small snippet.

I do a nose plug RC somewhere in this dream, and just saying, "I'm dreaming..." a few times. Then after I stabilized for a little while, I believed I could start running fast to find Kaomea.

"Okay...let's do this!"

I started to dash towards some gray wide road, and then I see that I'm at a high level somewhere, and I needed to land.

I go back a few feet away from the ledge, then I started to run as fast as I could and tried to jump far. I did a regular dash jump, and was feeling myself floating down.

This was a moment where I thought I would lose lucidity, I tried my best to accept that I was dreaming as a means to keep stable , and looking at the ground still made me have brief moments of predicting how it would feel to land, including thinking about a horrible landing...

Throughout the process of jumping from this high ledge, I believe I was rotating my arms in a weird motion, probably my attempt to fly or something. I landed safely, still feeling that rush from jumping from a high ledge.

The environment....I remember it looking as if it was going to rain....the sky....it was light gray....and I see this weird looking building in front of me.

I want to say it was probably a pyramid/temple....it looked a bit old (go figure...), it was dark gold I think, a little dirty and all.

(Maybe it was a desert....maybe it was a construction zone...I don't remember, but I do remember another lingering experience after this).

I believe I jump on top of this abnormal pyramid structure, and I go inside some dark hole on the top of it. I land and find myself in an area where there was several light blue shirts, kind of like tye dye shirts, but with just various shades of blue.

There were these stationary clothes hangers with some plastic chest torso bodies like they're being put up for display.

As far as lucidity goes, that's all I can remember for this dream. I did remember seeing a lady in red, and I would love to admit that it could've been Kaomea.

Maybe she (or some other DC that probably looked like her...I don' know...) told me to go somewhere because we both to take care of a few things, but I'll just have to leave this dream for speculation, or wait until Kaomea makes an entry of a somewhat similar encounter.

Just didn't want to give up on the bits that I remembered...

Dream 2: OpheliaBlue's Twin Sister

My whole experience of this dream was sort of hazy. I believe I'm sitting down near the edge of some high building, and there's a few people there as well.

I see OpheliaBlue, she's wearing blue jeans and a a semi-transparent shirt that has this mix of dark pink and diluted red to it. Her hair is most likely black, and it was bundled up into curls, like one of her photos I've seen in a thread. >.>

Anyway, she tells me that I should come with her to see her sister perform some unique talent of hers, I think it was balancing plates with thin light brown sticks, something like that.

I acknowledge her response to me and get up, but it's taking a little bit for me to stand up completely. After she started to walk a little bit, I felt like I should rest again on the floor.

I motioned a "Give me a moment's rest" type of action to Ophelia.

I laid down to my side, my body feels so tired and weak. I look at the ground for a little bit, seeing the little bumps on each tile of the flooring outside of this building. Then I look at what's in front of me, and I see the edge, and I'm awfully close to it.

And the floor outside of this building I'm resting on is slightly slanted, and I didn't want to roll all the way down there, because it felt like I was at a really high elevation.

So I get my left hand and make a fist to the ground to help with getting up, I managed to extend my left arm to where it forms a slanted L shape, but I can't get up.

I believe I rolled to my side to look where Ophelia's going, but here's the part that was really confusing to me.

She told me her sister would come, but to me, it looked like she had twin sisters, or I'm seeing another image of her.

Ophelia has the black hair, and the other person that is probably her twin sister has her hair dyed red, with a few traces of black.

That's all I remember for that one.

Dream 3: Wrong Prescription

I riding my bicycle near some parking toll booth entrance. In my hand, I was showing the person inside the booth about a wrong prescription apparently.

I guess they analyze and do customer service with pharmacy related issues as well.

The lady was asking me a few questions, and I told her that I never opened the bottle before.

Then for some odd reason, I open it, and take a pill, but I didn't swallow it immediately. I let my tongue make various forms around it, and it tasted a little bit like any regular hard capsule vitamin/pill.

Then I realized what I did, felt depressed, and said,

"Never mind........"

Almost caught up to my present dreams.

I know I had many dreams this night, but I could hardly remember any of them, and I woke up feeling rather unsettled after each one.
Here is the only part of a dream which I can recall.

I was crouched down in a bright room, on top of some bunk bed similar to that which I had in my previous dorm room. Then it turns out I was in some museum, and the bunk bed was now a hard, white ledge. Suddenly a ghost fazed up through the ledge with a moan, and I was so startled that I kicked out at it (my feet went right through it) and screamed, but the only way to get away from it was to go through it. I didn't though; we just stared at each other. I could only see its torso, but it was the bloodied ghost of a Japanese man in a military suit. He had no eyes, but his eye sockets were larger than normal, and black, empty space. It seemed he stared at me for a long time with his eyeless gaze, and I got the feeling he simply wanted me to know his anger and his pain, his torture.

Some time later I was with my twin sister Frankie and Sean; Sean was sort of off to the side, not really listening while I told Frankie about what I had seen.
"You kicked it good, straight in the eyeballs!" she said, so loud and clear that I nearly woke up. "Yeah, that one has a pathetic moan," she said as if she had worked in that place for a long time and knew of all the ghosts there. I think she felt sorry for this particular one.

My dream recall has seriously sucked these past few days. I'm blaming Cay who I have been inseperable from for about 3 days now. She's currently sitting next to me, creeping on my post and grabbing things with her feet. I'm also having falst memories. The first night she was at my house we went to bed around 4 a.m. I had a dream that I vaguely remember.

I was at some sort of gathering at the caves that I live nearby that are fairly popular where I live. A lot of people that I knew were there and it was hosted by this guy I used to go to school with and that my boyfriend is good friends with and lives near. L.G. and her boyfriend, J.L. were there, both drunk, both high. I'm pretty sure they went to fuck in one of the caves. That part of the dream was mostly due to the fact that she's told me about her and an ex boyfriend doing certain things in those caves that should not go on.

Anyway, a few of us, including Cay and myself went to go spelunking through one of the much smaller caves. It started off with about a group of 15 people and slowly dwindled down to me, B.H., and Aaron. When we were done crawling we ended up in a big domed area that was a dead end. All of us fell into the dome and none of us were tall enough to pull ourselves out. So, B.H. ended helping me and Aaron out of the dome and then we pulled him out. I blacked after that apparently.

Now, heres where the false memories come in. Apparently Cay got up earlier than me and went to take a shower. She told me that when she got up I woke up and looked at her. Then when she got out of the shower I woke up and I asked her why she got up so early, even though it was past eleven. She told me that it wasn't early and that we could go back to sleep if I wanted to. I said that I was already up and there was no point in going back to bed, then I started playing Animal Crossings.

I do not remember it that way. I don't remember waking up and looking at her, or waking up and asking her what time it was. I remember waking up and she was the one playing Animal Crossings and she threw the controller at me and told me to play. And then today, I don't remember anything about any of my dreams. And I remember waking up on the couch in my living room leaning on Cay, who was drawing, and Cay told me to go brush my teeth if I was gonna lurk that close to her. So I did. By the way, the title of this post is a conversation that just happened between Cay and her twin sister.